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they call me the fact checker the way I always go “hang on. let me look this up” mid conversation

#ABOUT #i am catastrophically in love with queue #siblinghood

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#the thomas sanders one wtfjgm 😭 hadn’t seen that before but truly yeah #miscellaneous

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Nothing is funnier to me than Andrew Minyard thinking “when I’m sober Neil Josten will stop being hot and then I can live my life in peace” and then getting out of the hospital and immediately realizing that he is, in fact, in way too deep.

#aftg #andreil #andrew minyard

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a post-doc was doing a guest seminar at my institute and at the beginning of his presentation he was explaining why he chose birds for his evolutionary analysis - so he said "well first of all, because birds are the best and most interesting animals and it's fun to study them" and a few professors in the room gave him a very serious nod

#birds

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by the way dear, we're alive, and it hurts 'cause we survived

#aftg #andreil #i am catastrophically in love with queue

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Me when mitski

“I bet on losing dogs, I know they’re losing and I pay for my place, by the ring. “

Anyways originally I was gonna do this format with pynch when I got this idea, but then I rembered this scene existed (at the end of the Raven king when the demon is unmaking Ronan and right before Gansey dies), and I was like oh. Well that’s the one then.

Anyways this song is so Gansey toward Ronan coded and I wanted everyone to feel my immense pain when listening to this song and remembering that Gansey died to save Ronan from the night wash. Plus just the fact that Gansey never gave up on him no matter how many times everyone (including Ronan himself) did.

Also ignore the messiness, I was motivated enough to make it, not enough to make it good

#OUGH #trc #ronsey #i am catastrophically in love with queue

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#kaz brekker pre-ice court heist #<- prev LMAO? #soc #kaz brekker #i am catastrophically in love with queue

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Imagine being Percy, having to travel to the other side of the fucking country as a 12yo to enter the Underworld and then a few years later you find out there was an entrance in your fucking city. I would be pissed off tbh

#pjo #percy jackson

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PASSED ALL MY CLASSES YIPPEEEE

#personal #the engineering chronicles #on the one hand how the mighty have fallen etc but on the other. thank FUCK this semester is over #it wasn’t even that bad objectively like if i hadn’t had the musical im pretty sure this semester would have been a breeze. but w the #musical everything was so scattered i never had time to do hw and i had to skip classes to meet w ppl for group projects bc the only time #any of us were available was in the mornings except then the meetings would go later than planned and i wouldn’t be able to make it to #my morning class and. etc. rehearsals till 10 like 5 times a week just did not work on in this regard. BUT WE DID IT <3 scraped a b- out of #physics w my highest test score in that class and will likely end probability w a b #<- he put in my final exam grade (88 🥳) but there are still three labs that need to be graded so technically my grade could fall to a b- or #c+ but neither is likely #still mad abt that 60 i got on the last exam bc if i had done as well on that exam as i did every other exam for this class i could have #ended w a b+ or a- but. whatever i’m just relieved this courseload is over with. even if i will be thrown right back into everything in a #week at least there is this week for me to relax and not feel awful for failing even more classes this year lmao

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Saw an old lady today that looked like an old lady and was dressed like an old lady except she was wearing big goth stomping boots like this

#miscellaneous #i am catastrophically in love with queue #fashion

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NOW I AM BECOME AVOIDANT. DESTROYER OF POTENTIAL CONNECTIONS

#i am catastrophically in love with queue #about

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reborn: journals and notebooks, susan sontag / photograph, ilenia tesoro / “when,” dodie / “(explored),” raychel sonveeco / quote, mary kate teske / “shadow,” marian kloon / “nine,” sleeping at last

#6k!

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favourite 2024 albums → BLEACHERS by Bleachers

"In my past three albums, I felt very obsessed with the past and the future. I was deeply imagining things from before and things that could happen. But somewhere along the way, I just started only thinking about right now. [...] There’s always a fear in me that makes me want to make an album. I find myself scared of what was going to happen in my life, of who I would be, and where I would go. On this album, I felt terrified to enter a new phase of my life and also scared that it would mean that I wouldn’t be able to take the people who I’ve lost with me. Which isn't true, because you can take them with you and still grow. This record is all about overcoming that fear."

#music #bleachers #i am catastrophically in love with queue

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I HATE THEATER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#history #i am catastrophically in love with queue #tumblr

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died and came back exactly the same but something was so so so wrong with me before and now I have an excuse to really lean into it

#books

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online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

#connection #digital age

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#i am catastrophically in love with queue #lgbtq