this is a friendly little post to say: if you find that doing stretches for wrist/shoulders/back/whatever either 1) don't help or 2) seem to make your pain worse, then please stop doing the stretches. the answer here is not to keep doing them becuase if you push through the pain eventually it'll get better, right?
listen to me. listen. stretches never did anything for me and at age 25 i learned i had hEDS, which meant 1) most stretches would never help me 2) depending on the stretch, could hurt me, so please. if they aren't helping. please do not keep doing them hoping that they will "eventually" help.
look into whether or not you have a hypermobility disorder or EDS or smth, great resource here: www.ehlers-danlos.com
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Genuine question: do you think fuluchi deserves the overhate and slander???
NO AND YES 😭
no bc they hate him for stupid reasons
yes bc cmon fukuchi.. it rlly wasn't that deep
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Spent so long trying to separate my brain from the vague and undefined essence of My Being to survive the Mental Illness that I basically re-enacted Gnosticism 2.0 and not to be like, that's why my OCD emerged later than my more common flavoured generalized anxiety& chronic depression Brainrot, but it definitely Did Not Help. And now that I am (sometimes) at peace with my mind and given that I am no longer spending every waking moment trying to stay alive I have time to reflect on the lasting body-mind-soul division that I've created for myself and like. It fuckin sucks. I hate the body. I hate that I hate the body and being an incarnate creature. But also. It's so bad wrong awful. And tbh I still hate the mind a lot many days too!
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jesse coming back home after watching spooge get his head crushed and whisking the peekaboo kid out of that house to hopefully get some help from the arriving authorities. he wishes he could cover his own eyes but the image of the ATM crashing down like something out of a cartoon and blasting blood across the floor still seeps through his fingers. when he’s unlocking his front door, he looks over at jane’s door and badly wants to knock on it. he wouldn’t tell her what had happened—he probably wouldn’t talk at all—but being near another warm body sounds really, really nice right now. he doesn’t knock though (she has work and he’s a murderer) and just lets himself in and collapses on his floor sleeping bag. rolls a joint, trying to focus on the methodical motions and his (shaking) fingers. he wants to go to sleep and weed will make him drowsy enough for that to be possible. he smokes diligently, trying to fog out his mind like shower steam on a bathroom mirror. passing cars throw light across his walls and send concussive blasts of panic through him. eventually, he’s drowsy and able to lay down and start fading out, but he still pulls a nearby sheet over to cover his eyes with as he drifts off. he doesn’t want to see. he wants jane. he wants peace.
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I haaate tobacco every other drug at least gets you some sort of high but with nicotine you have to smoke to get from a low to a neutral mood. I stopped with weed but still am dependent on tobacco even tho i dont like it anymore its like having to take medicine. Am currently sick n my throat hurts but i feel that i need to smoke otherwise ill be in a super shit mood soon
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i'm so tired. i overextended yesterday. went like 5 different places (with a COWORKER no less) and then also cooked dinner. i've been feeling the repercussions today i was basically not functional. and in pain. and i had to go out twice even tho i didnt do anything i was just driving people places. and im probably going to still be exhausted tomorrow. maybe the day after that too. lol!
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Other than just liking myself and my body, I feel extremely justified for my “humans are meant to have padding” stance bc I ate shit on my way to work and the fucked up way I fell, my beautiful luscious thighs were my saving grace. Caught myself on my wrist? Wrist feels fine an hour later. Knees buckled inward? Knees feel fine. Ankles twisted out? Ankles are fine. My lower back is sore af but no worse than sleeping on it wrong. Thank you Genetically-Inherited Birthing Hips for being an excellent cushion. 🙏
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