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knee deep in ED relapse. it hurts so much. I’ve been good for so long. I can’t even look at myself in the mirror. Please. I just want to be pretty.

#thinspo #ana #fat #binge #binge eating disorder #anorexia #bed #skin and bones #ugly #skinny #bulimia #chubby #pro ana #mia #mine

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I have 21 days to lose at least 15 pounds so I came up with this. Since I know I lose around 3 pounds a day when I fast but I ALWAYS binge when I fast indefinitely I decided I needed structure…

Day 1: 1200cal Day 2: fast Day 3: fast Day 4: 100cal (liquid only) Day 5: fast Day 6: 200cal Day 7: fast Day 8: 100cal (liquid only) Day 9: fast Day 10: 200cal Day 11: fast Day 12: 100cal (liquid only) Day 13: fast Day 14: 200cal Day 15: fast Day 16: 100cal (liquid only) Day 17: fast Day 18: 200cal Day 19: fast Day 20: fast Day 21: fast

I’ll be posting proper body checks on the 7th, 14th, and 21st day ✌️

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When someone asks if youve eaten recently so u say yeah i had iced coffee™ and they say "thats not food"

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Christmas is in 100 days!

I’ll be at my lowest by then, no exceptions. I will become my best self.

Rules:

700 calories per day, maximum

Take diet pills every morning to boost metabolism and Alli before cooked meals

ONLY drink water, diet soda and 0 cal teas and drink mix unless you’re skipping a meal on an eating day for lower intake, then have a 120 cal protein shake.

16 oz green tea in the morning, 32 oz of water during the day, 16 oz hydroxycut at lunch, and 32 more oz of water at night for a total of 96 oz water per day, OR replace final 32 oz with 16 oz green tea upon getting home, and 16 oz of water before bed.

1 hour of excercise 3 times a week, minimum

Fast as often as possible as insurance just in the case of a plateau, aim for fasting every weekend if possible

For every day I exceed my calorie limit of 700, I fast for two days

If I’m unable to restrict on a certain day and I know in advance (thanksgiving, family gatherings, somewhere I’d be noticed, etc) I will fast two days prior and try to aim for under 1200. If I exceed ~2000, I’ll fast for a day after as well to prevent a “I already fucked up” binge.

I will log every single calorie I take in

Reblog this EVERY DAY to remember and stay on target / pin once habit is down. Sorry for the spam to my followers in advance haha

I will be ~200 pounds by 12/25/2020

message if you want to be buddies so we can keep each other accountable! 🎄🦴🎅🏼

#mine #goal #christmas #thinspo #weight loss #not pro ana just using tags #anamia #anorexix #anorexia #anorecya #fasting #fast #binge #purge #bed #binge eating #binge eating disorder #personal #revisit #tw: ed #skin and bones #body goals #fat #thin #bones #rexie #rexix #tw: eating disorder #pro ana

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I love this calculator man, if I eat 75 calories per day until Christmas I’ll reach my 4th GW. That’s 70 pounds down. Kinda gives you hope, even if it’s unrealistic to pretty much fast for 100 days. I wonder if I could get away with this.

https://www.precisionnutrition.com/weight-loss-calculator

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eats

⇗ ⇘

guilt hates myself

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starves

#ed #eating disorder #ana #anrexix #pro ana #not pro just using tags #bones #weight loss #tw #thin #bed #binge #fat #fast #anorexix #anorexia #anorecya #bingeing #binge eating disorder #starve #mine #personal

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bf pretty much just called me fat, he didn’t mean anything bad by it, but yeah, that’s a real good motivator, I guess

#mine #personal #bigger than most girls he said lmao

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I swear my ed is under control until I imagine eating and literally consider anything over 200 calories in a day a binge.

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Calculate your macros 

Calculate your weight loss

Calculate your BMR

Calculate your BMI & caloric needs

Calculate how much exercise it will take to burn off what you ate

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Literally no one:

My body dysmorphia: lol u look like this

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If you’re 18+ thinspo account, please reblog this♡🌸

No offense to the small fries on here, it’s just hard to find adults in this community and I still need accounts to follow! I made a similar post on an old account that had a really good response so let’s try to get that going again so we can find each other!!

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My boyfriend lifts and wanted to give me a piggyback ride last time I saw him WHAT DOES IT MEAN?? I’m in the fucking 200’s I KNOW I look fat is he just deluded? Am I?? Does he notice how much I’d lost since we started dating? Does he really think he could lift me?

My #1 motivator is to say yes someday to him lifting me instead of laughing my way out of it and for him to be surprised I’m so easy to carry and lift. I want to be dainty. I want to be small, I want him to be obsessed with my body.

#mine #personal

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don’t eat

imagine putting on his sweatpants and they’re huge.

don’t eat

imagine sitting on the edge of his bed with no top on, watching tv and looking/feeling dainty and beautiful.

don’t eat

imagine him posting pictures of you together, him holding you, looking so small and radiant.

don’t eat

imagine his hands around your hipbones, carassing your hips as you fall asleep under the stars.

don’t eat

imagine him lifting you up and pinning you against the wall, kissing a trail down your body.

don’t eat.

you’ll look stunning at your ugw.

don’t. fucking. eat.

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me @ god: well if i’m gonna have depression can i at least have the kind where i don’t have an appetite ?