#PANICKING SO HARD RN

[y2jiz]

⠀↷　　　　 Cause I know what you like boy　⁺　　　❀　　　❜

⠀↷　　　　　You're my chemical hype boy　⁺　　　❀　　　❜

@p-oisn | @silvrrz

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[head-hunt]

Heyyyyyyyy. Maaaaaaaan.

- @unskilledpoint

Hey.

[There's a grin on the Hunter's face. It seems they've taken a small liking to you despite also disliking you.]

Back for round two?

#the dogs are back #panicking so hard rn #i do not know how to do fight scene #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[treasureplcnet]

also quite obsessed with karl being as detached from the story as he is. there's nothing that makes him have to be the detective that has to be involved, but he unknowingly dooms himself by agreeing to work with the KYAL cult. every other detective basically deals with elias head on except weissman, who only meets him right before he kills him. like he's right when he says "by my choices" because everything that leads him to being mixed up with the mannix cult is himself. it's the gambling debts and the choice to do the dirty work for an organisation he knows nothing about. he's the only one that doesn't encounter that body doing police work and it's specifically because he's told to cover it up. he gets himself into the mess and eventually fixes it but the fact that esther always dies in the doomed timelines and he's always too late even if he starts wanting to change things ("till this child. esther.") it just makes me very ill

#sorry jane who heard this on her dms but now im posting it to tumblr cause im having a category 5 woman moment. AND ALTERNATIVELY: #i am also EXTREMELY obsessed with how its a time loop and the idea (so sorry tumblr user whose post i have lost and was inspired by) #weissman was just so fucking hard to deal with that they made sure that he was in their pockets. i just like the idea of the loop-- #--having like. fixed points that elias would need to ensure the dystopia (body is covered up/the investigation closes/etc) but #how they get there is a slightly slower process and the earliest loops were the messiest/most unpredictable #and what we see in the show itself is like. the most streamlined version over hundreds of loops and attempts #so karl specifically. lonely that he is and determined to survive. AND with a cruel streak against people he doesn't like #kept nearly blowing their operation so they began to incorporate him in it instead #there's also another tragedy in there if /esther/ is what they realise works best against him.. #just love and kindness for a girl that weissman comes to see as family and they immediately exploit it after learning during an early loop #im ignoring specific plot points here (polly seemingly panicking when esther shows up at the station) but I DO NOT CARE. #THERE'S ANGST HAPPENING RN. IM CREATING SCENARIOS TO HURT ME #now if i could write coherently this would be written as a fic but im stuck writing too long textposts #karl weissman #bodies 2023 #bodies netflix #sorry to the other detectives. weissman in particular is my babygirl who i devote most of my brainpower to #personal

[epicqtefail]

i've been so blinded by the dirty nasty fun in all my playthroughs over the past year i've been killing off simon for the mind-meld trauma ive been playing hank vs connor and markus vs connor for the delicious drama that i forgot how scalp-tinglingly, chest-burstingly, gonna throwupily cathartic it is to watch connor finally FINALLY rip down that wall of code, for ALL of them to escape jericho and slow-mo jump into the river,, i'm going to combust im going to eat the controller i need to make my abandoned cringe animatics immediately before i shatter into pieces

#sorry im just like a shaken coke can rn #nearly killed them all though because the R and L in R1/R2/L1/L2 dont register as right and left when im panicking #but i love playing on hard mode the QTEs are so silly

[dandyshucks]

everyone pray for me that i did not just give myself food poisoning (;･∀･)

#i may have made a bad decision with the meat i cooked shdjdkl BUT I THINK IT'LL BE FINE #it was past the date on the packaging but it didnt smell or look or feel off at all so . i decided to risk it #and now im panicking bc i think perhaps that was actually rly stupid fhdkdl #but it was. so much money. i had no idea the date was so soon on the package when i got it from mum #I would've frozen it if I'd known dhdksl i should've looked #alas !!! i think it'll be fine tbh bc it genuinely did not seem spoiled at all so ... now we just pray #i had a fairly small serving of it and I'll see how i feel to figure out if the rest of it is safe to eat or not #im just fhdjdkl crying a little rn bc the past two days have been so awful and im so tired #i rly dont want to get sick on top of everything else going on #i would like one thing to go well fjdkdl just like. one thing. this feels like divine punishment for having the old lady group go so well #im just kind of losing my mind rn i think actually fhfkdl i have a therapy/counseling appt on monday though so we'll see if that helps #i do not have high hopes fjfkdl #MANNNN. can the universe give me a break PLEASE. I've been trying so hard the past three weeks to do well 😭😭 #im putting in so much work and effort fhdksl can i PLEASE have this one thing go okay djdksl i do not want to get sick !!! #if i do get sick then im just. hhhhh. idk djdkdl it's just one more thing to add to my pile of Bad ig djdkdl what can ya do djdkdl #i am going to pull myself together and stop crying and go play stardew maybe idk fjdkdl i feel like im starting to crack a little bit #augh. augh. i would love to catch a break djdkdl #dandy.cmd #vent //

[tortiefrancis]

God im having panic attack over panic attack lately and grounding is making it worse pls make it stop

#vent tw #vent #im panicking so hard rn #a headmate is trying to help but it isnr helping

[cagcd]

      "I have heard mentions of reptiles being kept in enclosed containers. Are they considered to be that dangerous to Earthrealmers?"

        ❛❛   What ?   No,   nothing like that it's just                  ❜❜        he comes to a halt,   fortunate to have stopped his big mouth from running too far and upsetting his new friend and teammate in the process.   He had such a hopeful look on his features,   a sense of wonder and pride in his kind despite him being forced to be an outcast by them.   But reptiles in Earthrealm were different,   so vastly different,   those little creatures were not as sentient or large,   mostly pets some kids would insist to have and forget to feed.   Johnny grimaced at the thought.   Hazel hues averting from the other as if hoping someone else would come to the rescue,   no luck,   he's the one who's always going on about how amazing his own world is,   of course he's the first one Syzoth would come to.

        ❛❛                   It's just that they're not only dangerous,   but extremely dangerous,   heh,   deadly even.   ❜❜        crocodiles maybe,   but not tiny lizards.        ❛❛   But see,   they're not prisoners or anything,   we give them a home with something close to their eco system,   they're just chilling really.   Besides,   we have some sort of an alliance going,   y'know,   like what we have now !   They guard our grounds from unwanted guests like the big and ugly insects,   I mean,   you should see how big they are in Australia,   oof,   yeah,   don't wanna mess with that.   ❜❜        he shook his head,   agreeing with himself.   Note to self :   don't take Syzoth to a pet store.

@toxicjaw // *laughs in stressed*

#toxicjaw #☆.⠀⠀⠀here's johnny⠀⠀⠀⎯⎯⎯⠀⠀⠀⠀(⠀answered !⠀) #// HE'S PANICKING SO HARD RN KFHGKFL

[a-hopeless-individual]

y’all playing project sekai when you’re about to start your period is a recipe for disaster especially if one of the ingredients is an inclination to bite things when angry because glass screens and human teeth do not mix very well and so I’m sure you can imagine the sudden dread that hit me and snapped me out of my blind rage when I heard a little “pop” upon failing to just bite the case and accidentally straight-up giving the screen the hydraulic press treatment with my pearly whites, leaving a hearty crack at the bottom that branches out across half of the screen like a banyan tree with a little circular portion at the site of the assault where the colors are all distorted

#project sekai #project sekai colorful stage #rythm game #gamer rage #I just cried for like 10 minutes #and I called my mom because she’d just left the house to go run some errands #and she literally didn’t even know how to comfort me in this situation #but I was mostly just calling her to tell her I felt bad #she wasn’t really mad just disappointed that she had to tell her 18-year-old daughter not to bite glass #I was already agitated because of the new arknights event #because the civilians are fucking dumbasses and if they decide to run around panicking and fall in a hole that’s their fault #literally euthanizing themselves to be free of their stupidity like why do I get penalized for that #as if the enemies weren’t stressing me out enough #and then I got a notification about the new project sekai banner being released #which I’ve been eagerly waiting for because I would sell my soul for that mafuyu card #4 ten-pulls and it gave me 2 4-stars that weren’t even any of the featured ones #so I angrily started grinding unplayed songs for more pulls #and I finally just snapped when it wouldn’t register my taps on a literal hard difficulty song #like this bitch is an 18 are you fucking serious rn #and thus the desire to inflict pain on the evil rectangular sabotaging piece of shit in my hands grew too strong #the fact that I wanted the card with a cracked glass effect and ended up cracking the glass of my screen is literally insane #like I’m pissed but astounded by the irony #the world really said ‘‘don’t worry bestie you’ll get your broken glass effect’’ #also I woke up thinking today was friday only to find out that it’s not #so the frieren episode I was so ready to watch wasn’t even out #I’ve only been up for like 3 or 4 hours and the day is going horribly #hell hath no fury

[savefrog]

me: okay we need to clean

stupid brain: i dont want to clean i only want to look at fish

me: if we clean we can get more fish

stupid brain: GO GO GO LETS CLEAN LETS GO

#petco has their tank sale rn... #got a 10 gal for a betta and a 20 long for an eventual river setup with hillstream loachies #i have a 10 gal in backup already but its got so much crust on it i think it's better off as a quarantine tank #i mean. at least if the replacement is 12$ thats like less than i bought that tank USED from a neighborhood store lol #ok wait no i think i got it for 10. but anyway. new tnak for almost the same price as an old crusty one #ive been scouring fb marketplace for used tanks and its hard finding one without some sort of drawback #anyway i listened to fish history while i cleaned im just going to use this hyperfixation to my advantage while its in the forefront #ive had aquarium hyperfixation come and go several times now so i think its safe to say itll be a recurring fixture #and therefore its safe to actually get tanks and not worry about dropping it later #this is all after a shrimp disaster...im just determined to do things better #also panicking bc i have 200000 scuds in my shrimp tank and i need something that eats them STAT #i dont mind the scuds and i dont rlly wanna just kill them but my shrimp just had a massive die off and i dont want them competing rn #my poor shrimpies ): #dont leave veggies in the tank for too long. even if they are tiny #also clean the tank BEFORE the shrimps have their babies and ur too scared to clean #also. have a backup air pump for the filter #you can see the series of events that went wrong ): #dullblogging

[feluka]

Sorry if this is weird but I just wanted to reach out. I'm so sorry to hear about how things are economically. I don't know if it's much help or a decent option, but if you ever need/want to do a fundraiser, I'd be happy to support it and I'm sure others would be too.

thank you. i'm not at that point yet and i really hope i never will be. i am really moved by your concern tho! !<3

#i think rn i'm just panicking a lot because *everyone* else is panicking a lot so it's hard to stay calm #like literally it's all anyone ever talks about here (understandably) #asks

[iron-niffler]

yknow i just LOVE how my calc 2 class is literally 85% exams :)

#ya mess up ONCE and it is Very hard to recover #like at least with matsci and physics its like 40% activities/homework so there's some wiggle room #but calc? no #im just so tired #was up super late last night finishing an essay then slept in today #woke up around 5pm and just lay there for like two hours panicking about how ill prepared i am for calc and physics finals #because of course i had spent the last four days straight and hadn't slept to study for material science #now im just tired and i just want to go home but have a buttload of slides and problems to review by 3pm #then i gotta just jump into physics which i have barely studied for as of rn #i hate my life #exams are just always brutal and with calc for me its a real hit or miss #i either get a 90+ or a 64 there is no in between #there's too much integral bullshit to remember and limit laws still just confuse me #not to mention apparently other sections got curves but mine didnt bc reasons #and by curve ofc i mean a FULL EXTRA FIVE POINTS added to each exam #like i would have loved that #but no

[jestroer]

(Hope that makes grabbing the VODs you need a bit easier on your end! <3)

It certainly will!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDD Aw it made me so happy I didn't even think about it it's so nice of you :))))))))))))))))

#im like making noises i just woke up and it's just such a nice thing of someone to do awewhtfhtdinruj #its still hard to grab vods i gotta say but it made it MUCH easier still its so helpful god #i was panicking a bit #ask reply #im so giddy rn god :)))))))))

[vampacidic]

o7 godspeed sage. get in there soldier

thanks leo im dying

#ask #leo 🌸 #i am panicking so hard rn im so bad at flirting #flirting is cool when it's a joke and i know there are no consequences to my actions #the second i know i panic and explode and die

[spade-club]

"Man ive been blurry all day, let me ground so I can eat"

*listens to weezer and stares blankly at mindless videogame*

#-unsure #oh god oh no I'm never going to eat at this rate and we cannot have that #@.@ #I just like dont know how to ground right now omg I think not taking meds last night fucked me severely #maybe last resort try to trigger midnight out?? he can deal with this shit well I think #I just hate like. having to trigger him out because its a bad experience for anyone other than him pretty much but like... #if it means we get to do the body things we have to do then idk maybe its worth it #idkidkidk I am just. panicking so hard rn #and I cant take my meds still until I eat or it'll hurt so @.@ I have to cook.

[mymadmedleyw]

-(totally unrelated-to-everything-that-are-going-on) real-life situation but I am freaking out, so irl rant-

Wish me luck! 🍀

Tomorrow morning I'll have a talking with the institution I'd like to study from February. And I'm totally panicking right now.

(And I really hope the administrational site for my application won't be glitchy - the deadline for everything is midnight. I uploaded every necessary document which I have in my possession but the page still says those are 'under processing'. - which about I have a constant 'mild' panic and I couldn't sleep at all.)

Anyway, just now, trying to figure out what they will ask tomorrow from me, I wrote a little draft about my related knowledge and experience in the field that my hoped studies are. I tried to seem wise with the wordings but damn, writing anything more serious is much more harder than writing fics - where I rarely care about to be seemed smart.

Good thing is though, that writing in English and having half of my thoughts in English by now (due to writing fics through the past few years) meant help, but still. This is much more different now!

I'm freaking out. This is what I want. And this is what I want since I finished my BSc studies last year. But I am so scared about it right now when finally MSc is an armreach away. I'm excited but at the same time damn scared.

(Sorry, I had to let this out...)

Once I'll have that talk tomorrow, and once the administration is done too, everything depends on the other candidates and on their points. I don't dare to say that everything is a straight path from there but people are not really that masochistic to learn Master's Finance in a foreign (2nd) language... So, (I hope) that I don't have to much to worry about since that point.

But I am panicking now and I fear to have a panic attack about it. Just imagine the green light: once, I am in, I have to give my 100%+ focus on my studies to understand it, then, during the last semesters write a thesis in English. No wonder I'm panicking...

This is my dream for a while, but still. What the hell!

#this is ignorable but im really panicking and being afraid and I need to scream #and need to know that everything will be fine #i wouldnt be able to take another situation in what it turns out my application is not valid - again #i wouldn't be able to take it again so 🤞🤞🤞 #and I know that hard stuff start from actually studying but still #i swear ill cry during my first class in happiness if i get in #i know ill shed tears so ugly that it would be awkward... #im damn afraid right now #im reading the topics to prepare for the talk tomorrow and i could scratch my screen because i so want to learn these beautiful things #im surely not normal by being obsessed over finance analysing systems and accounting #...but id love it so much! like crazily! 🍀 #i even blink toward doing cfa - which is even a higher level but still im considering it rn

[saturnmoonx]

so I shared a story on insta about me using she/he/they pronouns and none of my close friends has said anything,,, is it a bad or a good thing?

#nonbinary #lgbtq community #demigirl #demigender #help lol #im panicking #i don't want them to make a big deal out of this but #is this a 'i knew this was coming and im okay with it' type of silence or is it a 'fuck that im judging you so hard rn' type of silence ???