#astrid’s world

[bitchinbarzal]

make a decision | elias pettersson

summary: elias makes his decision

part one

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The next available flight that Elias could get was the next evening, he’d called the airlines and surfed the internet but to no avail the first available seat was over twenty-four hours later.

He desperately wanted to be with you, to find you and talk about this.

He told him family what happened, why you left and how upset he was with himself.

They were upset with him too, shouting at him how they raised a better son and how disappointed they were by his reaction.

He felt horrible. He felt like a horrible person, boyfriend and dad.

He however felt a million times worse when the news played the next morning.

“and we have breaking news coming out of Canada! An international flight has crashed coming in to Vancouver. It’s not yet been announced which flight it was or where it departed from… there have been several casualties reported”

Elias felt like he couldn’t breathe.

He began crying, grabbing his phone to see if there was any extra news and trying to call you.

He got your voicemail time and time again.

He couldn’t sit here any longer, he had to do something. So he took himself to the airport — if it was your flight he’d be better in Vancouver than in Sweden.

The entire time in the airport, Elias was pacing back for forth, asking random by-passers any news on the plane crash.

If by a strike of luck, as Elias sat on his plane seat on the runway his phone lit up with a notification

‘it has been confirmed the vancouver flight crash originated out of heathrow airport - 6 people have been confirmed injured’

Maybe he should have felt guilty about the relief he felt when he read that.

It wasn’t relief those people were hurt.

It was relief that you were safe, his love was safe and his baby was safe.

The almost 10 hour flight was just filled with anxiety and Elias’ seat-mate was not too fond of his very shaky leg.

By the time he touched down in Vancouver airport Elias was sure he was going to have a panic attack, he tried calling you again.

There was still no answer.

He had claimed his luggage and went through customs before he fought his way through just about every tourist in the taxi rank so he could get a ride to the apartment.

When he got there he ran in, straight to the elevator completely ignoring the doorman who was welcoming him home.

When he made it to the apartment, he fumbled around in his pocket for keys — his fingers were too shaky to get a proper grip.

He flicked through the keys; his home in Sweden, Brock’s apartment, Canucks training facility, Nils’ home and finally your apartment.

The door unlocked and he threw the door open, letting out loud, winded breaths.

His eyes immediately fell on your sleeping form on the couch, fast asleep.

Shutting the door quietly as to not wake you , he rushed over to your sleeping form.

Kissing your head, his thumb rubbing over your cheek and pressing kisses on your shoulder too before he pulled the blanket from behind the couch over you.

After, he sat on the floor next to you in silence just staring at your chest rising up and down with every breath.

He sat there for four hours, not a word, not a sound before he began to fall asleep. When you woke, you saw his face not too far from yours, his head had fallen to the side and lay next to your stomach.

You grabbed a pillow from behind your head, lifting his softly and sliding it under knowing that he was going to wake up with a sore neck if he slept like that any longer.

You lay there a little longer, hand carding through his hair and scratching his scalp lightly.

He hadn’t chased you down the hallway of his parents home but he had followed you back to Vancouver. Maybe he was here to tell you to leave? To pack his stuff?

You didn’t get much of a chance to continue down the rabbit hole you had begun mentally climbing as Elias stirred awake under your hand.

You smiled at him softly “hey, baby, hey”

Once he’s fully regained his consciousness he grabbed your hand and kissed your knuckles repeatedly. You only let him, in this moment just needing to be by him.

The sweet moment soon turned to worry when you felt his tears on your hand and watched his shoulders shake with sobs

“Hey, hey what’s going on? What’s wrong?”

“I thought- I thought I’d lost you” he gasped.

You furrowed your eyebrows “I wouldn’t leave, I told you this was your choice. I just had to come home, I’ve been home waiting for you” you explained.

He shook his head “No, no there was a plane crash and I thought- I thought you were hurt, the baby was hurt!”

Your heart simultaneously broke and soared as you listened to him.

Your hands gripped the sides of his head and made him look at you “Babe, I’m here! We’re okay I promise…”

“I was so scared” Is all he said, now pushed up on his knees to kiss you.

When you pulled away from the kiss and your foreheads rested against one another he said

“I want this baby, I want this baby with you! I was scared and selfish but I love you and I know we are going to be good parents”

You sucked in your bottom lip and nodded “I can do this alone if you’re not confident, please don’t do this if you are not-“

He cut you off with another kiss “I am one hundred percent sure I want to start a family with the woman I love”

The tears that lined your eyes fell and you smiled “We’re having a baby”

He nodded “We’re having a baby”

You watched as Elias moved down your body, pulling the blanket down to your waist before you felt your shirt lift and he kissed your belly

“du är redan mitt allt” you are my everything already

You laughed “What are you two talking about down there?”

Elias smiled “That’s between me and baby”

“Can’t mom know?” “No, then we’ll let out all of our secrets”

You only smiled and said “I love you ‘lias, so much”

“I love You more, my angel”

Six months later and they were still up to their secret conversations.

You lay in your hospital bed listening to Elias speak to Astrid in Swedish.

“jag älskar dig redan, astrid” I love you already, astrid

She cooed, no idea what her dad was saying.

“din mamma är bäst. vi är så lyckliga som har henne” your mom is the best we’re so lucky to have her

You could identify words, not sentences. They were talking about you “You two talking about me?”

Elias looked up at you, still bouncing your daughter in his arms “it’s secret, we won’t tell our secrets”

You only rolled your eyes “you two and your secrets”

#nhl imagine #elias pettersson imagine #Elias pettersson x reader #astrid’s world

[angelled-art]

Astrid redraw:>

I've never tried to exactly redraw an image in digital before, as I did in traditional, although I think this is an oversight))

Hope you like it, I tried very hard on this, her skirt is just a pain🥲

#httyd #how to train your dragon #rtte #dragons race to the edge #httyd fanart #httyd fandom #httyd astrid #astrid #astrid hofferson #redraw #art redraw #digital drawing #httyd3 #how to train you dragon: the hidden world #howtotrainyourdragon3

[iam-tryingmybest]

There are so many things that I will never get over about the Httyd franchise but today that thing is how hiccup and Astrid’s initial crush on each other stems from deep admiration towards the other one for possessing qualities that they themselves don’t

Like hiccup first likes Astrid because she is confident and truly brilliant when it comes to battle. While for Astrid the first thing she liked about hiccup is how passionate about dragons he is as well as his curious and kind approach to the world.

#how to train your dragon #httyd #rtte #hiccup haddock #httyd astrid #astrid hofferson #httyd hiccup #hiccstrid #hicstrid #I love how they like look at each other and are like #‘this person is so amazing I want them to have a irreplaceable impact on how I interpret the world from now on’

[zzarmor]

She loves knowing what´s going on at all times. He wants to be left alone and mind his own bussines, what could possibly go wrong?

#httyd #how to train a dragon 2 #how to train your dragon #how to train you dragon: the hidden world #httyd3 #httyd 2 #hiccuphaddock #hiccuphorrendoushaddockiii #hiccstrid #hiccup #astrid #astrid hofferson #sketch

[andreacelestemoreno]

I love the factor that Astrid always participates in Hiccup's inventions.

#dreamworks #httyd #how to train your dragon #hiccup haddock #astrid hofferson #hiccstrid #dreamworks dragons #dreamworks animation #dreamworks animations #race to the edge #httyd 3 #how to train your dragon gift of the night fury #httyd gift of the night fury #dragon gift of the night fury #gift of the night fury #dreamworks race to the edge #httyd hidden world #how to train you dragon: the hidden world

[ana-the-light-fury]

I was watching The Hidden World, and that one scene where they're all gathered around a table, feasting after the raid?? Yeah, have you ever stopped to watch how Astrid and Hiccup eat??

Astrid is over there, stuffing her face with big bites, hardly chewing, while mister Big Chief blows daintily on his soup between small spoonfuls lolllllll

#like really he's adorable #httyd #how to train your dragon #hiccup haddock #astrid hofferson #hiccup #hiccstrid #astrid #httyd hiccup #httyd astrid #httyd the hidden world #httyd thw #the hidden world

[dragonnnfly]

Hiccup: Astrid, it seems Gobber invited some guests to celebrate our engagement

Astrid: Really? Who?

Hiccup opening the door to reveal the entire population of Berk: Berk

#httyd #how to train your dragon #hiccup #post hidden world #Astrid #Hiccstrid #Berk #gobber #incorrect httyd quotes

[reallydifferentcaptain]

Here's something i dont think we talk about enough:

✨Berk is a small town✨

So some background for those who don't know what that means:

(skip to the bottom iyk)

1. Everyone knows everyone. They know everything you do. All the time. If you think they don't knoa you, they know your parents or a friend of your parents or a friend of a friend if a friend. Everyone knows everything.

2. Because everyone knows everyone, you get a Reputation from a young age. And it never leaves. If you high achieve, you stay that way, If you're good at soccer you stay good, etc.

3. You either are dying to leave or never want to leave. This affects all of your relationships with literally everyone.

What does this have to do with Berk?

Well!

That means Hiccup has always been the screw up. In Riders and Defender he gets questioned all the time because he can't escape that.

And you know it put the fear of Odin in him when Stoic told him "there's nothing on this island he doesn't know about" because for the most part THAT'S TRUE

It also makes RTTE more understandable: Hiccup wants to LEAVE, he's a little tired of the screw up routine and it even takes his father until the latter part of RTTE to really earn his full respect. THIS ONLY HAPPENS IF YOU LEAVE A SMALL TOWN!

And in the movies you see Hiccup wanting to leave and how that affects his relationship with Astrid, his mom, and his dad.

In the 3 rd movie there are also moments where he is questioned and STILL TREATED LIKE A SCREW UP.

Pls add more if i missed anything!

TLDR; BERK IS A SMALL TOWN AND IT'S SUPER RELATABLE.

#httyd #how to train your dragon #how to train your dragon hiccup #hiccup horrendous haddock lll #hiccup #hiccup httyd #how to train you dragon: the hidden world #how to train a dragon 2 #httyd astrid #httyd stoick #httyd valka #rtte #httyd rtte #riders of berk #defenders of berk #shower thoughts #berks is a small town #i cry

[randohumen]

i could rant forever on how much i hate him and how much i dislike him as a villain and that viggo was, and always will be, the greatest HTTYD villain of all time.

#astrid hofferson #how to train your dragon #httyd #httyd 2 #httyd race to the edge #snotlout #snotlout jorgenson #how to train your dragon 2 #httyd dob #httyd rob #hiccup #hiccup haddock #how to train you dragon: the hidden world #viggo grimborn #viggo #ryker grimborn #grimmel #tuffnut #ruffnut #fishlegs #tuffnut thorston #ruffnut thorston #fishlegs ingerman #httyd rtte

[artist-issues]

I’m going to say it.

I don’t think How to Train Your Dragon 3 was good.

Not when you compare it to literally either of the other movies. Certainly not as a conclusion.

I mean, the first movie was about a boy who manages to understand a hostile dragon species and bring peace to two warring factions, which is a parallel for his relationship with his father. The second film was about how sometimes, peace has to be fought for, and Hiccup’s whole identity was in contrast with that—because while his mother ran from conflict and his father leapt at it too eagerly, he had always been the one to stop the fighting. Then he has to learn that the things we love are worth protecting. 

And after he learns that humans and dragons can learn to understand each other and coexist—after he learns that it isn’t enough to run and hide or fight out of fear, but instead you must protect the things you care about—

After those two natural, powerful progressions are clearly worked for in the first two movies—

How to Train Your Dragon 3 comes along and says “‘No actually, sometimes all it takes is one madman whom you defeated with no loss of life to convince you that the things you care about should just crawl into a very pretty hiding hole, because you don’t feel like spending the rest of your life fighting for them.”

And I can say more. Below the break. 

Because I’ve waited a long time to talk about this. Everybody around me was saying that the third HTTYD movie was sooo good, how could I not love it, what was my problem, they’re crying in the theater seats around me, they’re all moved, but nobody can tell me why. What makes HTTYD3 so good, STORY WISE? What makes the fact that Toothless, who is established as “Hiccup’s Other Half” and his character’s support, leaving, a good conclusion?

And it’s not just that my feelings were hurt at the idea of this iconic duo being split up in the finale. 

It just doesn’t make any sense. Because the main thing that the whole series was built around was the adversity Hiccup and Toothless were always going to come up against, because they shouldn’t be friends. The whole first movie is like “dragons and Vikings hate and kill each other, there’s no way to get over this fear, nobody can be around Night Furies without dying,” and Hiccup and Toothless literally fly in the face of that. Then the whole second movie is “dragons either have to be left completely alone to themselves and their ways in the wild apart from man, or they have to be brutally enslaved as war machines under man’s boot” and then Hiccup and Toothless fly in the face of that. They stick together as their own, unique partnership, and it changes the world in HTTYD and in HTTYD2.

And then in the third movie, boom, Toothless suddenly doesn’t belong with Hiccup anymore? Suddenly it’s essential that he live completely separate, alone with “his own kind?” Suddenly it’s too hard and too dangerous to protect this dragon-Viking way of life that the whole first and second movie worked for?

I mean. They even abandon Berk. They fought so hard for Berk throughout three television series and two excellent movies. 

And I get it. The idea is that, they left Berk because Berk is a people, so no matter where they go Berk is still alive, just like no matter where Toothless goes, his friendship with Hiccup is “still alive.” And that’s a fine theme, I guess, except it totally makes the first two movies seem worthless. It makes Hiccup’s mom seem right for abandoning her family and giving up on the idea that humans and dragons could ever live peacefully. According to HTTYD3, Hiccup and Toothless never should have interacted again after he cut Toothless free of the net. Because Toothless should’ve just…gone on to live with his own kind.

Oh except he couldn’t, because Hiccup knocked his tail fin off and Toothless needed Hiccup. Just like Hiccup was weird and innovative in a time of traditional brutish Vikings, and he, in his own way needed Toothless. So they couldn’t live among their own kind without one another. 

And I see that HTTYD3 is trying to say “‘yes, they needed each other, but now they’ve grown up and the only thing left to learn is how to let go and move on.” But you know what, if you were going to tell me that, you shouldn’t have made the driving motivation for these characters to leave one another: “too many bad guys keep inevitably attacking us.”

You also shouldn’t have made the secondary driving motivation: “Toothless likes a pretty girl dragon and he can’t be with her and be with Hiccup because she’s Too Wild.™” Because guess what? The other thing that all of the previous canon content set up was that Hiccup can basically tame and befriend any wild dragon.

There are very few dragons, even in the TV show, that he cannot make friends with and live side-by-side with, and the ones that existed were basically just big, angry killing machines who presented themselves as way more threatening in mannerisms than the Light Fury does in the third movie. The Red Death eats other dragons; the Light Fury warns other dragons of traps. The Skrill tries to lightning-fry every human around it; the Light Fury only ever plasma blasts at humans that surprise her while she’s actively snooping around their camp.

I am willing to buy a story where a dragon needs to be free of his human master if he wants to have a future with his own kind, but you can’t do that if the dragon in the story is Toothless and the master in the story is Hiccup. Because those characters’ relationship was established as the future of their kind. Viking’s way forward was dragons—dragons’ way forward was Vikings. 

And that brings up another bone of contention with me—the first reason for the finale split-up—what made Grimmel so terrifying that it convinced Hiccup to uproot his whole tribe from their ancestral home and eventually give up on fighting for his dragon/Viking way of life, and Toothless himself? Was it that Grimmel was a better strategist than Hiccup? Because Grimmel lost and died, so there’s no reason for that to remain the reason. Was it because Viggo had a whole army of people that were slapped together to hastily represent “the rest of the world” and a bunch of dragons—again, DRAGONS, Hiccup’s specialty—to attack them with? Because again, all of them lost. And Berk sacrificed nothing in the process, unless you count, like…stress.

And DON’T give me any crap about the epilogue. Don’t tell me “‘Oh, OP, you totally ignored the part at the end where Toothless and Hiccup’s new families visit each other, they’re not gone forever, they’re just Friends From Afar, living at peace, protecting the peace by staying apart.”

That is 1) a terrible cowardly step back from any emotional impact that the big goodbye and sense of sacrifice that living apart from each other should have given the audience, and 2) still doesn’t negate the fact that Hiccup and Toothless WERE fighting for their way of life, which was living together, since movie 1, and the fact is whether they visit each other or not they still don’t get to have that anymore. For no good reason. I could say more. I could talk about how silly I think a lot of the Light Fury plot is, how poorly set-up the Hidden World was as a conclusion piece, blah blah blah. But instead, I’ll just leave this quote from the end of How to Train Your Dragon 2, and you tell me how the logical conclusion to this quote was “let’s abandon our home and stuff our dragons in a hiding-hole because the enemies and armies that have never once actually defeated us are just too much hassle to keep fighting with.”

“This is Berk. A bit trampled and busted and covered in ice, but it's home. It's our home. Those who attacked us, are relentless, and crazy. But those who stopped them, oh, even more so! We may be small in numbers, but we stand for something bigger than anything the world can pin against us. We are the voice of peace, and bit by bit, we will change this world. You see, we have something they don't. Oh, sure, they have armies, and they have armadas. But we... we have... OUR DRAGONS!"

#how to train your dragon #httyd #dragons #toothless #hiccup #how to train your dragon 3 the hidden world #the hidden world #httyd3 #httyd2 #stoic the vast #stoic #valka #fishlegs #astrid #hiccup haddock #hiccstrid #alpha toothless #light fury #night lights #dreamworks dragons #berk #viggo #dragonbludvist #how to train your dragon 3 rewrite #httyd3 rewrite #the hidden world rewrite #thw rewrite #How to train your dragon 3: the hidden world retwrite #rewrite #fix it

[sourdoughbreadtulip]

How it started, and how it's going

#how to train your dragon #httyd #toothless #hiccup haddock #httyd hiccup #toothless is just a giant kitten #how to train your dragon the hidden world #astrid hofferson #hiccstrid #they mean everything to me

[bitchinbarzal]

with or without | elias pettersson

summary; you don’t need elias and you let him know that

loosely based off that one scene in fifty shades of grey lol

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You stared at the word infront of your face, tears blurring your vision and your hands shaking.

pregnant.

The clearblue in your hand told you so clearly, you were pregnant.

“Holy shit, what the fuck!” You cried, throwing the test across the bathroom floor.

A million thoughts ran through your mind with each sob you let out.

“This can’t be happening, how is this happening!” You screamed to nobody in particular.

“Oh my god, I have to tell Elias” you mumbled, slowly coming to the realisation that this wasn’t just your baby, that this wasn’t just you.

This wasn’t just your life this news absolutely rocked, it was his.

It was his hockey career, his social life, everything.

You chose to not deal with it, opting to go to sleep and make it a tomorrow problem.

The problem was however still there in the morning. You were living in bliss ignorance for a few moments until you picked up your phone and saw a text from Elias.

from: elias 🖤

morning my love! miss you, call me when you get up!

The text had been sent hours prior, with the time zone difference in Sweden to Vancouver. A whole nine hour time difference between you both in the time that Elias was at home in the off-season.

Situating yourself further up the bed and grabbing your water from the table to take a sip before you grabbed your phone to FaceTime him.

It rang a few times before you saw his face pop up on the screen, smiling at you.

“Älsking!” He exclaimed.

“Hi ‘lias i miss you”

“I miss you more my love! You should come here, soon! My family have been asking for you” he says before looking up his brother on the other side of the phone.

You take that pause to think, to remember you need to speak to him. You have very pressing news to tell him.

“Actually I’m thinking of coming out!” You exclaim, taking Elias by shock.

“You are?” “Yeah! I think it will be nice!”

Elias is so excited, booking your flight for you and walking you through everything you’ll need for coming over. His family are similar, so happy to hear you’d agreed to come over to Sweden and spend time with them.

You hadn’t been able to just up and leave Vancouver when Elias did due to work commitments and they were upset when you told them.

You were set to fly in a little over a week, opting to make a doctors appointment prior to that just to check everything and make sure you were actually pregnant.

“Congratulations! You’re a little over sixteen weeks pregnant so about four months!” Your doctor exclaims, your eyes go wide.

She registers this and tones down her excitement “I am a little worried you’re so far along and haven’t been taking any supplements and have you been drinking at all? Still taking your contraceptive?”

“Drinking… yeah I had a pretty wild night after the Canucks went to the second round of the playoff’s” you said but quickly added “that was it!”

She chuckled “As long as it isn’t a normal thing we shouldn’t see any major damage to baby and just so long as you don’t going forward”

You nodded “Yes, thanks”

“Would you like to hear and see baby?” She asked, grabbing the sonography machine over and you nodded.

She trailed the device over your stomach until you heard it.

thump, thump, thump

“Oh my god-“ you mumbled, tears lining your eyes.

The doctor paused the video for you while excusing herself to go and print your sonogram for you.

You took a video of it on your phone, sniffling could be heard in the background while you mumbled

“That’s our baby, hi baby”

Once you’d been handed your prescriptions, been cleared for travel and given your print off’s you went to pack.

Now more than ever you were prepared to tell Elias. 

You were going to be parents!

The flight to Stockholm was a breeze considering you slept most of it. When you landed Elias was standing at arrivals waiting for you with a giant smile plastered on his face.

You launched yourself into his arms, feeling at home for those moments. You’d missed him so much.

“I’m so glad you’re here!”

“Me too, I’ve missed you too much”

“Me also”

Elias took the long way home, showing you everything he possibly could although you hadn’t forgotten it all since you’d been here the year prior.

“You look tired darling” Elias mumbled from the drivers seat, reaching over to hold your hand.

You gave him a soft smile “I’m just not feeling well lately, ‘lias is all”

“Well i will take you home and you can sleep. Napping always makes it better” you responded with a soft chuckle and leaned further back into your seat.

When you arrived back at the house the rest of the family were out, allowing you to unpack and catch up.

Elias sat on the bed next to you, babbling on about everything he’d been getting up to, how his brother was and his parents along with everything he had in store for your stay.

You felt guilty seeing how happy he is to have you here while you only traveled with ulterior motives.

“Let me help” he says, reaching into your suitcase and pulling out shirts to put into his drawers.

You were facing the dresser, putting down your makeup bag and hen Elias said

“y/n? What is this?” You turned, expecting to see him holding up some of your lingerie or something. Instead, you found him holding up your sonogram photo’s in his hand.

Your mouth dropped open, trying to find something to say.

He repeated again “y/n I asked what this is!”

He knew, he knew what it was.

That’s why he was so upset.

“Elias… please” you mumbled, your emotions bubbling.

He scoffed, standing and closing the gap between you both.

He was a lot taller than you and now with his puffed chest and straightened stature he was scaring you.

The pictures were still in his hand “What is this!”

“It’s a baby! Elias, it’s so obviously a baby, our baby!” You cried.

His silence was deafening and your sobs were the only thing filling the space.

“No” is all Elias said.

“No?” You questioned, sniffling “What do you mean, no!”

He shook his head, dropping the photos onto the bed “No, no we won’t! We can’t! I don’t want it”

Your eyes narrowed “You- you don’t want it? It’s not a puppy! It’s not a new pair of skates Elias! This is our baby!”

He also narrowed his eyes at you at spat “No” before turning and leaving the room.

You stood in shock for moments before you collapsed onto the bed, head in hands with a sob.

You don’t remember falling asleep but you were woken by Elias’ mother hours later, alerting you to come down for dinner.

“Sorry, I must’ve fallen asleep” you apologize and she smiled, rubbing your cheek.

“Jet-lag darling, our Elias gets like that coming back from Vancouver too”

Dinner was awkward to say the least but you’re sure that it was only you and Elias who could sense the tension. You hardly made eye contact and didn’t speak to eachother much.

Luckily, Elias’ parents were filling the silence with questions about work.

You’d excused yourself after dinner, claiming more jet lag and needing to sleep some more.

“Goodnight sweetheart, sleep well! we will see you in the morning!” His mother, kissed your forehead and sent you off upstairs.

You didn’t get to sleep, laying on the bed thinking about everything.

Elias came in around midnight and you pretending to be asleep then. Slipping in beside you, you heard him let out a loud sigh.

“I know you’re not asleep” he said, staring up at the ceiling.

“I don’t want to talk Elias… I’m tired” you mumbled back, still turned off the edge of the bed.

“I’m not ready to be dad, how could you expect me to be ready to be a dad? I’m in the prime of my career” he continued, ignoring your request.

You sighed, turning to sit up “I don’t expect you to be ready Elias! But this has happened-“

“We can do something!” “No! No we can’t! I’m almost four months pregnant Elias, this isn’t an easy fix!”

His eyes went wide, this new information clearly settling on him.

“Look, you’re not happy about this baby… I got that” You started, your voice cracking slightly “I’m not ecstatic either given the timing and your less than accepting reaction. But babies happen when you have sex, Elias and we tend to do a lot of that!”

You pulled the comforter from off your legs and stepped out the bed

“So we can either do this together, or I’ll do it without you” you said finally, turning to leave the room.

You had hoped he’d call out after you, chase you down or something, anything.

He didn’t.

You found yourself in Emil’s old bedroom, laying down on the bed scrolling on your phone booking a flight back to Vancouver.

You never fell asleep. After you’d booked the flight you lay there a while before getting up to pack whatever you could pack quietly.

Elias was fast asleep when you entered, opening drawers and re-packing what you had unpacked earlier in the day and getting changed out of your pyjamas.

When crouched down to pick up your shoes you found the sonogram photos that Elias had thrown down earlier in the day.

Picking them up your fingers traced over it and you mumbled “we’ve got this kiddo”

Taking the photo’s you placed them softly on the pillow where you should’ve been sleeping.

You called an Uber to take you to the airport, not wanting to alert anyone or give the family any opportunity to question what was going on.

You were waiting to board your flight when your phone went off, buzzing away in your pocket.

Pulling it out to see an array of texts from Elias.

from: elias 🖤

where are you?

where is your stuff?

please answer my calls!

you don’t know your way around! please let me know where you are!

y/n please call me

There were calls and texts from Fanny, Emil and his mom too.

You text him mom, opting to let her know you were safe.

to: irene pettersson

hi, I’m sorry to worry you all. I’m ok! I’m at the airport going home to vancouver. I will call to let you know I land. thank you for everything irene!

At home, Elias’ mother was staring holes in his head after she had received your message.

She hadn’t told anyone you had text yet, allowing Elias to worry a little more. She knew this was his fault somehow. Like mothers do, she could sense the tension yesterday at dinner and she heard the arguing last night.

Just before you boarded your flight you sent Elias a text.

to: elias 🖤

I’m fine. you don’t need to worry.

The text made him more anxious, his mind running through the places you could go and now you were on your flight and your phone was turned off his calls wouldn’t even go through.

“I don’t know where she is!” He cried, head in his hands.

Irene decided to speak then “She is ok”

“You don’t know that Irene” his father spoke, clearly siding with his sons upset state.

“She’s going back to Canada” is all she said, Elias looked up at his mother.

“She’s- you knew? Did she tell you?”

Nodding curtly she responded “Yes, she text my phone”

“And you didn’t tell me!” He shouted, standing now “I could be there! I could have gone to her!”

She only shrugged “She obviously didn’t want you to, my boy… why do you think she left?” Before walking out of the room.

Elias stormed up the stairs, unaware of what to do now but overcome with emotions.

Slamming the door to his room and throwing himself onto the bed like a child. Laying down he felt something rustle under his head.

Reaching under he felt something, pulling it out he came face to face with the sonogram photo you’d left behind. He looked contently at it for a moment before he found his finger tracing over the shape of the baby’s face.

“You have my nose” he mumbled “Your mama’s is much nicer”

Elias then turned to pick up his phone again, to text you, noticing you’d sent a message it must have been before you boarded.

from: my love 🤍

with or without you. I know which way I’d rather.

There was an attachment to the text, It was a video, started black until Elias heard the thumping on the other end and the moving shape of a baby on the screen you were recording in what looked like a doctors office.

He was about to turn off his phone until he heard your voice “that’s our baby, hi baby” on the phone.

He hadn’t realised that he was crying until the tears dropped onto his phone screen. Staring at the now frozen image he mumbled

“What have I done?”

#elias pettersson imagine #Elias pettersson x reader #nhl imagine #astrid’s world

[lisasmind]

eye fucking while bitches were getting cooked in the back

#httyd #hiccstrid #httyd2 #the hidden world #hiccup #astrid #httyd thw

[nosfelixculpa]

HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON (2010) HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON: THE HIDDEN WORLD (2019)

#creations #gifs #movies #animation #dreamworks #httyd #httyd 3 #how to train your dragon #how to train your dragon: the hidden world #hiccup haddock iii #astrid hofferson #hiccstrid #ive been wanting to make this parallel gifset for like 87 billion years #but never got round to it well WAIT NO LONGER @ me for me here it is #ignore how they r all different lengths #it feels like i havent giffed sth in ages perhaps thats what put the Desire there

[zzarmor]

Pov you get paired up with your 😬bestest friend😬 to hunt the Changewing that's stealing the village's sheep.

#httyd #how to train a dragon 2 #how to train your dragon #how to train you dragon: the hidden world #httyd3 #httyd 2 #hiccup #hiccuphorrendoushaddockiii #astrid #astrid hofferson #httyd astrid #hiccup x astrid #hiccstrid #hunter au

[chicinlicin]

self-indulgently putting ancients in 20s formal wear

#ffxiv #ffxiv ancients #elpis flower #drawing #norn #astrid #lugos #oc #fan oc #other oc #look #i just think it's mean to give me an art deco inspired world #then put everyone in shapeless robes #give me the FASHION