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deadlycupid · 1 year

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Young Master

cw: talk about suicide attempt

This scene heavily talks about Tommy’s past and his bond with David, if the cw mentioned triggers you or makes you uncomfortable pls skip this or read it with caution!

“David Emilio, the boy who saved my son’s life.” Tristyn announced to the room. There wasn’t a big audience, only David and his parents, a few servants and knights, Tommy’s parents and his grandma that stood beside his throne holding onto his bruised hand, and yet it felt like an important ceremony.

But Tommy guessed in a way it was, after all he had survived the devil’s drop, something no one had done before, and it was all thanks to the petite boy with the shining blue eyes, now one of them covered by a white patch, who currently hid behind his father, George, the servant closest to Tommy’s family.

Thus Tommy was no stranger to the other boy. Tommy was a year older but that didn’t stop them from occasionally playing in the court yard together or telling each other stories while Tommy once again hid from his family’s duties. They had met countless of times, either on their own accounts or because of the pre school lessons Juana, David’s mom, gave Tommy.

They had a bond so pure and kind, that Tommy felt bad that David had to witness his misery. He felt bad that David had to be the one to save him, that he had shown weakness where he should have been strong, that he had let his emotions control him which had let him to such desperate decisions.

“Step forward, David.” Tristyn said.

David let go of his fathers hand but didn’t move, not until his mother placed her hand on her son’s back and with a smile pushed him gently.

“You hold all our gratitude and we are in your dept. If there is anything you wish for, name it and it shall be yours.” Roxana pleaded as she got off of her own throne to meet David at the bottom of the few stairs.

“You saved my son, David.” Roxana muttered. “I don’t know how to thank you for that.”

Tommy adverted his eyes. He felt bad for the terrors he made his parents go through. But he was also mad that they didn’t seem to understand what had pushed Tommy to take the fall. They had said it was family business that Tristyn would tend to and that they didn’t need to make a big fuss about. And yet they threw this ceremony for David.

David, the boy who waited for Tommy to talk first. The boy who taught him how to fold laundry and how to wash dishes.

David, a kinder demon than the underworld deserved, because even though his skin was like the half shadows in the corners of the light, he still shown the brights.

David was always gentle and patient with Tommy and waited for him when Tommy needed more time to catch up with a thought or idea.

David was his light in this dark world.

David was his anchor.

And Tommy kind of wanted to live, for him.

Tommy detangled his hand from his grandmother’s and groaning, he stood up.

“Tommy-“ She started but he cut her of with a short hand motion.

Tommy had no memory of how David had saved him, he was pretty sure that he had already jumped when he had heard David’s voice, so the bruises all over his body weren’t a surprise.

But with every single sting Tommy felt he hoped that David hadn’t taken any harm more harm than him. That the wound on his eye now covered by an eye patch was the only wound he carried. Tommy would hate himself for hurting him. He couldn’t bear the thought that Tommy had caused him pain because of his selfish actions.

When Tommy finally stood somewhat up right he cleared his throat, immediately all eyes were on him.

“I want to talk to David.” His voice was hoarse and didn’t carry as much authenticity as his fathers. Therefor he added, emphatically: “Alone.”

The servants and knights looked to his father and when he nodded they all bowed and left the room. Next were David’s parents, who hugged him and whispered their goodbyes.

Roxana helped her mother out of the room when Tommy’s dad turned to him. “Are you sure about this?”

Tommy nodded his head firmly. “Yes, sir. I want to thank him on my own. With no one to hear.”

Tristyn stared at his son for a long time, it seemed like he wanted to say something but then decided against it, instead he patted Tommy’s shoulder firmly and then left the room, too.

It was silent in the throne room them and Tommy sighed. That had been all he had wanted from the beginning. Silence.

Tommy hobbled down the steps with difficulty, his eyes fixated on David. He had to pause at the end of the stairs, every step cost him energy he didn’t have.

David had watched him the whole time, his hands folded in front of him, but Tommy could still see how he nervously played with his thumb. David stood there like a ghost who had lost his way, confused and unbeknown how he got here.

“David.” Tommy mumbled, his voice gave out on him but he didn’t care that much now that it was only the two of them.

As if David’s name had evoked something in him he came over to Tommy and fell to his knees.

“Young Master.” David said, his voice low and full of concern. He reached for Tommy’s had and kissed the ruby on the ring around Tommy’s thumb. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.”

David’s lips touched Tommy’s knuckles and moved over every bruise Tommy carried there.

“I should have gotten to you sooner.”

The touch was gentle but Tommy felt David’s tears on the back of his hand, where they fell onto and in cold rivers run down to his finger, too and it broke something in him.

David shouldn’t be the one kneeling in front of him. Tommy should kneel in front of David. Tommy had no right to place himself higher than this boy, who had given everything to save him. Tommy was no better demon than him and he wouldn’t let his status define that.

Only when Tommy had learned what it meant to be grateful and brave, what it meant to be self assured but not egoistic, would he place himself equal to David, who had already learned to be all of that. But until then Tommy should be the one on his knees, looking up at David and let him be his guidance.

“Stand up.” Tommy whispered.

“I can’t, Young Master.”

Upon hearing that Tommy sank to his own knees, being eye to eye with David. He held onto David’s hands, painted soothing patterns into the back of them, when he added.

“Don’t call me that and don’t kneel in front of me. Not anymore.”

David looked up then.

“You are more than a friend to me, David. You are my brother. The flame burning next to my own. The rules and boundaries do not belong to you anymore. Do you understand?”

David gasped muffled, but nodded his head.

“I understand, Young- Tommy.”

“Good.”

Tommy leaned forward then, to press a light kiss on David’s temple before wrapping his arms around him to intertwine them in a warm and comforting hug.

David, his friend, his brother, his reason to learn to become better.

David, the boy who inspired him to live.

The boy, whose flame burned so bright that Tommy had enough warmth to light his own up once more.

For all eternity.

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tonyandbree · 1 year

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space-x-cowgirl · 4 years

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Y’all are gonna hate me for this part 2.

226. Wish you were the opposite sex: No.

227. Caught someone doing something: Yes.

228. Played a game that removes clothing: No.

229. Cried during a movie: Yes.

230. Cried over someone: Yes.

231. Wanted to hook up with a friend: Yes.

232. Hooked up with someone you barely met: Yes.

233. Ran away from home: Yes.

234. Cheated on a test: Yes.

Section Twelve: Would you

235. Bungee jump: No.

236. Sky dive: No.

237. Swim with dolphins: Yes.

238. Steal a friend's bf or gf: No.

239. Try to be the opposite sex: No.

240. Lie to the police: No.

241. Run from the police: Maybe.

242. Lie to your parents: No.

243. Backstab a friend for your own well being: No.

244. Be an exotic dancer:Maybe.

245. NQ- Kill the president: No.

Section Thirteen: Are you

246. Shy: Yes.

247. Loud: Yes.

248. Nice: Yes.

249: Outgoing:.No.

250: Quiet: Sometimes.

251. Mean: I can be.

252. Emotional: Wxtremely.

253. Sensitive: Very.

254. Gay: Half.

255. Strong:.No.

256. Weak: Yes.

257. Caring: Too caring.

258. Dangerous No.

259. Crazy: A little.

260. Spontaneous: No.

261. Funny: I hope.

262. Sweet: Yes.

263. Sharing:. I try.

264. Responsible: No.

265. Trustworthy: Yes.

266. Open-minded: Yes.

267. Creative: Sorta.

268. Cute:.No.

269. Slick: No

270. Smart: Kinda.

271. Dumb: A little.

272. Evil: No.

273. Ghetto: Maybe.

274. Classy: No.

275. Photogenic: No.

276. Dependable: I try to be.

277. Greedy: Sometimes.

278. Ugly: Yeah.

279. Messy: Sometimes.

280. Neat: I try.

281. Perverted: Sometimes.

282. Silly: Very.

283. A B****: Sometimes.

284. A Good Listener: Yes.

285. A Fighter: No.

286. A Party Animal: No.

287. A Game Freak: Yes.

288. A Computer Freak: No

Section Fourteen: Future

289. Dream job: Veterinary tech.

290. Dream house: Not sure.

291. Husband/Wife: Current.

292. Kids:2.

293. Names: Aela and Oliver.

294. Pets: Yes.

295. Car: Jeep Wrangler.

296. Age you would want to get married:Beofre 30.

297. Best Man/Bride's Maid: Not sure.

298. Honeymoon: Ireland.

Section Fifteen: Your friends

299. Best friend: Noah.

300. Known the longest: Elise.

301. Craziest: Not sure.

302. Loudest: Noah

303. Shyest: Me

304. Best hair: Jake

305. Best eyes: Jake

306. Best body: Idk

307. Most Athletic: Idk

308. Hot-Tempered: Craig

309. Most impatient: me

310. Shortest: Crystal

311. Tallest: Jake

312. Skinniest: Jake

313. Best singer: Jake

314. Funniest: Noah

315. Can always make you laugh: Noah or Craig

316. Wish you talked to more: Craig or Jake

317. Wish you saw more: Noah

318. Who drives you insane after a while: None

319. Who you can stay around forever and never get sick of: Noah

320. Ever lose a friend because you took it to the 'next level': Almost

321. Whose always been there when you need them: Noah

322. Who is like your family: Noah.

323. How many friends do you have?: like 4.

324. How many are really close? 1.

Section Sixteen: The last

325. Thing you ate: Nerds.

326. Thing you drank: Baja blast.

327. Thing you wore: Work uniform.

328. Thing you did: Peed.

329. Place you went: Taco Bell.

330. Thing you got pierced or tattooed:Nose.

331. Person you saw: Tristyn.

332. Person you hugged: Tristyn.

333. Person you kissed:Tristyn.

334. NQ- Person you beat to a juicy pulp:Alysha kinda.

335. Person you talked to online: Nate.

336. Person you talked to on the phone: My mom.

337. Song you heard: Selfish Machines.

338. Show you saw: Shokugeki Food Wars.

339. Time you fought with your parents: Like 2 weeks ago.

340. Time you fought with a friend: A week ago.

341. Words you said: Go sleepies and brush your teefies

Section Seventeen: Now

343. What are you eating: Mothing.

344. What are you drinking: Nothing.

345. What are you thinking: Sad thoughts.

346. What are you wearing: Pj’s.

347. What are you doing: This.

349. Hair: Down like usual.

350. Mood: Sleepy.

351. Listening to: The fan.

352. Talking to anyone: No.

353. Watching anything: No

Section Eighteen: Yes or No

354. Are you a vegetarian: No

355. Are you a carnivore: Yes.

356. Are you heterosexual: No

357. Do you like penguins: Yes

358. Do you write poetry: Yes

359. Do you see stupid people: Yes

360. You + Me: no

361. Do you like the Osbournes: Yes

362. Can you see flying pigs: no

363. Do you sleep with stuffed animals on your bed: Yes

364. Are you from Afghanistan: no

365. Is Christina Aguilera ugly: no

366. Are you a zombie: Mo

367. Am i annoying you: no

368. Do you bite your nails: Yes

369. Can you cross your eyes: no

370. Do you make your bed in the morning: no

371. Have you touched someone's private part:yes

Section Nineteen: This or That

372. Winter or Summer: summer

373. Spring or Autumn: spring

374. Shakira or Britney: Britney

375. MTV or VH1: mtv

376. Black or White: black

377. Yellow or Pink: pink

378. Football or Basketball: basketball

379. Mobile Phone or Pager: mobile phone

380. Pen or Pencil: pen

381. Cold or Hot: hot

382. Tattoos or Piercings: piercing

383. Inside or Outside: inside

384. Weed or Alcohol: weed

385. Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi

386. Tape or Glue: glue

387. McDonald's or In-n-Out: mcdonalds

Section Twenty: Opinions

388. What do you think about classical music: It’s okay.

389. About boy bands: Good.

390. About suicide: Sad.

391. About people who try to force their opinions on you: Annoying.

392. About teen pregnancy: Not horrible

393. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: married with kids hopefully

394. Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Noah

395. About gay men: they’re nice

Section Twenty-One:

396. Do you have a website: no

397. Current weather right now: cold

398. Current time: 234 AM

399. Any shout outs: no

400. Last thoughts: no

#personal

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