I'm learning that the normal things that bore people (long car rides, stereotypical chores like cleaning, waiting in a line, etc) are actually things I tend to be perfectly content doing, which makes me wonder if maybe when I say I'm bored, it's actually something else.
Like for context I'm disabled and because of it I don't have school or work. I also don't have any public activities I participate in recreationally like clubs or something. So I'm just sitting alone at home all day, no money or car because of my disability. And I can only focus for so long on things like Netflix or YouTube. I can't get into video games anymore, I can't focus on drawing usually.
It's to the point that I've started getting annoyed when people talk about how "everyone" has stuff they need to do because *I don't* and I fucking hate it. I don't know, maybe it's just a lack of meaning in my life? Like there's no real reason for me to do anything... no one *needs* me to draw, to watch TV, to play video games... the only useful things I do are talk to other people and clean, but whenever I can't do those things, I think I may as well be asleep
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the armorer for blorbo bingo?
HIIII OLLY :D
I havent seen much of any armourer content at all actually so I cant say that the fandom is wrong about her (except for that weird era where people were convinced she was working with Moff Gideon. Armourer bbg get behind me)
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i know i complain about this all the time but i cant stand how every time a bad looking movie or show is coming out a bunch of people rush to go "we can bully them into fixing it like we did with sonic!!!" even though 99 percent of the time the thing theyre complaining about isnt comparable to the sonic movie thing at all and whoever is saying that clearly knows nothing about how the sonic movies were made and why the redesign was possible Biting scratching killing
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I get like a dozen or so people that follow this blog every week and um... sorry to be the bearer of bad news but this blog is probably going to dead for the foreseeable future. Not doing any full blown projects in this fandom anymore, the damage to my mental health isn't worth it, and I can't say I've been a big fan of what the people in it have done to me. Maybe one day I'll finish this up but that day won't be any time soon.
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