#Idk what to do at this point

[pawl3ss]

No cuz should I keep making more art or more memes???

#shitpost again #idk what to post #cuphead #art? #pawl3ss #cddwtd #memes #art #idk what to do at this point #people love my memes so much like omg #but idk if i should keep making art at this point #like #🤷 #anyway #pawless zklej pizde

[thesamoanqueen]

If even for this Christmas I wake up and dont find my 6'3" samoan underneath the tree I riot.

#idk what to do at this point #I've been a good girl now what?! #roman reigns

[funnyfoxsimp]

Ya I got nothing for now. BUT I PROMISE TO DRAW SOMETHING FOR Y'ALL!

Three random goofy screenshots of him

#undead andy #undead unluck andy #goofy andy #andy undead unluck #andy #udul #udul spoilers #uu #uu spoilers #undead unluck spoilers #undead unluck #idk what to do at this point

[thethirdpapa]

🌿 I don't know what being alive feels like.

A rather vent poem for Palestine bc the pain and despair is eating me alive.

It will never be enough. Will it?

Will there ever be enough screaming to wake up the governments to take action

To make the blood stop flowing?

To stop making the streets flood with tears of the innocent.?

There will never be enough noise. Will it?

I gave up my sun two months ago and my eyes bleed so red as the fury that has destroyed my heart.

I didn't allow myself to be happy. They don't get to. Why should I.

Despite the drowning, I still try to help others from drowning. I do everything. I give my lungs away. My oxygen mask. And if I could, my soul

I don't care if I die. I was never that important anyway.

I atleast want to die knowing I helped Gaza become a kind world again

If it helps. Bury me and build on my corpse.

I am not made to life anyway.

Please, children of Gaza. Take my soul and share it with the others. Take my life instead.

I allow you to. You don't even need to ask.

Take my already wasted life

It was never enough anyway. As the fire eats me I try to save the world from its flames.

I don't care if it burns me. I am already burnt out. Im used to hurting. To a point I accepted it.

But that would've stop me from trying to make a change. Even if it kills me.

I know. Depressing. But idgaf.

Remember to speak up.

#free palestine #free palestine 🇵🇸 #palestine #free gaza #strikeforgaza #strike for palestine #Strike for Gaza #TW vent #TW suicide mention #TW suicidal ideation #TW depression #Vent #Suicidal #GOSH. #Idk what to do at this point #I feel so close to just end it all bc of the despair.

[marketa]

my thesis supervisor just told me he’s skeptical about the only part i actually thought i could use in the thesis…. man like i know it’s on me that i started too late to realize the topic is not rly doable but this actually just made my heart sink a little… i wanna change the topic so bad but 1) i feel like it’s too late for that and 2) my supervisor apparently strongly encourages us not to change our topics

#idk what to do at this point #i’m so damn stupid #i really wonder if i have that problem with starting tasks #i forgot the name #like i’ve been telling myself every singli day since march to start doing it but i never did #even though i felt anxious all the time for not starting the research #i wish knowing that would help me #you know like there’s nothing i couldve done about it bc it’s not my fault or sth #or maybe im just thinking of excuses to not feel so damn dumb

[longeyelashedtragedy]

you know what i took for granted until post-covid?  BREATHING

#i can't breathe right #i walk 3 blocks and am like...panting #i'm a city kid! before may i could walk for forever and i walk FAST too #my work is up 2 big flights of stairs and i live in FEAR of running into a coworker on the stairs #i can barely talk and walk i def can't do stairs and talk #and even without talking at the top of the stairs i'm winded for minutes after #it's just two flights... #I just want my lungs back man #idk what to do at this point #about me

[boyfae]

trapped in the sisyphean torture loop of being able to write detailed outlines of stories i’d love to write but never being able to actually write the prose of them well

#idk what to do at this point

[naomana]

Cat still gone, I can already feel my insomnia kicking in, tomorrow I'll be ringing local vets to see if anybody brought deceased cat and I'm already fearing the answer

#Idk what to do at this point #I spend the past 30 minjtes running in dark in our not so safe neighbourhood #Already been catcalled by one of our druggy neighbours #And still nothing #I just feel like dying #My poor baby </3

[junkartie]

Ive said it once and ill say it probably a hundred times more, the lack of good males in my life is really getting 2 me. Especially when one of them pop up every once in a while, seem like a decent guy, and then make sure to exhibit some of the vilest, most stomach churning behavior ive ever witnessed. It is genuinely not to sound dramatic, i have not met one man who doesn’t say/do the vilest shit ever or doesnt defend one of his “homeboys” who does. Shit man. I know all of them arent like this but at this point its such a minority that straight up i dont interact with any man ever. Ive given up 😎👍

#my one friend who had a decent bf getting treated like absolute dogshit has rlly gotten 2 me #death to him #idk what to do at this point #are all of them pedos/misogynists/abusers? probably not #but too fucking many are. what the fuck man. #dont come at me with that ‘’ur finding the bad ones’’ i aint finding shit ive had one partner for 3 years

[the-prophecy]

Need a winter theme need a winter theme need a winter theme need a-

#i don't want to change this url #but i want to change thid url #idk what to do at this point

[furiousfinnstan]

still no response from Paypal :(

#idk what to do at this point

[downin-thevalley]

good lord. my anxiety has anxiety. it’s like a nesting doll of anxiety situation here

#shut up haley #i am on so much anxiety medication and yet #idk what to do at this point #it’s so tiring and annoying

[stateofthearcher]

i feel like a mom waiting for my daughter to come home

#and no my cat is not home yet #idk what to do at this point

[wewontbesleeping]

$630 on vet bills this time <3

#I’m soooo stressed wtf #confused abt how to pay rent but we’ll see lmao #I don’t want kids cats are expensive enough #I’m also stressed bc of the whole med schedule Alice has to be on for a few weeks now #I am sooo fucking mad at llewyn like it feels like 20% of my brain is constantly just working to keep him away from Alice #idk what to do at this point #bc if I’m not perfect 100% of the time #he attacks her #like if I look away for a second he attacks her #if I don’t latch the door tightly enough he attacks her #and he’s trying to kill her it’s not casual #and I don’t even know how to deal w the emotions I feel about it #because I kind of fucking hate this cat #but it’s not his fault I guess so idk!!!! #like it’s such a complicated relationship #yes you are trying to constantly kill my cat but you’re also just a cat #and he isn’t MY cat so there’s really nothing to do!!! #I just have to wait out the lease until I can find somewhere else #it’s just so fucking hard to constantly be ‘on’ and vigilant for attacks #like it’s sent my anxiety through the roof

[caruliaa]

staff still hasn't given me polls, what should i do?

🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their moms 69%

🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their dads 31%

grace image os i get to look at her

#edit: edited the og post to what i want but to set the record straight i edited to the post to be mathematically correct right after the #first person pointed it out which was like ten mins after i posted the og post. now fuck offf !!!!! the rest of the tags r from the og post #for some reason i feel very immature making your mom jokes about tumblr staff. which i shldnt !! #bc they suck nd they still havent given me polls. but i ig i feel imature bc it a your mom joke 😭 but still i tihnk its kinda funny #EDIT: edited the post to what i want bc yall were getting annoying . but to set the record straight i edited to post to be mathematically #also its *mum* not mom okay i am NOT !! an american . but if i say mum everyone will j be like 'omg british' like i dont know i am #anyway. i want polls please. give me the rigght to force my mutuals chose between the most inane things #also i tihnk it wld b cool for the cs weekly blog. like w each episode #i cld do a poll of like. out of five stars what do u think of this ep #and it wld b a cool thing of which eps r ppls faves #also i cld have like. whose ur fave in team red whos ur fave in acme etc #id prob just have to go with vile faculty bc theres more than 10 ppl in vile. and ppl wld kill me if i didnt include nel the ell or whoever #it wld b fun !!! #oh btw csweekly thats i thing i want to start. prob on uhhh the 11th of feb ill post abt it more but its basically #a tag/blog for watching cs one ep a time watching one ep every saturday #ya !! :3 #flappy rambles #inaccessible #ask to tag #(<- idk. just in case)

[yaolmao]

simp

#I HATE COLORING I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE #my friends bought me an Apple Pencil and omgggg I’ve never had pressure before in my life #this changes everything #I can actually put my hand down on my iPad to doodle?? #I’ve gotten so used to hovering my hand like what is going on #anyways 15!chuuya is actually amazing #I’ve made a recent discovery that I’m a lot similar to Dazai than I thought and idk how I feel about that cause he’s such a brat #ive gotten to the point that I’d actually talk to him on those character ai’s and it’s actually so embarrassing like it’s nothing #like the actual bsd dazai but I’d actually rather talk to a robot than a real person about my problems #I like kids being kids so I’m always down to draw 15!skk #chuuya nakahara #dazai Osamu #bsd #bungou stray dogs #skk #soukoku #myart #I’m gonna post and pass out now