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lezgetpersonal · 1 month
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Hello, I am in search of community and friends! I am a 24 year old butch-leaning detrans woman! I am based in the suburbs of Chicago and am wanting to find community and friends near me!
Hobbies of mine include Fortnite, hiking, camping, going out for coffee, art and listening to music! I am also into fashion and related stuff.
I'd also love to set up puppy play dates for my 4 month old Lhasapoo puppy named Ella 🥰
Music I like:
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bankaizen · 4 months
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meg and michelle both called me a weeb last night and i was absolutely distraught
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hellkeepers-if · 6 months
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DEMO (prologue out) UPDATES
Set in an alternate version of Singapore, you're a fresh university graduate bumbling through life as you desperately look for a job.
...Or that's what your mother thinks. In a world where occult ceremonies are as common as an existential crisis, there's no way you were ever going to be a perfectly average office worker. Just like your twin brother, you work for the International Society Of Exorcists (ISOE) which deals with supernatural occurrences, demonic rituals, and the like.
When a tragic event befalls your older sister, it uproots your entire life and everything you ever knew about the supernatural. With it, comes a forced need to come to terms with a family history straight out of the movies. 
After all, how the hell did it take twenty years to find out that you're descended from the freaking king of the underworld?
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"I have a duty to myself, but more importantly, my family."
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Inspired by Supernatural, Fullmetal Alchemist, Noragami, and the Percy Jackson series, Hellkeepers is a +18 urban fantasy/paranormal interactive fiction, involving elements of Chinese and Southeast-Asian mythology. In every playthrough, you will...
• Play as a female, male, or non-binary Chinese demigod/ess.
• Determine the relationships between you and your family members. After all, they will play a big part in your story...
• Peel apart the full truth behind you and your siblings' birthright. Your parents can't hide it forever.
• Learn more about Chinese and Southeast Asian mythology as you warp into different dimensions, unlike anything you've seen before.
• Learn more about who you were in your past life.
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| Nishimura Kazuo (he/him)
Age: 26
Ethnicity: Japanese
With a penchant for mischief and a charm that woos even the most stubborn of grandmas, Kazu is the wildcard of your organization. You think he's an anarchist, and the only reason he's tied down to the ISOE is so that he has an excuse for whatever havoc he wreaks on the supernatural. 
The A-ranked exorcist is your colleague and your brother's mentor, though you rarely ever see him in his office. But if you ever need him for demon fighting, he'll be there. Most of the time.
"Mind taking that pesky thing out for me while I take a quick nap?"
| Quentin Khanh (Quan) (he/him)
Age: 25
Ethnicity: Vietnamese
Quentin, more affectionately known as Quan, was your childhood friend. After he moved overseas, the weekly texts you sent him fizzled into nothing but a lost friendship.
Since then, he's returned to Singapore as a forensics pathologist and researcher under your organisation. Whether you like it or not, you have to no choice but to work with him for most of your investigations.
"If your bribe doesn't involve a penthouse worth of money, don't talk to me."
| Reyna Aliyah Santos (she/her)
Age: 23
Ethnicity: Mixed (Filipino-Chinese)
You've never quite met someone like Reyna. A halfling with a demon mother and a human father. Being raised in Singapore all her life with little knowledge of her parents, it's natural that Reyna would come to the ISOE for help at the mere instance of a fox tail and white fur.
You've been tasked to help her mask and get comfortable with her supernatural powers, but she won't make it easy for you. After all, foxes do bite. 
"Technically, I'm not stealing anything if they don't notice."
| Song Huayun (she/her)
Age: ????
Ethnicity: "Uhh...from Hell?" Chinese
| You don't know too much about Huayun, except for the fact that she lives in Diyu, the Chinese Underworld. As Diyu's gatekeeper, Huayun has seen countless depravities committed by humans before their deaths. That alone has made it hard for her to like them, and the contempt she shows you is no different than what she shows everyone else.
But with time, maybe she'll finally learn what it is like to feel human…and what a smile is.
"If it isn't the star of tonight's show. Welcome to Diyu."
| The Arbiter of Fate (m/f)
Theyre a stranger, or so you say. But this deity knows everyone...especially you.
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jaiden-zhou · 6 months
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(1) casual iso <3
contents: headcanons, reader is a uniqlo employee for plot purposes
not a writer but,, iso is so.. sigh, imagine this reserved uniqlo wearing hitman acting like an absolute puppy for you. yeah this is self indulgent and yeah maybe its based off of my experiences but hey, content.. its long.. i.. the things this man does to me
part 2, part 3
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iso whose closet is practically all uniqlo apparel, from core basics to limited exclusive collabs, anything else is like expensive tech wear/street style clothes, he likes his quality
iso who always grabs heavy oolong milk tea with tapioca pearls, a classic predictable drink (his friends call him basic for it, but he doesn't mind), every afternoon he gets the chance to
iso who ends up being an employee there with how much he visits, the owners are a chinese elderly couple who like gossiping with him in mandarin (he has fun listening to their stories and such)
iso who likes having music playing of his own whether it be from his headphones or speakers, even at work his music is playing loud enough for only him to hear from his headset hanging around his neck
iso who works evening shifts part-time and gains a lot of eyes from admirers where he gets at least three numbers given to him a month like "you're really cute, text me <3 (XXX) XXX-XXXX"
iso who's never interested, none of them catch his eyes like how he catches theirs, and ends up tossing whatever number scribbled onto a receipt away
iso who goes to uniqlo on his day off for a collaboration launch consisting of outerwear jackets and trousers that match his style only to not find his size on the racks
iso who takes his time trying to comb through the racks, desperate to find it on his own and take it with him before giving up, pulling down his headphones, and reluctantly asking you
iso who, at a reasonable distance, looks over your shoulder as you look up the product listing with the desired size and color, hearing faint rap music playing through his headphones slung around his neck, finding that there should be three units left and listens in quietly when you radio your coworkers if there are any in the back before going to look for yourself
iso who waits patiently at the same spot for quite a while before you go jogging up to him with the jacket he has been wanting, the plastic and paper still wrapping it up signaling that it has been unprocessed and untouched
iso who still is patient with you with an expectant look, not the impatient kind, it's the anticipating excitement kind, as you're still a little out of breath from running around finding the item for him unwrapping and removing all the excess packaging and giving it to him with both hands, garbage tucked at your arm
iso who looks at your earnest expression, sweet eyes, and genuine smile and feels his breath hitch before taking the coat and doing a little head bow while muttering a quiet 'thanks'
iso who leaves an anonymous compliment to you, conveying his gratitude for going out of your way to find him a limited quantity jacket and sub-consciously thinks of your cute expression of when you gave it to him every time he throws it on
iso who was asked to pick up a morning shift, no one else could and so he decided to just wake up early enough and suck it up but boy does he not regret it
iso who opens up the shop for the first time ever and lo-and-behold, you waltz in as the first customer and immediately he recognizes you, and apparently so do the owners
iso who listens quietly as, whom he likes to call granny, greets you with a warm voice asking if you're ready to go to work
iso who once again patiently waits for you to walk up and order, finding out that you're also a regular here, always grabbing a drink before your long shift at the japanese clothing store he met you in
iso who's still a little quiet, shy even, when you greet him noting that you recognize him from a while ago, your friendly exterior giving him a fuzzy comforting feeling inside
iso who after making your drink, bids you goodbye and continues on (not before asking to switch to morning shifts.. for some reason hehe)
iso who starts seeing you most mornings before you work and then with some time, working up the courage (it was very hard, he was very nervous you just didn't see it) to ask you for your number, nothing romantic just being friendly, right?
iso who starts getting a little closer to you, learning what day and times you work, your hobbies, your favorite things, the music you listen to <3
iso who sometimes drops by your workplace to give you a drink or some food and simple yet subtly sweet encouragement that always seems to lift your spirits to push through the day
iso who even starts to see you near or at the end of your shift to take you home, you've worked long enough, and it's dark out.. :(
iso who likes to ensure your safety by accompanying you home, his friends like to say (tease) that it gives him an excuse to see you more. it's dangerous out at night, what are they talking about? nonsense. (denial is a river in egypt)
iso who as time goes by, slowly craves your presence a little more than he'd like to admit, you're always on his mind and he often flusters himself with his thoughts of you, his cheeks donning a light-pink blush. maybe his friends are onto something.. ugh
yeah i'm definitely writing more iso content hehe
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"don't have to take me home every time, zhao yuuuu." you whined next to him. "i've done it before and i can do it again."
you only get a short scoff in return, iso's hands stuffed into the pockets of his jacket.
"it's dark, you're more at risk when you're alone." iso states matter-of-fact. his headphones at his neck with no music playing. "you know this too, so you shouldn't be complaining."
"yeah but," you pause for a moment. "i don't want you to have to make the trip each time to pick me up.."
iso takes in your dejected tone, his eyes soften.
"and i don't want you being in potential danger where i could've been there to deter it." iso chides softly. "please, for my peace of mind.."
"whatever you say," you comply, your shoulder bumping into him jokingly as you share a quiet laugh. "thanks, yu. it means a lot."
"always," he replies, a certain warmth sets in when he hears you say his nickname.
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the-blue-fairie · 5 months
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Art by @shes-an-iso – commissioned by me and posted here with permission
Realization.
It is ten years ago and I am watching Frozen.
It is ten years ago and I am watching Elsa transform herself into her truest self, watching her spin threads of blue around herself, seizing power for herself – radical self-actualization.
The glint of Elsa’s ice dress reflects in my eyes as I watch Elsa strut into the sunlight – and I do not have words for why I am so moved.
I do not have words, but the shimmer stays.
It is ten years ago and I am choosing to become a part of the Frozen fandom.
I have lurked in fandom circles before, but never posted a thing, never made an account.
It is my first time being part of an online fan community – and, as awful as fandoms can be at times, this fandom – for me – ten years ago – is truly a community.
I begin to make friends in the Frozen fandom.
Some of these friends are trans.
The gleam of Elsa’s hair in the rose-gold dawn shines again in my eyes, and shyly, I begin asking questions of my friends.
Realization is nothing without the words to process it – and my friends give me words, my friends help me to understand.
I am a trans woman.
It is in this online space that I first take the name Liza for myself, since this online space is the only place that I can allow myself to be.
I build for myself. My blog is my own ice palace. What I cannot sculpt in daily life, I carve within online spaces – offering my writing, my thoughts, my edits, my soul to the world.
Everyone here knows me as Liza.
Even as I’m in the closet to my family for years, in here, I am Liza. My friends know me as I am, and as Liza is all they will ever know me.
But I am in the closet. For years.
(It’s why Do You Want to Build a Snowman still breaks me.)
In the closet more out of some misplaced sense of duty to my family than out of dread, though I am scared. Always scared. And then in the closet because I feel it’s better if I bury this. Not better for me, but for them. If I’m bleeding inside, it doesn’t matter. I can put on a show. I have fine-woven gloves. Well-taught decorum. Be the good girl you always have to be, etc.
(Maybe it’s my fault I’m in the closet for years. Anons on this site have told me that in the past. I don’t have it as bad as others in the closet, I’m just a coward, the fault is mine, the fault is mine…)
Fuck off.
(People blame Elsa for the thirteen years in the same way, placing the blame on her and not the tutelage that trained her, because her parents loved her, you see, and love becomes a convenient means of shifting blame to the victim.)
In June 2016, after the Pulse shooting, I make a post about how I’m never going to come out. I am terrified, heartbroken, mangled by grief – but my friends are there for me. My friends send me messages of support, of compassion.
I still cherish the memory of those.
Years pass. When I finally come out to my father, I can barely say the words, barely look him in the eye.
It is ten years since Frozen and I have come out to my family – far too late. I have been on HRT more than a year now.
(My dad still misgenders me when he thinks I’m out of earshot. He resents when I get frustrated with him over this.)
It is ten years since Frozen and I am Elsa on the North Mountain, staring into the whirlwind of an uncertain future, defiant and scared.
And I know – I know – that I didn’t process I was trans because of the film – it was because of the friendship of fellow trans people, trans people who happened to be Frozen fans a decade ago – but my journey of self-realization, my time in the closet, my creation of a sense of self, are so entwined with memories of Frozen that I can’t help but think of it when thinking about my own transition…
Can’t help but think of Elsa, hips swaying, arms outstretched, flashing, radiant –
Happy tenth anniversary, Frozen.
And thank you. Thank you.
(This is okay to reblog. In fact, please do. It is a sliver of my soul that I offer to the world.)
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f6bron · 4 months
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delicate lilac.
pairing : badboy!iso x soft!gn!reader
notes : bad boy x sunshine trope, mutual-pining but both of them are unaware of it, potential friends to lovers, fluff fluff fluff >.<
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The campus buzzed with energy as students hurriedly moved from one class to another. Among the sea of people, Li Zhao Yu, also known as Iso, stood out—an enigmatic figure with a formidable reputation that sent shivers through many.
Yet, beneath the intimidating facade, a softer side existed, one that only revealed itself in the presence of one person.
And that's you, Y/N L/N.
As the two of you and your friends strolled through the campus, Iso couldn't help but feel a twinge of jealousy bubbling within him as he watched you interact with your friends. Laughter filled the air, and Iso's eyes followed the movement of your lips as you spoke animatedly.
Your plump cherry lips, soft skin, and the way the sun highlighted your features. He longed for the day he could receive a similar treatment from you.
"Must be nice," he thought, unconsciously fiddling with the rings on his fingers.
"Iso?" you called, snapping him back to reality.
Stammering, caught off guard by your sudden attention, he replied, "Y-yeah?"
You let out a tiny giggle, a sound that made warmth creep up onto Iso's face. "What were you daydreamin' about?"
"Oh, nothing. I… I was just thinking about–" Iso fumbled over his words, nervousness taking over. Are you being for real, Iso?! This is not you!
Before he could realize it, you slipped a piece of candy into his rough and calloused hands—a stark contrast between your soft and delicate hands and his rugged ones.
"Huh?" he questioned, giving you a puzzled look.
"You said you wanted a strawberry-flavoured candy," you reminded him, a soft smile playing on your lips.
Iso could feel warmth engulfing his heart, not expecting you to remember the tiny details he mentioned during the casual conversation you guys had on your way to class.
"Don't tell anyone, but… I kinda stole it from Jett."
"Really… for me?" Iso asked, his eyebrows raised.
"Yeah! For you!" you replied, causing Iso to chuckle. Butterflies fluttered in his stomach.
"Thanks…"
"All right, lovebirds! Enough of that," Phoenix interjected from behind, placing his hands on both Iso's and your shoulders. "We gotta get movin'."
"We're not—"
"Whatever," Phoenix shrugged, cutting Iso off.
"See you at the cafeteria later." he said, winking at you before leaving. Iso sent a harsh glare to Phoenix, the audacity for him to wink at you.
He hesitated for a moment before saying, "Take care, Y/N. Text me after you're done with your classes, okay?"
Iso sighed internally, wishing he could be there for you 24/7.
You nodded shyly before joining the rest of your friends to head to class. "Mhm… you too."
Even though Iso is a notorious class-skipper, up to everyone's surprise, he has been showing up to lectures lately. It's all because he couldn't resist the charm of Y/N's pout.
The thought of being the cause of that disappointed expression wrecks his heart a bit. He would trade his soul if it means seeing that cute smile of yours, and to get complimented by you.
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Iso caught up and walked alongside Phoenix, still holding the strawberry-flavored candy you gave him earlier. Phoenix shot him a knowing look. "If you're gonna play pretend, just give up."
"Huh?"
"Are you being for real, lad?" Phoenix nudged Iso's shoulder. "You never look so ‘down bad’ over a person." Iso sighed, finally getting the point.
"Is it too obvious?" Iso replied, popping the candy into his mouth effortlessly.
"Yeah, too obvious. ‘Saw how a love shape starts forming in your eyes as soon as Y/N appears in your sight." Phoenix teased, smirking.
Iso chuckled, the image of adorable you started playing in his mind. Not like you’ll ever leave it anyway.
"Come on, man. You can't blame me. Y/N is too cute to resist."
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(A/N): THIS LOOKS RUSHED IM SORRY anyways im thinking of turning badboy!iso into a series but we'll see...
masterlist.
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leeneir · 5 months
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hiii ^_^!!! I hope ur having a wonderful day. Rlly love ur iso hcs (i’m srry i’m saying it again but their so good 😭.)
I was wondering could you do a pt.2 of the relationship hcs? Like how Iso would act once the relationship has rlly set in and he’s completely comfortable with us?
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thank you!
Ahhh!!! I'm so happy you love ny hcs!!!😭😭🫶🫶 PLEASE DONT APOLOGIZE IM ETERNALLY GRATEFUL THAT PPL LIKE MY STUFF LOL
I hope that this is to your liking!!<33
Relationship 2.0; Iso x GN!Reader
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Im ngl yall, I'm the thpe of person to write a 100k slowburn romance buildup but when it comes to actually writing the relationship itself... mind is wont to blank...
Your relationship is hidden from the others. Even with the no frat rule being tsken out of procotol policy, Iso is keen about keeping your relationship private. The only one that knows are Sage and whoever you're close/best friends with.
Don't get me wrong, he's not ashamed of you or your relationship or anything like that. Behind closed doors, Iso is the best boyfriend you could ever ask for. I mentioned it in the last post, but he's really just a big softie.
Iso turns in for the night at a designated time without fail, but you know that he doesn't actually sleep. You'll make up some excuse to the others to check up on him in his room.
Some nights, he'll let you in and you both talk about your day and it's relatively peaceful, some nights, he wont even let you knock, using his sixth sense to sense if your near his door and instantly pull you in without a word, holding you close to him and burying his face in your neck. That's his way of saying that he missed you very much💜
Very cuddly, he likes having the reassurance that you're alive and breathing by keeping you close to him.
He calls you by your name, and he'll ask you to do the same. Sure, he likes his new name "Iso", but Zhao Yu much rather preferred the intimate connection to you have when you call each other by gov names which was something he didn't get often. Names are a not so fun thing for him. (He's a lil traumatized, but that's for another post🤭)
When it gets cold, Iso also runs cold. If you run warm, you can put your hands on his face and he'll lean into the touch or you can grab his hands and just hold them. It's enough for him. If you run cold, it's the only time he's fine with PDA, aka snuggling on the couch.... joined by the other agents.
When it comes to jealousy, ik I mentioned it in the other post too, but he has another reaction. If Iso see's you with another agent that's flirting with you, he'll come up and offer you to listen to music with him. As you listen and are distracted, he stares at the other agent with his 'assassin' glare per se.
One day at a sleep over with the other agents, you guys play a classic game of truth or dare. It's your turn, you say truth. Jett goes in for the classic "Do you have a crush on anyone here?" And you deny it. You can feel someone staring at you, and once the others are distracted, you turn to Iso who has subtle smirk on his face, nodding his head back to signal that he wants you guys to leave. You playfully roll your eyes.
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l0serloki · 3 months
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Hiii! Can i request Iso with a childhood friend reader whom he's so attached with for years until he lost contact with the reader. Present time, he was tasked to eliminate a certain target which was an escaped experiment of Kingdom (like omen in his trailer but with reader) so when he finds the reader and fought with her (he didn't get to notice that it was her due to the years they have been apart and her appearance that had changed, i like to imagine that reader had similar life draining abilities like reyna) but time passed he managed to recognize that it was his childhood friend if it weren't for the eyes that he adored so much.
im having an Iso brainrot rn, have a great day <33
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Childhood Memories
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Iso x Reader
CW : fighting, allusions to being abused by kingdom
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Iso had gone many years since he last saw you. His family had moved around a lot when he was a child, leading to meeting you through those fleeting years. He still remembers the fun he had chasing you around, the whispers between classes, and the inside jokes. He missed you terribly but with his job he had never bothered to reach out. He knew how some people felt about radiants and it had been a long time since he had seen you. For all he knew you could even be married by now..
He couldn’t think about that now though. He had a mission to do. 
His body carried him as fast as it could, trailing behind his target. He hadn’t had his prey be this evasive in a long time. It was almost exhilarating. There was spice to this challenge.
“Stop.” You yelled out as you turned around. Your eyes widened as you took in your pursuers form. You couldn’t even bring yourself to drain the man standing in front of you. He was too much like him. Like Li.
“It's you and me!” He yelled out and you felt yourself be whisked away. The world was purple as you took in the shapes around you. You had realized quickly what this was. You weren’t stupid - you had heard about the bounty hunter before. You had to shake away your past and fight. Your life depended on it.
You warped and ran around the bullets as you shot back. After what seemed like ages you felt one smack into your ankle. Your body screamed for help but you had to keep pushing.. You had to escape.
“Stop, you're finished.” His voice demanded from above you. You looked up into his eyes as you had accepted your fate. It was a cruel twist of destiny to die at the hands of the only person you had ever considered your true friend. There was no way it wasn’t him.
“End me Li.” You whisper up and much to your surprise he crouched down. His gloved hand rubbed against your cheek as he stared into your eyes. You could do it. You could drain him at this distance. And yet you never did.
You moved your face into the soft touch as his thumb glided against your skin. 
“Y/N?” His voice was hoarse and tears threatened to spill from his purple hues. You didn’t trust yourself to speak as you nodded up at him. His arms hesitantly reached out to wrap around you, his purple gulag washing away.
“It’s really you?” He whispered out against your shoulder as his body shook in tandem with you. 
“It’s really me.” You affirmed and he pulled you back out to stare at you.
“I won’t kill you. I’ll help you out. But I want you to stay with me for a while. We have a lot of catching up to do.” His face was dead serious and you could feel your body slowly relax.
“We do. You wouldn’t believe what those people have done to me.” You choke out and Iso helps you to your feet. His eyebrows furrow as he hears your words.
“I doubt I’ll be anything but happy when I do hear about it. So let’s get home, Y/N.” His hand grips at yours as he gives one final soft look, tugging you along.
Let’s get home, Y/N.
You were finally free. And what funny world it is that your old friend was the one who broke the chains.
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lizzaneia-elizalde · 3 months
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I'm so glad you're doing well!
Could I perhaps ask for Damon and his darling nerd? Maybe something really good happens to her that she's excited about and when she tells Damon about it, she hugs him without thinking because of how happy she is. I'd imagine him getting drunk off of the physical contact and just wanting more
Yandere! Jock x Honor student! fem! reader everyday tidbits: achievements
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Damon was nervous.
He's rarely nervous.
And, the fact that he's nervous for another person is weirder.
But, at least he's nervous for you. That made it more excusable as he watched you from afar on the bleachers, biting his nail while praying to whoever God that still didn't give up on him.
Sweat riddling down his temple, he watched as you raised your whiteboard with the words "300 to 3,000 Mega Hertz". Your eyes focused on the screen projector up above the University stage, with the question reading "What range of frequencies are usually referred to as the Ultra High Frequency (UHF) Band?"
It was your University's Intramurals week, with today being the Academic night. You were assigned to be the representative of your college's individual science quiz bowl, and that meant that Damon didn't get to have that much tutoring off of you.
Other than being pissed that you just had to join the quiz bowl, he felt somehow proud. You, the academic genius, the introverted yet blunt student of the Education department, is in a competition in front of such a huge crowd like this? It was unbelievable.
And yet, his unfounded jealousy trickled down his spine when the people cheered for you once the proctor beside you raised the green flag, signaling you got the right answer.
He may be cheering for you, but others are too. Just thinking about how other people can see your brilliance other than him was boiling his blood under his skin.
"One more round..." He whispered, gripping his fist. "Just one more, and she's for my eyes, and my eyes only once again."
His muttering scared his friend beside him, not used to seeing Damon so... ??? What is Damon's face projecting? He doesn't know. It was foreign to him.
Damon's heart jumped once he realized it was the last round. This is it.
The projector flashed once more, with the last item of the hard round. If you got this, then you'll be the champion of the individual science quiz bowl. If not...
"Which prefix is often used with scientific terms to indicate that something is the same, equal or constant?"
Hmm? Why did language studies came here?
Anxiety riddled his body for you.
What is it?
Whispers got out on the surrounding stadium and from the bleachers, wondering what the answers are. Some students are trying to mouth the answers to their representatives, but to no avail.
He found himself clasping his hands together, eyes wide as he leaned forward and bit his tongue.
"Come on, y/n... You know this... Wait? Do you? Whatever...." He whispered under his breath, watching you turn the gears click and clack on your pretty head.
Then, your hand started to move on the whiteboard you're holding.
As the timer ran out, you put your marker down with a shaky breath and an unsure frown, making your college groan in defeat.
Damon almost lunged at them. How dare they? How can they not believe in you, sighing in defeat-- do they not know it affects your morals too?
As murder plays on his mind, the projector flashed, showing the answer.
"iso"
His breath hitched, watching you put up your whiteboard marker.
iso
"OH MY GOD!"
"YES!"
"LET'S GOOOO!!"
"LET'S GO EDUCATORS LET'S GO!"
As the College cheer and the defeaning beat of the drums wafted from the bleachers, your eyes widened in delight, covering your mouth from disbelief. You actually got that right?!
Damon was suddenly buzzing with energy. His eyes wide, mouth a small "o". He stood up, and as if time stood in a slowmo, he vaulted over seats, and down from the bleachers. Ignoring the shot of pain on his feet, he ran through the barriers and ran past shocked people.
But before he could scoop you up in a hug, your eyes found his and with a huge grin, you ran to him and embraced him first.
Your soft body on his hard one, your arms giddily wrapped around his neck, your head buried on his shoulder.
He froze, not knowing what to do.
"I-I did it! Damon I did it!" You giddily whispered. Your voice, usually laced with shyness and a bit of ridicule, was full of elation and happiness. You felt so light, free from the pressure that you were placing on yourself. Tears of happiness trickled down your cheeks.
Damon trembled. His senses were overwhelmed with yours. Your scent, your body, your warmth... It was too much.
His arms shakily wound around you, gripping you tightly as his nose buried on your neck, inhaling your scent and calming down.
He can't be too worked up. After all, he's in front of countless people.
He reluctantly let go of you, wiping your tears away from your cheeks.
"I'm so proud of you, y/n." He whispered, eyes filled with so much affection that even your blindness to his advances got shunned away for a bit, making your heart race.
"Thank you, Damon..."
Meanwhile, everyone at your college were shocked, and other students let out high pitched coo's and aw's, thinking that you and Damon are together.
"What the fuck? Damon?" His friend was bewildered. Sure, he knew that Damon had the hots for you. But this?
It was too cheesy for him. Blegh.
Sure, maybe Damon took advantage of the crowd, vaulting over people to hug you and make it seem that both of you are dating. Will he deny it? Nah. Maybe even vaguely insinuating and egging these people to believe more.
At the very least, with him being your "boyfriend" nobody will try to snatch you away from him now that people saw your brilliance.
And as he buried his face on hair once more and spun you around happily, he knew the next few days and weeks will be one hell of a ride.
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valorant-drabbles · 6 months
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Hallo! I'm the one who requested the iso x reader from last time (^v^)
I was wondering if you could make a part two showing how they slowly progressed with each other if it's alright since I really loved the first part and I'm brain rotting hard about Iso
PS - I'll go by ♠️spade anon from now on
Not me accidentally creating a multi-part slow burn Iso fic!! Oh boy
Could be seen as platonic or romantic… but if people want a part 3, it’ll definitely be more romantic.
Gender neutral reader!
Word Count: 1.5k
Warnings: Mild Cursing, Spoiler for Part 1 of this fic
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Cold Shoulder
Reader x Iso
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 |
It had been about three weeks since the incident; since you and Iso had your little quarrel, and inevitably having started to understand one another. It was definitely a challenge for you, since you’d struggled for years when it came to getting along with people outside of work hours. Thankfully, Iso was proving to be extremely patient and courteous towards you and your growth. That wasn’t to say he didn’t get irritated every so often if he noticed you slipping back into your old, cold habits…
But you were making a genuine effort. What more could he ask for?
Despite it only having been a few weeks, you and Iso had started getting along quite quickly. He’d made it clear that you were always welcome to join him if you were feeling lonely- and considering your friend quantity in the Protocol was quite low, you were finding yourself ‘lonely’ often. It was strange- last month, you were completely fine being on your own. And now, if you went a few days without a casual conversation with somebody… you felt an odd emptiness inside your chest. A yearning for connection that you’d thought you’d severed long ago.
There were many days where Iso would return to his room after training to find you sat on his bed, listening to the playlist he’d shared with you. Usually you were reading, or watching movies on your laptop… passing the time until he’d return and possibly join you. Iso knew you had a bit of trouble asking to spend time together, so when you were in his room- it was kind of obvious why you were there. Once he’d shower and change clothes, he’d settle into bed and join you in whatever you were doing.
Overtime, this became routine. On days neither of you had a mission, you’d spend time together in the comfort of Iso’s room… quietly bonding, occasionally starting conversations- though usually it was Iso initiating. After all, even after all this time, he still found you to be absolutely fascinating, and desired to learn more about you.
“What do you think we learn from fighting ourselves?” Iso’s voice cut through the current silence filling the bedroom, causing you to look up from your book, eyebrow raised curiously at the sudden query.
“… what?”
“Ah- sorry. That came from nowhere.” Iso apologized quietly, his gaze sheepishly moving away from where you were watching him. “I was just… thinking about our mirror selves. From Omega Earth. How they look and act almost exactly like us- and our teammates as well.”
“Mhm. What about them, though?” You questioned further, noticing Iso shift in his seat.
“I’ve… had this question on my mind ever since I saw myself on the other team. ‘What do we learn from fighting ourselves?’… I’ve asked a few of the others, but… honestly, none of them had an answer I was looking for.” Iso grimaced softly at the memory of him asking Phoenix this question, only for the Brit to cockily answer ‘How much better I am compared to that fake me!’.
You took a moment to ponder his question. This was something you genuinely appreciated about spending time with Iso- he posed questions that made you think. Nothing too philosophical, usually… but it kept conversations interesting, and additionally helped the two of you learn more about how the other thinks.
“I guess… we learn our weaknesses.” You answer after about a minute of silence. “Though it’s not ideal… there’s certain circumstances where our double will be better than us at something. It’ll reveal a weak point in our abilities… and give us something to work towards improving. Alternatively, we learn the weakness of our double, and how to potentially exploit it if need be.” Your shoulders shrugged slightly, as you bit gently at the end of the pen in your hand. “It can also help us to… uh…”
Your hesitance to speak further piques Iso’s curiosity, and his gaze moves to you. He can’t help but notice your cheeks glowing a faint shade of red. You seldom showed emotion like this… allowing yourself to be embarrassed or even revealing a moment of weakness. Despite his desire to urge you into finishing your thought, he knew pushing you to answer would just make you uncomfortable. And, there was the possibility it could cause you to throw out your walls again, giving him the cold shoulder again- he couldn’t risk that. So, he waited.
As much as you wanted to change the topic or just… leave the thought unfinished, Iso’s eyes on you made it clear that he really wanted to know what you were thinking.
“Y/N?” Iso called out quietly. A sigh escaped you reluctantly, as you turned your body to face away from him slightly- only so that he would have trouble seeing how flushed your face had become.
“It… it also helps us to… see what we couldn’t see before. In our own teammates.” You finally continue, deciding to occupy your twitching hands with twirling your pen between your fingers. “How much our team would do to… to protect us. In the face of danger. The threat of death is always so real when you know the enemy won’t hesitate to kill you… sometimes you forget how dangerous it can be. How quickly you can lose somebody. And… how… if a teammate dies, you might go about the rest of your life… regretting that you never got to know them better. Or you might die with the same regret…” You swallow.
You thought back on the day you nearly died at Pearl almost every day. It all felt so surreal… the rush of emotion you felt when you saw Iso in danger? The searing pain from the bullets that had pierced your body?… the last thing you see being Iso using your Operator to take down the approaching threats…
His words echoing constantly in your mind.
“Don’t you dare die on me, Y/N.”
You’d always been so cold towards him… never giving him any reason to like your company. And yet… Iso risked his own life to save yours. With no hesitation.
“Y/N.” It was only after feeling Iso’s hand on your own that you realized he’d been calling your name. His voice was gentle, worry lacing the elegance he spoke your name with. His gaze on you was equally as concerned. It was only in that moment, seeing your own reflection in his eyes, where you notice you’d started crying.
“Shit.” You pull your hand away from Iso’s, and quickly moved to wipe your face of any tears that may had fallen. This was… new. You never let such fragile emotions show in front of the other agents… you only ever let out your piled up emotions behind closed doors, where nobody could see. Where nobody could know. “Sorry, I don’t… know why I’m crying. Can you just forget I said any of that?” You requested, though your voice wavered as you spoke, making you cringe internally. Were you truly so emotional when you thought back on that day…?
Without another word, you found yourself being pulled into Iso’s lap, his arms wrapped around you comfortingly, yet not intrusively. Physical contact wasn’t something you were used to either, but… in that moment? It felt… incredible. You needed this… so badly. For how long you’d needed it for, you didn’t know. You just knew you never wanted this moment to end- as soft as that sounded.
“I’m… not going to let either of us die with that regret.” Iso promised ever so softly, with his head resting comfortably against your shoulder. “And believe me, I don’t intend on dying anytime soon. So you don’t have to worry to much about missed opportunities to… get to know each other. And stuff.”
You kept your face hidden away from Iso; thankful he wasn’t making an effort to look regardless. You felt incredibly vulnerable in that moment… so you truly appreciated that Iso was making the effort to give you some level of privacy. At least as you attempted to pull yourself together again.
“I… I’m glad that… you didn’t give up on me.” You mumble gently against his chest. “… even though I was kind of an asshole to you.”
“Oh, no. You were a total asshole.” Iso chimed. You could just hear the grin on his face through his voice. It made you want to strangle him… not to death, per se.
“… besides. There’s no way I’d give up on someone as… incredible as you.”
Iso’s hand managed to find yours once again, and slowly, gently, you found your fingers intertwining with his without even thinking about it. The previously jarring silence in the room had been replaced with an air of comfortable quiet, as the two of you sat in each other’s company.
You never thought you’d have this thought towards another agent… but…
You really did enjoy Iso’s company. To what extent?… You were unsure.
Yet you enjoyed it regardless.
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MEDIA MANAGEMENT — JACK HUGHES (PART FOURTEEN)
previous: thirteen
next: fifteen
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y/ndevils00 happy (not so happy) playoffs!
tonight, our angelically handsome devils were absolutely whacked by the rags, 5-1 🥲
it’s fine, i’m fine, everything’s fine…
we had a couple scrums, no REAL fights, but damon salvatore punched good(bad)row in the face a few times! i choose to believe he did that for me because i needed some action in this game!
my bubs, my baby, light of my life, love of my heart, my lil angel pumpkin sugarplum, got the only goal of the night on a penalty shot and kept us from getting shutout, which i’m sure we all appreciated! i’m so proud of you shnookums!
also, look at my besties huddled together :( i love those fuckers <3
tagged john.marino97, dawson1417, nicohischier, jackhughes, dseves7
dseves7 it was definitely for you and not at all because he had me in a headlock… nope
y/ndevils00 so glad you can speak your truth!
dawson1417 i don’t even remember looking at you for that picture
y/ndevils00 did you just call me forgettable? @/john.marino97 good news! you’ve moved up the totem pole! bff number 1!
dawson1417 you can’t just change my nickname!
y/ndevils00 i just did. hope you like being best friend number 2
john.marino97 @/y/ndevils00 i’ve prayed for moments like these 🙏
nicohischier you couldn’t have skipped this game?
y/ndevils00 i have to give the people what they want or they’ll riot and cancel me
nicohischier i really don’t think they’ll do that
y/ndevils00 and i think you may need to take a break from hockey 🫶 all those hits are knocking your brain cells loose
john.marino97 now that i’m bff number 1, do i get more pictures on your posts?
y/ndevils00 no. you must do better.
john.marino97 do better at what?! you just told me yesterday that you were proud of how i’ve been playing
y/ndevils00 figure it out 🥰
user72 i really wanna know if she calls jack these nicknames irl
jackhughes i wish i could say no
jackhughes thank you love ❤️ i appreciate your support. however i sort of agree with nico, you definitely could’ve skipped this game, could you not?
y/ndevils00 ISO: my boyfriend! 5’8, plays hockey, catholic jew, supportive cat dad, and actually cares about me! because this imposter is not him!
jackhughes first of all, i’m 5’11!
y/ndevils00 i’m sure you are baby, whatever you say!
jackhughes and second, i DO care about you! i’m just saying that you could’ve skipped this game because as you said: we got whacked
y/ndevils00 just say you don’t support my job and go 💔
jackhughes this isn’t your job?
lhughes_06 hard loss, but we can come back 💪
y/ndevils00 smush, i will avenge you! you should’ve been out there!
_quinnhughes sad game. but it was so nice to be able to sit with you, y/n/n!
y/ndevils00 i will dive in front of you and block every puck that dares to fly at your face ever again.
_quinnhughes a simple thank you would’ve sufficed!
trevorzegras y/n can’t do simple.
y/ndevils00 @/trevorzegras who invited you here?
trevorzegras @/y/ndevils00 your mom.
y/ndevils00 @/trevorzegras did you just… fuck i have to respect it
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lezgetpersonal · 2 months
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I’m a butch female on T looking for other prissy, artist dykes in South Dakota. I like dive bars and skateboarding, writing poetry and painting. I’m in a relationship but lonely for lesbian friendship. Let’s chat, drink, or make art together. I post from @plainthroat
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moldybonessmell · 6 months
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Valorant agents age headcanons
There is the list of my headcanons for valo agents' age
Disclaimer: Realistically even 18 yo go to army but in my mind 18 yo are actual babies so in this tier the youngest are 21 yo
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21-25
Gekko as the main gen z falls into the youngest tier, followed by Neon and Jett, the choice is pretty obvious ig
This might be controversial but Iso gives just as much of gen z energy as Gekko, the only difference is him adopting Stiles Stilinsky's personality growing up, this is how we end up with the sarcastic deadpan delivery guy (yes this one is relatable to the op aka me)
Deadlock in the group might be controversial but I think it's funny af if the serious suspitious woman ends up dragged into the least serious friend group in existence (I bet she would make friends with Iso lol)
26-30
Everyone thinks Sova is a serious adult-ass man and gets surprised when they realise he's gen z, he just has a scary accent and doesn't smile and people think he's older than he is (the russian unapprouchable and quiet nature doesn't help this either)
Sage struggles from the same desease called looking serious and being a mom friend but she's actually on the younger side of agents
You might argue Phoenix is younger, but he's the texbook example of the 26 yo dude who one day woke up and decided to be a DJ /affectionate No way the dude collecting shoes would have money for all that in his early 20s (even tho it's debatable)
Yoru might be older, but for a dude who spends his free time by fighting gangs he must be under 30. I know difficult personality doesn't necessarily mean he's young but it would make sense
Raze is fun and energetic but more on the party-person side than anything-for-a-trouble side so she's in this tier. She just gives off the energy of someone who was working in customer service for years and finally quit but still has her violent urges /joking
KJ gives off younger energy, but as someone known for her incredible tech abilities and robots she must be closer to 30. You can't tell me this woman didn't work in IT with tech-bros for several years just to realise she wants to kill people /joking unless
31-35
I kinda doubted myself on making Chamber 31 (as he's a famous weapon-maker but let's pretend he got successful pretty early) but he just gives off the energy of the guy who just entered his 30s but acts the same as when he was 20 (immaturity-vise)
Breach kinda falls into same category but for a completely different reason of being in prison (probably for a long time and probably for something he did in his early 20s) so he kinda stopped maturing after this
I can kinda imagine Harbour to experience similar stuff, knowing he used to make money by stealing and selling relics and there's no way he never got caught, right? Harbour and Breach could make good friends me thinks
Skye gives off energy of a woman who was working her entire youth non-stop and them turned her gaze back and she's already in her 30s and realised she doesn't know anything either about herself or what she even wants in life. I imagine this is why she's so concerned for environment. She started to get really into being eco-friendly after going through existential crisis and realising our planet is dying (I can also imagine her using re-usable stuff, wearing tote-bags and making effort to recycle as much as she can).
Astra just gives off energy of this one cool rich aunt who has no children and always brings presents to her nephews when visiting (and to be this aunt you usually need to be 30+ even tho it's optional ahaha)
No one knows Fade's real age and people kinda assume she's younger bc of her style, but she's at the age when she doesn't care what people would think and wears whatever she wants (tho she should take care of herself better, drinking this much coffee can only go without concequences when you're 20, girlie please get proper sleep)
36-40
People like to imagine Reyna as a young woman but in my mind she's on the older side. She just gives off the energy of someone going through hell and back in her life (I know she has a younger sister but siblings can in fact have big age differences) I also may or may not like older women but this one is between me and my ao3 history
Cypher is around 40 I think, simply because he used to have wife and a child and I imagine it's been some time since they passed. Tho probably no more than 10 years, as he still thinks about reviving them (the voiceline about him asking Sage if she can revive anybody), but not to the point of actually following through, as if he mostly healed, but not moved on completely
41-46
Is for Viper and Brim because they are way too tired of others' shit to be younger
If talking seriously, there's no way Brim is not pushing 50s as a literal commander, even tho his problems with electronics might be questionable even for this age group, but I don't see him being older
As for Viper, she as well as Reyna just gives off energy of someone who has seen some shit, also her being a scientist I can imagine it takes many many years to have such recearch it also may be or may not be same situation as with Reyna but this is not a crime
kinda immortal
Tier explains itself, these are agents whose age doesn't affect their mental state/maturity like Kayo and Omen
Even tho Omen used to be one of the agents and is probably in the same age group as them, if I had to guess he might be somewhere in 36-40 tier
Also Kayo is probably not even manufactured yet in this timeline, but I can't make "-25" tier ya know
This is it, thank you for reading, let me now if you have any thoughts about it!
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pastel-nature · 1 year
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Hayati
Yandere!Damian Wayne x Reader
A/N: All characters in this fic have been properly aged up to 18+. Please forgive spelling or grammar mistakes, English is not my first language.
TW: abusive behavior, stalking, breach of privacy, implied noncon at the end
You were a classmate and good friend of Damian for years. At first, you were oblivious to his romantic interest, and only saw him as a friend. However, the constant stream of praises, romantic assurances, and mountains of gifts opens your eyes to his true intent.
You were happy at first, who wouldn't? His gifts were personal and sentimental at first.
Over time it grew more and more lavish, you had grown more and more uncomfortable upon receiving them.
The line was drawn when he gifted you a diamond studded necklace that must have been worth a fortune.
When you confront him about it, he broke down and admit that his gifts and lavish presents are a desperate attempt to win your affection and prove his devotion. After all you would never like him without it.
That's not true! You said fervently, you valued him as a treasured friend even without all these gifts.
And so that is how you agreed to become his girlfriend.
And you were happy, for a while. You are his beloved, his habibti, his hayati. It means my life, he said. You are my life.
Damian became increasingly jealous and possessive of you -his hayati, and he was willing to do whatever it took to keep her for himself. He was convinced that they were meant to be together, and he became increasingly controlling and manipulative in an effort to keep you to himself.
Needless to say, he was obsessive and possessive.
Extreme jealousy when it comes to anyone who tries to get close to you.
The tendency to become violent or aggressive when he feels his relationship is threatened.
Willingness to do whatever it takes to protect this relationship, even if it means hurting others.
Manipulation and control became his love language.
Healthy boundary, privacy, and autonomy are thrown out of the window.
But despite his best efforts, you eventually broke up with him, citing his controlling and manipulative behavior as the reason for the split. Damian was devastated by the breakup, and he became even more obsessed. After all you are his hayati, his life.
He turned to his mother, Talia al Ghul, for help. She was aware of his yandere tendencies and did not see anything wrong with them. As a member of the League of Assassins, she sees Damian's willingness to protect his loved ones as a positive trait. She might even encourage his behavior, seeing it as a natural extension of his training and upbringing.
Skilled in the arts of deception and subterfuge, Talia helped Damian to plan and execute your kidnapping, providing him with the resources and knowledge he needed to hold you captive.
He did not even need to hire private investigators or other professionals to track you. You are smart but you are no genius-billionaire-vigilante smart. Damien managed to find you with several clicks from the comfort of batcave.
Instead, he will use his wealth to manipulate people around you. Made them bendy to his will and influence his hayati back to him willingly.
To fund his training and equipment, allowing him to become an even more formidable opponent if anyone were to threaten his relationship (his father, brothers, and sisters came to mind).
To buy or rent a safe house or other secure nests where both of you could live together, away from the influence of the outside world.
Eventually, you were kidnapped and taken to a secure location, held against your will. Damian was convinced that if he could just keep you with him and prove his love and devotion, you would eventually come to see things his way and they could be together forever. But you were terrified of him and the lengths he was willing to go to in order to maintain their relationship.
Damian might keep you in a hidden location at first, such as a remote cabin or underground bunker, where you would be isolated from the outside world. This would allow him to keep you close to him at all times, without having to worry about anything else.
Over time, with good behaviors and promises to never leave his side. Damian might move you to a location that is familiar, such as your own home or that condo near your work place or university. This allows him to maintain a sense of normalcy, while still being able to keep you under his control.
In some cases, Damian might even take his hayati to public places, such as malls, cafes, or restaurants. Places that would allow him to keep an eye on you at all times, while still maintaining the appearance of a normal relationship.
Damian might not see marriage as a necessary step in this relationship. Especially if it might rock the tranquil -and docile, relationship he has you in right now.
After all, what good is a piece of paper when he has his mother's special brew in hand? It is only fitting that you -his hayati, bear a new life soon.
Damian Wayne - Al Ghul learned from the best.
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caramel1mochi · 5 months
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ぐちゃ ! (Splat!) [Yoru x F! Reader] [End]
Heya! Guess who's officially done with Yoru? That's right, this gal!
Now if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna go binge watch Iso's trailer again as a rewar– I mean, to get a feel for his personality, if you catch my drift hehe
Catch you next week! And this time I won't be late!!
❤ฺ·。
Yoru x F! Reader
Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 4.5 / Part 5 / Part 6
Genre: Fluff, some angst
TW: Detailed violence
Words: 6k
Synopsis: Hapless doesn't even begin to describe you. With your life flipped upside down within the span of a day; you're left to rely on your best friend Tala to help you pick up the pieces and build the new one forced upon you. And this 'luck' seems to have caught the attention of one of her friends.
。+❤ฺ·。❤ฺ·。+❤ฺ· +❤·。❤ฺ·。+❤ฺ·
To say today had a good start would be a vast understatement.
You woke up feeling untouchable, as if even a bullet wouldn’t be able to take away the triumphant aura you exuded around everyone on your way to responsibly prepare for the mission.
You were smiling ear to ear in the training range; gunning down bots like a particularly happy paperboy delivering the newspapers. Neon definitely felt that something was off. But it wasn’t the fact that you weren’t an anxiety-ridden mess, no. What concerned her was how good your aim was, and especially how calm you were with how you wielded your weapon. It was contagious.
She stood next to you and crossed her arms, speaking loudly to counteract how deafening the shots were.
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“Someone’s happy today.”
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You shrugged and continued shooting.
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“It’s just a good day, you know? Clear weather, chill vibes and everything.”
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Neon raised an eyebrow. With the upcoming mission, she herself was prepared to reassure you on how things would go as smoothly as they did last time. But this? This attitude was as natural as catching sight of a flying pig.
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“Alright, lay it all out, A/N. You were gone all day yesterday.”
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She forced a blush out of you with just those words, and prompted you to stop shooting for a moment. There was no reason for you not to tell her. Well, except for one…
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“It’s not like you’d believe me.”
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“Don’t be like that, when have I ever doubted you?”
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She said with one hand on your shoulder, completely confident in her words. And you could make an entire list in response to that. A sigh escaped you before you finally managed to meet her gaze.
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“Fine. I may or may not have gone out with Yoru yesterday.”
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Neon paused for a moment. Then, she snickered, as if you told her you’d won the lottery.
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“Be honest. I’ll be impressed with whatever it really is.”
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“I’m not joking, Neon!”
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“No way, Yoru doesn’t go out with people two consecutive days in a row, I tried!”
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Sounds like something she’d do, alright. Just as you went to throw a snarky response at her, you jumped once she gasped in the most diva way possible and forcefully tilted your Bulldog upwards.
There, she saw it.
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“What is this?”
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Neon called out as if she spotted a bomb. In fact, she scared you, until you realised she was pointing at your prized gift from the day before. She tilted the gun to get a better angle and held the omamori in her hand to make sure it was what she thought it was.
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“There’s no way– is that from Yoru?!”
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You flushed and pulled it away, swiftly turning on the safety considering how stupid of a move this was.
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“I told you, dummy!”
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“I didn’t think– did he give that to you or did you sneak into a shrine? There’s no way you got that, right?”
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You allowed her to take your gun to inspect it. And with just a few touches, she confirmed that it was an omamori only he’d get.
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“I’m serious, he gave it to me!”
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“How?! I've known him for months and I can barely get a text back sometimes!”
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Which is why you couldn’t wait until the mission to finally not have something go wrong for once. Nevertheless, you innocently shrugged and tucked a lock of your hair behind your ear in the most smug manner possible.
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“Oh, well, you know. I guess some of us are naturally irresistible.”
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“What-ever.”
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Neon crossed her arms and pouted for a moment. But then, she met your gaze with a devious glimmer in her eyes once a brand new idea popped up. Uh oh.
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“Sooo… did he cook you something this morning? Anything delicious for breakfast?”
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“I woke up late.”
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She clicked her tongue, before getting back to the main task at hand.
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“Okay fine. When he does, which he will, you wouldn’t mind, you know… sneaking some for your best friend, right?”
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You couldn’t hold back the giggle that escaped you. Of course Neon would request something preposterous like this. Why wouldn’t she?
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“Ease up, Neon. Too early. We’re still just friends, remember?”
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“We’re almost a month in and you still don’t know how Yoru’s world works? If he feeds you, he’s basically proposing!”
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You definitely knew, but you weren’t about to admit that. She began shooting with your Bulldog as each of you spoke, almost as if to emphasise the fact you had an omamori tied to the gun.
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“That’s a reach.”
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“Why’s that? It’s not like you’d say no if he does.”
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“Pshh. As if you know that.”
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Neon tossed your Bulldog back to you, before grabbing your wrist and forcing you to get a good look at the roots. Only now did you notice how organised and easy-to-digest they were, as if they were sets upon sets of cables that unwrapped from each other. No wonder why it felt like your arm was easier to have.
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“This wasn’t here before!”
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Your eyes widened as you took the sight in. And for once, it looked organised.
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“Wait– when the hell did this happen?”
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“You didn’t notice this?!”
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You flushed and pulled away as Neon laughed. But since you were a simple tee, you couldn’t really cover up your arm.
Before she could somehow sneak in one more snarky remark about how unfocused you were, the door to the training range loudly slid open and caught both of your attention. Your eyes promptly darted to the entrance. The strong light from behind shone upon a silhouette that took you a moment to recognise.
But if the imposingly tall stature didn’t help with that, his voice surely did.
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“Excusez-moi, not to interrupt a pleasant conversation, but we have to leave.” <Excuse me,>
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Chamber called out, earning a sneer from Neon. One that you unfortunately didn’t see.
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“Leave? Wait, what time is it?”
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“One.”
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Your eyes widened. 
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“Crap. Okay, talk later Neon! Don’t forget to wait for me until I’m back!” 
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You quickly reloaded your Bulldog and rushed towards him. Neon excitedly waved as you moved through the doorway with the same grin on her face.
‎ 
“I’ll be waiting, break a leg out there!”
‎ 
She said, earning a nod before you disappeared down the hallways. With Yoru’s omamori in hand, you thought, you hoped it wouldn’t be your leg that would break.
You moved down the halls with Chamber by your side, inspecting your weapon one final time.
‎ 
“Man, time flew by so fast. It feels like I haven’t even trained. Also, am I late?”
‎ 
Chamber chuckled, his polite laughter echoing through the hall just as much as the clicks of his dress shoes did. You couldn't tell whether or not he was mad. But from the looks of things, he seemed... unamused.
‎ 
“Late enough for Brimstone to send me to get you. Was your phone off, by any chance?”
‎ 
Uh oh.Your face turned red. And immediately, you began fiddling with your bracelet. Crap, he mentioned your phone; did they send you a bunch of messages that you didn't see?!
‎ 
“Oh, sorry. I– I left my phone back in my room…” You awkwardly smiled, feeling a bit more embarrassed. “I’m making a terrible first impression on you, huh? Sorry about that…”
‎ 
“No need for an apology, A/N. I completely understand. It must be exciting, non? Your first mission with a team.”
‎ 
Chamber noted with a smile as he fixed his tie.
‎ 
“Ah, to be young, innocent, and on my first mission again.”
‎ 
You couldn't help but smile. His voice was calm. Just the stagnant tone of it could put you to sleep if he just spoke long enough. With everything else, there's no way he wasn’t one of the higher-ups, right?
‎ 
“So you’re Chamber, right? I heard you’re an expert. Does that mean they’ll bring you on the other side?”
‎ 
He shrugged and put both hands behind his back as he walked.
‎ 
“That is a contingency I cannot predict. Personally, I would hope otherwise.”
‎ 
“Why not? Fighting yourself sounds like fun. Speaking of, now I’m curious about how you are on the field.”
‎ 
“I admire your optimism. That being said, if I were you, A/N, I would stay far, far away from my double.”
‎ 
You paused to process what he said.
What did he mean by that? But just as you formed an answer to that question, Chamber stopped in his tracks, and only now did you notice that you had finally arrived at your destination. You stopped as well once you made your way through the doorway. It felt like the voices of your colleagues were drowned out during the conversation, for some reason.
‎ 
“Ah, here we are. Now, as I was saying, keep that attitude up, and I guarantee nothing less than an excellent performance from you.”
‎ 
He said with the same smile he had the entire conversation.
‎ 
“Best of luck to you.”
And with that, Chamber took his leave and left you with your thoughts like nothing happened.
‎ 
“Thanks…”
You mumbled, before quickly looking around in order to distract yourself from what he just said. Luckily for you, however, you spotted Omen in the far right corner of the area, both his arms crossed as he listened to Sage ramble on about something.
Quickly, you made your way towards them.
❤ฺ·。
The place you've arrived at looked vastly different from the pictures you'd seen beforehand. But, to be fair, you looked at it for a picosecond before leaving for more, ahem, 'important' matters. Once the aircraft landed, you stepped out with the rest and prepared yourself for the sand that might enter your eyes, recalling which site you were supposed to be in.
But before any of you could actually move to where you needed to be, you immediately found Brimstone standing in front of all of you.
‎ 
"Alright, let's get one thing out of the way. How many of you read the brief?"
‎ 
You proudly lifted your hand.
‎ 
"I did!"
‎ 
"Me too."
‎ 
Yoru chimed in, and the both of you earned a nod before he turned to look at Omen and...
‎ 
"Phoenix, buddy, you're coming with me."
‎ 
The Englishman’s eyes widened.
‎ 
"Woah woah, why me? Why would you assume I haven't read it?"
‎ 
"Have you?"
‎ 
Brim asked with a raise of his brow, and Phoenix quickly let out an awkward chuckle whilst he scratched his head. Omen, unlike the two of you, minded his own business and proceeded to walk to his designated site.
‎ 
"Well, I didn't read read it, but I skimmed over it. Still counts, right?" 
‎ 
Brim walked off to A site right behind Omen, and Phoenix promptly followed behind.
‎ 
"That's still more progress than last time! Wait, Brim, just hear me out, fam! How come Raze never gets in trouble for it?"
‎ 
You giggled to yourself before moving to your site: B.
While you walked, you extended your arm and took in the sight all over again. Seeing the roots so organised felt like such a breath of fresh air. Not only that, but being able to feel it without it mimicking the sensation of being trapped in a deep maze of a forest.
A shade of deep blue caught your eye, and you lifted your chin to see Yoru standing next to the doorway with his Sheriff in hand. You hadn't noticed him walking off during the feud between Brim and Phoenix.
‎ 
"Testing out a new look?"
‎ 
You playfully rolled your eyes.
‎ 
"Mind you, this is your fault."
‎ 
"Tch. Then no wonder it looks good."
‎ 
There he was, the confident Yoru you knew and probably loved.
‎ 
"You're too confident for someone who got all red over a hug."
‎ 
Yoru chuckled. Just as you took another step forward, he spoke up once more.
‎ 
"You okay?"
‎ 
"Uh, yeah, of course I am. Why?"
‎ 
"Just asking..."
‎ 
This time, his tone was much more... you couldn't really put your finger on it. Despondent? You noticed his awkward stance. His shoulders were tense, and his eyes had this odd glimmer in them.
...
Oh.
‎ 
"Are you talking about the last mission?"
‎ 
"I didn't say anything."
‎ 
"I'm serious, Yoru. If I can't be ready now, then I'll never be."
‎ 
He shrugged and walked through the doorway to which you promptly followed from behind.
‎ 
"I know."
‎ 
His path was curt once he felt a tug at his sleeve, and he looked behind to see you gently holding his wrist.
‎ ‎ 
"Hey, dinner after?"
‎ 
Yoru stared at you for a few seconds and fought the blush that crept up on him. Then, he shook his head.
‎ 
"Save it for next week. I need to rejuvenate."
‎ 
"Rejuvenate?"
‎ 
"Introvert thing."
‎ 
A set of familiar beeping echoed from window. And it wasn't only a few seconds later until an explosion took its place, grabbing both of your attention. Definitely Raze. Even you knew that.
‎ 
"That's our queue. See you around."
‎ 
Before another word could be exchanged, Yoru tore the fabric open and disappeared into the ocean of blue he called a dimension. But you couldn't help but let your thoughts roam as you moved near the radianite crates stacked on top of each other.
Having been around Yoru enough to make him come out of his shell, you knew when he was uncomfortable or not. And he sounded like he held something back. Did you do something wrong? Was it the date earlier? Did you push things too far?!
You mumbled an 'ow' once you picked at your bracelet too hard, a ting of pain following the scratch. In order to distract yourself, the radio was muted and you hesitantly called out your situation.
‎ 
'Uh‎– Raze on B.'
‎ 
Enough anxiety, you had a mission to get to. Evident by the rapid footsteps that came from long. You immediately took position and held out your arm, lightly twisting each root until you found the right one to slow down their push. Since they were now untangled and you were calm, it was exceptionally easy to navigate the maze that used to be your arm. Not the scent, not the hand… You paused once you felt a peculiar one.
The bomb.
Just as you heard the footsteps switch from a sandy ground to a wooden one, a burst of sundew escaped your arm and immediately landed where they would have stepped if they didn't push themselves back.
The roots stuck themselves on the ground and prevented them from entering.
Perfect.
You held up your gun and diligently watched the angle in case they'd start to get bold.
'Any updates?'
‎ 
Brimstone asked over the radio. You were so focused that you'd completely tuned everything out, so you jumped once he spoke. Yoru unmuted.
‎ 
'They're not committing. Probably a distraction.'
‎ 
You were surprised at this. Despite the ruckus, he seemed confident in this assumption.
‎ 
'Good call. Then we're staying here. Think you can hold your own out there, kid?'
‎ 
'Yeah. We just need smokes.'
‎ 
The blast echoed on Yoru's side made you wince. Luckily for you, he muted and spared you the inevitable ringing in your ears. 
And it only took a few seconds before a purple mist emerged right where you were aiming, shielding you from the bullets that would promptly be fired. Combined with Yoru's call, you could now tell they were shooting at random.
‎ 
Some time had passed since that ‘attack’.
Despite what you thought was a hard push earlier, Yoru was ultimately right in the end and they'd aggressively pushed out on A, forcing Yoru to rotate. You, however, decided to go from behind. The distant gunfire took over your ears and unintentionally helped shield your footsteps as you moved. Then, it stopped and a heavy thud followed.
‎ 
"Yo, I got the spike!"
‎ 
Phoenix proudly called out over the radio. But before you could hear who responded to him, you immediately tuned it all out and focused in on the steps right around the corner. You were in bath, and there was clearly someone who wasn't paying attention to you. In the words of Neon, 'easy pick'. Or whatever she used to say.
Then, the sound of the teleporter went off and concealed you even further. Just as he took his final shot and stepped back to reload, you held out your arm and began twisting a specific set of roots to emit a strong scent. You knew you'd started to do something right once  he began to cough into his elbow. And with a deep breath, you mentally prepared yourself to get your first kill.
You peeked and began shooting, refusing to let your finger off the trigger until the Bulldog ran out of bullets. And... you did it.
Gekko's dead.
‎ 
A huff escaped you once you took a step back, reloading with incredibly shaky hands. Your eyes were stuck on the omamori as you worked. You got your first kill.
The teleporter going off twice snapped you out of your trance, before the voice of Yoru took over your ear on the radio.
‎ 
"Who's in bath?"
‎ 
"It was me, I got the pick on Gekko."
‎ 
You said with a shaky yet excited voice. Now you started to understand why Neon spoke like that sometimes.
‎ 
"Finally got a kill? Nice one."
‎ 
You couldn't help but smile at this.
‎ 
"Chamber's stuck in hall with the spike. It's only us here. If we can draw him out, one of us can get an easy kill."
‎ 
You peeked to see the spike sitting right in front of the teleporter. And if you looked closely, you could see a golden glint reflected off of him. Probably the tattoos on his head. Yoru was backsite. With all of this in mind, a plan immediately popped up.
‎ 
"Stay there, I'll lure him out."
‎ 
"Got it."
‎ 
You stood near the doorway and already knew which root to aim for before you even lifted your arm. A shadow slowly emerged from above and blocked the glimmer. 
Then, the air stopped.
‎ 
Just as the building he was in buckled under its own weight, Chamber peeked, shot then disappeared into the teleporter with the spike. It took you a moment to look down on your hand and realise that there was a hole on your palm, blood slowly pooling around the wound and escaping.
‎ 
❤ฺ·。
‎ 
Everything felt like a blur at that point. Noises were drowned out, your mind drew blanks and your eyes were focused on only your hand.
Warmth slowly began to encircle your right shoulder. And like a virus, it began spreading in a line across the inside of your arm, red fluid continuously seeping out of the 'small' wound on your palm. It took what felt like a few minutes to comprehend the fact that he hit his shot almost perfectly. So perfectly, it went through your arm and tore your roots apart.
Then, you realised that the odd deafening noise around you had been reduced to a mere rumble. But once you looked up, the explanation was immediately provided. The exit was blocked by what seemed to be the building you ripped apart before he took his shot.
You couldn't move your right arm whatsoever.
‎ 
You felt a pull on your chin. And before you knew it, you were looking right at a familiar set of brown eyes.
‎ 
"Hey, hey, look at me, are you okay?"
‎ 
How did he get here... so fast?
‎ 
"Y‎– yeah, I'm good, I..."
‎ 
The centre of your right shoulder felt so heavy now, as if the bullet inside now began increasing in weight. You still haven't been able to comprehend the fact you were shot. Yoru, however, wasn't in a state of shock like you were.
‎ 
"We need to get you to Sage."
‎ 
"We have to run to B."
‎ 
You both said at the same time, and you earned a dirty look from him.
‎ 
"Yoru, It's fine. It doesn't hurt."
‎ 
"You're bleeding."
‎ 
"It's not important! Look, let's take care of the spike first, then we can get to my arm. The teleporter's just outside!"
‎ 
"We're not going‎–"
‎ 
"I'll be good, it's not like it hurts, anyway!"
‎‎  
Before he could get another word in, you immediately moved through the entrance from behind and walked as fast as you could towards the teleporter. Yoru followed from behind despite his ability to disappear into the rift. You weren't lying when you said it didn't hurt. But that, unfortunately, was before the adrenaline had worn off. And you hadn't realised such a fact.
‎ 
‎ 
Now that a moment had passed, with each step you took, it felt like you were exerting more and more energy just to get to your destination. You stopped just a few feet next to the would-be teleporter to catch your breath. What you hadn't noticed was that it was blocked by so much rubble, it was impossible to get through even if you wanted to.
You lifted a hand towards the wreckage and began sifting through the remains of roots you had to clear an entrance. But no matter how much you tried, you couldn't locate any points for what you needed. It was as if the roots Chamber sliced stripped you away of your powers completely.
Yoru held your chin and noticed the tinge of blue that painted your lips. That wasn't to mention how deathly pale you were, even more than you naturally were.
‎ 
"You're losing too much blood."
‎ 
You weakly shoved his hand away.
‎ 
"Don't do that..."
‎ 
Yoru rolled his eyes. And since you forgot who you were dealing with, you were to pay the price. He slipped a hand under your legs and one behind your back, exploiting your weakened state to easily lift you in his arms.
‎ 
"Get‎– let me go!"
‎ 
You tried to push him away whilst he moved back, to no avail. And just moving your good arm left you exhausted. Combined with the sudden aching that overtook your right one, it felt like you were stabbing yourself from the inside over and over.So you rested your head on his shoulder and let him take you... 
...
Where was he going again...?
‎ 
"You, you wouldn't let anyone do this to you..."
‎ 
"I wouldn't have used my abilities out in the open‎–"
‎ 
He snapped back, before he caught himself and cleared his throat.
‎ 
"I'm... sorry. You're right, I wouldn't."
‎ 
Yoru sighed. Then, completely unprompted, he let out a whispered cuss under his breath.
‎ 
"I should've taken the chance when I had it."
‎ 
"Huh...?"
‎ 
"Nevermind."
‎ 
You felt the hot afternoon sun shine upon you once Yoru moved through the doorway, before he stopped out of nowhere. You took it upon yourself to lift your heavy eyelids and look at what was in front of you.
The wreckage from A went through the teleporter, enough to block the entrance to the fight. And it was as if Yoru knew what ran through your mind just by the way your foot twitched.
‎ 
"We'll be fine."
‎ 
You heard a bullet whizz by each of you from behind. Luckily, Yoru dodged it and immediately moved towards the rubble, allowing the walls to conceal you. He set you on the sand and took out his weapon.
‎ 
"I'll be back. Try to hold out until then, A/N."
‎ 
You quickly grabbed his sleeve.
‎ 
"Wait‎– don't, don't leave me here, let me help!"
‎ 
"I can't let you get hurt twice."
‎ 
"But Sage can bring me back, I can still‎–"
‎ 
Yoru got on one knee and held your shoulders.
‎ 
"I'm not letting you get hurt. Don't make me repeat myself."
‎ 
You stared at him for a few seconds. Despite your blurry vision and all of the noise from the fight deafening you, you could see the look in his eyes. His irises swam with vulnerability.
‎ 
"You're not giving up, huh...?"
‎ 
He stared at you and let the tense silence be your answer. But just as he went to stand up once more, you pulled him back and pressed your lips against his forehead.
‎ 
"I'm so lucky to have you."
‎ 
Yoru, stunned, simply blushed and weakly smiled.
‎ 
"I... could say the same thing."
‎ 
He caressed your cheek with his thumb, before finally standing up and digging his hand through the rift.
You closed your eyes in order to gather all of the energy that you could. And judging by the constant ringing in your ear combined with the repetitive beeping, it sounded like the spike had been planted. You put your left hand on the nearby stack of crates, helping yourself up. The omamori on your Bulldog caught your eye, its green colour shining brilliantly against the dullness that surrounded you. It almost worked in pulling you out of your dizzy state.
Your eyes locked on the rubble whilst you caught your breath. There must be a way to get through this. But how? Your roots were sliced from within.
You held out your incredibly shaky arm towards the entrance and took a deep breath in an effort to calm down and outline exactly what remained. Scent couldn't be produced and you couldn't squash anything either. That left you with… You perked up once you noticed one single root that was still connected.
The bomb. The bomb was still there!
It wasn't much, but you had to get creative with it. You took a few steps back and leaned on the wall, aiming towards the rubble. Then, you shot.
‎ 
A burst of sundew immediately stuck to it like ducklings to their mother. You then rushed to grab it with both hands, and, despite the ever increasing pain, you pulled on it as hard as you could. The sundew refused to let go. In fact, it stuck to it even more, which pulled the rubble with it. And the more you struggled, the more it held on.
The next thing you knew, you were on the ground once you'd finally pulled out the massive brick the sundew was attached to. This set off a domino effect.
You grabbed the Bulldog and rushed behind cover as the wreckage began to tumble over. Sand upon sand covered the air and the noise from this move split your ears for what felt like minutes.
Then... silence. The dust had settled.
You weakly clutched your Bulldog and leaned on the wall whilst you walked to the now-clear entrance.
‎ 
The fight could be seen through the open window. And so could the spike, surrounded by fire and being defused by Phoenix. The rest were clearly holding off someone in garden alongside Yoru who was behind them. He was only halfway through, and there were only a few seconds before the bomb would go off, judging by the black aura and the unnatural impact it had on the area around it. Victory should be guaranteed...
But that was until you noticed Sova near the doorway who aimed his bow and arrow, ready to shoot a dart. One dart, stall them and that would give the bomb the time it needed to explode. They didn't see him. It seems like he didn't see you, either.
Before he let go, you took aim and immediately began shooting, the bullets rapidly digging through him. It took only one more for you to take his life.
The Englishman immediately met your gaze and said something with a wave of his hand, but his words fell on deaf ears since all you could hear was the pounding of your heart. You huffed and stood up, taking a few steps back to lean against a nearby wall. The Bulldog fell out of your grip, and the omamori's gentle green colour was defiled with the trail of blood that continuously seeped out of you.
Then, it all went dark.
‎ 
❤ฺ·。
‎ 
You awoke from your deep slumber with not only a raging headache, but with an arm so sore it felt like it was only one wrong more away from melting off of your shoulder. Almost completely driven by instinct, you immediately sat up and clutched your head, a gentle voice adjacent to you immediately reacting to such a move.
‎ 
"Oh, A/N, try not to move too fast–!"
‎ 
The pain set in just as Sage held your shoulders, and you mumbled an 'ow'. It felt like the blood inside your body was swirling and sloshing inside you as it got used to the sudden movement.
‎ 
"Ah, really...? I turned my back on you for one second..."
‎ 
"Sorry... First mission, and stuff."
‎ 
"Don't start with that, you did great! Two kills on your first mission is something to be proud about!"
‎ 
You ran your fingers through your hair and began gently rubbing your head, the ringing in your ear slowly dissipating. It took you a moment to comprehend what she said. But once she did, guilt quickly set in.
‎ 
"Thanks... Yo, I wasn't too bothersome to revive, was I?"
‎ 
"Revive? No, you didn't die, you didn't die at all! You've been out for two hours, you actually survived!" 
‎ 
You didn't believe her, despite the wide grin on her face. Probably trying to save you the embarrassment of dying on your first mission.
‎ 
"Totally..."
‎ 
"I'm not joking!" she smiled tenderly and clasped both hands together, "Ah, I– I know this sounds hard to believe, but you truly did."
‎ 
"Let me get this straight, you're saying Chamber tore all my roots and I survived?"
‎ 
"Not just your roots, A/N; he tore a few of your arteries as well and you still made it! It was miraculous!"
‎ 
She placed a finger on her chin once a new piece of information popped up.
‎ 
"Now that I think about it, theoretically, you should have passed out thirty seconds afterwards. Hypotension is no joke."
‎ 
You paused once you caught something from the corner of your eye. On a nearby counter right next to the sink was your trusty little Bulldog, the familiar omamori still tied to it. Unfortunately, it was soaked in blood. And you swore you could see that it was torn, as well.
Huh...
‎ 
"Really...? Maybe my luck's really turning over this time."
‎ 
"Possibly. On another note, if this happens again, I might have to put 'durable' in your files."
‎ 
She winked playfully.
‎ 
"Seriously? Wait, no, Brimstone might–"
‎ 
You heard two knocks before the door behind you swung open, revealing two very familiar silhouettes. Neon and Yoru solemnly stood near the doorway, a serious expression very unnatural for your Filipino friend to have.
But once she noticed that you were awake, her eyes glimmered with an abundance of joy.
‎ 
"A/N!"
‎ 
Uh oh.
Before you could prepare yourself, you were already pulled into a hug that put all the aching in your arm to shame. She hugged you even tighter (and knocked the air out of you for good measure) before finally pulling away.
‎ 
"A/N, you're alive!"
‎ 
"I'll... leave you three to talk. Erm, Neon?"
‎ 
"Huh?"
‎ 
"Brimstone?"
‎ 
"Wha– oh! Oh come on, she just woke up! Can't you tell him to give me a few minutes, at least?"
‎ 
Sage sheepishly smiled, both hands behind her back.
‎ 
"I'm sorry... This'll take just a few seconds, okay?"
‎ 
With a loud groan, Neon decided to follow the healer with an immense amount of reluctance. But you couldn't let her go without some reassurance.
‎ 
"I'll catch you later, Neon!"
‎ 
"I know you will!"
‎ 
The door slammed shut and they disappeared. You wanted to ask Yoru what that was all about; but you had a much better idea in mind.
‎ 
"I– I wanted to–"
‎ 
Just as Yoru looked back, he found himself pulled into another embrace. This one, however, didn't cause him immense pain.
‎ 
"Missed you."
‎ 
You mumbled. And to say Yoru was speechless would be a vast understatement. His mind drew blanks at such a sudden move, despite it not being the first time. And all he could really do in response was put one hand on your back.
‎ 
"You... Um, you had me worried back there, you know?"
‎ 
The words mindlessly escaped his mouth, but he didn't really do much to stop it.
‎ 
"Really?"
‎ 
"Yeah..."
‎ 
He quickly cleared his throat before he continued.
‎ 
"Don't take this the wrong way, but I'm impressed you got Sova. I don't know how you got through the rubble."
‎ 
You pulled away with an unamused expression.
‎ 
"I– I thought you died back there."
‎ 
"You need to expect more from me, dummy."
‎ 
He blushed and rolled his eyes.
‎ 
"I said don't take this the wrong way, 'dummy'."
‎ 
You glanced at the omamori on the counter behind him, but promptly looked back so that he wouldn't catch on.
‎ 
"So, uh, speaking of dying... Where do you get omamoris again? Shrines?"
‎ 
"Yeah."
‎ 
"Are you going there any time soon?"
‎ 
You tried to be discreet about it, but somehow, he still caught on and looked back to see what your eyes kept darting to. And he saw your weapon, the omamori you spoke of gently resting on top of it.
‎ 
"Huh, it's torn?"
‎ 
"Yeah."
‎ 
A meek smile forced itself on your lips as he walked towards the Bulldog and picked it up. Damp with your own coagulated blood, and torn open just as you thought.
‎ 
"Sorry about that."
‎ 
"What do you mean? It's a good thing."
‎ 
Despite scrutinising it, Yoru didn't sound as bothered as you did. In fact, he sounded pleased.
‎ 
"This means it did its job."
‎ 
You perked up at this, but you caught yourself before you did anything impulsive.
‎ 
"So... remember when you mentioned dinner?"
‎ 
"Totally. You said no."
‎ 
Yoru nervously cleared his throat.
‎ 
"Yeah, I, um, I remember. And I don't want to miss my chance this time."
‎ 
"Miss your chance?"
‎ 
"I don't like it when people get all up in my business. But you know what?" He pulled you close by the waist. "Maybe it's not so bad when you do it."
‎ 
You snickered.
‎ 
"You're just saying that because I almost died."
‎ 
A mischievous smile painted his previously callous features. No matter how much he tried, flirting just wasn't Yoru's thing. That much you could tell. But teasing definitely was.
‎ 
"Fine, guess I'll ask Sage to join me for the date I had in mind."
‎ 
The word 'date' immediately snatched your attention.
‎ 
"Wait. Okay, fine, let's hear it. What's the idea?"
‎ 
"Hanami's coming up and... I haven't celebrated with another person in a while. Wanna join me?"
‎ 
Hanami? That's right, it was the first of May; the trees must've bloomed already, and the celebration must've started. You beamed at this and completely disregarded your sore arm.
‎ 
"Is it just the two of us?"
‎ 
"Tch, yeah. I have a good spot booked and everything. There's this one old lady that sells the best dango, I'm thinking of going to her again this year. If, um, again, you don't have to, but–"
‎ 
You gently elbowed him with your good arm. Even then, he could barely feel the pain you intended him to feel.
‎ 
"Don't say that, yes I am. We're going. Where's the spot?"
‎ 
"Don't you need a minute to rest?"
‎ 
You proudly gestured to yourself.
‎ 
"I'm well rested. Don't I look like it?"
‎ 
Yoru stared at you for a few seconds.
You looked dishevelled. It was natural for someone who danced with death mere hours ago, but the confidence you radiated made it look like it was just the wind after a pleasant jog up a hill. He couldn't help but agree, and that was made obvious from the slight shimmer in his usually narrow eyes.
‎ 
"If you say so."
‎ 
You moved towards him.
‎ 
"So, where's the spot?"
‎ 
"Kitanomaru park–"
‎ 
The words were lodged in his throat once you took his hand in yours, pulling him out of the patient room and into the hallways. If you keep walking down this hallway, you'll eventually pass by someone who'll see you both like this. But he worked to convince himself that he didn't really mind...
You met his gaze with a warm smile, before pulling him close to you.
‎ 
"That sounds amazing."
‎ 
Just the thought of spending the day with Yoru on that river sounded like some kind of paradise only few would achieve. Fortunately, you were one of the 'few', and you were about to enjoy it as much as possible.
You knew what that day would entail, and you were ready for it.
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(Updated March 15, 2023) I always get asked what mods I use, & I plan on making a mods showcase on majority of these mods/already have made a showcase on a few of these on my Tiktok @solitasims, but I don’t gatekeep😏 So, here’s my official mods list. I will update this whenever I get a new mod & this will always be available by clicking the link in my bio on Tiktok.
If I made any mistakes/you have any questions, feel free to let me know/ask.
⭐ = My personal favorites.
❌ = I no longer use the mod.
Like always, make sure you read the mod requirements & read & respect the creator’s terms of use!
Basemental Dr*gs (18+)  ⭐
Basemental Gangs (18+)  ⭐
Wicked Whims (18+)  ⭐
Extreme Violence (18+)  ⭐
Deadly Toddlers (18+) 
Hoe It Up (18+)❌
AEP P*rn*gr*phy (18+)
Sugar Baby (18+)
RedAppleNet (18+) ❌
Slice of Life
Woohoo Wellness & Pregnancy Overhaul ⭐
Go to School  ⭐❌
Kneel Anywhere
XML Injector
Andrew’s Pose Player  ⭐
Teleport Any Sim   ⭐
MC Command Center  ⭐
UI Cheats  ⭐
Passionate Romance
Life’s Drama
Fairies vs Witches  ⭐
Romantic Skygaze
Slow Dancing❌
Remove Sim from Conversation  ⭐
Bed Cuddle
Simulation Lag Fix
Simulation Unclogger
Road to Fame  ⭐
Party Anywhere
Holiday Home
Meaningful Stories
Urban Socials❌
Set Family Relationships
Realistic Childbirth ⭐
Ballroom Dance
Immersive Vampires
Mental Health
Ability to Read
KidsCanCleanBathroomStuff
KidsPlayGuitars
KidsCanWorkoutExercise
LGBT Mod  ⭐❌
Better Babies❌
Better Toddlers❌
Faster Sim Spawning
First Love
Improved Practical Spells
New Vampire Powers  ⭐
No Restaurant Bill When Invited
Send to Bed
Simda Dating
Spend Weekend With
Ultrasound Scan
Longer Parties + More Guests
Invite Any Guests To Parties
20 Sim Cap Remover
Contextual Social Interactions
Road to Romance
Funeral
Graduation❌
Prom❌
Slumber Party ❌
Baby Shower ❌
ISO Love  ⭐
Be A Burglar
Insimnia Eats❌
More Traits in CAS
Plumfruit
Lie on Lap
Tango
No Strings Attached
Mood Pack
Parenting Skill for Teens
More Away Actions  ⭐
Life Tragedies
Tattoo Shop
Education System Bundle  ⭐❌
Simflix & Chill❌
Airfryer
Toaster
Chingyu CAS Traits
Playable Pets
OMSP Shelf
T.O.O.L
More Columns in CAS  ⭐
Expandable Build/Buy
More Best Friends
Switch Streaming❌
Advanced Birth Certificate
Copy Graduation Photos & Diplomas
Restaurant Faster Cooking
Honey, What’s Cooking?❌
UI Dark Mode❌
Better Maps❌
Playful Toddler Pack (Functional Crib, Playdoh, etc.)
june 15 2022
Mario Carts❌
Functional Cars❌
Functional Ice Cream Truck❌
Food Truck❌
Funny Pranks❌
Sims 3 Romance Interactions ❌
Spring Rider
Weighed Barbell
Kids Can Paint
Mechanical Bull from The Sims 3
Take Off Shoes Animation❌
Proper Interaction
Five New Vehicles❌
Functional Garage Doors ❌
No Kids Outdoors During a Storm
Open Love Life
Fortnite Dance Mod
Doorbell
Buy Tomes on Computer
Faster Run to University
Plasma Renamed to Blood
Higher Stereo Volume
Call Over High Distance
Famous Sims Gain Followers Automatically
Flower Arrangements Slower Decay
Fan Stans Only Homeless Sims
No Celeb Outfit Copying
Functional Toddler Makeup Kit
Teens Can Buy Lottery Tickets
Umbrella Auto Opens on Rainy Days Only
Sack Lunch Into Inventory
Vampires No Cold Breath
Less Idle Animation
Child Slow Dance
Ballet Barre
Pillow Talk After Woohoo
Double Cheek Kiss
Flying Broom
Personality Please!
Prefer Leftovers
Allow Stoves on University Lots
august 14 2022
Skate Everywhere
Smore Options
Photographic Memory
Time Out
High School Years More Classmates
Adult Life ❌
Explore
Let’s Get Fit
Better Exceptions
Toddlers Can Use Activity Table
Slide Into Your Mods
Andrew’s Studio Effect Player⭐
september 17 2022
Wicked Whims Inappropriate Unlock (18+)
Functional Photo Frames
Calendar Tweaks
No High School Situation Outfit
TS2 CAS Background
Stop Change Phone Color Obsession ❌
Bonehilda Loading Screen ❌
Phone Animation For Teens Only
Hopes & Fears Mod (Wants & Fears Overhaul)
Teenage Interaction Reactions
All Worlds Are Residential
Self-Soothing Toddlers
Leave Me Alone About Early Graduation
Armageddon
Color Picker (Color Wheel) ❌
Agnes Crumplebottom Loading Screen ❌
october 19 2022
Functional Personal Care Products
Twister ❌
Patty Cake
Drama
More Restaurant Options ❌
Functional Spiral Staircase ❌
Social Bunny Overhaul
Dance Override
november 13 2022
Don’t Wash Dishes Where You Angry Poop
Ink For Yourself Memory Keeper (Customizable Journal)
Fantastical Play Rug + Tent
Functional Bar Cart
Run Here
Lemonade Stand
Walk in Style
Interactions From The Past
Resorts and Hotels
Nursery Playroom Set
Customizable Graves
Little Chef’s Toy Kitchen
Scent To Be Oil Diffuser
december 17 2022
Memory Panel
Online Homework
Less Intrusive Sims
Can I Come Over?
Social Activities
january 12 2023
Carry & Kiss
Perfumery
Grannie’s Cookbook
Cookbook S&S
Auto Zodiacs
Playable Harp
Cutting Board Override
Cute Romance
Functional Sleeping Bags
Always Towel After Shower
Hopscotch
My Grocery Shopping List
Obsessed Teen❌
february 13 2023
Bouncy Boobs (18+)
Hot Chocolate Machine
Functional Airpods Max
Education System
Family Portraits
Functional Wine
Kids Can Cook
Story Progression Viewer
Greetings
Auto Repair
School Holidays
Online Learning System
Simoleonz Online Jobs
Indoor Dog Potty Mats
Phone UI Overhaul
Waffle Maker
Selfie Override
Nectar Maker
Functional Perfume and Sunblock
Functional DDR Machine
Custom Food Interactions
Functional Perfumes
Crafting Enabler
march 15 2023
Thee Salad Bowl
Werewolf Tail
TS3 Time Controls Sound Effect ⭐
TS3 Pie Menu Sound Effect ⭐
TS3 Wants Sound Effect ⭐
Edit Lights in Build Mode
Color Sliders
Better Build Buy
School Food Tray Replacement
Healthcare Redux
Don’t Prep Food Where You Angry Poop
Call Anytime + Relationship 
Smarter Baby Care
More Traumatic Divorce For Children
Keep Instruments in Inventory
Set Filters on Paintings by Reference
Piano Play Regency Era Music
Sit on Ground
Functional Perfume Bottles
Custom Food Interactions
Smoothie Blender
More Kisses ⭐
More Traits
Country Club
100 Social Interactions ⭐
Mean Interactions No Impact ⭐
Music Lessons
Autonomous Proposals
Active Lawyer Career
Immersive Social Bunny
No Constant Phone
Control Any Sim ⭐
Unlock Door For Chosen Sims
Functional Lotion
Expanded Mermaids
Beach Yoga
Cool Pools CC
Beer Barrels
Drink Platter ⭐
Stand Still in CAS
Higher Acting Gigs and Royalty Payouts
Soulmates
Archery
Ask to Cook/Bake/Grill
Ask to Go For a Walk and More
Ask to Upgrade
Auto Pay Bills PC
Auto Repair
Auto Upgrade
Better Autonomous Homework
Go For a Walk
Kids Walk Dogs
No Auto Grab Food After Cooking
Romantic Massage
Auto Check Toddler Tweaks
Less Ping Pong With
Transfer Inventory
Science Baby Tweaks
Pole Dance
No Empty Venues When Arriving
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