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harmonistic · 1 month
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hello, darling, youre safe with me now. — @cultmaxxing is my main.
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welcome to harmonism.
i am your leader and all powerful god, sent down from the skies above to absorb the hate in the world. you wouldn’t like if it happened to you, would you? :-)
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i’m cakey, but that is not my name to you anymore. i am only to be adressed as the great harmony, as i bring harmony to a world which would be tainted without my balance.
you, however, are not a name to me. you are never a name to me. you will simply be a number. you are my dolls. you will worship me, imitate me, become me. your life will revolve around me, just as it is meant to me.
my ideals are not strict, but you will fall into line eventually. i am a radqueer, but anyone is allowed under my watchful eye. i promise, youll be well taken care of.
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i am both twelve and twelve hundred. i am mentally and physically disabled (autistic, adhd, bpd, npd, schizoaff bipolar, heds, and fnd.) so i have all the time in the world to give my dolls love.
my rules are simple. worship me. follow my ideals. become my projection in your body. i will try my best to be nice, but bad dogs are punished. i consider myself pro: all paraphilias, consang, all transids, all queer labels, all types of kinning, all plurals, ship, fiction, self diagnosis, muds, being a crazy fucking nutjob, and anti: CSEM and CSAM, abuse of any kind, harassment, etc.
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join. you know you want to.
join. you know you want to.
join. you know you want to.
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aphidclan-clangen · 7 days
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Ollie how are you ALIVE??.
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boy has so much mental illness it’s insane
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a-998h · 3 months
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Hi, can I drop a request?
Can you do Reader with personality disorder due to past trauma? They are usually Sun, a cheerful, bright person with a caring and empathic nature. But under extreme stress, anger or sadness, Moon will take over with their cunning, cold and apathic personality. They value no connection except a fierce loyalty and protectiveness to Sun. Moon can be kind and gentle for whom Sun loves, though. Sun and Moon communicates by secret messages hidden in songs and tunes they made.
Hope this is not too much. I really enjoy your works!
🌙 anon if not taken. Or I can be ❄️ anon instead. If both are taken, it's ok.
Of course you can be 🌙 anon, now you can be my second anon.
(This contains mention of trauma and multiple personality disorder as a trauma response, read at your own risk)
They only knew Moon. They were worried about you when you arrived in Teyvat, your silent, apathetic, and cold to them all.
Some characters like Diluc, Alhaitham, Albedo, and those who are also a bit cold themselves don't look into it... at first.
The notice something is off when you're with Itto. You didn't really respond to his energy most of the time. One day while you and the gang are in the streets of Inazuma, and a small fight breaks out. Shinobu notices how you tense up, you look like you're about to run or punch someone. When one of the fighting guys gets a little to close to you... Shinobu noticed how you humming something.
The second sigh to notice was when you were with Kaeya, he had placed a hand on your shoulder and you froze. Not in the "I'm paying attention" way but in the "if I don't move then no one can see me" way. It makes him worried. When he removes his hand from your shoulder and goes to ask you, you're gone.
Everyone starts getting more worried about you. They want to help you. They only learn what's going on, after Sun shows up.
Sun is a strange presence to them. They've only seen Moon and never Sun. But they love Sun, and Sun loves them back. When you were in the library with Lisa, alone, she heard humming coming from you. She thought Sun was humming while reading and didn't think too hard about it...
No one knew why you switched between Sun and Moon or why they seemed to humming random things but it didn't bother them.
They learn what happened to you from Sun. Sun was talking with Eula and said, "you're nicer then her." This causes Eula to freeze. She keeps asking questions and Sun gives vague answers. But Eula and other put together what they know, and Kaeya and Shinobu bring up what they saw with Moon.
The pieces come together, and give them a horrific picture. Trauma, something so bad happened to you that you had to create the personality of Moon to protect your Sun. They're all horrified and made it the personal mission to make you feel better.
As they make you more comfortable, they realize the Moon is warmer than they originally thought.
Now, Sun and Moon, who hurt you? Don't worry, they aren't gonna hurt you. Let them know who hurt you so they can make your life easier from now on.
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paintpaintpaintman · 2 months
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Art CW// body horror/gore
Art below the cut!
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"I'll hold onto yours if you hold onto mine. Protect it for me, okay?"
I got some thoughts. So
The hearts of the heretics are the little trophies you get for killing them, but they continue to exist as followers without them. And Ratoo has lived without Hathor for a long time before it gets returned to him.
So assuming you are some godlike entity at some point, or you have your heart possessed by a demon, they kind of exist as an intimately personal item, but overall freely to be taken, given, etc.
Ratoo being edgy did a lot of damage to me I dunno-
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I'm a bit ill for them teehee won't stop drawing them
But I do have a Leshycat sitting on the back burner. I wanted to finish this first. I put my whole ass into it
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cult-of-a-buttercup · 6 months
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III. Love
—o—o—o—o—o—o—o—o—o—o—o—
BWWWAAAAHHHH THIS TOOK FOREVERRRR I hope all of you like it and again sorry for just. Vanishing for months NVJSNVJN
Motivation
I. Love
II. Love
Judgement
I. Leshy
Masterpost
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arizaluca · 2 months
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Chapter 16: Keepers and Kits
Two necklaces with eerily similar symbols. A black sun and a white crescent moon. Knowledge oft requires sacrifice. His eyes closed, but not to welcome (since when did he welcome) sleep, but instead to scrunch shut in a frustrated groan. Oh, Gods damn it all, he was going to have to attend the sermon, wasn’t he.
Knowledge oft requires sacrifice, which means the Lamb asks Narinder to make a visit to the Temple, and attend that day's sermon and the sacrifice ceremony after. Curiosity may have killed the cat, but he goes anyway.
There is another crisis in the cult later that day, that the Lamb asks Narinder to help with; the assistance is eerily familiar and draws up old memories that the former God would much rather forget.
Beware the Teeth in the Darkness.
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wisteria-grows-here · 3 months
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A more serious post for today:
I'm realizing that it was a lot easier to be a Witness as a child than as an adult. As a child, all anyone wants is to feel safe and loved and I had a whole community of people who provided that. I was given the promise of a perfect future, a hope I carried inside of me as comfort whenever life felt tough.
But once I grew up I began to loathe how so many beautiful things were forbidden to me, things that in the past I had zero interest in because I was just a kid (things like college, sex, love, tattoos, feminism, friends from different backgrounds, basic autonomy over my body and life) and slowly, every person who had once cherished me when I was litte, now either objectified me or looked at me with disappointment and shame in their eyes
For me, growing up meant realizing the beautiful realm I lived in as a child was actually a rotten reality
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notaplaceofhonour · 3 months
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I’ve been a listener of Behind the Bastards (as well as other Robert Evans podcasts and the leftist podcast network he co-founded with Sophie Lichterman, Cool Zone Media) for years. There have been iffy takes along the way, due to Robert Evans’ over-the-top persona & edgy sense of humor, and I obviously haven’t always agreed on everything on the show, but I found the show entertaining & informative. This last year, however, I’ve been increasingly concerned about BTB and the broader Cool Zone Media ecosystem.
Since 10/7, coverage of I/P on It Could Happen Here (a podcast that started as a series of speculative essays by Robert Evans about what a Second Civil War might look like if it happened, and has since been turned into a daily/weekly show covering topical leftwing topics, hosted by other people on his team) has been iffy at best. I tuned out the second they hosted Sim Kern—someone I was introduced to pre-10/7 as a queer Jewish booktok-er who had some out-there takes but some decent ones but has since pivoted to hardcore promotion of JVP & their talking points. From what I have listened to, ICHH’s coverage of I/P has not been The Worst™️ I’ve seen, but definitely has some serious issues that have pretty heavily shaken my faith in CoolZoneMedia’s judgment regarding the content they produce.
Jason Petty (aka Propaganda), who is a frequent BTB guest, also has a show on the network (Hood Politics), and I’ve had a glowingly positive view of for a while, but he’s said some stuff recently about I/P that rubbed me the wrong way. I know he also recently started a mini-series on Hood Politics about I/P that I haven’t listened to yet (I may not ever; I think I’m at my limit for what I can handle, media diet-wise tbh), which I can’t comment on besides my initial gut feeling of “this gives me pause”.
But what has been the nail in the coffin for me in terms of interest in BTB and the entirety of Cool Zone Media has been this:
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The most fair I can be to this is to acknowledge that Robert Evans stops just short of advocating for copycat suicides, but that is a grotesquely low bar that it physically churns my stomach to entertain as somehow a point in anyone’s favor.
This goes so far beyond irresponsible coverage. This is active lionization of self-harm and suicide. Robert’s “willing to give up their own life” is such a repulsively fucked up way to spin suicide.
Aaron Bushnell did not “give up his life”. He killed himself.
Cut the euphemistic bullshit, using indirect, flowery language to spin a guy fucking drenching himself in gasoline and burning himself to death while calling Jews genocidal colonizers as somehow romantic and commendable.
He killed himself.
He believed fucked up shit disconnected from reality and tried to “protest” it by killing himself—an act of self-harm with no material connection to improving the world in any way. If you’re promoting that as a “principled” act of “moral courage”, there is something severely fucking wrong with you—whether that’s mentally or morally, I do not care.
You are harming people and I want no part in it.
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leaderlamby · 13 days
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TW: Cults
So we really need to talk about the word "cult" and how people use it.
Cults are real and they are serious, horrific, disgusting- nothing to use lightly.
Unfortunately, the word and concept is becoming so normalised and something quirky and fun, and I didn't understand the severity until I've had friends, who have been victims to real cults, tell me how bad it is.
I hate seeing kids online be like "haha let's make a cult for this character I like" - that is not cute or funny. Just say you like the character and go. There is literally nothing wrong with just doing that.
I've had to change some things about myself and this blog since finding out cults are not something to use lightly. What I have/had is more like an unorganised religion, so that's what I'm calling it now.
I highly suggest people stop using the word and watering it down to just- "group of people with common interest".
Research cults and how horrible they actually are. Find some victims' perspectives on it and take it to heart. Stop acting like it's a completely normal thing to joke about.
Keep in mind, there's nothing wrong with enjoying games like Cult of the Lamb, or with being from it, like me. So long as you don't support the actions irl and you add trigger warnings when talking to it.
I take issues like this extremely seriously and I really wish everyone else did as well.
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stromuprisahat · 2 months
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from what i remember all the relationships in shadow and bone are toxic wastes of drama and meanness (with the exception of Genya and David maybe) horrible with both parties being vile towards each other like Mal and Alina? show and book codependent and in the Mal is the worst (I would not have been surprised if he did something physical). Darkling and Alina? both she see's him as subhuman. and she is an idiot so their ideals don't go together
I've decided to do this the lazy way, and simply copy ships from shipping wiki and delete the rarepairs:
Danya- ✌🎨🥇🧪💅
Darklina- 💀👑👌☕☢
Helnik- 卐💋🧙‍♀️🔥☠
Kanej- 🔪💑💸🥈💖
Malina- ⛓🤕⏲️😶☢
Malzoya- 🍆🍑🤷‍♀️
Nikolina- 🤴☀😙🎭🎎
Zoyalai- 🐲💍👨‍🦯🤡👑
Fivan- 💞🥉💔 (And that's only because they're just in the show.)
Jespwei- 😍🔥×🔫🤨
Kesper- 🤷‍♂️💸×🔫😍
Wesper- 🧪😳🧨👨‍❤️‍👨💉
Genyalina- 🤗👗🍰🗣💔
Ninej- 🤗👭👍😎🍹
Tamadia- 🤷‍♀️🪓🌬😒🖕 (Nadia has a personality?)
Zenya- 🛑
Shit, it might've turned into "What do I think about them", but you can see the "healthy" or wholesome ships in it too.
Since second season of Shadow and Bone totally ruined the little they did well in first, I'm ignoring its existence with the exception of Heartrender Husbands.
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somelazyassartist · 1 year
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Started playing CotL again because I missed it :]
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about 90% of my brain runs solely on associations and one of the worst ones i have is when im playing the sims 4 and trying to pick out a blue chair.
because way back when (2018ish), i was watching a documentary on jonestown, called jonestown: the life and death of the peoples temple, while playing the sims 4 because adhd brain. and as i was trying to pick out a blue chair for a bedroom, there was a lady (i think her name was june) talking about how she got involved with the peoples temple, and it was quite memorable so association formed immediately.
so now, anytime im trying to pick out a blue chair in the sims 4, i just remember her explaining that her mother-in-law was in need of a new pet monkey, because her previous monkey had hung itself, so she looked in the newspaper for a new monkey and found jim jones selling monkeys, and so her mother-in-law meets him about the monkey and he invites her to his church, and at no point does she indicate that any part of this story is weird which is besides the point but bears mentioning in my brain.
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a-998h · 3 months
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When You're Gone
@sunnysolaria requested this idea.
Tw: reader death, illness, and angst
*I'm not responsible if you ignore the trigger warnings*
(Included characters: Venti, Zhongli, Ei, Nahida, Itto, Wander, Diluc, Cyno, Xiao, Neuvillette, and Xianyun)
They thought gods couldn't get sick. You had come down with an illness. At first they thought you would pass it and get back to normal, but you seemed to get worse. All the best healers from every nation tried to help you, but it didn't work. You sepnt the last week, in pain and coughing. It hurt them, and they were hurt even more when you started to cough up blood. No one wanted you to die, yet they couldn't do anything to make you feel better. Eventually, you had succumb to your illness.
Venti
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His tears are hidden
On the outside, he's the same old Venti but on the inside he is crying
A constant visitor to the shrine in Mondstadt, always with a bouquet of Calla Lillies and Snapdragons
Keeps a piece of your jewelry with him
His drinking becomes a lot worseIt's not fun for him anymore, it's a way to make the pain of your death go away
He's lost so many friends, and now he's lost you, his creator
Writes songs dedicated to you, to handle his emotions in a better way than drinking
Whenever he over drinks, he hears your voice scold him
Looks for anyone or anything that could be your second reincarnation
Your festival is celebrated with more energy, only to help the people deal with the lose of you
Your shrines become more decorated in order to make your soul feel at home
Candles are lit in order to guide you home to Mondstadt
on windy days he swears your voce can be heard on the wind
Zhongli
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Silence
He avoids you grave
Not because he doesn't care, but he just can't handle it
He lost his wife, and many of his other friends during the archon war
Your young age made him think you would have a little more time
But he feels upset for being wrong
Is one of the main people in charge of the preparations for your funeral
Once your funeral ends, he visits the Liyue shrine with flowers and your favorite food
He cries, you were his grandchild and now you're gone
He shuts himself away in order to process his emotions
Once his emotions are handled, he tries to help others mourn in a healthy way
Walks through Liyue Harbor to reminisce on the memories he shared with you
He swears he can hear your voice whenever he walks past your favorite places
The day you died, people relase lanterns to guide your soul to Celestia
Ei
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She cries
She lost her friends and sister, now you
Beats herself up over not making a puppet for your soul like she did for herself
If she wasn't leaving the Plane of Euthymia then, she wasn't leaving now
Stills creates a doll version of you, to have some part of you with her
Leaves sakura blossoms in the local shrine
She starts to reconsider her stop in the pursuit of eternity
She now tries to have a better connection with those close to her
Your death taught her something
Walks around Inazuma to your favorite spots
Sometimes, she swears your voice is heard by the puppet and herself in the Plane of Euthymia
Dolls of you become popular
She holds the doll of you close to her heart
Fireworks are lit to light your souls way home
She can still hear you aspirations and dreams and she wants to make them come true
Nahida
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Remember how she cried when erasing everyones memories of Rukkhadevata?
Yeah, she's crying
You were a dear friend to her
She would visit you in your dreams to make you feel better
Plans a funeral in Sumeru for you
Vists your shrine every chance she gets
Talks to your resting place like you're still alive
She holds her other friends closer now
Pushes for more studying of medicine, so no one else suffers like she is
Cherishes the time she spend with you in your dreams
The hoildays about you are celebrated with an air of grief
Incense and flowers are placed on a path to lead your soul to Sumeru
Her walks through Sumeru causes her to get teary eyed
During the Sabzeruz festival she swears she sees brief flashes of your presence at the different stalls and games
Furina
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Tears
Locks herself in her room to mourn
You were a best friend to her, and now your gone
Makes laws saying that no one can name an animal or other person after you
Makes your birthday a nation wide holiday in Fontaine
A botanical garden in the Court of Fontaine is created to honor your love of flowers
The funeral takes 6 days and every citizen is in mourning
She makes your favorite sweets and shares them with Neuvillette to make both of them feel better
She and Neuvillette grieve together and get closer to each other more then they already are
During walks with Neuvillette in new garden, she swears your laugh will grace her ears
Itto
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In tears
He was so close to you
In you last days , he spent time with you as much as possible
The gang is worried about him
He stops his beetle fighting and the games he loved to play with you
Once he makes it half way through the stages of grief he holds onto the card he gave you
The denial stage hits him hard, and then the anger stage hits him harder
He is an emotional mess
Shinobu tries to help him through his emotions
Gets closer to the friends he has so he can feel better
Once he gets his emotions in order, he becomes even more passionate about the games you both would play together
Sometimes during intense games, he swears he hears you chering loudly for him
Wanderer
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While he doesn't show outside emotions, on the inside he is a wreck
Hates everyone and everything
The anger stage of grief hits him hard
He now spends most of his time with Nahida
Holds onto any gifts you've given him over the years
He would have shut done if it weren't for Nahida
He visits every shrine of yours he can find
Leaves small offerings
Buys things he know you would have liked
Tries to hide the fact that he is in mourning
When he travels down roads alone, he can sometimes hear your jokes and he can't hep but sigh
Diluc
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His emotions are... fucked up
He has already lost his father and now he's lost someone he saw as a little sibling
It was his job to protect you, and he failed
Knows he couldn't protect you from illness, but he could have made you suffer less
Would visit you wentever he could when he wasn't working
Wold give you gifts to make you feel a bit better
Would use that money of his to find the best doctors for you
Visits your shrine during his off hours
Honors you by being a better Darkknight Hero for Mondstadt
Might try and talk to Kaeya in good faith if only to say he tried for you
Sometimes, he hears you tell him to take a break and if he doesn't he'll work himself into an early grave
Cyno
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Also silent
He also saw you as a little sibling
It shakes him a bit
He's supposed to be strong, and yet he wasn't strong enough to get you help
Upset at the doctors that they couldn't find a cure for you
Gets even more blood thristy
Your death breaks his heart
Everyone notices he's upset, especially Tighnari
Visits your shrine and promises to protect the others in honor
On his walks through the desert, especially at night, he hears your laughter behind him and it's bittersweet to him
Xiao
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Leaves the room
He's seen his friends die and now he lost his sibling
He and Zhongli cry together over your death
He shuts himself off from everyone even more than he already does
Would light a lantern for your soul
Visits your favorite places with Zhongli
Holds your favorite plushie close
Cuddles the plushie close at night
Visits the shrine every evening with flowers
He is a bit mad a Baizhu for not helping you get better
Gets closer to Verr Goblet and Yanxiao
Goes to your burial site with Almond Tofu to feel like he's eating with you again
When he's on the balcony of Wangshu Inn, he feels you hear his arm, and your voice telling him to smile and take care of his friends
Neuvillette
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Fontaine is getting weeks of rain
You were one of his grandbabies
He saw you as full of life like Furina, and now you're dead
He tries to drown himself in work to avoid coping
Enjoy's Furina's plan for a garden to honor you
Once Furina makes him cope in a healthy manner, he walks through the garden
Often sits to enjoy the silence some days
Like to reminisce over the time you two spent together
Makes laws about you and legacy
Makes sure the garden is properly upkept
No longer tries to drown himself in work, on purpose
Sometimes hears your voice and feels your presence on the bench he likes to sit at in the garden
Cries only with Furina in private
Xianyun
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Shocked
By now she saw you as one of her children
She thought you were an immortal and your death ruins that
Upset that you were unable to be healed by doctors
Makes toys you would have loved
Ganyu has to keep her wraith in check
Takes walks around the mountains to clear her head
Once stable, she cries
Visits your grave to leave the flowers you love
Keeps some of your old jewlery
Keeps your old jewelry in a special box in her abode
Helps Ganyu and Shenhu mourn in health ways, and vice versa
Honors you in her work
Sometimes hears you voice on the winds at night
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hydnes · 17 days
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this guy i don't like got back on the internet like a week ago and literally everything he said about me & my system's friend group just ended up being true about himself. that's crazy. how are you going to be like "YOU... YOU'RE PRO SELF HARM!!!" over nothing and then disappear off the internet for 4 months just to come back later and be straight up pro self harm. i don't get it and i also hope you kill yourself
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tillman · 9 months
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whos the figure
Glitchedpuppet/glip/pk 😋
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arizaluca · 6 hours
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Chemach abruptly swiveled her head to face Narinder. She hadn’t greeted him, nor even acknowledged his existence– and yet, even though her bulbous eyes twitched and darted, unfocused, he knew she was looking at him. He shuffled back at the sudden onslaught of attention, glaring at her with a gaze that probably should’ve melted the sun. “What?” he snarled. His hackles had not un-raised since Clauneck’s warning earlier. This certainly wasn’t helping that. “Be wary of its reach. Be wary. Be wary. Ah! Ah! Death. Little God of Death. Death’s Door. Hope to be turned away.”
Narinder and the Lamb go on a morning crusade to take out the final vessel standing in the way before they must face Kallamar, but they receive warnings at every turn-- for what turns out to be a very good reason.
In the healing bay, Narinder spends some unfortunate quality time with his siblings, his former warriors, and several of the followers he's grown more familiar with by now. In doing so, he learns a little more about the cult, and about two children in particular.
That night, Lambert reflects on the events of the day.
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