#I just don’t drink alcohol

[quins-makeshift-menagerie]

When you live away from your family but made too much of a thing you don’t drink

#it’s those two cups of Bacardi this ALWAYS HAPPENS #also I’m not trying to hate on college kids but #I live in Wisconsin #the jokes are true #I just think this is a BIT too much for a small family get together :’D #with any luck I can barter for jams… #for anyone curious it’s coquito #I made it once and now they ask me to make it every year which I don’t mind #I just don’t drink alcohol #a bit of the virgin ver. is nice in coco tho

[thetarttfuldickhead]

There’s something about Roy hiding the champagne bottles behind his back when he and Keeley walk into the treatment room only so that he can pull them out with a big dramatic gesture and go “and fucking celebrate!” that’s just so… well, it’s low-key fucking adorable, actually. Such a tiny thing, but him even thinking to do that, him being playful and wanting to make it as much of a treat and surprise and occasion as possible for Jamie… Mm, yeah. Does things to me.  

#roy being playful is exceptional at all times #roy being playful with jamie is… what’s the opposite of ‘the worst shit ever’? #also i have questions #was the no beer rule ONLY for beer? #so that other – less carby? - alcohol was fine? #or was it only for that final week #between the city and the westham game? #or is it understood that a few drinks to celebrate a win is fine? #roy kent #jamie tartt #roy & jamie #i’m not ignoring keeley being part of this i just don’t feel she features enough in the post to tag #3x11 #my stuff

[seagull-scribbles]

♠️♣️ Play your card ♥️♦️

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel husk #hh husk #husk #was origionally going to base it of the king of hearts card but #then I was like a joker is more fitting #and then I was like nah he’s not a joker he’s a looser #my poor pathetic meow meow #I am grabbing him by the scruff of his neck and DRAGGING him #I have embedded so many headcanons in this like one of my friends said I could sell it at my stall in the summer #but it is so personalised to me I don’t think anyone would want it #right down to the different whiskers #and I said it on Instagram and I will say it again but chunky husk is peak male performance #this guy only drinks alcohol and only eats the shortest of foods #and you know he doesn’t exercise who are you kidding #it was oh so gracious of me to not give him a hunch back because we all know his old bones and fucked ahahaha #anyway enjoy #if this gets enough attention I’ll make a matching angle dust one but idk I’m happy with just leaving it as this guy

[mississpissi]

hi my name is sarah and my controversial timothy stoker headcanon is that he hasn’t had a drink since danny. he wants his head to be clear. he wants to be able to know what he is seeing and trust that. he wants to be able to clearly remember what he sees. this is what keeps his focus and his anger sharp. that’s all thanks.

#ik lots of people like to picture him as fun drinks guy but i just. don’t think he would #he would probably still go out with friends or coworkers but he would always be the sober one #i don’t think he ever really had a problem with alcohol i just think he would abstain #i’m just thinking about him tonight and tbh i largely disagree with fanon portrayals of him even tho they are fun sometimes! #tma

[scrapnick]

Fuck thinspo all my homies hates thinspo, I just don’t want my joints to hurt when I’m old

#my asthma and allergies and joint pain had been kicking my ass but I feel so much better now omg #I just don’t drink as much alcohol or sweets and eat more vegetables #scraps.png #weight loss tw

[mako-ink]

Leon WIPS I miss my wife

#dislyte #digital art #art #digital artist #original art #fanart #anime #dislyte fanart #dislyte leon #bringing back my Leon definitely has battle scars no way he’s been doing this for 9+ years and is scarless #first one is gonna be an illustration inspired by the album/divination format art :3 #also just some random Leon sketches #chop suey smooth operator and eyes without a face on replay for this one… #I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of drawing him Leon I’m your number one fan forever #I wish we could get an animated series or comic with him…. maybe I’ll make one myself (the voices) #I had a glass of wine while drawing this when I should’ve had a glass of milk to embody Leon fully… I don’t think he drinks alcohol #time to lock in #sorry I’m yapping so much about my pookie…

[sadgirlautumn]

Also please tell me stories about what you did for your legal drinking age birthday because I’m curious and you all always make me feel better when you say normal things

#my family members all had wild 21sts and the one my cousin had haunts me and I wasn’t even there (obv) #like I just can’t stand the idea of going to a bar or a club but I also don’t have friends for a party and my parents don’t drink so 😭 #I’ve like never been around alcohol or people who drink so I’m just terrified #autumn rambles #like I’m just hoping I make friends before my 21st and they make plans for me 😭

[juniperhillpatient]

how hard will the pharmacist judge me if I ask what exactly will happen if I drink alcohol on my new meds when I pick them up tomorrow I wonder lol 💀 like it’s nice & sweet that they casually included instructions to avoid alcohol on MyChart I guess like it’s nbd but they clearly don’t know me. like I need to know why. will I die or what cause ya girl hasn’t really um. heard of living like that 😜

#I shan’t even get started on how beyond giving me no real information #they also contacted my DAD not me AFTER I signed new paperwork saying please don’t ever contact anyone but me about medical stuff 💀 #but like. fr. we’re talking about my doctor. they know I’m a high functioning alcoholic. excuse me. excuse me. you can’t just say no booze #then nothing else #because I will just drink anyway 🥲

[g-kat423]

Me normally: I can take or leave physical contact. I prefer solitude :)

Me after having (1) blueberry martini tonight after not having alcohol for 2 years: I need to get F U C K E D

#and this is partially why I don’t drink #but I stopped at just the one because I only wanted it for the taste #plus the alcohol made my heart rate spike into the 130’s just sitting there so ehhh no bueno

[traumasurvivors]

I just want to share something and hopefully offer some hope.

For a lot of trauma survivors, they feel dirty. They feel like they can’t get clean no matter what. They feel like they can’t wash off what was done to them. I was one of them. The keyword being was.

I don’t feel dirty anymore. It took me a long time but I’ve realized that no matter what someone did to me, it doesn’t make me dirty.

What I’m trying to say is… there’s hope. There is so much hope. It can get better.

#my post #feeling unclean #sorry #tw alcohol #I’ve had a couple drinks tonight #so I’m feeling rambly #don’t get me wrong #I believe this stuff anytime #but it’s just making my brain go more #I’m also feeling overly sentimental #and I just want to hug you all #with consent of course #and tell you I’m proud of you #and it’s really going to be okay #even if it’s not right now #I should probably come up with a tag #for nights I drink or smoke #because I post a lot more and it might get annoying #I have had some self control and queued some of it #but not a lot of self control lol

[borom1r]

hrm.

i wanna talk abt boromir but unfortunately I am almost 2 drinks deep and I drank that 2nd one wayyyy too fast lmfao and my thoughts at th moment boiling down 2 I need to bite that man hard enough 2 bleed. marking my fucking territory

im just gonna sit here n wait 4 my fucjking tater tots

#SORRY. not really but also SORRY.!!!! #me every time w/oit fail: wow that first drink did jack shit. (does not consider he drank it slowly w/ food) #surely I can pound a 2nd alcoholic beverage wout consequences < famous last words #being abnormal abt boromir on main so I don’t start rambling abt Thee Knight and saying utterly deranged things abt a real human person #HE HAS NO ACTIVE SOCIAL MEDIA PRESENCE AND IM DERANGED ABT IT. AT LEAST IK THE OTHER KNIGHT I HAVE A CRUSH ON IS TAKEN!!!!!! #HE HASNT POSTED SHIT SINCE LIKE 2019 + ON FUCKING FACEBOOK NO LESS. SIR!!!!!! #I just wanna know if I can shoot my shot 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #^^^^ this is why I cannot drink at the ren fest it’s bc I will try to climb onto the fucking jousting track like a drunk cis man at sports

[songtwo]

idk i think my bf might be developing a drinking problem and i just don’t know what to do…..

#it’s been going on for a couple of months now but he promised he would stop and he had been doing well until today…. #and it’s like. on one hand i never wanted to be w an alcoholic and i told him straight so he promised it would stop #but on the other hand i can’t just abandon him #and it’s like we used to go out a lot and party but like. that was it but ever since he met this guy he just gets lost when he drinks w him #and the thing was he got like aggressive like he didn’t do anything to me and i can’t really explain it but he just wasn’t himself #and like. we talked about it a million times and it’s not like it happens every week #it’s been like 5 times since december #but 3 have been on the past month alone #and two weeks ago it got bad like he almost got into an accident #and like i’m not even physically w him anymore like we really only see each other once a week since i moved #and from the very first time it happened i told him i couldn’t be w him if it kept happening #and after that incident two weeks ago he swore it was the last time but it just happened again #by the way he and that guy get wasted it really is a miracle they get home alive #and like. idk what to do #i really don’t want to be w someone like this #and i hate feeling like this like if i were to think only about myself i don’t want this i hate feeling like this #but i also can’t abandon him #like not even bc i would miss him or whatever i just wouldn’t feel good leaving him alone #but like i don’t want to live like this #maybe i’ll ask for some time to just figure things out #but it’s gonna suck so bad bc we were supposed to see kendrick lamar next week and then we already had plans for his bday and omfg #i don’t wanna leave but i don’t want things to be like this either #and i asked him to stop and gave him multiple chances but idk #i just don’t know what to do #i love him endlessly but i need to put myself first but i can’t abandon him:( #and our 1.5 anniversary was also next week….. #but i think time is the sanest and safest thing right now

[ghostlyschizophrenic]

going from being fresh from the trauma from alcoholic parents years ago that caused me to have a full blown panic attack from just looking at the walmart wine aisle to many years post trauma and spending an entire meal at the bar of a restaurant (i don’t drink but it’s the only seat available) with the whole alcohol bottle display in front of me is what i call GROWTH

#it does help that my parents quit drinking entirely and all my friends don’t drink around me #but if this was like 4 years ago i would be curled up crying #now i’m just enjoying a philly cheesesteak #ghost.txt #alcohol mention #trauma mention #alcohol tw #trauma tw #panic attack #panic attack tw

[formulafics]

#disclaimer: this is just a vent don’t feel obligated to say anything 😼🙏🏻 #tw. alcohol #trauma is real #which obviously i knew that but im feeling it rn and im just 🧍🏻‍♀️ #long story short my mom used to drink a lot #and she chilled out recently but tonight has drank a lot more than usual and lord have mercy it’s messing with me bad folks #the amount of songs i can’t listen to be i go into flight or fight mode bc my mom used to blare them while drunk #which i mean i could have it a lot worse but yk #and like i can’t even be frustRted with my mom without feeling bad bc ik she deals with a lot but i can’t do anything to help #and the speed at which the night can go from good to bad bc of her drinking #not to mention i’m rewatching yellowstone and i still like it but it also brings back bad memories with my mom #bc we were watching yellowstone while she and i had some of our worse fights (due to her drinking) #anyways. if you’re reading shoutout to you i hope you don’t relate to this but if you do you’re not alone and ily #also who likes yellowstone #ryan please give me a chance (he’s a fictional cowboy who’s definitely too old for me) #(but i want him) #okay i’m done i hope you’re having a good night if you’ve read this far 🙏🏻

[t-tomuras]

Touya and making him a lightweight and someone that almost hacks up his lung the first drag of a smoke he takes

#I like making him a loser that wants 2 look cool #like him being the bad boy persona so fun but #make him BAD at it lmaooo #like he doesn’t like the burn of alcohol 🥺 #make im like the fruitiest sweetest drinks 🥺 #u see him hold a cigarette but never take a drag in #front of u hehe #where’s Oz I shoulda just sent this 2 her #anyway delete later maybe don’t kill me PFT

[depressedhatakekakashi]

I miss being able to buy my alcohol at the grocery store 😞😞😞

#i don’t even drink that much #but like damn #going to two diffrent building just to get alcohol is the worst