#also am still alive lol

[simsfromupthere]

if it were a baby, i'd name her Angst and hold her tight in my chest

#for old times sake #also am still alive lol #my stuff #yerp repost sorrey but i like it as a singular sc better 🤷‍♂️ #anyway stream I Love You Jennifer B by Jockstrap. Top 5 records from last years ong. theyre amazing #might try to reboot ts4 of my ancient laptop till i sort my desktop pc #cuz im boreeeeedddddd #my sims #simblr #ts4 simblr #maxis mix #maxismix #portrait post #ts4 cas #cas edit #cas post #ts4 edit #ts4 #sims 4 #the sims 4 #sims4 #sims #this is my 1st rough draft attempt @ making Georgia Ellery from BCNR n Jockstrap #ill tweak her w a reference pic like my Tyler Hyde sims 2 #i plan on making the rest of BCNR and the black midi dukes ™ #inclunding Isaac Wood even though he's technically a former member h #although im already imagining the absolute uphill battle to make them all #bc when it comes to making ppl from reference im nitpicky/perfectionist ash Lol #i still dunno when ill muster the strenght to boot up my laptop/update my game+mods/download waay ovedue cc i got on queue #but trust me the fact im thinking about doing it is already a big step LMFAO

[vngful]

#hello to my beloved loser followers i am still alive #i passed my midterms a few weeks ago LOL! #ALSO HAPPY HALLOWEEN HAHAH #devil may cry #dmc #vergil sparda #devil may cry 5 #dmc 5 #dante sparda #dmc memes #vergil dmc #incorrect dmc quotes #dante dmc

[portraitdelajeunefilleenfeu]

So, Alba hasn’t liked a single tweet or browsed anything on twitter in TWO YEARS AND OVER FOUR MONTHS.. NOT A SINGLE TWEET.. and she comes on and

THIS IS THE TWEET SHE CHOOSES TO LIKE??? THIS ONE. .. a video her co-worker and friend made about what it was like to kiss her… i-

@Mawica78 How the kissing scene was made. They didn't even prepared much 🫠🫠

#SaveWarriorNun #WarriorNun HYMM FOR HER

#alba baptista #kristina tonteri young #warrior nun #avatrice #sorry i know it’s been days but i am still very much HERE #i love alba so much #i know they are always in touch and all but #i hope it made her smile #and it was so cute how kristina qrt’ed that spoiler tv thing they both won just to tag her #also i need to see the other take #i wish i could’ve been meena that day lol #and kristina looks so friggin good in all of these cameos damn #alba and kristina #twitter #if you love avatrice come to twitter y’all #the fandom is really nice and friendly and we’re having a great time trying to save the show #it’s keeping the fandom so much more alive over there #1013

[crybaby-bkg]

Bakugou hates this fucking time of year. Mainly because of the cold and dreary weather, but also because of the holidays and the upcoming expectations of and from him. He’s a damn good gift giver—when he wants to be, and only because he listens, also when he wants to—but the part he hates the most about it?

Gift wrapping. It’s a damn obligation from hell. He’d rather go out and buy all the gift boxes and bags and bows and shit before he’d ever wrap a gift. Maybe he hates it because he’s not automatically good at it, maybe he hates it because it’s just fucking stupid and useless if you’re just gonna tear through the wrapping paper anyway!

But he does it, for you and only you. Only because you came home at the beginning of the month with armfuls of wrapping paper and bows and gift tags and tissue paper and—and too much red and green and white. You’re so excited, and he can’t deny how cute you look sticking your tongue out when you cut the wrapping paper around the gift you got for Mina.

He stares at the present he brought you months in advance, wonders what’s so hard about wrapping a tiny little velvet box? And discovers his hatred all over again for wrapping paper and tape and shear scissors and dumb sticky bows. But the face you make at him? When he hands you the hand wrapped gift hidden under the tree on a horrendously cold morning?

It makes him warmer inside than he cares to admit. You don’t make fun of his wrapping skills or how there’s too much tape and that one hole he made in it when he gripped it too hard. You only grin at him, tear into the gift with haste, whisper about how nice it is to get some hand wrapped from him knowing how much he hated it. But maybe—maybe he doesn’t hate it so much now. Not if it gets this reaction out of you every time.

#thought about this while I was wrapping my nieces gifts today lol #damn near CRIED!!!!! #have y’all ever had to wrap a baby alive or a fucking ARCHERY SET???? #HELLO???? #so difficult for no reason #my personal hc for me n bkg is that he hates winter like how I hate fall lol #we’re both miserable until spring comes around and then suddenly everything is okay #also is it tacky to wrap an engagement ring LOL that’s not what I pictured in the box but still I’m curious #I pictured a nice necklace or bracelet that is personal to you #like a bday gemstone or the like #BUT IS IT TACKY???? #and would u beat him up if he did that bc I think I would a little bit #alright gn I am tired and want that new mozzarella sandwich from Wendy’s #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #bakugou treats! 🍬

[theprinceandthewitch]

I'm pretty much done with TOH lol.

A braver and more energetic soul can try giving this show a constructive critique... because I will actually, wholeheartedly lose my humanity while writing out the script.

There is like... a problem this show has that permeates the whole thing: It says its going to do one thing, but then does something completely different. Like how the first two episodes of the series make you believe Luz is going to learn how her inability to separate fantasy from reality is actually inhibiting her growth as a person... only to make her a chosen one and to give her everything she ever wanted without Luz changing the way she treats people.

#TOH critical #Reaching Out is my most hated ep along with the series finale bc of how guiltrippy Luz is in RO #Oh yeah Amity i know you have a very valid reason for hating me rn bc its my fault your abusive dad found out you skipped tryouts... #...but you cant be mad at me bc my dad died on your special day. Also I am jealous of you for having an Alive Dad #even tho i know your father is a horrible person and treats you like dogshit lol. #i can never forgive them for lobotomizing Amity's character #like Luz can lie to her face repeatedly and she'll be like... this is fine im sure it wont happen again... #still crazy to me how Amity gets the female love interest treatment you see with m/f ships... how could you do this to her #i want to see the Amity who actually had a spine and was willing to kill to achieve her goals #but no she gets reduced to ''bad but sad girl''... and i start fighting and killing

[atoriv-art]

I really like your nejisasuneji fanart!I think the similarity between Neji and Sasuke in Naruto is worth exploring. Both of them come from the pupil aristocracy, and their strength is about the same (the early Byakugan and Sharingan are both very strong), and both of them are rebels. Regardless of whether it was fate or the system, both people failed in the end. Neji still failed to escape fate and became a scapegoat. Sasuke finally compromised to the old system and ran around in order to maintain the status quo. It is very appropriate to use one sentence to evaluate the two people: "Those who try to control their destiny end up being controlled by destiny."It will be interesting for the sasuneji two to help each other: Sasuke helps Neji reform the Hyuga clan and break the curse seal of the caged bird. At the same time, the reform of the Hyuga clan becomes the beginning of the reform of the old system of the ninja world. Neji, who is no longer controlled by the caged bird, becomes Sasuke's right-hand man.

yesssss this is what drew me to them! i find it very interesting they are both clan prodigies with Baggage and both come from prestigious clans no less. remember when the sharingan and byakugan were compared to each other and it meant anything ever that was FUN.

i particularly enjoy the idea of contrasting them because If I Wrote Naruto (said every naruto fan ever) this conflict of like. sasuke goes on to be the one who could Not bear to stay in konoha and then later turns against it, vs neji who stayed in konoha after being promised that things would change (and they didn't. funny that) would be something to be explored! especially after Both having been seen as Shitty, Angry Prodigies. but neji "calmed down" after being made promises that weren't kept and sasuke didn't let himself even consider falling for stuff like that (until the ending of naruto lmfao)

i'm a big fan of characters who contrast like that lol and i think the whole sharingan vs byakugan thing is a very fun backdrop to that. like dreams/illusions vs reality/truth? come on now.

people joke about it a lot i've seen, but literally if neji as a character were allowed to 1. exist in a meaningful way at all in shippuden lmfao 2. interact with sasuke, i do think it'd be an easy path for interesting interactions, because like. having to defend the village who's literally never helped you, against the guy who was also Never given any assistance or support growing up, AFTER the village made you countless promises that your life would get better when it literally did not? lol. lmao even

them teaming up is sincerely on the like top 5 best things that would happen If Naruto Made Any Sense to me to be honest i do think about it a lot.

#dojutsu drama WHEN. #anyone here like pokemon black and white. its like in pokemon black and white. truth vs ideals coming into conflict then reconciliation #adn whatnot. #the hyuga storyline actually makes me so angry because it's full of potential and yet. #like making a character like neji and NOT having his arc end with him being free of the curse mark WHILE STILL ALIVE is like. INSANE #instead him dying to achieve agency just like his dad is a GOOD THING? OKAY. I GUESS. #and hiashi going on to be painted as a Redeemed Guy when the kind of power he can wield against the other clan members is like.Unforgivable #like even having that ability even if you do not use it is Evil it's an implicit threat lol #ive made up a better version in my mind (said every naruto fan ever) so now i adore them but his canon rs with hinata also made me So mad. #also ik its just for convenience but its amusing to me to call it 'nejisasuneji' bc that shortens to nsn and like #i Cannot compete against the sns brand first of all i will die. second of all they will kill me i am but one man with a dream. #not art #enjoy hte sasuneji infodump that rotates in my brain 24/7

[elizais]

"ranpo is the smartest!" this

"fyodor is the smartest!" that

asagiri is the smartest for not showing his face considering all the shit he pulls

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #kafka asagiri #genuinely though like good for him #hes a wiser person than i am #no bcs like when ppl were theorising ab how dazai is still alive i would have been replying to each of them just to install false belief #or like fyodor being alive i feel like i would just like reply with “lol” each time #i also can't be famous i would not be able to ignore the haters #not in the sense of letting their comments get to me i would just say something even worse back #i need 2 stop talking #BYE #elizai is a yapper #this is on queue and my queue is very long atm even when i put it to 3 posts a day

[alethiometry]

for my own peace of mind i may need to stop reading r/yellowjackets jfc. in just a single post i have seen people theorize that

javi is still alive bc he found an underground hot spring / javi found civilization and saved the girls

jackie's dream actually happened bc she wouldn't have dreamed of the dead hunter

laura lee survived the plane exploding bc we never saw a body

#yellowjackets #i am BEGGING people to have some goddamn media literacy oh my god #javi never being found is the most satisfying narrative from a tragedy perspective imo #hunter guy was in jackies dream bc hes foreboding as hell and she KNEW in her last moments that she was dying #laura lee literally exploded on screen lol #like are we stupid. are we literally stupid. #also savior javi theory is so fucking dumb. doomcoming was like month 4 or 5 out of 19 #he would have needed to find civilization so fucking quick to still be alive. doesnt make sense that it would still have taken that long #to find everyone else. esp bc if search and rescue knew the area javi was found it would have significantly narrowed down the search radius #the only reason javi MIGHT still be alive AT THE TIME OF 2x01 is bc we need to continue establishing that lotties visions are believable #but i go back and forth on whether that matters bc the important thing is that she is charismatic and compassionate and inspires hope #which are a more solid groundwork for her development into a cult leader #in any case i dont think javi is going to be rescued #if im wrong ill happily eat a rabbit or whatever

[bushmonsterr]

BEEN A HOT MINUTE LOL

I AM ALIVE AND KICKING ASS AND GUESS WHOS BACK FROM LIIIIIIIIIIIIFFEEEEEEEEE

#LIFE UPDAATEEEE #GOD I MISS TAGS #ITS ONE WAY TO EXPRESS SHIT #I AM ALSO BACK IN THE UNDERTALE RABBITHOLE SO IM GONNA TRY AND DRAW THAT LOL #LIFE WAS DEFINITELY SOMETHING #STILL DOING IT #DANG I MISS TUMBLR #WHAT THE HELL IS NEW HERE #CANT BELIEVE ITS STILL ALIVE #BUT IM GONNA DO SHIT NOW #MAYBE #IDK #I JUST MISS YALL #SRRY MHA FANS IM NOT MOTIVATED ENOUGH TO DRAW ANYTHING LOL #OR ANYTHING FOR THAT MATTER #BUT THAT DOESNT MATTER IM JUST GONNA TRY AND DRAW SHIT NOW

[widevibratobitch]

anyway. it okay. im giving myself time to just be chill. im gonna start panicking when i get there. i still have 5 hours till then and rn im more preoccupied with the fact that i feel like i might be getting my period today and it better not happen on the train or ill kms and everyone on it

#i genuinely dont know if i do feel the grief #in some way for sure but also im. 1. not sure i have the right to actually feel it 2. even IF i am feeling it. its highly probable #im just repressing it and unconsciously beating it back with a stick because babygirl rn? i feel nothing #could be the shock too #but im kinda feeling worse about how im NOT feeling all that bad #cause i should. he never did anything wrong to me and i never did hate him. we just didnt get each others vibe #anyway it's so fucking unfair towards my mom. the fact that her bitch of a mother is still alive while he's dead. #i know its not her fault but i kinda hate her for being still alive lol she should have died 12 years ago #it would have been better for everyone. but nvm. i wish it was me too. my mom doesnt fucking deserve that ffs

[ferberus-skull]

quick sketch of Renwick (he/they), the not-cat nestor gave me today :]

#not fr #pce #pixel cat's end #my art #sketch #pce: renwick #i've only had renwick for about 5 hours but i am Obsessed with him #he's the world's biggest gothic literature enthusiast <3 #also hi. i'm alive lol #just not being very active rn. i am. So Tired. #and btw i'm changing the way i tag my not-cats #just in case i end up getting a dragon with the same name as a not-cat or vice versa #honestly i'd do the same for my dragons with a fr: name format #but uh. i'm. i'm not doing that. that's too much work to change everything #sure i have xkit and can do the tag replacer #but i still have too many dragons #it would still take a while

[orcelito]

Hm

Something that kinda bothers me with trimax vs tristamp is the framing of Choice

In tristamp, it's framed as this whole big thing where he has to choose between humans and plants. "Who's side are you on?" Repeated over and over again, & he continues to not give an answer because he doesn't WANT to choose. Which in and of itself, I think this is narratively interesting, but like...

Then I think about what the big Choice is in trimax, & it feels kinda cheap in comparison.

Bc see, the Choice in trimax is over whether he should ever take a life. Wolfwood says it, Legato forces it, even fucking Nebraska Dad says it. Someday, Vash is going to have to make that choice whether he wants to or not. He spends over a hundred chapters running from this, REFUSING to choose one life over another, citing that all life is sacred... he really, truly believes this, and he really, truly wants to live by this.

But sometimes in this hell of a world, you really do have to make a choice. And in the end, he's forced to make that choice. One Time, he chooses to kill in order to save someone else's life. It happens only when his hand is really truly forced, but it Happens. He kills someone, and it nearly destroys him.

And we see this during the time where the earth forces have gotten the order to bomb Gunsmoke to combat Knives, Despite people telling them that they've got plans in motion to combat him without killing a great many people. Bc the people on earth many many miles away are more concerned with risk avoidance, so they're willing to accept killing a Lot of people in order to remove the uncertainty & risk to a great many more.

Zoom back in on Vash. He literally passes out from the mental agony of it & goes into a fever dream of all the people he knows that has died. The man he killed was an awful person, caused so much harm to both Vash and many many more people. Objectively, it should not have been a hard decision.

But for Vash, it was.

And that's what really gets me about it all. Vash is a staunch pacifist. He sticks to this despite people telling him over and over again to give up, to just accept that he has to kill people sometimes... And he eventually learns that they were kinda right in the end, but Even Still, after all is said and done, he STILL refuses to give up on any life he could possibly save.

This framing of the Choice is really, truly moving to me. It's a key part of what really made trimax Hit for me.

So tying it back in with tristamp's framing of choice... idk, it just feels kinda cheap in comparison. In trimax, Vash never really has any doubts about the plant vs human thing (aside from when he was a kid, post-tesla). He knows he's a plant. He knows a lot of humans wouldn't accept him for that. He knows a lot of humans would Fear him for that. But he still loves them and never once wavers in his pursuit for love & peace.

Overall, I just really enjoy the framing of moral questions in trimax more, I guess.

#speculation nation #should i tag this? i dont want this to seem like negativity but also i am feeling this so much #trigun #trigun spoilers/ #trimax spoilers/ #disclaimer that this isnt meant as tristamp hate. i do still love that anime #but this is just. something that bothers me. #all of this in trimax makes me feel like my soul is being flayed alive #whereas in tristamp it's just like. yea Vash u gotta decide what ur doing lol. choose something and Commit #it's important to his journey as a character. character development & all #it just doesnt feel as central as this does in trimax if that makes sense #idk it's nearly 3 am and im on 4% battery. im just kinda spitballing thoughts #tldr of the post: i have Many Feelings about trimax vash lol

[miraculously-incorrect]

Alya, talking about Adrien: just go up to him and tell him that you like him, what's the worse that could happen?

Marinette: he could hear me

#i love this quote lol #very on-brand for miraculous i'd say #also yes i am still alive sorry for not posting for like 2 days haha #miraculous #miraculous ladybug #mlb #ml #incorrect miraculos quotes #miraculous quotes #incorrect quotes #incorrect miraculous ladybug quotes #mlb memes #alya césaire #marinette dupain cheng

[pepprs]

im home and already swallowed by despair. can you believe i was in CHICAGO a few hours ago. and now im here. lol

#i know i know. and i need to let the anguish motivate me to get out of here. but it feels like i dreamed it all #purrs #chicago #i had a rough time getting out of the hotel and through the airport to my gate and also im bad at math so i fucked up the calculation about #when my flight lands bc of the time zone change and i gave my parents the time in central time not eastern time so my dad was waiting for m #for like a half hour and texting me and i wasn’t answering bc i was still in the air and he was pissed at me and snarky in my texts with hi #and i was sitting there on the plane and could just feel his words ripping into me and the horrors rushing back in and i still haven’t #recovered from it honestly. it wasn’t that big of a deal he just said something that i misunderstood as him saying he was giving up waiting #for me and going home bc id already wasted his time and even though that was not what he actually said it just kinda burrowed into me that #my parents were mad at me and were probably also mad at me for not communicating with them AT ALL the entire time i was in chicago. and it #just was eating me alive. im home now and we haven’t talked about it but they did say things disapproving of the fact that i did a lot of #stuff by myself which i probably shouldn’t have told them. idk. it’s not even that bad i just am torn apart by their rejection of me and #utter inability to just like be happy for me without criticizing some part of it or restraining me. plus the house is just as much of a #biohazard as it was when i left and all the broken things are still broken and it’s like. a lot. i miss the hotel LOL #i think im just sleep deprived and not in my head right today but i do not want to be here. sinking in quicksand unable to breathe. but i #have to be the one to get me out of it and i should have learned how in chicago but i didn’t it was just a break and now im stuck again #delete later #kind of terrible that instead of being so proud and happy about what i did my immediate reaction is to be miserable that im home now lol

[reallytiredartstudent]

beautiful day to chill

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#has it been years? #yes #am i still in denial? #also yes #i love him a lot and recently a friend of mine reawakened it #aka yesterday #by drawing a real cute time out for chopper and zoro #so ace is happy somewhere #taking a moment to relax and just enjoy being alive #like nothing bad ever happened and all he does is still cruising around the world #yeah #anyway #I'm gonna go back and do what i actually have to do lol #and omg i freaking hate muscles #pain to draw lol #one piece #fanart #ace one piece #portgas d ace

[sisterdivinium]

Who among us will create a WN internet forum as if it were 2003, I wonder...

#i'm joking of course (or am i) #this is my funny way of saying i'm still alive. still waiting on my friend to read debris and get back to me. #but i have something silly and niche cooked up for this friday and it's a bit longer than 100 words so guess i'll see you then! #currently proofreading it which is why i am online right now lol #silly blabbering #but to stay on topic... i do miss internet forums and the sorts of discussion they held #then again i'm the same person who also misses livejournal and all that “vintage” internet stuff so is it any wonder #not long ago when reddit was melting down there were some young'uns asking how to use forums and what they were for... sigh. o youth.