#and i wont be charging a lot.

[ennakros]

hey loves. i know this isn't ideal, but any future icon borders will start having a minimum price on ko-fi. i love creating things and coming up with designs, but i need to also focus on breaking even with the costs of my licenses, and perhaps stop making a loss financially with this. it's my hobby, yes, but i also view it as a side project & a pocket money style income stream. prices won't be expensive, but expect the minimum to be between £0.50 and £1.50 from hereon out.

free borders and dividers will still be shared, as well as psds when i come to making them. paid dividers will be due to their levels of customisation.

with all this being said — the rules remain the same regardless if they are paid or free: all content must be credited appropriately, failure to do so will result in blacklisting, if it happens on a consistent basis then that will result in all downloads being made private & through IM only, with evidence of crediting being provided. if you buy a product that allows you to input your url, that does not mean you can claim you made it yourself. credit me.

#ennakros posts . #i dont like having to focus on paid content but when you pay hundreds out in licensing and commercial use— #there comes a point where you want to start feeling the benefit. #and i wont be charging a lot. #i should be. other creators have higher prices and are still underselling themselves. #our time; work and the content we acquire and licenses cost more than say... 15usd. which seems like a standard rate. #we shouldn't be underselling ourselves but we do. #and i won't be asking for a lot. i've got the statistics for my downloaded items. #if each person paid £1 i'd have already made a tiny dent in my costs. #but yeah. free content will continue but just less so.

[cheerfullycatholic]

Who's gonna get whacked by the snowstorm? It's supposed to get me the next two days and I'm kinda excited tbh 👀

ARE Y'ALL PREPARED?!

#my animals all should be okay #im just a bit worried about the half wild chickens who wont let me put them in the coop #or even the garage #i know theyll be ok with the cold im just worried about how deep the snow will be #ill have to keep up on making paths for them #other than that #i have enough animal and people food to last awhile and i have extra straw in case someone needs more #also got ten gallons each of diesel and gas #lots of blankets medical supplies board games #oh dang i should make sure my portable phone charger is charged #i really need to get a solar charger #the thing im worried about most is if the power goes out #we have a generator but if we can keep the house warm during the day we might turn it off at night #and i know its stupid but i have anxiety and nighttime is really hard for me #especially in pitch black silence #i dont like the way my fear and anxiety makes my heart feel #anyway #ill stop rambling now #yall are in my prayers #please pray for us

[undefeatablesin]

Have a bonus sketch sheet bc I recently redesigned my other good hunter Aloysha and forgot to post it lmao 💅✨️

#sin scribbles #(yes she has some wild lichtenberg figures/lightning scars now too) #(since she is basically an electro werewolf.) #(aloysha is a menace. large and in charge. feral.) #(shes wont let the horrors beyond human imagination stop her from having a good time 😂) #(i dont mention aloysha a lot bc ruza is my heart and soul but aloysha is purely here to elevate the vibes LOL) #(i do love her dearly though) #(tldr for anyone new or who hasnt seen her before lmao aloysha is a mercenary who was employed to accompany ruza to yharnam) #(she adapts TOO well to the hunt 😂) #(she is the character i go to for some fun. some levity. a bit of absurdity and whackiness u kno.) #(her playlist is full of dmc and mgr music if that tells u anything LMAO) #(idk if they have cigs in bb even but she has the energy of someone that would smoke regardless)

[fiovske]

the thing abt mizu is that she is extremely non-binary in such a genderqueer way that she has homoerotic energy w men and extremely sapphic energy w women.

#i know this is gross simplification bc mizu's relationship to womanhood is quite a few layers of complicated #bc she has never been allowed to be human let alone woman in a society where mixed race is seen as a greater condemnation than womanhood #and a lot of her dressing up as a man is to save herself from the reach of said misogyny which wont let her be addressed as a woman #but sure be dehumanized as one. #but it is funny to think of how homoerotically charged her interactions w taigen are. as opposed to her interactions w women. w akemi. #i have not finished the show yet i've still quite a few eps to go. but god her being mixed race has been so incredibly isolating. #she struggles w intimacy she feels like she has to do everything alone bc who in the world wouldnt hate her? would not turn her in for coin #her easily clockable ethnicity has challenged both her ability to live w womanhood #and be a part of womanhood in a society where women are treated so poorly. #anyway this is a joke post simply to comment on how mizu's chemistry w taigen is as opposed to mizu's chemistry w akemi #i'd beseech you to not take it seriously. like i said. its a gross simplification. and this is a joke post. #im watching blue eye samurai and the art style is pretty cool

[britneyshakespeare]

you know what i realized

is giving

#no im flattering myself #tales from diana #the top left is ned's drawing of me from years ago versus my self-portrait from this week #the bottom is lizzie siddal painted by dante gabriel rossetti compared to her self-portrait #my dad said 'you look angry' when he saw it lol #i am! you know me. pissed. mad. #ned knows how to make me look a pretty ingenue i must say #i do plan on drawing him soon to return the years-late favor. i wrote him poems but that was a different favor #any idiot can write poems. look at me! #anyway i must say im so happy to be drawing again. and my charcoal came in the mail today #50 pieces of vine charcoal. hallelujah #at michaels they'll charge you 5 bucks for three sticks. ridiculous #i wont say publicly how cheap i bought those 50 pieces or you ppl will never forgive me #but it's ok that should hold me off for quite awhile #but i still have a lot of catching up to do before i get to ned's level i must say. not that i anticipate it #im happy w my progress im a happy little clam

[guruguruguruguru]

the longer i sit with it the more it really gets me how nobody ever really mentions obito and rin before obito's reveal in shippuden. kakashi vaguely mentions his old friends and i think other characters allude to the tragedy of kakashi's past but rin and obito themselves are lost to time. something about that is so fucking haunting and so gutting. you would think it would be a pretty big deal that two kids from the same class died within a year of each other, but the nine tails attack probably wiped so much clean that nobody could really carry the grief... still, when we see their class in flashbacks, we recognise almost everyone else, so... there's something really sad and hopeless about their absence...

there's a lot a LOT to say about it from a lot of different angles and i don't really feel like going into meta posting territory i just have big feelings about it you know? and to me i guess obito encapsulates a lot of the anger. for the people who get left behind and forgotten. and that can mean a lot of things

#two of my classmates died on separate occassions in short span of time in high school and i wont claim that grief because #i didnt know either of them well but i did feel a lot of anger and overwhelming hopelessness. that life keeps relentlessly going on #even when people get left behind #it feels so unfair and so painful... there are so many more aspects to it though as well #like people who are left behind in other ways due to circumstance or class or race or etc etc- often a combination of those factors #and obito as a kid reminds me a lot of a good friend i had when i was little who was late to class every day #because of those outside circumstances #and again someone in high school who i was late WITH every day. because ya #and i feel very big about that. and about rins death as something so fucking preventable #the tragedy also of baby teacher minato who was so so not ready to be in charge of anyone. but. that's something else #anyway i guess i just really feel a connection with that anger and despair #sorru was watching niji and felt fucking insane about it #obito and rin are like two sides of one thing. maybe of one person. of one concept #part of why i'm so so crazy about obito being trans is because i see him as also using rin's memory as a conduit for #his anger and grief about his own lost younger self. hence: baby obito is also a little girl #i think they are best friends. its so important. idk none of this is wider narrative meta #its just my feelings about them in particular #haunting dead girl and the ghost who has to carry on and can't rest

[rewrite-canon]

not margot robbie or greta gerwig but ken?????? not olivia rodrigo but ken??? gtfo

#onmw to beat up whatever old men run the oscars #put me in charge all my opinions are Ws #when everyone was complaining that barbie’s feminism was too simple and rudimentary but then this shit happens at the academies #america ferrera saving them fr or i would laser them with my eyes #and the hunger games got snubbed for at least best song or score or costume. idc idc idc #i wasnt expecting tbosas to get a lot of noms BUTNOTHINGGGGG 😭😭😭 #lily gladstone better win istg im only watching for her atp #gotg and atsv also got snubbed ngl. especially atsv for their songs #at least nimona is nominated and not wish though #FUCK wish 🤭 #also past lives better win foty (it wont but it should beat oppenheimer it wont but it should-) #barbie #ryan gosling #greta gerwig #ken #barbie ken #tbosas #olivia rodrigo #margot robbie #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #lucy gray baird #thg #the hunger games #gotg vol 3 #killer of the flower moon #oscars #the oscars #2023 oscars #for a movie to sweep the oscars it should be up to eeato’s lvl and oppenheimer is nowhere near that

[tendebill]

[wip]

school's been killing me so i've been inactive and will continue to be inactive in the nearest future. i can barely find the energy/motivation/time to draw for myself, but here's a little seph wip ive started today out of sheer desperation to draw SOMETHING lol

#anyway to draw this i had to ignore working on both of my diplomas #+preparing for next week overall and an animation assignment :3 #gonna lump all of my responsibilities on tomorrow and hope i can do it all in 1 day #also i hope im not sick #would suck if i was sick #i might be getting sick #the only thing ive been capable of is playing ow2 and writing gay fanfiction for it in my spare time #cuz even if i have a less intense school day im still exhausted cuz of the public transit #not to mention SHOUT OUT TO WEDNESDAY I LOVE WEDNESDAY #I LOVE HAVING A 1O HOUR SCHOOL DAY MHM #7am to 4pm that shit must be violating some regulations or rights idk #but the people in charge of our schedule are basically like lmao cant do anythin about that sorry #deal with it #and also this is the lite version of my schedule #cuz i have 3 hrs less than im technically supposed to have cuz the fucking photography teacher wont show up for work #and im lowkey hoping they cancel photography altogether this year for my sanity #also ive been kinda artblocked since the beginning of september #also also im lowkey hating my own art again #im just unhappy with my art #i wanna enjoy drawing and i wanna draw a lot but i just cant #plus ive been having trouble with drawing anything besides faces #like my anatomy is outta wack and its messing with me #i cant even draw characters without getting frustrated that its either just their face or a shitty attempt at a cool pose #everything i draw feels bad or uninspired #anyway #wip #tendebill ocs #tendebill art #personal #life update

[tearfest]

mini life update in the tags bc i need somewhere 2 rant < 3

#u can ignore but! #in the process of secretly prepping to cut my mum off bc shes got total financial control over me (im 26) #i got a lot of money when i was 18 from an accident n shes basically in control of my assets bc she made it that wah #*way #if that makes sense #like i can only access my money if i go to the bank with her. she lives in a house i boyght her free of charge #sje bullied me into biying another house in wales so she can rent it out as a holidah home n use it as a free holiday spot n said i would #get an income from it but shes given me nothing in the 4/5 yrs weve had it #she put her name on the deeds to all my assets #so i have money but it is inaccessible #i need some bc i need to fund my phd next year but sje wont help me #anyways! thats lowkey besides the point #my dads got a brain tumor n my mum doesnt know i still see my dad bc she thinks i havent spoke to him since je left like 3 yrs ago #but i helped hjm leave bc she was abusing him n had been since i was like 9 #n now im stressed out bc my dads not well and i feel like um running out of time with him #but hes in the hospital at the minute after having a siezure a few weeks after his brain surgery #so ive visited him like 3 days in a row n he remarried this year and my stepmum/sisters are so nice #its like having a real family #and it makes me feel guilty yo say that abt my mum n sister #like the guilt of havi g a bad parent is so real tonight fellas im just gonna sit n cry for a few dags #tbd. #if u read this far i love u .. whats hr zodiac #but yeah! this is why im so inactive #n bc im doi g my masters degree but . that pales in comparison rn

[penisbilt]

the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now

#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL #really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us #ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great #extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore #the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog #its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow #i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating #i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one #i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it #theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget #anyway. anyway. #our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by #there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!' #we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad #cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now #maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that #im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away #ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free #i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20 #i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her #but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more #maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know #because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before #i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years #i dunno. i dont know #anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process #the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months #the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time #when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move #just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend

[rablunt]

i hate capitalism so much it taints everything. i actually love working but the inflexibility and the threat of losing everything if i don’t give everything to the grind really kills me.

i’m actually in a really privileged position too (i live at home and its mostly fine so i can work for savings rather than survival) but i literally have a brain that tells me to get fucked and a desire to have a well rounded and balanced life and tell me why its impossible to be both happy and employed. its also impossible to be happy and unemployed unless you have generational wealth because get fucked pauvos.

why cant i work a job but only four days a week and take reduced hours when i need some time to better myself or the community??

humans like working. we dont do well idle. its just that the system we have to work under Sucks Ass.

#trying to plan a show while working full time #i work irregular hours and do not live in the city i am planning it in #and my conspirator WONT COMMUNICATE #i know jackshit about whats going on but its fine #not actually mad at my coplanner bc theyre super busy anf stressed and ik its not a good time for them rn #and its actually hard for me to do a lot due to the specifics #but i am in charge of decorations and let me tell you hand sewing a banner takes a lot of time #please pray for me i am so stressed about finishing it #anti capitalism #mine

[stellardeer]

i have to come to terms with the fact that I am actually well off for someone in this country now, like.. idk it's weird

i'm still living the exact same lifestyle that i was before, so for the most part it feels almost like nothing has changed, like maybe im spending a little bit more money on food and buying the "good" toilet paper, but all that does is allow me to actually have savings in my bank account

i still stand with the working class and impoverished people of this country, and I am very much still in the boat of "one [very] bad day from homelessness" so i am not taking this for granted whatsoever

i've just been watching some of those youtube channels where they interview random people all over the country and just like.. kinda show what their life is like and it's definitely putting mine in perspective

very very grateful for the opportunities i have had and very proud of myself for forcing myself to stay in college (even tho it took almost 10 years to finish and left me with a mountain of debt) and just like.. idk, i feel like i could be doing more to help people out, i can't wait til im out of debt ;o;

#like idk it makes me feel a little bad sometime that im able to live comfortably while others arent #fuck i mean i got one of my friends living on my fucking couch rn i have a daily reminder of the inequality in this country #cause he doesnt have any qualifications to get a good enough job to fucking LIVE in this city #he's been trying to find a place to live but everywhere wants you to be making 3x the rent #and there's not a fucking job in this town that will pay you that much... #it's college town most people here are not even paying their own rent their well-off parents are paying it #ive never even fucking paid rent here i was living off the good fucking graces of my friends and my partner for like 7 years #and im still not paying rent i live in a trailer park and i own the trailer it's a shitty 2bd that i've had to pay to fix multiple times #but the fact that i can even afford to do that now is INSANE TO ME #I OWN A BUILDING WTF #i mean i do pay lot rent but it's only $300/mo #but rent prices here keep going up and up and up and i feel bad for my friend cause i dont know wtf he's supposed to do #i'm not charging him anything to live here so he's saved up a bunch of money but no matter how much he has the apartment places dont care #cause he wont have that money once he has to spend it all on bills and then his paychecks wont be able to cover living costs... #and i love him but he's just a little bit stupid and like.. doesn't seem to comprehend that he cannot afford a place that's $900 :'D #like he thinks that because he makes $1500 a month that he can spend $900 of that on rent like buddy NOO #what about FOOD? and OTHER BILLS? that's JUST rent dude what about lights and water???? #but also idk i dont feel THAT bad for him cause he could always just move back in with his mom or live with a roommate but he fcking refuse #anyway this got off on a tangent the point is once im out of debt im donating all my fucking money

[inklingofadream]

my little brother has an Object. the Object is a tiny tv set. but it is also. a compass. a lantern AND a flashlight (opposite sides). a radio. it is jeep branded. it is older than he is.

he and his buddy are going camping Exclusively. because of the Object. so that's also a feature it has.

#ink post #my family #'camping' is probably overly generous? i cant deny the fishing or the tent (with dog door)(no dog same thrift store trip as the Object) #but also like... my mom is packing them RAW STEAKS???? maybe leftover ones i think? #and they'll be like. A mile up the mountain from our grandparents who are charged with calling an ambulance if/when needed #they are NOT bringing smores supplies. i know this bc i am now in possession of a Lot of chocolate not being used in smores. #just. i would not trust these 2 to make me a steak at home under parental supervision #my brother has no camping knowledge and while his friend does he also goes by gibby exclusively. yes after the icarly character. #on the upside they wont see any dangerous wildlife bc gibby is a cheering football stadium in human form

[rebellum]

Okay I didn't wanna bother op by putting this in the tags of that last post I reblogged, the bitch daughter/bastard son post

But that is SO confrontational that it's FASCINATING for me

Like I can't imagine anyone in my family calling someone else a bitch. Even on my dad's side of the family, which is relatively mean, where my dad DEFINITELY things my aunt is a massive bitch.

I wanna put that op's mom under a michael scope and study her. What could possibly inspire you to call your child a bitch. Over PANTS. Like over anything is wild. But over PANTS.!.????? I am fascinated.

#the worst thing ive ever said to my mum was 'fuck you' #and that was at a very very emotionally charged moment that has not happened before or since #it was a Whole Thing and i couldnt get away and she wouldnt leave me alone #tbh i never apologized for that and i never will. i forgive her! for her actions! but bruh i did nothing wrong. i did what i had to do. #you might think 'wow thats a lot' but imagine being 18 and you lost your phone in a stupid way and its just confirmation that #to you that no matter what you do you will always be a failure and the world would be better off without you and you cant even punish #yourself with self harm because youre staying with relatives and you know youre worthle #s and then your mom wont stop telling you that you messed up by losing your phone. and its like. you know. you know. you know you fucked up #and that youre a waste of space and that no one is saying that but they all know it too #so you go to a field to sit down and be alone and she follows you out and tells you to come inside #so you do and go up to your cousins bedroom where youre staying but the wall is open to the hallway #so its not even rly private and then she just keeps walking in to tell you #'this is serious that you lost your phone thats not okay' #when all you can think about is how you deserve to drown in your own blood. #so! yeah anyways! while my family doesnt speak to eachother that way i maintain i did nothing wrong with saying fu.

[spookykestrel]

ahhhhhhh what do i have to contribute to this world ifim not the designated driver

#/hj??? #not really joking actyally #not in a “everyones drunk but me” way #but in a “if im not providing a service to my friends” #“or being in charge of every situation” #“then am i even of any importance/relvenacy” way #but also ig in an “everyones drunk but me” way #idk there's lots to unpack here so we wont #lol i mean hahahahahaha ffunny llol #me having deep rooted self worth issues?? lollll nahhhhhh #kestrel calls #chitter chatter #text post

[gayspock]

like again 😭 ik its not the case everywhere. but in england, in particular, like... there are a lot of ppl who ARE genuinely very for the queen. like dont let anecdotes you see online fool you, or curated online environments make u think everyone is laughing. unfortunately that is not the case... & instead, i'd wager the majority of england (i say specifically, bc i doubt such a majority extends to the rest of the uk) are in the "you can't say anything bad abt her / it's disrespectful now she's gone" camp at BEST... & at worst they revere the woman.

#Egg.txt #like remember... what decisions this country has been making for the past few years? yeah. #a lot of them guided by uhm. the most moronic brand of nationalism #& this is abt the rail strikes btw bc idk if i made it clear like- #yes yes yes i agreeeee like you do have to have abackbone and all that but theres a difference between like #amassing enough ppl to push for change & challenging those around you and like... #making a stand NOW when you will be ripped to pieces.... #like nowhere is at its weakest. idk what that person was on. #maybe the MONARCHY is going to be going into its weakest soon with charles in charge and we can challenge that #but the freaking rail strikes? who are already slated by EVERYONE ? come on... #like itsfine i get why some ppl may get the impression that #a lot more ppl are against the monarchy than there are really #but yeah... no #at least not when it comes to elizabeth ii (who a lot of ppl still like #even if they dont care abt the royals bc ''shes a sweet old lady'') #and not eright after her death ppl wont sit for it man ... -_- #it stinks but its trueee