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onion not even doing satire at this point

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I was watching Blown Away to relax when all of a sudden I get hit by these shots/words:

Someone tell me not to make it into perler beads....

#blown away #glass art #perler bead #someone stop me #dark humor #dark humour tw #bathtub #toaster #best friends #new oc alert #new perler bead art inspo #art inspo #it gives me blues clues vibes

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girls will be like hm this song reminds me of the most tragic thing that has happened to me I think I'll listen to it on loop

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I made myself a unicorn hoodie/blanket! I'm super proud of it.

#androgynous #androgony #unicorn #unique gifts #handmade gifts #handmade #i made this #it me #look at how happy i am #blanket #hand knotted blanket #hand knotted #knots #unicorn clothes #selfie #nonbinary pride #nonbinary #enby #nb

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I'm queer and am always a safe space for others in the LGBTQIA+ community. I'm already in a relationship so you don't have to worry about that with me. I adore other neurodivergent folks as well. Come hang out in my space. Everyone is welcome, as long as you're not a dick. 💛🤍💜🖤

REBLOG IF YOUR BLOG IS A SAFE SPACE FOR AROMANTIC PEOPLE AND IF YOU THINK THEY ARE VALID

I want to see how many people actually are willing to say this and not just act like it

#don't gender me #genderqueer #nonbinary #enby #enby sub #enby pride #nb #afab nonbinary #afab genderqueer #queer positivity #queer relationships #queer #queer community #queer tag #neurodivergent #come hang out #lgbtq+ #lgbtq community #lgbt pride #lgbtq #lgbtqia #aromantic #aromantism

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Guess who just learned something new today. I have had a collectible statue of Spider-Gwen since 2016 and absolutely adore her. She's always been my favorite and felt safe. I couldn't get into the comics because they were given to me by my abusive ex-husband. But I'm slowly absorbing the lore and it makes me happy that my favorite superhero is also trans AFAB. 🖤

I'm getting so pissed with people who are saying Gwen isnt trans. Like they're trying to explain why her dad has a trans patch on his jacket and why she has a trans flag in her room, by saying she supports trans people... wtf???? Literally what ally has a TRANS FLAG, IN THEIR ROOM, BECAUSE THEY SUPPORT TRANS PEOPLE??? That's some shit closeted me would tell my parents when they saw me drawing rainbows. People that are saying this shit are literally just transphobic and dont want her to be trans. Gwen is trans and fuck everyone that argues against that.

#trans pride #spider gwen #spider ghost #gwen stacy

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This bloodbath has gone on for far too long. At the start of this aggression, the school year had barely just started. The academic year ends in just a month. Everyone, from first graders to university seniors, have lost an entire year at least. I say at least considering even if there is a ceasefire today, Israel had destroyed literally all universities in Gaza and damaged over 400 schools. Lest we forget also Israel's deliberate targeting of university professors and academics.

You absolutely cannot mistake the intent behind all of this.

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Recipes will be like "mix in room temperature butter" mi amor, it does not come like that and I will promptly forget it exists if it is not in my line of sight. Now I know I can microwave it, but we both know that is a deadly game. Are you tripping?

recipes will be like "prep time: 3 minutes" & the ingredience list is like "2 sweet potatoes peeled & diced" girlie they do not come like that

#this is what I'm here for #my intrusive thoughts while baking #disabled baking #spoonies #spoonie #out of spoons #baking #room temperature #butter #baking preparation #are you kidding me #are you on drugs

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So I got a new PCP because my old one lied and said she'd help me get disability then refused to fill out any paperwork (???) Or refer me to someone that would (???). We're going through my medications and I haven't been on gabapentin in like 3 years? Idk time is a blur. Anyway, I gave her permission to look through my old records to see why I needed it. She said she'd take 24 hours to decide whether she'd prescribe it. It's been like 72. I'm at like a 9.5. >.< I've had a pinched nerve in my shoulder before that's never really gone away on top of my chronic health. Some assistance so I don't threaten to cut parts of my body off would be great.

#chronic pain #chronicillness #chronic illness #chronically ill #joint pain #i am in pain #fuck you eds #eds zebra #eds #living with pots #fuck you pots #potsie #pots #hypermobile joints #hypermobile ehlers danlos #fibro #fibro problems #fibromyalgia #my body is trying to kill me #why does everything hurt #cripple shit #sad cripple #new pcp #new doctor #stay medicated #medical stigma #medical neglect #i just want doctors to listen to me #my doctors hate me #fuck my doctors

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holy fuck.

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For me it's when they mow the lawn. Then the intrusive thoughts get stabby.

My neighbour is playing loud music and I am overstimulated and

#intrusive thoughts #intrusive daydreaming #intrusive thinking #c ptsd #complex ptsd #cptsd #cptsd problems

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Story Time with Spooky

So when I was like 14-18, my mom asked my grandma and her church to sponsor me to go to this summer adventure camp. It was pretty fun, minus all the Christianity shoved down my throat. Anyway, there was white water rafting on this trip and we had this joke for the new campers called "beaver sharks" that would bite people if you weren't paying close enough attention. I didn't even catch the first year that they weren't real. (Whoops.) BUT the most important part of the story was that my nickname at camp was "Sharkbait." 16 years later and my wife had to explain to me that "You know why they call Nemo sharkbait right? Because he's disabled." Apparently I got disability validation when I didn't know I was disabled as a kid and my own family wouldn't validate my symptoms.

#funny story #spookie #story time with spookie #summer camp #throwback #disabled and proud #cripple punk #cripple posting #cripple shit #disabled #physically disabled #fuck you eds #eds zebra #hypermobile joints #hypermobile ehlers danlos #hypermobility #ehlers danlos type 3 #ehlers danlos problems #ehlers danlos #ehlers danlos zebra #ehlers danlos syndrome #my childhood #childhood #living with pots #potsie #pots #spoonies #autistic adult #finding nemo #sharkbait

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Sometimes u just need to sob and scream and cry and bitch about ur disability

I think a lot of people feel like they need to be at completely at peace with their disability

And you don’t!

Be mad be sad be pissed off!

#when my wife just lets me cry about the things i cant do anymore its so helpful #the other day I cried about being disabled which I barely ever do #it’s ok to be sad over it #you don’t have to always be proud #i cried because i can't run anymore #i cried because i can't work as a counselor anymore #i cried because i have to reparent myself #i cried because I'm exhausted #i cried because it hurts #i screamed because this isn't fair #my twenties were taken from me #i'm grumpy #i'm mad about it #angry cripple #sad cripple

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I hate the look on able-bodied people's faces when you can't do a thing that you could do the day before. The look of disappointment, confusion, the "Oh but you could do it before. Are you SURE you can't do it?" Like yes, Brenda, I'm sure that I am in too much pain to function/move from my bed right now so going for a walk when I could move 50 feet yesterday without my cane IS too much.

#angry cripple #crip punk #cripple punk #cripple posting #disabilities #invisible disability #physically disabled #disabled #physical disabilities #this is about physical disabilities please don't derail this post #ehlers danlos type 3 #ehlers danlos #ehlers danlos problems #ehlers danlos zebra #ehlers danlos syndrome #hypermobile ehlers danlos #fuck you eds #eds zebra #living with pots #fuck you pots #potsie #pots #fibro #fibromyalgia #fibro problems #fibropain #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronically ill #ableism

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Being with another trans person (but just in general someone who respects your pronouns) is amazing. I'm AFAB and have a lot of trauma surrounding that. I identify as nonbinary and trans-masc sometimes but my pronouns are they/them. I get physically uncomfortable when called she/her. Sometimes he/him but usually I'm less grumpy about that if it fits my mood.

My wife was raised in the super respectful culture where one has to say "yes, ma'am" and "yes, sir". Well obviously those don't work for me so we had one she could just use all the time. We came up with a new one since I was using "Respected Person/RP" when I was working and it doesn't flow off the tongue easily. "Yes, creature."

Boom. Done. It's perfect for when I'm in enby mode and trans masc mode because I am obviously a creature in both modes and all the time.

Feel free to use it haha.

#terms of endearment #my terms #yes creature #yes maam #yes sir #politeness #manners #enby #nonbinary pride #afab nonbinary #nonbinary #non binary #nonhuman #creature #actually autism #autistic and proud #autistic adult #complex ptsd #transgender #trans #trans masc #trans boy #enby humor #nb #afab nb #afab transmasc #terms of affection #mannerisms #things my wife says #spookie