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#n now im stressed out bc my dads not well and i feel like um running out of time with him
tearfest · 4 months
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mini life update in the tags bc i need somewhere 2 rant < 3
#u can ignore but!#in the process of secretly prepping to cut my mum off bc shes got total financial control over me (im 26)#i got a lot of money when i was 18 from an accident n shes basically in control of my assets bc she made it that wah#*way#if that makes sense#like i can only access my money if i go to the bank with her. she lives in a house i boyght her free of charge#sje bullied me into biying another house in wales so she can rent it out as a holidah home n use it as a free holiday spot n said i would#get an income from it but shes given me nothing in the 4/5 yrs weve had it#she put her name on the deeds to all my assets#so i have money but it is inaccessible#i need some bc i need to fund my phd next year but sje wont help me#anyways! thats lowkey besides the point#my dads got a brain tumor n my mum doesnt know i still see my dad bc she thinks i havent spoke to him since je left like 3 yrs ago#but i helped hjm leave bc she was abusing him n had been since i was like 9#n now im stressed out bc my dads not well and i feel like um running out of time with him#but hes in the hospital at the minute after having a siezure a few weeks after his brain surgery#so ive visited him like 3 days in a row n he remarried this year and my stepmum/sisters are so nice#its like having a real family#and it makes me feel guilty yo say that abt my mum n sister#like the guilt of havi g a bad parent is so real tonight fellas im just gonna sit n cry for a few dags#tbd.#if u read this far i love u .. whats hr zodiac#but yeah! this is why im so inactive#n bc im doi g my masters degree but . that pales in comparison rn
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wulvert · 1 year
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THE QUESTIONS (sory they r all paperteeth. if u want tho u can relate them 2 triptrack 2,,,):
-is avery a "five-in-one mens body wash" user. she gives the vibes 4 some reason,,,mayb scarlet wil finaly convince her 2 use regular shampoo n conditioner
-do full moons have any impact on vampires like they do werewolves, like increased bloodthirst?
-possible spoiler territory!! avoid answering this one if u gotta!! were trisha nd her sister close with their mom before she left 4 america,,,was their mom like. just as bad as their father is?
-this one also might be spoiler territory so feel free 2 toss this one 2,,,why does avery live in an (shabby?? restrictive nd bleak??) apartment? in my fanfiction writing i related it back 2 like. avery having a concerning amount of. self hatred i guess? and refusing to have anything nice for herself bc she feels she doesnt deserve it. nd she just feels like she doesnt need anything more. but im curious if theres like,,,an actual canon reason behind it since we've seen that scarlet can like. afford a pretty nice house with the vampire hunter pay (assuming she gets paid either the same amount as avery or less)
-um. anyways a lighter question: do u have any heights 4 the paperteeth cast,,,if theres no concrete numbers a "who's taller than who' woudl still be pretty cool :]
-ND FINALLY THE MOST IMPORTANT QUESTION,,,IF SCARLET AND AVERY COMPARED HAND SIZES (VITAL SAPPHIC EXPERIENCE) WHOSE HAND WOULD B SMALLER,,,🏳️‍🌈
HI
probably yeah. she does wash thoroughly, she smells nice but just also probably of 5 in one. scarlet probably smells rly strongly of like vanilla perfume or something.
i wouldnt say so! theyre different curses from different times so i dont think there'd be much overlap
towards fish yeah, to other ppl no. their dad is more terrible to other people than his own family- aside from trisha who its a little sus. (ig its like, no u shouldnt move out, live with ur parents the rest of ur life bc what if u eat everyone, we have a basement. ( he could finance suitable housing 4 trisha with pocket money if he wanted to, he's obscenely rich- which its not like he wants her to finance that on her own, trisha is financially completely reliant on her family bc they dont think she should have a job & she's been like this since her tweens so she's pretty conditioned into listening to them- but she could probably handle a job fine she's very good at keeping composure. she was pretty stressed at tht bbq but she didnt even mildly turn. sorry if i explained this badly- her parents have pretty much just raised her to be terrified of herself, she rarely goes outside on her own unless its for annual bbq prep))
so while fish despairs at being doomed to live in her childhood bedroom the rest of her life, the rest of his family think he's pretty normal and fine- ppl outside his family r the ppl who get got by him.
ig rly rly mild spoilers
avery probably could afford a nicer apartment (her apartment isnt that bad structurally, its just undecorated and ugly because she has no idea what she's doing and doesnt have a life outside of her job. like at all. whatsoever. & yeah averys a sopping wet creature she absolutely hates herself) but she doesn't see the point. she saves a lot, & when she buys stuff she buys stuff that'll last a long time so usually a little more expensive. she doesnt want to buy a house bc she doesnt want to deal with selling a house. imagine being able to afford a house. vampire hunters usually get paid rly well- they get paid per pair of fangs they turn in (vampires leave them behind when they die lol i forgot to mention that) so avery being pretty skilled gets paid pretty well- kelly being pretty shit doesnt get paid much (avery gives him some of the fangs she gets) scarlet used to be decent so she also got paid well but now she just. turns her own fangs in all the time and that's gathering a lot of money. for her projects. and she bought a funny little house with no upstairs but a downstairs that looks like an upstairs. so. ig scarlets the richest of the three rn bc of her little infinite money hack- avery could do it too but she doesnt rly wanna rip her teeth out all the time, and she hasnt quit killing vampires so whats the point.
so kinda- i figure averys 5'4 ish, and kellys an itty bit taller, then i figured scarlets maybe 5'8 but then. i put them in this height comparision thingy and. it says scarlets 6'2 which was NOT my intention, but when u look how much taller she is in the comic. like. damn maybe??? i wouldnt take that as 100% canon tho bc the way i draw proportions is obvs different to this chart
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accident. oh well. trisha might be a bit smaller idk.
and i made one of these for triptrack last year, cant say how accurate it is tho but here
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toad is probably 210 cm but slouches
anyway averys hands are probably smaller unless you count the knives at the ends of her fingers but you probably shouldnt
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bluebeatleisslay · 8 months
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Blue Beatle x y/n
Btw- y/n will be half Mexican and half European in this not that it matters but idk lol anyways but I just wanted to put European in there bc I’m 80% and I like to think I feel close to it 😭❤️ anyways here is a new story
also I wanted to say that im getting inspired by the stuff bc it’s SLAYINGGG FRRR
y/n pov
Huh…. I slowly open my eyes ugh I say as I realize it’s morning.. Y/N WAKE UP I hear my mom yell I groan as I roll out of bed and make my way to my closet, today is a big day my papa is coming back to see us he was out of the country for work I do wish sometimes he wouldn’t go out so far but he need to pay for the home it’s getting stressful for my mama and papa I can tell papa is rlly never home but- “Y/N COME ON WE NEED TO GO” I’m cut off by my mom “OK JUST GETTING READY “ I yell back I take a deep breath and sign.. ok here we go.. I look in my closet trying to find something acceptable, look good but comfortable I end of finding a cue blue dress that hugs my body perfectly
-(if y wanna see it it will be down at the end and if it’s not there that means I can’t find a way to put the pic there😭)-
it’s baby blue with little bots of white, I look at my self in the mirror and think perfect, I run down stairs to find my mom waiting for me with a face of only what ppl can say… excitement and disappointment but soon turns into a one of love and happiness “ oh my god y/n u look Beautiful..” I brush “ty mama” as I say that I smile softly “we will be going out to eat with papa soon after we meet him at the airport, but if u wanna fun and get a snack rn u can” moms says. I start to think and I will eat with them as a famliy “nah mom it’s all good” I say she smiles and grins and says ok let’s go we don’t want to keep him waiting” I grin and laugh and say “ok mama let’s go” we get into the car and start to drive to the airport mom starts to talk
“Yk that boy from down the street? What’s his name hmmm um Jaime? Is it?” She’s says “yes mama what abt him?” I say
“well he went to college”mama say’s excited ! It’s crazy how big he has gotten I remember when he was just a little boy he’s has grown into his looks” I brush “mommmm “i say brushing “what its true u should two should start talking he’s handsome and nice she says” “what-“ I say “ok okkk ok I will stop now” mom says grinning we drive into the airport parking lot we park and get out of the car we start walking to the doors I’m so excited to see my papa it’s been so long 1 year feels so long to be without a parent his work has been hard he works a lot just to pass by and we love him and appreciate him for it.. I hear my mom gasps and I see my papa we both run to his and give him a big hug! Hi papa I say” hello my pretty daughter “ he says oh that’s a Beautiful dress” he says “ty papa I smile i turn around and I see- it’s Jamie going down the escalator wait what- my mom sees him to and says that “he is getting back from college and that we should go over and say hi” I brush “okkk” I say and we walk over to them “ hello Rocio it’s so nice to see u guys again” mom smiles softly “oh my goodness mary sits so good to see u again says Rocio” they hugs and start to talk abt Jamie and my dad starts talking to Jamie’s dad, I look at Jamie and he looked back and I rlly get to look at him… his hair is longer, he’s teller ofc.. and prettier to.. I didn’t realize I was staring until my mom says “y/n…?” I can hear her grin I mentally groan “yes mom?” I say mom says “I think maybe we should have a dinner with Rocios famliy don’t u think? “ “yeah sure “ I say i look at jamie and he says “ u look good” I brush and say “ty jamie”
YALL I GTG it’s 12:29 😍☝🏻 it’s tiring writing bc I’m list and it’s hard idk how y’all do it but ty and I will undate soon slayyy
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pennylanefics · 3 years
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A Promise - pt. 1 | Will Schofield
a/n: i broke this into two parts bc it was super long. this is the really heartbreaking story idea i had...i also stopped writing it for a few days bc im not expecting to get much notes on it and it discouraged me, but i loved writing it, so why not 🤷🏼‍♀️
another a/n: it’s my birthday!! :) this is the second will fic i’ve posted on my birthday for a second year in a row 🤣 i’ll be sitting at home, making a cake, being snowed in from the winter storm, enjoying some cheesecake factory, drinking kool-aid and watching hamilton lol
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Having Tom home for the holidays was amazing. He had so many stories from training, about other soldiers getting caught in hilarious situations. It was so nice to hear his laugh again and just be in his presence.
You’ve known Tom for a short time, but you fell in love instantly. He was delivering a basket of cherries to your house, from his mother to yours, and that’s when you met. From then, you’ve spent all your time together, in his backyard, at local parks, even in your homes; you were inseparable.
“I don’t know what I’m going to do when you go back,” you whisper against Tom’s chest. Your night was filled with passion in his dim-lit room, the covers surrounding your sweaty bodies.
“You’ll survive,” he teases you with a couple kisses here and there. You giggle softly and curl into his body, not wanting him to leave. He was home for the holidays, but unfortunately, he was being sent to France in a few days. “I’ll write to you every chance I can.”
“You better.” He smiles and kisses you deeply.
That was one of the last passionate kisses you shared.
About a month after he left, you found out you were pregnant. You knew it was from that night, and you were so excited to write to Tom and tell him.
Dear my Tom,
I have wonderful news... I’m pregnant! You’re going to be a dad! I cannot wait for your next leave so you can be here for at least some of the pregnancy. It’s going to go so fast, they’ll be here before we know it. I love you. Come home soon.
Love, (Y/N)
He wrote back very quickly.
Dear my love,
I am so elated that we’re going to have a baby! It’s always been my dream to start a family with the woman I love. I cannot wait to see pictures of your baby belly and hear about everything.
Love, your Tom
Those letters continued for the next few months. You gave Tom updates every single week, dreamily writing what your life would be like when they’re born, and if the war would be over. Every letter contained sweet comments from him, until one letter stood out to you one day in April.
“Iris,” you shakily walk to where she sat in the living room. You had moved in with her when you found out you were pregnant. She was so excited to have a grandchild, and she wanted to take the best care of you, for yourself and for Tom.
“What is it, darling?” You hand her the paper covered in someone else’s handwriting, not daring to read anymore than the dreaded greeting, “To (Y/N) and Iris”. Not “dear my love” like Tom writes.
She scans it for a few seconds before bursting into tears. This makes your heart speed up and anxiety builds in your body. She suddenly screams out in horror, and you know something bad happened.
Picking the paper up, you carefully read over the writing, your heart shattering to pieces as you read the statement, “Tom has been killed”. At first, you don’t react. It doesn’t feel real. It feels like someone’s messing with you, one of Tom’s good mates did this, right?
After reading it over and over, you finally look at the closing, which is written by Will Schofield, Tom’s trusted friend. That’s when you break down.
You fall to your knees, your hands covering your face as your body goes numb.
He’s gone. He’s really gone.
“Why!?” You scream in heartbreak. Iris rushes over to you immediately, attempting to put her own grief aside to comfort you.
“(Y/N), you h-have to relax, you can’t stress yourself out. It’s bad for the baby.” At the mention of your unborn child, you cry out even more. He wouldn’t get to see his child.
A sob escapes your lips and you clutch at your chest, images of your first and only love running through your mind. How could you go on?
You managed to get through a month since receiving the news of Tom’s death. It definitely wasn’t easy, but being with Iris made it all the better. You comforted one another when you needed to, and often went into town to shop or have lunch, just to get your mind off things.
A month and a half later, you were still so heartbroken, but you knew you needed to stay strong for your baby. According to your doctor, they were still pretty healthy, as were you, surprisingly. You told him about what happened, and he was very understanding, but he assured you that everything so far was fine, and to just take things easy now.
One day, you and Iris were baking a few cherry pies to deliver to people around town, when a knock on the front door interrupted you. Wiping your hands, you walk to the grand entryway and open it, coming face-to-face with a nice-looking young man.
“Can I help you?” You ask. He takes a deep breath and smiles.
“I’m William Schofield,” he says softly. The name triggers you instantly, and you suddenly feel dizzy. He senses this and helps you inside and onto the couch.
“Who was it, darling?” Iris walks into the living room and sees Will helping you. “Who are you?”
“My name is Will Schofield. I was a friend of Tom’s, and the one who sent the letter informing you of…” he tapers off, hoping she would understand. She does, nodding and motioning for him to take a seat. She walks back into the kitchen while you are still trying to process it all.
The room is silent and awkward. Will doesn’t know what to say, or if he should say anything at all. Thankfully, Iris returns with three cups of tea.
“So, Will. Are you on leave or were you sent here?” He takes a cup from her hands and thanks her softly.
“I was discharged. I sustained some injuries on, uh, the, um, the-”
“It’s okay,” Iris whispers. He nods and wipes his cheek. You stare at him, taking his appearance in. He was nothing like Tom described him as. He was very handsome, bright blue eyes that sparkled with tears. You suddenly feel guilty for staring at him for too long, still attached to the thought that Tom was still alive and he was still your boyfriend.
You zoned out, thinking of Tom once again. What he was like, his laugh, your favorite sound in the world.
“Love?” Iris’s voice breaks you from your daze. That’s when you realized you were silently crying, tears streaming down your cheeks.
“Sorry,” you mumble, quickly standing and running to your room. The door shuts behind you and you fall onto your bed, sobbing quietly into the pillow that used to be Tom’s.
About ten minutes pass and you’re no longer crying. But, your heart still feels heavy and you feel a little numb. A soft knock sounds through the room, and you call out weakly for whoever it is to come in. Sitting up, you see Will cautiously stepping inside. He closes the door gently and awkwardly walks further into the room.
“Hi,” you mumble. He waves and looks around for a chair, but you pat the bed next to you. He sits down slowly and fiddles with his hands.
“I’m so sorry for what you’re going through,” he whispers, keeping his eyes forward.
“It’s probably affecting you as well. According to his letters, you two were great friends.” He chuckles and nods.
“We were friends, but I wasn’t his love or mother of his child.” Tears spring to your eyes once again.
“Yeah, that’s…” you were at a loss for words. You’ve talked about this countless times with Iris, but suddenly, being around Will made it hard for some reason.
“Tom was so excited to be a dad,” he murmurs, a hint of love in his voice. “Every letter he got from you, his face lit up at whatever update you gave him. And he told me about every single one.” You laugh through your tears and finally look at Will. He also had tears in his eyes, yet there was a deeper emotion behind them.
“He was a good man,” he continues. “Always telling jokes and stories. He honestly made the whole experience better.”
“Yeah, that was his specialty, his stories. He had an endless amount of them.”
“That he did.” A silence hangs in the air for a moment.
“Um, can we please change the topic? Because as much as I’d love to talk about Tom more, I don’t think I’m quite ready,” you shyly mumble.
“Yeah, of course. Have you seen any films recently?”
For the rest of the night, you and Will get to know one another, talking about everything and anything, except for Tom; he respected your wish and avoided the topic as best as he could.
After that night, Will visited you every weekend, spending Friday, Saturday, and Sunday with you and Iris. He made sure you were staying healthy and resting, and one night, you asked him about it.
“Will?” You whisper. He was sitting in the guest room, at the desk in the corner. It was well into the night, but you had to ask him now.
“What’s wrong?” He’s standing within seconds, running over to you to make sure you weren’t injured or something was wrong with the baby.
“Nothing. But, I am curious about one thing.”
“What’s that?”
“Why have you been visiting so much? Not that I don’t enjoy your company, it’s been really nice and Iris loves having you here as well, but why?” He sits on the bed and motions for you to join. You two crawl to the top, against the headboard, and he begins.
“When Tom was...dying, he asked me to care for you, to make sure you have a healthy and happy baby. He asked me to check up on you often and make sure you’re okay, both with the baby and yourself, mentally. He knew what he was leaving behind, and he hated that you were going to be left alone, with just his mum.” Tears pool in your eyes and threaten to spill over as Will continues.
“I made a promise to him that I would protect you and the baby. So I’m going to do that.” Your tears finally fall, and your hands rest on your bump, wishing they could have met their amazing father.
“I just wish he was still here,” you quietly sob. Will wraps an arm around your shoulder and pulls you close to him.
“I know, love. They’ll get to know him through yours and Iris’s stories. Their father won’t be forgotten, I promise you that.”
The months go by, and Will keeps his promise till the end. In early October, you gave birth to a beautiful baby boy. You named him Percy Thomas Blake; Tom had always talked about how he loved the name ‘Percy’ for a boy and wanted to use it one day, so you had to keep his wish.
Will was up with you, in the middle of the night as Percy cried out. You were in tears, having tried everything to calm him. Changing him, wrapping him in a blanket, trying to feed him, but nothing worked.
“Here,” Will says, removing his shirt, “let me try something.” He takes the baby from you carefully and rests him against his bare chest. Moments later, the room goes quiet and Percy is fully content. You breathe out a sigh of relief and fall onto the bed.
“Thank you,” you murmur, closing your eyes and enjoying the peaceful moment. Will goes to sit in the rocking chair in the corner of your room, but you invite him to lay beside you. He’s hesitant at first, but he gently lays down, Percy now fast asleep on his chest.
“I really appreciate you doing this,” you say softly. “Being here and helping Iris and I. I have no idea what I would have done if I was alone.”
“Like I said, it was my promise.”
“I know, but to drop everything and help take care of a baby that’s not yours is so incredibly nice.”
“He may not be mine, but that doesn’t mean I won’t care for him when I promised to for a friend.”
A smile spreads across your lips and your hand comes to rest on your son’s back. For a moment, you forget everything bad that’s happened. You feel happy for the first time in months. You just hoped that would last.
To your surprise, it did.
Will basically lives with you and Iris now, and you’re so thankful that he stayed. Him and your son created this unbreakable bond, and you were more than happy that Percy was able to have someone like Will in his life.
Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Years came and passed, and Will was by your side as you mourned the memory of the last time you saw Tom, a year ago. But, as you got through the days together, you couldn’t help but have one thought on your mind.
“Alright, goodnight, bubs. Tomorrow morning, we’re going to see grandmummy!” Your son cheers tiredly at your words, and you give him a kiss on his head. Will appears behind you and proceeds to do the same routine. He follows you out of the room, turning the light off and shutting the door. He begins to walk into his room, but you stop him
“Can I talk to you about something?” You wonder quietly, nerves filling your body. He nods and grabs your hand, guiding you to the living room couch. Iris was gone for the weekend, so you had the house to yourselves.
“So, what is it?” Taking a deep breath, you keep your eyes on your hands, not wanting to look him in the eyes.
“I think I’m in love with you.”
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pocmuzings · 3 years
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um... kassie for the ship headcanon meme hehe
this is my wife btw  . . . doing this to me . . ok . . hot . . will do .  u know i’d do anything for u  . . 
1. Who makes the first move and how? i honestly think it was pretty even steven here ? they both bickered a lot at their photo shoot , working together . i feel like cassie was SO frustrated with him and his easy charm / cockiness that she probably kissed him first just to shut him up 
2. Who is the most insecure and what makes them feel better? cassie has always had severe insecurities and issues there . i think just being in the same space as kyle always soothes her ? like he’ll make a dumb joke , or say smth dumb n sarcastic or poke fun at her lightly at it’ll kinda help her get out of her head ? she also loves taking baths , or just lying in bed together . 
3. Who is the most romantic? i feel like it’s cassie with the smaller things . she remembers the birthdays and she’ll see a cologne she think would be nice on kyle . but kylie is romantic in a lot of different ways , too . he’ll do things like clean the dishes or cook dinner if cassie seems particularly stressed . he’ll help organise her calendar . he’ll be more practical with how he helps her out at times  ?
4. Who can’t keep their hands to themselves? both of them dfjkfjn but probably mainly cassie . she sees kyle anywhere and shes like PURR
5. Who says ‘I love you’ first? absolutely cassie and then she probably sprinted away in pure fear bc shes like ‘why did u say that why why why ‘  
6. Who would they ask if they ever had a threesome? tyler ? max ? those would be cassies pick . honestly it wouldn’t surprise me if kyle has Asked the q so they’d probably just get some random hot model they work together with some time
7. What do they get up to on a night out? a LOT of shots and a LOT of dancing and it gets very messy bc they’ll be in vip areas and having bottle service . it’ll end with a quickie in the bathroom , or her lipstick all over kyle’s neck and mouth and them probably getting kicked out for being too rowdy
8. What do they like in bed? they’re both pretty experimental ? cassie likes tying kyle up every now and then and like . . kinda being in control there when she can ? but she’s a definite switch and likes when he ties her up , or they’re in a kitchen with food getting messy . cassie likes when shes doing something and kyle just spins her from behind , or he’ll be the one to grab her and just be insatiable about her . she likes spontaneous sex and she’ll never say no to a quickie . both of them are Experienced players in the sex game so they’ve probably both tried everything once , and probably leave a lot of bruises on each other and hickies . 
9. What is the most embarrassing thing they have done in front of each other? honestly at any shoot if like . . cassie’s outfit has fallen apart in front of kyle , or she feels like the shoot isn’t going well and he’s there ? she gets mortified . also the first time she said ‘ i love you ‘ was pretty embarrassing to her bc kyle was probably 1000% taken aback . kyle doesn’t really get embarrassed ?!?!? like he just is like . .yeah i did that . anyways fjnfdjk 
10. What two songs, two books and two luxury items do they take to a desert island? IM SKIPPING THIS Q ITS TOO HARD
11. What do they hide from one another? kyle definitely hides the amount of girls he’s slept with in their industry ? bc its a lot i feel ? and he knows cassie gets jealous and mad insecure . so he probably tries not to bring that up really often but cassie usually KNOWS ANYWAYS . cassie mainly hides like if shes had a bad day or isnt doing too hot , bc she hates inconveniencing kyle but then that starts a fight bc hes like ?? just tell me ? ?
12. What first changes when it starts getting serious? less work trips . less spending time apart . less kissing other people / sleeping with other people ( actually . .NO kissing other ppl and sleeping with other ppl ) . they’re both NOT monogamists at all so its a struggle but thats the sign that they wanna make things serious ? that they’re commiting to each other ? 
13. When do they realise they should get together? HONESTLY I DON’T KNOW ? i think its when cassie was with gale and then . . kyle came back and things got really messy and cassie and gale broke up . kyle and cassie tried the whole friends thing but they both knew they were in love with each other ? like they’d never tried just being FRIENDS first so i think thats what really cemented it and their feelings and surety ?  
14. When one has a cold, what does the other do? kyle probably laughs and calls her adorable and kisses her nose bc shes so whiny when shes sick . but he’ll bring her home 300 medicines and soups . cassie has to literally force him to take time off work and then she’ll take the day off to make sure he properly rests dkjfkjnfjk
15. When they watch a film what do they choose and why? they probably pick anything random bc honestly they get distracted and never finish it :-)
16. When the zombie apocalypse comes, how do they cope together? KYLE TO THE RESCUE ! i think cassie would make a great scavenger and find lil helpful things but kyle would be v stoic and protective and he’d be the Muscle of it all . 
17. When they find a time machine, where do they go? absolutely back to high school them . they were so happy and stupid and soft back then . they were goofy and in love without even knowing it . 
18. When they fight, how do they make up? sex . a lot of sex . yelling and then sex . sex and then yelling . it’s always a bit messy , but one of them will always finally give in and come back with their tail between their legs and apologise . 
19. Where do they go on their first date? honestly they never really did dates but i feel one of their many dates is probably to paris , a fancy restaurant there  where they’re known really well by all staff . 
20. Where do they go on holiday? EVERYWHERE!  they both travel a bunch so they’ll go to their favourite places . cassie wants to see kyle’s home but she knows kyle hates his dad so that may not happen fjkfnfj . milan . . greece ( if they really wanna a getaway ) . hawaii . any island or tropical place ! or france bc fashion ! 
21. Where do they get nervous about going with one another? cassie is always nervous about like paparazzi and stuff when they go out in red carpets and stuff bc they say a lot of dumb shit to rile them up ??? also cassie gets nervous before bringing kyle to her mums grave . i definitely know kyle would be nervous and not ok with cassie meeting his parents . .
22. Where does their first kiss happen? i think it happened on shoot ? they had to kiss for a shoot i think and it was Grating and Annoying and kyle was being so smug , and then they . . kissed more backstage sdjknfnkjfkjn
23. Where is their favourite place to be together? probably nice 5 star hotel rooms bc they can live their life and not worry too much abt clean up and stuff fkjnfnkfnf cliche but anywhere theyre together . . theyre happy . .
24. Where do they first have sex? probably in a limo , all rushed and heated , hand prints all over the leather , their bodies , and the windows. 
25. Why do they fight? bc they’re both really stubborn and too similar . they fight bc one is jealous of the other . they fight bc of their body count . or bc of their coworkers or the types of shoots they do ( a la sexy ) . they fight when one is away too much . honestly its mainly cassie i think cassie gets riled up very easily . kyle gets mad when CASSIE is being unreasonable which is 3000% of the time . cassie is just always lowkey scared kyle will leave her again dkjfjk
26. Why do they need to have a serious chat? probably if kyle went home and then came back and was acting v distant or short with cassie ? then she’d be like ok we r talking . honestly . probably talk to each other about their dumb jealousy issues if it got too out of hand . i know kyle monitors cassie taking her meds so if she tried to go off them unsolicited he’d be like baby no . 
27. Why do their friends get annoyed with them? bc they bicker and then fuck all the time JKFDJNFJKF
28. Why do they get jealous? bc they’ve both . . slept with everyone ! they’re both hoes ! 
29. Why do they fall a little bit more in love? bc they were horribly destined to be together and everytime they see each other they’re ALL the other one sees . they can’t keep their eyes ( or hands ) off each other . they fall more in love everytime they spend a second of time together and learn more of each other in any manner or form . 
30. Why does it work (or not work) between them? it doesn’t work . . it CAN’T work . but somehow it does . from all their jealousies and insecurities . from all the kinda - cheating , and the fighting , and the leaving each other , and the other issues . . from EVERYTHING . . they’re just too epic to not have worked , u know ? they are soul mates in a way . they always always found their way back to each other . they’re inseparable . they will never stop loving each other , no matter what . good , bad , ugly , beautiful . 
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shakingsphere · 3 years
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this is not my questionnaire lol 
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
i literally just told him that i dont want to hu anymore lol
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
nope! ive been blocked for a year :)
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
no  4. Is trust a big issue for you?
no 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
im not really interested in anyone 6. What are you excited for?
spring semester 7. What happened tonight?
i watched pokémon and ate dinner 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
no i just worry about them 9. Is confidence cute?
yes ofc 10. What is the last beverage you had?
diet coke  11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
4 or 5 idk this one is dumb 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
no they broke when i was jumping a fence in january  13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
probably nothing 14. What are you going to spend money on next?
probably coffee 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
no lol 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
yes i think people are constantly changing 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
my best friend 18. The last time you felt broken?
idk 19. Have you had sex today?
no 20. Are you starting to realize anything?
i dont think so 21. Are you in a good mood?
im neutral 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
no lol 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
theyre a brighter shade of blue 24. What do you want right this second?
to have gone to bed earlier 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
its none of my business bc im not seeing anyone 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
no its a couple shades darker 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
no ew 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
something my friend said yesterday 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
yea.  30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
no 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
no i kinda just pity him 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
i dont have feeling for anyone rn  33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
no i drink diet coke like literally everyday 34. Listening to?
nothing rn, i honestly only listen to music to concentrate 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
no not even for my russian class lol  36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
yea at his house... 37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
no 38. Who did you last call?
um my best friend i think 39. Who was the last person you danced with?
some random kid 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
sex 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
idk i hate cupcakes 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
no 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
ofc 44. Do you tan in the nude?
i dont tan 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
no  46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
no i took a trazodone 47. Who was the last person to call you?
probs my dad 48. Do you sing in the shower?
no but i talk to myself 49. Do you dance in the car?
no but i sing sometines 50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
i dont think so, no 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
my senior photos.... so like 2 years ago 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
yes.  53. Is Christmas stressful?
i hate christmas 54. Ever eat a pierogi?
i’m eastern european studies major and they were v popular at pitt... so yes lol 55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
ummmmmm apple? 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
animator 57. Do you believe in ghosts?
yes 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
no 59. Take a vitamin daily?
i take antidepressants daily.   60. Wear slippers?
nah 61. Wear a bath robe?
nah 62. What do you wear to bed?
t-shirt n shorts 63. First concert?
LMAO it was a bob dylan concert my dad had an extra ticket and im his favorite 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
target, walmart is too chaotic  65. Nike or Adidas?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm probs nike 66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
fritos 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
neither 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
uhhh love story? 69. Ever take dance lessons?
yes when i was little i was awful 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
lol yea i can see me being w someone in academia 71. Can you curl your tongue?
yee 72. Ever won a spelling bee?
no 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
no i am rarely ever happy 74. What is your favorite book?
uhhhh the bell jar? 75. Do you study better with or without music?
with 76. Regularly burn incense?
i have never burned incense 77. Ever been in love?
no i dont think so 78. Who would you like to see in concert?
mitski or doja 79. What was the last concert you saw?
lorde on the melodrama tour 80. Hot tea or cold tea?
cold 81. Tea or coffee?
coffee 82. Favorite type of cookie?
um oatmeal raisin i think 83. Can you swim well?
i used to swim very well but i havent in a long time tho i can swim and not be scared of drowning so im gonna say yes 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
no? 85. Are you patient?
usually but not when im in a mood 86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
i hate weddings 87. Ever won a contest?
yeah once when i was like 8 88. Ever have plastic surgery?
no im pretty 89. Which are better black or green olives?
black ofc green ones are nasty 90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
its fine i think waiting until marriage is obnoxious and out dated 91. Best room for a fireplace?
living room 92. Do you want to get married?
yea but its not like a life goal of mine i really just want a good relationship
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1-200 if you want lmao If not then just your favourites
200: My crush’s name is: don’t have one tbh, not romantically anyway
199: I was born in: west virginia, 2000
198: I am really: dumb
197: My cellphone company is: idk man
196: My eye color is: blue w/yellow bursts but they just appear green if you’re not super close
195: My shoe size is: 7+1/2-8
194: My ring size is: 7+1/2-8
193: My height is: 5′5″
192: I am allergic to: sesame :T
191: My 1st car was: N/A
190: My 1st job was: N/A
189: Last book you read: uh, Percy Jackson? i think
188: My bed is: warm, cozy, full of plushies & cat fur
187: My pet: CALCIFER!!! 
186: My best friend: uh,, i don’t have one?
185: My favorite shampoo is: idk fruity scents that aren’t watermelon
184: Xbox or ps3: PS3
183: Piggy banks are: cute or terrifying, no in-between
182: In my pockets: my phone
181: On my calendar: birthdays
180: Marriage is: cute 
179: Spongebob can: CAN SPONGEBOB FINALLY END PLEASE
178: My mom: can go die 
177: The last three songs I bought were? uhh, i haven’t bought any songs,,
176: Last YouTube video watched: DrawingWiffWaffles newest video
175: How many cousins do you have? 1
174: Do you have any siblings? yes, 2 alive 1 dead
173: Are your parents divorced? no,,
172: Are you taller than your mom? around the same height
171: Do you play an instrument? no, but i wish i could play the harp tbh
170: What did you do yesterday? uh, i went shopping with my mother and then watched Futurama 
[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: ? i dunno anymore
168: Luck: i guess so, yea
167: Fate: yea
166: Yourself: no
165: Aliens: YES
164: Heaven: yea
163: Hell: yea
162: God: ? yea?
161: Horoscopes: not really
160: Soul mates: YESSSSS
159: Ghosts: yep!!
158: Gay Marriage: %100
157: War: no >:(
156: Orbs: what
155: Magic: yep!!
[ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs pls
153: Drunk or High: never been either, both sound fun
152: Phone or Online: usually use my phone tbh
151: Red heads or Black haired: all are adorable!!
150: Blondes or Brunettes:  a d o r a b l e ! !
149: Hot or cold: uhm, comfortable warm,,
148: Summer or winter: SUMMER
147: Autumn or Spring: HALLOWEEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
146: Chocolate or vanilla: CHOCOLATE 
145: Night or Day: NIGHTTIME
144: Oranges or Apples: apples 
143: Curly or Straight hair: both are great!! i have slightly wavy hair uwu
142: McDonalds or Burger King: neither >:(
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: MILK PLS
140: Mac or PC: um, idc
139: Flip flops or high heels:  F L I P F L O P S
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: SWEET AND POOR PLS GIVE ME A KIND BAB TO LOVE @ UNIVERSE
137: Coke or Pepsi: coke !!
136: Hillary or Obama: obama!!
135: Buried or cremated: cremated so i can’t come back :’)
134: Singing or Dancing: i can’t do either :(
133: Coach or Chanel: ugh, coach ig
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who or who
131: Small town or Big city: i live in a city, but a town sounds nice tbh
130: Wal-Mart or Target: TARGET
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: what
128: Manicure or Pedicure: PEDICURE PEDICURE PEDICURE
127: East Coast or West Coast: i live on the west, so west
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: MY BIRTHDAY BC I GET TO PICK THE THEME !!!
125: Chocolate or Flowers: flowers die and give off the aesthetic but chocolates are delicious so both
124: Disney or Six Flags: i love disneyland it’s just SO EXPENSIVE and six flags is gr8 for the thrills, plus i currently have a pass so
123: Yankees or Red Sox: who? which sport is this[ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War: blehhhh no
121: George Bush: idk american presidents lmao
120: Gay Marriage: YES YES YES YES YES YES
119: The presidential election: ew
118: Abortion: i’ll allow it lmao, i don’t think it’s great, but ik people will still get it whether it’s legal or not so might as well legalize it. also some cases actually need it so like,, yea!! let it happen!! pro-choice!!
117: MySpace: never used it lmao
116: Reality TV: ew ew ew ew EXCEPT FOR COOKING SHOWS
115: Parents: mine or just in general? bc eh
114: Back stabbers: M U R D E R  T H E M 113: Ebay: lmao shipping expenses 
112: Facebook: haven’t used it in years, do use messenger tho
111: Work: i like wedding coordinating with my aunt!! that’s about all the work i’ve done, oh and i’ve babysat
110: My Neighbors: don’t know em, they probably think we’re crazy tho, always yelling
109: Gas Prices: too!! high!!
108: Designer Clothes: eh, clothes are clothes, and some clothes are ugly (a lot of times it’s designer clothes blehh)
107: College: i mean i guess
106: Sports: go team! hit the ball! score the points! woo
105: My family: dysfunctional,,
104: The future: nooooooooooooooooooo
[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: uhhhhh....
102: Last time you ate: uhm, around 4?? maybe?? it’s 7 now
101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: uh?? i never see anyone OH i guess on wednesday last week,,
100: Cried in front of someone: ???? idk??? i cry while everyone’s asleep usually
99: Went to a movie theater: last week !! um, thursday?
98: Took a vacation: uhh, february, early march? i went to ohio
97: Swam in a pool: uh, last monday 
96: Changed a diaper: um, not this year lmao, maybe last year tho idk
95: Got my nails done: ???? i dunno
94: Went to a wedding: last november?? or wait no,, uhm i dunno sometime recently lmao
93: Broke a bone: never! did drop one in water tho :/
92: Got a piercing: december!
91: Broke the law: ?? i don’t wear seatbelts when i sit in the back seat lmao
90: Texted: around two hours ago[ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: um,, my friends
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: MY KITTY BABY
87: The last movie I saw: missing link! the stop motion- i’m a wh*re for animation lmao
86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: changing my name, moving out, getting married & having a stable life :’)
85: The thing im not looking forward to: being stuck here forever and eventually kmsing due to stress and depression :’)
84: People call me: Kitty!! Kiki!! (birth name) karebear!! 
83: The most difficult thing to do is: exist within the same room as my mother without bursting into tears or storming off 
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope
81: My zodiac sign is: Virgo! Viriborn for all you homestucks! and dragon in the animal one!
80: The first person i talked to today was: my dad :’) and then i messaged @deanilise even tho she was asleep 
79: First time you had a crush: uh, as far back as i can remember i had a “crush” on Daphne Blake :D but i was like a small child and didn’t know what love was so anytime i saw anyone who i thought was cool or pretty or i wanted to befriend i had a supposed “crush” on them :/
78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: i try to be pretty open, but sometimes i just wanna close off 
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: yikes idk
76: Right now I am talking to: like talking to or talking to? for the first, just some group chats for the second, no one
75: What are you going to do when you grow up: i wanna be an artist! i would love to be a youtube artist, but i fear i’m not creative enough for such things.. i would also like to be able to tell my stories!
74: I have/will get a job: i dunno,,
73: Tomorrow: church
72: Today: overslept, did some chores, been online
71: Next Summer: hopefully i can go back to colorado to visit my brother !
70: Next Weekend: ugh, church activities & then actual church, as well as other easter festivities
69: I have these pets: baby kitty, and some dogs.... 
68: The worst sound in the world: FORK SCRAPING ON BOWL, ERASER SCRAPING ON PAPER, DOG’S SNORING, MY MOTHER’S VOICE WHEN I’M HAVING SENSORY OVERLOAD
67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my mother, she’s like the only person that makes me cry unless someone says they’re attempting and i can’t get through to them
66: People that make you happy: @onedirtysock @aliaitee @deku-is-tired @deanilise @awkward-scarfy-boi @fourth-best-jeanist @bnhaworld @bnhya @helloiliketits @trashyfxndoms
65: Last time I cried: last night oops
64: My friends are: (see 66) they’re all very nice & supportive which is amazing & i love them all dearly
63: My computer is: a MacBook air with a galaxy cover
62: My School: not in one but the one i’m gonna go to in the fall is just a community college
61: My Car: N/A
60: I lose all respect for people who: hate on anyone, racists, homophobes, transphobes, pedos, terfs, ableists, etc
59: The movie I cried at was: uh, i dunno, but i was crying abt futurama the other night
58: Your hair color is: orange-y with dark brown roots, supposed to be dyeing it soon :)
57: TV shows you watch: BNHA, HIMYM, Bob’s Burgers, TUA w/ @deanilise Futurama, The Simpsons, Fairytail, Runaway’s, Adventure Time, SVTFOE, etc
56: Favorite web site: Tumblr!
55: Your dream vacation: Ireland,, ofc i always dreamed of going to paris when i was younger, and Britain sounds cool too, & i’ve heard belgium is pretty && japan sounds fun && new york city sounds super cool as well so idk any of those places ig
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: uh, probably when i broke my arm, although i can’t remember it, i did used to get growing pains in my legs when i was younger & could hardly sleep so there’s that option as well
53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium or medium-well
52: My room is: messy, but it’s home & also warm
51: My favorite celebrity is: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dunno
50: Where would you like to be: idk, in my bed ig
49: Do you want children: yea! i wanna adopt!
48: Ever been in love: uh, i thought i was, but it was just an intense crush on this girl lmao
47: Who’s your best friend: already answered this lmao
46: More guy friends or girl friends: girls,,
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: laughing, music, & seeing my friends
44: One person that you wish you could see right now: any of y’all would be great tbh
43: Do you have a 5 year plan: survive 
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: lmao no, 
41: Have you pre-named your children: uh, i have names picked out that i like, but idk depends how young my kid is when i adopt them, and even then idk if i could bring myself to change their name uwu
40: Last person I got mad at: my mother,,
39: I would like to move to: IRELAND OR SOMETHING I DUNNO I WANT OUT OF THIS GODFORSAKEN COUNTRY
38: I wish I was a professional: artist!! youtube maybe!![ My Favorites ]37: Candy: hmm, i like smarties, m&ms, gummy bears, & sweetarts
36: Vehicle: uhh, vw beetles? WAIT NO JEEP WRANGLERS I THINK
35: President: uh idk
34: State visited: the one i live in lmao, California :)
33: Cellphone provider: idk a lot about them
32: Athlete: N/A
31: Actor: eeeeeeee
30: Actress: eeeeeeee
29: Singer: Case! Patrick Stump!
28: Band: FALL OUT BOYYYYYYYYYYY
27: Clothing store: Hottopic
26: Grocery store: N/A
25: TV show: Arrow! Adventure Time! (ripip) i haven’t seen Arrow in a long time tho so idk if it’s still any good...
24: Movie: Heathers!!
23: Website: Tumblr,,
22: Animal: CATS
21: Theme park: DisneyLand! it’s just sooooooooo expensive ;-;
20: Holiday: HALLOWEEN
19: Sport to watch: Soccer!!
18: Sport to play: none
17: Magazine: i don’t read them
16: Book: The Hunger Games 
15: Day of the week: probably friday or saturday
14: Beach: uh, maybe seal? or hermosa?
13: Concert attended: i’ve been to exactly one (1) and i didn’t enjoy it bc it was for Ariana Grande
12: Thing to cook: well you don’t cook them but, COOKIES!!
11: Food: Ice Cream!! Burgers!! Mashed Potatoes !!
10: Restaurant: In-N-Out probably
9: Radio station: 98.7 alt radio 
8: Yankee candle scent: uh i dunno
7: Perfume: Vanilla Bean Noelle from bbw
6: Flower: daffodils 
5: Color: pink! purple! green!
4: Talk show host: no
3: Comedian: Bo Burnham or John Mulaney
2: Dog breed: Retrievers !
1: Did you answer all these truthfully? yes!
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here’s my baby for reference & for putting up with all that
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sorikkung · 6 years
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You did an intro to got7 a while ago could you maybe do one for A.C.E.??? They seem like a good group but I'm clueless atm so it would be v helpful!!!
lololol i did an intro to mark from got7 but not got7 as a whole, but yes ofc i will i love my talented bois and i love rambling about them heRE WE G O
an introduction to a.c.e, for dummies (jk ily choice is a great fandom pls join us)
also this is gonna get rlly long so im gonna put it under a cut
A.C.E is a 5-member boygroup under beat interactive!! which is a p small company atm so my boys dont exactly have the high quality living and practice areas and food that they deserve :(( THEYLL GET THERE THO IM SURE OF IT THEYRE LEGENDS
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here’s their youtube channel with aaaaall sorts of goodies
i started stanning a.c.e predebut, bc they had a lot of content for a group that hadn’t debuted yet, and it was enough to snatch my attention real quick so you should check that shit out, they did a shitton of AMAZING covers and to get their name out there more, street buskings its a lot but i swear its worth your time theyre so talented!!
also they have matching tracksuits what more could you ask for tbh (as you can see from that vid, they’re literally so fucking extra)
a few of my favs are
this rlly long busking video w girl group songs and just a bit of everything tbh,
THIS amazing remix/cover of kard’s don’t recall by the rap line + this one cute girl,
only THE most iconic playing w fire cover, band version, (I WILL NEVER STOP SCREAMING ABOUT THAT VIDEO HONESTLY I COULD MAKE A POST ON THAT COVER ALONE ISTG) 
their flashlight cover that is enough to make a grown man cry omfuckigngOD it makes me feel things hjskskkh
that ONE TAKE dance cover they did of 3 of taeyangs songs, all focusing on a different member of the dance line
im gonna stop here before i link every damn cover they made
okay so now that thats covered (bad-um-tss) time for…DEBUT
THIs beauty right here is their debut song cactus, which has this really deep meaning to it. bc they came from a small company so they have to work extra hard to even be able to debut let alone be successful and they’re like a cactus bc cacti grow in the desert where there’s very little water but they still manage to stand strong even through the hardest of weather an environment conditions and eventually sprout beautiful flowers,, buuuuuut its also a meme for obvious reasons.
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tbh debut era choice culture was just listening to cactus on repeat for days bc it was their only song at the time skjslaas not much has changed tbh LMAO but yes theyre a very edm loving group so their DANCE SKILLS ARE ON POINT SERIOUSLY IVE SEEN FEW GROUPS AS AMAZING AT DANCING AS ACE WOWOW
oh yeah did i mention that their fandom name is choice and that choice are literally the softest fandom my multifandom ass has e v e r been in?? theres literally no cringy or toxic side of the fandom its just so soft and welcoming and pure and everyone is so nice and sweet and friendly and just??? wow i love choice a lot hjkskjsshkhk choice are also SUPER talented too stan talent stan choice
speaking of cringe ace is that group that just like skipped the entire “rlly cringy boygroup debut phase” completely like no weird debut haircuts or outfits or weird lyrics about girls, well actually thats all kinda objective but like they made those outfits work ok and im a cactus isnt that weird of a lyric if you know the deep meaning behind it
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aS yOu CaN sEe, cactus era was the era of the tHIGHS and the hot pants. it was literally so iconic it blew up and with great reason too, have you seen those thighs?? AND THEY KNOW IT TOO they even mentioned they chose the hot pants as their style concept and took better care of their legs than their faces. true kings. heres a video of a.c.e talking about the whole hot pants thing and just their legs in general its some quality shit. and heres a video where they decide to show off just how great their thighs are bc they like to kill choices like that, this video is important and iconic bc its where the wowson ship began and also when they declared who the king of thighs were amongst the kings of thighs. definitely a necessary watch for new choice imo. donghun lowkey grinds on the floor at 4:04, you’ve been warned. honestly that video just gets progressively gayer lmao i love it
also for us international choice they made an ENGLISH cover of cactus CAN YOU BELIEVE IT I LOVE THEM SM they didnt have to but they did and oml stan a group who stans you back this hard their english aint that great but theyre trying and i appreciate it so much theyre so amazing look
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five months later they dropped their second single, callin’, and b o y was this a stressful comeback, beat had us FOOLEd,, i genuinely thought it was gonna be a flowerboy soft concept yknow with like some sweet lowkey ballad or soft pop song, but nOOooOOOooo, MORE HARDSTYLE EDM not that im complaining callin is a bop but i was TRICKED
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LOOK AT THIS SHIT ITS ALL AESTHETIC AND THE CLIP OF THE SONG WAS ALL SOFT I WAS REALLY EXPECTING SMTH SOFT im sorry im still salty that beat tricked me but ITS FINE bc callin is a HELLA BOP like i honestly didnt expect them to top cactus so quickly bc like cactus was hella but they DID and its amazing and heres the link be blessed (warning, these gifs above make it look like a soft vid but there are LOTS of flashing colours and lights and its really intense on the eyes if youre not comfortable with that dont watch, just listen)
they also supplied multiple dance pracs you can find on their channel for callin bc ace feeds us well, although callin had a reaaaally short promotion period bc right after they got thrown onto survival shows for more publicity, but hey, its working!! choice is growing bigger every day and im so proud
donghun, wow and jason all went on yg’s show mixnine, and jun and chan went on the idol rebooting show, the unit. both teams are doing EXTREMELY well on their respective shows!! but ill talk more about that in their individual member profiles bc they havent been put on the same team for anything yet rip
edit: mixnine finished and donghun and jason made the cut for the final group, sehyoon didn’t :(( so dongson will be promoting with the mixnine group for a lil bit!! also chan made it to the unit debut group but jun didnt. im hoping for a sehyjun subunit pls
that was long af but now im gonna dive into the members individually!! so its probs gonna get twice as long sorrynotsorry i warned you
Jun (Park Junhee)
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jun is the so-called fiery leader of ace (also lead dancer and lead vocal) but is honestly just a giant dork and a sweetheart. hes the type of guy who you scream at for being dumb and call him an idiot but thats your weird way of expressing your undying love for him?? ask literally any jun stan, they’ll say they hate him. hate him for being so PERFECT like a fucking DISNEY PRINCE he’s the designated prince of the group you know theres always that one member and hes just so LOVEABLE and stupid and skjdakhkjs he fuckign dropped his cake on his birthday when do your faves ever. dad of the group, probably lost the maknaes in the shopping mall about 3 times already. talks a lot, hates aegyo, his members might be planning on sacrificing him to satan? he does on idol class with chan every…i think its wednesday and fans vote who gets punishments n stuff and jun loses every damn time i think hes losing his faith in choice lmao. #saveleaderjun
he’s kinda married to donghun, they’re the parents of ace but donghun might try murder him in his sleep idk man, but now hes on the unit with chan and theyre all cute and you can literally ship everyone with everyone in this group
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he has HELLA charisma on stage tho oh my gOd also he has one of the most unique singing voices ive ever heard so its really easy to single out, his face also is the first i learned to tell apart?? he has rlly high cheekbones and a wide but thin smile.
this is actually an ot5 video not just jun but jun’s reaction was by far the most iconic so i have to put it in his section, get you a fave who can FLY lmaooo
it would be CRIMINAL if i didnt solo out jun’s ringa linga cover, thE MOST ICONIC JUN COVER EVER HJFKDSJKFDSJK if i ever stop talking about this assume im dead bc IVE NEVER GOTTEN OVER IT jun in a leather jacket looking all rude and staring at the camera like that im WEAK, SO WEAK, AAAAAAAAHHHH
[ahem] MOVING ON
Donghun (Lee Donghun)
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donghun, sometimes romanised as donghoon and often referred to by choice as hun or hoon, is the oldest member of the group and another total sweetheart, honestly ace is just a group of sweethearts, he cares for his members so damn much and is super soft?? but ALSO A s Av Age he’s on mixnine with sehyoon and jason and he SHOT DOWN YG, once again I C O N I C, yg was at a loss for words, heres more receipts of him being savage, i love my sassy boyfriend. BUT HES ALSO A SWEET NOODLE HJKSHJKS oH and did you know that before he joined a.c.e he had no experience in dancing whatsoever and in a year and a half, he caught up with the other four members that have been dancing since they were kids?? I STAN TALENT YALL you’d literally never be able to guess that bc all of them are like on an equal dance level its insane
also he used to have braces during cactus era and it was the softest shit
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[cOUGHS] so like did someone say disrespect,,, bc he can do that too,,,,, aAAAAAAAH the duality of this man istg
he’s the main vocalist and has vO C AL S OF AN A N GEL, he has so much soul and emotion in his voice, and has adlibs for days oh my god, he also has the MOST BEAUTIFUL FALSETTO i’ve ever heard, fight me, actually come at me. his voice works REALLY well with chan so they pair him up with him for quite a handful of covers like the all of me one i linked (one of my favs omfg it makes me emo) cause like, his soulful voice plus chan’s higher, sweet voice just sounds so great together i love our main vocals wow.
sPEAKING OF WOW,
Wow (Kim Sehyoon)
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his stage name is wow, but its hard to take seriously so the fandom just calls him sehyoon lmfao. it used to be seyoon but when he went on mixnine, he revealed sehyoon was the official romanization so here we are lmao. even if your bias isn’t sehyoon…it’s sehyoon. he’s just that guy ya feel me?? anyways sehyoon is a relatively quiet and reserved guy, but his members really pull out the dork in him, i love it so much?? he doesn’t talk much but when he does all of a.c.e directs their full attention to him to listen, its really sweet, hes pretty awkward with people but you can tell he just feels so safe and comfortable with ace it honestly warms my heart. he’s the main rapper and main dancer, but!! our multitalented man is also a vocalist. yes, you heard, me, the main rapper can sing, and really well at that. (if you scroll up back to the flashlight and dont recall covers, you can see more of his voice.)
gets the least lines, but not by much. although hearing his singing voice in their actual songs has happened like with 2 lines?? so idk man im just waiting for their ballad song that theyre apparently doing for their third song, god im so ready. i love his voice a lot, damn.
he’s also like reeeeeeeeeally gay for jason…the entire fandom ships it and they even ship it themselves. wowson, the otp of ace, they honestly just cant keep their hands off eachother??? i know a friend who struggled to tell apart jun and jason so she just looked at who sehyoon was standing next to and instantly knew it was jason. THEYRE SO CLINGY. i love my squishy boyfriends. 
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OHHH BOY…i really could’ve used an even more disrespectful gif than this but that would ruin the surprise of watching it in the actual video!! as you can see, sehyoon is the K I N G of disrespect on stage, that shy lil fluffle bean you see offstage?? GONE. DISAPPEARED. VANISHED. this is why his stage name is wow, sehyoon disappears and you just go wow. choice has dubbed him king of bodyrolls with great reason, he makes every concept into a sexy concept, he just has that intimidatingly sexy aura to him, its incredible. 
now…are you ready….i bet youre not…who am i kidding NOBODY was ready for this shit. on mixnine, sehyoon was picked as leader for one of their stages (i think he was leader for ringa linga too??) and got to choreograph the routine. if you think its already rude 10 seconds in, its all over for you bitches when the lighting goes yellow. i feel the need to repeat, our boy CHOREOGRAPHED THIS. IT WAS ALL HIS IDEA. EVERY. SINGLE. PART. this is the same kid who everyone on the show knew as the shy, quiet, handsome boy. but then. 
but then he did this.
Jason (Kim Byeongkwan)
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jason is his stage name that he chose for himself but his real name is byeongkwan, its another case of an idol having a stage name and nobody calling them by it?? i mean most new choice call him jason and i personally switch between the two but most choice seem to call him byeongkwan or bk if theyre extra lazy lmao. memers call him byonk sometimes.
jason is the weird child of the group and we all love him…he’s the second lil ball of sunshine and part ½ of the maknae line. he’s often found clinging to sehyoon or literally any of the members bc he’s an affectionate son who loves cuddles okay?? p r o t e c t   h i m.
he’s also the lead everything. yeah thats really not fair but jason is op ok?? singing, rapping, dancing, visual, like sehyoon he’s the full package, i can hardly call them the rap line they’re just the op line t b h. triple threats.
on their official twt jason likes to confirm wowson a lot, its p great lololol he’s the biggest wowson shipper of all time. want more wowson? i gotchu, here’s one of my absolute fav moments. (ft. junchan/chun)
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he has some HELLA CHARISMA on stage like boy can u pls chill. they also love doing his eye makeup with that red makeup and it looks rlly good bc bk has such pretty eagle eyes and its his Look™ and that along with his onstage persona is a DEADLY COMBINATION HDSJKSKSLKJS 
i’m just gonna keep this short; even if your bias isnt byeongkwan, your bias is byeongkwan. he has that affect on everybody. number one bias wrecker out of the fandom t b h apart from sehyoon (he cant be my bias wrecker if he is my bias so im safe :^J)
Chan (Kang Yuchan)
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INTRODUCING OUR CHANSHINE, MAIN VOCAL OF ACE, CUTIE MAKNAE CHAN!!!! he always introduces himself as a.c.e’s main vocal cutie maknae chan, its his iconic line and it suits him so well like LOOK AT HIM ISNT HE JUST A FUCKING RAY OF SUNSHINE WHAT A PURE CHILD I MUST PROTECC he’s literally the happy virus y’all AND ACE KNOWS IT TOO heres this one time where donghun even said that looking at chan cheers him up. certified sunshines only, everyone. also watch that whole video its long but its worth your time.
anyways our boy is a main vocal and as mentioned in donghun’s part they harmonize!!! so!! well!! i mean tbh all of ace can harmonize with eachother its the most beautfiul thing but these two are main vocal for a reason okay. if you didn’t already watch it in donghun’s part listen to THIS and have your ears be blessed i cry everytime oh my god skdfhd ALSO THIS IS SUPER IMPORTANT ITS LIKE ONE OF MY FAVOURITE VIDEOS ON THE INTERNET i want to cry i lvoe chans voice so much i love chan i love kang yuchan og hmylhdg sodf i was gonna say i swear im sehyoon biased but im not istg ace is bias wrecking me 24/7 its been the hardest group to pick a bias in ever im not kidding i cant even
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also known as kang RUDE, chan was all innocent sunshine and daisies until out of the blue he decided to give the disrespect king sehyoon a run for his fucking money. NOBODY FUCKING SAW IT COMING WE ALL THOUGHT HE WAS SO PURE AND THEN HE SUDDENLY STARTED FLASHING HIS ABS EVERYWHERE AND GRINDING ON THE FLOOR AND DOING THAT AND WE JUST CANT HANDLE IT i dont know a kang yuchan please save me oh my lord
okay this already has an ungodly amount of links and honestly i could go on, but this should be a good enough kickstart for you!!
stan talent stan a.c.e everyone. welcome to the choice family. its literally the softest and sweetest fandom out there. we welcome you with open arms and lots of cacti!!!
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ALL OF THEM BTICH
ha jokes on u i wanted to do all
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? uhhh ya definitely  
2. You talked to an ex today, correct? yes!!
3. Have you taken someones virginity? not yet (;
4. Is trust a big issue for you? depends on the person ?
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? ya…
6. What are you excited for? uhhhhhhhh dying um im not sure ?
7. What happened tonight? last night i slept a lot
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? no idc u go girl
9. Is confidence cute? ish? doesnt matter to me
10. What is the last beverage you had? frozen dunkin coffee
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? @yuraatchka
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? several jyhgtrf
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? i might go to vermont!! it’s for my mom’s birthday !!
14. What are you going to spend money on next? what money
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? :> nyes
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? maybe my depression will go away ha
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? @yuraatchka uhm ya
18. The last time you felt broken? wednesday i wanted to die so ?
19. Have you had sex today? not yet (; bgvfrnbtv no
20. Are you starting to realize anything? im tricking myself again lmao
21. Are you in a good mood? ? idk im relatively ok tho
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? sure why not
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? i think so ?
24. What do you want right this second? dunkin donuts
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? “bye”
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? ish ? theres still bits of pink jyhbgrf
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? NO
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? idk something sunny said tho
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? my personality uhh no i dont think so ?
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? not everyone, no
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? hhtgrf no
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? i would hope so since we r dating
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? lmao no i lov soda
34. Listening to? the luck you got - the high strung 
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? i prefer pen
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? ya
37. Do you believe in love at first sight? hmmmmmm no
38. Who did you last call? my mom probably
39. Who was the last person you danced with? htbgfrd i dont dance ?
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? bc i like him
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? it’s been a while 
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? not yet )):
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? LOL YA
44. Do you tan in the nude? i dont tan at all ??
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? no !
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? hynbtgfr ya sorry sunny
47. Who was the last person to call you? a hotel looking for not me
48. Do you sing in the shower? ya
49. Do you dance in the car? sometimes
50. Ever used a bow and arrow? yes!! i sucked
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? school pics
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? NO I LOVE MUSICALS 
53. Is Christmas stressful? Y e s
54. Ever eat a pierogi? yesyesyesyesyeysyeyeysyyes they r soooo good homemade ones r my fav
55. Favorite type of fruit pie? pumpkin 
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? a teacher !
57. Do you believe in ghosts? yes !!
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? all the time bye
59. Take a vitamin daily? nope
60. Wear slippers? nah
61. Wear a bath robe? no
62. What do you wear to bed? tanktop n shorts always
63. First concert? new politics/paramore/fall out boy, best concert ever!!!
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? walmart im poor
65. Nike or Adidas? idc
66. Cheetos Or Fritos? cheetos
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? sunflower seeds!!
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? whom
69. Ever take dance lessons? used to do tap and ballet 
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? im not sure
71. Can you curl your tongue? …no
72. Ever won a spelling bee? ALMOST I WAS SO MAD
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? yes lots of times!!
74. What is your favorite book? it’s kind of a funny story
75. Do you study better with or without music? with !
76. Regularly burn incense? i wish 
77. Ever been in love? yes!
78. Who would you like to see in concert? i wanna see fob or patd again…also i wanna go to a green day concert!!
79. What was the last concert you saw? patd!! it was amazing
80. Hot tea or cold tea? either !
81. Tea or coffee? coffee!!!!
82. Favorite type of cookie? the ones with m&ms
83. Can you swim well? yes i was on a team once!!
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? yes!
85. Are you patient? depends ?
86. DJ or band, at a wedding? dj 
87. Ever won a contest? i once won a giant basket of webkinz i dont remember why yjhgtfr
88. Ever have plastic surgery? nope
89. Which are better black or green olives? they r both gross
90. Opinions on sex before marriage? sure! just be safe n consent n stuff
91. Best room for a fireplace? living room! toasty…
92. Do you want to get married? yes!!
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Helpless (Semester 1.5)
This is (kind of) a sequel to Before the End of the Semester and All’s Fair (Semester 2). It takes place a little bit before the start of Semester 1 and ends right up to the beginning of the library smut from Alex’s POV.
Pairing: Alexander Hamilton x Reader
Warning: pining
Kink Tag: none
AU: modern/college au
Word Count: 2471
Song: “Touch” - Little Mix
A/N: Yes, I haven’t updated in 500 years, and yes this is hella late and the write-a-thon is over BUT this is for day 5 of the @hamwriters Write-A-Thon for reverse pov day. All french translated for me by my platonic soulmate @manuelmirandamn hope you enjoy!!!
A note from Mackie who proofread for me: “i read this as “on my sexual life” bc im taking french rn and I started cackling because i thought it was like “i swear on my life” but it’s alex’s sexual life” - about a line in french @protecting-my-legacy
Alex dropped the last of his bags on his bed, looking around the room to figure out what order he should organize his things in. Move in day was always hectic and stressful but you’d think after two years of college, he’d have it down already.
A loud bang and a strong French accent coming from down the hall notified him that Gilbert had just arrived. Smiling, he walked out of his room and down the hall to Gil’s.
“Nice flight,” he asked, leaning against the door frame. “Alexander! Mon meilleur ami!” He grinned and opened his arms wide for a hug which Alex happily obliged. Gil’s hugs were the best.
“How was France?”
“Incroyable. All the cousins were there and ma grandmére. She makes the best chocolatines. I had some shipped over for you guys. Your life will change forever.”
Alex laughed. He missed Gil and all his friends when they were on break but especially Gil. His life was boring without Gil’s drama in it.
“Did you get your class schedule?”
“‘Did you,’ is the more important question. Will we have to suffer through yet another semester of you pining after Y/N?”
“I don’t pine. And, yes, but I don’t know what her schedule is.”
Gil raised an eyebrow as he folded a shirt. “You mean you didn’t ask your dad?”
“George isn’t my dad-”
“He adopted you when you were fourteen-”
“He’s not my dad.”
“Fine. You didn’t ask Washington to find out for you?”
“No.” Another eyebrow raise. “Fine, yes.”
“Et?”
Alex ran a hand through his hair. “We’re in the same classes again. But I’m over it. It’s been a long summer and I’m only focused on getting valedictorian.”
“Give it five minutes into your first class and you’ll be at each other’s throats.”
He rolled his eyes. “I think I have more self control than that.”
“You two have been hurling insults at each other and debating like it’s a courtroom for two years straight. That’s not going to stop overnight. Or over a summer.”
“Whatever-”
“Non, mon ami. This has been a thing for two years. We’re getting you two together.” 
Alex groaned. “Whatever you’re thinking of doing, don’t. Seriously.”
“Pourquois pas?” (Why not?)
“Parce que je ne veux pas qu’elle pense que je suis amoureux d’elle ou quelque chose.” (Because I don’t want her to think I’m in love with her or anything.)
“Bien, es-tu?” (Well, are you?)
“C’est sans importance.” (That’s irrelevant.)
“Dieu, tu es!” (Oh my god, you are!)
“Est-ce que ça importe? Elle me deteste.” (Does it matter? She hates me.)
“La haine et la tension sexuelle est un ligne fine, mon ami.” (Hate and sexual tension is a fine line, my friend.)
“Alors?” (So?)
“Nous allons faire un pari.” (We’ll make a bet.)
“Sur ma vie sexuelle. Je ne me suis jamais sentie plus fraîche.” (About my sex life. I’ve never felt cooler.)
“Tu l’aures cependant.” (But you’ll get her.)
Alex found that very hard to believe.
By the first day of classes, Gil’s bet had already spread across campus and several people had come up to him to ask him to seduce Y/N on a specific day. Alex was growing tired of it. There was no need for the bet and he was going to prove it by being nice.
It turned out to be difficult since as soon as he spoke up, you responded with absolute venom.
“Here we are again, Y/L/N,” he said, smiling a little to show he held no animosity. “I’m curious to see how your debating skills have improved over the summer.”
“You have yet to beat me in a debate so maybe I should be saying that to you, Hamilton.” Y/N smirked.
Alex turned around with a frown, intent on ignoring you for the rest of the class when George walked in and announced that they would be working in partners.
For the whole semester.
Alex hated group projects. No one ever pulled their weight or was able to keep up with him and he ended up doing all of the work while his partners got credit. 
And then the worst possible thing happened.
“Y/N Y/L/N and Alexander Hamilton. Find your seats please.”
George expected him to work with you for an entire semester? He was definitely going to talk to him about this after class.
But first, he had the absolute joy of dealing with you. He sent you a smirk, knowing you hated this just as much as he did but not willing to let that show, and moved his bag off the seat next to him. Just to annoy you, he patted the seat in a silent command to sit.
If you weren’t going to try to be nice, neither was he. And he was the best asshole anywhere around when he tried.
As the class shuffled out of the room, you particularly fast without even looking at the country assignment sheet, Alex made his way to George’s desk at the front of the room.
“Yes, Alex?”
“I need a new partner.”
He sighed and looked up from his syllabus on the desk. “Did I or did I not say partners were final and not up to your choosing?”
“Okay, but this is a different situation-”
“You expect me to give you special treatment because you’re my son?”
“I’m not your son.” A pained look flashed across George’s face but it was gone in an instant. What he said was true so Alex wasn’t very concerned and he blazed on. “Y/N and I have a history of blowing up at each other. We can’t work together.”
“You two are the smartest kids in this class. You just have to work together, not socialize.”
“But-”
“No but’s. And, anyway, I thought you’d be happy about this. I only put you together because your friend Gilbert said you’d like it.”
Alex groaned. Of course Gil had something to do with this. “Please, just change it.”
“I can’t do that, son. If I did it for you, everyone else would want a new partner too.” George looked over him quickly as if he wanted to say something else but changed his mind. “I think you’ll work well together. I did give you the best country.” He smiled and picked up his briefcase, leaving the classroom.
Alex put the strap of his bag over his shoulder and walked over to the paper that held your assignment. After finding both of your names and the country across from it, he quickly exited the building to try to catch up with you. He wasn’t going to let his grade suffer because you didn’t know what the project was on.
“So you have her number?”
“Yes, Gil, I have her number.”
“That was faster than I expected,” commented John.
Alex glared and whipped him with the dish towel on the counter. “You act like I have no game. I’ve had more sex than all of you combined.”
“Yes, Alex, we’re surprised you don’t have a multitude of STD’s either.”
“Oh, shut up, Herc.”
“I think what they meant,” Gil paused to taste the sauce he had simmering on the stove, “was that for two years you’ve been stuck arguing with her in the friendzone and now you have her number.”
“I don’t think you can call it the friendzone if they weren’t friends.” John laughed.
“Okay, the only reason I need her number is because George paired us together for a project that lasts the entire semester.”
“I think you would be happy about that, non?”
“George told me you did this, Gil-”
“I simply made a suggestion-”
“Why are you even fighting about this,” asked John. “You want to be with her, don’t you? Or at least fuck her?”
“Yeah-”
“Then being partners with her and Gil’s bet should be things that make you happy. He seems to be doing most of the work for you, by the way.”
“Yeah, why haven’t you entered the pool,” asked Herc.
“Because it’s childish-”
“Come on, mon petite lion, take a bet and surprise us at how fast you can get in her pants.”
“Um, it’s ‘make a bet,’ Gil-” A wooden spoon hit the back of his head and John promptly cut himself off.
Alex rolled his eyes at his friends. “Fine. I’ll make a bet.”
Herc got out his legal pad and flipped a few pages, then looked up, pen poised over the paper. ��So?”
“Holy shit, how many people have made bets?”
“Around 500 people-”
“What?”
“What’s your bet, Ham?”
Alex grumbled and crossed his arms. “Before the end of our first project.”
“That’s like a few weeks, Lex-”
“Shut up, John.” John held his hands up and walked to the stove to try to steal some of the pancetta Gil was frying before being shooed away.
And Alex’s thoughts returned to you.
“We’re calling the bet off.” Alex dropped his bag on the ground and slumped in a chair at the kitchen table.
“Poor Alex, can’t get into one girl’s pants.” John laughed as he bit into an apple.
“Just because it’s taking longer than half an hour to get her to fuck you, doesn’t mean you’ve failed. Yet.”
Gil glared at Herc and John. “We’re not stopping the bet, Alex. We’ve already got almost two grand in the pot.”
Alex eyes widened and he sat up to look at his friends. “You’re serious?”
“As the plague.” Herc slid his legal pad with the bets on it across the table to Alex.
“Why the fuck is everyone so interested in this?”
John shrugged. “It’s been a long time coming.”
“Literally everyone sees the sexual tension, Ham.” Herc took his legal pad back and started crossing off dates that already happened.
Gil handed him a plate with a chocolatine on it. “What made you want to shut it down?”
Alex sighed and chewed the pastry. “She wouldn’t stop ragging on me. Literally everything I did she had something to say about it. I really think it’s only hate she feels for me-”
“I don’t think so,” said John. “Her best friend’s sister told me Y/N thinks you’re cute.”
“Cute?”
“Well, not in those exact words-”
“That’s one word, John.”
He rolled his eyes. “Apparently Y/N goes home with Angelica on the weekends and they have a cliche sleepover and talk about boys. I’m friends with Angelica’s sister Peggy so she told me.”
Gil leaned against the kitchen counter and looked at John. “What did she say exactly?”
“Peggy told me Y/N said that she’d find him attractive if he weren’t so infuriating all the time. Him being Alex-”
Herc snorted. “Yeah, we got that.”
“I bet she likes you, Alex.” Gil smirked.
“Can we stop with the bets? One is enough.” Alex rubbed his face. “You can keep the bet going but I’m not trying anymore.”
“Alex-”
“No. I’m done.”
Alex picked up his bag and went upstairs, trying his best to fall asleep and not dream about you.
The last two nights, Alex hadn’t been able to sleep and tonight was going to be no exception. Last night and the night before, he’d been able to distract himself with work until he passed out from exhaustion around six in the morning. But tonight, he had already read through all of his textbooks and he was finished with every single assignment he could possibly complete except for his Model U.N. project with you.
Which made him think of you.
All night.
Alex’s inner monologue was like a Nicholas Sparks movie had a baby with Valentine’s Day with just a dash of hope.
He liked you. He knew that. And he’d be lying to himself if he didn’t admit it was more than that, but he couldn’t make himself think it or he’d be crushed when you rejected him. Because you hated him.
He sighed and rubbed his eyes before checking the clock on his nightstand.
2:03 AM.
It was going to be a long night and an even longer semester trying to hide his feelings for the girl that hated him.
Alex showed up early to the study room this time, trying to avoid being yelled at again. Yawning, he finished his umpteenth coffee of the day and threw it in the trash can in the corner.
He knew he probably looked like shit. No sleep did that to you. He shouldn’t have cared but he did anyway. Knowing you, you’d probably show up looking gorgeous without even trying.
Alex sighed and pulled up the google doc the both of you had been planning on when you walked in the room.
“You’re late.” He didn’t want to look at you. He’d lose all focus and it’d just be more ammo for future arguments.
“So were you last time.”
Alex finally looked up to try and form an argument but you were wearing his favorite dress of yours and your hair was down, giving him just the smallest peek of your neck and was this what it’s like to be speechless?
You smirked and sat down across from him, saying something he only heard the tail end of.
“…everyone else doing? I assume you know.”
Alex shook his head to get some very embarrassing thoughts out and nervously clicked his pen.
“Well, Russia’s doing Aleppo.”
“You’re kidding me. Do they even know what’s going on in Aleppo?”
He tried to strike up an argument since he utterly failed when you came in. “Do you?”
You glared and began speaking about your plan to help Syria and Alex knew you were going to change the world someday. That you were probably smarter than him, and that he couldn’t deny he was in love with you.
Maybe it was the lack of sleep or that he couldn’t hold it in anymore but what he said next was definitely the most impulsive thing he’d ever done.
“…I could kiss you right now.”
And he definitely did not expect the response he got.
“So what’s stopping you?”
He tried to banter for awhile, but his heart wasn’t in it and he was entirely too distracted by your open invitation to kiss you. And your legs… No one had the right to have legs that enticing.
And then you sat on his lap and his entire mind went blank. The only thing he could do when you asked him for a yes was to nod his head.
He never expected to ever not be fighting with you. He never imagined he’d be this close. Never thought that he’d be able to touch you. And never, ever believed he’d be kissing you.
Which he did. Passionately.
And he’d keep doing that for as long as you’d let him.
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whoo ok this is gonna b a long 1
1. Would you have sex with the last person you messaged? text messaged no, facebook messaged yes2. You talked to an ex today, correct? i have3. Have you taken someones virginity? yes
4. Is trust a big issue for you? it can be 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? not recently enough man6. What are you excited for? my mum having her baby!7. What happened tonight? i watched a lotta youtube 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? not rly 9. Is confidence cute? yeah! but not 2 much10. What is the last beverage you had? summer fruits squash11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? like... 1 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? so many 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? heck if i know yet14. What are you going to spend money on next? food probs15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? ye16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? probably, i always am tbh17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? skye probs18. The last time you felt broken? fuckin always m819. Have you had sex today? nope20. Are you starting to realize anything? i think i might be a lesbian?21. Are you in a good mood? i mean kinda? i dont rly have a mood its like 3 am lol but im like calm n its nice
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? yes! 23. Are your eyes the same colour as your dad’s? idk i think so24. What do you want right this second? to sleep25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? id be like o okay thx 4 tellin me i think tbh 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? p much yeah27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? i dont think so 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? memes29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? yes 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? depends what for i think? but mostly yes31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? no he cool32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? yea! 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? n ooooooooo34. Listening to? techno fan by the wombats currently (the good shit)35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? no36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? ye37. Do you believe in love at first sight? no38. Who did you last call? my mum probs, i dont call people often39. Who was the last person you danced with? i dont dance40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? bc i wanted to n shes cute? idk41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? too long ago42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? its 3am today so no, but yesterday i did yeah43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? fuckin all the time pal44. Do you tan in the nude? no i dont tan i hate the sun45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? no46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? i dont think so47. Who was the last person to call you? my grandma 48. Do you sing in the shower? no 49. Do you dance in the car? not rly? idk man50. Ever used a bow and arrow? yes51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? my mum forced me 2 a few months ago52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? a lil53. Is Christmas stressful? the time leading up to christmas day is but not the actual day54. Ever eat a pierogi? no55. Favorite type of fruit pie? my grandmas apple pie is the shit man56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? all of them, astronaut, vet, doctor57. Do you believe in ghosts? yeah kinda, i dont want to tho 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? all the time59. Take a vitamin daily? no60. Wear slippers? no my feet get too hot 61. Wear a bath robe? no62. What do you wear to bed? pajamas or comfy clothes if theres ppl in the house63. First concert? james blunt w my mum when i was young64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? um,,,,, asda?65. Nike or Adidas? idk man66. Cheetos Or Fritos? i have never tried either, but cheetos are lie wotsits right? so those i guess 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? sunflower seeds i hate peanuts68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? love story tbh 69. Ever take dance lessons? for like 2 weeks lol, i did figure skating for like 3 years? its kinda similar70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? not rly?
71. Can you curl your tongue? yes72. Ever won a spelling bee?no ive never even participated in one 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? not strictly bc of being happy, but i cry of laughter always74. What is your favorite book? 1984 currently, its so interesting idk75. Do you study better with or without music? with76. Regularly burn incense? no it makes my asthma act up77. Ever been in love? yeah i think so78. Who would you like to see in concert? i really really wanna see the 1975 tbh 79. What was the last concert you saw? dodie! like 2 weeks ago it was so good 80. Hot tea or cold tea? ice tea! i love it81. Tea or coffee? tea82. Favorite type of cookie? chocolate digestives? do they count?83. Can you swim well? n o i cant swim at all rly84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? yeah but not well85. Are you patient? nope 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? idk man87. Ever won a contest? a couple but i cant remember what for88. Ever have plastic surgery? its not for me tbh 89. Which are better black or green olives? neither90. Opinions on sex before marriage? do whatever u want man 91. Best room for a fireplace? none of them, smoke messes w my asthma92. Do you want to get married?  yeah i think so 
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