#but i really hope this one wont lmao

[lerildeal]

Here’s a real short AT comic I’ve been sitting on for over a year, want it gone… seriously I wrote this Jan-31-2023

I dont even fully remember what it was about honestly. I think it was my dissatisfaction with the adventure time finally all those years ago?

Who knows? not me! Enjoy!

#adventure time #finn the human #jake the dog #atimers #at #comic #dude ive seriously been having this wip in my folders FOR A YEAR #that so crazy #Im pretty sure I started this one after my other AT comic blew up #but i really hope this one wont lmao #not my best work #im honestly not even that into AT rn #im just cleaning the attic #I also really don’t wanna do my homework so this is a nice compromise #lmao Im gonna set this to post in a week and forget about it

[the-snowfall]

design for a techno lanyard keychain i was working on

#i hope it turns out right #im especially worried about the pig accompanying him #i want to make a philza one too but #the problem is the minimum quantity amount so im left with a few extras #im thinking of selling the rest but im not comfortable making profit off of techno? if that makes sense? #maybe like 50% going to the sacroma foundation #i wouldnt mind making it 100% if it was only for the first two but buying custom charms esp lanyard ones really tank my wallet #h we'll see #im sure finding like 2-4 people interested in buying wont be too difficult? hopefully? #thats if i didnt mess anything up and they turn out alright. lmao.. #mcyt #dsmp #technoblade #my art

[unmanageably]

klay speaks with so much vulnerability and care it really saddens me when people liken him to a selfish egotistical guy who only cares about himself lol it's actually crazy. like say whatever you want about his game but to just blatantly lie and not care to listen to anything he actually has to say??? idk especially from fans and local commentary like this dude has been on your team since the beginning of this dynasty, has given everything-- his whole career, two injuries up for this team. and you still don't know where his heart lies or who he is?

all this talk about how he only cares about money when time and time again he's only shown the care and love he has for the team, his teammates, and even just the bay area in general and building a home there and in the organisation.

#not to mention when everything was going on last year people tried to blame HIM and said he didn't give a fuck about any of the rookies #and that he was Jealous of the rookie players etcetc #meanwhile he always takes the time to praise them and rookies have consistently talked about how helpful and open hei s #lmao.. #sorry just saw some of the klay/draymond podcast and got very emotional #klay's vulnerability in his answer abt dray's ejection-- i dont think dray expected that answer from him either and i really hope draymond #took it to heart #anyway i love them so much #PLEASE one more ring and i wont ask for anything else ever...

[silenthillbunni]

📓🖊️

#maybe maybe one day i'll be ok?? #maybe i'll manage to get my high school diploma #maybe i'll get a student housing apartment in another city. maybe i can study to become a pre school teacher... #(not my dream job but the only job that seems possible for me) #maybe i'll be able to work on my anxiety and avpd and become more calm #maybe i'll be able to exercise the way i want nd become physically strong #maybe i'll be brave enough to try apps to make girl friends i can hang out with??? #maybe i'll get back into writing nd posting it. maybe i'llhave more fun w insta and taking photos again?? #maybe i'll fix my relationship w my sisters nd talk to them again?? #maybe if im lucky i'll meet someone who i fall in love w who falls for me too? maybe someone will one day choose to be with me?? #maybe i can get a real apartment nd have a job? maybe i can even live w a partner one day? and maybe i'll have friends? #maybe i wont be all alone forever?? maybe i wont feel this alienated nd isolated for my entire life?? #maybe maybe maybe my life can be alright....? can it really be? #i dont have much hope. but maybe??? plz plz plz let it be so let it be so #and maybe for now.. as im lower than i've ever been before.. #maybe i just need to be able to eat more normally again. then i can have my coffe chocolate moments w youtube #and i can watch kdramas nd have dinner. which are two moments that make me feel ok nd calm #<<< i feel ashamed abt it but comforting eating is a thing for me. im gnna be alone 4ever anyway so might aswell just accept thats how i am #so yeah maybe maybe i'll start feel a bit better when i can disconnect from everything nd just get immersed in a kdrama nd have dinner lmao #idk. i just dont feel like i'll ever have a real life. i'll never have what i dream abt (which isnt even much. just love.. just love lmao) #so then i can daydream nd live by reading books nd watching kdramas nd tv shows nd also write a lot #but ofc in my freetime bc i need a job w a stable income nd my own apartment. even if i dont love my job i need one that i can be ok with

[coldslaws]

au in which ingo is a vampire hunter and one of emmet's two partners is a vampire. ingo still hasn't figured out which one though

#coldslaws art #blood cw #just in case #gym leader piers #subway boss ingo #trainer n #submas #natural harmonia gropius #piers x emmet x n #vampire au #this au happened with “wouldnt it be funny if ingo was a vampire hunter and emmet was dating a vampire” #and then it turned into “wouldnt it be even funnier if the really pale guy with fangs WASNT the vampire and it was actually n” #piers is fine with taking the accusation if it means protecting n though. it knows ingo wont actually do anything anyways #slightly old art #just a one off au btw #i have lots of bw-centric aus so i hope it doesnt get confusing lmao #whitenoiseshipping

[tradingjack]

more redraws bc it's fun and I'm not posting them for literally no reason

#may as well #vash the stampede #trimax #trigun maximum #panel redraw #drawing #comic #illustration #manga #my art #artists on tumblr #guy who is so traumatized <3 #im hoping I'll have more energy after i quit my current job. last day today :D i am starting a new one next week but im hoping it's uh. #significantly less taxing #i have plans and i wanna execute them damnit #preferably before i have to buckle down and work for the vashwood big bang lol. ive never been in a big bang before and i dont wanna #disappoint my writer. whoever it is #god i hope they wont be disappointed in me lmao #i know there's really good artists in that event and im not one of them 😭😭 but i will do my best

[doodleodds]

BAM here’s some old train!palace stuff! It’s just thumbnails for a comic i never got around to finalizing,, but yeah i guess its bonus content now lol. now you can see how most of my nonsense starts xD

#i love taking lines from cannon and twisting them to fit my own purposes :) #i also love goro unapologetically getting to say that no! he WONT settle for just changing shido's heart! he still wants to kill this mf!!! #ooOooOOoh but the moral high ground- FUCK THE MORAL HIGH GROUND LET GORO KEEP HIS MURDEROUS TENDENCIES #goro hasn't and won't ever share the pt's morals and he's made it this far. like hell is he gonna squander his kill shot if he gets one #.....anyway i was originally going to end this with a 'just let me do this for you!!' line from goro to akira #like. it went from solely vengance for goro's mother in his head to vengeance for the lives shido made him take (& akira's) as well #so now destroying shido and destroying himself is like pennance almost. which i know isn't a new concept in goro redemption arcs #but like. selfish self destruction just gets me so good sometimes ok???? #anyway yeah uh enough rambling lol. is half of that even connected to this comic? not really but i was thinking about it so there it is lmao #cowardlybean this is mainly for you since you like the au so much ^^;;;; hope it lives up to the rest of it lol #maybe delete later? we'll see

[skunkes]

hi im gonna sadpost for a bit

#talkys #down here hee hee #anyway #i keep getting really sad about like. I'm Only Getting Older. When Will I Find My Person. #but its not even in a ''older = no one will want me'' way #its more like. i want them Now. we only have so much time on this earnth i want as much time with this person as possible and im missing #out on so much of it #literally that ''i wish id met you sooner'' post. with the carly rae jepsen lyrics and everything. #i dont even Have em yet and i already wish id met em sooner #i dont even have em yet and im already wondering how i ever lived life without em. bc im living out the answer right now #and it is‚ well. very miserably. im doing very miserably without em. #im optimistically jealous of future me #while also hoping this future me is very very very soon into future me #i want to be there Now. time is being wasted right now without you‚ wherever you are #(saying this as if its ever gonna happen again + as if i wont have to go thru heartbreak 50 more times before ever MAYBE finding a good fit #but whatever. im really trying to stay in the deluded ''im excited for it to happen'' boat instead of the Get Real Lmao. If It Had Never #Happened Once It Still Wouldn't've Happened/No One Is Around or In Line to #Date You Soooooo Get Used to Another Few Decades of Nothing and No One boat. wah #anyway. sad !

[night-is-a-feeling]

One Direction and their discography as Astrological Colour Wheels

• One Direction •

• Up All Night • Take Me Home •

• Midnight Memories • Four • Made In The AM •

full collection here

#i'm obsessed with how similar UAN and TMH are #so soft and bubbly and then we get to MM and it starts changing getting a little denser #then four comes in lacking almost any of that airiness thats so prevalent in the first two pushing forward this darker tone #and then MITAM comes in and is just the... comfiest? i want to say #its cooooool to me!!! #anywaaayyysss #i hope someone on here likes these lmao cause i'm really enjoying making them again and i wont be stopping anytime soon #one direction #zayn malik #liam payne #harry styles #louis tomlinson #astrology #one direction astrology auras

[lildoodlecat]

Immensely disappointed to find there are no wangxian podfics at 20+ hours. What am I supposed to do, record one mysel— *forcefully dragged away*

#i would but that sort of defeats the purpose which is me listening to fic i havent read before at work to keep myself alive despite it all #MASSIVE FUCKING SHOUTOUT TO PODFICCERS BTW I WOULD NOT SURVIVE WORK WITHOUT U #no i wont listen to an actual audiobook who do you think i am #i said that but ive started considering that this would be how i read warrior cats again for the first time in like 8 years lmao #anyway. ive reached the last 10 chapters of my one 50 chapter podfic so ive returned to ao3 to stockpile some more longer ones #i ran out of sv ones already so here's to hoping i get a massive haul out of mdzs #so far ive got more than i did for sb already so WE DOIN GOOD #jay yells #i didnt realize how quickly I'd get through this fic tho like goddamn #i think it's only been abt a month?? yikes #man. i really shouldve just made a second post for half these tags sjxkdk #but im not going to #woe. adhd brain be upon ye

[undermostcorgi]

the media which consumes your entire soul at age 12 will forever be a part of you. this is an unavoidable consequence of living and you have to accept this fact. no matter how old you get, no matter how long it has been since you last saw its smug face peeking out from the bushes as it follows you, no matter if you think you have outrun it for good and that you're finally finally safe and you hardly even remember it exists anymore and your brain knows a few brief moments of true peace, it WILL catch up to you in your moment of weakness. and listen you don't want to hear this but sometimes this is necessary for your mental health. you will on instinct want to reject it and run away again but sometimes. sometimes you just need to watch that old show or listen to that silly song or read that weird book again as an adult and it will hurt you a little bit in various little ways but it will also heal you a little bit. you can call it nostalgia you can call it connecting with your inner child or whatever you want but just listen to me it WILL HAPPEN TO YOU TOO AT SOME POINT AND YOU HAVE TO BE PREPARED FOR THIS (i am forcibly dragged off the stage by security)

#heed my warning boy #it seems i am not well today #recently made the reluctant decision to revisit what was probably my VERY FIRST real hyperfixation #something that i don't necessarily want to mention by name right now because. well #its pretty objectively bad LOL like i dont think i know of ANYONE still posting about it or really proud of having liked it back in the day #i dont think it is as well known to the general public so it wont get me hunted down for sport even if i did name it probably hopefully #but for those who know its. probably not the best thing to be revisiting lmao (even though i think it might still be being made?? wtf) #but i felt i had to because i was about to start my period and was going crazy insane like you do you know how it is #and i randomly remembered a fanfic i loved and then remembered my fav character and how much i loved him #my actual first ever blorbo oh my GOD he was everything to me #so i reluctantly decided to rewatch “just the first few episodes” just to see how much i remembered and also to prove to myself it sucks #but surprise surprise: nostalgia and hormones are making me actually kind of enjoy it #and now i am suffering from fucking Catholic-like Guilt for not hating it which i think is pretty silly lmao #so im kind of posting this in an attempt to convince myself that its like. FINE and cringe is dead and all that #and that sometimes i gotta be nice to my little mentally ill brain and give it the junk food (bad media) it craves #ESPECIALLY when im on my period LMAO #anyway completely unrelated: why the FUCK do i still remember almost every single fucking word to the delicious tomato song SDHJFKSAJF #i hope no one actually reads this far in the tags bc i know that reveal will probably deal psychological damage to some of you LMAO SORRYYY #ok yeah posting this and then immediately going to bed so that the Haters cant reach me LOL SEE YA

[coldvampire]

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#plagued by thoughts and emotions. #man lmao I’ve bitched out So many times this week from reaching out to people. idk. it’s been so long that I just feel like I’m #not important enough to justify it. & I did manage a bit w one person but also ended up #retreating there too bc I just got the sense I made it awkward somehow #so yknow. really great stuff on my end hdjfk #idk idk I’m starved for meaningful social interaction I’m starved for literally anyone taking interest in me atp #it’s such a roller coaster I hype myself up > doesn’t work out > crash hard & I don’t like it. it’s exhausting! it’s really fucking sad too #I’m so tired of my own company & talking to myself all the time. I’ve heard everything I have to say already there’s only so much I can do #I don’t even know what else to say lmao I feel like I don’t really exist anymore outside of my own head #I feel like I can’t get anyone to just djjfjf care about anything I have to say no matter what? #I’m not enough my art isn’t enough whatever it was a few years ago isn’t there anymore. #and I want it to be genuine I don’t want it to be out of pity bc all that does is honestly get my hopes up a bit but it can’t/wont last #I say that for everyone’s benefit too like djjfjf I don’t want to be annoying any more than other people want to be annoyed #anyway I’m going to try to shake this off a bit bc I can’t do anything right now #and I’m not even sure I’d be in the right headspace to have a conversation without decompressing first

[alchemiclee]

I didn't like blade at first for some reason. too edgy and emo and seemed generic like a sasuke (I never liked sasuke lmao) when I learned about yingxing, I really liked him but still didn't like blade. now I like both for some reason even if yinxing is a dumbass who did this to himself. but blade grew on me somwhow, and someone really needs to gently hold him or something. that poor man. he's so broken. give him a break 😭

#why do i often end up like the sad tragic characters #sometimes even ones that do evil shit because i feel bad for them or something lmao #words #hsr #if they really wanna make us sad they can end game give him a purpose and reason to live but then make him die permanently 😈 #because its what he askd for all this time ans its granted to him and he realizes in the end he made a mistake and isnt ready yet #(i doubt theyll do that but it would amuse me to see people's reactions fbfdhjsj) #i doubt blade will have a happy ending and it would be weird if they dont end him at the end #also dan heng needs a hug. hes also a mess and wont leave his room right now fhdjjdjjsjs #i hope he can open up to his friends more at some point and they become closer and rely on each other more????? #he has hope of moving on with them. but what if he also ends up tragically ending fhfdhjddj blade still wont let him go #tbh ive kinda lost faith in the writers writing a good story. they rush things and everything is disconnected and many holes #so idk if it'll end up being a good story at this point 😅 maybe my expectations are too high for this type of game idk #but they did show good potential and kinda threw it away imo fhbfdjjdjdkd #what am i rambling about

[fangparade]

honestly i rarely refer to myself as lesbian anymore but also i dont refer to myself as anything because well! going off of lived experience i um dont have any. and going off of, idk, like, who i picture myself sharing a life with in the future i dont really do that either! so really who's to say. also it doesnt matter, life is fucking short

#im so far removed from that part of life at this point that it feels sort of whatever to even question my sexuality #like i dont question it ever because i dont think about it #other than wondering if i will ever be in the vicinity of romantic love/what have you #call me a dyke call me a straight girl it really doesnt make a difference because i wont do anything to confirm either statement etc. #i will say though that it sucks to feel like a ??fraud?? #to a lot of people (friends and otherwise) im a dyke which is fine but i hope no one expects me to act on that label LMAO #<- idk how to word that without sounding like i have internalized homophobia. i really dont im just deeply fucked up in other ways #txt

[akascow]

whats up i played pokemon violet for 12 straight hours today and i have barely progressed through the game bc i keep getting sidetracked on routes trying to find all the hidden dropped items

#i do only have 3 gyms left tho so im sorta doing things #thoughts?: #i love nemona shes great #her duck is gay as fuck its very amusing to me (the one that looks like oikawa... so... very fitting actually) #i love normal gym leader Larry hes so me #i wish my weed cat didnt evolve to bipedal but i guess meowscarada is kinda cool #the game didnt actually let me name it weed cat tho how typical #penny is fucking annoying im refusing to do her missions rn HAHA like girl leave me ALONE #i still dont know type advantages and i never will. or what certain moves even do what. it wont click for me lmao #im just spamming seed bomb or double kick and hoping for the best fr #all i know is water is weak against grass and fires weak to water and thats literally just bc of the starters💀 #i wanna level up my miradon but i HATE doing the titan battles omg #and finally for some reason i really love the use of spanish in the names and dialogue idk why #yeah uva/naranja academy? grape/orange academy💀

[todayisafridaynight]

I have gotten two of my friends interested in Tsuma just by spamming GIFs so can confirm the Cutest Old Man In Media strategy has a high success rate... ON THAT NOTE. Very strong list of cuties... I Must Agree... Ikegami may be At Least A Little heinous but can't argue with that reasoning...

AND OK LISTEN. Some things I tell you are meant to be locked away in the vault never to be spoken of again... Tsutsumi's retirement is one of those... [just kidding it's fine LMAO he can do whatever makes him happy But I Will Cry I'm Sorry WE GET LIKE ONE MAINLINE GAME EVERY FOUR YEARS WHAT IF JO NEVER COMES BACK AAAA] BUT YES. YEAH. Very curious how he might do as a director...

DJKLGHJKLSDHLKS NO THAT'S THE FUNNIEST THING because I will generally just mention something in passing without actually recommending it but you'll go for it anyway😭😭😭NOT COMPLAINING. NOT COMPLAINING IN THE SLIGHTEST you have my deepest gratitude after A Lifetime of having my recommendations fall through and not being able to talk about stuff I'm into I cannot say this enough 😭😭😭😭😭but of course, definitely checking out the movie when I can :] I wish I could've watched before responding but busy day... oh well...

Speaking of! Kagerou Touge here and Tonbi here. They're both a bit less than three hours and split into two parts sooooo up to you <3 I don't remember enough about Tonbi to summarize it any better than what's on the page and It Is Best I Leave Kagerou A Surprise From Start To Finish. Bali Big Brother has been a bitch for years though unfortunately😩no subs may or may not be better than the machine-translated subs I had to work with

AGREED ON EVERYTHING ABOUT ATR NO NOTES NO ADDITIONS... YOU GET ME... KUROMI/MY MELODY-CORE SO REAL I felt like stopping and pointing whenever you could see their charms😭😭😭big fan... huge even... also the visual direction was Overall really good it is such a pretty anime and goes So Hard with the rain motif... SPEAKING OF THE FINALE WHICH I LOVED FOR THOSE SAME REASONS AS WELL Akira imagining breaking into a run to kiss Kondo on the cheek in the "date" ep but when she actually does it in real life it's a hug... as friends... broooooooo 😭😭😭😭😭

can't believe you're just hoarding keisuke gifs from me 😭 yes ive seen all of the show but STILL BUT REGARDLESS I'M GLAD YOU GOT OTHERS ON BOARD truly love this show a lot for keisuke... even beyond him tho not only is the cast really lovely but again i really love where the story went and how it all culminated in its last episodes..

and LISTEN Yes Ikegami Is A Lil Rank. Comes With Being A Yakuza but i do not have many options out of the charas ive seen tsutsumi play 😔 we been through this ttm is either very heinous or very serious in his films.... have to be careful..... plus i still think him smiling so much during the filming of the movie was cute, he's just a little silly to me 😔

but if tsutsumi isn't due to come back cause of his career, i gotta be the one to rip the bandaid off an assume jo prob won't return after this game. which either means 1.) joins the graveyard of tsutsumi charas 2.) He Somehow Gets Out Just Fine ???? And Just Does His Own Thing ???? Alone ???? either way... very intrigued to see what LaD8 has in store with that in mind...

there's some evil parasite in my brain that makes me immensely interested in things- like i accidentally went down a rabbit hole on The Superman Curse after someone made an aside comment about the latest flash movie DO NOT mention things to me because i will investigate it thoroughly... AND IM GLAD I DO CAUSE I FIND GEMS LIKE THESE !!!!!!!!! with that said i hope you enjoy the movie if you get to it !! (❁´◡`❁)

AND SPEAKING OF EPIC THANK YOU SO MUCH !!! i wouldn't mind with auto-generated subs tbh.... i've worked with less honestly BUT for now i'll see to watchin these two tonight ||ヽ(*￣▽￣*)ノミ|Ю

I REALLY LOVED THE RAIN THEME OF AtR. like Yeah That's On The Label BUT STILL it really fit the title so well... AND YAYA THE PARALLEL IN THE DATE EP FANTASY VS THE FINAL EP REALITY.... cinema.. LITERAL cinema i LOVE so so much the direction the anime went with their relationship... i said it enough but it's just so refreshing and great to see...

#long post #snap chats #all of this said tho i will be saddened when ttm does eventually retire. an inevitability it cant be helped but yk.. #But Again Ultimately i still wish him the best in his career and the rest of his life when that day comes ! #wont stop me from enjoying his older (and potentially newer :]) works (❁´◡`❁) #O BUT REAL i totally get havin stuff you rec or mention in earnest be brushed off #so whenever people tell me bout stuff i'm always willing to give it a try if i think it's interesting enough #esp if they're really passionate about it. i always feel bad for dampening people's passion one way or another #so i keep my mind wide open :) one day my curiosity/earnestness will be the death of me #but so far it's shown me. A Lot of ttm and nakai films that i love PLUS AtR SO not complaining yet !!!!! #AtR really is super good.... ive made small scribbled for it for myself but i must find ways to make Anyone camero in my comics... #its the only way i can Vaguely share my other interests with people at this point LMAO but anyways... moving on so i dont give hope... #timing's perfect i wasn't sure what to do for the rest of the night other than watch game speedruns so MOVIE TIME IT IS !!!!! #kagerou looked really interesting to me so ill start there...