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willowser · 10 months
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willow have u ever seen the movie ‘13 going on 30?’ bc i just rewatched it last night and it gave me nerd bakugou brainrot 😩😩
like he’s your neighbor and he’s in love with you but you’re just…. your head is in the clouds and you can’t see what’s right in front of you 🥺 and something brings you crashing down, and you wish yourself into an alternate future, where all the hard, embarrassing teenage years are far behind you and you got everything you thought you wanted.
but— in those skipped-over years, you’d left katsuki behind 🥺 traded movie nights and dnd campaigns with him for parties with the in crowd. it’s funny— the more people see you,, the less you he sees. he barely recognizes you, but it doesn’t stop him from watching from afar. catching glimpses of you through the windows still makes his heart race; watching you get picked up for a date by the goddamn golden boy makes it ache.
going to college is a relief. he’s almost managed to forget about you (except for the occasional comment from his mother that sting less and less as the years pass) until you show up at his doorstep, confused and panicked and calling him by the kiddie nickname he hasn’t heard since you stopped speaking in seventh grade. he has half the mind to take you to the hospital, get you checked for a concussion or retrograde amnesia.
meanwhile… you’re realizing all the things you’ve been longing for aren’t right for you. and chasing after them will condemn you to a life of being lonely and disingenuous. you don’t need to be liked by everyone—you need to be loved by one person. now you just have to find a way to fix it 🥺🥺
🥺🥺🥺
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sadesluvr · 5 months
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Black Christmas - S. Raglan x Reader x M. Schmidt
Mike’s job as a park ranger becomes interesting when a mysterious couple stay five nights in a winter lodge.
A/N: HOLY FUCK. This is my longest and most tiring fic in a while (for all the right reasons) and I’m really excited to share it with you! It was loosely inspired by the req and work by @dilfbabie (HERE) but this has a festive, darker spin. This is for the people who voted for a Steve/William aligned reader, and is porn with plot. Further details in the tags, but this is reminiscent of a Jordan Peele film (aka the best kind of film), so dark themes lie ahead. I really hope you all enjoy it, consider it a Christmas gift ;)
Word count: 5.3K
Tags: SMUT (Porn with plot) / Slow burn / Fem! Reader / Threesome / Brief mentions of abuse / Alcohol usage / Oral sex, male receiving / Fingering / Blowjobs / Voyeurism / Cowgirl (position) / Unprotected sex / Creampies / Psychological manipulation / Deception / Dub-Con (if you squint) / Cheating --- MINORS DNI
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MONDAY
Mike had grown to find that being a park ranger was far more amusing than working as mall security. He loved being surrounded by the natural world, and the relatively isolated nature of the job - outside of being with his colleagues - meant that he had time alone. Time to think.
It was even more enjoyable in the winter, specifically the Christmas period, where he revelled in the contrast of the bustle of the shopping district with the tranquil sightings of caribou and squirrels.
It was standard procedure for the rangers to meet the guests of the lodges they inhabited, simply as an act of trust building. Today was no different, except for the fact that he was standing at the door of one of the largest and lavish buildings in the resort, which only meant one thing…Snobby, rich inhabitants.
When you answered the door, your lips parted in a brief moment of shock, adjusting your relaxed posture so that you were upright. 
“Hi…” you said, an unplaced smile appearing on the corner of your lips. “Can I help you Officer…?”
“Mike,” he quickly added. “I’m sure you’ve seen me in the pamphlet, but I’m your designated ranger for this district. I’m here for your safety,”
You seemed somewhat confused at this, but also rather appreciative.
“Thanks…” you replied, absentmindedly fiddling with your necklace. “We— Uh, we haven’t looked at that much yet, actually…”
Mike nodded. You’d probably just moved in, likely more desperate for a shower and a nap than read pages of menial information. 
“My pager codes should be taped to the wall in the kitchen. Outside of patrols and emergencies — weather, rabid animals, that sort of thing — I’ll shouldn’t be in your hair,”
You cocked your head, seemingly interested in something about him. He was cute; boyish in contrast to his position that was usually reserved for those with blatant machismo. You wondered how he got it in the first place.
You nodded back, fingers lingering on the door as you swung it. “Oh, well that’s great, thank —“
“Babe? Who is that? You’re taking an awful while to — Oh, hello Officer…?”
Your interaction was interrupted by an older, taller man who emerged from the stairs behind you. He was dressed in an off-yellow utility suit - likely for skiing - in which a purple sweater peeked out from underneath. His hair was groomed and he wore large, slightly out of fashion glasses. He rested an arm above you, leaning it on the doorframe, and Mike squinted as he noticed that you’d shifted uncomfortably at the movement before trying to compose yourself.
He was lost in his thoughts, temporarily oblivious to the fact that the man was staring at him expectedly. 
“ — Mike, “ he stammered, giving the man his name.
“Your badge says Michael,” he replied, matter of factly.
“I prefer Mike,”
“Hm,” the man mused, the grumble seemingly coming from the depths of his chest. “That’s odd. Usually you guys are referred to by your last name…”
Mike wasn’t sure about you, but this mysterious man was definitely a rich asshole. They always assumed they knew everything. 
“It’s Schimdt — Michael Schmidt…but please, Mike is fine,” he replied, shifting his weight and pursing his lips. Strangely, the man’s blue eyes widened, and he cocked his head, softening his demeanour. Your gaze was fixed to the floor uncomfortably, and Mike could only decipher that you were embarrassed by the man’s insistence. The entire thing was borderline uncomfortable.
Yet, at that moment, he smiled.
“The name’s Steve,” he perked up, extending his hand for the smaller man to shake. He took it, and the man’s grip was firm and assuring, leading Mike to believe that he was some kind of businessman.
“Thank you, Mike,” continued sincerely, his voice noticeably soft. “Hopefully we’ll see you around then,”
Mike blinked and glanced at you. You were still, almost motionless, with Steve protectively hovering over you. He could tell he’d interrupted something.
“You too,” he replied, beginning to back away as he shoved his hands into his pockets. “Happy holidays.”
TUESDAY 
During the ins and outs of his job, Mike had been trying to rack his brain, wondering if he’d ever come across this ‘Steve’ before, but to no avail. Perhaps he’d just gotten the wrong person. Michael was a very common name, after all.
He wondered about you, though. You were certainly younger than him, and although he’d come across his share of problematic couples, there was something far more striking about you than the rest. Steve’s authoritarian presence, coupled with your seemingly shy, introverted own, was usually a cocktail that led to disaster. He wasn’t a cop, but it wouldn’t hurt to keep tabs on you, would it?
It seemed that the time would come quicker than expected. The next morning he’d received a ‘111’ message from your residence, and hadn’t wasted time in making his way up to see you.
Upon being let in, he quickly found out that you were alone, with Steve having run out for groceries. Apparently, you’d been hearing ‘rattling and shaking’ in the vents, and simply feared being home alone with the threat of a robbery looming over your head. He’d checked the vents, scoping the interior out for signs of damage or entry, quickly finding out that badger had made a home inside the walls, earning a good chuckle from the pair of you.
“I’m so embarrassed!” you’d gushed, and Mike had smiled slightly at your flustered demeanour. You were dressed rather nicely for an early morning, in a chic turtleneck, pants and a pair of Moon Boots. It didn’t take a genius to decipher that you either came from, or was in contact with a lot of money.
“No problem…” he chuckled, feeling the quiet instinct to pry. “So, Steve just left you here, even with the threat of an intruder?”
Your shoulders visibly dropped at the fact. 
“Pretty much…” you sighed, masking your nervous energy by removing a mug from the coffee machine, pouring some fixings into the liquid before taking a sip, exhaling deeply.
“I know what you’re thinking,” you sighed, and Mike stiffened at the way you were so sincere, eyes locked on his own as you seemingly read his mind. “You have a point, but I like that he doesn’t baby me. But it does scare the shit out of me, knowing that we’re basically in the wilderness. Anything could happen…!”
He nodded.
“Well, you’re more likely to be attacked by kids at Santa’s Grotto than a bear,” he laughed. “I wouldn’t worry…”
You smiled, gaze unwavering as you sipped the drink, admiring the rich taste on your tongue. It was as if you were a siren, beckoning him towards you with an indescribable aura. There was more you wanted to say, but you couldn’t say it.
Biting the bullet, he cleared his throat. 
“Hey — This may not be my place, but is everything okay? When he came down the other day I saw you tense up,” Mike finished, and you let out a low hum as you contemplated the implications of his statement.
“We’re having a few issues,” you said, rolling your eyes, apparently brushing the situation off. “We’d been arguing a lot back home, and he booked this trip so we could regroup and stuff. I’m grateful, and I might even love him – but it doesn’t make me any less paranoid. I never know how he’s feeling, y’know? He’s a bit off sometimes…”
‘Off’. 
That was certainly one way to put it, Mike thought.
“...Does he hurt you?”
“God no,” you insisted. “He’s just — Well, let’s just say that he’s not all that open about his past,”
Silence. 
Mike let out a deep breath and placed his hands on his hips, musing on what you could’ve meant. He averted his gaze to glance around the cabin. It was rather lush, with floor to ceiling windows, marble countertops and rich oak accents; perhaps you were living beyond your means? Every item in his sight seemed relatively normal, blankets, keys, even a small Christmas tree with a few presents underneath. Still, it meant nothing. After all, nobody kept their secrets on display - no, those kinds of things were reserved for a bedroom…Or basement. Or the trunk of a car. Or in the psychological prison of the mind.
“…I should finish getting ready,” your voice interjected. “Thanks for the help, Mike,” you said sweetly, and he nodded before turning around and making his way to let himself out. As he placed a foot down the first step, something turned him around, and he was shocked to see that you weren’t far behind him. He hadn’t heard you follow him.
“By the way —“ he said, clearing his throat again. “I’m doing a patrol on Thursday, so I’ll be around…Just if you need to talk…”
He hoped he wasn’t being too forward.
You smiled, and this time Mike could see the emotion in your eyes.
“Good to know,”
WEDNESDAY 
One of the best things about the job were the treetop viewing platforms. It gave a 360 view of the resort, and Mike was able to see near and far with his pair of binoculars. It was certainly a task that Abby would’ve loved, if she were ever allowed to see him work.
On this particular morning, he was scoping out the usuals - people on the slopes, those taking photos, and the general assortment of vehicles that came in and out of the building. Still, he found himself looking westward toward the lodging you were living in. Call it paranoia, or call it doing his duty, he couldn’t pry himself from the familiar outline of the building.
All seemed normal, until he’d focused on the top window, the largest one of the house that sat behind a balcony. There was no sign of you on the outside, other than the table and chairs, but it was what was enclosed behind that glass that worried him.
Sure enough, you and Steve were there. He couldn’t make out from the resolution, but your face was pressed to the glass, with Steve behind you, clearly leaving little room for you to move. Mike felt his chest constrict, tongue swiping over his lips as he zoomed in, silently praying that you weren’t being hurt.
It turned out that hurt was the complete opposite of what you were undergoing. There you were; totally nude with Steve’s large arms around your throat, kissing your neck as he jerked, your body writhing about as he did. Mike knew all too well what you were doing, and it didn’t take long for the blood to rush from his cheeks to his cock, praying that his growing bulge wouldn’t be visible to anyone. 
Your eyes were half lidded as you scrambled to hold onto something, and Mike couldn’t help but wonder what your moans sounded like. Were you a screamer or a whimperer? Judging by the way the older man was ravishing you, it seemed to be somewhere in between the two.
Swallowing, he lowered the binoculars, pinching the bridge of his nose as he contemplated what he’d just done. There was no ridding the image from his mind, certainly not when he’d taken in every crevice of your body. He sighed, shoving his hands into his pockets to try to suppress his base urges, storing the image securely for later.
THURSDAY 
Mike rubbed his eyes as he slid into the company car, ready to do his rounds. He hadn’t gotten much sleep last night. 
His grip remained firm on the steering wheel, carefully navigating the elevated roads. A fresh layer of snow had settled over the past day, and the last thing he needed was to skid off into the trees. It was funny that the winter wonderland around him couldn’t mask the fact it was in a place like this where his family’s life had been turned upside down — where his brother had been cruelly and callously taken…All under his watch.
Sometimes he couldn’t live with himself.
He was at the bottom of the final stretch of lodges when he noticed two figures trudging down the hill. Their arms were outstretched and faces scrunched - and Mike recognised you instantly. Steve was following after you whilst your arms were crossed, clearly having a temper tantrum of some kind. Squinting, he tried to make himself unnoticeable as he listened in.
“I don’t understand why you wouldn’t want me to see her! I love kids!”
“It’s not that I don’t want you to see her, it’s just — Well, it’s not that easy…”
“How could this be difficult? I’m your girlfriend. She’s your daughter. Someday we’ll have to cross paths, right? Unless I’m some silly fling to you…”
“You’re not, okay? You know I love you. It’s complicated - Vanessa, she’s a little volatile —“
“I wonder where she gets that from,”
Frowning, Mike came out of the car, slamming the door with force to alert the two of you. He crossed his arms around his chest, scatters of snow crunching under his boots as he made his way towards you.
“Is there a problem?” 
“Mike,” Steve said, any specific emotion unreadable in his voice. He looked the man up and down as if to intimidate, but Mike didn’t budge. “…What’re you doing here?”
“My job,” He said sternly, to which you smirked. His eyes darted between the two of you, and he cocked his head. “Is there an issue here, or?”
Steve cast you a frosty glare, to which you rolled your eyes. Shaking yourself off, you assumed a stricter posture before focusing your attention onto the smaller man in front of you.
“Mike —“ you said, matter of factly. “Be a dear and give me a ride to the leisure centre. I need a masseuse… I have a knot that just won’t go away,”
There was nothing but fury in Steve’s eyes as Mike nodded, stepping to the side to allow you to pass through to the vehicle. As he opened the passenger door for you, he could feel the older man’s stare, burning a hole in his neck and seeping out his insides. Shutting the door, he walked round to the other side of the car, jaw ticking and lips pulled into a straight line. He barely knew Steve, but what he did know was that he was an asshole.
The car ride was silent for all of two minutes when Mike perked up, clearing his throat whilst his eyes remained on the road. He’d only snuck occasional glances at your thighs, and even then he was unable to rid the image of you nude.
“…Who’s Vanessa?”
You scoffed, slumping back in your seat as you lay your head against the car window.
“So you did hear,” you chuckled defeatedly. “His daughter. He doesn’t want me to see her,”
“Oh,” was all Mike could say, and he decided to let you draw the emotion out of your body yourself.
“I hate when he does this!” You exclaimed, arms folded. “He makes me feel so dirty! Like, what the fuck is he saying? That I’m not good enough to meet her?!”
“I’m sure that’s not the case…” Mike said softly. “I mean, if it were down to me, I know I’d love for my daughter and girlfriend to hang out, especially during the holidays,”
The statement caused you to smile, and you shook your head defeatedly. 
“I’m shacking it up with her father during the best time of year…” you said incredulously, looking out onto the icy white paradise around you. “She probably hates me…”
The thought of a girl being without her father on Christmas was enough to make you sob, salty tears pricking your eyes and eventually running down your cheeks. Covering your mouth, you let out a little whimper that alerted Mike, his kind brown eyes briefly leaving the road to watch your face. He wasted no time in pulling over, making sure the car was locked in position before he placed an arm on your shoulder, the sudden contact making you break down even more. Before he knew it, you were crying on his shoulder, hiding your face in the fleece-like insides of his jacket. The man remained quiet, but rubbed your back, narrowing his eyes as he tried to piece together your relationship.
He was beginning to lose himself in your scent when you pulled away, eyes red and slightly watery. Your faces were close, and you stared at him in a way that both made him feel guilty and aroused, eyes wide but enigmatic. He followed your gaze to his lips, and he slowly parted his own to exhale, hyper aware of the way his heart was pounding in his chest.
Brushing your fingertips across his cheeks, you leaned up to plant a kiss on his lips, your taste bittersweet as you wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him deeper. He certainly hoped Steve wasn’t close behind, as he didn’t let go, instead parting his lips to whisper your name as your tongues began to dance against the others’. His hands were all over your body, and he was fairly certain that your hand had made his way to his pelvis, threatening to brush his cock.
He cursed himself when he gasped at the motion, which had caused you to pull away. As if you’d been under a spell, you felt flushed, stuck between wanting to leave the car and staying with Michael.
“Thank you…” you whispered, glancing down before looking out of the windshield. The reception to the rest of the resort wasn’t far from here, and you decided you needed to clear your head. “You’re a great guy, Mike.”
FRIDAY
It had been twelve hours since you’d shared a kiss with Mike, and he was beginning to think he’d known you forever. He couldn’t get it out of his mind, even when they’d received a severe weather warning at midday. Needless to say, he was excited to ring your particular lodge…Just as long as Steve didn’t answer.
“Hey, it’s Mike…We’re expecting a snowstorm in a couple of hours and we’re instituting a 7PM curfew,”
“Shit…Really?” You’d said, somewhat muffled, and Mike could hear you biting down on the fingertips of your thumb. “ I didn’t hear anything about this — Steve’s down at the casino…”
“I’m sure word will get to him,” he insisted. “Stay safe —“
“Wait, Mike? C-Can you come over? I want to make sure everything’s reinforced…”
It was apparent that you and Mike both knew that the lodges, especially the ones you were living in, were more than secure. You’d smiled and let out an exasperated, somewhat overdramatic ‘Thanks’, and had clasped your hands in front of you, leisurely strolling around the building as he confirmed the obvious. You seemed more free, whimsical even, dressed in a deep red couture tracksuit, perfectly painted toes on display. Perhaps the kiss, and Steve’s absence, had brought out the real you.
He didn’t know he could have such an effect on someone. 
As he clicked off his flashlight, he smirked at you, to which you returned, and drummed his hand on the countertops.
“Is everything okay, Officer?” you lulled.
“A-Ok,” he hummed, watching as you walked closer towards him, a mischievous grin in your eye. He froze slightly when you wrapped your arms around his neck, pressing your body against his front, but found himself relaxing into your touch, his own hands finding your hips.
“We have the house to ourselves…” you purred, beginning to stroke the back of his neck, causing him to twitch. He was simply too cute. “…And the view is lovely. But the company’s better…”
He nodded, lost in the way you began to pepper kisses to his neck and breath gently into his ear, that he hadn’t realised that the snow was beginning to fall…and it wasn’t about to stop.
“Shit…” he said under his breath, ruining the mood as he scrambled for his radio. He should’ve been back to the base a while ago.
“This is Mike calling in. The storm came in earlier than expected. I’m holed in at Lodge 305 waiting it out,”
“Received,” the static said. “Keep us updated.”
You could barely contain your enthusiasm at the fact, and Mike chuckled as you excitedly raced to the wine cabinet. It was going to be an interesting few hours.
LATER 
“…Part of me hopes Steve never comes back,” you slurred, wine bottle in hand as you sprawled out on the king bed, your tracksuit top since stripped, leaving you in a vest. It was obvious to Mike that you weren’t wearing a bra underneath, neither. 
Mike snickered.
“You’re still mad at him?”
“Yup,” you said, popping your ‘P’. “Asshole tried to propose to me at dinner yesterday. I said no,”
He was astonished that you said it so casually.
“Woah…”
“I know,” you grinned. “Wine?”
He looked up at you uncertainly. Not necessarily because it was wrong, but because he had no idea where the night would lead him if he took even as much as a sip. “I-I can’t, I’m on the job,”
“Just a little?” You whined. “For me?”
You watched him intently as he gave in, sipping the drink and holding it on his tongue. When he realised you were staring at him, you broke into a smile, edging closer to him on the bed.
“I love that you take your job so seriously,” you cheesed, running your finger down his arm.   “Was this a boyhood dream?”
“Far from it,”
“Hm,” you said curiously, cocking your head. You’d been trying to figure Mike out for a while now. “So what’s the goal?” 
“Dunno,” he shrugged. “Just to see my sister happy, I guess,”
Your heart fluttered, and there was an incomparable sensation in your loins, biting up towards your stomach. Whether it was the alcohol, the heating, or something else - your body swelled, and you couldn’t hold back anymore.
“You’re so sweet,” you cooed, in that oh-so famously position in front of his face, arms entangled in his.  “I love that about you, Mike,”
“Love?”
“I wish all guys were like you,” was all you said, and you thrust yourself on top of him, his back flat against the mattress. He didn’t stop you; letting you take charge as you straddled his torso, pressing your breasts against his chest as his hands found your body. He was insatiable, greedy yet very needy, and found himself succumbing to your every whim. 
Mike let out a whimper as you rubbed yourself gently along his clothed cock, growing irritated at the layer of fabric between you two. You nipped at his ear and giggled, dancing your hands along his body before you reached his bulge, giving it a gentle squeeze before you went back to teasing him with your hips.
“D’ya want me, Mike?” you purred. “Say the word and I’ll be yours…”
“Mmfh…” he grumbled, trying and failing to pull himself away from you, particularly as his hands found your hardening nipples, desperate to take one between his teeth. “What about Steve?” He said from below you. “I could get fired, I —“
Cupping his face in your hands, you stared him down, voice almost emotionless as you spoke.
“Mike, you may not know it, but when you’re rich, you can get away with anything…”
That was enough confirmation as he needed as he arched his back, angling himself up into your kiss. He was both surprised and aroused at how firm your grip was on him, legs quite literally locking him down below you. Your wanting mouth was wide as your chest heaved, grinning down at him as you slid your arm back, down his pants to touch his hardened cock. 
Mike shut his eyes and groaned as you tugged on him, expertly sliding your hips down his body, fixing yourself into position so that you were level his penis, your ass in his face.
“Touch me, Mike,” you slurred as you took him in your mouth, giddy as he pulled down your sweats a crack so that he could massage your ass, fingers lingering by your lacy underwear. His touch sent chills down your spine, prompting you to take him further, tongue flat against the underside of his organ. His index finger slipped into your crevice, stroking your walls before he slid a finger into your pussy, making you whimper. It had been so long since Mike had been touched - and had touched someone in such a way - that he wasn’t planning on letting go of the feeling any time soon.
Even if your boyfriend came in.
“Babe? I’m sorry, I got caught up in —“ 
“Steve!” You said sweetly, releasing Mike from your mouth with a ‘pop’. “How nice of you to join us!”
The wording struck Michael as odd, but he chalked it down to the thick layer of condescension in your voice. 
Steve stared right past you and towards Mike, narrowing his eyes. The younger man swallowed, wanting to push you off of him, but found himself drawn to the silent aura of the man, much more the way a bulge was visible in his pants also. 
“I can explain—“ he stammered, exasperated as you played with him in your hands, index finger and thumb squeezing the tip as your eyes darted between the two men. How were you so relaxed about this?
“No need to worry about it, Mike,” Steve said, his tone surprisingly sympathetic as he zipped down his own pants. “I don’t mind sharing her...In fact, I love showing my darling off,” he grinned, almost sadistically as he bared his teeth and dimples. Steve placed his larger, calloused hands on your neck, his thumb brushing your cheek affectionately as he did. Mike felt somewhat betrayed by the way there was a glint of happiness in your eye; much more the way he pulled you into a sloppy, passionate kiss as you stroked the older man instead of him.
Once the pair of you pulled apart, his blue eyes were clouded with lust as he patted your cheek, thumb tracing your lips before he pulled away. You kissed the digit tentatively, chin in the air as you glanced down at Mike, silent, but smiling. 
Ironically, you were a healthy couple playing a twisted game, and you’d been in on it all along. 
Steve cleared his throat, loosening a button on his shirt as you span around, your own pelvis holding down Mike’s own. Mike should’ve despised the situation in its entirety, but the way his cock twitched was undeniable. It was as if this fucked up situation were unlocking something within him, and he didn’t know for how much longer he could hold it back.
“…I love the way men like you look at her and want nothing more than to fuck her brains out. Do you know what it feels like to win? To know that she’s yours?” Steve drawled, watching almost in admiration as you pulled off your sweats, sliding your underwear to the side as you lined up Mike’s cock with your entrance. 
“Of course you don’t,” he said condescendingly. “...Your life is about to be hell, Mike. You deserve something good…” The older man hissed, coincidentally aligning with the hiss from Mike’s own mouth who was too much in a state of ecstasy to register the comment. His precum was dribbling on your wet folds, and he longed for a bit of friction. 
You placed a hand on Mike’s chest, smiling down at him with the same expression he’d come to fall for in the first place, paired with your soft, unsuspecting voice. 
“Do you wanna fuck me, Mike? I bet you’d make me feel so good…”
“Y-Yeah..” he whimpered lowly, and he moaned as you sunk yourself onto his bare cock, gripping your body at the tight, wet pressure of your gummy walls. Steve hummed in amusement as he watched you begin to ride him; slowly at first, giving him enough leeway to insert himself into your mouth. 
He’d had you a million times before, but he never grew tired of the sensation. He gripped the back of your head as he moved your face up and down his shaft, groaning as he fucked your mouth in tandem.
“You’ve always been a maneater, haven’t you baby?” Steve cooed. “My little slut,” he spat, and Mike furrowed his brows, feeling his cock twitch in you at the statement. You were clearly just a few rich people with a perverted pastime, and he’d been taken as collateral. He’d probably feel disgusted in the morning, but as of right now he was in heaven.
You steadied yourself on Mike’s cock, pressing down a hand into his pelvis as Steve’s grip tightened on your face, greedy as one hand reached down to grope your breasts.
“Go on, Mike,” he chuckled arrogantly. “Give em a feel,”
You took Mike's hand in your own, throwing your head back at the sensation of being fondled and prodded by two men simultaneously. Steve’s cock was hitting the back of your throat, your nose buried into the fabric of his clothes, stray grey pubic hairs tickling your nose as he did. Mike’s dick was buried in you, and you were 99% sure you’d sheathed himself to the hilt. You hadn’t even needed to move your hips for that long, and Mike had begun to take agency as rock his hips up into your own, the skin-on-skin sounds borderline pornographic.
“Shit,” Mike whispered, feeling his stomach begin to knot up, and you gasped, talking around Steve’s cock that sent vibrations through the spectacled man’s lower half.
“Are you gonna cum, Mikey? You wanna fill this pussy up?” you teased, circling your hips uncontrollably, Mike’s penetrative thrusts becoming shallow but frequent. He groaned in response, and Steve chuckled, one hand your back so he stabilised you, making sure your lush lips were still attached to his shaft. Mike may have been getting the goods, but he owned you, and his pleasure came first. Even in a group of three. 
Feeling closer to your own orgasm, you slammed your hips down onto Mike, holding him in position as he came; desperately clutching the sheets as he spilled into you, mumbling to himself incoherently. Steve was gracious enough to pull himself from your mouth, a bridge of spit connecting you two as he did. Instinctively, you jerked him off, your warm hands sliding up and down effortlessly on his sloppy dick, still grinding your hips on Mike as he was beginning to come down from his high.
Steve came with a grumble, and it wasn’t long until you followed him after, grinning mischievously as fresh white trails of his seed painted your face. Glancing over at Mike - who looked totally spent - you ran your tongue along Steve’s pink shaft to clean him up, writhing as you stimulated Mike’s softening cock, producing a groan from the brunette. 
You were light headed as you fell back onto the sheets, smiling as Steve stroked your semi-nude body adoringly, lulling you off to sleep.
THE MORNING AFTER
Mike was awakened to a banging on the door, swearing under his breath as he contemplated how this looked. Sitting up, he scanned the room for a sign of you, or even Steve, but to no luck. 
He looked out of the window. The snowstorm was over.
Perhaps you’d just gone out for breakfast.
He hurried his clothes on, placing his hands on his hips as he tried to shake the hazy memories of the night before. He was just in time as an officer entered, worried as he saw his colleague enter with guns.
“W-What’s going on?” he asked, squinting. 
“We have a warrant for a visitor's arrest,” he drawled. “A Mr William Afton…?”
Mike frowned. The name wasn’t familiar.
The officer raised a brow, leaving the room once the coast was clear. As he did, Mike caught a glimpse of the poster in his back pocket, the face painfully recognisable. 
WANTED: Child abduction and murder.
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Wicked Fantasies Part 7 (MBJ x OC)
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Warnings: harassment, public sex, the usual BDSM warnings apply heavilyyyy lol
A/N: Umm this is a fun one! Mostly fluff with a little drama lol We're getting into the holiday spirit with a couple time jumps so enjoyyy!
***
“I have a surprise for you,” Michael whispered, chuckling as Raven tucked herself deeper into the covers. 
They had been out at a party until late and then Michael proceeded to have his way with her at his condo until the wee hours of the morning. Her body still ached from the suspension ropes he hung her from for over an hour. It was her first introduction into true restraints and bondage and she enjoyed it far more than she thought she would. And now, all she and her limbs wanted to do was burrow in her covers and sleep all day. 
“Is the surprise a hot bath?” she called, her words still muffled by the heavy duvet cover. 
“Nah.” 
“Ok well then I hate surprises,” she mumbled, causing Michael to laugh. 
“Come on, this is a fun one. I promise!” 
She groaned and dramatically flopped the covers from over her face and pouted. “I was a really good girl last night and this is my reward? Being woken up at ungodly hours?” 
Michael raised an eyebrow and glanced down at his Apple Watch. “It’s 10 am, baby.” 
Her heart fluttered at the word baby, her eyes casting downward as she tried to limit the smile that wanted to bloom on her lips. She still was not used to it yet. To the world and everyone around them, nothing had changed. But for them, everything had changed. They were a real couple, bonafide and no longer faking or pretending. There was a new intimacy to it that she had not expected. And freedom. It was so clear to her now how much both of them had been holding back, how muted what they felt for each other truly was before. Because now, they could both experience the full breadth of their love for each other, could express it and receive it. And it made both of them wonder if they had ever experienced true romantic love before each other. Because this was everything and so much more. 
Everything felt lighter and easier. And yet, Raven could not help but feel like there was a dark cloud looming over them, a deep-seeded fear that everything she felt would be taken away. Perhaps she was just worried that, even if they were telling the truth about their romance now, they had started off as a lie. It did not seem like the steadiest of foundations. However, she chose to brush those fears aside. They were just her doubts and insecurities talking. She had never felt for a man like she felt for Michael, never felt so loved by someone. It felt good and she realized she never knew true happiness until now. Sure, there had been times when she was happy. But pure uninhibited bliss? That was only a state Michael could bring out in her. 
“So what’s this big surprise?” She asked as she stretched her body long in the bed before sliding out. 
Her slippers shuffled against the floor as she made her way to his bathroom to get ready for the day. 
“Wouldn’t be a big surprise if I told you now, would it?” 
“I hate you,” she grumbled, though the smile on her face let him know that was a complete and utter lie. 
“You weren’t sayin’ that last night… in fact, I distinctly remember making you scream the exact opposite,” he mused as his fingers played with the delicate thin strap of her night gown as he moved it to the side to press delicate kisses against her warm skin. “Over and over and over again. Maybe I need to give you a refresher.” 
She smirked and decided to play the brat, excited for where the experience could take her. “Seems like the first lesson didn’t stick… not a very  effective teacher it seems, Mr. Jordan.” 
Michael chuckled. “You’re gon’ regret that shit. But lucky for you, we gotta get to the house soon so I ain’t got time to put you in your place. But tonight, that ass is mine.” 
Raven clenched her thighs together and grinned. Of course, he was not too foolish to not realize that was the exact outcome she wanted. 
The pair listened to music as they got dressed in comfortable clothes and drove over to Michael’s family’s house. Everyone was there, hot chocolate and breakfast waiting. The entire entry way was filled with bins and boxes of ornaments, decorations, and trees. 
“What’s all this?” 
Michael smiled. “Well ma don't let December 1 pass without ensuring the house is decorated so figured you could help us out this year. I remember you tellin’ me your grandma would let you decorate her tree and thought you might like it.” 
Raven felt everything inside her melt and her eyes well up with tears. He seemed to remember literally everything she told him. 
“Y-Yea I would like that,” she offered, her throat tight as she tried not to cry. 
“Don’t cry, Rae,” he laughed, pulling her into a hug. “It was supposed to make you happy.” 
“I am happy,” she whispered pitifully as her tears stained his sweater. 
“My cute crybaby,” he kissed her on the top of her head. “Ok, no tears on decorating day or moms’ll never let you live it down. Come on.” 
Raven laughed and wiped them away before following him into the kitchen. Everyone greeted her with hugs and smiles. All of them joked around and talked as they ate the delicious breakfast Michael’s mom prepared. Raven felt as if she had gained 10 pounds since spending more time at Michael’s house.
“Ok baby girl,” Michael gestured toward the many decorations in his foyer. “You get to be creative director. We got four trees.” 
Raven’s eyes bugged out of her head. “Four trees??” 
“One in here, one in the living room, one upstairs and then one in the basement.” 
Raven let out a breathy chuckle as she took in his matter of fact tone, as if to say everyone had enough space for four trees. 
She studied the available decorations before pulling all of them out and sectioning them off. And before she knew it, Christmas music blared on the speakers and the troops went to work, decorating all four trees. Michael and Raven were in charge of the second largest one in his family room, Raven needing a ladder to decorate the full thing. 
The pair had a ball decorating, Michael thoroughly amused at Raven’s strong opinions on how to fluff out a fake tree. She had a professional eye for detail that he had not expected as she worked. But there was a playfulness to all of it, a joy that made him thankful he went this route instead of his usual. She sang loudly with the music playing, knowing every word to every song that came on. And her entire body practically bounced around as they finished their tree and she went to go help with the others. 
By the time they finished dinner and stowed away all the extra decorations and cleaned up, they were exhausted. Everyone else had gone to bed, leaving Michael and Raven on his couch with cups of hot chocolate, spiked to Michael’s preference, and a movie playing in the background. 
Raven could barely look at the movie though as her eyes kept traveling to the two trees that were within eyesight and all the random Christmas decorations they had spread across his house. She felt as if she had stepped into a winter wonderland. 
“You did a great job as creative director,” he whispered as he watched her eyes study the tree Raven was in charge of. “Still mad at this surprise?” 
It was beautiful, decorated in soft colors of white, rose, and gold with small white lights. It was not the pristine and perfectly symmetrical tree he usually had in his living room, towering and professionally decorated to the point that it could have been in a magazine. No, every aspect of the 11 ft tree was done painstakingly, in Michael’s opinion, by hand. But something about it was more beautiful than any other Christmas tree he had ever had as an adult. It was crafted with love and attention and care, it was homey and perfect. 
She smiled. “No, you were right… It was a fun one. But I know you usually hire someone to do it.” 
“Who told you that?” 
“Your dad accidentally let it slip,” she chuckled. “It’s not as good as a real decorator could do. Not as… refined or perfect,” she scoffed, bowing her head, her own insecurities seeping in. That was her too… not refined enough or good enough to be on the arm of someone like him, to be in his life in this way. He could call her his girlfriend but her doubt about whether she deserved the designation still lingered like weeds.
His finger lifted her eyes back to his. “It’s perfect… exactly what the house needed but didn’t realize.” 
She raised an eyebrow. “Don’t think we’re talkin’ about trees anymore.” 
“Don’t think we ever were,” he winked at her. 
Silence fell over them as they cuddled on the couch. Michael stared down at her, wondering if this was finally his chance. There was so much he still wanted to know about her, so much she revealed but still kept from him. He understood it but he wanted to consume every little thing there was to know about her, even the things that were hard to share. He wanted to help her carry her baggage or help her unpack it and set it down where she could. 
And there was one thing, one story, that she kept from him as much as she could. The one major thing about her life he still did not have the answer to but desperately wanted it.
“You ever gon’ tell me?” He asked quietly as Raven shifted so she was leaning her back against his chest. 
“Tell you what?” She threw him a confused glance. He knew everything worth knowing about her. 
“Why you stopped writing? You said you’d tell me one day.” 
Her face fell. She was not sure where she thought the conversation was going to go but it was not there. She supposed she was not going to be able to keep it a secret forever, particularly not when she revealed it to the whole dinner table at Thanksgiving by accident.
“Not that interesting of a story, I’m afraid.” She tried to downplay it as she shifted uncomfortably. And it wasn’t, half the women she knew had a story like hers, varying degrees of awfulness but the story was unfortunately common.
“Then tell me.” At her silence, he amended. “You don’t have to tell me anything, Rae. I just… want to know everything about you and if you’re up for sharing, I wanna hear it.” 
She sat up and turned to face him, her nails tapping against the ceramic mug as she brought her legs beneath her. 
“Just your typical ‘men ain’t shit’ story.” At his confused glance, she elaborated. “The first editor I had at my publisher was a woman and she was amazing. Worked with her on my first book and it was great. By the time it came out, we were starting to edit and refine the second and I had signed my contract for it. And… she had a baby and decided to be a stay at home mom. My new editor, this guy… he was good, great at his job. Nice enough to be unsuspecting and unassuming. But I could tell… well, I could tell he was attracted to me? Or liked me, you know? But I ignored it, figured as long as he didn’t try anything, it wouldn’t be a problem. One night, we were working late on his edits for the book and he… made a pass at me.” 
Michael’s eyes immediately darkened as if he knew exactly where the story was headed. She could immediately feel a shift in his whole demeanor, his outrage wafted off of him. And something about it was incredibly sexy… that he was so angry for her. 
She smiled. “Relax… you can put Killmonger back in his cage,” she teased with a soft smile. “He didn’t do that. I said no a-and he pushed, but I held firm. I’m not above using my body to get what I want… that much is obvious but I like for it to be my choice, not some asshole taking it away from me. Anyway, finally, he accepted that no meant no so we called it a night and I went home. All he had done was make me uncomfortable, he hadn’t hurt me or anything, so I figured he would just apologize and we’d both move on. A week later, my agent called and said that they weren’t gonna move forward with my book. I was no longer a fit for their publishing house.” 
Michael could still hear the pain and frustration that had been caused in her voice, despite her best efforts to keep the tone light. 
“The contract I signed after I submitted the draft gave them distribution rights for three years so I got a year and some change to go. I tried to think of new ideas, you know, write other stuff in the meantime but he blacklisted me from damn near every publishing house worth anything. So my agent dropped me. And then I was… just too tired to write anything after that. Like he had just taken all of life for it out of me?” She paused for a moment before continuing. “I was hoping to use the time to save up to eventually self publish the second one when I can but my family’s made that difficult,” she chuckled. “So yea… doing my 3 year bid and then I’ll be free. It won’t make me the same amount of money, but there’s freedom in self-publishing I guess. Being your own boss.” 
“I’m sorry. No one deserves that.” He figured it was something along those lines but it did not make it any easier to hear. 
She shrugged. “No, they don’t. But what can I say? I’m a magnet for shitty people.” Her tone attempted to lighten the mood but it fell flat. “Or… I dunno… too trusting of people who haven’t earned it,” she mused. “But if I wasn’t so trusting, I wouldn’t be here… with you. And I would’ve hated to miss out on this.” 
“I’d like to believe God would’ve helped us find our way to each other without you having to go through trauma and concussions,” he pushed her hair behind her ear. 
“Yea maybe. But without all that, I wouldn’t be the woman you love.” 
“How do you do that?” Michael asked quietly. 
“What?” 
“Find the silver lining in everything? One bad breakup had me showin’ my entire ass for years and you… you’ve seen the worst people have to offer. How do you even trust people after all this?” 
Raven smiled and shifted so she could straddle his hips and sit in his lap. “It’s not easy… and some days, it feels like it’s not worth it. But… you remember Monique, that dancer I told you about? Well, my first night at the club was a fuckin’ disaster. I was 18, hella green and hella naive. I made like nothing in tips cause I sucked.” Michael loved how she laughed with her whole body as she reminisced on her memories. “And this drunk asshole tried to  follow me out to my car and tried to get me to go home with him. Monique rolled up like a knight in shining armor and punched him square in the face. She gave me half her tips for the night and the next day, offered to teach me some moves and some fighting moves in case that ever happened again. The point is… For every terrible person I’ve come across that wanted to do me harm, I’ve run into someone who reminded that there’s more good out there than I know… as fuckin’ cliche as that sounds. So I just hold onto that. Just don’t… don’t ever want to be jaded? Let someone have the power to steal the inherent qualities that make me… me? No one should have that much power, you know?”
“One of the many things I love about you,” he whispered, tugging on her arm so she was in his lap. 
Hearing the word love on his lips made her heart flutter every single time. Deep down in her soul she felt it in every way. 
She rested her hands on his chest. “One of the ways? I’m that amazing??” She joked, causing him to shake his head. 
“Yea. You are that amazing. How about we take our drinks upstairs and I can tell you all the ways?” He leaned in and nipped at her earlobe with his teeth causing an ache between her legs to grow. 
“I’d rather you show me.” 
“That’s a given, baby.” 
***
Michael spied behind a bookshelf as Raven interacted with the young students filling the plush seating of the library’s gathering space. His heart wanted to burst as she talked to the students. He knew she only fell into this job as a result of a shitty situation but she was making the best of it. And he could not help but think that perhaps this was truly her calling in addition to writing. The kids seemed to love her and she seemed to love them back, all of their faces in bright smiles. 
And for the first time, he found himself wondering what she would be like as a mom. And what their kids would be like. Michael always wanted kids but he figured it would not be in the cards for him any time soon. However, Raven made him want to think about that, and want to think about a future. And now, he saw those additional grandkids his mom wanted so badly as clear as day.
He counted, the club had almost 50 kids in it. They all looked like they ranged in age from middle school aged to seniors in high school.
“I got something for y’all,” she reached behind her and pulled out a couple of boxes of neatly wrapped gift bags. “It isn’t much but… what’s our last book club meeting before the holidays without a gift??” 
The kids cheered as they all leapt out of their seats. Even he was curious as to what the gift could be. She had not even mentioned it to him. 
He could tell they were personalized in some way as she handed them out one by one, checking each gift tag to make sure each kid got the right gift. She instructed the kids to wait to rip into them. Though it was clear that was a chore for most of them. Once the last kid, who Michael recognized as Jamal who he had met once before, had his in hand, stuffing paper started to fly. 
Each kid pulled out a glittering sliver book embosser, a different book, and a handwritten card from Raven. 
“What is it?” One of the girls in the class asked as she pushed her wide framed glasses up higher on her nose. 
“You know those stickers that go on Oprah’s book club books?” All the kids nodded. “It’s like that but with your names and a bit more fun. It’s like a stamp you can put in the first page of your books. Y’all are all starting your own library collections, should have something that makes them a bit more unique. And the books are ones I think each of you would like. And the card is just a note from me ahead of the new year.” 
“It’s kinda old school but cool. Like something vintage,” another girl offered as she tested out the embosser. 
“Yea it’s like a typewriter or some shit. That’s dope, that’s dope,” Jamal remarked as he tested his out on the book in front of him. 
Michael had to stifle his own laughter so as not to give himself away as Raven facepalmed herself and laughed.
“Like a typewriter. Wow. How old do y’all think I am??” 
“You really want us to answer that?” 
She shook her head immediately. “You know what… Point taken. Well I hope y’all like them and they aren’t too too old-school,” she offered with a smile as the group started to mutter excitedly to themselves as they tested out their new gadgets on their books. 
“It isn’t much but just wanted to do something small to say Merry Christmas.” She glanced at the clock. “Oh I didn’t even see the time. Aight, we gotta wrap up, I’m sure some of your parents’ve been waiting outside for a while.” At their groans, she merely shook her head. “We are well past our hour and y’all aren’t gonna get me in trouble with your parents.” 
She ushered the younger kids and some siblings to the door, each of their parents greeting her and chatting for a few moments before they walked their kids out to their cards or toward the street.
At that point, only a small group of older kids remained. “Alright, you know the drill - text me when you get home and stay in your groups, please.” 
“We ain’t babies.” 
“Yea and we all live like 5 minutes from here,” the girl with glasses remarked.
“I know y’all are basically grown. But humor me please. If one of you got hurt or lost, it’d take literal years off my life. You’re really doing it for my sanity over anything else,” she reasoned.  
Raven got along with the kids so well because she was an adult they could relate to and trust but even she had to put on the hat of responsible adult occasionally, much to their collective chagrin. And that meant ensuring every kid made it the few blocks, bus ride, or into the car to get home. 
“Yes, Ms. T.” All of their disgruntled murmurs filled the library as they headed out the door in small groups depending on where they lived. Thankfully, they were all friends so she knew they’d look out for each other.
“You can come outta hiding now,” she called, seemingly to no one in particular. 
“Busted?” Michael asked as he emerged from the shelves to stare at her, an amused expression painted on her face. 
“Yep… caught a glimpse of you scurrying behind that bookshelf. Better be glad the kids didn’t see you. You’re more than one of their celebrity crushes. They would’ve been all over you for a picture or a story or a reel or whatever they do on social these days.” 
Michael let out a barking laugh. “You sound like an old lady.” 
“I am an old lady… proudly,” she laughed. “And they know it too.” 
“Those were sweet gifts you got them.” 
She smiled. “Thanks. Despite well… everything, Christmas is my favorite time of the year. Everyone’s so caught up in the spirit and giving. It wasn’t much but I hoped it would put a smile on one of two of their faces. Did you hear them call me old school?? Super offensive,” she chuckled. 
“Hella offensive.” 
She raised an eyebrow at him. “Language, Mr. Jordan,” she winked at him playfully. 
“You gonna discipline me, Ms. Turner?” He asked, closing the space between them, his breath tickling the skin on her neck as he leaned in to whisper in her ear.
Raven felt her whole body flush with heat. Fuck. For some foolish reason, she had worried the spark between them would fade once they settled into the normalcy and mundaneness of a real relationship. However, it had been the exact opposite. Somehow, everything he did only heightened her emotions and desire for him. She thought it was overwhelming before? Well, now it was all consuming and blinding. 
“Maybe you should take me home and find out?” She whispered. 
“What if I want to find out here?” 
“Then I’d have to remind you that this is a public library… with cameras everywhere.” 
He glanced around. “Come on, I bet you know one spot that ain’t got cameras, baby girl. I vaguely remember you saying you wanted to live out some fantasies. You gonna tell me sex in public ain’t one of them?” 
Her eyes darkened with lust. She knew he knew that he had her. It was most certainly one, one of the more sinful ones she would admit. But it lacked practicality. 
“This isn’t just in public, babe. This is my job,” she reminded him, her resolve growing weaker with every word. And he knew it. 
“That makes it even more fun. Come on, baby. You know you want me to fuck you senseless in one of these shelves, want me to make you beg to come right here.” 
Fucking hate him, she thought to herself. Her panties were soaked.
She grabbed his hand and led him up the stairs to the second floor, to a small far corner that she knew had no cameras in the vicinity. It also was ominously dark as some of the overhead lights had gone out earlier that week. She knew the library was utterly deserted and there was absolutely no chance of them getting caught, but still it made her nervous. But she supposed that was the entire point. 
“Can’t believe we’re doing this…” she mumbled, more to herself than Michael. Not that having sex at work or in public had not been on her list of things to one day do. She did not think it would be this particular job. 
“Relax and enjoy it,” he whispered in her ear before he pushed her forward, forcing her upper body against the cold wooden table in the corner. 
She hissed slightly as the cold material touched her bare arms. She could already tell what this was going to be: quick and dirty… and her favorite: rough. His touch always had a gentleness to it, which she appreciated. However, she loved it when he was rough, when he left a mark to remind her whose exactly she was.
“You gon’ be quiet for me?” 
“Yes.” 
She yelped as a hard smack fell across her ass as he pushed her skirt up to her waist. 
“Yes what?” 
“Yes sir.” 
“Good girl. But if that was any indication, don’t think you’re gonna keep quiet so…” 
Before Raven could even react, Michael ripped her panties clean from her body and stuffed them into her mouth as a makeshift gag. The quickness of it, the bite of the material against her skin, and the mere act of being forced to taste herself made her moan. But it worked, the sound was muffled. 
“That’s much better. And don’t let them fall out or I’ll light that ass up, understand?” 
She nodded fervently. Her body shuddered as he wiped a finger over her clit.
“So wet for me.” He sucked her juices off his finger and moaned lightly. “You taste so good, baby girl.”
She wanted to say thank you or beg but she couldn’t, not with her panties muffling her voice. 
She let out a guttural moan as he filled her in one stroke, the angle of the low table allowing him to get deep. One hand pushed her back deeper into the table as she squirmed. His strokes were deep and guttural, each one ending with jolt to her g spot. 
He was not making love to her, he was not gentle. This was pure fucking, fast and furious and uninhibited and she loved it. Everything in her wanted to scream but she could not. But her muffled low moans filled the small space as he settled into a rhythm. 
“You gon’ cum on this dick, you disgusting slut??” 
She could only force her head up enough to nod slightly before falling back against the table. She did not even feel the pain of her thighs banging into the table with every thrust because she was so focused on him. The power of his thighs slamming against hers, the pressure of one had at the base of her neck while the other bit into the meat of her hip. 
Where they were became irrelevant, the nervousness she felt about that fell away as every sense in her body focused on him and only him and the pleasure he so graciously provided her. 
Her eyes screwed shut as waves of pleasure hit her with the force of a train. Usually she had time to warm up and prepare herself but not today. Today, she was merely a vessel for him to get off and she loved every second of it. 
“Fuck… that’s it baby. Cum on this dick.” Michael was in heaven as her pussy clenched around him. He usually could last far longer than this but his body seemed to understand the point of a quickie. And so it did not take long for him to feel himself reaching the peak. 
He groaned and held onto her tightly as he filled her with his cum, part of him wanting to collapse next to her. He leaned over her for a few moments to catch his breath before staggering back from her as he pulled his briefs and pants back up and righted himself. 
Raven propped herself up on her elbows after letting her panties fall from her mouth. She glanced back at him with an incredulous look on her face as if she was still shocked that they just did that. Which made them both burst out into laughter. 
“Well that was… definitely one for the books,” she remarked as she sat up and turned around. She leaned against the table, her panties bunched up in her hand, she gestured toward them. “That was a nice addition, Mr. Jordan. Seems like you punished me more than I did you though.” 
“Eh you can punish me later, how about that?” He kissed her on the forehead before fishing her panties out of her hand and pushing them into his pocket with a wink. “Think I’ll keep those for the rest of the night. You can’t put ‘em back on.”
“Whose there??” An older man’s voice rang out causing both of them to scurry to fully right their clothing.
Raven cleared her throat as Michael helped her adjust her top and she emerged from the bookshelves. 
“I-It’s just me, Mr. Robinson!”
She waved at the elderly black man who was clearly maintenance staff.
“Ms. Turner! Figured it was you. Whatchu doin’ here so late? Book club ended a while ago?” 
Raven smiled and nodded. She grabbed Michael and pulled him out of the shelves. “My boyfriend came to pick me up and got distracted giving him a tour.  This is Michael,” she gestured at the star, the older man’s eyes growing big. “This is Mr. Robinson.” 
“How you doin’ man? I’m a big fan!” He offered, shaking Michael’s hand. “Cynthia called earlier and said some lights up here were out so I just came to fix ‘em before tomorrow.” 
“Thank you, we really appreciate that. Well, it’s all yours. We were just looking at books and joking around, we’ll get out of your way.” She jerked her head toward the door, gesturing for Michael to follow her. However, when she reached the steps, she turned back. “Oh and Mr. Robinson?” 
The man seemed to have a knowing look on his face. “Didn’t see anyone here when I came through, you were just finishin’ up as I was comin’ in.” He winked at her before waving them on their way. 
They made quick work of grabbing Raven’s bag and materials before scurrying out the door, the pair both busting out into laughter as they climbed into Michael’s SUV. 
“That was a close one,” she remarked. “Ok that was fun but definitely no more job sex.”
“Don’t pretend like you didn’t enjoy it,” he teased.
She gently shoved him back into his seat as she chuckled. “Shut upppppp. Whew I’m exhausted, can’t wait to knock out.” 
Michael patted his thigh, Raven laying down across the seat so she could sleep. It was a bit of a trek to his house from her neighborhood so Raven closed her eyes and enjoyed the soft music that played as Allen drove them home. 
“Do you miss it?” 
“Hm?” Raven asked, needing further clarification of what he was asking. 
“Do you miss writing? Or does this… the kids fill that void?” 
Raven thought about it for a moment, realizing she had never really let herself think too much about it or miss it that much. “Umm… yea, I try not to… try not to think about it. But I miss it a lot. It was my dream and I love these kids… don’t get me wrong. They are amazing and I have so much fun with them. But it doesn’t fill the void? Just makes the void a bit more bearable.” 
His hand ran through her blow out for a few moments before nodding and allowing silence to fall over them. Soon her gentle snores filled the car as Michael thought long and hard about what she said. He reached into his pocket, careful not to jolt the sleeping woman beneath him and opened his text thread with Alex. 
Michael: hey, need two favors
Alex: Don’t you always? 
Michael: ha ha. Need you to find me a contact at Hatchett & Perkins Publishing house? Like in legal or licensing or somethin
Alex: Let me guess… this favor is not so you can write a memoir? 
Michael: of course not. 
Alex: Give me till tomorrow and I’ll send you a name & email. Favor #2?
Michael: You got any friends that rep authors?
Alex: Yep. 
Michael: Find me one that reps fantasy. Preferably black women if you know them
Alex: Done. 
Michael let his phone fall onto his other thigh before he leaned back and smiled to himself. He was about to give her the Christmas of a lifetime. 
***
Christmas Day
Raven stretched lazily, the smell of cinnamon rolls wafting up to Michael’s bedroom through the cracked bedroom door. She lazily rolled over, surprised to find his spot empty. She groped in the bed for her phone, squinting to read the time. 8 am. 
Too early, she huffed as she threw the covers back over her head. They had been up past midnight partaking in the Jordans’ Christmas Eve traditions. They drank, watched a Christmas movie - this year was Michael’s turn to choose and he chose Jim Carey’s the Grinch much to Raven’s excitement - and opened one present each. 
There was a mountain of them under the tree. She had spent days helping Michael wrap them all. He had intended to have them sent out to be professionally wrapped but Raven put a stop to that nearly immediately. Similar to tree decorating, she thought there was something impersonal about having a professional do it. So she spent an entire Saturday wrapping all of his presents for his family, he hid hers from her much to her chagrin, and she had a ball doing it. His dining table looked like a disaster when she was done but each one looked perfect, his girl using different color wrapping paper for each member of the family. 
Raven had truly improved the whole Christmas holiday for the entire household, reminding him that just because money could buy some conveniences did not mean it should. He also just loved her childlike excitement and joy around the season that seemed endless. She was constantly humming a Christmas song under her breath, her singing voice was not half bad though she did not agree.
She never much cared for Christmas herself. She loved the spirit and energy it brought for others but there was nothing special about it for her. No traditions or joyous memories to hold on to. But Michael went out of his way to help her create some with his family and she loved him dearly for it. 
She had dozed off again when a familiar voice woke her up. 
“Come on sleepyhead. It’s present time,” she heard a singsongy voice call out that made her groan. “Five seconds or I’ll tackle you.” 
“You wouldn’t dare!” She called out, her voice muffled under the thick comforter. 
“Five.” 
“Four.” 
“Three…” 
“Two…” 
Raven let out a shriek as she felt Michael’s heavy body land on her. His fingers attempted to tickle her sides, forcing laughter and her face to emerge from the covers. 
“Fine, fine. I yield! I yield! I yield!” She cried out. 
At her words, he gripped her hips and flipped them over so she was straddling his waist. He grabbed a Santa hat he discarded on the bed and plopped into her head. “Merry Christmas.” 
“Merry Christmas,” she leaned down and kissed him on the lips. 
“Get dressed, we’re opening presents at 9.” 
She nodded. “Alrighty. I’ll just start breakfast while y’all do that.” 
“You’re opening presents too.” 
“You gave me mine last night?” And it was gorgeous, a set of diamond earrings that she was honestly afraid to ever wear.
“You thought I only got you one present??” 
She laughed, not understanding. “Well, I only got you one present!”
“That’s fine. Hell, you could just put a bow on yourself and I would be happy. I got everything I could ever need or want. But you have presents under the tree from everyone and everyone has a present from you and us. Get dressed.” 
At her shocked expression, Michael figured that she was not used to getting many, if any gifts. However, he decided to keep the mood light and playful. 
“You surprised? You been naughty this year or somethin’? Expectin’ a lump of coal?” 
She offered him a sly grin. “Oh I’ve been real naughty. But somethin’ tells me that being naughty got me more presents from Santa than being nice would’ve.” 
“You damn right, girl.” 
She let out a cackle and rolled her eyes before sliding out of bed to get dressed. Before she knew it, the entire family was surrounded by an explosion of wrapping paper and stacks of gifts. 
Raven loved all of her gifts from Michael’s family. They gave her a lot of books and gadgets for writers and readers but she loved all of them. She imagined that was all they really knew about her but she appreciated that they put effort and thought into it. 
“Ok, baby girl. Last one from me,” Michael handed her a box with a neat bow around it. The rest of the family had dispersed to get dressed for the day and for brunch, leaving the couple in the living room surrounded by everyone’s presents. 
“Baby…” she let out a playful whine. Most of her gifts had come for Michael and while they were all sweet and thoughtful, she knew they had cost him an arm and a leg. Another first edition book, a gorgeous Chloe tote bag for her to take to work, and more jewelry than she knew what to do with. It made her gift feel measly in comparison but she had done her best. “You already got me so much. Don’t need anything else.” 
He shook his head. “Well, this is the gift that matters.” 
She paused. “Well I have yours upstairs… I just wanted to give it to you when we were alone. Wanna go up there and exchange?” 
He nodded, both of them heading up to his room with bright grins on their faces. She sat her gift down on the bed while she went into her stuff and pulled out a small book. 
She held it close to her chest, taking a deep breath. “It’s not much… I d-didn’t know what to get a man who has well… everything a person could want. But I thought, well, maybe you’d like this. O-or at least you’d give me an A for effort,” she chuckled. “But if you hate it, I totally understand. You don’t gotta pretend if you don’t like it.” 
Michael raised an eyebrow and laughed, closing the space between them. “Why don’t you let me see it before you decide that I don’t like it? Whatever it is, I’m sure I’ll love it.” 
She nodded and held out the small book to him. It looked like a professionally printed book, with a beautiful but simple black and gold cover. 
The title read: The Fall by Raven Turner 
Michael opened the first page, which read: 
It’s not much but you were the first person in a long time to make me want to pick up my figurative pen again. And this was the result: a story dedicated to every moment of the greatest fall of my life. I love you. 
Raven
“You wrote me a book?” He asked quietly as he examined it in his hands. 
She nodded. “Y-You like it?” 
He rushed forward and pulled her into his arms, kissing her deeply.  “I more than like it. This is the best gift anyone’s ever gotten me!” 
He peppered her face with kisses that made her giggle. “You sure? My other option was like a watch or something…”
He laughed. “Total waste of money. This is more valuable to me than 100 Rolexes. Thank you. I’ll read it tonight.” 
Nothing would have taken the smile off her face. 
“Now it’s your turn,” he urged as he sat his gift on his bedside table. 
Raven sat on his bed as she gently ripped the bow off and opened the box to find an envelope inside. It was odd, Raven could not possibly understand what the gift could be. 
She ripped open the envelope to reveal a plane ticket and hotel reservation to a resort in Thailand. 
“Y-You’re serious?? Thailand??” 
“Wanted to ring in our first New Years together somewhere special.” 
“Babe… this is…” 
“Exactly what you deserve. I have a feeling next year is gonna be your best year yet and I think we should usher it in with some style.” He had more than just a feeling, as long as his real surprise was wrapped up by their trip, it would surely be her best year yet. 
She laughed, wiping her tears away. “This is most certainly style. Thank you. I love it.” 
“I’m glad you do cause we leave tomorrow night.” 
Her mouth dropped open. “W-what?? Babe I gotta get my hair done… a wax, my nails! These aren’t vacation nails…” she glanced down at her beautiful but very Christmas themed nail set.
“You think I’d book you a trip to Thailand and not take care of everything?” His face scrunched up in a faux annoyance that made her chuckle. “You’re in for a day of pampering tomorrow while Jason picks out pieces and has his team pack for you. I plan on having you naked for most of the next two weeks so you ain’t gonna need much clothes.” 
“And work?” 
“You’d be surprised what a handsome face and nice smile will get you,” he remarked with a shrug. 
She stood and wrapped her arms around him, kissing him. “What did I do to deserve you?” 
“You’re you. That’s all it takes.” 
She smiled and kissed him again. She glanced at the bed, lust curling in her belly. 
“How long before your family comes looking for us?” 
She shrieked and laughed as he gently pushed her down on his bed. 
“Long enough for me to make you cum at least twice.” 
***
Raven was thankful their bungalow at this resort was fairly distant from the others as Michael seemed committed to making her scream over and over and over again for the last five days. She had seen very little of the resort aside from when they emerged for dinner. They had a private pool and private access to the beach. 
Michael had not been lying when he said he planned to have her naked for most of the trip. All she could do was laugh when she realized the only panties packed for her had been part of very sexy and elaborate lingerie sets that would not count as clothes for anyone with eyes. When she was not in a bathing suit or an outfit for dinner, she was in lingerie that did not stay on her body for long. 
Michael quite literally ravished her from sun up to sun down on every surface in their suite, in and by the pool, underneath the waterfall shower in their giant bathroom, and in the sand on their private beach. Though, neither of them did that one again due to the uncontrollable and annoying nature of sand. 
But every moment of it was pure bliss. She loved how he switched, often at a moment’s notice, from treating her like a grand prize he won to a convenient hole for him to fuck. It was not uncommon for him, while they were mid conversation about something utterly random by the pool or over lunch, to bend her over the nearest surface and fuck her senseless simply because he felt like it. Their games did not diminish but seemed to amplify the more their relationship blossomed. 
Today, their game was orgasm denial. It was New Year’s Eve and Michael practically ignored her most of the day. After several days of being woken up with his head between her legs bringing her to orgasm, she was almost saddened to be woken up with a mere call for breakfast. 
The only time he touched her was during breakfast, as he - without a single word - slid his favorite vibrating toy into her pussy. She expected him to turn it on and bring her to orgasm right there, but he did no such thing. Instead, he told her of the tour of the nearby islands they were going to go on after breakfast. 
From that moment forward, all of his touches were chaste at best and decidedly frustrating to his girlfriend, much to his satisfaction. He could feel her eyes boring into the side of his face as if willing him to turn on the remote in his pocket as their tour guide jetted them around on a boat ride along the gorgeous blue water. 
It was difficult to ignore her for him too but he loved how eager she was, how the more he pretended he had not put the vibrator in her, the more aware she was of its presence. He watched her intently, how she tried to pay attention to the tour guide as she droned on and on about history, how her body squirmed in her seat with every platonic touch he offered, how her shoulders fell in disappointment every time those platonic touches did not turn into more. 
The boat ride was three hours of pure torture and he knew if he touched her, she would be dripping wet underneath her very revealing bathing suit and cover up. 
As they returned to their resort and stood up to get off the boat, Michael turned the vibrator on its full setting, Raven letting out a groan and her knees buckling beneath her. 
She almost fell completely to the floor of the boat but Michael skillfully caught her and feigned concern for her. 
“You ok, baby?” He glanced back at the tour guide before discreetly cutting the vibrator off. “Think the heat just got to her. Let me get you inside, love.” 
Raven was so consumed with the short-lived but amazing pleasure that all she could do was nod. She wanted to curse at him, scream at him. 
He held onto her tightly, keeping her flush to his side, as if he was helping a sick person until they made it back to their secluded bungalow. And by that time, Raven was fuming. 
“What the fuck, Bakari! In front of that lady as I was getting off the boat?? After you ignored me all morning??” She was not actually angry at him, she was just so fucking horny that she was angry. 
Michael grabbed her by the arm and put his hand around the base of her neck as he held her in a rough grip that made her thighs clench together. 
“If you want to cum at all again before 2023, I’d shut the fuck up. Understand?” he warned, his voice so strong and dominant that her mouth immediately shut.
Fuck. Admittedly, 2023 was only 12 more hours away, at least in Thailand. But she did not think she could wait 12 more hours. She was most certainly not God’s strongest soldier. 
“Y-Yes sir.” 
He grabbed her hand and led her outside to their private pool. “Sit,” he gestured toward one lounge chair that faced the pool. 
She sat down immediately, surprised when he disappeared back into their room, returning with several ropes. 
Fuck, she thought to herself again. Whatever he was about to do, she knew it would be extremely fun for him and a sort of delicious torturous fun for her. 
“Lay back.” 
She laid down against the warm fabric of the chair. He adjusted it so she was leaning back. He grabbed both of her hands and raised them above her head, tying them to the top of the lounge chair. Instinctively, she tried to move them but his knots were tight.
Then she watched as he did the same with each ankle, tying them to either side of the lounge chair so her legs were spread open. 
And then much to her surprise, he shed his clothes and slid in the pool. Her eyes filled with pure lust as she took in the droplets of water cascading down his perfect chiseled chest. She’d never get used to him. 
“Seems like you keep forgettin’ whose runnin’ this shit. So maybe this’ll teach you.” 
She did not fully understand what he meant until she felt the vibrator turn on, this time at its lowest setting. Her hips rolled as much as she could with her body restrained. She bit her lip to stop the moans from escaping, part of her not wanting to give him the satisfaction as she knew he was going to drag this out as long as possible. 
“You can try to keep quiet if you want to, baby. Honestly that’ll just make the show more entertaining for me.” 
And a show it was. Raven could only imagine how she looked to him as he leaned against the opposite edge of the pool and controlled her pleasure from afar. He talked, telling her about his upcoming projects for 2023, how he was so excited for his directorial debut of Creed 3. At first, with the toy on its lowest setting, she found it easier to ignore and engage in a conversation with him. 
However, as he steadily increased the intensity, her questions and responses were more broken by moans and groans that she could not hide. 
“How many books are in that series of yours?”
“Supposed to b- SHIT!” She cried out as he increased it to the highest setting. “Fuckkkkk,” she moaned as her hips started humping the air to increase the pleasure as she came close to her first orgasm of the day. However, as soon as she got to the edge, he cut it off, robbing her of it. 
“Michael!” She called out in frustration. 
“10.” 
“10 what??”
“Spankings. 5 for not answering my question and 5 for not addressing me properly.” 
She desperately wanted to roll her eyes. This nigga. 
“Three… the series is three books.” 
“Good girl.” 
The cycle and their conversation continued. Michael asked her more random questions about writing and her writing process and expected full answers as he brought her to the edge of an orgasm but took them away five more times. He gave her ample time to calm down in between each one but each time made the climb more intense and made the lack of an orgasm more painful.
And all the while, he sat unmoving like a statue across from her, watching as she moaned, begged, pleaded, and writhed around against her restraints. 
“You wanna cum, don’t you, baby?” He asked, moving for the first time to wade over to her. 
She was in tears as she nodded. “P-Please, d-daddy. I n-need to cum. I c-can’t take… much more. Please.” 
He lifted himself out of the water, Raven’s eyes studying how his biceps flexed at the swift motion. 
He grabbed her chin to force her to look at him. “You’ll take as much as I tell you. Besides, do you deserve pleasure before you’ve been punished?” 
She groaned. She hated him so much but she loved him so much that she would indeed take as much as he told her to. 
“N-no, no I don’t.” 
“That’s right. Only good girls get to orgasm. Are you gonna take your punishment like a good girl?” 
She nodded desperately. “Y-yes, I promise.” 
With that, he untied her and helped her up. He made her crawl behind him to their bedroom. He helped her onto the bed. 
“You know what to do.” 
Indeed, she did. Raven quickly discarded her bathing suit and climbed onto the bed and assumed his favorite position for both pleasure and punishment. Her face pressed against their comforter as she placed the deepest arch she could in her back. 
“Good girl, you want my hand or the belt?” 
That was an easy choice in her mind but she appreciated him letting her choose. “Your hand, please,” she asked innocently.
She knew it was both of their preference. Something about feeling the extent of his strength with every lash, seeing the red marks on her ass in the shape of his palm, made every punishment well worth it. She also knew Michael preferred it too. 
“Count ‘em out or I start over.” 
She groaned. This was the hardest part, focusing on each one enough to remember the number. 
She shrieked as he hit her the first time. She was not gonna be able to sit comfortably for the rest of their vacation. 
“One.” 
By the time she hit 15, she was in tears but she would have begged him not to stop. 
“Ten more, baby. And you’re doing so good…” he grabbed the remote he had discarded next to them and turn it on to its highest setting. “You can cum whenever you want.” 
Raven felt like her whole body was in flames as he rained down the last ten blows while the vibrator did the work of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost against her g-spot. She tried to grab a pillow to bury her face in as her screams reached a fever pitch that she imagined could be heard across their resort but Michael grabbed a fist of her braids and forced her head up. 
“Nah I wanna hear you.” 
She could not even register the last two spankings as she blissfully felt every part of her body, down to the cellular level, become overwhelmed with mind-numbing, life altering pleasure. Her entire body collapsed forward onto the bed, her legs unable to hold her lower body up. 
“Thank you, thank you, thank you,” she mumbled as she felt the vibrator turn off and started to come down. 
Michael smiled as he took in her form, he had utterly depleted her as she laid there, her entire body covered in a thin layer of sweat. 
He climbed onto the bed and pulled her into his arms, rubbing her back soothingly as she laid there, her brain not fully functioning or cognizant of his presence. 
Raven used the little bit of energy she had to settle into his arms, burying her head into his neck. She appreciated his commitment to aftercare, particularly when their sessions were super intense. Oftentimes, they were just so intense, they rubbed Raven raw emotionally and left her feeling vulnerable. And when they were merely fake dating, she had to often ignore those needs because she was afraid to ask him for more. He always checked in and ran her a bath or gave her a massage, often brought her food to ensure she was ok before he went to his guest room to sleep.  
But now, she could snuggle up against him and feel close to him, feel his love and receive his praise while she recovered. And she had not realized just how much she was missing. 
“You ok?” He asked. “That was intense.” 
“I’m excellent. And still horny but I don’t think my legs work to move,” she moaned. 
“Well, rest. I’ll wake up when it’s time to get ready for dinner.” 
He watched her for a while before he set an alarm and dozed off himself. 
***
“Figured we could go watch the fireworks on the beach. They told me the good ones start around 11:30… so in a bit.” 
Raven smiled as she continued eating. They had slept most of the day away after their session and she was starving. Michael had a private dinner scheduled for them in their suite, which she appreciated. She still got dolled up in a flowery two piece crop top and skirt but it was nice to have dinner in their own space. 
“So my mom asks this every New Years Eve… what do you want out of 2023?”
Raven’s fork paused in mid air as she thought on the question. What did she want out of the new year? She had no idea. 
“Umm… whew, I dunno. I’ve just been counting down the last couple years truth be told. Kinda felt lost and all over the place without my career? Didn’t really think I had much to look forward to? But…” 
“But…” 
“But now I feel like I don’t want everything to just pass me by? Like even if I’m not free to do what I love just yet, I wanna feel… happy? I wanna feel good and enjoy life.” She shrugged. “It’s kinda stupid.” 
He held his hand out for her to take it and squeezed, his thumb rubbing her hand. “That’s far from stupid. I have a surprise for you.” 
He took a deep breath and reached under the table to grab a box. 
She smiled and shook her head. “This trip wasn’t a surprise enough??” 
“Nah. And this is really just a late Christmas gift. Legal shit delayed it a couple days… but it seems fitting. Here’s to a 2023 of happiness and freedom.” 
He held the box out to her, it exactly resembled the one he had given her with their surprise trip to Thailand inside only this one had a large stack of paperwork in it. 
“What’s this??” She pulled the heavy stack, her eyes growing wide as she thumbed through them, skimming them quickly. “I-Is this what I think it is?” 
“If you think it’s the rights to your book, which are now yours to do with whatever you want, then yes. If you were thinkin’ it was somethin’ else…” 
Her mouth dropped open. Her breath came out more as a strangled sob than anything else as she continued reading. 
“This is…” she laughed nervously. “This is a joke right? Y-you didn’t… I know this had to have cost like… someone’s yearly salary money.” She stood and shook her head. “Y-You have to let me pay you back for that. It’ll take me like a fuckin’ decade,” she admitted. “But you can’t…” 
Michael gestured for him to come to her. He kept her flush to his lap as her entire body trembled from the pure shock. He had expected this reaction and was prepared. But he had not done what he did and paid what he did lightly. It was worth every single frustrating conversation and dollar spent.
“Yes I can… and I did. Getting rid of the last piece of dead weight you were dragging around was worth every dime. You deserve to tell your stories and they took that from you. So I took it back and am giving it to you. One signature,” he reached into his pocket and pulled out a pen and held it to her. “And they are all yours.” 
A tear fell on the papers before Raven tossed them down to the ground and threw herself into Michael’s arms as she sobbed into his neck. He wrapped his arms around her tightly as he held her.
“I love you… so much.” She whispered through her sobs. “T-this is the greatest thing anyone’s ever done for m-me.” 
His palm wiped away the tears streaming down her face as he kissed her. 
“It’s nothing.” 
She shook her head. “No, it’s literally everything… I don’t deserve you,” she whispered, shaking her head. 
“Yea you do. And all the other good things in this world. I’ll spend every day making sure you know it.”
They finished their dessert with Raven still on his lap, the young woman too shocked to really speak or offer much to the conversation. She could not believe it, could not believe him. She knew it would still be a long road to self-publish and figure all of that out but now? Now she had options, she could figure it out without waiting for the timer to hit zero. 
And he had done that for her. 
“Come on, fireworks are about to start.” 
Raven nodded and smiled. “Give me 5 minutes? Gonna put these somewhere safe,” she grabbed the scattered papers off the floor. “And fix my makeup. Can’t have you kissing me at midnight with eyeliner running down my face. That’d be a tragic start to the year.” 
“I’ll be by the pool. Don’t take too long.”
He watched her walk away and smiled before walking outside to the balcony. The fireworks were already in full swing and he could hear music and laughter from the main beach of the resort. 
It was the perfect end to a perfect night. Well, almost. A buzzing in his pocket redirected his attention. Tasha’s name scrolled across his phone. 
“This girl,” he mumbled. He knew her well enough to know if he did not answer she would simply call back. 
Michael glanced over his shoulder and sighed as he swiped across his phone. 
“Hey,” he offered coldly. The truth was he had forgotten everything about Tasha, had not thought about her once since her name graced his screen on Raven’s birthday. 
He did not hate her or offer her ill will, he just had no interest in seeing or speaking to her again. 
“Hey baby. Happy New Year.” 
“Happy New Year.” Michael’s tone was short and clipped, praying he could get her off the phone before Raven came back from the bathroom to find him. 
“Wanted to see if the New Year was gonna bring my favorite customer back to me?” 
“Look Tash…”
“It’s been a few months, Mike. You promised.”
Michael rolled his eyes. He had let her get far too comfortable, so comfortable that she thought he’d always be there. Which seemed like a base level foolish assumption given her line of work. But either way, he had moved on. Raven was his present and his future. He had no interest in anyone else. But this was the weight he was dragging around behind him, he quickly realized. And every day that he did not tell Tasha that truth and let her believe there was something there for them, was a disservice to her, Raven, and himself. 
“I know what I said but shit changed. I love her, Tash.” 
A wave of anger hit him as he heard the woman scoff, which was filled with disbelief. 
“Her?? You love her??” 
“Yes, her. I love her and even though it started off as somethin’ not real, it’s real to us both now and she’s everything I want.” He sighed. “Look, you are a great girl, I enjoyed our time together but I can’t see you anymore. Ever.” 
“You serious right now??” He could feel her rage through the phone but that did not deter him. Raven was everything for him and nothing Tasha could say would change that. 
“Dead serious. I know this ain’t what you wanted to hear but it’s over between us. I’m sorry.” 
She was seething. “Fuck you, Michael! You can’t just drop me outta fuckin’ no where! What am I supposed to fuckin’ do??” 
He bowed his head. Her reaction was not out of the realm of possibility, he just had not considered it at all, had not considered that he would have to “break up” with her officially. But he did not regret nor was he phased by her anger. That part of his life - whoring and using any and every woman who would let him - was over and in the past. 
“Find another client to replace me. I can’t be the first client to move on.” 
There was a long pause. “Nah you ain’t the first. But you’re the first to fall in love with a fuckin’ hooker and try to pass it off as a real relationship. Imagine the money TMZ would give me for that story.” 
Michael’s mouth dropped open. “You’re kidding right?” 
“I ain’t’ fuckin’ laughin. You can leave me for that country ass fake bumpkin, you can put her in designer clothes and call her your girlfriend but unfortunately for you, I know what she really is. A whore. And while you might think you can wave a wand and make her a housewife, everyone else? They’ll fuckin’ tear her apart. You really want that?” 
Michael couldn’t believe this shit. In all his years of being famous and having money, he had never had someone try to blackmail him. Michael clenched his eyes shut. “How much?” 
“There we go. Glad we could come to an agreement. $10k for now. I expect it as soon as you get back to LA. And then we can figure out an arrangement that works for both of us. Happy New Year, baby.” 
And with that, the phone went dead. Michael clenched it in his hand in frustration as he turned and shook his head. He quickly deleted the call from his call log to ensure Raven did not accidentally see it and sent Alex a text. 
Mike: We have a BIG problem
“Wow, those are gorgeous!” 
Michael slid his phone in his pocket as Raven emerged and stood next to him, her make up pristine and her body now clad in a very sexy ocean blue lingerie set. Michael forced a smile onto his face as he grabbed her ass and squeezed. 
“Not as gorgeous as you.” 
“We got five minutes till midnight and then I figured we could create some fireworks of our own?” 
“I like the sound of that…” Michael mused. 
He knew he needed to tell Raven about Tasha but he did not have the heart to do it right then. She was so happy, so happy that her whole body seemed to radiate with it. He refused to let anything diminish or take that feeling away. And he refused to let another selfish person steal her joy and relaxation while they were on vacation. He had a week to figure out a plan and get Tasha out of his life once and for all. And he had every intention of doing so and telling Raven once it was all said and done. She was finally happy and she deserved to stay that way. This was exclusively his mess, he would get himself out of it. 
“Oh you never told me,” Raven said as they sat down and stuck their feet in the water while the fireworks continued to boom loudly around them, painting the sky in bright colors. 
“What?” 
“What you want out of 2023?” 
Michael glanced down at her and the bright smile on her face. “I think I got everything I want for 2023. I got you, about to finish the biggest run of my career. I guess I just… want to make sure I don’t lose it all?”
She gently shoved him with her shoulder and chuckled. “Well, you aren’t gonna lose me.” 
“That a promise?” 
“Yes it is.” 
Off in the distance, they could hear the faint countdown from the giant crowd at the beach. 
Five… four… three… two…
“Happy New Year, Rae.” 
“Happy New Year, baby.” 
They shared a deep kiss under the fireworks before Michael swooped her up into his arms and carried her to bed, their room becoming a fireworks show for two. 
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A/N: the babies are in relationship blisssssss. And how perfect is Michael? Getting her book back for her. Also I tried to do some research on how all that works and it is really confusing so any real authors reading - don't hate me if I got it wrong LOL it's fiction! Well, as we all knew it would, Tasha has come back to claim her man again... what do we think? Should he have told Raven? Or should he wait till they get home? Or should he just deal with Tasha on his own? Anndddd this is the last update for this story for like a month - so so sorry to leave it like that LOL love yall though! Hope you enjoyed it!
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Le Bal 2023
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Le Bal des Débutantes is tomorrow and I'm very excited that V Muse will be the official jewelers again. We usually see a tiara or two at the event but last year was amazing because they choose an estate jeweler with a huge historical collection instead of a company making new jewelry. As far as I can tell V Muse currently has ten tiaras in their inventory and I hope to see several of them worn by this year’s participants.
Advaitesha Birla - Sabyasachi
Angelina Jordan - Dolce & Gabbana
Anya Embiricos - Celia Kritharioti
Marchioness Barbara Berlingieri - Giambattista Valli
Eden Leprevost Blin-Lebreton - Natan
Elizabeth Webster - Guo Pei
Ella McCaw - Fovari
Hannah Husain - Elie Saab
Countess Honor d’Andlau-Hombourg - Stéphane Rolland
Archduchess Ildikó of Habsburg-Lorraine - Alexis Mabille
Jasmine Yen - Georges Hobeika
Lara Connor - Carolina Herrera
Countess Lara Cosima Henckel von Donnersmarck - Jean Paul Gaultier
Princess Lissie Sellassie - Lavin
Louisa Dub - Ralph Lauren
Olivia Ford Uzielli - Oscar de la Renta
Roxie Zhao - Franck Sorbier
Skye Wong - Vivienne Westwood
Talitha Stern - Christian Dior
Victoria Mestre Cisneros - Antonio Grimaldi
Yvette Yao - Armani Privé
You can see all of my post about the tiaras worn at Le Bal in the past here.
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damnedrainbows · 3 months
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RULES:
These are five years old and are going to change with things to be added in the next few days, but they’re mostly the same! A i was informed they weren’t showing up on my blog so I made a pin for now
Muses:
Generally the entire show, but my mains are Alastor, Lucifer, and Charlie
Following and Unfollowing
I am selective.
I will only follow back blogs I actively wish to RP with. Or people I’ve made friends with. I’ll be ever grateful for every follower I get, but it doesn’t mean I’ll follow you back.
You don’t have to be an rp blog for me to rp with you. One of my partners is just a normal fandom blog. Writing is writing C:
I don’t do exclusives. For me I find it takes a lot of the opportunities away to get to know more cool people. If you want to make me an exclusive for something…go right ahead, but I won’t do the same. You’ll simply stay my partner. I want to be able to interact with everyone. That being said, I do mains! That doesn’t really mean anything other than your blog would be the first I tag if I see something that reminds me of our muses, that sorta thing.
If I hear wind that you’re harassing any of my friends you’re done. And if you’re harassing me in any way. I do not put up with bad treatment of my friends or me. You don’t want a block from me. Jordan doesn’t block ANYBODY.
Threads and Communication
Sometimes I’ll have long posts, sometimes short ones. It depends purely on my inspiration at the time, but I’ll always put my best effort in. I want you to do so too!
Before writing any verse you want to do, please talk to me first C:
I LIVE FOR RANDOM STARTERS TBH. It’s like…waking up to Christmas morning and seeing your present. Mutuals please drop me a random starter any time.
I play my characters the way I want to play them, the way I interpret them. So if you don’t like how they’re played, that’s fine, but I’m not likely to change it.
If you send IC memes please specify the muse, since…well, I have the whole show.
I’m of age so I do smut but nothing too-too graphic. It will be tagged of course.
My threads are for my PARTNER only. Or partners if it’s a threeway. Please do not reblog them. You can like em, you can use the little reply button to say something–if you really want to talk about something that’s happening in them shoot me a message-but do not reblog unless you are said partner. C:
For the love of God, don’t hound me. I’m aware I can take a while to reply, but I have a lot of threads usually at the same time and some I have more muse for than others. Please don’t link me to our thread, please don’t say “it’s your turn” or some sort of variation of passive aggressive harassment. You aren’t going to make me respond faster. You are just going to spark my anxiety and make me resent our rp. If it’s been four days feel free to message me–not four hours.
Unless you’re a canon character my muse needs to get to know you a bit. C: So it’s unlikely you can just pop up to one of my muses, never having met, like ‘hi, how you been?’ and not have them be like “who da fuck are you"
Shipping
Shipping will mainly be thread-dependent. If you feel like our muses may mesh, go for it!
I will not tolerate hate for what I ship. I don’t need to be told I’m shipping something unhealthy because chances are I’ll state it’s unhealthy and I by no means condone dating a psychopath in real life. Hate will be deleted and blocked.
When it comes to OC ships and any ship really, ship needs chemistry. Do not force a ship onto my muses. They need to get to know each other, and this mainly applies to OC ships–not so much the pr-established characters in the show. If I already ship it, I’m down to jumping straight into a shipping thread.
Crossovers
I am mildly less selective with crossovers since this show is literally…all about crossing over into other media. I’m still selective but not as much. For my own comfort I won’t be rping with characters from the Sonic franchise.
Triggers and Tagging
I know very little about triggers myself and what people consider a trigger. IF you want something tagged you’ll have to ask. I’ll be clueless otherwise, but I will tag all ships. And the basic gore and blood and such. Be aware of the fact I have bad memory problems. If I forget to tag something you asked me to tag I’m sorry, it wasn’t on purpose.
This is an insanely dark show and there will be a lot of blood and gore and horror. There will be torture and killing talk, but it will still be tagged.
Mun Notes
I have serious memory problems. Like, really bad due to a combo of illnesses. Cut me some slack, I’m going to forget rules and probably certain triggers if I’m not used to tagging them. You have no ida how many friggin rule pages I’ve read on this blog. I’ll do my best but I’m going to forget, and probably more than once. It’s not my fault, I’m trying my hardest.
I do not do passcodes. For some reason they make me…severely anxious and I don’t know why. If we rp, I’ve read your rules, rest assured. If you really really depend on a passcode…well, we probably won’t be rping then. ;-; sorry.
I’m a physically disabled person who’s online rather…all the time because I can’t work really. So rp is like all I got going on right now as I work on my animation portfolio at home.
I’m a very sweet twenty two four old that loves to talk to people. Talk to me any time about my muse, about anything! Feel free to approach me just to talk in general. I really love people! We don’t have to rp to be friends.
And finally, what I write, my characters’ views do not reflect my own. I do not condone the destruction of entire civilization or eating babies. Unless they are tasty babies.
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child-of-hurin · 10 months
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you mentioned in a post a while ago, about a deep revulsion to the common concept of lucifer in literature as a ‘paragon of noble manhood’ etc. can you go a little more into this? it gave me a hard *click* feeling in my head about my longstanding dissatisfaction and discomfort that usually felt somewhat embarrassing to me as a well…..atheist and apostate i guess but it’s not a complaint i’d ever seen before which might just be telling on myself about my lack of well-read-ness which is why this is anon but….would be grateful if you had anything more to say i guess
Lack of well-reading for lack of well-reading, I don’t have much on this topic through this specific lens either! I haven’t even read Paradise Lost, which sounds like the cornerstone of modern conversation about this topic. This works as a disclaimer to other people btw: this is just personal musings, please don’t take my ignorance to heart, etc
I think I made that post when I was finishing reading His Dark Materials, and it seemed clear that Asriel was a Lucifer figure. His Dark Materials is a very strange series to me (and I wonder if it’s essentially because I’m not British). What might have jarred me the most is that the series is about rebellion – but a specific rebellion, against a specific authority. There is a recurring theme in the book about the pleasure in submitting to a worthy master, present in moments of personal joy, such as when Lee flies with Sayan Kotor in book 2… But also present in a manner both more subtle and more pervasive, and also less palatable to me, in how eagerly the worthy personages of the worlds flock to Asriel, to offer him their aid in his rebellion. 
Asriel-as-Lucifer is a man most admirable and worthy of being followed because he displays all the most admirable qualities. His immense brain is proportional only to his impressive command of the phallus. He is well-proportioned in body, and white and Western; there’s the power of his gaze, the radiance of his majesty, the sharpness of his intellect, and the precision of his rhetoric; his mind is like a diamond; he is an absolute individual, in the most complete sense of the concept; he is the West’s eidolon — that is, the image of the platonic ideal of Man. 
These qualities make him capable of mastery and worthy of command. He rebels because his individuality and his excellence and his independent, free-thinker morals demand so; he’s followed by others because they see his peerlessness.
This is a fantasy we find close to the theoretical heart of libertarianism and fascism and even inceldom, for example, but that thrives in diminished (but not less powerful!) ways in Western culture in general. This is the most ideal expression of the Individual as envisioned by the Enlightenment — that decrepit philosophy kept alive in Europe by attachment to the past and in the US by anxiety towards the future.
I am an atheist, but most importantly, a Christian apostate as well, and it might be that we are constantly and forever going through the same problem, me and you Anon; the problem which I like to call ‘de-catechization’. Once you reject christianity, you start grappling with all that it means and what pertains to it, and you find it everywhere around and inside of you. Ultimately, The Enlightened Individual who rejects God is just another Christ: paragons of noble manhood, of virtuous individuality, of worthy masters to serve inasmuch as you chose one model to challenge the other... The archetypes that Richard Dawkins and Jordan Peterson respectively draw from, for example. 
As Christian apostates, these structures of male virtue are ones we’re trying to dismantle, me and you. Rejecting a Christian model of virtue for an Enlightened model of virtue is to change six for a half-dozen… These are just two faces of the same — Christian, white, European, Enlightened, universalizing, fascist — ideological superstructure. 
(And these structures are not wholly solid or fully hostile either. I find some elements of Christian folklore very charming; for example, the devil who bets a fiddle of gold against Johnny, the devil to whom you say “not today!” when you give up reblogging a shitty post to argue with the OP on tumblr or twitter dot com, etc. The devil you name a chaotic cat after. (To go back to the origin of this discussion, the devil that I see more of in Marisa Coulter, for example — but this is another discussion entirely!)).
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Hey, I have a question about Simone’s and Olivia’s friendship. Some people talk about them as if they were best friends, however I don’t really remember their interactions that much to consider them close friends, maybe I was not paying attention. Were they really that close? or some people say that just because they don’t like the friendship between Olivia and Layla? Same thing with Kia, what are your thoughts on that?
I think they got pretty close while Simone was dating Jordan. But it's funny that after Simone was living in the Baker house for a time, Olivia still told her, "I barely know you."
Simone became a good confidant to Olivia after she had the falling out with Layla. And Simone even championed Spelivia after all that, which was great for Olivia. I think that Olivia would've been a bridesmaid alongside Layla if she wasn't already going to be the best woman for Jordan. But Simone was always closer with Jordan out of everyone in the Beverly crew. And most of Olivia and Simone's interactions were with Jordan.
And Kia has always been closest with Spencer out of everyone. Even the times she was interacting with Olivia, it usually involved Spencer, too. She's also someone that champions Spelivia, so that's super encouraging. And she was so awesome in supporting Olivia's personal journey with Sola Muse, her activism, etc.
Objectively, Olivia's gonna tell anyone who asks that Layla's her best friend. And let's not forget that Layla also champions Spelivia now. She pushed the two of them together with the auction, for one. And the amount of shit that these two went through and came out on the other side... ??? They put in so much work and just refused to give up on each other, even when it seemed so much easier to just cut things off.
I know Simone called Jordan and told her she was there for him and Liv when Billy died, and that was the right thing for her to do. But she was not close enough to Liv to fly out and support. And when Kia was back in town, she did not seek out Liv to support her either. Which again, is not her responsibility. She was there to help Spencer, no matter how south that went.
Layla was there. Day in and day out, she was in the trenches with Liv during that time. In fact, one of my favorite underrated moments of 512 is when Liv looked around the Crenshaw hallway and wondered what happened to Layla. Because she hadn't left their side up to that point.
She told Jordan and Layla that they were the two who would help her get through the night when she was on the brink of relapse. She didn't call Simone. She didn't call Kia. She didn't even call Spencer (understandably).
Just like Spencer was always meant to be with Liv, Jordan was always meant to be brothers with Spencer, and Layla was always meant to be with Jordan... Olivia was always meant to be sisters with Layla.
I'm so, so sure of it.
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chickenlittle2021 · 1 year
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Bcareful What U Fantasize
“I can’t believe you’re not going. 5 nominations including best screenplay for you, are you mental again?!” Jordan’s best friend and agent screamed into the phone. “I haven’t attended any of them Al, so what is your point now? Why are you making such a big deal about this one?” Jordan countered back. Jordan Beales and Alice Hailey were ‘day oners’ literally. They were both born on an army base the same year, same day and their mothers were best friends. From Jordan losing her mother to heart disease and Alice losing both her parents to a car accident, to numerous relationship breakups and even Jordan committing herself to a hospital psychiatric facility for a short time; they were always there for each other. It’s funny how most people upon seeing them think they’re a couple, but no, they are: “sisters from different misters”. That is always how they introduce themselves. And because they are so close, Alice knows exactly why Jordan has not attended a single ceremony so far during this awards season. Jordan was avoiding “her” at all costs. 
The “her”, that Alice is referring is the Brazilian actress, Priscila Buiar. Ever since Jordan shared with Alice that the actress was the muse that unlocked her writer’s block, Jordan got it stuck in her head that if she were to ever meet Buiar she would be cursed with the block again. It was Jordan who suggested to the production studio that Ms. Buiar be considered for the co-lead role in the film that Jordan had written the screenplay. Rumor had it that Priscila wanted to reach out directly to thank Jordan. Priscila had already won the Golden Globe and nominated for the SAG and the Oscar.  Many thought she would be a shoo-in for those awards. Jordan had gone so far as to move to Ecuador and rejected every invitation to attend an awards ceremony. When Alice would tell her that Buiar’s management had reached out to see when Jordan might be available for even a simple phone call, she would have Alice come up with the excuse that she lived in an area that had horrible cell service and she didn’t have a landline. One time Alice received a call directly from Ms. Buiar letting her know she would be happy to visit Jordan in Ecuador, the excuse then was Jordan was working on a new project and any interruption would hurt the creative process. 
Alice was fed up with Jordan’s, what Alice considered, irrational behavior. The woman simply wanted to express her gratitude not ruin Jordan’s life. But Alice also understood that genius walked a fine line with insanity at times, and Jordan could get intensely into her own thoughts. For Jordan, reality and imagination during the creative process were one in the same. It was the only way she knew how to work, which is why when she worked on a project she went away usually to remote areas of Greece, Africa or Alaska. 
“Jordan, this is the Oscars, the one that’s listed in the letter. Don’t you think you deserve to soak up the limelight just this once?” Alice begged. There was a long pause on the phone before she heard her friend say, “Alice, I need my gift, I lost Dana, I’m not losing my other love. I can’t go through that again, I won’t survive.” Jordan let the tears fall, she didn’t try to stop them. She lost her heaven on earth almost 7 years ago but everyday seemed like it just happened. Those first 3 years after Dana died, she became the walking dead, with ranging emotions of guilt, anger and utter hopelessness. Then just 3 years ago Jordan decided to get her affairs in order, not because she was going to kill herself, she just knew the amount of booze and food she was consuming would take her out, and she didn’t care anymore. In her mind that is how Dana left her, so Jordan would do the same.
While researching on YouTube about estate planning, she came across a review from one of the channels she followed. It was about a web series called Stupid Wife, and then she remembered Twitter and YouTube channel feeds kept referencing the show. Jordan doubted she was going to get into it, but curiosity got the best of her, so she clicked on the video. Jordan’s breath caught in her chest, or do you call it a deep sigh, she didn’t know because she didn’t understand what was happening to her in the moment. She agreed with the reviewer a hundred percent. Jordan thought she was looking at Aphrodite and the sun all at the same time. She felt like she was being blinded by beauty and for a moment she couldn't breathe. She remembered only 2 times feeling this way, the first time was when she saw Jayne Kennedy on a magazine cover and the time when Dana drove 6 hours in the middle of the night to surprise her. Jordan thought both actresses on the screen were stunning but the actress that she would find out was Priscila Buiar, was ethereal. 
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mystra-midnight · 9 months
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Open for Business
i’m having trouble finding the muse to finish off my wips. i think i just need a good distraction, so i’m opening my inbox and welcome everyone to send me blurb and drabble requests!
below is the how to guide if you're interested. 💜
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The Fandoms & The Characters
☪ indicates high interest and muse
☪ Stranger Things - eddie munson. steve harrington.
☪ The Witcher - geralt of rivia.
Supernatural - dean winchester. sam winchester. john winchester.
The 100 - bellamy blake. john murphy. lincoln. roan. finn collins. jasper jordan
Sons of Anarchy - jax teller. opie winston. tig trager. chibs telford. half-sack epps. juice ortiz. happy lowman.
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The Limitations
- genres. smut, fluff, and angst are my holy trinity and typically feature in what i write is some form. if you want something specific, make sure you specify in your asks. the same goes for if you want specific kinks, character portrayals or reader portrayals. the more details in the ask, the better i can do for write for you.
- kinks. this is a shame free blog and all kinks are welcome though there are something that i wouldn't be able to adequately portray. i encourage everyone to send in an ask and i can go from there. unless it is something extremely uncomfortable for me, i won't usually say no.
- patience. i'm a working woman and will get to everything that is sent in, in good time. that might be within the day or within the week. be patience with me and i promise to write something for you.
- 18+. this should go without saying as this blog is strictly for adults and not minors, but do not send in asks or messages if you are not eighteen or over. should it be revealed that you are not, your ask and anything written for it will be deleted.
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weasleywhimz · 1 year
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A look into the early days - An Eventual George Weasley Love Story
I write to keep creativity up and for stress relief, and over time this little character and timeline came out of feeling like it wasn’t quite right that George ended up with Angelina. I haven’t fleshed out all my thoughts across the whole timeline, but when I do I will post them here. I’ll attempt to make it chronological but not promises 😅
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Rating: General, slight allusions to mature themes, uncomfortable teenage bad boyfriend vibes but nothing explicit or too triggering.
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Francesca did not consider herself a particularly big fan of quidditch when she first joined Hogwarts in her first year. That was much more her father’s sport, and she was more interested in following the sports from her mother’s muggle past- tennis seemed so much more elegant to her. Besides, she was much more a student of the arts rather than the body, busying herself with choir auditions rather than quidditch try outs.
Still, when your entire friend group is quidditch mad, and most of them on the team itself, it’s hard not to get roped in, at least in some fashion.
“Fran, aren’t you coming? They could’ve started by now!” Lee Jordan admonished her. He accompanied his friends not just for the entertainment, but also the chance to practice his commentary skills, since at least their little group would descend into a match, even if no one else (Harry) wanted to stick around after Oliver’s drills (he usually had other things to chase around with Ron and Hermione). And since Katie joined the team, that’s actually nearly the whole squad anyway.
“I’m coming Lee, I just needed to finish the homework since the twins love to use whatever parchment I bring as some new addition to the balls,” Francesca replied, frantically scribbling the last of her homework. Her friends’ chastising would be as bad as her professor’s if she was late, but the difference would be only her professor could put her in detention, and jeopardise the prefect title she wanted to win next year.
“Swot,” Lee teased as she put the book down and grabbed her Gryffindor scarf.
“I’m not a swot,” she poked him as they hurried down the staircases, “I’m just radically ambitious, I’d probably be in Slytherin if it weren’t for my bravery to put up with you lot. You have no idea how many detentions I’ve saved you guys from by being a teachers pet. They go easy when I’m with you!”
“Suck up then,” Lee corrected, holding the door open for her to pass before him. “Maybe you need to hang out with Fred and George more then. They nearly just got pulled from the team for their detention rate.”
The pair spied the quidditch pitch and could hear the hollering and whoops of laughter of the twins in question, even from their distance.
“I think even if Merlin himself got out of the grave and vouched for the twins, they still wouldn’t stand a chance at escaping detention for the amount they’re caught out of bed after hours,” she joked to the boy in the year above her. “McGonagall may have soft spots but I think the twins have created thick callouses on her.”
“Yeah, yeah,” Lee mused, “come on we’d better hurry up.” And the two of them picked up pace.
When they reached the pitch as the team touched down for post-practice break before having a more light hearted fly round, Francesca was a bit pink and windswept from Lee pulling her at a near sprint down to the pitch.
“Blimey Frannie, you’d think you’d just completed practice, not us!” Her classmate Katie Bell joked, nudging her with her broom. The rest of the team grinned as Francesca, sulking, snatched her hand from Lee.
“I could’ve tripped!” She snapped at him, ignoring her friend’s teasing.
“But you didn’t,” he replied, looking to his ginger friends, “and we’re in time for the match right? I got some gold for the next match I want to try out on the speakers!”
“You’re on time,” Fred reassured, still grinning.
“And you don’t look that bad Fran,” George followed, “it’s nice not seeing you all prim for a change!”
Even though she had caught her breath, the colour didn’t get a chance to leave her cheeks from that comment. Before she had a chance to respond, Angelina mounted her broom again and impatiently called to the rest of her friends.
“Are we having a game or what? I want to get full use of the pitch before Ravenclaw comes to use it!” And she sailed up into the sky, Alicia not far behind her.
“Coming?” Katie asked hovering just above the ground, Fred having given Lee a lift up to the stands to save him taking the stairs.
“No I’ll take the stairs,” Francesca replied, “you’re alright.”
Katie didn’t hesitate to soar up and join the other two chasers already tossing a quaffle.
“You’re not scared of brooms are you?” The remaining twin teased, despite Francesca having already turned towards the stairs. She light heartedly rolled her eyes at the his teasing, into her fourth year of Hogwarts now, she was more than used to it.
“No,” she said, turning to face him. George was stretched onto his broom, within touching distance of the ground, he must have been floating just behind her because he was closer than she expected when she turned around. “I just don’t think my boyfriend would be all that pleased I’m on another guy’s broom.”
“Oh, so because of Cormac,” George plastered a cheeky grin onto his face. “I see. Well I suppose the stairs will help to keep you in shape too I suppose, great for the glutes.”
Francesca’s grin faltered, unsure why his comment made her feel a bit sick. George noticed and decided to change the subject, assuming he’d took the banter a bit too far.
“I heard he’s hoping to try out for next year?”
“Yeah,” she said, grateful of the change in tone. “Fancies himself as a keeper. Won’t stop begging me to ask you guys if he can come and practice with you, to be ready for try outs.”
George tilted his head at this.
“You never asked us?”
Francesca’s face turned thoughtful as she made her way over the the stairs for the stands. George followed her, interested in hearing the reason why.
“I guess I like keeping this little group to myself. People think Katie and I are just hangers on to the year above, but it’s because they don’t know what fun we all have,” she turned to look at him for she would disappear up the stairs. “It’s fun.”
George smiled at her, ignoring his brother and friends near enough screaming at him to join them in the sky.
“Plus you don’t want to make him jealous knowing how handsome me, Fred and Lee are, up close,” he had to joke, to add a bit more lightness to a suddenly sincere conversation.
Francesca laughed and kicked the end of his broom to shake him, before he winked and flew up into the sky, and she went to join Lee in the commentator’s box, ready to cringe at his bad jokes and almost traditional poor flirting with Angelina.
Her little friendship group were not as exciting as they seemed to be known for. It was probably Fred and George giving them a reputation by association, but she was still grateful for them. It was like she’d found a little family at Hogwarts, and most of them being from the year above, she enjoyed the sense of protection, and also view to what was coming for her each year. As she watched them play (or listened to them commentate for Lee’s case), she realised how much she had missed them since she’d started dating Cormac McLaggen last year.
She wasn’t the first one to start dating in the group, George and Alicia had even experimented a bit together before he’d briefly dated a Hufflepuff girl last year, and everyone was waiting for Lee to stop flirting with Angelina so she and Fred could realise they fancy the pants off each other. But no one was really happy when Francesca had told them she was with Cormac. The boys’ had had a stronger reaction than the girls (probably having heard things about him they couldn’t share because of some boy rules), but all of them had quickly grown frustrated with the amount of time he was taking of their friend.
In truth she felt torn. Cormac was demanding of her time, but she found herself upsetting him by constantly saying no to his suggestions when they were together that she didn’t feel like she could turn down meeting him altogether. But she did miss her friends.
She and Katie had joined the little group at the end of their first year. She got her introduction, unusually for most students at Hogwarts, not at the hands or as a witness for the twins’ famous pranks, but actually because they’d helped her on one of her first days of class.
Being a first year and totally unused to the moving stairs, despite the warnings from her parents, she had taken a trip while heading up to the astronomy tower, and terrified of falling over the end, dropped the stack of books she insisted on carrying to each class. Already running late and now feeling like she just faced death, as she peered over the railing at her books six floors under her, eleven year old Francesca just burst into tears. And that was when the twins burst out of the common room and into her life.
Fred had soon disappeared to get his brother Charlie to help, while George had stayed gently patting her shoulder and reassuring her that their brother was so cool, and could definitely solve the problem.
She was not focusing on the mini match happening in front of her, despite Lee’s exuberant commentary, or the occasional whip of air as one of them flew close to the stands. She was instead enjoying reminiscing about the beginning of her friendship. They’d soon introduced her to their other friends, and she’d dragged Katie Bell to a secret party near the kitchens she was sure would get them expelled, but refused to miss anyway. And so their little gang was formed.
She didn’t want to ruin her atmosphere with her group by Cormac’s hand sitting too high on her leg, or too low on her back. She didn’t want to imagine the reactions of her friends when he told her to be quiet, or that she shouldn’t sit next to one of the boys. They had different attitudes to her boyfriend in those ways.
She was too lost in thought to notice the quidditch players had finished their match and were floating idly in front of her and Lee, chatting to her older friend about some plans.
“Oi, Fran!” Fred shouted, knocking her out of her daze. “You in or you too busy snogging Cormac tonight?”
“For what?” She asked, trying to pass her frown of discomfort off as pure confusion. She had not been following their discussion after all.
“We’re gonna sneak back some booze tonight through the tunnels,” George said, catching her up. “You know, seeing as Angelina says it’s the last chance to relax before we really have to get serious for the OWLs!”
“Were you listening at all?” Katie asked, laughing at her friend, as Angelina kicked George’s broom for his teasing. “Where were your thoughts?”
“Cormac’s long, hard, muscly-“
“Easy!” Angelina chided Fred.
“Arms! God Angie get your head out the gutter!” Fred finished.
“Will you ever stop teasing me about him? It’s been months now!” Francesca retorted, grabbing her bag. She was always the one to signal to leave the pitch if another team hadn’t shown up first.
“Not likely!” Fred and George chimed in unison, and the whole group laughed.
“So you’re coming?” Lee asked, bringing the topic back to their gathering tonight. He rose from his seat to stop the younger girl dashing for the stairs before she could answer. Since she started dating Cormac, actually the whole year, she’d been more reluctant to join in on their usual antics. Still, she never really missed out on much, but everyone was used to having to needle her into agreeing these days.
“Maybe, only if you agree to only bring butterbeers though,” she gave in, knowing she wouldn’t be allowed to skip it anyway. “Remember I’m aiming for that prefectship. If we’re caught with anything else we’ll get expelled!”
“McGonagall would have to pull you out of her arse first Fran, don’t worry,” Fred joked met only with an eye roll, satisfied with her response began to descend to make his way to the changing rooms.
“Box of butterbeers and one bottle of red currant rum,” George clarified, just as much wanting to brag as he did convince Francesca that she should come. “I transfigured Fred a bit and he managed to get it. It’s waiting in the tunnel though, wouldn’t risk bringing something like the rum up through the school.”
“Okay, okay I’ll be there,” Francesca called in a huff, wanting to get back to the castle. “What time? Seven, eight?”
“Nine,” Alicia confirmed, herself beginning to descend with the other two chasers. Francesca balked at the late start, but didn’t bother arguing, knowing the time she got to bed would be just as late even if they started earlier. She waved off the remained two boys and hurried to make her way back to the castle, hoping she would be able to avoid her boyfriend before the gathering. She was looking forward to the small party, she didn’t want to miss any opportunity to have some teenage fun with friends she was sure would be with her for life.
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prpfs · 7 months
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Hello, Peach 🎃 here looking for some roleplays. I am going to submit separate requests for different fandoms as I think it will be neater to look through. I'll tell you the usual right here - I am UK based, over 25 and looking for partners to write with on Discord only. I have tried the whole Tumblr thing and it just doesn't work with my work schedule. I am looking for partners who are over the age of 21. I would like my partner to be friendly, proactive and able to put together at least 1-2 decent paragraphs in a response. I love to chat ooc and gush over muses/ships so that is a nice bonus. Please note that any pairings I look for can be romantically shipped or platonic. I just want to write the muses. Below I will detail the fandom, the pairings and I will bold, italic and place a * beside the muses I am willing to write. Please only interact if you are happy to write the other muse. If both muses are bold, italic and have a * beside them it means I am happy writing both. 👻
FANDOM: GEN V
WANTED PAIRINGS:
*Marie Moreau* x *Jordan Li*
*Marie Moreau* x Emma Meyer
*Marie Moreau* x Andre Anderson
*Cate Dunlap* x Andre Anderson
*Cate Dunlap* x Jordan Li
*Cate Dunlap* x Golden Boy
DOUBLE UP?: Not right now
like if you're interested and anon will get back to you
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childotkw · 2 years
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AaHHHH I'm so hyped, when I saw it was updated I had to drop my phone and prepare myself lol. As usual the chapter was amazing and now I'm probably gonna reread the story AGAIN cuz just aHHHH
Barty oooo
Riddle showing up in the absence of Lily oooooo
The casual intimacy oOOOO
Kaiser and Draco both targeting Hadrian first OOOOOOO (called it)
Ahh I can't wait for the next chapter oh gosh, but I know the wait will be worth it as it always is, thanks for the update Jordan ❤️😭
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Thank you!! I'm so happy you liked it! A lot actually happened in the chapter, so I hope it gave people plenty to chew on hahaha
I've got the notes for CS58 ready to go - so if the muses are with me, hopefully we'll get an update in a much more reasonable timeframe.
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asoulofstars · 1 year
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Tagged by @fasciinating to do this Roleplay Profile.
Please repost if you'd like to do this, and feel free to steal from me. Just tag me. ^.^
– b a s i c s –
NAME : Jordan
ARE YOU OVER 18?   Yes / No
IS YOUR MUSE?   Yes / No
ARE YOU SELECTIVE ABOUT WHO YOU WRITE WITH ON THIS BLOG? No (anyone) / Semi (most people) / Yes / Highly / Private (mutuals only)  
ARE YOU SELECTIVE ABOUT WHO YOU FOLLOW ON THIS BLOG? No (anyone) / Semi / Yes / Highly
IF YOUR MUSE IS CANON, HOW MUCH TO YOU ADHERE TO CANON? Not at all / A little / Some / Mostly / Strictly / (OC) I write my own canon.
WHAT POST LENGTHS DO YOU WRITE? One Liners / Single-Para / Multi-Para / Novella
DO YOU USE ICONS AND/OR GIFS? No / Gifs / Icons / Gif icons
DO YOU WRITE ON OTHER PLATFORMS? No / Yes 
WHAT LEVEL OF PLOTS DO YOU WRITE? Unplotted / Open Ended Plots / Semi-Plotted / Fully Plotted Epics
HOW QUICKLY DO YOU USUALLY RESPOND TO THREADS? Very Slow (more than a month) / Slow (3-4 Weeks) / Average (1-2 Weeks) / Fast (Less Than One Week) / Very Fast (Less Than Three Days)
WHAT TYPES OF THEMES DO YOU LIKE? (feel free to add!) Fluff / Angst / Smut / Action / Tragedy / Domestic / Family / Conversational / Hurt-Comfort
WHAT GENRES DO YOU LIKE? (feel free to add!) High Fantasy / Supernatural / Science Fiction / Historical / Horror / Comedy / Romantic / Drama / Action / Adventure / Espionage / Everything
ARE THERE ANY THEMES YOU’RE UNCOMFORTABLE WRITING ON YOUR BLOG? (not triggers)  No / Yes
DO YOU HAVE ANY TRIGGERS?  No / Yes
HOW DO YOU REQUEST IT TAGGED? standard tagging system but usually people are good about this
– s h i p p i n g –
WHAT TYPES OF RELATIONSHIPS ARE YOU OPEN TO? Romantic / Platonic / Familial  /  Physical  / Sexual
WHAT TYPES OF PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIPS ARE YOU OPEN TO? Romantic / Platonic / Familial / Physical / Sexual
DO YOU HAVE OTPS? No / Chemistry only / Yes
DO YOU HAVE NOTPS? No / Yes / I don’t know
ARE YOU COMFORTABLE WRITING SMUT? No / Selectively / Yes
HOW EARLY IN A RELATIONSHIP DO YOU SHIP ROMANTICALLY? Autoship / During Plotting / After A Couple IC Interactions / Several IC Interactions / Slow Burn / Depends on partner & muse
ARE YOU OPEN TO TOXIC SHIPS? No / Selectively / Yes / Never Tried It
ARE YOU OPEN TO PROBLEMATIC SHIPS? (canon history, age difference, complicated, etc.) No / Selectively / Yes
ARE YOU OPEN TO POLYSHIPPING? No ( very rarely, it’s basically a no ) / Selectively / Yes
ARE YOU AN EXCLUSIVE SHIPPER? No / Sometimes / Yes
DOES CRACK SHIPPING EVER HAPPEN? No / Sometimes / Yes
DOES CROSSOVER SHIPPING EVER HAPPEN? No / Yes /  Depends
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rcshcd · 2 years
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       yooo ( ? )  so, to keep it a bean i aint finish typing up all my plots but i did drop the ones i really want filled. wouldn’t be me if i was actually prepared for an intro. 𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐀𝐃 is a twenty-three year old junior at trinity hills, majoring in athletic training & minoring in kinesiology. clicking under the cut will direct you to some important facts, interest, and wanted connections i put together for ya boy. so gon’ and check that out for me. if it’s something I didn’t mention, but you see fit for him, i’m down to listen or brainstorm some shit. just let me know.
𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄           ›         rashaad m. evans.
𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄           ›         shaad + rio. 
𝐀𝐆𝐄           ›         twenty-three.
𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄           ›         march 1st 99.
𝐙𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐂           ›         pisces sun, virgo moon, pisces rising.
𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐄           ›         richmond, va.
𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐓𝐘𝐏𝐄           ›         ESFP-T / the entertainer.
𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐋𝐒           ›         asher adams — all american — impulsive decision making + determination to succeed.        )    chris — all american — athleticism + temper + hunger.
𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐓/𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐁/𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐒           ›         psi kappa phi, gaming central, bsu, and basketball.
𝐄𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍           ›         junior + scholarship student ⸻      athletic training major & kinesiology minor.
𝐎𝐂𝐂𝐔𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍           ›         student athlete & fitness center assistant.
𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐄𝐃 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓           ›         CHARGE UP    ⸻ a playlist of hot new hip-hop songs created by rashaad for his daily workouts.
𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍           ›         footlocker.
𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐏𝐏           ›         espn, stockx, apple music, and instagram.
                                                      ギ 
𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐘   ⸻  open/closed ⸻       during an off stage with one of his ex-girlfriends, 𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐀𝐃 took interest in muse b after spotting her on his social media feed and at a few of his games. 𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐀𝐃 didn’t waste any time exchanging numbers with the woman, once the opportunity was presented to him. one risky text after the other lead to an ongoing hookup that the two agreed to keep amongst themselves. once he found himself back on with his ex, 𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐀𝐃 put an end to the ongoing fling with no detailed explanation. after spending a significant amount of time trying to avoid muse b, 𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐀𝐃 soon finds out he’d have no choice but to face his skeletons once he realizes the female is now a student here at THU.
𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄-𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒   ⸻   friendship and loyalty is something 𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐀𝐃 is passionate about. his close-friends are people who get to experience him in a different light than what he usually portrays himself to be. 𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐀𝐃 shares a different type of friendship with each of these individuals — they’re all something like a confident to the male, as well as people who keep him grounded and have his best interest when his judgment is cloudy. (2/5)
𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐘 𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐑    ⸻  open/closed ⸻      this person is rumored to be his long lost foster-sister. 𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 is someone 𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐀𝐃 spent several years of his life with up until he was adopted out of the system.
  ギ 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒.
TYREKE + JORDAN ⸻ SISTER, SISTER
NOMI + LUCA ⸻ GROWN-ISH
  ギ 𝐏𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐀𝐋 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒.
biological sibling he doesn’t know about, best-friend, frenemy, old rival he plays basketball with now, mentor.
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luckhissoul · 2 years
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GET TO KNOW THE MUN !
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BASICS
BIRTHDAY : january 8th ( like elvis & bowie ok )
PRONOUNS: she / her
NAME : liz
ZODIAC :  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
FAVORITES
Favorite Author: robert jordan
Favorite Character from Literature : mat cauthon
Favorite Music Genre: i like all genres of music
Favorite Kind of Book: fantasy or horror 
Favorite Animal: raccoons ! swans !
Favorite Disney Cartoon : uhm my favorite princess when i was younger was cinderella so  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Favorite Video Games: i mean i haven’t REALLY played one since ocarina of time so 
Favorite Color: gray / white
Favorite Tv Shows: black sails, the borgias, vikings, dark. and i feel obligated to say wheel of time. even tho the book purist in me hates me for it. like i hate the show so much but i feel obligated. i’ve seen it 8 times. fml
Favorite Mythology:  greek  / roman
Favorite Food: noodles , cream cheese 
Favorite Actor: leonardo dicaprio
Favorite Countries: like i want to see a bunch of places but i can’t say i have a favorite because i haven’t left the us. lol
ROLEPLAY QUESTIONS
CANON OR OC:  both. but i use my canon characters more. i neglect my ocs lol
HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN RPING : since i was a wee thing lol wait wut
WHO IS YOUR CURRENT FC : barney harris ( i love him sm for mat plz )
FAVEORITE GENRE :  everything ever plz and thank
SOFT MUSES OR EVIL MUSES : both are great. but on here? mat is so squishy lol so on here imma have to say soft lol 
WHAT IS YOUR PERFERED WRITING STYLE ? : third person ? and multi para usually ? 
HAVE YOU BEEN ON OTHER PLATFORMS ? : discord but  i’m selective af with rping there lol 
WHO IS YOUR TOP MUSE AT THE MOMENT ? : Mat is ofc. Mat is the greatest character to ever. i could go on about this but i won’t —
NAME YOUR MUSES YOU HAD IN THE PAST: sarah manning - orphan black , i had so many people from the tvd/to universe , vorenus - rome , james patrick march & tate langdon - ahs….i can’t remember all of them. for the most part i tossed most of them onto my multi. i had renly’s peach from asoiaf but that was crack…..loolololol 
tagged by :: @caracarnn​
tagging :: @windtold - @ycllowhaired - @impulse-incorporated - @shesdaylight - @honorhearted​
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surarchived · 2 years
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*     knowing  your  partner  well  can  potentially  make  writing  a  lot  easier,  repost,  do  not  r.e.blog.
name :  selena. pronouns :  she / her !
preference  of  communication :  discord; i see messages faster and i’m more reliable at responding to them as a result.
name  of  muse(s) :  jordan riley, actress and final girl extraordinare. I also write k.im p.ossible over @nobig and she’s my longest-running muse at nearly a decade, and for you monster/survival horror enthusiasts, I have j.ill v.alentine over @lastescaped. I have a mix of muses on my multi over @despaires, mostly horror ones. experience / how  long  ( months / years ? ) :    i’ve been rping for over 15 years at this point. i still somehow suck at it 😭
best  experience : meeting so many of my friends that I’ve known for years and talk to all the time because of this hellsite; special shoutouts to @sluggrr, @macabremachinations, @revup, and @egotistikill; y’all are stuck with me.
rp  pet  peeves / deal  breakers : gatekeepers, people who follow with NO information on their blog in terms of rules/their muse, etc. I don’t run into it as often but I’ve had people get very possessive over interacting before and that’s a major red flag as well.
muse  preferences  fluff,  angst,  or  smut :  in order: angst, fluff, smut. I don’t really write smut and if I do it’s usually on a sideblog, and always with writing partners I’m more comfortable with. but angst is 1000000% my bread and butter and when I’m not torturing my muses, I like to let them have a few nice things.
plots  or  memes :  both! but I prefer plotting just because I like knowing what the vibe is between two muses and what type of things they’d get up to, involved in, et cetera. it helps me guide my writing much more. but memes are also an excellent ice breaker.
long  or  short  replies :  longer replies happen when I’ve plotted pretty extensively with a partner, or when I’m just in a groove. I generally favor shorter replies these days but I always try to match length/give my partner something to respond to.
best  time  to  write : right when I wake up in the morning. like, within 10 minutes of me waking up. I don’t know what it is but that’s when I’m the most focused.
are  you  like  your  muse(s) : I pour a decent chunk of myself into my ocs, in some form or another, usually writing from life experience, but I’m never 100% exactly like any character I write. but if you think I am, please let me know!
TAGGED BY:  stole it from @sluggrr !!!   TAGGING: anyone with a birthday in october and also you!
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