#and i was wearing JEWELRY and a SKIRT

[1smolbean]

barbie (2023) has genuinely done so much for my confidence its unreal

#lee speaks #barbie #like ofc my anxiety isn’t completely gone #but i went out to see barbie in theaters dressed head to toe in pink #and i was wearing JEWELRY and a SKIRT #i didn’t care when someone called me ma’am after the movie #i felt GOOD about wearing skirts and sparkly heart earrings and a pink outfit #to go see a movie that’s pink and sparkly and girly and fun and transgender #i think the movie also unlocked my inner ken #because today i wore these like. bright blue flare pants with a squiggly green pattern on them #i didn’t feel any sort of anxiety about them i just went out and wore them and felt GOOD about it #two years ago i couldn’t have done this! maybe not even one year ago #idk i just. feel a lot better dressing super femininely with super bright colors and loud patterns

[importantdestinydefendor]

My Death Mark OC is done!

This is Hagihara Rina. She is a very timid and shy person.

A small profile:

Age: between 35-40

Height: 5'4 (162 cm)

Weight: 119lbs (54 kilos)

Occupation: part-time florist at "Myazakis Flowerfield"

She is the middle child of three children. Her older sister is called Nao, and her younger brother is called Yasu. Her parents are called Hagihara Toshiro (her dad) and Okabe Kaori (her mom). They have been divorced since Rina was an early teenager. Her father left with Yasu, and Rina and Nao were homeschooled since then.

She loves to nit, sew, and everything like that. Takes care of some specific flowers in the shop (for example: she grows her own daffodils). She has worked at the flower shop since she was a teenager. The owners of the shop are the elderly couple Daichi and Jun Myazaki, and they act as her adoptive grandparents. Her favourite colour is anything between pink and red and her favourite flower is the daffodil.

Uuuuuuh I think that is all I wanna say for now?? Since I actually plan to write a fanfiction for her (not in the scale as Firelight AU is turning out to be). So there is not much backstory I can give here except for the divorce part. Finally, I have a character that doesn't have a green/grey/brown/blue-palette! I am not the biggest fan of pink or red personally, but I wanted to draw a character with pink being their primary colour for sooo looong! And I actually finally have one! WOOOOO!

Also I made up her weight based off of my own height and weight ratio + taking in her current mental state (which is just a shit show) and converted it from cm to pound. I wanted to compare it to Yashikis weigth and hoo boy! His weight doesn't really match his height (he weighs around 137lbs (62 kg)) which is as much as I do in real life! And I am tiny comapred to him! (He is 5'11 (180 cm) while I'm 5'3 (162 cm)) So that took a few years of my life. But that just shows how good his character design is as you can really see his lankiness. (And I'm getting off track, this is about my OC not Yashiki. Move over, old man!)

ANYWAY! Tell me what you think in the comments! (Close ups under keep reading)

#important writing defender #spirit hunter series #death mark #kazuo yashiki #hagihara rina (oc) #so uuuhhh #this took waayyy longer then expacted #I just didn't know how to fill the space #or what poses to give her #I had so many ideas but I couldn't execute them as I couldn't find any good refs #settled for two extra poses #originally I had planned three to four extra poses #but I just couldn't do them in a way I was satisfied #but two are planty for a design sheet #also finally have an oc that wears more jewelry #I usually avoid those (and skirts I just can't- )

[aforgottenthing-in-space]

Ok so. Miles Edgeworth is trans. Gregory was definitely a trans affirming father so when Miles told him he was like “sure son. What name do you want to go by?”

And so all Manfred von Karma knew was that Gregory Edgeworth had a son. When he gains custody of Miles, he just. Does not realize that the kid he’s now in charge of is a trans boy. (Maybe Miles already had a name change. Idk. Somehow legal name wise, von Karma just. Does Not realize.)

So Miles grows up being raised as a boy and von Karma just. Doesn’t realize. Until puberty begins.

And he notices something, that Miles isn’t experiencing puberty the way he would have expected and he’s like hmmm. I am not sure what is happening.

And then like preteen Miles, incredibly nervous, comes to him and he’s like, “excuse me, Mr. von Karma, sir, but would I be able to start puberty blockers please?”

And von Karma’s just like “WHAT!”

He’s so caught off guard and so used to thinking of Miles as “Gregory Edgeworth’s pathetic son” that he just… kinda lets Miles medically transition bc he’s so caught off guard by the realization.

And for his entire life, Miles is like. Unable to wrap his head around von Karma being surprisingly trans accepting???

#especially because von karma was decidedly NOT accepting of the fact that miles is gay #for the rest of miles’ life he is forever confused about this. and he never realizes that von karma just. didn’t know he adopted a trans kid #in my headcanon franziska is also trans and basically i think that like. von karma was so shooketh by having one trans kid in the house #that he was like. I. I. I don’t know what to do #and also Franziska would TOTALLY weaponize the fact that miles had transitioned without comment #‘why does miles edgeworth get to but I don’t??’ #also also. Manfred von karma probably has some toxic ideas about what it means to be a man. that were definitely taken to heart by miles #especially bc he wanted to prove himself as being ‘valid’ in the eyes of bin karma #I like to think that as he let go of the other ideas von karma taught him he also let go of this ideal and let himself embrace #less ‘traditionally manly’ things #this is the ‘not traditionally masculine transmasc’ in me coming through #I feel like that’s such a specific thing to work through when it comes to reconciling masculinity ESPECIALLY if you’re someone who’s #felt like they’ve had to fight to be accepted for it #wow. that got actually serious on my stupid lil post. #anyway miles as of chief prosecutor wear jewelry and makeup and maybe sometimes skirts #also fun like trans kid headcanon: Phoenix comes out during the year he miles and Larry were best friends and his mom went to Gregory #for advice about how to support your trans son :) #ace attorney #miles edgeworth #phoenix wright ace attorney #manfred von karma #trans miles edgeworth #miles edgeworth is trans dammit #and so is Phoenix Wright #Phoenix Wright #mention #gregory edgeworth #franziska von karma #tw transphobia #like. Hinted but tagging just in case

[whimsyprinx]

a new attempt at me trying to sketch out ideas for my porcelain (faerie) royalty outfit that I’m putting together, all I have so far is the shirt, earring (it’s not even finished) and bracelet

#whimsy whispers #I want to thrift as many of the things I’ll be wearing as I cann #or make them myself #I’m trying to make my jewelry I made the bracelet and earring and will make a necklace #idk if I’d make the tiara but I can’t thrift that either cause any big tiara you see at a thrift or antique store is gonna be expensive #so that would probs require a trip to claires #I like rococo shoes a lot but those are expensive and I found a pair of shoes that was really cute and had those vibes but was a size six #which I am not #I need to figure out a skirt/dress sitch as well #I also want elbow length gloves like I did see a pair recently but I didn’t like them idk if I’ll regret having not bought them later or not #rhis is all for fun but also if my roommates and i can put together outfits in time and like are able to then we’d go to a renaissance #festival which I’ve never been to lex has though but had a bad time #idk it’s fun to put together outfits also which is why I’m doing this #I may be going to the local goodwill again this week so we’ll see if there’s anything new since I went last week #I know there’s other thrift stores in town or where I live at but I’ve not been to them or they’re simply not on the way to where else we’ll #be going so it’s like ah there’s no use in thinking about it #just hoping I’ll find at least one good thing

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

getting intense joy from painting my nails wasn’t an expected outcome of my day but it is definitely a welcome one!

#in todays episode of ‘oh dang cis ppl can also get gender euphoria huh’ #the more this happens the more I am convinced that gender expression is rly a personal thing #bc like. my roommate would NOT like to paint her nails or wear hairbows or skirts. she doesn’t enjoy them. #but she considers herself very feminine in her own right by the colors and styles of the shirts she wears and how she does her hair #I didn’t used to think I liked looking particularly feminine at all bc I found so much of it uncomfortable #turns out girliepop had sensory issues and the ‘beautiful lace dresses and nylon tights and makeup’ wasn’t doing it for me #but when given the chance to choose how I look. I find that I actually enjoy some of the stereotypical feminine stuff a lot! #and also enjoy some stereotypically unfeminine things bc they make me *feel* more like a girl even if they’re not like that for everyone #like my Minecraft socks! and t-shirts from the men’s section at Meijer. and button ups with loud patterns! and my undercut 🩵 #also a lot of it I think is just. I am expressing what I like and enjoy. and part of who I am is a girl. so having the ability to express #myself in my clothing means I feel more like me. which includes feeling like a girl. which is v cool. #like I have other nail polish but I don’t like it bc it’s smth my mom picked out for me and it’s not rly my taste. #I have a ton of jewelry but only some of it is smth I would ever actually wear. bc I got it from my great grandma. who had different tastes. #but my Minecraft socks and patterned skirts and graphic tees and hairbows are all things that show what I like! #even if it’s not super matchy or coordinated. I look like me! #and now I have nails in my favorite color and I’m gonna try and get my hair dyed again in colors I like #I just. have the agency to look like me. and I keep surprising myself by how much I love that. #instead of copying what my family considers to be ‘good taste’

[acutenobody]

Congrats Tumblr, you are the first to know. I might be non binary!

But I'm not sure yet 😂

#but idk bc still only use she/her #i don't like the they/them portuguese version #and i also like my name so I'm not changing #and i know there's no right way to be non binary but idk #i still feel like I'm too feminine to be non binary #even if my friends tell me I'm not feminine #but that's bc they're dumb and think thay to be a girl you have to wear dresses and skirts and wear makeup and jewelry #yeah #idk #personal #nonbinary #non binary #pride #coming out

[svnny-day]

my fam went through sum boxes from storage earlier! I got some new stuff from it and recovered some of my old belongings!! it was pretty nostalgic, lolz!!

anyways! I'm pretty happy to get some stuff I can add to my style!! I don't have many scene clothes or accessories, yet, but I'm getting there!! it'll be better when I get my room cleaned up and a better mental state, as I'll be able to keep track of my clothes easier!! same for accessories! =^W^=

#I've also decided that I'm going to wear whatever the fuck #jewelry.. skirts.. makeup.. heels.. earrings #though certain thingz will be easier to wear once I get top surgery. like. I'm not currently likely to wear skirts rn #but once I get more comfortable in my mortal frame..... #also!! I'm gonna be incorporating the color pink a LOT since it'z my fave color!! pink and black. that's the vibe

[todayisafridaynight]

me and my sister went to the mall today and we ran into hot topic so fucking fast it was unbelievable. me and my sister are literal opposites when it comes to fashion. she picked pink, pastel shit like she was trying to be all uwu kawaii meanwhile im just standing here with my arms full of emo and goth shit, i legit felt like daigo and masato with all this emo drip i had walked out with. (p.s. they should put yakuza stuff in hot topic if they havent already because i have yet to have any yakuza related things in my room </3 also hot topic is like the only store i will shop at)

im so sorry to say these words to you but reading this reminded me of my immortal

#snap chats #I ALSO HAVE NO ROOM TO TALK THOUGH CAUSE I LITERALLY JUST GOT BACK FROM HOT TOPIC AND SPENCERSLKEAKVJA #rubbing off my fucking eyeliner as we speak im no better than a goffick and im sure the stuff you got was actually real fire and im jealous #i actually wore my hakuho pin out today- i pinned it on my back jean jacket. not to flex on you or anything 🥴 #i remember the day my college friend said something about me being goth and i looked like a dumbass saying 'im not goth...' #when all i ever did was wear black. and tbf i toned it down a LOT while i was at school. i wanted to be normal-passing 😭😭 #that aside i only went in to get jewelry and a new belt chain. also a kirby keychain and nail polish #but like it was that Blackheart brand so you know i just wanted it for the skull container and the name. also i was running out #my hot topic really doesnt have any clothes- or at least clothes i fuck with like its mostly skirts and puffy-sleeved shirts #and yeah those are epic and awesome but they're not my style yk. love it on other people just not on me #i usually get my clothes from like. express or skate shops. very different fashions as you can see LMAOOO #like today i got this really pretty crane shirt and then like. i got a black-and-white striped long sleeve with a skeleton hand patch LMAO #UGH im pissed i didnt get the red and black variant too but i didnt think bout it til i already left #i want to get new boots- the ones i have now are great and i love them but i want something chunkier #my 'goth' fashion is really lowkey honestly like i hardly consider myself goth cause of it- its very casual ig #ignore the fuck-you amount of rings i wear ok. theyre pretty..... also they have certain meanings sometimes #like i wear an owl ring cause it reminds me of my sis since she loved owls growing up and went to a uni with an owl mascot #i wear a dragon ring sometimes cause dragons remind me of my dad. for whatever reason. #idk its cause he tried to convince me i was born year of the dragon when i wasnt ?? idk funny guy lmao #and then i already said i wore snake stuff and crosses cause I Hate My Mom. also i was born a snake #also my dads a christian so :] i will wear two cross rings and a cross necklace tyvm love you pops i wish you were around more #uhhh did i want to say anything else. idk im just dumping about my emo bullshit thanks for reading ☠️☠️ #if this wasnt my yakuza blog id actually just show the haul i got today BUT i will spare you lot from my emo bullshit #ok ill kill the tags here now im SILLY

[sapienthouse]

being told i look xmasy because im wearing red... T_T

#its a plain red sweater and tights (albeit both pretty bright red) with everything else black.... #this is why i so often stick to exclusively black. if my clothes are gonna be mistaken for anything id want it to be #funeral wear 🕴️ #this outfit still MASSIVELY cute tho i dont regret it. #it speaks! #red sweater black skirt and corset belt red tights black knit socks peakin outta black boots. my silver and/or black jewelry #(sans the silver ring with the red crystal my favorite ring) #black leather half trench outdoors.... im slaying gorgeously

[purplespacecats]

still riding the high of the gender euphoria from the other day when my friend was talking about home repairs she needed to do and i offered to take a look if she gets stuck and she was like "yeah, i'll let you know if i need another butch on the case" :)

#like. i felt like i wasn't allowed to call myself butch bc i love pink and still wear sundresses and such #but this friend is butch and she also loves pink and wears skirts and jewelry and even makeup sometimes #and like this sounds so silly typing it out but agh. we're so conditioned to feel the need to sort ourselves into neat boxes y’know? #but yeah it's like a) if she can identify as butch then i can too and b) the fact that she clocked me as butch #without me ever referring to myself as such #🥰 #and yeah i guess i always feel weird about claiming a lable when i don't feel born-this-way about it?? like idk i used to be p femme #but rn being butch sparks joy so. yeah :)

[d1anna]

being in a college campus during halloween/halloweekend is literally …..

#went to the thrift store and then after i went to grab food from my favorite asian place #in the thrift store there was multiple boys staring at me and all of them were there with their girlfriends 😀 one dude kind of kept coming #closer to me when his girlfriend wasn’t looking pretending to look through the racks i was near #and i was like seriously … #as i was walking out this dude was like :o at me as i was walking out and his gf was staring at jewelry #and then on the way back home from getting food i was walking and i was walking past skaters #sorry skater BOYS and they kept staring at me and it always creeps me out when there’s multiple of them #and right beside that there was this group of white frat boys drinking trying to talk to me and i snatched my pepper spray out of my pocket #it’s NEON PINK YOU CANNOT MISS IT #even on the way to get food another group of boys slowed down and kept glancing back at me and sat down at a group of benches as i was #walking past #im not even wearing a costume mind you i’m wearing a black top and long maxi skirt #i have headphones on and i’m looking straight ahead #I DONT WANT TO BE BOTHERED OBVIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!! #so fucking annoying #i hate hate HATE being looked at like a piece of meat it’s so disgusting #dianna.moon #i love halloween like spiritually and i love celebrating día de los muertos (actually volunteered this morning for a parade!!) and #celebrating samhain but i hate halloween as this #genuinely abhor being around intoxicated people i love dressing up but everyone always wants to drink or go out #i just want to be a grandma and hand out candy and watch a semi scary movie and then go mimis #BE NORMAL

[antique-symbolism]

oh bitch!!! I forgot I owned my mom's old poison ring. this is so going in the Poison Type Pokemon Leader outfit

#I've decided to combine my leader jules concept with my pokemon university concept #poison leader jules is prof manchineel's grad student and they're working on medicines derived from pokemon toxins #i have most of the outfit worked out - in fact the skirt in the background of this photo is part of it #I'm wearing like half the outfit today lmao #my mom had so much weird jewelry for someone who generally dressed normally #I'm also wearing her fishbone earring

[badolmen]

I had a much healthier relationship with femininity when I realized it was a behavior to be performed rather than an innate state of being.

#ra speaks #personal #the diary of beans #lgbt #trans #transgender #if that makes sense??? like. #I have ALWAYS loved dressing up and wearing skirts and jewelry #but only if it’s exaggerated - more a costume than a simple outfit #I think that’s why I never really got the ‘man it sucks that we girlies gotta wear make up and stuff just to be accepted’ #I mean a) closeted queer autistic kid who has never been fully accepted doesn’t get the importance of it bc I’ve survived just fine and b) #those behavoirs for me were explicitly for personal pleasure and a conscious choice to ‘play dress up’ for a bit #even for cis ppl gender is performance but I think they feel more comfortable in costume than out #if we’re tracking that analogy #in short I would have a BLAST doing feminine drag. or masc drag. give me an excuse to wear a costume like it’s Halloween and I’ll show up.

[cetoddle-archive]

i rlly have been enjoying dressing more “girly” and feminine the past few months :]

#i like my little skirts and my cute little shoes and my purses and my jewelry #i like doing my nails and putting cute things in my hair #i still don’t rlly wear makeup but every so often i put on a little eye makeup just for funsies and i’m always so pleased with how it looks #i think it’s rlly helped with my confidence tbh #i’ve always just not put much effort in my appearance #a lot of times i still prefer to just lay around in sweatpants and a hoodie still #but!! i really like days when i dress up all pretty i always have so much fun! #for the longest time i just. didn’t think i was the kind of person who could look like that i had no interest in being especially feminine #not even a gender thing i just didn’t rlly care abt my appearance much #but i decided to try different clothes and just slowly try some of the things i never thought i could or cared to wear #and i’ve been having fun! really! #i still have days i just stay in pajamas or don’t bother brushing my hair and stuff #and i’ll go run errands like that 💀 #but i enjoy dressing up when i can :3 it’s fun im having sooo much fun #snow.txt

[lunarsapphism]

outfit for the boygenius show in july is almost complete <33 very excited!!

#my skirt is here and i already have my boots! chose a tanktop to wear and ordered it as well now im just waiting for it to get here #idk how im gonna do my hair but we'll figure it out ive got almost a month lmao #also jewelry will be fun #i made some little earrings #one pair is silver teeth and one pair is like a hand #for bite the hand ;) #also i think i will paint my nails blue #its all so silly and fun and im very excited #aiilov-personal

[silverislander]

god i forgot how much fucking WORK went into church uniforms, i was just looking them up to remember smth. my family put so much effort into regulation and literally still weren't following half of it, plus our corps as a whole never gave a shit abt it really lmfao

technically today, women in the army can wear pants. i was never allowed to wear pants with my full uniform. always the pencil skirt and the exact regulation colour of pantyhose. i hated those skirts with everything in me

ON THAT NOTE there were exactly two acceptable colours of tights you could wear and they were black and nightshade. to this day i have only ever owned three colours of tights that werent regulation black or nightshade, and they were red (for christmas recitals), white (for summer recitals) and skin tone (for dance performances when required) lmao

new skirts always got taken straight to the one tailor in town who was just as overfamiliar with uniform code as my mom is. they got modified so they would fit well and never be above the knee when sitting down (and honestly she was killer at her job. tysm ms t, i hope you're still in business out there)

buying tunics was a nightmare bc after a certain time they would change the sizing or mysteriously stop making tunics to go under uniform jackets, and you have to either go to the trade to get new ones or order them online, which are equal but different headaches

epaulets and neck pins had to be put back on once your shirt and jacket got washed. i had two pairs of epaulets (senior soldier and brass band) and i never remembered which was which (or to replace either them or the neck pin)

hair has to be above the collar and off the face, and that can mean it's either tied up or it's short enough not to worry about. to this day i'm convinced that's the nail in the coffin that made mom let me cut my hair off, bc the alternative was helping me do a ballet bun every sunday morning and hearing me complain abt said bun and the headache and weird hair bumps it caused all day

NO NAIL POLISH. only clear. if it can be seen from the platform god doesn't love you (joking. you still can't wear any tho)

NO JEWELRY. unless you're straight married then you can wear your ring <3 i wore my key necklace under my uniform every sunday from my senior soldier ceremony right up to the day i left and honestly i don't regret shit, nobody ever knew. that was my one rebellion

and we still weren't regulation! i never wore a hat/bonnet and my shoes were flats with silver buttons on them (instead of plain black heels), my necklace was definitely not allowed if anyone had ever known, and i def wore plain earrings once or twice. wild shit looking back, all that to go play a fucking glorified trumpet and sing for a couple hours a week

#and oh my god my mom still gets so judgemental abt people not following regulation. oh my god #for a christian she gossips sm abt this ghjfdks you do NOT wear 'yoga pants' in the sanctuary around her #levi.txt #christianity tw #i have never felt the same overpowering dysphoria i felt in uniform again it was something else entirely #i would try to remind myself that i technically had a suit jacket on and then you try to walk and bam. pencil skirt. cant walk right #i would bind and then remember i had to go shave to put tights on #once in jr soldier training they made us do this shitty little obstacle course. two boys and me in uniform. so unbelievably humiliating #i dont even remember the object lesson i just remember how i had to crawl on the floor in that fucking skirt and how goddamn mad i was #just. truly a nightmare #im so glad i dont have to do all that anymore. even when im forced back to church nowadays for occasions i never wear uniform #delete later #also im just. completely shocked nobody ever picked up on me being a whole dyke #constantly bothering my mom to wear pants? never having an issue w the jewelry/makeup regulations? my fucking hair? #to this DAY i still dont know how nobody ever figured it out i went to youth group regularly in casual clothes too #and by casual clothes. excessive flannels snapbacks boots etc. i was and am a walking stereotype #its not like ive ever been. subtle. HOW was i never outed or bothered abt this.