#19.5

[laurents-secret-diary]

Captive Prince - chapter 19.5 EPUB!!

Dear Captive Prince enjoyers,

My friend decided to grace us all with a digitalised version of the bonus chapter 19.5 from Prince's Gambit.

You can find the EPUB file here.

#gone are the days of crunchy pngs friends #captive prince #19.5 #princes gambit #lamen #damen x laurent #capri

[riverkingmarley]

Echidna is so Victoria coded

#worm #parahumans #19.5 #worm web serial

[st-just]

My one major complain with Pale is just that the girls are all mostly well-written and believable as actual teenagers,but they're all just far too good. Like, morally.

They should be doing way more petty vindictive magical bullshit to people in their mundane lives.

#pale #otherverse #wildbow #19.5 #shitposting

[anisaanisa]

The Enigma of Amigara Fault | 阿弥殻断層の怪 (2002) by Junji Itō ☆

#my edit #the enigma of amigara fault #amigara dansō no kai #gyo #manga #manga cap #manga edit #阿弥殻断層の怪 #ギョ #horror #horror manga #seinen #junji ito #junji ito manga #gyo chapter 19.5 #spooktober #anisa reads horror

[anotherpapercut]

smth that I've found difficult in navigating life as an autistic adult is that I don't want to be infantilized, like I want/need to be viewed as a full adult, but sometimes my needs seem childish to people. so like I fight to be taken seriously but then when I do actually need help I can't get it because only a child would need it and I should be able to handle if I really want to be viewed as an adult

#i just. i do not feel like i am fit to work. but its incredibly difficult to obtain ssi and then ssi sucks #literally only have found 3 jobs that meshed w my autism and 2 of them i cant do anymore bc of physical disability #and 1 of them is still my job (math tutor ❤️) we're only allowed to work up to 19.5 hrs a week whoch i cant live off of #anyway this is all to say i feel like a dumb childish idiot because i cant function if im not wearing my favorite comfy shirt #and i know its ridiculous but i just will not be able to focus on anything else all day sometimes #i just need to be in my comfort clothing sometimes so i can feel like it's giving me a hug all day #and i know theyre just never going to understand that because of how stupid it sounds #i wish i had like a cool relative who was rich. i mean i do but hes not THAT cool. who would let me live in like an apartment they rent

[angryisokay]

maybe you're in an industry with a group of "old school" workers who love to talk shit about how they suffered without whining about it and never had anything handed to them. they're super tough guys, don't fuck with me types, i know more than you ever will and i'm going to treat you like shit then act like i'm just screwing around types. you know them, i know them, we've all encountered them.

if you're still intimidated by these types, pay a *little* more attention to them.

because odds are they are the whiniest, cry about everything, category 5 tantrum throwing motherfucker you will ever encounter. and they'll spend a week out of work after throwing their back out with a fart.

#just observing the legacy auto workers who 'never whined or demanded anything we just keep getting screwed' #and yet every contract year it's wall to wall sob fest about legacy workers getting nothing cry-wail-poor me #the truth is they're mad because math is hard and they don't understand how percentages work #why yes you're only get a 10% raise and i will get a 19.5% raise but get this: we will be making the same exact wage afterwards #if you keep insisting on having a higher wage than everyone else then lower wage workers will always get the bigger pay raise

[hikikomoriheadphonegirl]

#Shin Seiki Evangelion #Neon Genesis Evangelion #Ikari Shinji #Katsuragi Misato #EVA Unit 01 #colour pages #Sadamoto Yoshiyuki #Evangelion 19.5

[meraki-yao]

I can already imagine the usual haters who will make drama today (after seeing all the contents obviously) that he is not professional because at a party for him he was a little tipsy at the end.. I already know that they will make him look like a bad person for this...

... okay the fuck those people need a life

babe, fuck them. they're stupid and haters for hate's sake. Taylor's fine: it was an event with alcohol served, getting tipsy happens (especially when you need to shake hands and make a lot of small talk) and he's 1, not causing any trouble, if anything he was still a sweetheart 2, with security guards with him. He's fine

#rwrb #red white and royal blue #rwrb movie #taylor zakhar perez #alex claremont diaz #also to quickly clarify #i personally have never been in a situation like this #i'm 19.5 the legal drinking age is 18 and till this day i have drank alcohol outside of my house a total number of once #and it was one mojito #this is what i've heard about social situation like that #either way taylor's fine fuck the haters #anon ask #answered

[manga-meow]

#the breaker: new waves #chapter 19.5 #manhwa #manga #manga cap #my edits #monochrome #mangacap #manga panel #popular

[enigmaticxbee]

RIP Mona ❤️

#she was 19.5!! #such a good girl

[st-just]

Clementine getting screentime is always such a delight.

#pale #otherverse #wildbow #19.5

[anisaanisa]

The Enigma of Amigara Fault | 阿弥殻断層の怪 (2002) by Junji Itō ☆

#my edit #the enigma of amigara fault #amigara dansō no kai #gyo #manga #manga cap #manga edit #阿弥殻断層の怪 #ギョ #horror #horror manga #seinen #junji ito #junji ito manga #gyo chapter 19.5 #spooktober #anisa reads horror

[bublinko]

SALE: Sketch of dream girl in Macao size: 19.5 x 21 cm #art #sketch #macao #drawing #originalcharacter

#Sketch of dream girl in Macao #size: 19.5 x 21 cm #art #sketch #macao #drawing #originalcharacter #illustration #depop #aesthetic

[bootlickerhawks]

me : equating your self worth to academic success is really unhealthy-

*has the best scores out of every third year on the literature finals*

me :

#cami.txt #im gonna be a self centered blowhard for 5 secs then i promise i'll go back to being cool and chill #im glad my self proclaimed magnum opus on frankenstein managed to impress my hard ass teacher #and im really surprised my essay on twelfth night got a 19.5/20 but kudos to me ig 😎 #ok im done now i got it out of my system im back to being humble

[acaciapines]

TELL ME ABOUT MARI. TELL ME ABOUT LUZ-MARI. PLEASE INFODUMP I AM AAAAAALL EARS 👂👂👂👂👂

he he YEAHHHHH

okay so the big thing about luz and mari is that its like. god okay.

so the human world in my fic is basically his dark materials pushed to the extreme--i took all the parts i hated about how daemons are presented (second to their humans, only talk to other daemons, mostly there as a symbol, settle very young) and went yeah :) this is how the world works.

and thus we get luz and mari. luz who was never so great at picking up all these rules because she was a neurodivergent kid and it just--they were so SLIPPERY. she was just doing her best, wasnt she? and mari, who knew they were wrong, they EXISTED wrong, did everything wrong, and had to step up and do everything right but daemons aren't supposed to be the ones leading the way. they are supposed to follow.

but theyre also supposed to protect their humans and lead them down the right path and its this horrible catch-22 where to be a good daemon mari has to be a bad daemon and it just. it eats at her. it eats at her so much, as they go to the boiling isles, where everyone accepts luz and luz fits right in and theyre wrong wrong wrong but luz is having fun and mari is too but no, no she CANT, she cant be a bad daemon, has to be good, and good, and good--

and then comes the choice. blow up the portal to save eda's life. or let eda die so she can go back home to her mom.

the good thing to do is to go back home. the demon realm? its just...a distraction. temporary. besides, theyre settled, arent they? sure, mari hates the form, and her scales are too-tight, and she can't shed them. sure, she drops her tail, and won't ever grow it back, but--shes being good, right? right?

luz wants to save eda.

luz wants to be a Bad Daughter.

luz is trying to be a good daughter. to eda, though.

and mari--

see, theres one thing worse than being a bad daemon. and thats being a daemon who unsettles.

so now theyre trapped in the demon realm. now luz is saying all these things about how maybe its good, actually, and maybe the human realm wasnt so perfect, but doesnt she get it? this isnt a STORY. this is real life, and in real life, you close the book and go home. in real life you swallow down lizard and you sit with it no matter how much your scales itch. in real life bad kids are sent away to become good kids. and youve never, ever been a good kid.

its wrong, to stay here. its wrong, that luz isnt as dedicated to building the portal as mari is. its bad, and its SO BAD, and mari keeps trying her best, and then makes it, halfway, and shes seeing the human realm, seeing home, and look, thats how daemons are supposed to be, and--

was it always so...stifling?

surely, she's just...misremembering. thats home! its where she needs to be! its...

sometimes people call them luz-mari clawthorne and it makes luz grin a bit and mari want to claw her own fur out (but she cant have fur it should be scales why is the fur more her than the scales ever were--)

sometimes mari looks at her own paws and wonders why she even bothers trying to make luz good when all its ever done is get them both hurt.

sometimes mari lies awake at night and thinks only to herself: does belos have a point?

but mari's a Good Daemon. she's doing everything shes supposed to be doing. shes doing it right, and she'll just--settle again, settle BETTER, and even witches settle, even if they're weird as kids, even if nothing is adding up, even if shes learning things in belos's mind, learning HISTORY, and if it's true, if belos is wrong, if witches and humans actually arent so alike at all, if luz is maybe more a witch than she's ever been human, if, if, if--

mari just. has to be good.

why cant luz see that?

#toh #daemons #and a grove of palistrom to you #i write #this was more. prose? than i intended #but uhhh yeah lol it answers the question. #basically: luz and mari are Going Through It and as one person across two bodies #they get to! have entirely opposite reactions to things #that makes :)) their relationship :))) so so fun :))))))))) #which is why its the core of this fic! #this is fun only to me but. i think my favorite writing choice nobody will notice #is that in 19.5 (inbetween where we get a drabble from every pov character leading up to the day of unity) #i have all the characters ordered to like. reflect in some way #so like theres 14 drabbles total and character 2 and 13 or 3 and 12 relate in some way etc etc #anyways mari goes first. luz is in the middle. and belos goes last <3

[anotherpapercut]

I have an interview with the boys and girls club but I can't decide if I actually want the job lol

#and im currently trying to get unemployment its a whole thing so i cant turn it down if they actually offer it to me #but if i take it i think i might have to drop my appeal??? i really. i have no idea lol #but its 25 hrs a week in addition to the 19.5 i do between my 2 current jobs putting me at almost 45 hrs #which would be pretty standard for me but im about to start taking full time classes again #and ive done full time work and school like this before but it sucks majorly lol #they are all online classes and i typically have a fair amount of downtime at my current jobs so theres that #idk im scared lol