#cause alex really couldnt help it

[typeobby]

Hi Sweet🖤

could I get something Ghostface!Alex Keller x f!reader?

Along the lines of she knows what/who Alex is so she asks to have the experience of being chased by him randomly. You can make it nsfw if you do that.

Feel free to change this according to how you're inspired though, there's no rush either.

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A CHASE

warnings: muder, gore?, sight nsfw, non cannon

ft: slasher!alex keller x f!reader (even tho i mostly used ‘you)

notes: HIHIHI yesyes ofcc 😭 also thank u sm for being my first request i forgot to put horror characters as who i also write for lmao my writing can b a little iffy at times so lmk if theres anything i needa improve on xx

You were always a fan of alexs work, the way he drove that knife so smoothly into their skin, the way he would always hide from the police, the way he was so sneaky, all of it. You couldn’t help but be amazed.

You were in your tiny shared kitchen scrubbing the shit out of his killing knife, running your fingers across the sharp blade. You couldnt help but feel the heat arise to your cheeks, and your legs.

Alex would come out the bathroom, his hair wet, his normal blue eyes still chased with thrill from his last hunt, his toned muscle and skin mesmerising in this state. You couldnt help the words to come flying out your mouth

“Alex, darling?” you would ask with shaky moist hands “i-i your work, can you” fuck how do i say this “can you chase me tonight, knife and all” you would splutter out not thinking about what you were saying.

Alex would freeze right in his tracks looking at you like you were crazy but also, in awe?

“Dove, do you really want me to?” he would move closer to your, grabbing your waist with his worked out hands, his breath hot against your neck. You would quickly nod your head hoping he would get the message, luckily he did.

“alright sweetheart get ready, and we’ll meet at the park” he would whisper in your ear seductively grabbing his knife as tracing it on the kitchen counter before leaving.

(ONTO THE GOOD SHITTT)

You were hiding behind a tree trying to get best out of view, holy shit this was scary but fucking hell how much this turned you on. You could hear his footsteps coming closer and closer his heavy boots thumbing, you had to cover your mouth with your hands to shush your breathing

“bunny, bunny, bunny where are you?” he would sigh his knife tracing over some trees leaving a mark. In all your might you fought the urge to jump out and let him take you whole, but you didnt. Lost in thought he found you.

“awe how cute, hiding behind a tree, classic” he would move closer to you pointing his butchers knife high, ready to stab, ready to wound.

As it was norma instinct, the adrenaline would rush in causing you to jump out of ur position and run, sprint. The cold brisk air with your heavy panting was eutrophic. Having your loving, dangerous boyfriend chase after you like he did his victims. He was right behind your arse. One small wrong move and you were done. It was muddy and bumpy a easy way to fuck up, it was dark also so thats even worse. You would turn your head to see how far he was, he was life 3ft away. fuckfuckfuckfuck

Suddenly a large chopped down tree stump was in your way while u were distracted causing you to trip over and leaving a deep graze your knee, a trickle off blood running down your knee, you would turn around to find Alex right behind you. His knife right against your neck. The cold metal digging slightly into your skin, his spare hand cupping both your cheeks squeezing tightly. His tounge swiftly licking the blood from your neck.

“We all know what happens to bunnys when they get found”

#alex keller x reader #alex keller #gn!reader #141 x reader #rodolfo parra x reader #farah x reader #yandere blog #poly 141 #graves x reader #alejandro vargas x reader #gaz x reader #slashers #killer au #ghost x reader #slight smut #soap x reader

[moonshynecybin]

i don’t have a fic summary but ! lotr au in some way shape or form….. i need to know what our little guys would be doing in middle-earth (except for bezz and cele - i already know in my heart that they’re hobbits frolicking around, causing all sorts of mischief together)

this is my FAVORITE MOVIE. my little hobbit boys.... okay so like literally we MUST. make vale an elf king here right. like he HAS to be. maybe galadrielesque in the sense that he absolutely must play the gandalf role here as well as plot impetus and magical de facto sage of the party that occasionally fucks off to do wizard shit but still really cares about his hobbits (hobbits are all the academy boys sans luca who is also an elf and looks good doing it !). maybe pedrenzo also there to round out the gay ass gimli/legolas dynamic. marc is SO obviously the displaced boy prince of gondor to me... hes human. good with a blade and better with a horse. literally refuses to leave his brother's side...

so in this cele (WHO ELSE) gets left with the one ring and the academy boys plus vale set off on an ADVENTURE to help cast it into the fires of mordor... (bezz would make such a good samwise he loves his friends SOOOOO bad. literally cele voice bez im going alone. bez: of course you are but im coming with you !!!!) along the way they pick up marc, alex, and pedrenzo in rivendell but uh. uh-oh. it looks like im assigning vale a THIRD narrative role here as ARWEN bc him and marc are EX LOVERS who BROKE UP some indiscriminate amount of time ago due to vale attempting to give up his IMMORTALITY. and marc couldnt stomach that but vale couldnt stomach watching him DIE. so the vibes are truly wild the entire trip. especially with pedrenzo there lmao. like literally vale and marc looking at each other across a battlefield marc in polished armor glinting red with blood in the sunshine and vale in fine elf wear not a spot of grime anywhere near him. but still with those fucking sideburns. marc has NEVER!!! taken off the necklace vale gave him and its the brightest thing on the battelfield... the only way vale can make sure he's safe

meanwhile pan to bez carrying cele up a mountain in the most homoerotic way possible... talking about the flowers in the shire and the parties they had as boys... the ale they shared with pecco and mig and luca... wishing they had gotten up the courage to talk about their feelings before this whole mess started...

#vale is working. he is employed in this story. he is gandalf he is galadriel he is arwen. he is booked he is busy... #pedrenzo as gimli and legolas DOES make me laugh. gay ass orc killing competition. pan to marc tortured by responsibility and elf pussy #motogp #callie speaks #asks #rosquez #THANK YOU ELLE !!!!

[kindnessisweakness2]

Delusional - Part 25

Delaney stood in her now empty room infront of her vanity. She had showered and was currently trying to tame her curly hair with one hand. Her shoulder was unbelievably sore and she didn't want to risk breaking the stitches by waving her arm around. "Baby let me help" Jax's voice was soft and she could tell by his tone he was worried about her. Having been held hostage for a day and shot at, how could he not? Sighing in defeat, knowing there was no way she was going to be able to do it alone she held her hair tie out towards him. "Just pile it on top of my head. The last thing I give a shit about is looking presentable." Jax kissed her head as he made eye contact with her through the vanity mirror. "Your beautiful. Always." Smiling at him, she couldn't help but think that she almost lost him today. Almost lost everything. Because of him. Gently taking hold of her long curls Jax twisted them into a messy bun on top of her head like he had seen her do thousands of times before. "You don't have to do this y'know? I can take care of it.." Spinning around, the look on her face alone stopped Jax speaking. "This. This is my choice. This is something i have to do. Closure. Whatever the fuck you wanna call it." Stepping around him, she continued to speak as she pulled on one of his SAMCRO jackets and zipped up the front. "Look, the amount of hurt he has caused me. What me made me lose and what i almost lost yesterday, i need to face him. I need to watch it happen. Know he is really gone." Delaney took Jax's hands in hers and looked up at him. His blue eyes held nothing but concern and love, and it honestly made her want to melt. The safety and love he gave her was something she had never had before, even from her own parents. And she will spend every day of the rest of her life with him feeling like she didn't deserve it. "I love you. And i know your looking out for me. Us.." She moved their hands to rest on her lower belly. "But this is something I'm not going to let go. If i dont confront this, dont face him, he will haunt me forever. It will bleed all over our relationship, our future and that is not something im going to let happen. " Jax nodded and kissed her gently. "Im with you. Always." Smiling against his lips, she captured him in another kiss. "Always."

An hour later and they were pulling up outside the warehouse on the edge of the Wahiwah land. Delaney would be lying if she said she was fine. Sickness rolled through her stomach from the moment they left the house, but she wasn't going to tell Jax that. If he thought for one second she was anything other than fine he would pull the plug on the whole thing. Stepping off the bike and pulling her helmet off, she made her way towards Opie. Wrapping her arms around his middle, he leaned down and enveloped her in a massive bear hug. "You had us all scared for a second there, D." Smiling up at him, Delaney pushed her fallen curls from her eyes. "Im always fine Ope. Cant die yet, Donna still hasn't made me that dinner she promised." Opie laughed loudly at the mention of his wifes cooking. "Yeah youll wish you had when you try her food. I love my wife, but fucking hell she cant cook for shit. You'll have to give her some tips D." The lighthearted moment was cut short as Happy made his way out of the warehouse. No words were exchanged as he made his way to Delaney and scooped her up into a hug. He held her for a long moment, before putting her down and stepping back. Happy was a man of small words but him and Delaney had always been close. She knew she could call on him whenever she needed and he would do anything to keep her safe. She couldnt explain how happy she was when he patched into SAMCRO, meaning he could stay in charming. "Hes ready." Delaney's smile wiped from her face instantly. Reaching out her hand to Jax, they made their way in together. Lets get this over with, once and for all. That was all Delaney could think.

Walking into the room where Alex was held filled Delaney with mixed emotions. He hung from the ceiling in a very similar position to how she did when he took her all those months ago. His arms stretched above his head in a position she new all to well how painful it was. As soon as she stepped into the room, a grin spread across his face. "Oh how disappointing, i thought id killed you." Delaney took a shaky breath before stepping close to him. Her Anger resurfacing at the sight of him. "Sorry for the inconvenience, but I'm very much alive and kicking." Bringing up her knee hard and fast she rammed it in his groin. The noise of pain he let out music to her ears. Turning around to Jax she held her hand out for his knife, which he gladly produced. "I'm not going to stand here and beg you to tell me why you did it, any of it. It's just you. Who you are. Your fucking rotten from the inside out. Theres only one thing i want to know." Tracing the tip of the knife down his chest Delaney had to fight the urge to plunge it in to his breast bone. For the tip of it to graze his hateful heart. For him to burn with pain like she did every day she was with him. "Whats the connection between you and Dr Knowles?" Alex smirked at her. "I cant believe it took you this long to work out. You really are stupid. We both had something in common. We both wanted you and that biker bastard away from each other. Except i wanted you dead and she wanted him to herself." Delaney drove her elbow into his sternum at the admission. She couldnt believe he told her outright. She expected him to toy with her, to make it a game. He groaned painfully as he swung back on the chain he was connected to. She hit him again and again, years worth of anger and pain spurring her on. "Do you think You'll be able to do it?" He spat out "you really think you'll be able to kill me? Even if you manage to do it, itll haunt you forever. The truth of what you did. Just like what you did to that Idiot Kevin does. Just like your baby haunts you." Delaney's eyes watered at his words. "It haunts you deep inside. The pain of it. You carry it dont you? And its heavy. The guilt. That you should've protected it. Just think of what my death will do to you. Ill always be around Laney. Always be in the back of your mind. That voice in your head. Always reminding you Who you really are. Little Laney, Never good enough. You should be thanking me anyway!" He spoke fast blood trickling from his mouth. "Thank you? What the fuck am i thanking you for you delusional prick?" She spat as she glared into his cold eyes. "I did you a favour. You'd be a shit mom Laney. Your not mom material. If you were you'd never have lost the first one. Your weak. You dont deserve to be a mom." Stepping back like she'd been struck, Delaney's back met Jax's chest and he quickly wrapped his arms around her. Tears fell from her cheeks at the taunts from Alex, and her stomach twisted at the satisfaction that spread across his face. He got to her and he knew it. One last dig. And by fuck did it hurt.

"Breathe baby. He's full of shit. Please let me handle it." Jax's worried tone filled her ears. Gripping the knife tightly, she tried to breathe deep. Tried to get a hold on herself. She promised herself she wasnt going to let him do this. Wasnt going to let him get to her. What a fucking lie that was. Stepping out of Jax's arms, She wiped her tears angrily. She wasnt doing this. Not anymore. She was done. Looking Alex directly in the eyes she drove the knife into his stomach. "Hate to break it to you asshole. I'm Pregnant." Pulling the knife back she jammed it into his throat. "I fucking WIN." She spat angrily. She stood there watching the light fade from his eyes. The sick Part of her enjoying it. Stepping back shakily, she dropped the knife to the floor. "See you in hell fucker." Turning around, her eyes fell on a wide eyed Happy and a worried looking Jax.

He's gone. He was actually gone. Never again would she have to look over her shoulder for fear of being snatched. He couldn't hurt her or her family ever again.

So tell me why Delaney still felt terrified on the inside?

Why did she not feel free?

#jax teller x reader #sons of anarchy #jax teller imagine #jax teller #jax teller x oc #sons of anarchy imagine #sons of anarchy fanfiction

[sweethvnny]

dream and quackity when they're fans find out they're married (seperate)

request? yes | no

hi, so i wondering for an dream or quackity their married but like their fans know but like their actually friends don’t know. they think that their dating and it just fanbase. like they been married for two years and one day online they say husband-wife things to each other than y/n shows her ring everyone shocked !

genre: fluff, romantic, irl, gender neutral, they/them

warnings:

notes: "but it would just be a theory" A GAME THEORY (sorry i couldnt help myself😩😩) not proofread. rebligs are appreciated<3

dream

he would make subtle signs that you were both married. responding to your tweets with "i love you wifey" or things like that.

everyone thought it was just a cute nickname. but they were so wrong. yet, there were some that thought that you two were actually married but it would just be a theory and no one really paid that much attention to it

everyone found out that you were married when you posted a picture of a plushie and they saw your ring.

you posted a picture of a dino plushie that dream had gotten you a few months ago as a gift. you were able to hold it in your hand since it wasn't that big.

they saw a diamond ring and everyone in the replies joked about you being married with dream

one specifically said "are you married to dream or something? /j"

and you replied with "yea what about it?" but you quickly deleted it as soon as it got posted

unfortunately, people still saw it. they were all shocked and some were making jokes on how they were right. (about you and dream actually being married)

a few hours later, dream had made a tweet saying that you two have been married for two years and that you both didn't really say anything since you thought it wasn't needed.

in the end, everyone was fine with it. they were just extremely shocked that you were actually married.

quackity

the only reason people know that you were together in the first place was cause it accidently slipped out.

he was streaming and someone asked if the two of you were dating or were ypu actually just friends.

"well, they're my friend. that's for sure. but technically they're not? i mean we've been dating- oh."

anyways, people found out you were married when he forgot tp remove his wedding ring before a stream.

people in chat were making jokes on how the two were actually married and not just dating

he joked about it as well before he accidently said you two were married... again.

"me and y/n? married? yeah." he said under his breath with a serious tone. "i mean- no. no. no. no-"

chat was freaking out and so was alex. he didn't really like people knowing about his personal life.

in the end, before ending stream he announced that he was actually married to you, for 2 years.

he stated boundaries (like don't try to find personal info, etc.) and even called you to vouch for him. (vouch that the both of you were married)

ever since that day, from time to time he shares pictures of the two of you on dates, vacations, etc. but only one or two pictures, he'd rather keep some to himself. it's like his little secret with you.

#dream smp x reader #mcyt #mcyt x reader #mcyt imagine #quackity x reader #quackity imagine #quackity headcanon #dreamwastaken headcanon #dreamwastaken x reader #dreamwastaken imagine

[viktormaru]

~ Here’s a bunch of Omen (and radiants) Headcanons of mine ~

This is kinda of spoilers for my fic im writing but whatever. I need to give some bg on how I think Radiants work in the Valorant universe. Also goes a little, just a toe tip, into nsfw zone. Feel free to ask abt anything else specifically PLEASE

THE VOID

I think there are multiple universes (canon) and in between them runs a plane which I’ve been calling The Void bcs i havent come up with a name yet. The First Light was energy from the void leaking into other planes and thus giving humans super powers.

The void is a plane of death that exists between AND within other planes. Everything inside it is dead but its also dormant energy

When a radiant calls on their powers what theyre doing is pulling energy from the void. It gets transformed when it goes through them and comes out as something else. Some people have been even blessed and trained enough that they can turn the energy into living things (Sage, Skye) though it seems the energy seems to want to take shapes of things it once was more than something new or unknown.

When energy leaks from the void it comes out as crystal, aka radianite. Thats raw energy, but because it wasn’t filtered through anything (or anyone) it is not as powerful as it could be, though still one hell of an energy source.

People could technically generate more power than radianite, but their puny human bodies wouldn’t sustain the damage.

Everything that lives comes from the void and everything that dies goes back to it. It’s the circle of life.

With that being said here comes

OMEN

When the first light happened, Omen at first didn’t show any powers. Until he started making this shiny dust out of nowhere. With time he realized he was indeed a radiant and that what he could do was pull raw energy from the void, and thus create radianite from thin air. An amazing thing. It was all fun and games until he realized he couldnt really control his powers. Slowly his fingers started crystalizing and soon he was coughing dust and stuff. He turned to Kingdom for both a profit and help.

Kingdom started doing experiments with him to create a machine that would pull radianite from the other side just like him, but the repeated tests only accelerated the process of slowly but surely killing him. Until and “accident” with the machine happened where it was turned on with him and cause his body to be broken down in a molecular level as it tried to pull itself together.

Omen’s power went from pulling raw energy to pulling dead energy, drawing nothing but shadows and oppressive feelings that came with death.

Omen’s body is like a mix of Alex Mercer (Prototype) and Deadpool (Marvel) to me. Deadpool in the sense that although it is dying and breaking apart at the seams, it is also trying to rebuild itself. And Mercer in the sense that Omen died, and all that was left was pure radianite, trying to pass for life to the point of gaining consciousness and trying to become the shape of the man it imprinted on.

Explaining that imprinted part, Omen can hear/see people’s memories after they die. It’s even better if they’re recently dead, but when a soul dies it travels back into the void, and his connection to the void makes it so that he can hear them.

Because of it, Omen’s memories are fragmented in more than one way. He barely knows any from his original body, but he collects others from dead people, and it gets kinda confusing sometimes telling where they belong.

For the same reason above, his body sometimes tries to become different people, though the changes are usually slow and subtle enough they still close to an average. Omen will sometimes gain or lose a few inches of weight or a few kilos of muscle or fat and sometimes even get different sex characteristics. It’s mostly involuntary from his part.

His skin texture goes from regular skin to a harder and smoother texture at times. It seems like his body is an almost translucent green/cyan that is constantly being swallowed by shadows. Kinda like his body was made of radianite (like when Sage revives someone) but the dead energy is trying to take over it. Some images that kinda show what i mean: (left is the crystal body, right is how i imagine the shadows look like “taking over”)

Omen’s body IS unstable and threatening to tear apart. To “forget” his real shape and scattered into nothingness. You can see him having full body twitches and shudders that get worse while he’s under distress. Those twitches and tears can be painful.

One way Omen has found that helps soothe his anxieties and keep his body held together is by literally applying pressure to his body into shape. Which is why he’s always wearing compression bandages and armor. He likes weighted blankets too because of it. (And in a way hugs, but he is too disgusted by himself to wish for those).

When Omen teleports, what he does is basically let his body scatter and then reform it somewhere else. Bits of him are scattered through the other plane while he does it and it’s how he travels longer distances. For shorter distances it’s easier. Still, he can only do it because his body IS trying to keep his “real” shape, so it remembers what it should come back to. Omen wears close fitted special (light carbon fiber) clothes and armor that hes familiar with so he can reform them as well.

When Omen is scattered he dies, he becomes just radianite again (thats why Skye “loses” him), which means he also doesnt feel anything when in that form. He however rebuilds himself and ta-da, back at it again.

(Fun fact, When Yoru ults he goes through that same death plane. The mask keeps him alive there. Omen would also die if he went fully there)

He could technically bring things and other people with him but there’s an immense risk of parts of the other thing/person being left behind or reformed wrong, so he doesnt so it.

His Paranoia skill is him extending that connection from the void into other people. Seeing death and the nothingness brings out the voices and with it, fear.

Sometimes the things there make him scared too. Not so much nowadays.

On the note of pain, his body’s constant changes will often make him feel pain in varying degrees. Sometimes it’s enough to keep him out of missions. Sometimes his body will change to something not too natural and it’s a trip to Sage with a medical leave. It’s always very intriguing but they have yet to find a solution other than trying to heal him and waiting for it to pass.

Omen’s face looks like that because it’s how he sees himself. It is however a bit of an illusion. Since his face is engulfed in shadows it is very hard to tell what you’re looking at even when glaring directly at it. Any light pointed at it just gets swallowed, reflecting nothing really back. The slits of light in his face are always shifting, just like his body and sometimes will take the form of a spiral or a circle or very strange slashes or even sometimes little eyes (like in the beta of the game).

Omen has a nose and a mouth, you just can’t really see it, but you can touch it, that is if he allows you, which he probably wont. In theory he could make his face look like a regular face, but even he is unaware of that.

Omen eats and drinks and does his duties just like any other person, though he’s gotten used to going long periods of time without eating. He doesnt like doing it in front of other people so he does it alone. He usually tastes food just fine though sometimes he loses that sense (sometimes he loses the sense of touch too)

Between the ever changing body, the fragmented memories and being able to hear the other plane, Omen’s attention span and memory for things is quite bad. Holding long conversations is hard and long mission meetings are even rougher. For that reasons he tends to avoid talking too much.

It’s no mystery Omen despises what he is. He doesn’t think of himself as a person and one of his main driving forces really is just taking revenge on all responsible for what he became. He knows its a self destructive path which is why he doesnt bother too much with emotional connections. Still, he’s not purposefully mean to those around him, and they certainly shows him a kindness he thinks he doesnt deserve, which is why hes mostly at peace around most other agents.

He doesn’t like loud sudden noises and avoids large gatherings bcs of it. It makes him lose focus and losing focus often means losing track of himself (mentally and even physically).

On the other hand he loves quiet repetitive tasks such as knitting. He has also learned how to sew and tried painting a few times. He likes solving puzzles too and will try baking in the future most likely. He loves routine too and has been seen taking care of Sage’s plants for her on more than one occasion.

He keeps journals and stuff to write down anything he can’t forget, from appointments and tasks to important bits about himself or his past.

He usually shows affection by just being around, doing his own thing, though, in privacy, he’d love to just touch and be touched by someone he cares for.

He has an alright libido, that’d probably get stronger if he did start getting physical with someone, though his self image issues would usually lead to him trying to just please his partner while he stayed fully covered.

Thats all i can think rn tbh hope u enjoyed the read, again, if u have any hcs u wanna send me or have any questions hit me up! I love talking abt it

#omen #valorant omen

[soft-boi-eli]

Mcyts helping a trans masc after top surgry (part 2)

Tw:swearing, mentions of surgry, softness.

Karl

This sweet ass man.

You are just laying on your bed, well sitting really, when he came in.

He had a fuck ton of balloons. And a large box.

Karl seemed like a child on christmas.

Placing the balloons down he handed you the surprisingly light box.

He was gently bouncing as he waited for you to open it.

It shocked you how it even fit in the box.

It was a huge frog bed.

You realized with a pillow you would be able to sleep in it perfectly.

"I knew it was uncomfortable sleeping like that so I got something that should make it a bit more comfortable."-karl

You loved it.

Sadly you couldnt use it till those drains were out though.

He was right though that was definitely more comfortable then laying on a bed only.

He didnt think it through though. And got sad when he wasn't able to fully cuddle you.

But he found out that he could lay on your lap and legs.

You both enjoyed it.

Also he might be a bit squeamish when it came to your chest drains but he was helpful with them.

He helped you clean them and your wounds, he was very, very gentle.

He didnt want to hurt you.

"You know it's ok to do it a little harder. It wont hurt."-(y/n)

"But I dont want to hurt you. I know this doesn't hurt."-karl.

It was sweet. But got kinda annoying sometimes when he couldnt get something off. But he never got angry or frustrated. Just kept very gentle.

I imagine that when he was cleaning your new scars, Jimmy came to see if you got his balloons and if you doing good.

You two were in the living room bowl of warm soapy water, in a large plastic bowl, and karl gently wiping off all of the crust around the scars.

You fell asleep before karl finished and karl was finishing up when jimmy came in.

"Karl. They're alseep."-jimmy

"Yeah but this needs to be cleaned. It doesn't hurt them."-karl

Jimmy and karl literally just sat there till you woke up.

You thanked jimmy for the balloons and thanked karl for helping you clean those wounds.

Karl didnt mind though. Cause this sweet heart cares for you and just wants you to feel better and feel comfortable.

Quackity

He loves you and all but dont expect him to help with the surgical sight.

He'll do everything for you except clean your wounds and drain those drains.

He loves to hug you and kept you warm.

He would stream but you were always behing the green screen so no one would see you.

"Alex. Can you get me to book I left in the living room. I feel like shit still."-(y/n)

He was very quick to get it. And I mean he bolted out got it and brought it in the span of a minute. He gave you a light kiss on the forehead, and whispered.

"Anything for you mi amoir."-quackity.

You gave him a smile.

"Simp."-(y/n)

He gasped offended and looked at you.

"Well only for you though."-quackity.

I imagine as a get well gift quackity would get you something to remind you of him when he streams.

Large duck push.

He knew that his streams could last a long time so he decided it was best if you had a snuggle buddy to help you stay in position.

If the duck got dirty he was cleaned nearly immediately by quackity.

If the duck falls off the bed quackity gently yeets it onto the bed where you can reach.

He might of gotten jealous of the duck a few times. But he seemed to get over it when you went to hugging him instead. Sadly it wasnt that easy to but still none the less you gave him hugs too.

Dont neglect you quack boi.

He needs hugs like you do.

Give them to him. These are the only times you get cuddles. Other then that he is making food, getting you comfy, and fixing your pillows and shit like that.

He is now a maid.

Not sexually though. He just cleans the house, get you things you need, and makes food.

He is helpful.

Just not with the cleaning process of your wounds. And that's fine. He keeps you comfy and that's all that matters.

Also if your cold in the middle of hot ass summer and asking for more blankets he would look at you crazy. Like what the fuck?

But you have them lightly fluttered over you.

He wants you comfy. Even if that means you looking like your boiling alive in the middle of july.

If your happy he's happy. That's how it goes

Badboyhalo

Badboyhalo?

More like dadboyhalo.

He is not going to let you do anything.

Your surgical incisions? He's cleaning them.

Your drains? He's got you.

Your getting alot of soup and smoothies. He even joins in on your so called diet so you wont get jealous about what he has.

Rat is all over you. Sensing the pain you were having and cuddling you completely. Your laps is almost always taken by rat.

Badboyhalo doesn't really care if rat gets alot of attention by you. He just wants you to be comfortable.

But sometimes he gets sad that he cant fully lay with you.

But he enjoys just sitting with you and talking through the nights you cant really sleep.

He gets you a stuffed cat, you use it mainly as a pillow and sometimes hug it when bad is streaming.

"It reminded me of you when I saw it."-bad

Your heart melted.

He loved your reactions to the little sweet gesters he did. It brought him joy to know you were able to relax and trust him at this moment and time.

You get a free swearing pass. He knows you hurt really bad at times but he lightly says language when on stream.

You understood though. He had kids watching too.

You were grumpy one day, bad took rat because of a rat cam stream. And all you wanted was to be warmed up by something else then a blanket.

You were sittinging there looking at bad as he streamed.

You could technically get up and grab rat but he my tell you not to.

So you quietly patted your lap.

Rat immediately seemed to notice and run over to you, jumping onto the bed and laying in your lap.

You felt accomplished and tired so you fell asleep.

Rat leaving made the chat confused but bad explained that you were healing from a surgery.

Chat wished you a good recovery and told bad to go and comfort you. Even though you were asleep.

He tried to explain it but the donations kept yelling at him.

So he ended stream and laid next to you and rat.

This was comfortable.

Eret

Eret, they were a whole 'nother story.

This fabulous being is like a maid service in one.

They have two outfits they wore when you were upset.

A maid outfit and a butler outfit.

You just got home, you were in pain, sitting up and swaddled in blankets and Goose was trying to smother you at this point.

Eret was streaming and you were sitting there in the background, blankets, pain, and goose exsiting.

You didnt know eret was talking about you because you were falling asleep. Eret nor you expected what their followers did.

Her door was bombarded with packages addressed to you. Decorated with words about getting well soon, that they were proud of you, even some saying you were their rolemodle.

Eret decided to have a stream of you opening them.

Let's just say alot of them were food, candies, even foreign food and drinks. Someone made you a homemade blanket in the trans colors.

Best part about that blanket, it was heated.

You were using it immediately as you were freezing.

Eret just chuckled and rubbed your shoulder as you opened them.

Needless to say they are proud of you, happy that you were one huge step closer to who you were.

All they wanted was your happiness.

Niki

She's a sweetheart.

Need I say more?

Well I will because fuck you I can.

Constant cuddles, be it only her head in your lap, it is almost always happening.

When you have to take your pain meds she is instantly on it, do you want soup or a smoothie? You cant decide? She'll make it a surprise.

If you dont live with her then you're staying with her while you are recovering. She doesn't want you alone when you are in pain.

You'll be bedridden until she thinks you're okay.

If she deems you as not fit for doing something she's on it. Drop you glasses for reading/drawing/writing/typing. You bet your ass as soon as she heard that clack and you groan she's picked it up and it's on your lap.

Also makes sure you're good with streaming.

If you say your good with it that day it's a calm stream. There is no lore happening when you're healing everyone was fine with that due to the fact that niki would have to sit out and the lore was with her as well so that couldn't happen.

Will came to visit...

Saw you, took pity, and now you're stuck with two people showering you in affection and comfort.

You saw Wilbur as a brother. And wilbur saw you as his younger brother. So he literally felt the pain when he saw you wince.

Niki thought it was cute and comforted both of you.

Anyways she saw something before your surgery and decided that you needed it.

It would make you feel better.

It made you laugh.

You regretted laughing but loved the hoodie.

It fit so well and it was beautiful, you also were thinking about buying it one day because you could.

But niki beat you to it.

Wilbur didnt stop laughing.

I mean who blames him.

You literally just Yeeted your tits. And niki got you something that said yeet right on top of it.

It worked perfectly.

Also when niki's not cuddling you zuko is.

End of story, you're seriously stuck with cuddles no matter what. Be it from an animal or a human.

Wilbur wont cuddle you more of give you head pats.

Niki normally streamed with you there with her unless lore stream.

So when the second day after your surgery, she had streamed, and you weren't there her chat started asking questions. Wondering if you were good, if something happened.

That's when you raised from your dead sleep, zuko falling off your stomach, shirtless, just to go grab some sock as your toes felt like they would fall off.

Chat seemed relived but started questioning the binder and all that.

Niki explained that you got top surgery and that you were healing still.

"He's looking like he wants to die right now. Are you sure he's fully okay?"-dono

"Yeah I'm good. Just stubbed my toe as well."-you.

Niki was quick to rush over and help you back to the bed.

"Just sit down I'll get you your water hun."-niki

She was quick to fill your bottle up and place it next to you on the table next ot the bed.

She's such a big help not matter what honestly.

She loves you and will do anything for you.

I am sorry this took so long. Just had a very unstable mental state. Also sorry if they seem oc. I'm once more not on a good mental state and have been trying to work on this.

So yeah if I dont post in a bit I'm so sorry just stressing alot. Insomnia is kicking me so hard.

My grandma broke her foot, she's all good though.

And I have taken up most things in my house as I live with both my mother and grandmother still.

But yeah I apologize for the break just gonna try to let myself get better. It might take a bit. It might be quite short I dont know. I just need to get more sleep.

Eli is very tired now. Bye.

#karl x reader #niki x reader #eret x reader #quackity x reader #badboyhalo x reader #mcyt x reader #mcyt fluff

[ashpkat]

Callum was a liar.

evil!call

Callum Hunt always knew that he was the Enemy of Death. He fully regained Constantine Maddens memories at age 6 and started visiting, without knowledge of Alastair, Master Joseph at 9.

Lying at the Iron Trial was harder than he thought though, trying to make it seem like he wants to fail but actually needing to pass. It was seriously a shock when he got negative points, he thought for sure he'd fail. But he didn't, he got away with it.

Joesph told Call that there was somebody to help him at the Magisterium, he would greet them. It ended uo being Bronze Year Alex Strike. Despite Alex and Drew acting like brothers, Alex despised Call. He was fine with it.

When Aaron got kidnapped Call once again, knew. It wasnt the plan for Drew to die though. The guilt neevr catched up. Joesph and Call had a meeting, discussing certain plans and info. Call informed him that Aaron was a makar, thats when the bronze year alkahest plan was hatched.

Calls Iron year summer was eventful. To nobodys shock, Alastair knew. Havoc was Calls creation he got attached to, and the fact that Alastair was going to kill them both? It made him angry. Alastair was only merely harmed, crushed up against a wall. He couldn't hurt him just yet, they needed the alkahest.

To ensure his identity, he made all the chaos-ridden stay near Joesph during the school year. Call had gotten close with Tamara and Aaron, his lying slipped right passed them. Well he wasnt really lying, Alastair did want to kill him.

There was the Automones, Alex sent it out, really such a drama queen. Then the long car ride. But there was no run in with the chaos-ridden. Callum had to always be Callum to Aaron and Tamara.

Constantines body was destroyed, and Call was rightfully a makar. And they framed Alastair, making him look like a mad man for trying to kill both makars. They got away with the alkahest.

Call spent his Copper year Summer with his newfound counterweight Aaron. It reminded him of Jericho, but different. For starters they looked different and Aaron was team nice too. It became a problem that Call got too attached, but it was too late for him to go back on Joesph when they were close to victory.

Call felt guilty as the time grew closer and closer for use of the alkahest, he had to tell Joesph. He told Alex and he only laughed and called him weak. He could never understand what it felt like for him to lose another counterweight.

In the middle of the night he snuck out to Joesph, and he understood. Joesph had lived through the start of the war, he lived through the cause. Joesph altered the plan, he made sure the Alex would fail.

And Alex did fail, he missed the shot and escaped. Was this a victory or lose? Call really couldnt tell, but there had to be a new plan before the end of his school year.

The new plan was simple, they would frame Alex for kidnapping both Aaron and Call. It was set in motion in the middle of their Silver year.

It was easy to trick Aaron, he trusted everyone and was too nice to say no. All he had to do was ask him to walk Havoc and boom, they disappeared without a trace.

Since both Aaron and Call were "kidnapped", Call had no reason to hide his identity from him. They needed lots of new chaos-ridden for something big. But no knew war or fights had broken out for dead people to just be lying around, so Alex and Call had to make their own.

Random student suddenly went "missing" in the Magisterium, Rufus quickly found out why. Afterall, nobody had told him about Constantines "dead" body. The Masters made extra defenses, so Call couldnt make anymore chaos-ridden.

His Silver year summer went by quickly, him and Aaron practiced chaos magic and regular magic. Aaron had a couple escape attempts, but were brought back to Call by the Chaos-ridden he now had complete control over.

The first few weeks of the students Gold year went by normally until Alex bust down their front door and tormented a few iron years. He wasn't generous enough to warn them of what was about to happen next.

Master Joesph and Alex Strike both showed up at the Magisterium with hundreds of thousands chaos-ridden. Later Callum and Aaron showed up, but masked.

To make sure Aaron couldnt leave he had to stay by Calls side the entire time. What happened there was a massacre, half of the Magisteriums students were killed before Call called them off. It was something to put in the history books.

Unluckily for Call, Jasper and Tamara made it out alive. The Magisterium was under lock down, there were no classes and they called in mages from everywhere to ensure safety of their students. They all assumed Call and Aaron were dead too.

In a final ditch attempt the Masters and whatever was left of the Gold years tracked down Master Joesph. A fight went down with Tamara and a masked Call. Tamara was severely injured before a masked Aaron could stop Call.

Jasper and Aaron had a fight too, but it was more forced since Jasper didnt know it was Aaron. However Aaron was smart, and let Jasper know by using chaos magic. The message got through.

Aaron was rescued by Jasper and Ceila. Alex attemped to use the alkahest but was tackled by Tamara and every got away safely.

Still having access to his wrist band Call unleashed the chaos-ridden in the Magisterium only a day after Aarons rescue. Call was still masked as he fought Aaron, knowing he was still weak from his fight with Jasper.

Call won the fight, but at an expense. In order to overpower Aaron Call had to unlease chaos. He unmasked himself, Tamara failed to fight him, he was her best friend who was presumably dead.

What happened to Aaron? Whats next is self explanatory.

One will fail, one will die, and one is already dead.

#the magisterium #callum hunt #aaron stewart #magisterium #fanfic #jasper dewinter #chaoswitch #angst with a sad ending #chaotic evil

[eldritchqueerture]

i did hold back before but...i crave your thoughts on 122 👉👈 (also i hope nothing I've said before clouds your judgement lol)

hell yeah lets go!! i really enjoyed doing the previous one so if there's more you'd like me to do then shoot!

ok honestly i don't remember this one. the title is zombie and all i remember is the statement was about zombies and i think jon is freshly out of the coma and alludes that he feels like a zombie?? thats what you get for binging the whole thing

anyways

hi alex

it did appear by magic! georgie was on it the whole time

tim ;_;

OK BUT HONESTLY yall really fucking. jon wakes up from a six month coma feeling okay and yall are like "That Is Not Right." JUST BE GLAD OH MY GOD i want to give him a hug, i know what season 4 is about and no one is happy to see him awake and alive (aside from Martin), no one lets Jon know they're glad he's there and im soooooooooo mad

GEORGIE I LOVE YOU BUT YOU GOTTA STOP OH MY GOD

ohhhhhh okay i remember what the statement was about

okay gosh, this one really makes you think. it does hit me a bit, the "i know what my pain and joy feel like but when i look at the others i dont feel anything", that would be a study of empathy and how it works. i always relate stuff to myself because i basically major in self-study (and also subjective learning) and sometimes i do relate to that. like i just have an emotional obstacle and i can't read people at all, and even if i want to empathize and try to feel what they're feeling, it's just not there and i have to remind myself that they are in the emotion right now even if i am not and like, communication is so so important. but sometimes, i get the exact opposite of that and i just feel people's emotions translated into my own, what i imagine they're feeling at the moment and it's really really intense i don't know what i wanted to say anymore. let's carry on

i like danielle. same girl, i also find explaining shit to others really helpful with learning

ok but this concept of philosophical zombies is really dangerous because yeah people might seem like they're not "feeling" their emotions fully inside, but like. not everyone is expressive. some people are very much internalizing their emotions and might be less expressive, to a point sometimes when you think that they're not feeling. i think it was a thing that shows up in autistic people sometimes? i might be wrong, i don't remember and im not doing any fact checking rn. but take me, for example, i am very much not an expressive person and i have to actually put effort into unlearning internalizing every emotional reaction i have (hello trauma) because my mind has set this as a default reaction and it takes care of it outside of my consciousness at this point, resulting in dissociation. and if i dissociate, you will not see an emotion on my face that i have not consciously approved to appear there. try not feeling fake (/s)

thats actually why i think i just moved on from this statement, no thoughts. weird concept, not a fan

"liam certainly cried out when i cut his hand and he did a good impression of grief when his fish died" see thats. thats the thing that leads to unethical science experiments. i think there was a thing when some people believed babies couldnt feel pain. you can imagine what that led to. don't quote me on that but i recall something about it from my classes

but apart from my psychological brainrot, that seems to be a theme in horror, the concept of "not everyone among us has a soul/feels emotions and are just hollow, some of us are just pretending", cause it is also a thing in Curse of Strahd (dnd campaign) and i guess it is kinda scary

"a smile so fake it practically glowed" thats an interesting way to describe a fake smile

i mean, i know that this is a statement of the Stranger and all, but if I was a s1 Archivist this would seem like a classic "I'm glad you came to us with this, here's a list of mental health professionals you probably should consult while we follow up on your case"

OKAY THEORY this guy following the statement giver is an avatar of the stranger (or a manifestation or wtv) and it's not that the rest of those people were zombies or anything, the Stranger was just causing paranoia (like it did with Jon in s2) this might seem like an obvious observation but i was not thinking about this when i listened to this the first time

"(...) no research done by myself or... the team." CAN YOU HEAR ME SOBBING

"how do you know you're the same person that went to sleep" you dont! actually! there was a philosopher who was talking about that, that every minute of your life changes you and you're never the same person you were before

what did he do to mahtin.

god i really went off there didn't i? jshgwerguwrh hope you enjoyed that! and thank you for sending another one!! <3

#ask #sunflowers-and-frogs #ask game #tma #tma relisten

[thedumbdeputy]

So first is Michelle O'Connor, originally meant to be a twin, she is Alexandrias older sister.

I mentioned prior that Alex does has a family and they all are alive besides her step father but she only had 3 brothers, i wanted her to have a sister though. I havent drawn the other family member simply because they arent really involved in the story and are more backstory.

Michelle is Johns wife, she is about 33 years old. She ended up becoming a movie star at the age of 18. She grew up in hope county withthe rest of her family but moved to Hollywood and now lives here in Hope County again. She uses her home town celebrity status to get people to join the cult. Lies and promises of giving the status for joining them. When the Dep comes home to hope its more for the sake of trying to stop her sister then helping the county but realizes that she wont listen.

Second is Dane annoying Alex. He is her ex-boyfriend. The reason Dep left hope in the first place. After a rocky break up she couldnt get out of her depressive state. She moved out to Pennsylvania, hoping to start a farm or her vet career but it didnt happen.

The break was caused due to Dane cheating, she had found out and was heartbroken. Once things had ended Dane started to do Coke, although he doesnt do it anymore he does still smoke pot because its closest he'll get to being clean. He still loves her and the cheating wasnt planned but he regrets it and trys to show her that.

Alex still has resentment towards him, and ends up being with Jacob. Dean is under the impression that Alex needs help and get extremely jealous whenever she has a fang or gun for hire because "Why woukd she pick them when shes known me for years."

Im so excited to explore this and maybe even start writing about it instead of just drawing. If y'all wanna see this turned into a story I'd be more then happh to do so!

Tagging @scungilliwoman

#far cry 5 #fc5 #jacob seed #john seed #fc5 fandom #far cry art #far cry deputy #joseph seed #far cry 5 art #far cry fanart #farcry 5 #fc5 ocs #TheDumbDeputy

[doebt]

also what mods do u use for minecraft,, i wanna get some but idk what to do i just want more cute animals and plants and pretty things

also i use my laptop which can’t cope w too much lol

YESSS ANIMALS AND PLANTS AND PRETTY THINGS IS LIKE MY MAIN PURPOSE W MODS ok heres a list w links and brief descriptions so u kinda know whats going on <3 ill kind of categorise them too... 

some laptops seem way better than others at handling mods but i would say just pick and choose ur absolute favorites and if thats too much for it then take one out until its more manageable! my laptop handled mods very well but i dont think i had THIS many on it hadflkjghdfkjlghndklfjhg

under a readmore bc idk how long this will get LOL

animals:

ice and fire adds dragons and TONS of like fantasy animals and some scary mobs too!!! u can tame most of the animals and theyre all very unique and SUPER cool! u can ride some of them, theyll fight for u, etc... its very configurable like u can change spawn rates and stuff, i personally turned dragons WAY down so theyre very rare to come across, bc they kill u like instantly and also cause a ton of lag if theres a lot at once, and theyre default spawn rates are ummm too high lol. but yah this is one of the best mods i think ever probably...i love it sm its like a classic

better animal models makes vanilla animals look cuter and better and better animals plus (by the same ppl) adds a bunch of other animals that are rly cute! a lot of them are tameable and theyre very well thought out

genetic animals adds a bunch of dif breeds + colors and new breeding and feeding mechanics to farm animals, its kind of new but very well done but i really really love it! if you use it in conjuncture with better animal models, it replaces to vanilla farm animals but not the wolves and foxes and stuff, so they work very well together. also the chicken babies are like incredibly teeny tiny and adorable. and it lets you be able to ride llamas and cows with saddles and bridles... i could go on (this mod is what i use in place of animania, my favorite mod ever, but that one hasnt updated past 1.12)

alexs mobs also just adds a bunch of new animals, almost all of these are tameable and very unique, i LOVE that it adds crows lol you can also ride some of these animals once u tame them... u can also configure spawn rates for these if theres ones you dont want or want more of, etc. they update pretty often with new animals as well

realistic horse genetics is a super well done mod that makes horses come in wayyyyy more colors, it also has them come in different sizes and stuff...basically what it says in the name but its like. INCREDIBLY well done i couldnt live without it lol

exotic birds adds a ton of pretty birds! it also adds a rare phoenix you can obtain and tame, and ride, which is cool! you can keep birds in birdcages breed them and incubate eggs and all kinds of stuff

making stuff pretty:

biomes o plenty is super popular and really awesome, adds a tonnnn of new biomes with their own trees and wood types and plants and stuff! theres also some cool rare biomes (this mod also works well with all the animal mods); and some other biome mods i kinda cycle between are terraforged (also makes terrain generate better, smoother and stuff and super configurable! this works alongside mods that add biomes) and traverse is good too

macaws roofs, doors, windows, furniture, fences, etc are good for making ur houses pretty! i havent done much w this yet bc i havent built a house since i got it, but it looks really nice

diagonal fences does what it says on the can its suuper convenient and i like it a lot since i make a lot of animal pastures hehe... and it works with custom fences (so if you have macaws fences it will work for those too!)

fairy lights adds paper lanterns and string lights which look way better than torches! also lets u make flag banners and stuff

falling tree lets you chop a tree down in 1 swoop, and automatically destroys the floating leaves so u dont have floating trees and stuff everywhere...might seem cheaty but i like it lol (i also use this in place of dynamic trees, which makes trees BEAUTIFUL but, again, hasnt updated past 1.12)

i also use the unity resource pack (i like this one bc it makes colors more coordinated and muted! my ocd lollll i also like mizunos of courseee) and sildurs vibrant shaders (sildurs is pretty graphics intensive but the lite or medium versions are less so! there are also less intense shaders out there, this is just the one i use)... for shaders to work u need optifine (which also adds dynamic lighting! i.e torches will light the way when you hold them without placing them, stuff like that. its also just good to have, it optimises your game better to prevent lag)

SO YEAH LOL those are all the mods i use rn! some of these have dependents you have to download to make them work (like biomes o plenty requires open terrain generator) but they tell u that on the download pages and stuff, just look out for that <3 also most of these mods have wikis if you wanna know how to tame an animal or crafting recipes and stuff like that, i pretty much keep the wikis open whenever im playing lol. idk how much u know abt the like process of installing mods n stuff but if u need help hmu and ill try to help!

(sorry this is SO long btw but i wanted to be thorough and also have this in my minecraft tag in case anyone else is curious lol)

#OK into the tag... #deer plays minecraft #HOPE THIS HELPS #im very picky abt what mods i use tbh but theres a ton more that seem rly good but just dont rly vibe w me #pams harvestcraft is very highly regarded...adds a bunch of food recipes and gardening type stuff #Anonymous

[zoreldanversluthor]

So i dont really know why im oposting this but idk im just gonna go with it. So basically supergirl has its last season premier tonight and its also the first time i watch a episode of a tv show live so i think ita going to be cool. The other thing I wanna say is just my expirience with the show.

I remeber i started watcing the flash in the beggining of 2017, i was like 13 at the time and going through some stuff on my head, which i didint knew what it was, and so i just started watching this superhero tv show. I loved superheros and the flash had always been my favorite so u know i just did it. Then while shearching for stuff online about the series, a few months after i started whatching it, i found supergirl. This was around summer so i was 14 at the time and with school almost beggining. 

I saw it and i was like “you know what i just want to watch it. So while i was waiting for The Flash to return on air i started watching this show. I didnt thought much of it until i saw how the davers sisters were during that whole season and i was simply in love. 

At the time my favourite show was still The Flash but what i didnt knew is that that was about to change. As i was starting the second season of Supergirl, it was around September/October, my school had just started and i felt even more comflited with everything that was happening in my head. At the time i didnt knew that i had anxiety, and living in the house that i live, the only thing i found to cope at 14 was cigarettes. I still stouggle with that today, but now at least i am informed of my condicions. 

So back to Supergirl, I see lena Luthor, this strong woman, that is trying not to be judged simply by her family and that, god that fucking stuck with me u know, cause i had never identified so much with a character in my life. So Lena started to be like my favourite character until episode 5, 6 and 8 happened.

God i still remeber from memory the dialog between alex and maggie in the bar. That scene had as background song Way Down We Go. Just the way Alex says maybe theres some truth to what you said. I couldnt watch the Shoe for what it felt like a week or two. Because i realized i was rejeting this feeling because i had been told by my parents was wrong you know. I only had a brother to support me but said brother was away in college so i had no one to tell that it was okay.

(i know this is getting big sorry) :))))

So after that little pause i simply retorned to watch and episode 6 and 8 just got stuck with me cause not only i had supergirl herself tell that it was okay but moms alex telling it was okay. Alex became my forever favourite character not only because of that but because the next year, i re-watched the same scene and got the courage to tell my friends and god it was amazing. 

Having Chyler represent alex that way in those episodes basically saved my life. I was on the verge of just giving up on everything and men let me tell you im way better now. 

But it wasnt just alex or kara or lena or nia or everyone there. It was melissa and chyler and katie and nicole. It was the way that they not only inspire on screen but most importantly of screen too. 

If im alive today ita not because of friends and definetly not because of family its because of this people. 

Which is why i just wanted to leave this here since this will be our last season. 

Thank so much for teaching to have hope again, for teaching me that it is okay to ask for help and although i ship supercorp, and we still dont know if thats happening ot not im still happy that this became my favorite show, that i joined the fandom. 

So thank you. Im not an isolated case but i will never be able to express how grateful i am for this fandom, for the actressess and for this show.

Love you all (yes im crying while writting this :)))  )

#supercorp #supergirl #lena luthor #kara danvers #alex danvers #supergirl final season

[peacedolantwins]

Pain and Embarrassment pt 2

Summary: Ethan gets a surprise visit after you’ve gone back to California

Part one

As soon as the interviewer had asked your reaction to his affair, Ethan knew he made this situation so much worse. How could he forget to tell you about something like this? Not only did he expose his dirty laundry for everyone to see, he didnt even tell you there was dirty laundry to air. He tried calling you as soon as the interview was done but your phone was going straight to voicemail.

He quickly checked online to see if maybe you had publicly said anything (not that he thought you actually would, not yet) and he saw that the affair was trending. Thousands of people were commenting on his ruined marriage and the only thing he thought of was you and his children. Ethan saw people tagging his whole family and he felt awful. Not only does everyone know about his family falling apart, but complete strangers keep poking at his family and its his fault.

Ethan checked his kids social media only to find that all of them had either deleted or made their accounts private. He tried calling them and not one of them would answer. He knew Sky probably found out by now, the twins most likely knew, there was a good chance Noah understood enough and he was pretty sure Elise was going to start putting it together. The only one who he could maybe buy time with was Connor and that was only because he was overseas at the moment.

When he received the text from Alex saying to leave you alone he felt awful. His own kids hated him. He hated himself at that moment too.

It was almost 10 o’clock when he heard the front door opening. He knew there was no way you were back with the kids, not this soon. He got up from his place on the couch and turned to see his two oldest children standing by the door.

Skylar looked like she had been crying and was using her brother as a shield and Connor stood there, still in his military uniform, glaring right at him. He always thought about how much Connor was the mini version of you but seeing the look of anger in his eyes reminded him how much that was true. He had only been on the receiving end of your glares a few times through your relationship but it was terrifying and seeing it on his sons face was just as frightening.

“Sky-”

“Stop.” Connor cut him off. “Grab some things for me please,” he handed Sky his travel bag so she could pack some clothes for him. She already had her own luggage in the car ready to go.

“Son-” Ethan tried again.

“Do not call me that. I'm not your son. You hurt my mom. And the dad I knew did everything he could to make sure that would never happen to her. Ive been looking out for mom since I was a kid and turns out you couldnt wait long enough after I left to hurt her in the worst way possible.” Connor had turned to the hallway, subconsciencly blocking Ethans path to Sky if he tried.

“This was supposed to be a surprise. Me coming home. Looks like I'm the one who got surprised instead,” he laughed sarcastically.

“Do you have any idea what its like to be so excited to see your family in over a year only to find out your family isnt together while on the plane? And to see it plastered online? Having to push through a crowd of cameras while Sky went to pick me up? Because I do and I can sure as hell assure you thats not what I was planning to come home to.” Connor stopped talking when he felt Sky put her hand on his shoulder letting him know she was ready to go.

He moved to the door and made sure he blocked his sister from Ethan the entire time. She had made it very clear that she didnt want to see or speak to him. Connor lead her to the door and made sure she got out before he turned his attention back to the man who raised him.

“Leave my mom alone. Leave us alone. You didnt care about the damage you were doing to your family so now you dont get to pretend you want to clean up the mess you caused. And I swear, if you dont give mom space back youre going to regret it.” He stood toe to toe with Ethan.

For the first time in his life, Ethan finally saw his son not as the little boy who helped his mom cook in the kitchen, but rather as the man who was fiercely protective of the most important woman in his life and who had spent the past few years of his life serving in the military and now towered over Ethan in every way possible.

Connor finally backed off and walked out the door after his big sister. Ethan watched as his two eldest walked sped off in their car heading back to the airport to be with you, leaving him exactly how you felt.

Alone.

I know it’s short but I really just wanted to get something up since I know it’s been a while

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[cicinicole-14]

The karev babies and injuries with jolex!!

so listen, I wanted so badly to write these while I was in the airport/flying but I was 100% in pain and not feeling well and right before we took off, @iamtrebleclefstories was the real MVP helping me with this as we bounced ideas off of each other about the kiddos injuries.but it took me forever because I have wanted to write this all day and couldnt until now. anyway, here! have these! 

here’s injuries for all the kkc kids for head canons! 

starting oldest to youngest, 

Gracie didn’t get hurt much at all. she was relatively unscathed. sure a few bruises, bumps and scratches here and there, but nothing super drastic, nothing a few kisses couldnt heal. 

ali had a twisted ankle or two from in ballet, landing a leap wrong but it was very rare. Alex still jokes she’s the milk man’s child because shes 100% the least like either of them. she’s so calm, very well rounded, quiet, and the least stubborn of their brood. 

Alexa is Alex incarnate. 100% mini evil spawn, through and through. She’s definitely gotten hurt while pulling pranks on her siblings, she’s the prankster of the bunch, and jo has definitely told her as she was older “that’s what you get for being a mini jerkface” though Alex however is kinda impressed at how elaborate the prank ended up being even though she sprained her wrist from the fall. and jo is just like “this. this is what i get for naming our daughter alexa she is just like you” she also has sustained quite a few injuries from wrestling. being the more energetic of the brood, her Eli and CJ were enrolled in gymnastics and then Eli got burned out as did she and Alex suggested wrestling for Eli to try and Alexa had a total meltdown that she was a girl and wasnt allowed and thats how she was enrolled in wrestlings where she gave her brother a concussion because Alex knew she’d be tough enough to play the “boy” sport

Eli has sustained a few concussions in his days. his first one which he got in wrestling by being punched too hard by alexa and he fell and hit his head too hard on the mat, jo absolutely freaked the fuck out. it was right after Izzie had passed and Eli had long since become her baby boy at that point, plus she was postpartum hormonal after having Micah. It was still a lot. and she flipped out watching her son fall onto the floor and also felt better about the whole thing knowing her daughter was the one who was the reason her son was suffering from the concussion it was a whirlwind of emotions. Eli is also one of the most accident prone out of the bunch. he likes to try and keep up with his sisters, trying to show off so they’ll include him in everything and hell end up getting hurt jumping off a bunk bed or something. he also plays football since he was little which resulted in a laundry list of injuries over the years from splinted shins to knocked out teeth to black eyes and broken fingers, burns and concussions. 

Alexis will get crazy and she will come home with scratches from falling off her bike or a bruise from roughhousing with her siblings too much. she also has a scar down her index finger from where she sliced it while cutting her own hair when she was little. thankfully at this point, the karev’s didnt even bring her into the hospital. Alex stitched her up at home, already having plenty of experience stitching his rambunctious children up with cuts from doing stupid shit. 

cj, cj is the child they worry about the most. she stuck with gymnastics thankfully, to run out all her energy and give her some guidance to her bounds of energy. but with all that energy and stubborn karev-ness comes the injuries of course. cj was the reason that Alex and jo had come to the decision that if they could stitch or fix their kids up themselves at home and they wouldn’t need a CT or anything related, that they wouldn’t bother bringing their kids into the hospital for something they can stitch up themselves. with that being said, CJ has gone to the ER multiple times. she got her entire arm stuck through a window of her sister’s barbie dream house and it was so bad that it ended up swelling up, leaving jo to flip out and bring her daughter (and dismantled barbie dream house wall in tow) into the GSM ER yelling for help. it became a whole thing and no one will ever let her live that story down of when she got her entire arm stuck in the barbie dream house window. she’s also dealt with later getting her fingers slammed in the bathroom door after jo specifically told her to stop and she was going to get hurt. thankfully there was no need to go to the ER that trip but jo did have to stitch her fingers back together after having a panic attack. cj also got her entire head stuck through the rungs of the banister on the stairs. and Alex had to cut part of the banister so ever since that happened, their banister has a giant gap in it… and of course, while trying to climb into her little brother’s crib, she got her for stuck in the gaps in his crib and when she freaked out and then fell, she ended up causing herself to have a hairline fracture in her foot due to the way she twisted and fell. that was another fun ER trip. the karev’s really have their work cut out for themselves especially with her. 

Micah so far as a chubby little top heavy baby due to his fat rolls and big karev head has only rolled off the couch a few times but he’s been brought up with six other siblings always running around him or hugging him a little too tight for a baby to be hugged, or a pat on the head a bit harder than necessary. he’s the last baby though, jo and Alex aren’t too worried. he’ll survive just fine. a few sractches from siblings nails, a smack in the face or foot in the head on accident when hes crawling around and either his brother or one of his sisters is running through the house full on tripping over him, y’know, baby of the family things. Alex and jo definitely make sure he’s completely fine but its not the first time and won’t be the last. 

#kkc universe #jolex #cici writes #ask coco

[freebooter4ever]

old photos from my last yr in the burgh cause im feeling nostalgic

jon on the back porch of our friends lawrenceville split rowhouse, you can see how much nicer our neighbors half of the house lawn was lol, ours was so overgrown we couldnt use it, the parties and banana grilling happened on the basement door steps and the alley, the alley was this tiny space between rowhouses that was probably only a little wider than jons shoulders

my dance buddy crawling out of my third story window to the roof, you can see the christmas lights i covered my entire ceiling with inside, theres another photo of her glaring at me bc im taking an ungraceful photo of her but its not as funny as this one

Rooftops and my dance buddy who came to watch the sunset with me one last time and who i think really misses having me in the same city bc i think her hatred of the whole human race is adorable rather than offputting (shes very literary, but shes also small and cute and she can dance). ALSO the only girl (different girl) who i ever almost went on a date with held my hand and helped me onto this roof when i was trying to decide if i should move in or not, and then at the party which was kinda my trial run to see if i was a good fit for the house she and i were inseperable, and i never told my friend the landlord but that influenced wayyyyy too much of my decision to move in, like yes dude i will live in your house also how often does that friend come over bc i might marry her. of course two days later that same girl moved out of the country. 

jon being adorable and napping with his kitten blanket, like he puts on this cool hipster artist act but this is him 90% of the time, the other 10% of the time is alien noises. i promise he would agree with this.

i honestly have no idea what this building is but i walked past it so many times in the southside that before i left it was high on my take a photo of priority list, i could get SO MUCH texture reference from this, like fuck thats a lot of rust and different types of wood damage and concrete crumbling, the burgh was definitely a 3D texture environment artists dream, ethan and i used to go around with his fancy camera and use it to recreate pieces in 3D with photos.

in this old 30's era gym i beat a bunch of hipsters in a mario kart tournament (easy as pie) and also won a costume contest while playing dodgeball, and got a free voucher to the fanciest hipster dining venue around, and anyway before i left the city i took jon and my bff to eat way expensive food for free and the three of us hung out in the empty gym after bc Aesthetic. there is also a photobooth roll that goes with this but we look terribly drunk in that

at the bottom of our hill in lawrenceville was two of the most important necessities: belvederes ultra dive (roller disco nights) and this theater that would pick a theme and only play those type of movies for a month so naturally, my favorite was Singing in the Rain. (at the top of our hill was my personal necessity brillobox and alex's favorite cheap vietnamese restaurant). 

the main branch of the burgh library was within walking distance of the university i worked at so spent a lot of time there, but anyway wtf was up with these floors? it was like walking on glass planks of a space ship but like...steampunk spaceship bc this shit is from the early 1900's and made out of STEEL. old asshole carnegie built hundreds of libraries, do all of them have creepy steep and glass floors between bookshelves??? (ps dont do what jon is doing you can get your foot stuck ask me how i know) i had three book sections memorized: the art animation books, the oversized art animation books, and the retro mod architecture books

jon actually asked me to take a close up photo of his new belt buckle this is 100% his fault, i introduced him to all my favorite vintage stores in the burgh and his ridiculous belt buckle collection increased tenfold. this feels mccree worthy, honestly.

the number of various guys i brought to the waterfalls over the years is...higher than one would expect given my face... and each time theyd be like wow this is so romantic and its our spot now and im like YUP DEFINITELY our spot just us no one else. truth is i just loved the three hour scenic drive and the Gene And Boots candy shop on the way that carried my favorite melty mints with NO corn syrup (impossible to find outside of mom and pop type candy factories). the REAL truth is that i came here most often on my own to write than i ever took anyone romantic or friends or otherwise.

when i say ae pi always had the coolest booths during spring carnival this is what i mean (he's got wings and a construction hat and a halo bc CREATION get it??)

when our research group got moved down to the river and i spent a lot of quiet nights in the snow walking across the bridge to the southside at like three am, also that big ass thing is something to do with the steel industry but i lived here ten yrs and fuck if i know what it is

#Journal shit

[ilovejevsjeans]

RB have created a huge problem for themselves. If they swap Albon and Gasly, they're going to look stupid - either for Gasly's performance going downhill, or for demoting Gasly in the first place. If they swap Kvyat and Albon, Albon is next to Gasly and it'll drive him mad comparing. If they bring in an external driver, they need to kick Albon or Kvyat - and Kvyat isn't doing badly enough.

Yup and it’s completely of their own making. They just seem to be incapable of supporting their (second) drivers. They promote them and seem to expect them to straight away be one of the team with no time to adjust to working with new people in a new environment (that comes with a load more pressure) and a car that is way better than anything they’ve ever driven. They don’t defend them against the media criticism that starts pretty much straight away which only adds to it all. IMO Alex is safe for the rest of this season, if they were going to swap him with someone they would have already done it. After that I’m honestly not sure. Max (obvs) and Pierre I’d say will have their seats next year. I don’t pay any attention to their juniors but I know Tsunoda is testing for Alpha Tauri soon so if he has his super license for next year he’ll probably be in the second AT seat. (Before Honda pulled out I would have said he was definitely in there but a small bit less now). I don’t think theres any chance of Pierre going back to RB. They would have swapped them by now and they already made their decision on him. If he couldnt do it last year after coming in on a high from a great year at TR he wont be able to do it now and he works well at AT so I’d say he’ll stay there until another junior is ready then he needs to get his ass out of there if he wants to continue in F1. Dany is out as soon as they have someone to put in there. Which is sad (hes one of my faves) and hes been on a roll the last few races. And even his “bad” races so many of them come down to bad fucking look. He has so many dnf’s because somethings failed or someone else does something to him. But his reputation (which is complete bs anyway) follows him, people bring it up when theres absolutely no need to and no matter what he does poeple will always think of him that way. I really dont know what I think will happen with Alex. On the one hand RB have no one to promote up to the team so i think he could be okay but on the other his performance really isnt good enough for the team. Would RB go outside their own drivers for a year or two to fill that seat and hope some of their juniors are ready then? A Hulk or Checo would give them decent results without challenging Max but I can’t make up my mind on whether RB would hire “an outside” driver but if they don’t I think they’d have to stick with Alex and unless something changes (within the team to help and support him) I don’t see that happening either cause he wont be getting the results they want. So i have no idea whatll happen with him, I just dont think it’ll be good for him either way. He’s either gone completely and replaced, possibly demoted or has to stick it out for another year in a cold unsupportive team that’ll break him down completely. 

#i can always find it in me to rant on about them pricks #alex #pierre #dany #Anonymous

[carylspookie]

This was not wrote by me but I had to share it 💔

Credits to addieanatomy on instagram.

its so difficult for me to understand those who never feel the slightest bit of sympathy for norma and those who blame norma for being a bad mother, for nurturing her child into a serial killer. since the beginning on the series, norma had been a whole person. she has a backstory filled with emotional abuse and neglect at the hands of her awful parents. and emotional and sexual assault at the hands of her brother. and then she gets married to an abusive husband with a son born of incest because of her brother raping her. and another son who blacks out and becomes violent to the point of murder. norman blacked out and murdered her abusive husband/his father and had no idea. and he continues to kill several ppl that come into his life. but that’s just a whole other discussion for a later date. it makes my blood boil when i see ppl want to hate norma and blame her for all norman does. they want to. hate norma for what norman is. in some ways. yes. i can see why we all should give her some blame. because of numerous events in her life, norma’s incredibly broken which doesnt make motherhood too promising for her. i mean. i would argue that the worst thing norma has done has been having a lack of understanding the causes and effects of her actions. and just having a lack of insight in general.

norma feels that nothing outside of her and her care is safe for her and her beloved child. but eventually, she starts to see norman as a threat, to herself and himself. okay and quite honestly. im surprised norma didn’t end up being the damn serial killer given her fucking upbringing and the experiences she faced… anyway. alright norma definitely allowed for levels of intimacy between her and norman that are pretty uncomfortable. and some ppl would say shes reluctant to admit that there is something wrong with her beautiful child. but in my opinion. i believe she was always fully aware of normans troubles and knew that theres was smth wrong with him. but like i said before. she didnt see safety in anything outside herself. bc shes so fucking stubborn! but she truly believed that she was the answer to normans problem and she thought she could help him and protect him. i think it is very harsh for ppl to classify norma and anything she does as a mother as being neglectful. or abusive.,..,. she certainly comes close but. she doesnt cross the line into that territory. and yes. she did tell norman things he shouldnt have to know as her son. like. the situation with her brother. but. if u think about normas role as a mother overall. within the context of her own life experiences. she tries really fucking. hard. to be a the perfect and ideal mother. and i believe her efforts should be applauded considering she had no good mother or father to have as an example for her parenting. this woman did whatever she could to protect her son. and when she realized that she couldnt give him the help he needed,... she sought out help. she went to pineview. she begged dr edwards or whatever to help her son. she did her best to get her son the aid he needed in order to not be a threat to himself, norma and everyone else.

i would find it absolutely ridiculous if u didnt feel an iota a sympathy for norma in that moment in 401. she even explained herself in that moment with dr edwards. she realized that she couldnt control what she thought she could. and that she was afraid of going to the doctors bc she thought they could take him away from her. and i believe that she didnt want him taken away bc he was the last bit of love she had left in her life. she had no one. she loved norman so passionately bc they were all each other ever had. its just. in that fucking moment with dr edwards. norma was showing so much of herself. so much honesty. which is smth she tends not to do. and she was revealing in that moment that literally. like all parents. she didnt really know… exactly what she was doing. she was just hoping that what she thought was best,.,. was good. and she had a moment of great fear that what she was doing was hurting her child. and she wanted to do smth else to change and make it better for both of them. all norma has ever had is good intentions. love makes u do crazy things. and she did crazy things out of the sometimes dangerous love she had for her child. but she cant take full blame for what norman is and became. being the parent of a psychopath is not gonna be fucking easy and a literal cake walk with a manual on how to succeed. all norma fucking wanted was a normal life for her and her son. and normal life that she never got to have throughout her childhood. and teenage years. and into her married life with both of her husbands.

she could never catch a fucking break. and she never did. she never. fucking. did. shitty childhood, 2 shitty marriages, a kid who resulted from being raped by her brother, a kid that was more than just mentally unstable. and her own mental wellbeing never treated was just. the fucking cherry on top. and even after she dies she didn’t even get peace until after norman died, considering he was lugging her dead body around. when ppl talk about norma, her mental health is not often in the conversation. but quite honestly. norma's entire mental state had to have been absolutely exhausting for her. she needed serious help. and she needed it well before norman even came into the her life. i think the only time she realized that… this isnt how normal people live. is when she was with alex... alex gave her a real glimpse into a type of normalcy she had never experienced. honestly. i would like to believe she eventually would have gone into therapy had she survived. and even if norman had stayed at the live-in hospital and didnt try to kill her, she and alex were not going to magically start living a beautiful, good life. she was going to need some serious therapy herself. and i just know she wouldnt bring herself to do that all by herself. i think if anyone could help her decide to help herself... that person would without and doubt be alex. norma truly was beaten down by life at every corner. anyone in her shoes with that kind of history and mental wellbeing would be in an unbelievable amount of pain on the inside. when thinking about how this all plays into her relationship with norman... i just think she loved norman to the best of her ability. but it was from a perspective warped by extreme mental illness, fatigue and injury of her own. to add to this exhausting amount of mental turmoil, came her exhausting love for norman. god i love this woman so much. she is everything to me.

This hit me so damn hard. People ask why I love this show so much and the reason is above. Vera Farmiga portrays Norma so brilliantly and I couldn't think of anyone else who could do it better.

Romanticizing the relationship she and Norman had is unhealthy yes, but she loved her son so much she would do anything to keep him safe. Norma Bates is a fucking warrior- fictional character or not.

#not my words #veraannfarmiga #verafarmiga #batesmotel #normabates #normanbates #i love this so fucking much