#always hanging off of N

[elvisqueso]

"...What is it?" "The drums...they mean trouble. I shouldn't be here—" "I want to see you again—" "I can't—" "Please don' t leave—" "—I'm sorry." "..." "...I have to go now."

—Pocahontas (1995)

#tfw ur really connecting with a guy and the fucking air raid sirens go off #pocahontas (1995) #disneyedit #pocahontasedit #pocahontas x john smith #pocahontas #john smith #they were all feeling a kind of way at the studio huh? #but fr like her look of panic when she hears the drums always stuck with me as a kid #and only now am i realizing the reason those drums are probably a Big Deal is bc her tribe JUST got done fighting a war with another tribe #she's been hanging out with smith all day. she doesn't /know/ that a scouting party had been sent out and one of her own got shot #she was just tailing the one guy on her own and then having a whole musical number and flirting n having a good time #and all of a sudden the red alert is blaring and now she's having war flashbacks #literally those drums could be for anything as far as she knows. i'd be on edge too. #also this lil animation sequence is so interesting #it strikes me as very 'old hollywood' in the blocking and the body language #it's the 'oh but we mustn't!' of it all #ahhh i'm a sucker for it every time #queso*edit #queso*gifs

[wildstar25]

MiqoMarch Day 23 - Midnight

With their intended voyage into the void only a few days out, Arsay thought it the upmost importance that she steal her partner away to Kugane, that they might share one more fond memory together should things not turn out the way they plan in the thirteenth. It was as they crossed the very same bridge the miqo'te had once sat on together two years prior when Arsay gifted Y'shtola with a bracelet matching that of her own. A token of endearment which, Arsay confessed, she would have given to her fellow scion back then, had nerves not gotten the best of her. While their relationship has undoubtedly changed since the initial purchase of the jewellery, the sentiment remained the same. Y'shtola was someone who Arsay loved dearly and she will forever be grateful to have the seeker's life intertwined with her own. No matter where their free spirits took them, they would always hold each other in their hearts. A promise Y'shtola was more than willing to keep. She slipped the the string of beads around her wrist without a second thought. They were never to come off, not even when the two decided to delay their return to Radz-at-Han in favour of a private bath at the dead of night.

#miqomarch #miqomarch 2024 #ffxiv #y'shtola rhul #y'shtola x wol #wolshtola #Arsay Nun #WOL posting #arsay nun lore #arshtola #thanks to nhaneh for the body mod #i had to do some insane fov to get the moon and them in the same shot so sorry for the distortion #forcing arshtola lore into this prompt since idk when Ill ever get around to gposing the actual scene #this is between 6.1 and 6.2! #endwalker patch spoilers #i had the idea that arsay bought the Dai-ryumyaku bracelets from a vendor between 4.3 n 4.4 when shtola is off to the doman enclave #and arsay is like hey wait you should let me show you around kugane on the way over! #a fun friend date that ends with shtola finally accepting she has a crush on arsay and its terminal #and arsay having a single moment where she starts reflecting on feelings & thinks maybe she missed hanging out w/shtola more than she shoul #only to quickly butt that idea out of her head and continue being super normal #arsay notices these matching bracelets with red and purple string and shes like oh they are so cute and they look like #they belong in a pair it would be so sad if they were ever split up unexpectedly #i know ill buy them and give one to shtola wouldnt that be fun! #so she does that and then cant bring herself to give yshtola the damn thing because she starts second guessing herself #so arsay stashes the bracelets away and she started wearing hers later under her glove #fast forward to two years later and arsay finds the other one in one of her bags #and now shes dating yshtola and they are about to go somewhere super dangerous #what better time to tell your gf how much they have always meant to you #and what better way to do it than with a gift and some words spoken from the heart? #it was a little unconventional since arsay didnt really have marriage on the mind but it was a proposal in a sense

[fauvester]

how do garak and bashir feel about being grandparents?, also since theres a third elim (3lim) ((if i read tht right,,,,)

garak and bashirs parenting styles are reversed for grandparenting. julian's a total sap for his grandkids, taking them on trips and buying them elaborate educational toys. garak is the reserved victorian grandfather smoking a pipe in the study talking about The Old Days and ordering them around (especially in the garden, his knees aren't what they used to be.)

Bashir is still annoyed at the passage of time seeing fit to give his children (who, in his mind, are still kids) children of their own. Rude!

#dee s 9 #garashir adoption au #julian w baby one like Oh what a dear! 1 yr later with baby 2 We call these Irish Twins on Earth! #a year after that with baby 3 like Lim don't you think this is getting a little excessive. You havent got any record to beat #a year after THAT with baby 4 like WAS MY EDUCATION ON CONTRACEPTION DEFICIENT? I THOUGHT I EXPLAINED EVERYTHING QUITE CLEARLY. #lim and his wife live just a mile or so away.. they can hang out with their grandparents in the countryside around lakat #julian is the Strict Dad and the fun grandparent. garak is the 'mischief if you can get away with it' dad and the stern old grandfather #HOOGH.. thinkin bout julian and miles bonding over their kids having kids... going on grandpa adventures #lim and molly swapping parenting tips.. #molly drops her own kids off on prime when she's doing research in the quadrant n they rough it with their lizard cousins for a few weeks #3LIM!!! #u know garak uglycried in private when lim named his baby elim (III). he didnt specify which elim garak hes named after. dealers choice #thank YOUUUUU for always asking fun QUESTIONSSSSSSS!!! LOVA YOUUUU

[todayisafridaynight]

I’m fairly new to the fandom, but I do have a question if you can answer it! Why do people ship Daigo with Aoki / Masato? I tried looking to see if they’ve interacted before, but couldn’t find anything! Sorry for asking I’m just </3 dumb AND I LOVE YOUR ART OF THEM!!! Nerd looking ahhhhhh

hi ! welcome to the community i hope you're having a lovely time so far and ty for enjoyin my stuff :) no need for apologies it's a very fair question to have :]

i cant speak for everyone (all. ten people into masadai anyway) but Personally To Me i just think the idea of them together is very funny. thats quite literally it im afraid..

#snap chats #//twenty page google doc in the background// ignore that. it's mostly for comedic purposes #might also be my fault idk sorry about that. allegedly. idk ive had like three people tell me they started to ship them cause of me 🧍‍♂️ #@mementoasts is another person who's drawn masadai and whose stuff i love and am inspod by .. i love their disneyland fic sm ... #there was another artist on twitter who posted a neat drawing of them but i cant remember who they were and i didnt bookmark it //screams// #recently there's been ANOTHER masadai artist ive started following on twitter - @wifekiryu. his account's n/s/f/w fyi before you go looking #he has a tumblr too @foxdies. i say cause i realized as much recently vjeaKLGJALKGJ #oh but I GUESS ill get deeper into why. /i/ personally ship masadai or whatever #first off they're opposing factions yet their character alignments Do Not Match their roles. stereotypically anyway #aoki who leads the 'surface' of society and is meant to be an admirable figure and someone 'just' when really. he sucks LMAO #though that's not atypical of politicians but just from a stereotypical This Is A Respectable Individual perspective of his role #daigo on the other hand leads the 'underbelly' of society- yk comprised of dangerous criminals and outcasts and whatnot #yet as we know him daigo's compassionate and considerate of his men- he doesnt treat them like tools like aoki does #if put in a room with the two daigo would be most people's choice of person to hang out with. probably open a trapdoor on aoki tbh #and i think thats really cool and epic i always love that kinda Subverting Expectations thing #theres also the fact they both started off like. edgy/angsty in the franchise and then brush up down the line #masato does a stronger 180. publicly. obviously but its still really funny they both have to get their act together #if you wanna talk about in-text reasons. there really is none LMAO I TELLS YOU masadai is pure crack #but if i wanted to pull a muscle reaching then there's daigo being on aoki's side while everyone else is on arakawa's during the funeral #im lying of course. mitsu was behind him. rgg tryna make me forget mitsu exist .... put him back in y8 .... #and ofc ichi joins that side to even out the seating but moving on another Goofy Reason is arakawa being like #'the chairman and my son are like p much the same age Surely he knows how he thinks :)' #and then i just think daigo being all smarmy about outsmarting aoki is really goofy and im choosing to interpret that as personal #they both also have issues with their dad. s. dad/s/. anyway. #tbh the google doc tag was a joke but i really could sit here and list every dumb reason why i think theyre funny together #like i started going over the tag limit so uhhhh yeah needless to say i have a lot of. dumb reasons 💀💀💀💀 #one day ill use the main text for long rambles like this but todays not that day Point Is my imagination is rampant im afraid #so the short and sweet of it is I Think It's Funny. And They'd Be Terrible Together. Which Is Why It's Funny. #and the unfortunate part is anything i find funny i obsess over for a year so. //gestures to the mountain of bullshit thats my masadai tag/

[bylertruther]

modern au mike would be the repressed internalized homophobia harboring kind of gay that says shit like "it's not gay to kiss ur homies goodnight 🙄 that's just being a good bro" and is essentially playing gay chicken with will 24/7 which is why will never suspects anything and thinks it's totally unrequited. bc they have Always been like this . and still mike insists he's straight and who is will to say Um Actually esp when mike made a big stink abt dating his sister n also gets super defensive abt it any time they talk abt it or get anywhere even remotely close to talking abt it. hope this helps 👍

#the kind of enthusiastic ally tht makes those jokes n all of tht and after doing the gayest thing ever he's like well. i just love my gay #best friend and support him is that so wrong..... (proceeds to get jealous when someone flirts with will + comments n likes his every #selfie + actually lets will take pictures of them and post them whenever they hang out n go somewhere jsut the two of them + makes collab #playlists with will that are full of love songs tht will totally pokes fun at him about + all other Clearly Boyfriendisms stuff) #and max just Blinks at him. #with the tiktok sound and all #eventually will gets SICK of it bc a good boy a Kind and very pretty guy is actually interested in him for real and ISN'T deterred by mike #and his mikeness bc he likes him That much and will just . he's so conflicted. bc he can't do this with this new guy if he still loves #mike and still feels like... like there's this Thing between them tht's all in his head and he just. he needs to hear mike say it. he needs #to hear mike say that there's nothing here and that there will never be something here so that he can at least TRY to move on. #and mike... can't do that :( because. well. well us ee. he opens his mouth but the words don't come out bc they just Feel Wrong. #and then bada bing bada boom Gay Shit Happens #but also not rly bc they have always been gay. it's just that now it's Official. nods at u #upside down shenanigans doesn't happen in this specific au so i'm going based off of s1 and s2 mike tht is Very Clingy n Loving #mine

[cinna-bunnie]

kinda wanna try hunting down all the lynels in totk. ever since i killed that silver one in the depths I'm just like wait omg i wanna go back and find those mfs who were giving me a hard time 😤🤺 ← she wants 2 dance !!!

#the game is A Lot more fun once u get the hang of perfect dodge n perfect parry #I'm still trying 2 get 100% at it and that one in the depths was rly good practice. #now every time i come back to totk I'm like 👀👀 WHO is trying to fight ⁉️ #the goblins r not enough !! i wish this was on pc so someone could make a mod that adds a lot more monsters to a group #lol n e ways i love games that give u a parry + critical counter option. i think it is really fun and engaging :3 #and it's usually the most challenging but high risk high reward thing abt a game to me and getting it down is always so satisfying #૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა #knowing i can do those too in botw i look forward to playing that next! like there r still a lot of nooks n venues 2 explore but #i learned how to do these p late game i already have all the sages so I'm trying 2 hold off on doing anything else 4 the main quest and #get 2 the side quests and Explore. i know i wanna collect all the sages' will to get the upgrades and finish finding all the lightroots #but I'm also like hmmm What Else bc i don't want this game 2 be over yet 😔👉👈 she's been having soo much fun #so lynel hunting it is 😈 im not ready for the 3 headed dragons yet‚ i tried fighting one at my friend's house and it was kicking my ASS 💀

[inkykeiji]

the link works now!!

OKAY YES 100% that is 100% touya-nii and reader 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 oh gosh i’m so soft because like,, you know he’d be doing shit like that for her all the time; just kinda fussing over her and making sure everything’s all right and good and the way it should be—making sure her jacket sleeves are pulled down and her zipper’s zipped up, as high as it can possibly go, knuckles brushing her chin as he gives another confirmatory yank on it; or her mittens are as far up her wrists as they can be, protecting her delicate skin with thick fluffy wool; or her hat’s on her head properly, slim fingers tugging at the edges right over her ears and making sure they’re covered 🥺 because that’s what good niichans do, right? <33

#so so so hot pls i love it #i love it so much #i want touya nii to fuss over me!!!!!! >:( #pull my cute socks n stockings up #make sure my headband is on right and centered #make sure my jacket is on right and not hanging off of me #ugh <33333333 #thank u for sharing this hehehe so cute!!! #i hope you’re having a lovely sunday my sweet friend!!! #keep safe as always and drink ur water!! #i’ll take a sip right now too <3 #touya nii universe #clari gets mail #tw stepcest

[barkingangelbaby]

I feel like such a broken fucking person lol

I talked way too much in the tags don't read them

#fighting off the ideation like my life depends on it!! bc it does!!! #been good about not thinking certain phrases but F U C K am i feeling it. i want to turn into a pile of dust #i am so desperately trying to work on myself and change my patterns and bad habits and perspective but it feels like i always fall short #i try not to talk about it online but I'm just. having a very hard day with N because we experience our feelings in different ways #i isolate myself bc i struggle with regulating my reactions and tones when im having an episode but she needs me to talk through things and #i sometimes just. can't. bc I'm not done experiencing the negativity and am not in a place to have a productive convo bc shame spirals etc #we just spent a long time talking and being patient and i thought i was understanding and explaining myself well but i just. idk. #i don't know how to explain that of course i love her even if I'm isolating myself. of course i love her although I'm nonverbal today. i jus #t can't *make* myself talk when I'm like this i don't want to be nonverbal i don't want to isolate i don't want to be a distant partner i do #n't want to fall back into these patterns related to my grief i want to be better i am trying to be better i am working so fucking hard on #being better. i just feel so defeated bc this all spiraled from me not wanting to decide what to get for lunch n using a poor tone about it #I'm about to talk with her some more but I just. kinda don't want to exist right now. fuck dude. it feels so fucking awful when i upset her #like i love her so much she is so important to me and it breaks my heart that our entire day is shot bc i was tired and cranky #i just don't understand how that equates to me not loving her bc she is my whole world dude. I'm going to throw up #i also don't know how to explain to her that scrolling on tumblr is comfortable to me I'm not ignoring her it's just the SM that i scroll on #like we're hanging out watching tv together I'm gonna scroll a little bit. it's just not insta or anything #idk my mind is scrambled I'm crying I just want to be a better person who can calmly communicate my thoughts and emotions #today has just beat my fucking ass dude. i isolate so those feelings don't get translated into my interactions with others #i don't even know what i typed in these tags I just don't want to off myself or think about it I'm fighting myself so much 2day #rAMbles

[wool-string]

#ajin #nagai siblings #Kei nagai #Eriko nagai #them #I love the idea that they actually do get along #like really well #the movie made them besties n I fucking loved that #because as cold as Kei seems I just don’t believe he was ever verbally a jerk to his sister #like in the anime where he first visits her #she tells him off and he just takes it like “Ah… yeah okay 🙂 #and it’s not awkward for him to apologize to her in the car scene either #he also bids her goodbye in the manga #n I think he’s just overall a pretty nice brother he’s just misunderstood by Eriko #but anyways them hanging out is always one of my favorite concepts

[solradguy]

I’m calling it, LtA will imply that ky learned that sol is a gear during TML. Probably from overhearing sol’s ending with justice. This is my tinfoil hat theory because of the amount of times i’ve seen these events mentioned in the eng and jpn fandoms despite never being mentioned in the games.

If the GG Comic Anthology is canon, then that could be used to confirm this too, that Ky found out Sol was a Gear during the tournament fight with Justice where she breaks Sol's limiter. However, in the official recap chapter on the ASW website, Ky gets his ass kicked by Justice and passes out before that happens (page 14): guiltygear.com/ggst/en/news/post-789/

It looks like Ky might pass out in the GGCA story (MEET AGAIN) too, but it's less clear than the recap comic (remember to read right to left):

Ky has enough energy to shout at Sol but then he slouches forward and the next few pages are Holy Order flashbacks, which imply he may have passed out and is having flashbacks to when him and Sol served together.

I can't find anything that confirms more definitively when Ky found out that Sol was a Gear, but it would had to have been during their time in the Holy Orders together. Sol does all this crazy acrobatic shit and gets chomped and blasted by Gears and doesn't die? Ky's smart, I think he could've put the pieces together haha Maybe Sol even just straight up told him at one point. He doesn't seem to hide the fact that he's a Gear, just that he doesn't really like talking about it.

I'll try to remember to come back to this if I find something that talks about when Ky finds out though. It could still be in Lightning the Argent even if it wasn't during the events of the Missing Link tournament arc itself.

#asks #I've got 3 illustrations I need to do before the end of this week n then I got two weeks of goofin off doing whatever #Gonna take that time to dive back into translation work. Other than the DPS article I haven't touched other projects in a while... #Found a book on how to translate Japanese into English effectively that I'd like to pick up eventually though #People seem to enjoy how I've been translating things but there's always room for improvement #Would like to get the one 4koma manga I skinned scanned soon too #Really feels like I'm pushing my luck leaving this pile of loose pages hanging around... #Something's gonna knock the box over and get them all outta order sooner or later. I can feel it in my bones

[xcziel]

Heads-up for any US K-pop fans

This weekend - Friday June 2 through Sunday June 4 - all kpop albums at Barnes & Noble 10% off

this discount WILL combine with the premium Membership Card discount, which will mean an additional 10% off for those who have cards

and it DOES also include the new Stray Kids and Enhypen comeback releases

supposedly there will also be giveaway swag? but it will vary from store to store, so check with your local B&N if you're curious!

(you can also buy/reserve specific versions on the website to pick up in the store, if you're worried about waiting til you have time to drop by, or wasting a trip)

#idk what to tag #kpop #stray kids #enhypen #five star #dark blood #there's a surprising amount of kpop plus for some reason bts21 merch but quantities are limited #i mean that's par for the course with kpop - b&n will get versions a b and c as well as an exclusive limited version of 5 star #but like if you're still looking for specific versions of like d-day or nct 127 4th album or even older stuff #definitely at least check the website bc some stuff hangs around forever in the physical stores #also 20% off is nothing to sneeze at with releases clocking in at $30 or more #the reward stamps thing also means $5 to spend for every 10 stamps which can add up fast #granted you can always get what you want shipped from anywhere if you shop around for a decent price ... #but if you want it *in your hands* on release day this is as good a way as any

[deadwar-a]

simon collects things on each mission he's sent on . whether it's a piece of concrete from a worn - down building or an actual souvenir , he's bringing it back with him . he has an entire box (or two, don't at him) full of little trinkets and shit he picks up along the way . a lot of times it's pretty rocks though . a few times , kids from the places he helps give him those little plastic army men and those have a special little box of their own .

#* 𝒔𝒊𝒎𝒐𝒏 𝒓𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒚 / headcanon . #he absolutely adores kids #misses his nephew a whole lot and they're a reminder of him #the ones that don't run off (bc he's big n scary) he's always entertaining them somehow #lets them hang on his arm or touch his mask #but if any adult tries to touch it he's breaking hands

[justabunchofdragons]

o... .. .,,, ! !!! i am very happy with where i am in this moment

#listening to worst of you by maisie peters and its not even a super uplifting song .gjfkfjfk i just #remember listening to her a lot when i was playing loads of minecraft and working on my survival world #ah .2022 how i was excited for you #once again thinking of angel. my friend who. disappeared off tumblr never knew where she want #there's a screenshot of us saying 2021 will be our year if we get there. and i got there and i hope she did too #i hope she's still somewhere .safe and happy #ah. msuic <3 memories in them there is. love in them . so much #didn't keep a bullet journal this yr and i doubt i ever will again. ough so much effort. might do a minimalistic one #but making spreads n stuff is so. ough ! yikes. pretty but it takes LONG and i just don't have the time #trying to use notion (goin ok! not rly using it) trying to make a neocities (failing badly) trying to balance studies + life (not terrible) #trying trying trying. that is all. that is everything isn't it. its always that. one day i will be good! i will. #i never do new years resolutions and its silly to think abt them .a whole month before 2023 but i kinda wanna learn to crochet #and figure out the neocities thing #someone remind me to set up a wall of text. i promise not to abandon this account (i made a new one. haven't used it yet) #i promise to love everyone always (except the people beyond loving) and i promise to keep writing silly poetry #i do not promise to stop oversharing on tumblr. this is my second diary & u guys are my best friends <3 #hang on to love sin and your youth <3 it'll get easier & easier & easier #i can believe we made it #chaos.txt

[noxtivagus]

✨ productivity ✨

#i'm downloading genshin again on my ps4 bcs i'm gna link my account or wtvr so i can also play on my phone #i actually don't know exactly how but i just asked astria bcs i'm lazy :> #no like fr tho i'm reading smth rn and i didn't realize it finished downloading #n i'm on discord rn i removed my status #n i see 'Playing Genshin Impact' #I LAUGHED HELP 💀😭 #this is oddly amusing #+ i'm somehow still listening to revolutions ffxiv ever since i woke up #ffxiv's always at the back of my head smh #oh i mentioned i was reading right? #i realized and remembered once more how much i miss losing and forgetting myself as i drown in words #i have so many untouched and unfinished books here #i'll pick them up again soon. physical books are so much more special. #i miss the feel of their touch as i hold them in my hands and their nostalgic comforting scent T_T #but now i also have the motivation to play ffxiv again and play the piano oh no what do i do first #and finally watch all the videos my dad sends in our family gc aaaaa #he does send a lot of useful and informational stuff tho n i'm rlly grateful. sometimes i seenzone one day n forget to check them out tho 🙈 #hang on i'm still 'playing' genshin impact so i'll sort that out first 🥴 #kinda sad that ultimate raiding's called off today but oh well i'll give my all next tuesday #now that i have more time on my hands i'll make the most of it 💪

[bsaka7]

🐯 You're smart as hell and so interesting.... ‼️

i am honored u think im interesting omg i always feel like I'm 1) being a cunt 2) complaining about the most niche personal stuff known to man (also known as being a cunt) or 3) putting content no one cares about on the dash.... Anyway thank u boss 🙏

#Ask game #I always feel a bit idk... Whack when I decide to share like articles n stuff slash actually post my thoughts #That aren't just like. Hating #I am a positive PERSON TOO I PROMISE!!! #Anyway I'm always happy to hang out on and off anon lol.... living life as we all are

[cinna-bunnie]

i had a fun day 2 day ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა everyone has been so nicey 2 me all day from the minute i left my house earlier ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა ♡⁠

i went to a Retreat for the first time for work earlier 0: and I did SO good for being up since 2am it didn't even feel like it 💀

it was so chill i drove like an hour away but Away from the city so there wasn't rly traffic and the mountains r so pretty 2 drive thru (❁´◡`❁) got some rain n v low clouds and since it's autumn there's all these pretty colors. i took an edible on the way n was just jammin out n enjoying the scenery among the many safe opportunities 2 look

and then at the thing we got 2 do different ice breakers n go on decently long breaks; i got 2 hang in different groups n actually Talk w a bunch of ppl which i never have time for omg. it's nice working at a legal nonprofit, i would NOT want to do this with corporate mfs !! 😹

went around n said hii to the enbies and i ran up a hill that looked a lot smaller than it was, i made it like 80% of the way before my legs were immediately like no girl we're done !! but my brain was like but it's Right There, and i struggled 2 finish the climb but I Did !! ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა and i was so so tired i do not remember ever being that winded before 💀 getting down was so much slower n worse bc my legs were Done and when i finally made it to the bottom i laid flat on my back for like 15m, and when when i made it back to sit n chill i still need like 10 more minutes akskska. i do not b exercising !! i just wanted 2 play it looked fun and i got excited (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)

in between things i was working on my sister's choker n kept winding up w a group of ppl around me 2 talk to about it and just talk 2 in general n the company was rly nice (❁´◡`❁) ♡ had a lot of different kinda talks 2day!! everyone is a sweetie!! some ppl r so funny n chill and i rly hope 2 get 2 talk more casually w people perhaps As Friends when i go in 👉👈

there's one girl in particular who is rly cute n sweet and i want 2 see her again ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა when I got home finally i had 2 hop on my work laptop real quick 2 look up her name again 2 make sure i didn't forget ☝️😌 we do not work at the same office but hii i am visiting next week 🐇

yippee!!!! ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა !!!

#i think i have become an introverted extrovert at some point 0: #which is rly nice bc my social anxiety was SO bad at the beginning of the year like i didn't even know where to start skskdksk #but i kinda figured it out? but it's also just being me? idk.. much 2 think. but i made good progress #i am getting a good grade in being funny and nice and talking to people !! #i want 2 kiss someone on the forehead #omg but if there's ANYONE who deserves a kiss it's this old lady who lives a few buildings down on the way to my car #where EVERY time i see her she always has something so so sweet to tell me about how i look #today she said I'm always looking fancy (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) ♡⁠ and more but that's the main thing i remember besides the small talk #and the first time we met she asked me if i was a model fr and she's told me I'm cute and I'm just like PLEASE SKDKDKS #i can't fully tell if you're just really sweet or kinda 👀 at me but girl u r so sweet like hello do u Want a hug or a kiss ?? i love u !! #old ladies have a warmth they fill u with that just take the weight of Everything off ur shoulders n leave u feeling full n happy!! #bless old ladies fr!! literally my favorite people to interact with always i love u abuelas everywhere u r everything to me and i would do #anything for u !!!! i miss getting to help friends grandmas w stuff as a kid 🥺 it was just always great 2 talk 2 them and be close n on #good terms n stuff :3 i was the same way with their moms hehe. hi hello i want 2 help !! (⁠✿ ‚‚⌒‿⌒‚‚) #my friend is being lame and acting embarrassed but i love you please talk to me i am so so interested and think you're really #cool and funny and sweet and wise actually ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა ♡⁠ i wanna be around u if u wanna hang out #even if it's as simple as getting 2 help in the kitchen n always helping w dishes n stuff ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა aaa ♡⁠ #omg i was late 2 the thing too and missed the breakfast and there's this sweet energetic old lady who's always like #omg u didn't get to eat? do u want this? can i get you some coffee or tea? and I'm always just like no no it's okay I'm gonna get it but #appreciate the offer and just ૮ – ﻌ–ა she is always looking out 4 me !! but she's just a sweetie like that !! #i think sharing food is a universally good way 2 make friends and it always warms my heart 2 meet ppl who r the same (❁´◡`❁) #they r always so so sweet 😭🥰 for my astrology girlies i correctly guessed that she's a taurus hehe 😼 #there's another old lady who's an office manager for one of the offices n she is so soft spoken n sweet and i wish i got 2 hug her n talk #to her more 🥺 she's so far though omg i don't get to see her in person much #n e ways i work w some really warm bubbly ppl ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა i am a happy girlie 2day!! then im going Serious Mode again tmrw 🫡 #oo i get to setup like an Actual server for a rack w linux and it's being delivered 2 my place tomorrow 0: I'm excited abt it as a project #AND my new jewelry came in today along w some cute underwear we r starting this wk off strong !!! #there was so so much more frm 2day i am just rly stoned n thinking abt it all (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) #if u actually read all of my ramble ily ty for letting me Talk ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა ♡⁠