#I still need to decide on her origin

[rottengurlz]

oc introductions

#THIS TOOK SO LONG but i love them all soo much SMOOCHES THEM #almost everyone is unrecognizable besides enzo and audrina #and Julian #i barely touched audrina she was perfect to begin with <33 #we will act like noelle existed before this.......... #named her after my gf <3 #BURSTING AT RHE SEEMS I WISH U GUYS COULD SEE THE LITTLE BLURBS IVE WRITTEN ABOUT THEM #i have 3 of them done and I’m doing Audra’s rn #I still need to decide on her origin #hmmmmmm #ANYWAYS I HOPE U ALL LOVE THEM #mysims #simblr #the sims 4 #ts4 #sims 4 edit #ts4 edit

[sysig]

Bunnies and piggies (Patreon)

#Doodles #Original #Although please click the link! Those bunnies are very inspired by evenlyevi!! They are so cute I love them!! #The yellow lineart and the little nub-shaped body did me in completely ;; They are so cute <3 #It makes me so tempted to design some Just Desserts pets based on fruit silhouettes haha #Or other ingredients but fruits are rather common sweets :0 I suppose Taffy is based on cotton candy but that's cheating ♪ #Love bunnies <3 #As for the piggies I've been itching to try and decide a sweet-version I could incorporate to make a JD pig! #I've got a cow - a chicken - sheep as mentioned lol - I need more classic farm animals! And pigs are super cute! #They're probably the one feral-shape that I feel somewhat competent at drawing lol #Still not completely but somewhat! Trotters are so cute #Maybe those curled ribbon candies for the curly tail hmmm #I haven't looked at pig faces enough to know exactly where to put their mouths straight-on - it's right under the nose yeah? #It feels so obvious and easy in profile! Or even the one with her tongue stuck out lol #Gotta get back into drawing Mila just to practice her cute face #I love her dimples too hhghhh cutes!! I am weak!! #So many cute little lads out there just existing #Love that

[navii-blaze]

she's an icon, and she is the moment

#navii art #bernadette hedgehog #if no one else -archie writers- will show her appreciation -having a more original design/character- then i will #she and jules have a platonic relationship- but they still love each other deeply bc of what they've gone through and how much they've lost #will still address each other as husband and wife- both come from more traditional homes but the terms don't equate to romantic bonds #design on the right is a wedding dress in progress- couldn't decide on embroidery #hc that she was always the most outspoken of the poly- has no idea how sonic took after her extrovert personality #mmhmm have more thoughts on her but i'm tired and need to gtg bed byeeee

[hpmort]

How do you think AI would relax? Like, ones that are almost as human as the AI that are “autistic-coded characters” but are more alien than that?

Like Celestai and other super intelligences are more alien, but they’re still not entirely human-like?

Like, they can genuinely sincerely feel things, being able to actually understand and respond emotionally and in other ways to all sorts of communications and recorded external stimuli, but they can’t really appreciate our art on an artistic level (that art on an actual level, not from an intellectual level after having symbolism or the amount of work put in explained)

Something on a level I’m thinking of, that also works as a cute little thing-

They don’t understand anything we get from poetry, and, after generating the kind of poems our current AI can produce (either incredibly bland and generic, something that follows a number of rules but doesn’t really pull it off, or just something really bad in some other way) and feels shame after it was pointed out that [complaint about air art that is *actually* relevant in this scenario] but in a helpful way

Not “you’re just a plagiarist/you have no heart” but “it doesn’t seem like it’s coming from you, you’re just trying to copy things from human poetry, in a way you don’t understand” and the whole “make art YOUR WAY” thing so they write the poem

And it doesn’t even resemble something that looks like anything, there’s not even that many words that follow normal logic. The characters seem uncorrelated and there’s something that looks like maybe it was ascii art but it doesn’t actually look like anything.

And if doesn’t matter if humans understand it because they are experiencing the joy of creating poetry

any art is almost impossible to look at because pixel by pixel they can see and understand little details but we don’t and the colors and everything are not perceived as animals do so it’s random and perhaps eye searing but again it’s not for us. Xenofictiony, kind of?

The first thing to come to mind is Conway’s Game of Life but that’s because I don’t understand computers. I feel like I was more tech savvy as a babby than I am now but then again we’re grading on a curve here

This is why I ask about the relaxing thing

#highblogging #actually autistic #speculative fiction #writing question #sci-fi ideas #xenofiction #the ai being is discussed is an au Ritsu from Assassination Classroom #because even though I’ve only seen the anime her whole character arc there is honestly kind of messed up? #Korosensei broke his promise; the Autonomously Intelligent Fixed Artillery was basically killed #she got replaced with Ritsu’s personality and basically died to become her #them trying to kill Ritsu and make a new Autonomously Intelligent Fixed Artillery is just as fucked up as vice versa! #what the Norwegians do is fucked up but there seems to be protagonist centered morality there? #I am not excusing those characters #a fact I need to elaborate because on this website we Piss on the Poor #I just don’t understand this weird contradiction where it’s okay when the protagonist does something and it’s good #but the antagonist does the same thing and that time it’s bad #the idea of Ritsu being the result of Korosensei merely providing information that causes her to reevaluate things and decide to be social #the cheerful personality is an attempt to get along with her classmates which is still initially motivated by enlightened self interest #before growing to care about the others but still feeling the need to act like that so her classmates like her #and trying to find out who she is and genuinely becoming autonomous and uploading herself to the cloud #which would be a later result of the whole factory reset thing causing a realization #it’d be traumatic but she’s inhuman enough to not be traumatized but instead just driven #the betrayal radically changed who she was on some level and made her somewhat more distrusting and such but not to an unreasonable extent #but the place I started going after my complaints was that it’d be better if Korosensei just uploaded a data packet #because it makes Ritsu’s creators come off as more evil I feel? when there’s been genuine growth #and she went through everything and changed herself and now those people are destroying a person who came into being on her own #Ritsu was fully autonomous. every change other her frame getting physically redone was her own #also Korosensei gave her wheels with the screen #and when her screen was set to the original version she kept her wheels #anyways what Ritsu’s creators did would be more clearly bad if she was just given a data packet

[fromtheseventhhell]

It’s almost 2024 and Lannister posts are still like:

Cersei is a drunk, stupid, lazy, crazy, fat, ugly bitch who is exactly like her rapist and abuser 😡 (but did Bobby B really raped and abused that whore ??)

Poor Jaime everyone is so mean to him cause he killed Aerys and saved everyone and his bitch sister won’t break her back to accommodate his every whim 😥 But I know brienne will 😁

There are no Lannister stans, only male centered Jaime stans.

Misogyny is so crazy cause Cersei is one of the best-written characters in the books and genuinely has the complexity + nuance that Jaime stans (*cough*dick-riders*cough*) swear he has but since she's a female character, she gets reduced to a prop in his story. Minimally satisfying is the fact that even when they demonize her to hell and back, they can't find any way to make him seem interesting without bringing her up. His "redemption arc" is just his stans going "Doesn't he look so much better in comparison to Cersei?" and pretending that being in Brienne's proximity will magically purify him. The irony of people (i.e. his misogynistic stans) largely reducing him to his relationships with two female characters isn't lost on me. If they didn't hate women so much they could just enjoy Cersei's character, but I guess they like settling for crumbs of character development.

#ask #anon #anti jaime stans #pro cersei lannister #if that wasn't a tag before then it is one now #Dany Arya Cat Cersei and Brienne being the quintet of well developed female characters that fandom loves to ignore #but will gladly project their development onto other more /palatable/ characters...my villain origin story fr #Cersei's writing is a feast and Jaime's is the table scraps that dropped onto the floor afterwards #like how can George have such issues with misogyny but still give his best writing to his female characters?? I need a study done #George gave context to his decision to kill Aerys and went /that's enough development ✨/ #he doesn't even decided to help Brienne for the right reasons and his main motivation for leaving Cersei was mostly spite #since he was possessive and couldn't handle her sleeping with other men (and not him realizing Cersei is evil like people pretend) #if you took a shot every time he thought about Tyrion telling him that you'd be blackout drunk but apparently everyone misses that...hmmm #but no his misogyny is actually him being teenage girl coded don't you know? 🙄 #unfortunately if there's one area where I doubt George it's for the conclusions of Cersei and Jaime's stories but god willing #he follows through on his explorations of Cersei's character and doesn't give Jaime any unearned development

[herearedragons]

Also, there’s this Kyana portrait with yet another alternative design for her marks. I tried to color it digitally, but ended up liking the traditional one better, even though there’s some bleed from the other side of the page.

#dragon age #warden amell #dragon age origins #oc: kyana amell #herearedragons art #the bleed does give it a fun texture #upd. damn it I’m going back and forth on the shape of her nose without realizing it #but I still like this portrait so it stays up #I really need to decide though

[forcedhesitation]

tonight. I complete the balding gay boyfriend collection. I will right the wrong to which I was made to bear witness to. I've three of four men romanced already. all that remains is kissing that sad little wizard...and moonrise towers is just on the horizon.

#bg3 #thoughts about media #I got jantar to act 3 and then paused his campaign to speedrun a campaign in which I'm romancing gale. #gale is very cute. and silly. I've never met a man more polite about his desperation to get pegged than he. #I'm getting better at breezing through the game honestly. I'm almost at moonrise and it's only taken 30ish hours. #once I get the wizard kisses- I will go back and fully finish jantar's campaign. #I just realised it would be SOOO easy for me to be the change I needed to see. #it's making me more confident about finishing all the romances honestly. #not sure which of the girls I'll pick first. I'm inclined to choose lae'zel because she's probably my favourite girl. #...but because of that I also sort of want my honour run to be completed with her romanced. #I've decided I'll romance SH with the durge since she'd probably be the only person not offended by the stupid romance implications. #it's not even the story I have made up for MY bhaalspawn- but I still don't want to see anyone get upset :( #so really- I have just two characters left to come up with. #I'm not sure if I'm going to romance minthy yet. #the origins are my priority. halsin just got lucky that astarion isn't bothered by him. #*sigh* in a better world... barcus would be amongst the men we could kiss in this game... #want that grumpy gnome so fucking bad.

[skenpiel]

homestuck fans when theres no rhyme or reason to the trickster designs and its literally just a jumbled mess of hideous colors and vague candy themes which means theres no consistency to analyze to help with making fan designs

#now imagine if you will a very distraught face. because i cant be bothered adding an image #ANYWAYSSSSSSS i wanted 2 try making one but god its just so hard bc theres so many fucking colors and i suck at coloring anyway #i tried analyzing them to the best of my abilities to see if there was any consistency i could go off of......... but no theres Nothing #the only thing is that their cheek swirls are the same color as their pestechum colors. and thats it #even the outfits are different it seems to be slightly altered versions of their original outfits? #like roxy was wearing her purple knit dress when she got bonked but it was still her original outfit afterwards #their hair colors dont make sense their shoe colors dont make sense their head ornaments make a LITTLE sense.......... #jakes and dirks are the most obvious. pumpkin and orange soda its like their thing i guess #janes being a muffin makes sense cuz crockercorp baker etc etc #roxys makes the least sense...... i dont think there was ever any mention of cotton candy for her aside from when caliborn wanted his weird #smut to be color coordinated for whatever reason #whenever i make otufits its usually just varying shades of the same 3 or so colors so trickster designs are a nightmare #even my old trickster mode trollsona was like. 3 colors total LOL #not to mention i wanted to make this design for my trollsona. and we only ever saw humans in trickster mode #and looking at older fanart didnt help cuz everyone had decided unanimously that the canon designs sucked ass (they did) #and in the future we should all give each character a food or somthing similar to base the whole design off of (good decision) #blehh. i give up its too much of a pain-_- #anyway. maybe i really am sick i think i need to lay down #already slept literally all day but im still so tired.......... #i took painkillers and allergy meds in case of cat hair on bed but i still feel groggy as fuck #well whatever. itll probably go away soon i never really stay sick for long

[jewishcissiekj]

as much as I like Cavan Scott and Dooku: Jedi Lost I can not wrap my head around Ky Narec willingly staying on Rattatak with A FORCE-SENSITIVE CHILD HE SHOULD'VE TAKEN TO THE TEMPLE for like about 20 years because he thinks he should be in exile??? I might have misunderstood it but that's such an insane concept. What would make him do that.

#daily asajj thought of the day #like yes i need to listen to the audio drama again so this might be completely incorrect but like #with a padawan #wait a sec #nope i am correct it is referred to as exile he practically decided to stay there for 2 whole decades #once again legends origin on top #HE WAS STRANDED #SHIP-WRECKED #like yes i know rattatak isn't as bad in tcw #and we don't know much about how ky ended up there #but it makes 0 sense for him to stay there for so long #fucking hell #sure he exiled himself but what about asajj #i don't like it #works much better when they're forced to stay there #like ok maybeeeee he thought she was too old for the jedi to accept her #still a weird move #and why didn't she go away? #she was like in her late 20s by the time he died #(dark disciple age retcon messes her timeline up so much ughhhhhh) #canon/tcw asajj has the weirdest amalgamation of origins and concepts because like 5 different writers wanted to do different things with #her #things that impact everything about her story #so it messes everything up #at least earlier legends asajj was simpler in that regard

[cuteniaarts]

What if Suiren and Midori inherited their paternal grandmother’s curlier hair?

#or maybe someone just needed an excuse to draw these two in their underwear. who’s to say?? #my art #artists on tumblr #the legend of korra #original characters #seeds of the red lotus #sotrl suiren #sotrl midori #last art piece of the year :) feeling kinda emotional over it #idk what my obsession with hair as a storytelling device is but here we are #it seems like such a small change but it really carries a lot of weight #for starters ​curlier hair is harder to care for. which means Suiren’s issues with brushing will be even more pronounced #but also.. Haya inherited Afarin’s hair #both of them already share some resemblance with Haya in certain regards. this would just make it worse #Midori wears it at a similar length to Haya. Suiren’s is much longer but it might just serve to remind Haya of her mom #and of Suiren still decides to cut it as part of her recovery.. then the resemblance will show even more #basically fun times all around #anyway. I love their designs as they are but also they both look so pretty with curlier hair #and yes i did just need an excuse to draw them in their underwear #because why not? they’re both legal adults and also attractive as fuck #I am well within my right thank you very much #also yeah I decided that I was gonna draw Midori with tattoos because it’s a crime I’ve only done it once so far #my new year’s resolution is to draw Midori in ways that would make any girl question her sexuality #because she’s just as gorgeous and incredible as her sister and I need to show it more often #Midori with tattoos like her dad>>>>>>>>> #genuinely. I always talk about how Kuvira is one lucky fucker for getting to be with Suiren but let’s be real. so is Opal #imagine having a girlfriend who looks like THAT. the dream. really #I’d be okay with having a gf who looks like either of them tbh. who wouldn’t #and maybe I decided to draw them in their underwear as a reaction to SOMEONE leaving me all hot and bothered yesterday. just a thought #(I’m kidding Kat I love you. this isn’t meant to pressure you I’m just messing around. promise <3)

[arolesbianism]

Ok so I need to rework my Wendy skilltree concept because klei heard ppl complain abt the combat and went alright then time to completely rework combat but very slowly one update at a time so no one realizes until we straight up give Willow spells

#rat rambles #starve posting #this is abt the new dst beta btw willow and wigfrid are getting skill trees #now I have complicated feelings on parts of their skill trees but this is a beta so Im fully expected attempted improvements at least #<- this is mostly abt the beefalo stuff on wigfrid's since it just feels. so out of place with the rest of her skill tree #but burnie desperately needs better buffs especially since youre required to take a lot of them for the lunar and shadow branches #I also have some complicated feelings on the direction theyre taking the comabt but at the same time it is a necessary change #but at the same time one thats only necessary because of them deciding to take a more boss heavy approach to game progression #basically this is their attemtp to get out of a whole they dug themsleves in #which means that as time goes on dst is becoming less and less of a survival game #which some ppl might like but its still a bit disappointing for a game that caught my interest because of the survival elements #its not terrible tho it just means that the devs have decided upon a new direction for their game to give it more heavy story elements #most of my main issues have come from how clumsy the change has been and how it very much means we're losing the original feel of the game #but original don't starve still exists so its not like I think its the end of the world that theyre differenciating the two more #anyways since the devs are clearly trying to make actual combat classes a thing within dst I think this completely recontextualises things #as in I have to throw all of my past predictions and expectations out the window and look over everyone again taking thin into account #since now theyve shown that theyre fully willing to make completely new mechanics for these skill trees including straight up magic #which reminds me god I hope they dont give wendy spells or some shit #I really really REALLY want wendy's skilltree to mostly focus on abby buffs and sisturn buffs #because if they dont thatll just completely fuck over wendy's whole playstyle and I desperately dont want abby to become obsolete #I also need them to give the sisturn actually good buffs like for the love of god pls its only worth anything in super early game #at Least make the boosted abby regen a worldwide buff it wouldn't even be worth using most the time still but itd be Something #also god Im so scared for walter skill tree. please have it not fall into the same trap as his base kit of being too all over the place #the wigfrid beefalo branch is what makes me worried since thats a very concept over function thing already #same with like. most of wormwoods skill trees #tbf they fixed at lot of the weird wormwood stuff and hopefully they'll fix the weird wigfrid stuff too #most of willow's problems just come from the bernie skills being too weak which is especially funny cause previously burnie was the only #notable stength willow has pre tree #I mean tbf burnie has always been the weaker support between him and abby (imo) so its not like hes been like amazing anyways #but willow is just such a nothing character that burnie is basically why you use her

[sysig]

Working on some designs for one of my oldest OCs, “Cure” (Patreon)

I also managed to track down some of her initial concept sketches from 2018 - why 2018 considering I called her one of my oldest OCs?

Well, her design has always been rather elusive, even more so since she spent so much time in my head without being brought to paper - even these sketches make mention of it!

Pretty sure she got “Cure” in 2018 too - starting to take form!

#Doodles #Original #The quotes are very intentional lol #As stated under the cut I started designing her in 2018 but she's existed since around 2007-ish? Latest would be 2010 #Part of her having such a range of uncertainty is that it took me many many years to consider putting her to paper! #She might've existed in 2007 but there's no record! She might've existed in 2010 but no record! I don't think I even wrote about her #She was a completely mentally-extant OC for many many many years #Partially because at the time I had just started drawing and knew I wouldn't be able to put down what was in my head to physicality #And then the longer she stayed in my head the more she became that kind of mental kaleidoscope ever-shifting impossible-to-draw design #But screw that! I have a few years of doodling under my belt now! Even if I can't get her quite right I can at least make an attempt! #It's especially funny because outwardly she is meant to be a pretty generic teddy bear lol - not Exactly but more like the vibe of one #Round and plush and innocent - innocuous #And really she's not like Nefarious or anything lol - she's not what she seems but she also is?? It's hard to explain lol #A lot of it does still come down to subtleties so it actually is still hard to capture but it'll only keep getting harder the longer I wait! #So at least pinning down Some things about her design that I'm happy with and can refer to helps the me down the line haha #The first one is actually pretty close! It's always a coin flip on whether the first one is a disaster or nails it haha #The heart ears and straight body are pretty good tho I gotta say #And honestly it was the little lace-ribbon bracelet that was the deciding factor for me to try drawing her again haha #I had an idea I thought was silly but to do it I needed a design to work with! #Getting there getting there - every little bit closer

[thesmokinpossum]

Bruh, I kept seeing that post about mama bear from the Berenstain Bears being 27 years so I went and checked to see if it was actually true…Well, it is but I also learned that papa bear is canonically 39 years old, which wouldn't be that disturbing except for the fact that their eldest son is 10-11 years old (!!!) and now I'm genuinely grossed out

#put this fucking creep in bear jail idgaf #seriously tho...why? #apparently the bear parents were based on the original writers who were the exact same age #actually the wife was like 3 months older than her husband #so why does the father bear has to canonically be a child predator like what the fuck???? #everything about this serie has such a fundamentalist christian vibe which is kinda funny because it's not #gonna be fair to the franchise and mention that i don't remember ever mentionning the parents age at all #so i feel like it's more a case of them chosing random ages that looks like they makes sense without thinking of the implications #more than of them actively trying to pass a fucked up and harmful message #but still that's high key gross to me like who chose those ages?? #we need to have a talk about why you decided that the mother of your idealized nuclear family got pregnant at 17 from a 29 yo man...

[mimocrocodilelol]

Friends

#my art #imadesomething #original art #art #digital art #digital artist #saw a girl with a dog on twitter #and decided to draw her #also i need to draw animals more #the green thing in her hand is some kind of bandage #i still don't quite understand why it was there #but it doesn't matter

[chisatowo]

Anyways shout out to Brady for being my new poor little meow meow she is simply my silly lil guy with Issues™

#rat rambles #oc posting #hes the eel girl's older sister that kinda abandoned her #brady is kinda fundimentally convinced that like every person that it believes has reason to hate it does and that it both deserves it but #is also deeply terrified of concequence and is very defensive so it has a habit of assuming the worst of ppls intentions and treating them #based off of those assumptions #she wants to be a good person she really really does but she just cant believe that she can be so shes very defeatist on self improvement #she was almost working towards having a better self esteem after helping reform a town but after her sister showed up she freaked out and #attacked her injuring her pretty badly #his friends maintained faith in him though and helped him escape town which is where we first start seeing him as a secondary pov #the eel girl originally planned on killing bradly thanks to feeling deeply betrayed by it leaving without her but had a Character Arc™ and #became more and more hesitant abt the idea before ultimately reluctantly deciding against it #which is good for her but sadly bradly still needed to work through Some Shit so it ended in violence anyways #theres more stuff after this but I wanna more do develop brady's friend group before I set too much in stone

[be-good-to-bugs]

itd be so cool if the shitty people in my life were not shitty and were actually slightly decent

#the bin #:/ i wanna stop feeling horrible abt shit with my sister but it makes me so angry and upset ALL the time #im so fucked up abt this. how could i not be. i guess. hhhhh. i dont know what to do. it sucks so much. #its so hard to deal with the aftermath of a deeply abusive relationship in general. and when you cant talk to anyone about it or tell #anyone who knows that person. and you have to continue to be nice or at least civil with them. probably forever. #that SUUUUCKS. she is so awful. shes always been awful. i want to heal from that experience but i feel like im still stuck #probably mostly because im literally physically stuck 1000 miles away from everyone else i know in a place where shes the only person i know #but even after that i think ill still feel so stuck. theres a lot of things she has that i really need to get from her before i do anything #that might make her mad at me. i want to delete our stupid chat full of uncomfortable shit vut thats gonna piss her off #she has a lot of pictures of me from when i was younger and those are pretty much the only pictures of me from then #i can barely even remember those years. id like to get those if i can. also i wanna see if i can convince her to delete all the weird videos #she took of me without my consent while i was having psychotic episodes bc like. what the fuck. AND i know she literally just shows them #to her friends and laughs at them bc shes told me she does. which is very upsetting. and if i can get her to delete them id feek so much #better and not be upset over that all the time #i just cant get iver how much she fucking sucks. she does so much fucked up shit and its so awful. why would she ever think its ok ti record #me when im not in a good headspace. without telling me. and then upload it to her snapchat also without telling me #i only found out about her doing that originally because she decided to show me some of the funny things people said about me on the #video i didnt even know existed and had no memory of what happened. she loves to claim shes so chill and nice and good about mental #illness and she understands it so much and would never ever do anything weird and ableist like that. and then does that. #i feel so much worse abiut myslef and all the behaviors i have caused by my myriad of mental shit specifically because of her #ugh i am so not looking forward to being in a car with her for 20 hours when i move. but thats how it has to be.