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twinkmusk · 9 months
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here's some sexual dutch van der linde headcanons :3!
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heavy dom/sub aspects, dutch is a sadist, gn and bottoming reader!
dutch needs to be in control at all times
like really, at all times.
even outside of his tent he likes to remind you that he's in charge, standing behind you while you're engaged in conversation and slinking a strong arm around your waist
if he's feeling especially bold or especially possessive he might go as far as pressing open mouth kisses onto your neck, regardless of who's watching
enjoys watching you fluster in front of your peers all because of him
everyone knows you're dutch's plaything, he makes it obvious enough, and you do as well with your volume levels at night
basically the master of whispering sweet nothings, always murmuring compliments and praise into your ear when deserved
would never admit it, but he loves when you're a brat and he gets to give you an attitude adjustment
if youre being especially unsavory he will punish you accordingly
always very serious when you're in trouble, he just likes to make you squirm under his gaze and make you nervous he'll do something drastic
spanking is his favorite punishment to give you by far, he absolutely adores how undone and submissive you become for him after the first 10 strikes
he won't take his rings off either, which adds an aching kind of pain to the already sharp sting of his palm
takes pride in his ability to both please you and make you cry <3
dutch uses sex to fuel his ego and to hear what he wants to hear, whether that's you underneath him moaning his name or you sobbing and apologizing bent over on his lap
on bad days, when dutch is sure people are losing faith, he'll edge you until you're blabbering about how loyal you are to him and how much you need him
wants you to be dependent on him, like you couldn't possibly survive or achieve pleasure without him
the use of honorifics make his pants tight, hearing a timid "yes, sir." is music to his ears
teases you by going real slow, loves feeling you roll your hips against him
loves to listen to you beg for him to take you properly even more
but don't you worry! he'll use you properly after some time, always leaving you choking on gasps from the brutal pace he sets
finishing on your face is his favorite, like he's marking his territory
and that will always end with him wiping it off with his thumb to make you suck it clean
hope this is okay n not super ooc :D im a daddy dutch truther sorry </3
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vanderlesbian · 10 months
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rdr2 men as girl dads
arthur, charles, john, dutch, + hosea
technically gn reader, but some things may be interpreted as being more fem? you are the other parent of the child
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arthur morgan
+ he would definitely go to the women in the gang (and you of course, but he'll be more shy about it) to ask them questions. "is this what you ladies like?" before he gives his daughter a gift.
+ he'll document basically her entire life in his journal; write entries about her biggest moments and their times together, and he'll draw her all the time. there will be pages that are just covered in drawings of you and your daughter.
+ the other gang members would tease arthur for being "so soft" around his daughter and he probably gets real flustered about it, but you think it's adorable how gentle he is with her.
+ she will make flower crowns or put flowers in arthur's hair and a lot of the time he'll forget about it, so he'll walk around camp or even go out riding with a braid and flowers in his hair.
+ of course, your daughter would have some kind of knowledge as to what the gang does, but arthur will still try to hide violence from her. he'll make up silly excuses as to how he gets cuts or bruises, and he tends to hide his guns when around her. hell, he won't even really smoke when in her presence.
+ arthur is very accepting, and that especially applies to your daughter. if she wants to travel the world, he'd support it. if she said she wanted to be a dinosaur, he'd try his best to help her achieve that. the only thing he would say no to is being a gunslinger.
+ arthur's daughter would be a girl constantly surrounded by love. i can imagine her being artistic and creative like her dad, with the ability to get along well with anyone she meets. she would also be very expressive and bold, feeling that she can be whatever she wants.
charles smith
+ crafts dolls and other toys for her!!
+ he'll take your daughter out on nature rides or walks and will teach her all about animals and their importance. especially when she's a baby; he just finds it comforting to have a little friend he can talk to, even if she doesn't respond.
+ charles would be SO protective of his daughter. he would definitely teach her important rules of survival and how to handle weapons because he believes she can take care of herself, but he also can't help but step in immediately when the smallest altercations happen.
+ he also knows how cruel the world can be, and he doesn't want his daughter experiencing any of that. he likes to keep everything pg around her; if micah or someone is being inappropriate around her, charles will get upset quickly.
+ you can learn a lot from children, and charles is well aware of that. he's such an attentive listener when your daughter speaks to him, and will act like everything she says is revolutionary. he'll bring up a fact you've never heard of in a conversation with you, and when you ask him where he learned that from, he'll nudge his head towards your daughter.
+ i think charles' daughter would be a mini version of him, minus his use of violence lol. she would be quiet and only open up to those shes comfortable with, and would be very passionate about those she loves and the things she cares about.
john marston
+ you will always be able to tell when john dressed her because what in the hell is she wearing?
+ the goofiest dad but he's trying his best he swears!!
+ he's not the most vocally affectionate dad out there, but he'll randomly show up with gifts because he'll remember his daughter mentioning that she liked a specific item.
+ he'll also show affection by teaching her things. he doesn't really know what young girls would find interesting, so he just kind of assumes she would enjoy horseback riding or something of the sort. will definitely feel awkward if she expresses that she's bored.
+ john is trying, but he doubts himself and will always come to you for reassurance. he feels a lot better after speaking with you about things. "i'm just...bad at this stuff. you think she even likes me?" "john, she loves you more than anything, and i do too."
+ he's so bad at playing pretend, but he tries his hardest and you think it's so funny. if arthur catches him playing dolls with your daughter, he'll definitely tease him about it later. "dad, use your girl voice!"
+ a daughter raised by john marston would probably be rather shy, but also very kind, patient, and understanding. she might also take on some of her dad's sarcasm.
dutch van der linde
+ he would spoil his baby girl ROTTEN. he just can't seem to ever say no to her and will end up going into town himself to get a new stuffed animal for the kid the moment she asks for one.
+ dutch would definitely boast about how smart his daughter is. he would teach her to read and write as soon as possible and would feel so proud when she tells him about the things she read or wrote about. "she gets it from me, of course."
+ he would quite literally kill for his daughter. he's definitely the scary dad, but like in a way that she will casually bring up "oh yeah my dad has killed people" on first dates.
+ dutch's daughter would definitely be one to have a rebellious phase. i think he would tend to insist that she stays at camp because it's safest, but he would raise a girl that's curious about what the country is like outside of her tent. there would be many instances where dutch will send someone out—or himself to go find her after she steals a horse and runs off somewhere.
+ i feel like he would want to name his daughter something like...antique, or based off of some character from literature. things like ophelia, elizabeth, athena, victoria...
+ i actually think that dutch would raise a rather fiesty daughter. educated and bold, i think a daughter raised by the leader of the van der linde gang would grow to be a leader herself.
hosea matthews
+ i think hosea was born to be a girl dad.
+ he would so have a nickname for her that would stick with her for the rest of her life. something cute like dew drop or honey bee; and sometimes even the other gang members would call her by that nickname.
+ with the way hosea sits and listens to the women in the camp, he would do the same with your daughter. although he can be a stern parent when needed, he'll always listen to her before doing anything else.
+ he'd love to teasingly embarrass her in front of the others. "remember when you were wearing diapers until you were four years old?" "dad!"
+ HE KNOWS HOW TO DRESS A BABY!! and he would be so proud of himself. he'd probably be more excited over baby clothes than you.
+ oh he would treat her like a princess. i imagine him reading her fairytales as a child and will play along with her when she pretends to be a princess. if he could, he would build her a castle.
+ i believe that hosea would raise a humorous, kind hearted girl, who can also be rather mischievous. i can imagine his daughter being very outgoing and friendly, but very serious when needed.
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theres-a-body-here · 7 months
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Scumtober- Day 25 (Slow Dancing)
Dutch Van Der Linde x Reader drabble
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Once Sean was rescued, a celebration ensued, You planned on sleeping in but Dutch insisted you at the very least sit by him as he makes sure no one ends up dying.
By now its midnight and most of the other's are drunk or passed out. The ones that are still lucid are chatting near the campfire. As you read a book, you suddenly hear the gramophone play something you recognize.
"Oh, I like this one" You comment as you get up from your seat and hold your hand out to Dutch. "Come on Boss" You say with a smile.
As soon as you offer your hand, he takes it without hesitation and stands up slowly. “Alright then,” he agrees. The tune reminds him of one his mother used to hum while cooking breakfast back home in Blackwater.
You pull him to the side so you can both dance yet still be able to see the others. He wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you close enough for your bodies to brush together slightly.
He starts swaying side to side, moving fluidly with the music. It’s clear that dancing isn’t completely foreign to him; perhaps there were times during his youth when he had indulged in such activities.
He lets out a laugh that’s almost sheepish in nature “I suppose I have. Back when I was younger, there weren’t many opportunities for entertainment like this.” He glances around at the others who are either fast asleep or too busy partying to pay attention to the two of you.
You chuckle as you give his shoulders a playful squeeze. "Have you danced like this before, Boss?"
His hands move lower, settling just above your hipbones as he continues guiding you through the simple dance steps. Dutch holds you tightly, savoring each moment spent in your embrace
“But these days, things are different. We hardly ever stop long enough to enjoy moments like this.” There’s something in his tone you don't think you've ever heard from him.
You lean forward and rest your head on his chest. You close your eyes and relax as he sways you softly.
Dutch pulls you closer, relishing the feeling of having someone else share this peaceful moment beside him. He presses his lips against your hair, breathing in the familiar scent of lavender that always seemed to linger around you. He pulls away slightly to spin you around.
Surprised but delighted by the sudden movement, you raise your arms instinctively, allowing him to twirl you gracefully before bringing you back into his embrace.
His gaze lingers on yours for several heartbeats before he dips you dramatically, eliciting a chuckle from both of you.
Meanwhile, Mary-Beth and Karen watch from afar, catching your laughter.
”Look! Look, Karen!” Mary points excitedly towards the couple slow dancing under the moonlit sky. “They look so cute together, don’t they?”
Karen raises her eyebrows skeptically “Cute? Those two? Really, Mary?” She squints at the sight before nodding grudgingly. “Well, I guess they do seem kinda... nice with each other right now.”
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arthurthethird · 2 years
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First request for @arthurmorgansleftear
I hope this will be good enough since it's pretty much first request I do on here. Please enjoy.
Camp boahs comforting reader after Micah comments on their weight
Gn!reader
The day started calmly. Birds singing, fish swimming, rats wondering around the kitchen.
Speaking of kitchen, you decided it's a good time to get some food. You haven't eaten in a while and a good outlaw has to eat plenty, so you decided it's your time.
Speaking of rats, it so happened that one of the camp rats was sitting there. Not really doing anything else than sipping whiskey, a sight no one can be surprised about.
You calmly ignored him. You learnt that that's the best way for you to go on with your day without having to break his nose.
Yet he always asks for it.
Even now.
As soon as he saw you approaching, Micah immediately grinned.
"Didn't expect you here"
You stay quiet, only giving him a confused glance.
Now, depending on your silhouette, he'll find a way to get under your skin.
Either "Didn't you come here today already?" "And I've been wondering where all the food goes..." "Look at that, you'll soon have to buy yourself new clothes if you keep eating so much!"
Or "first time in a month, ey?" "You finally decided to eat! Everyone thought you're sick" "If you like starving so much, why are we wasting our food on you?"
He has his ways.
And we all know he doesn't have the perfect body either, so you try to ignore him.
Try to.
Of course, it doesn't end well, since you end up trying to hide your feelings.
It hurt. Of course it did, why wouldn't it?
You quickly walk away, not even bothering to actually eat something. You only hear his sickening laugh as you walk away.
He knows he has won.
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Arthur's first reaction as soon as he heard that familiar laugh was to check what's going on.
Obviously if Micah's happy, someone's not.
You bumped into him just as he walked towards the place.
His hands landed on your shoulders as he looked down to you.
Now, Arthur might be an idiot, but he can easily read someone's emotions from their face.
You were hurt. Micah was happy.
That bastard.
He looked at you with a concerned look.
"what happened?"
You just mutter that it's nothing. That it's just Micah trying to get under your skin. And that's what takes him over the edge.
Arthur walks up to the blonde rat and punches him right in the face.
While Micah's busy cursing him out, he takes you by the arm, gently, but firmly, and walks to your tent.
You want to ask what is he doing, but before you can, he hugs you.
Telling you that you shouldn't listen to stupid Micah. You're beautiful and everyone in the camp knew that.
Then he brings you a bowl of Pearson's stew.
You try to decline but he basically shoves it down your throat.
"Don't listen to that son of a bitch. You have to eat no matter what."
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Charles isn't even bothered at first.
He learned to stay away out of camp conflict, so he couldn't be bothered.
But when he sees that it's you who's stomping away from Micah, he quickly jumps into action.
He walks to you, asking what happened.
Even if you don't want to tell, he makes you.
As soon as he hears what happened, he goes for the rat.
You know that moment where Charles throws Micah because he said something assholish?
Yea, that. He does that.
After that he walks to you and sits you down for a proper talk.
And that means him telling you why the food's important and why you're beautiful no matter how much you eat.
Then he gets some food and goes to his own tent, pulling you along of course.
Proceeds to feed you.
"You need energy. Besides, I didn't caught that deer for you to not try it."
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John immediately tries to locate where what is happening.
As soon as he sees you with Micah, he gets up and makes his way over there.
He heard everything while coming over.
Wraps an arm around you, covering your ears and proceeds to curs the snake out.
You stand there, not knowing if you're supposed to cry or laughed.
You just watch Micah's expression go from annoyed to confused.
You didn't even noticed that John leaded you away.
He went outside the camp with you and looked at you.
Proceeds to hug the shit out of you.
Telling you that you shouldn't listen because what you eat is your deal.
And it definitely shouldn't impact on your self image.
For one's he said something smart.
"I don't care what other people say about you, you're goddamn beautiful. And everyone in the camp knows that. Shut up, you can't disagree"
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Hosea usually doesn't care about the camp fights.
Prefers to stay out of it unless it includes him directly.
But he heard you mutter something to yourself.
So he raised his head from the newspaper to see what was going on.
Oh boy.
He doesn't do much.
Just gets up, rolls the newspaper, walks to Micah and smacks his head with it.
He ignores the rat cursing him out. Instead walks to you and leads you back to the fire.
Similar to Charles, explains why eating is important, telling you that you're beautiful and who cares about what Micah says.
He gives you a hug, then encourages you to eat something.
If you don't want to, he'll leave you alone.
But definitely will come to check on you every night.
"You gotta eat. So what if someone cares, are you harming them with your food?"
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Dutch heard everything.
He was smoking a cigar outside of his tent when he noticed the situation.
Immediately walks there.
"What's going on?"
Micah tries to show the situation to Dutch as lighthearted, but when he noticed the leader isn't buying it, he looked away grumbling.
Dutch proceeds to explain to him that they accept everyone and that he didn't care about Micah's looks when he took him in.
He then takes you to his tent, sitting down with you and asking what was that about.
Talks you through why you think what he said might be true.
Basically a therapist.
He then gives you a hug, telling you to eat something.
"we need you big and strong! Another job's comin'!"
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Javier was playing his guitar nearby.
As soon as he sees Micah's mouth open, he stops, turning his full attention there.
As soon as he starts talking, Javier took his guitar, walks there and smacks his head.
Micah will definitely have a bruise, but who cares.
Curses him out in Spanish.
Then pulls you with him back to his tent.
He let's you vent about everything.
Then plays you a song while you lean to him, bummed out.
After that, definitely makes you eat something.
"I know it's hard mi amigo, but you have to try!"
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Sean is confused when he sees you walking away without the food.
He didn't hear anything happening, he only knew that you went to eat.
He gets up, going to you.
"where's your food?"
You look at him and mumble you weren't hungry.
He's confused, but then looks over to where you came from.
Ah. Micah.
He narrows his eyes and walk over there. You try to tell him it's okay, but he doesn't stop.
"oi! Don't bother my friend!"
Basically screams at him to the point his accent is too thick to be even able to understand.
It doesn't do much, but you appreciate it.
He then walks over you and cups your cheeks.
"look, I love you Y/N, but I don't want to have to stuff food down your throat"
Tries to make you laugh.
Eventually ends up eating with you so you'll feel better.
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kylesgarrick · 5 months
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now writing for red dead characters!! (favourites are : charles smith, dutch, kieran and bill)
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mx-pastelwriting · 1 year
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RDR2 HC - How They'd React to you coming to them when its a cold night.
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RDR2 x GN! Reader
Summary: How They'd React to you coming to them when its a cold night.
Warnings: Fluff, Cuddles, Established Relationship
Characters: Dutch van der Linde, Arthur Morgan, Javier Escuella, Charles Smith, Bill Williamson, Hosea Matthews, John Marston
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Dutch van der Linde
-Would wake up startled and reach for his gun under his pillow, but quickly sees it's just you.
-He takes a breath, a sign of relief, and asks you with a laugh what you're doing in his tent.
-Only dating for two months, you never spend a night in Dutch's tent. He respected your choice to go slowly, but on this cold night, everyone had to huddle up near the fire, leaving no room for you.
-Explaining to him, he happily opens his blanket for you to snuggle in. His hands wrap around your waist, him being the big spoon.
-Being so close, he whispers into your ear, telling you how much he loves you and the moments you have.
Dutch spoke sweet nothing into your ear, his warm body welcoming you, the shivering one. As you fall asleep, he pulls you closer into his chest. He kisses the back of your neck, making you laugh in your sleepy state. Not stopping, he locked his fingers with yours to bring you more warmth. Your eyes started to fall closed; he noticed and pulled the blanket over you, tucking you in with a final kiss on the cheek before you fell asleep.
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Arthur Morgan
-Would be up and see you coming to his bed; through the five months you had been dating, you had only been next to him in bed three times.
-It wasn’t a regular thing to come to his bed and cuddle with him, but he welcomed you with open arms.
-He could feel how cold it was, so he moved over before pulling you onto his chest and putting the blanket around you.
-Saying nothing, the only thing you hear is his warm breaths and his heartbeat, which you could only hear in his little space.
-Waiting until you stop shaking, he gives you a kiss on the hand, taking it from the warm underside of the blanket before you fall asleep.
You could feel Arthur's hand cup your cheek; its warmth tingled your cheek, and as it came closer, you kissed him, causing a hummed laugh from him. Smiling, you cuddle in more into his chest, wrapping your arms around his waist as he did yours, and looking up, you meet his eyes. You kiss him, cuddling up into his neck. Taking a final deep breath, you close your eyes, having his breaths lullaby you to sleep. You could faintly catch an "I love you," but you chalked it up to the crackling of the fire a few feet away.
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Javier Escuella
-After his song for the night, as he was getting ready for bed, he saw you come over with your bedding.
-Would greet you and help you place your bedding next to his by the fire. As you both lay down, he faces you, warping his arm around your waist.
-You only started dating, but he made you feel like the only thing in his world. Dutch had nothing on you in Javier's eyes.
-He kisses you as he talks to you and then sings you to sleep, his voice like honey, like his kisses now on your cheek and forehead.
-Pulls you in closer as he sings to intertwine his legs with yours, tucking in your blanket more, and watching you fall asleep.
Javier's arms were warmly tucked under your arms, and his voice sang softly with words only for you. With your eyes closed, you could hear a smile on his face and his hand caressing his thumb. He planted kisses on your nose before going back to singing, He didn't care if anyone listened to him; he wanted them to know how much he loved you, despite him not being able to say it just yet because it would be too soon. He let you fall asleep with his love song playing in the background as you faded into sleep.
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Charles Smith
-You would have to get him off guard duty; thankfully, he was just about to switch with Bill.
-The bedding was already set up beforehand by you; you watched him as you shook under the blankets.
-Only dating for five and a half months just about how long he had been with you and the gang—you noticed how talkative and close he had been to, among other things, so you took that to confess your love for him.
-He quickly gets in, warping his arms around you and letting you rest your head on his chest. He rubs his hand on your arm, trying his best to warm you up.
-He kisses you on the top of your head, and he told you stories that his mother told him.
Listening to his stories, you tuck your arm close to you as you hear his faint heartbeat with his lungs air coming in or out, letting him continue with his story. You watched the fire going with the wind, but your eyes fought to close, and Charles's voice lulled you to sleep. It was quickly affecting you. With his arm soothing you, in the end, you lost hearing his warm voice as you faded into sleep.
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Bill Williamson
-He would be a bit drunk, and you would have to get him to bed or at least tell him it's bedtime.
-He was a very lovely dove to you when he was drunk, so tucking him in was easy, and he pulled you to his chest. He mumbles "I love you" a lot.
-Kisses you so much all over your face, but if you tell him to stop, he does because he knows he smells like beer.
-You dated him for a year now, and throughout that time, you've made him less of an asshole, but he's still your Bill.
-A living space heater keeping you warm through the night, he would snuggle into your neck in the middle of the night.
Bill kissed your cheek and neck, talking about how much he loves you, and you laughed as his kisses tickled your skin. Soon after you asked him to stop, he thought about it for a minute, then did snuggle into your neck. His arms warped around you, but he continued to whisper "I love you" in your ear, kissing you one last time before letting you both go to sleep.
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Hosea Matthews
-Would wake up when you get into his bed, though not getting his gun as you tell him it's you.
-He cuddles you quickly, feeling that you were shaking. He whispers that you're okay and rubs your arms, the friction from which gives you more warmth.
-He gives you kisses on your cheek and forehead, then cups your face, trying everything to make you stop shaking.
-When you did, he pulled you closer. Now he had to get you to sleep. He makes voices and tells stories about getting people out of money.
-Though he had made you laugh up a storm, you were exhausted after his words. He noticed and gave you a kiss one last time before you fell asleep.
Hosea rubbed your arms, slowly kissing the top of your head. He whispered something you couldn't make out, but it soothed you. You listened to his lungs and heartbeat as they slowed, then heard his soft snores. You huffed a laugh at it, but quickly you fell under the sleep spell, and you cuddled closer. Closing your eyes, you fall asleep, hoping you can wake before him to get him coffee. You love when his face lights up.
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John Marston
-He would be so confused waking up to your cold body next to him shaking, but he would ask you "What's wrong?".
-After telling him, he pulls you closer to him, kissing your cheek. His voice was hoarse as he told you how cold you were.
-He pulled the blanket up more, letting you intertwine your legs with his.
-He wanted to move you both next to the fire, but he could not when your shaking had come to a stop.
-Trying not to fall asleep first, but losing the battle, he talked little loving things into your ear with a final "I love you".
John put his hand on your back, rubbing it here and there; you could feel his body move like he was wanting to move, but you had only just stopped shaking. He had laid back down and continued to talk, pulling you closer. You could hear in his words how he slurred; he was falling asleep. Patting his chest, you tell him to go to sleep, but he tells you he's not tired, so you just leave it with a smile, letting yourself fall into the sweet bliss of sleep.
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roseghoul26 · 28 days
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Javier Escuella x gn!Reader
Synopsis: For the last few nights, Javier’s guitar has been disappearing at night, returning back to its spot in the morning. No one in camp seems to know where it's going, and he’s getting real tired of his belongings getting taken. Tags: Not Beta Read, I Wrote This In Like Two Hours, Developing Relationship, Crushes, Fluff, You Steal Javier’s Guitar, Turns Out I Can Write Something Short(er), Arthur Morgan is a Nosy Bastard, But We Love Him Author's Note: i wanted to try writing from a different pov, and i needed a break from writing smut so here’s this little drabble <3
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For the life of him, Javier could not figure out where his guitar was disappearing to each night. 
He prided himself on being a very observant man, someone with eyes on the back of his head, as the saying went. He was quick to notice when someone was attempting to swindle him, pickpocket him, deceive him in any way. It’s how he’d survived so many years on his own, and how he excelled in the gang. 
Even when it came to his belongings in camp, he kept a close eye on them. If he saw someone approaching his tent, even if he trusted them, he’d always keep an eye on their hands, not too keen on having someone steal his hard-earned belongings. It wasn’t that he didn’t trust his campmates, but he lived with a group of professional thieves; he could never be too cautious.  
When it came to his guitar, his most treasured belonging, he watched it like a hawk whenever he was lingering around camp. If it wasn’t in his hands currently being played, then it was propped up on a barrel or stool, always in line of sight. So you’d think he’d notice when someone took it, right?
You’d think so, but the currently empty spot where it should be said otherwise. Every night for the last couple days, without fail, it had been snatched, only to be returned an hour later. The first time it happened, he nearly lost his mind, practically tearing apart the camp to find it. His relief was immeasurable when he saw it returned an hour later, with not a single scratch on it. He had then chalked it up to having too many drinks that night and forgetting where he had set it.
When the second night came around and it disappeared again, he was less worried than before, but he still began to ask around camp, keeping an eye out for the wooden instrument. Charles had just shrugged when he asked where it was, but even in the dim light he could see a slight grin on his face. He refused to elaborate further when Javier asked, and after a few moments of getting only silence to his question, he moved on to the next person.
Arthur was even less of a help, saying he saw someone take it, but didn’t say who or to where. He had cursed at Arthur then, and the other man just laughed in response. 
Hosea hadn’t seen anything, apparently, and Sean was too drunk to even make out the whiskey bottle in his hand. Pearson was too preoccupied with making the camp dinner, and Mary-Beth claimed she was too busy reading to see anything, but the lack of a book near her made her lie very clear. 
It was like the whole camp was conspiring against him, making him look like a fool. Every person he asked either feigned ignorance, or just straight up refused to tell him. It was when he asked Tilly that he got any sort of clue. She had pointed him in your direction, saying that he should ask you if you’d seen it. 
Javier wasn’t sure what to make of you. The newcomer of the Van Der Linde gang, you’d been with them for about a month, and Javier had had very little opportunities to speak to you, always on different jobs for the camp. When he did speak to you, it was quick conversations, or around the campfire with the others. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to talk to you; it was quite the opposite. There was something intriguing about you, something that he couldn’t quite put a label on. You were talented, that was undeniable, and he’d heard nothing but praise about you from Dutch, which made you good his book. 
But as he glanced over to where Tilly was pointing, any plan of speaking to you went right out the window. He quite literally stumbled over his words as he talked to Tilly, a small chuckle leaving her that he missed as he continued to watch you. You were sitting around the fire, in the middle of talking with Bill, Hosea, and Dutch. The light from the fire illuminated your face, and you felt his heart begin to race as he watched a beautiful smile appear on your face.
Another thing that Javier prided himself on was his confidence. He was suave, a charmer, and could talk his way out of anything. Yet as he watched you, all that confidence seemed to be sucked away, and the thought of talking to you became a daunting, impossible task; it was almost pathetic.
So, instead of following Tilly’s suggestions, he had just wished her a good night, heading back to his tent. He had to do a double take when he saw his guitar propped up in his usual spot, still in the same condition as it was prior. He felt like he was going insane. 
Instead of playing like he normally did, he just went straight to bed, much to everyone’s confusion. He was confused, and not just about his guitar. He was confused on why he had reacted the way he did when he saw you. He’d never really thought of you in that way before, but now that he did, he couldn’t stop. Has he always found you that… beautiful? Was the reason why he didn’t talk to you not because of conflicting schedules, but because of his cowardice?
He didn’t sleep well that night.
He expected the next night to be the same thing, but was almost disappointed to find his guitar untouched the entire day. He even made a point not to play it, but there were no takers, and he went to bed even more confused.
It disappeared that night, and he somehow managed to not see who did it. It was like they were a phantom, invisible only to him. He practically stared holes into the empty spot as he awaited for the person to return to it, but when an hour passed and no one showed up, he got up, legs aching from sitting still for so long. A disbelieving sigh, followed by a string of curses in Spanish spilled from his mouth when there, behind him at one of the other campfires, the guitar sat. Arthur just smiled at him when Javier raised a brow in question, and it took every ounce of willpower in his body to not throttle the other man.
The rest of the week went like that. No matter how hard he tried, or how many “traps” he set up, he couldn’t catch the little thief. It was almost funny, the entire situation, but he was far too frustrated to find any amusement with it. 
He had tried multiple times during that week to approach you, but it was like the universe hated him. One time, he nearly tripped over his own feet while making his way towards you, and you luckily didn’t see. When he successfully was able to walk, you were called away by Dutch, an apologetic look on your face as you walked away. 
But most days, he just couldn’t bring himself to approach you. The others, Charles and Arthur especially, had picked up on his predicament, one of the kind enough to not tease him for it. The other, more specifically Arthur, found great pleasure in tormenting him about it. Charles had to stop him from attacking the other man, and that’s how he currently found himself alone in the woods, calming himself down with a cigarette. Normally, he would use his guitar as an outlet, but to his not-surprise, it was missing. 
It had been a while since he was this far away from camp as Horseshoe Overlook at night. It was almost eerily peaceful, the sound of crickets and nocturnal animals the only thing he could hear. It was even colder, and he was grateful that he had slipped on a jacket earlier in the night. 
Grass and branches crunched beneath his feet as he walked further into the woods, no intent behind his motions except for exploring. That was until he heard something in the distance, so light that he thought he was imagining it for a moment. It was music, a lone guitar, to be exact. Tales of hearing music in the woods from his childhood flooded his mind, yet he didn’t feel scared. Weirdly enough, he felt at ease, and he found himself walking closer to the sound. 
It got louder as he went down the hill, and as he got closer he heard a voice accompanying the guitar. It was soft, uncertain almost, yet it was quite beautiful. It pulled at him, almost like a siren’s song, and he continued to make his way toward it, an excited energy buzzing in his body. 
To say he was shocked to see you sitting against a rock, guitar in hand, singing those stunning melodies, would be an understatement. You had your back to him, and you doubt you could hear him approaching, and he glanced at the guitar in your hands. His new suspicions were confirmed when he was the familiar faded oak instrument in your hand; you were the one taking his guitar each night. If it were any other person, he would be pissed off. Yet he couldn’t find it in himself to be upset at you. Instead, he was amused, the hilarity of the situation finally revealing itself to him, and for once he didn't feel the need to run the other way instead of talking to you.
He stomped out the cigarette, still going unnoticed by you. Not wanting to startle you too badly, he cleared his throat, jumping himself a bit when you immediately stopped. There was now a gun in your hand, aimed directly at him, and he held his hands up. When you were able to make out it was just him in the darkness, you relaxed, holstering your gun. “Javier,” you breathed out, and he felt his heart jump at the way you said his name. “I’m so sorry…”
He waved it off. “I startled you. No need to apologize. I’d be a bit more concerned if you hadn’t done that.”
You huffed out a laugh. “So it’s good to be jumpy, then. Noted.”
“Being ‘jumpy’ keeps you alive. Heard way too many stories of people being a little too slow on the draw, and end up dead because of it.” 
You just hummed thoughtfully, before a look of concern crept on your face. “I wasn’t disturbing you, was I?” You gestured to the guitar. “I thought I was far enough away from camp, but if you need me to move…”
“You’re fine,” he reassured. “And besides, even if I could hear you all the way from camp, you wouldn’t have disturbed me. You play wonderfully, and your voice is, well, beautiful.”
He swore you blushed at the praise, ducking your head in embarrassment. He watched as your fingers danced over the frets, almost like you were doing it out of nervous habit. “You’re too kind, Javier.”
“How long have you been playing?” He asked, taking a few steps toward you.
“Since I was a child.” You let out a breath, your head resting against the rock behind you. “Here,” you patted the ground beside you, “come sit.”
Praying that he wouldn’t make a fool of himself, he complied, your shoulders brushing as he sat. You didn’t seem to mind, not pulling away. In fact, you almost seemed to relax even more, but he quickly banished that train of thought. He was reading too much into it. 
You continued. “I’m admittedly a bit rusty; I stopped playin’ a few years back. But then I saw the guitar in camp, and Arthur said it didn’t belong to anyone and I, dunno, just got the urge to start playin’ again.” 
He had to bite back the laughter and the threat towards Arthur’s wellbeing that almost spilled from him. Of course Arthur was behind all this, the nosy bastard. He couldn’t tell if he was grateful or not, though. 
“You should start playing in camp. They’re probably tired of hearing me play all the time.”
He couldn’t help the small smile that grew on his lips at the excited look on your face. “You play too?”
He nodded. “I do. I realize now you probably haven’t heard me yet.” And so you don’t realize who’s guitar that actually is.
You shook your head, the motion causing your arms to continuously brush against him. “Well, then how long have you played?” You shot his question back at him.
“Only during the past couple of years. Picked it up because I needed something to occupy my time, and I found I rather enjoyed it. Let’s just say, though, you’re much better than me.”
“Well, I don’t know ‘bout that,” you laughed. “I haven’t even heard you play yet.” You tried to hand him the guitar, but he just held his hand up, shaking his head lightly. It was adorable, the way you almost pouted. 
“I promise, you’ll hear me soon enough. For now that guitar’s better off in your hands.” 
You sighed, barely conceding. “Fine. But don’t get annoyed if I nag you ‘bout it.”
“You couldn’t annoy me if you tried,” Javier admitted, almost a bit too honestly. He wasn’t sure where this was coming from; it was like the filter on his mouth just shut off, scared off by your proximity. You cocked your head, confused, and Javier elaborated a bit further. “If it was any other person that was taking my guitar each night, then we’d have issues. But I don’t mind if it’s you.”
Shock then mortification washed over your face, and Javier regretted telling you for a moment, missing that soft smile. “This… this is yours?” You asked, voice rising in volume as you gestured to the instrument. You groaned when he nodded, head slumping against the rock, defeated. “And I’ve just been takin’ it each night. Javier, I am so sorry-”
Javier chuckled a bit. “Like I said, I don’t mind. You’ve treated it well, which is more than I can say for the others when it comes to my stuff.”
His words seemed to just go in one ear and straight out the other. Your cheeks had darkened from embarrassment, and he would’ve found it cute if you weren’t so upset. “But it’s not alright! I should’ve asked, I… I should’ve known Arthur was lyin’ when he said it didn’t belong to anyone. Oh, I’m gonna kill him,” you snarled, getting up quickly, not before gently setting the guitar in Javier’s lap.
He didn’t let you get too far, his hand instinctively reaching up to grab your wrist, halting you immediately. You were both equally shocked, both pairs of eyes glancing to where he was currently touching you. His heart hammered in his chest, but he didn’t let go, gently pulling you back towards him. “Stay. Please.”
You continued to stare at him, moth agape, and for a moment Javier thought he misread everything. But his worries about disgusting or upsetting you were quickly discarded when a bright grin adorned your face, a pleasant light in the darkness of night. With a gentle tug, Javier brought you back down to where you had just been sitting, his hand never leaving your wrist. It was weird, how quickly his body had missed the heat of you, and he unconsciously felt himself pressing close to your side. 
Or maybe you were the one pressing into him. He couldn’t tell. 
“I’m sorry.” He heard you apologize yet again, and he let out a lighthearted scoff.
“How many times do I have to say that it’s alright? I’m not lying, I swear!”
“And that’s what Arthur said, but here we are.” Even though your words were accusatory, he still heard a slight laugh behind them. “He was ‘bout to face my anger if he had just ruined anythin’ with you.”
“What do you mean?” He tried to not sound too hopeful.
“Well, I’ve been wantin’ to talk to you, to get to know you,” you admitted, no longer looking him in the eye. “But I thought by doin’ all this,” you pointed at the guitar in his lap,” that I ruined any chance of creatin’ any sort of… friendship with you.”
“Only a friendship, cariño?” There was that confidence he was known for, back now that he realized that his desire to know you wasn’t so one-sided. 
Your head snapped to him when he said that, eyes going wide. “I… well…” you were extremely flustered, and Javier found great joy in the fact that he had done that to you. “We’ll just have to see, won’t we?”
“Yes, we will.” He murmured. He finally let go of your wrist, smiling a bit at the way you seemed to sadden, but his touch wasn’t gone for long. Running his fingers across the back of your hands, he then interlocked them, resting them on your thighs. 
Another beautiful smile from you dazzled him, and he sighed in contentment when you tentatively rested your head on his shoulder. In no world did he imagine that this was how his night would end, but he was certainly not complaining, especially when you moved impossibly closer to him. 
When the two of you returned back to camp hours later, hand in hand, guitar in your own, laughter making you breathless, he barely noticed the looks from the others, too caught up in you to even bother to look elsewhere. Something new flickered in his chest, something he hadn’t felt in a while, and it took until he tried to fall asleep to put a name to it. 
For a moment, he thought it was just love, but even it was overshadowed by the other thing he was feeling: hope. For the first time in a long time, Javier Escuella went to bed with hope for the next day, and he had you to thank.
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unmaskthewriter · 8 months
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Scars {John Marston x GN!Reader}
Summary: Unable to sleep, you begin to examine John’s scarred body.
A/N: a very short little blurb I wanted to write.
Warnings: bad memories, scars from violence, mentions of character death
Word Count: 500+
You lay in the large bed, the covers barely draped over your naked form. John lay beside you, fast asleep, his arm lazily draped along your bare hips. His breathing was calm, and steady.
The fireplace has long burned out, leaving a soft chill in the room. Through the drapes, the moonlight leaked into the room. Carefully, you turn to face John’s sleeping form. Your gaze travels his skin as your gentle fingers come to touch his bare chest, tracing over various scars and old bullet wounds now healed. Sometimes, he’d tell you the origin of a few of the scars. Having been a member of the gang for some time prior to its dissolution, you were aware of his marred cheek from the wolf attack in the Grizzlies, and the bullet wound in his upper arm from the last train robbery. Your fingers traced the different dips and grooves of each scar, almost admiring the story it would tell.
“What’re doing…?” John mumbled sleepily beside you, his eyes still closed. You didn’t mean to wake him due to your own insomnia, having since decided to distract yourself with his scars and what some would call imperfections.
“… ‘m sorry… couldn’t sleep.” You speak softly, your hand traveling upwards, past his neck to brush some loose strands of hair from his face. All of his scars, those memories — you wouldn’t be where you were without them. Sometimes, you wonder if the others were okay, even if they had gone against Arthur, John and yourself in the end. All those who died before the end came, perhaps they were the lucky ones.
Mac.
Davey.
Kieran.
Sean.
Hosea.
Lenny.
Molly.
Susan.
Arthur.
If it weren’t for Arthur and his sacrifice, you and John would have been caught by the Pinkertons, or killed.
It’s near impossible to forget the weeks and months following yours and John’s escape from Dutch van der Linde and the Pinkertons. That consistent fear of being figured out, and turned in, or somehow always feeling out of place even in towns you resided in or near before the gang’s fallout. The arm draped over your waist pulls you in closer as John buries his face in your neck.
“Coulda told me… stayed up with you.” He responded tiredly, still half asleep. His hot breath meets your neck and you shudder.
“Wasn’t worth waking you up over, love.” You whisper back. John worked hard to create a life for the both of you, a life that didn’t include gunslinging and robberies. Those days were long gone. Lazily, John places a kiss on your shoulder. As his chapped lips meet your soft skin, all worries melt away.
You try to imagine a future without John; a future where the left side of the bed is empty, and cold… a future where you are alone, barely surviving. You silently prayed the day would never come.
“I love you, John… I really do.” You speak softly, only to be met with snores. Smiling softly, you press a kiss to his temple and close your eyes, welcoming John’s warmth and comfort as you slowly fall back into dreams.
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soup-14 · 1 year
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Dutch Van Der Linde x gn!Reader Blurb
Dutch x gn!Reader
Fluff
Dutch keeping you warm in Colter.
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The small abandoned mining tow is a light in the dark to you all. It certainly isn't perfect but at least there is a foot over your heads and fire in the hearth.
everyone's main goal is to keep warm. you're low on food, money and there are all sorts of other problems, but Dutch cant have anyone else dying from the cold.
You stand in his cabin trying to warm yourself by the fireplace. Your limbs tingle and itch from the cold. your cheeks and nose are rosy.
A gust of cold wind blows onto your back as the cabin door opens, causing you to shiver. Dutch steps inside and quickly shuts the door behind him.
Dawned in his large fur coat, cheeks and nose red, frost settled on his mutache.
Rubbing his hands together he joins you by the fire. "Staying warm My Dear?" He asks.
"Trying to."
You take his freezing fingers into your warm hands and blow hot air onto them. Dutch takes his hands away and reaches to remove his gun belt. He sets it on a chair and opens his coat. "Dutch I'm fine you don't have to-" he interrupts you with a chuckle.
"Come here." he smiles.
Your face lights up and you quickly walk into his inviting warmth. he immediately closes the coat behind you and wraps it tightly around the two of you. You wrap your arms around his waist and rest your head on his chest.
Dutch shuffles closer to the fire. he nuzzles his nose into your hood and sighs in content.
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dear-departed · 8 months
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The Innocence of an Outlaw [Dutch]
A/N: I'm back! After what, a year or something? I don't really know what happened, or why happened, but it happened. Um, I finally played RDR2, after procrastinating, of course. But now I'm obsessed with these stupid little dumb gay cowboys. Without further adieu, here's a short Dutch Van Der Linde thing.
Desc.: Downtime with Dutch starts pretty uneventful until he remembers that his darling isn't a smoker. In his eyes, hilarity ensues; in yours, pain and coughing.
Word count: 1.15K
Genre: Fluff
Pairing: Dutch Van Der Linde x GN! Reader
Dutch- innocent outlaw 
Life in the gang was never easy. The downtime was rare, but that’s to be expected. Somebody always needed him or needed a hand with something; which you usually were chosen to help with. After all, Dutch Van Der Linde’s partner is never exempt from carrying their own weight, at least that’s how you saw it. 
Despite how popular it is, you were never a smoker, nor a drinker. It was something you simply never took nearly as much pleasure in as others. Both activities burned, and one made you less aware. Dutch, on the other hand, can almost never be spotted without a cigar in hand, or a bottle of surprisingly pricey bourbon or whiskey near him. He almost never got drunk, but that’s not to say he didn’t enjoy a drink every so often.  
On this rare occasion where you have him all to yourself, you and Dutch sit in his tent at Horseshoe Overlook. It’s a pretty place, and if you were being honest, maybe even a little nicer than the west. After the whole mess in Blackwater, it was refreshing to move east. A relief, even.  
He sits next to you, one hand sitting idly on your thigh, his thumb caressing the fabric of your clothing. As per usual, rings adorn his fingers, thick gold rings. Something about the way they looked on his callused fingers drove you wild.  
“You know…” Dutch starts, taking a long drag of his cigar, “I’m so glad you’ve stuck with me through all of this. Through Blackwater. They say someone shows their character in a time of panic or need, and you’ve proven yourself to be real’ trustworthy. I appreciate your faith in me.” He speaks. Curse his silver tongue, the way he makes you swoon with every word that comes out of his smoky breath. Every time you consider leaving the outlaw life, he drags you back in with his words, his charming looks and his rich voice keeps you anchored to him. The way he spoils you rotten when he gets the chance and ignores you right after.   
Thank you, Dutch... you’re too good to me.” You mutter, leaning into his warm body, one arm snaking around his waist. “Do you want a puff?” he asks, holding his cigar out to you.  
You furrow your brows, slowly shaking your head. “No thanks, you know I’ve never been much of a smoker.” You say, slowly closing your eyes.  
” Oh?” he asks, quirking a brow, as if your words surprised him. “Go on, it’s an honor. The amount of times Sean or Arthur have asked for a drag off me... they’d be jealous, you know.” He says softly, grabbing you by the hips and pulling you into his lap. His cigar hangs from his mouth, tendrils of smoke curling into the air and wafting up into your nose. Almost everything that resides in Dutch’s tent has cigar smoke in it, permeating any material. Leather, cloth, metal, it doesn’t matter.  
“Alright, alright, I give.” You say, reaching for the cigar, but he takes it from his mouth and moves it away.  
“Hold on now, allow me...” He says, one side of his face quirking up into some sort of grin. “Open up.” He says, and you obediently oblige.  
He adores the way you listen, the fire in your criminal heart burns everyone but him. To Dutch, you’re but a wood stove, contained and comforting. He puts the cigar to your lips, resting one hand right beneath the back of your neck. You inhale the smoke- rookie mistake. Immediately it burns your lungs and throat, and you start hacking and coughing, curling over yourself. 
Dutch quickly pulls the cigar away, a chuckle coming from his lips, “you’ve only ever smoked cigarettes? You don’t inhale cigar smoke, it’s different.”  
Of course, he would know that 
He passes you a cup of water from the crate beside his cot that acts as a nightstand. You eagerly gulp it down to soothe the burn. Dutch rubs your back while you hack and cough, tipping some of the ash from the cigar onto the floor.  
“I hate to make light of your pain, but I think it’s adorable how inexperienced you are... such a ruthless outlaw, but a cigar can topple you...” He teases, lacing his fingers through your hair. He tugs softly, not enough to hurt, just enough to make you jerk your head up to look at him with teary eyes.  
“You’re fine. Just watch me.” He says, putting the cigar to his lips. He lets the smoke sit in his mouth for a moment, before slowly blowing it out, a plume of smoke coming from his mouth. “See?”  
You nod, finishing the last from the water cup. “Yeah. Can I try again?” You ask, reaching for the cigar.  
“Of course.” He once again pulls the cigar away from you, taking another slow drag from it. He puts one hand behind your head and pulls your face close to his, pressing his lips to yours. Of course, you kiss back, even as he slowly blows the smoke into your mouth as you absentmindedly get a little more comfortable in his lap.  
Dutch slowly pulls away, placing his index finger on your lips. “Just taste the smoke for a moment, no need to rush.” he croons softly into your ear. He revels in the way you choke down coughs; just for him. “You’re alright, doin’ just fine there... alright, now blow.”  
Slowly, you let the smoke flow from your mouth, right in his face, out of spite. He fans away the smoke with a hardy laugh, “you did it! With my help, of course.” He comments, giving you a smug grin. He’s enamored by the way you cough again, some of the smoke you’d just blown out reentering your mouth. His thumb rubs against your chin and on the side of your lip lovingly. You can’t quite pinpoint if it’s because you have something on your face or if it’s because he’s simply feeling affectionate. Either way, the attention feels nice. His warm callused hands upon your dirt-smudged face. “You’ll get used to it... trust me, I much prefer a pipe to cigars, but I left my old pipe in... Blackwater.” He mutters the dreaded city name underneath his breath, avoiding your gaze as he huffs softly.  
“Why don’t you buy another one? I’m sure Saint Denis has some ‘real nice pipes. I’ve seen the ones- men in those big top-hats, they have these pretty mahogany pipes.” You suggest.  
He simply shrugs, “I have, none of them feel quite right. The last one fit my lips perfectly.” He recalls. You swear you could see drool coming out of his mouth. This man was a tobacco fiend, that much you knew.  His hands absentmindedly caress your thighs, his fingers kneading, like an affectionate cat.  
"You owe me a back massage."
"For oh-so-generously offering you a drag from my cigar?"
"From not telling me you're not supposed to breathe."
"Fine."
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vanderlesbian · 9 months
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javier as a girl dad too?🫶🏼
EEK my first request hai...... >_< of course i can write javier as a girl dad :3
** other rdr2 men as girl dads can be found here!!
masterlist
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- javier would be so proud to be a father!! his daughter would be his pride and joy and he would do anything to protect her. the other members of the gang know not to mess with him or his daughter, especially after micah made a cruel comment that earned him a near broken nose and a week's worth of snarky comments from the entire gang.
- definitely speaks to his daughter in spanish; he would love teaching her the language. when he hears her babble her first words in spanish, javier will have the biggest smile on his face. he'll probably tell the others about it for at least a few days, too.
- he would sing her songs!! when she's little and comes to him woken up from a nightmare, javier will pick up his guitar and play her favorite song. oftentimes his singing will gather more of an audience, and other members will stick around to listen to the lullabies.
- on the topic of singing songs for his daughter, i think javier would write his own for her, too. whether or not he's the best lyricist, his song will be loved by his daughter regardless. as she grows older, javier would teach her how to play guitar, and she would request to learn how to play that song he made for her when she was little.
- ohhh he would have a spanish nickname for her. mariposa, chiquita, luna, flor—something cute that would stick with her for the rest of her life. as she gets older, she'd get a little embarrassed by it, but javier would be insistent on keeping the nicknames.
- javier would be such a playful dad! he wouldn't be hesitant to play any games with his daughter that others might call "too feminine"; if his daughter wants to have a tea party, he'll put his entire soul into his posh accent. javier will always make time to play with his daughter, and if he happens to be too busy, he'll promise her to play later and will keep that promise.
- javier's daughter would be an energetic and playful girl who's probably very flamboyant. she would be a real daddy's girl and the best thing that has ever happened to javier (aside from you, of course). i think she would also get some of her confident snarkiness from her dad too lol
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outlawwithaheart · 1 year
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Outlaw's Masterlist :)
Asks open :) Feel free to ask for Headcannons, or oneshots! I do fluff, or smut (I don't write anything violent, if you want specifics you can ask anonymously if you want <3)
Arthur Morgan💗
General Relationship Headcannons (pt. 1)
General Relationship Headcannons (pt. 2)
How Clingy are the RDR2 Boys? (HCs)
Charles Smith💕
General Relationship Headcannons
NSFW Headcannons
Charles x Reader Oneshot (GN! Reader)
How Clingy are the RDR2 Boys? (HCs)
Charles x Virgin! Reader (NSFW HCs)
Micah Bell💛
Micah x Reader (Oneshot)
Micah during pregnancy, and as a father (HCs)
How Clingy are the RDR2 Boys? (HCs)
Javier Escuella💜
Javier Escuella Relationship Headcannons
Javier Escuella Fluff Headcannons
How Clingy are the RDR2 Boys? (HCs)
Sean MacGuire
Sean MacGuire General Relationship HCs
Modern! Sean x Reader (smut, oneshot)
How Clingy are the RDR2 Boys? (HCs)
Hosea Matthews ❣️
Hosea as a Dad to a Young Adult!Reader (HCs)
Kerian Duffy💕💗💕💗💕
General Headcannons for Keiran
Bill Williamson 💙
How Clingy are the RDR2 Boys? (HCs)
Dutch Van Der Linde ❤️
How Clingy are the RDR2 Boys? (HCs)
John Marston🖤
How Clingy are the RDR2 Boys? (HCs)
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pryce0 · 1 year
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Yo, here to make another rdr request. Can you do Arthur or Charles with an S/O who is an expert in medicine and stuff like that, even more than doctors, and will help them if they get shot or sick, they even will help even in the middle of battle. I know it's a weird request, lol
Dr. Feelgood (Charles Smith x Doctor!GN!Reader)
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summary; you are an expert in medicine and herbs, intense knowledge on human anatomy and overall science of the body. you’re dating charles who seemingly keeps getting hurt in the line of fire, and he wouldn’t have anyone else but you to take care of him.
a/n; YESS, ty for requesting arthur or charles <3 i love my man charles. i nearly made this a male!reader because i personally headcanon charles as gay, but i kept it gender neutral. i know you said “more knowledge than a doctor”, but i wasn’t sure what to call the reader, so they are a type of doctor, but just very smart!! and this is not the best i am so sorry!!!! first time writing my boy charles
[warnings/tags; blood and injury, fluff, mentions about death.]
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To be completely honest, you’re part of the reason why the (current) entirety of the gang is still alive.
You’ve been running with the gang for at least a year now; you had joined by the gang through Dutch, of course. You heard an intense firefight nearby and decided to waltz in and there you found Dutch Van der Linde, a stab wound to his shoulder. The blood was rapidly staining and soaking his clothes and at first, he held you at gunpoint. He was trembling and panting, his hair sticking to his forehead from the sweat. Blood was spilling from between his fingers, his revolver shaking. “I’m a doctor,” You said with caution as well as with your hands up, your bag in your left hand. It’s weight was heavy, but nothing you couldn’t handle. You knew he was shaking from pain and adrenaline, no doubt extremely paranoid from anyone passing by. A bullet whizzed by and you ducked without a second thought, being shielded by crates and boxes. You knew this wasn’t the safest place to be; the bullet holes and the dead body nearby was evident, but you couldn’t ignore people in need. Dutch sneered at you when he first saw you approaching, thinking they sent someone over to end him.
With really no other choice, Dutch lowered the gun. You quickly approached and stayed by his side, murmuring your every intent. “I’m going to take your shirt and vest off, sir.” He watched you with a close eye, allowing you to do so. The wound was not too deep, but deep enough to slow him down and needed stitches. You quickly opened your bag and grabbed a bottle and opened the cap, pouring the liquid over your hands. You set the bottle down and you quickly scrub them. Dutch’s eyebrows furrowed and he weakly gestures to the bottle. “What’s that?” He asks quietly, out of breath.
“Anti-septic,” You reply. “It disinfects wounds.”
He lets out a pained laugh. “Just use whiskey by that point.”
You shake your head with a smile, grabbing a rag and pouring the liquid over it, allowing the fabric to soak it up. Beads of the liquid drip down your hand and forearm, but you pay no mind to it. You gently press the soaked rag against the stab wound which causes a pained noise to escape the man.
After you stitched his wound up with the most expert precision, he thanked you by paying you a considerable sum of money. You took it after asking if Dutch was sure, in which he greatly insisted.
After that, you managed to score yourself a spot within the gang.
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You were used to treating the gang’s wounds, critical or minor and you were lucky if no one got injured in the middle of a firefight. You had your specialized tent which was bigger than some of the other tents; one side held your cot and the other held your medical cot for the gang. You made sure to disinfect it daily, you kept your tools up on a table away from the ground, and you always made sure you were stocked up on the necessary supplies.
Most of the gang found some of your supplies unnecessary, but Dutch was insistent they were important. Funds from the box in front of his tent are used to supply your work and you’re eternally grateful.
You found yourself within Charles’ company once again, sitting in your tent together. He loved to watch you work, count your shiny tools, your supplies. He loved your passion for your work and he admires your knowledge. You two often exchanged knowledge of herbs and the land, and he knew much more than the average person, the benefits of the nature around you. Charles always took time out of his day to hear you ramble about the benefits people don’t realize, how helpful many plants are within your profession.
“I’ve been meaning to ask you,” Charles murmured, sitting on your cot, a piece of wood and his hunting knife in hand. He’s been shaving it down into the rod of an arrow as you worked. Charles always promises to clean up the wood shavings. You glanced at him from across the tent as you grab the box of bandages to put on your newly installed side table. He resides in your space while you were in the disinfected side. “What is it?”
Charles reaches over to your side table and grabs a bottle of the anti-septic you had set there; expired. He holds it up after looking at the label. “What are the differences between this stuff and whiskey?”
You smiled softly as he struck a cord within you; the joy you feel of spreading the knowledge you learned yourself. “Well, I’ll have to point out a similarity first. For starters, they both kill bacteria very well. I’ve had to test different types of alcohol against wounds—not willingly, mind you. I was in the line of fire.” You mutter, placing down the package of bandages.
Charles kept his eyes on you, his direct look softening as he hears you ramble on about the differences between whiskey and proper anti-septic, when each is good to use and when it isn’t, everything. He feels a warmth spread in his stomach and his chest. He adored your passion, how your nose scrunches up when you talk about when people choose to use the whiskey when it isn’t needed. “You guys took a good ten years off my life when I found out all you used was whiskey.”
Charles lets out a belly laugh, his hand drifting to his lower left part of his stomach. Your eyes track his hand before looking him in the eye, your concern evidently clear. “Does it still hurt?” You ask him softly, coming over to where he is sitting. Charles quickly shakes his head, keeping that smile on his face. Your worry is endearing to him, although unneeded. You tsk and wave your hands upwards in a motion. “C’mon, let the doctor see.” You tease, putting your hands on your hips now in a sassy manner, a playful smirk replacing your concern. Charles smile widened and leans back, pulling up his shirt to reveal his lower stomach. He’s decorated with scars and scrapes, but the one you are concerned about is the recent laceration he received from a knife fight.
“Your stitches are a bit torn— Charles, I told you to take it easy.” You chastised, your gentle fingers running over the sensitive skin around the stitches. Charles shivers from your touch, and from where you’re touching. He clutches his shirt a bit harder as he found himself under your prying eyes once again. Even though you’re lecturing him, he can’t help the warmth he feels. “I’ve stayed in camp, honest. It’s bad to disobey doctors orders.” He retorts in a playful manner. Charles winces when your finger brushes over the stitches and his abdomen tenses when your fingers touch the edge— the torn part.
“Of course, always listen to your doctor!~” You say in a gentle sing song voice before standing up properly. You gesture to the sterile side of the cot, looking at Charles. “Go sit on the cot. I’ll get the supplies and a proper herbal tea.”
“Herbs.. For the pain, right?” Charles questions, hoping it gets you rambling again. You laugh and nod as Charles lowers his shirt and slowly makes his way into a standing position. You kiss his cheek and grab his hand. “Yes, for the pain, love.”
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🧽Characters I write for🧽
Red Dead Redemption
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John Marston
Lenny Summers
Dutch Van Der Linde
Charles Smith
Hosea Matthews
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Kieran Duffy
Abigail Roberts
Sadie Adler
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arthurthethird · 1 year
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Hey! Could you write some headcanons or possibly a fic on Micah as a dad? Thank you so much!
A/N: Personally, I love this idea. Micah, even tho he's a complete asshole and I'd put a bullet in his head, is one of my favorite characters. Hopefully you enjoy! (Gender isn't specified so reader is gender neutral)
Micah as a father
GN! Reader
Living is a Bell is absolutely humiliating. Everyone knows him, everyone knows he's an asshole. Most think you're just the same.
Now, there are exceptions. Hosea, Dutch, even Arthur. Ms. Grimshaw technically as well, but she still keeps an eye on you.
You did have some of his features. Mostly in personality, although you had the same nose and eyes. You had anger issues. You were quick to get in a fight. But you still tried to be nice, just to show others that you are not like your father.
Speaking of who, wasn't good in parenting. He was akward around you when you were younger. And while yes, he did soften up, laying off on making other's lives miserable, he was still annoying. It's not like he didn't try to be a good father, but he was simply bad at it. He did buy (or steal) some things for you. Clothes, trinkets, weapons. He taught you how to shoot, yet Arthur still helped you more, since according to him "that bastard is horrible at this".
Hosea taught you how to read. Since Micah didn't know how to himself. Dutch taught you how to swim. Long story short, the gang mostly raised you.
One day you brought a dog in. It was while you were still in Blackwater. Oh what a mess.
Most people were happy, loving the new companion. However when you brought it to your father...
"What the hell is that?!"
"It's a dog?" You smiled. "I called him Biscuit"
"It's a monster! Throw it out!" Your father screeched, ready to kick the dog away, but you made sure he's a good distance away.
"No, he's belongs to our family now!"
"I'll show you where that thing belongs!" He yelled, taking a gun.
.... He shot the dog.
Only pet he ever let you keep was a rat. (what a surprise)
You called it Plague. Everyone liked Plague. He died because Uncle stepped on him.
You still tried to make him proud. Because maybe, just maybe, he'll be nicer to everyone if he's proud of you.
You made sure to bring anything you find when you were in Colter. Freezing your ass off, refusing to rest, making sure everyone was well fed. It was hard, you weren't made for snowy weather, but you did anything you could.
"Y/N, please..." Hosea walked to you as you were making your arrows, trying to remember what Charles taught you. "Go rest"
"I can't. We need to survive. We won't survive without food"
"As much as I love your courage-" Dutch approached you, getting a side glare from his partner. "-I can't let you go out. You've been working hard... You have to relax before you freeze to death."
"I really can't" you sigh. You were so close to hearing from your father he's proud of you, you could feel it. You knew he was grateful, he had to be!
You ended up stuck to bed as soon as you got to Horseshoe Overlook.
It didn't last long, a week, maybe two, but you were back on your feet before you even got healthy. If your father caught you resting... You couldn't risk it.
When you found out he was in jail, you begged to let them go for you. Arthur was hesitant, but Dutch allowed it. You jumped on your horse as soon as you could.
You arrived in the town surprisingly quickly. You walked to the jail, looking around it before walking to the window on the side, kneeling down.
"Hey dad"
"Y/N? The hell are you doing here?!"
"I came to save you" you looked around, trying to figure out how to save him. He growled frustrated.
"Why the hell did they let you?! Idiots... You'll die out here!"
".... Are you worried about me?"
"I'm worried about having to drag your corpse all the way back"
"I can leave, I'm sure Arthur will come before they hang you" you got up, turning around, but stopped when you heard his panicked voice.
"No! No, forget it! Get me out of here!"
"We talked about this.... Magic word"
"Oh for god's.... Please"
"You got it"
You wanted to stick with him after, but he told you to go back and tell Dutch he's fine. You were sad, but did as you were told. Tho over the thunder as you left, you could say a quiet thank you... Or was it the wind?
When you moved to Clement's Point, you were happy to see him again. He said he wasn't because he has to deal with you again, but you knew that wasn't true. Hopefully.
You were scared shitless when they went to talk with Colm... Yet got mad when they came back without Arthur. He was like an older brother to you, and he was gone because of him. You haven't talked with either him or Dutch until Arthur came back. It hurt him. You think so. His eyes tell everything.
Saint Denis was pretty calm. Until the bank robbery... Watching Hosea die was hard breaking. He was what Micah couldn't be. You loved him like he'd be your biological father. You were miserable.
Guarma didn't help. If anything, it made things worse. You mostly stuck with Dutch, still trying to help to impress your father, and to help him with his partner's loss. He appreciated that, it seemed. He trusted Micah, and trusted you even more, since you were like his own child. He didn't like to talk about what happened, but was grateful for your presence.
After you got back to America, you went on your own. Trying to find your way to the rest of the gang wasn't easy, but you were one of the first. You did have a close call with law men and Pinkertons, but still managed.
You didn't get to be glad about everyone coming back because of the attack. You tried your best to shoot as many men possible, trying to make sure everyone was safe. You did get some close call, one bullet so close it hit your skin, but didn't get stuck in your arm. Even this didn't stop you from fighting for your gang. For your family.
Days went by. You spent them mostly with Dutch and your father, still trying to stay close to others. Arthur had noticed something going on between the two, he did ask you to keep an eye on them. You promised to do so, but Micah seemed to pull you away from everyone slowly. Or maybe it was you that was staying away? You weren't sure.
Now you were standing frozen. Staring at your leader, pointing a gun at your father and your brother. You watched as he walked to the side, both guns now on John and Arthur. You didn't know what to do. You were scared, confused, sad. And angry.
"Y/N... Get over here" your father looked at you. Others already chose their sides, now staring at you to see what you did.
"Don't do it!" Arthur coughed out. You never realized how sick he was getting. You were looking at the both of them, before taking a deep breath.
You walked to your father. He grinned, happy. It was a chance to finally make him proud.
But as you took your steps, you realized...
"I won't make you proud, will I?" You spat, just to be met with a slowly forming confused look. You continued "everyday I worked, tried so hard to make you happy, to impress you... I don't know if I was trying to win your love or respect. But I don't think I should even try to win it. You're my father, aren't you supposed to give those things unconditionally?"
Micah opened his mouth, but you kept going. "I'm done. I don't want to fight for it anymore. I will never satisfy you, no matter what I do" you sighed, turning to Dutch. "Think about what you're doing. Think about Hosea would say. Because for god's sake, he'd slap you across your face for even pointing your gun at your son's. But make your own decision. I'm done trying to make any of you happy"
And saying that, you grabbed your father's gun, pressing it to your head and pushing his finger to pull the trigger.
Oh the regret on his face.
"I think he was proud" Hosea chuckled to you. "But he was too much of a coward to say it"
"Hopefully I got him to think about his actions" You just sighed, petting Plague and Biscuit. They got along
R.I.P Plague and Biscuit, poor babies. 🙏
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sednonamoris · 1 year
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hang ‘em high
Pairing: John Marston x gn!reader
Summary: A high stakes bank robbery forces you and John to confront exactly how close - and how far - you are from one another anymore.
Warnings: Canon-typical GUN VIOLENCE AND GORE, strong language, hostage situation, stand-off/shootout, arguments, horrible people doing horrible things, the most fucked up declaration(s) of love you’ve ever seen
Word count: 2,918
A/N: Why did the gang have to flee the West so dramatically and why did the law chase them so furiously?? Read to find out the ghost story version 🥰 (better notes on AO3 but i don’t want to spoil everything up here!!)
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“Ghost, kindly relieve these people of their valuables,” Dutch orders from behind the black bandana pulled snugly beneath his glittering eyes. 
Your own bandana hides a wild grin, all adrenaline and greed. Something savage in your eyes and the way that you move makes these smalltown folk afraid. The little of your face they do see is enough to have them emptying their pockets in short order. 
You like it.
Never do you feel more powerful than when pulling big jobs like this, ones even Dutch is in on. This bank will be emptied before the law can scramble together enough men to try you. You’ll all be gone, smoke on the wind, making off like the bandits you are. 
“Mr. M, take care of these vaults for us,” Dutch says to Arthur while holding the quaking teller at gunpoint, then jerks his head to direct John to the back entrance. The Callanders have the front of the building covered between them. 
You continue to work the cowering crowd. Sun streams in from high windows and paints them all in unforgiving noontime light. It glints off of their valuables. A woman in splotchy rouge clutches heirloom pearls to her throat for a wide-eyed, gaping moment before handing them over. A man in faded tweed tosses you his antique watch. Gold inlay. Initials etched on the inside. An older gentleman relinquishes silver cufflinks embossed with some sort of crest, faded from where they’ve been rubbed for luck over the years.
One by one you take their treasures, stuff them in your pockets ‘til they’re fit to bust, and then keep stuffing. You have no idea exactly how much it’s all worth; give you some good horseflesh and you can list off prices all day long, but this sort of work has never been your specialty. At a guess, it’s at least a hundred bucks. At the devastated, teary-eyed looks on the faces before you, you’d think it was their whole world. 
But what do these people know of the world? Of survival? 
One of the women glares up at you. She’s staunch and sturdy, middle-aged and measured. Furious in a suffering sort of way. 
“This is a hanging town,” she says. “When the sheriff gets his hands on you we’ll all watch you swing.”
You lean in, close and sudden, and kiss the barrel of your gun to the skin just beneath her dimpled chin. Her sharp inhale is barely audible over the commotion of Arthur blowing his way into the vaults in the next room.
“If you’re not careful, you won’t live to see much anything, Miss.”
Your grin grows wider for every inch she shrinks back in fear. Then, because you can’t resist, you call out to the boys on perimeter in your smuggest Van der Linde voice, asking if anyone’s seen hide or hair of this sheriff you’ve heard so much about.
The Callanders jeer their not here’s mean enough that you remember to pause and be grateful they’re on your side. You wait for a smart remark from John, raspy and rude, but none comes.
You try not to let it get to you - he’s been strange towards you ever since his return. Some days it’s like he never left, and others like there’s this vast, unknowable distance between you. This is the first big job you’ve worked together in almost two years now, and it’s not even because he wanted to; Dutch asked. 
Just as you let out a deprecating sigh and move to your next victim, the back door bursts open with a bang.
The whole of smalltown law marches in with John at gunpoint. The look in his eyes is equal parts fury and shame, and it burns when he meets the wild, cornered-animal look in yours. This isn’t supposed to happen. They aren’t supposed to even know you were here yet, let alone spring traps. Without thinking you snatch up the nearest person. Gun to their head, body covering yours, they are both hostage and shield. 
“Put the woman down,” the sheriff says, “and have everyone step out with their hands on their head.” 
His voice is thick with authority, but the light catches on beaded sweat dripping down his brow. His revolver is white-knuckled at John’s throat. 
“You first,” you sneer. “I promise, one hair on his head comes to harm and I’ll kill everyone here, starting with this bitch.” 
They all shift uncomfortably, trigger fingers itching to take the shot. They must know they’ll never beat you on the draw, and surely they can tell you mean every word. Only one man can break the stalemate, and he doesn’t leave you waiting long. 
“Well, gentleman,” Dutch interrupts smoothly, causing every head to snap in his direction, “looks like we’re at an impasse here.”
He steps out from behind the counter with a casual sort of grace, but his pistols are pointed, ready to fire. Over the ringing in your ears you can hear Arthur bagging the last of the money, and the sound of the Callanders coming in behind you with their own guns raised. 
“My friends and I are not unreasonable,” Dutch continues. He steps slowly and deliberately backwards toward the front doors, until he’s safely behind you. Arthur follows soon after. “If you let our man go, we let your people live. Simple as that.”
“I think we both know this ain’t simple,” the sheriff says. “The West is civilized, now. If you put down your weapons and hand over the woman I’ll see to it you all get a fair trial.”
You snort a disbelieving laugh. “Way I hear, it’ll be a mighty quick one. Your little lady friend tells me the gallows ‘round these parts stay busy.” 
His gaze hardens when you mention his take on justice, and you realize this isn’t going to be an easy out. Goddamnit.
“You boys get on out of here,” you tell Dutch. Your voice is quiet, but you could hear a pin drop in this bank right now. He opens his mouth to protest, but you shake your head to cut him off. “Trust me.”
The sheriff tells them to stop, while they still can, while he’s willing to let them live, but occupied with John he’s helpless to raise his own gun, and his men can’t make one move for fear you’ll dispatch your hostage. She quakes in your arms but makes no sound. 
With a firm clasp of your shoulder in thanks, Dutch, Arthur, Mac, and Davey back their way out the front doors the sheriff was cocky enough to leave unguarded. Chalk it up to too much faith in a backdoor plan and a failure to understand just who exactly he’s dealing with; The Van der Linde Gang might have started small, but Dutch has dreams bigger than this wild, uncharted West. Bigger even than the fluttering pulse point that beats against the barrel of your gun. 
The sound of hoofbeats galloping away lets you know the boys have made their escape, and you know that now, as ever, you’ll do anything to save John. Anything. And damn the consequences. The sheriff must see it in your eyes, or the way you hold your prisoner of war, because something snaps in his demeanor. Scaffold screams open, rope swings taut, snaps.  
“I’m going to count to three,” he threatens, digging the barrel of his gun into John’s skin until he flinches, “and if that woman ain’t freed your friend here dies.”
One…
A split second of understanding is all you need. Please let him understand.
Two…
John’s grey eyes are flint sharp. You try to memorize the color just in case this goes wrong. If you didn’t know better you’d say he was doing the same. 
Three.
At the same time you squeeze the trigger, John stomps down hard on the sheriff’s foot. His wiry body twists away in time to miss the bullet, but the woman in your arms is less lucky. It’s a baptism of blood and brains. Your eardrum bursts with the gunshot. If you listen carefully, somewhere between the muted screams and pitched ringing might even be the voice of God, but you wouldn’t know the difference.
In a blink, John’s shoved himself off the sheriff and tackled you to the ground. The rest of the men to open fire. The sheriff roars for them to take you alive as you scramble to help one another to your feet and run. You stumble over yourself and the rest of the bank-goers still frozen on the ground in fear, but still you almost make it out.
Then, just as you reach the doors, blinding pain blossoms in your thigh. You fall forward on your knees and cry out in pain, a sound that stops John in his tracks. He tries to double back and half-carry you to the horses, but one moment of weakness is all it takes for the law to catch up with you. Kicking and screaming, they tackle and separate you both. Someone must hit you over the head with the butt of their gun, because all you remember is the scratchy, warped sound of John screaming your name and a world gone dark. 
You wake to a dull, throbbing pain in your leg. Blinking past crusted eyes and dried blood, you try to piece together the events that led to being dumped on the hard wooden floors of a one-room jailhouse. More importantly, you try to figure out where John is. It comes slower than you’d like. 
“Good,” an unfamiliar voice says, “you’re awake.”
You look up to find the sheriff lording over the cells from behind his desk. The dim lantern and late evening light cast strange shadows over the pockmarks in his face. His ginger sideburns and mustache, though impressive, do little to hide the redness of his face, burnt to a crisp from harsh living under a harsher sun. You chance a glance over to John, but his grim expression doesn’t do much to reassure you.
“I didn’t realize we had such celebrities in our midst.” He whistles lowly. “Mean Johnny Marston and the Van der Linde Ghost, formerly of New Austin. There’s quite a price on the two of you.”
“Make your point,” John says. 
He flashes his teeth in a double-edged smile. “When I got to this town it was lawless - open murder in the streets, people acting like savages. A disgrace. I’ve brought order here and I intend to keep it. The only reason the two of you are alive right now is because you’re worth more that way. Once I wire the capitol, we’re all gonna watch you swing for what you’ve done.” 
 John opens his mouth to say something nasty, but you warn him off with a glare. In your experience, there’s nothing more immovable - or dangerous - than a principled man. 
It takes only an hour more for the sun to finish setting. You sit in painful silence up until the moment the sheriff closes the jailhouse door behind him and locks it, promising he’ll be back at first light with news of your impending execution. You doubt he’s even made it down the steps before John starts in on you. Faster than you can respond he starts firing accusations like what the hell was all that, and were you trying to get killed back there, and can’t believe they shot you, and can’t believe we’re still alive, and then, finally, can’t believe you killed that woman like that.
“Really?” you say, and the bitterness in your voice surprises even you. Your wound aches. You want to scratch your skin off. You stare at him like none of this is true. “You want to go down this road?” 
“Matter fact, I do.” Mean Johnny Marston bares his teeth, hackles raised and ready for a fight. “Since when do we kill innocent people in cold blood? Ain’t we s’posed to be better than that?”
You laugh. It’s a harsh, terrible sound. “We’re all killers, or have you forgotten?”
“My memory’s just fine. But Jesus, Ghost, she was unarmed!”
“That sheriff sure weren’t! In fact, I recall his gun was held right at your empty head after you let yourself get caught!” you volley back, and his face shutters closed. “Sure I killed her. I’d kill her all over again. You look me in the eye and tell me you wouldn’t, if I was the one he’d got. Tell me you’d spare a stranger to watch me die.”
“Fuck you.” There’s a savage kind of hate in his eyes and his voice as he says it.
Your chest heaves with emotions too wild and strong to restrain. “Fuck you, Marston.”  
 After everything, how could he think you’d let him die like that? Right and wrong are pretty ideas, but you’ve always known that the moment John’s life is in jeopardy you’ll dig your own way to Hell and drag everyone down with you. No amount of distance, time, or estrangement will change that. Not ever. 
The two of you sit in that charged, vicious silence for what could be minutes or hours. You should be sleeping, or at least resting, but you just sit on opposite ends of your cells and glare at each other. 
“How’s the leg?” John finally asks.
You look away. “Not infected yet.” 
“...Good.” 
The second day in that jail is infinitely worse than the first. The sheriff comes swanning in before the first fragile rays of light make it through the lone window of the building. He doesn’t have his telegraph yet, but the second he does you’re dead, he cheerfully reminds you. 
Time scrapes by at an excruciating pace between the lack of food and water and the parade of townspeople that come through to stare at the spectacle of two infamous gunslingers caught in their smalltown cells. Your head splits with a headache that only worsens as they leer and jeer and spit on you from the other side of cast iron bars. Your leg is worse today, too. It’s hard to mask while the sheriff and his deputies circle like vultures, but you don’t dare show weakness. 
Neither you nor John opens your mouth to speak until night once more has fallen, and you’re alone in the moonlit dark.
“You sure that thing ain’t infected?” he asks. 
You peek under the dirty strips of torn clothing you’ve used as a makeshift bandage and grimace. “It ain’t infected, but it sure ain’t pretty. Could use Ms. Grimshaw right about now.”
“I’m sure Arthur ‘n Dutch will bust us out soon.” He doesn’t sound sure. “But Ghost, listen, if they can’t get us out, I want you to know—”
“It’s fine,” you cut him off with a wave of your hand. “You don’t have to understand why I did it, just know I’ve got your back. Always.”
“Sure,” his voice cracks on the word. “And I’ve got yours.”
You let out a wistful sigh, ignoring the uncomfortable, embarrassed flush crawling up his collar. “Us together used to be easy as breathing. Feels like all we do now is fight or pretend there’s nothin’ to fight about.”
“I don’t like fightin’ you,” he says. “I think we’re just…”
“Just what?”
“Scared. ‘Least I am,” he finally admits. “I don’t think things will ever be the same as they used to. Different could be good, though. Maybe. If you wanted to try.”
“Yeah?”
He shrugs, trying and failing to act casual. 
Your answering smile is a fragile, hopeful thing. “I think I’d like that.”
In a tiny cell in a little town in the newly settled American West you shrug the weight of lost time off your shoulders and meet John Marston all over again. He tells you what he got up to during that missing year. You share the same - minus the letters, of course. He tells tall tales of all the jobs he’s been on since his return, ones he wanted to ask you on but never could. You reenact your most recent experience selling stolen horses with Sean, complete with accents, and laugh until your sides are sore. 
It finally feels like you’re friends again. It feels like coming home. 
You wake from a nap the next afternoon to strangled cries and the thud of bodies hitting floorboards. 
“Word on the street is you two are meant for the hangman’s noose,” Dutch says. There’s a warning and a thank you in his dark eyes when they meet yours.
“Pair of fools, pullin’ a stunt like that,” Arthur gripes from behind his bandana. 
Dutch crouches and snags the keys off the sheriff’s belt before tossing them to him. Both cells are open in moments.  
You limp over the sheriff’s fallen body towards the back door where Dutch waits with the horses. John pauses. Arthur tells him to hurry but John shakes his head, crouches low to pick up the sheriff’s holstered gun, and shoots the unconscious man point-blank with it. 
“What the hell, Marston!” Arthur seethes. “You want the whole damn town to kill us?”
John ignores him completely, joining you at the door and then helping you onto your horse like he hadn’t just done the very thing he damned you for earlier. His face is freckled with blood. The revolver in his hand reflects red. Even the slate grey of his eyes hold a bloodstained promise:
You and him. Forever. Always. And damn the cost.
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