#dying of cancer

[forest-from-the-trees]

grief fucking sucks man

#everything about it is just awful #like the way it presents for me is in waves i guess #especially when its for people i had a really complicated relationship with #ive had three grandparents die this year #all in the last five months #and two of those i hadnt seen since i was about 10 or 11 because they were from my dads side and i dont have contact with him anymore #and so the first time i saw one of them was when she was on her literal deathbed dazed and confused barely able to speak #dying of cancer #she just laid there and held my hand and whispered to herself about how pretty i was and kept pointing to a picture #on the wall next to her of me and my siblings from around the time we last saw her as little kids #i cried the whole time #she died about three days later #her mom (my great grandma) died two weeks later #that was five months ago #i thought i got all my processing out that very last time i visited her #but evidently not cause i was just scrolling through tiktok (of all things) and saw this video of this girl #talking briefly about her mom dying and really breaking down over it #and i guess that got to me #my other great grandma died a few days ago so the wound was just reopened or something i dont know #i dont feel well

[undidiridium]

🚫THOR: LOVE AND THUNDER SPOILERS/RANT 🚫

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I'm not sure if I'm alone in this or not but as someone who still struggles with PTSD from seeing family members die slow deaths in the hospital as well as watching someone slowly die of cancer, this movie was a slap in the face.

Obviously I don't think they meant it to be in poor taste but with how purposely corny this movie was, I can't imagine how they thought that would fit well. It made any serious moment awkward and fall flat so having Jane die of cancer just felt like a weird plot driver that should have been left out.

If they wanted this as a main drive for the movie they could have made it a more serious tone with some added humor but instead it's a awful comedy with them attempting to add some weight to it with this 'dying of cancer' trope that I couldn't take very seriously with all the poor times jokes in it. And as someone who tries to avoid that type of media, it left me feeling drained. I don't want to watch a light hearted movie where someone is slowly wasting away while everyone makes jokes.

Now, there are dark humor movies about people dying and it being a dark comedy but thats very different than whatever this is. It just felt like a weirdly timed mess between the serious moments and the rest of the movie.

I definitely could just be overally sensitive to it due to my background but I feel like if they wanted her to die, they could have had it happen other ways or at least do a better job at giving the movie weight.

#THOR #thor love and thunder #love and thunder #Marvel #marvel rant #Cancer death #Dying of cancer #Trigger warning #cancer

[warlenys]

house md, 8x19 / 8x21.

#what if you referred to your best friend's cancer as your child and then he told you that his dying had nothing to do with you #crazy that house being gregnant with wilson's cancer is canon tho #house md #hilson #house parallels #gif #+

[thebitchesterbrothers]

I thought a lot about Hob meeting Death for the first time and of course they’re hitting it off straight away … but what if instead of Dream it’s Hob who accompanies Death while she’s working? Just because he’s a curious brother-in-law and none of the Endless can say no to his pleading cow eyes.

He witnesses how calm and peaceful it can be to leave the living world behind with someone as gentle as Dreams sister to guide someone’s soul.

It scares Dream; what if Hob decides he wants to end his life after all?

But in reality it heals a part of Hob that he never was able to piece back together before.

Eleanor. Robyn. The baby that never got the chance to take its first breath. His memories are still painful, still make him tear up.

But seeing Death do her job makes him feel … grateful. Knowing that she was with them at the end of their days, smiling at them, taking their hands, holding them in her arms.

It also makes him appreciate life even more and he promises to enjoy every single day as much as humanly possible.

#the sandman #dreamling #hob gadling #dream of the endless #death of the endless #I just loved that episode so much #I’m so damn scared of death #not of dying but death itself #like what’s going to happen? I can’t just fucking disappear into nothingness?! #but that episode calmed me sooo much #the idea of someone so gentle greeting you at the end of your life #that episode was just gold and it helped me so much #my mom died early of cancer and the thought that she wasn’t alone played over and over in my head #thought that maybe hob felt the same when he thought about the ones he lost #anyway I’m rambling #kirby howell baptiste

[tafferling]

Kyle Crane's Bad Times Fuck Off Mixtape (Bad Times for Taff)

Step 1: Loot CDs Step 2: Find working CD player + Cassette Recorder Step 3: ♫ Step 4: ( ＾◡＾)っ ♡

Song index and Spotify Playlist under the cut.

I'm doing that bit where I run in circles in my head trying to build up a charge so I can express enough thanks for this gorgeous commission from @diaroza (Twitter: diar0za). Thank you!!

#Dying Light #Kyle Crane #Fan Art #Hold Still Babe #When you looking after a mom with dementia and lung cancer and brain tumors you sometimes need Kyle Crane to make you a mixtape #Spotify

[spielzeugkaiser]

[MASTERPOST] - there I go with the h/c again :) In the last post @panur asked something about the timeline and that got me thinking! Ciri was very little when Jaskier was ill, she doesn't remember much - she probably had no idea what happened. And she does not really have an idea what Jaskier does either but oh well

#geraskier #jaskier #geralt of rivia #the witcher #Ciri #onlyfans!jaskier #roach the cat #trans!geralt #of course I do hurt and comfort after some fun stuff #also I drew this with a fever I swear to god I'm dying ahhh #cancer tw #critical illness tw

[skylersprompts]

DC x DP Prompt *4*

Jason had been a little better recently. He had the pit better under control, even though it reared his head from time to time. But it was easier to talk with the bats... his family.

But B's staring was making his skin crawl. The big bad bat was staring him down for over ten minutes.

"What?!", his tone was harsher than he intended, but that wouldn't make him back down. The silence carried own for a few beats, before his fahter batman finally graced him with an answer.

"I spoke with Constantin... awhile ago", it almost sounded like he wanted to talk emotions. Which could just mean something bad.

It took some moments before B continued. The emotional talk theory sounded more and more likely.

"There could be a way to help with the pit madness." - Bruce lifted his hand to stop any Protest from Jason - "I just want you to consider it. We won't do anything without your permission. It wouldn't even work without it. The entity is strong, but it is confirmed that it isn't a danger, as long as we treat this the right way", if he didn't know the old man any better, he would have thought that he was just as businesslike as always. But his jaw was clenched, his fingers kept twitching ever so slightly. His father Bruce was nervous.

And that was enough to reign the pit in, that kept whispering how they still didn't accept him. But that didn't mean he liked this idea.

So his answer was nothing more than a non committed grunt, before he swung on the back of his bike. The old man would be alright to wait for a bit.

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It took months before Jason brought the conversation back up. The pit had been a bitch to reign in the last few weeks and today he felt at least somewhat like himself again.

They spoke just a little bit about what would need to happen, but Jason felt like his time was running thin. He didn't care all to much about the details at the moment.

Constantin was ordered to the cave and the summoning was prepared. Now blood or sacrifice was needed, which made this magic bullshit at least a bit more tolerable.

Beside the Batman, Constantin and Red Hood was also Nightwing there. He didn't want any of his other siblings by his side. Not when he felt so easy to irritate.

The Magician began the ritual and in the circle formed a whirlpool of lazurus water. If Dick hadn't been standing behind him, he would have bolted.

But after just a few seconds emerged a white headed boy out of the pool. The portal closed and left a confused, floating boy behind.

But before Constantin or Batman could say a word, the green (Lazarus green!) eyes landed on him. The being gasped and flyed directly to him.

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Danny had been minding his own business, free from rouges and king work for once. His finals stood right around the corner and he took the time off to learn.

But of course he had to be summoned in the only normal time he had. But since the energy felt familiar, he was to 90% sure that it should be sad trenchcoat man. So it should be important... hopefully.

As soon has he looked around he saw John and the Batman! But there was an energy that pulled his attention.

His eyes widened. This poor... Revenant? Halfa?? He wasn't sure, but! He was one of his people and it looked bad. And he seemed to be around his age, what made it so much worse.

Danny zoomed over to him, to have a better look. And that just made it worse.

"That looks bad... who did this to you?", he whisperd with a horrified glance at the chest of the other boy.

His core was slowly poisoned by his own ectoplasm and seemed like there was not much time left.

#skylers prompts #dcxdp #dpxdc #dcxdp prompt #dead on main #maybe #Diana helped Bruce with his speech #because he would have said something in a way to hurt Jason #he knew that #so he asked his one emotinal intelligent friend™ #Danny is not amused about the situation #one of his people is slowly dying again! #Lazarus water is like a cancerous parasite #it eats away all the good ecto and twists ones obsession #till the ghostly host dies #Danny learned Ghost medicine from Frostbite #because he wants to be able to help Ellie and others #Jason will need a long time to recover #and it will hurt so fucking much #at it will be so much better if he gets healed #if it isn't already to late

[hjartasalt]

Are people off tikok aware of the lady who is dying of cancer and signed off all her rights to her latest single to her 7 year old son in the hopes that she'll have some amount of money to leave behind for him and initially her song was taking off and getting a lot of streams until someone pointed out that she follows the IDF on instagram so now people are debating over whether or not it's morally correct to stream her song even though the money exclusively goes to her son what stage of capitalism is this

#obviously it's terrible that she's a zionist! You should not ever consciously financially support a zionist! #but like... she's not even getting the money #I just feel bad for her kid man cause not only is his mum dying of cancer but she's also getting cancelled on her deathbed and it impacts n #one but him #idk #I support Palestine completely #I do not agree with her viewpoints at all #but this just feels a bit insane like this is the type of energy to bring when boycotting starbucks and mcdonalds #not some kid who has no control over the fact that his dying mother is a zionist

[br1ghtestlight]

I wish bob's burgers had more alternate universe type fanfics of different genres because a daddy daughter serial killer or criminal duo fic with bob and louise would go hard as HELL

#stares longingly at my unwritten biker louise fanfic #it wasn't really an alternate universe they were just silly kids on bikes but still..... come on u gotta give me something #other than the 3814837th fic of one of the kids dying from cancer or injury or whatever #txt #bob's burgers

[benoitblanc]

making an emily-arc gifset and screaming internally. why the fuck did they do that to scully

#also kind of why the fuck did they do that to mulder. like obviously it is WAY worse for scully but imagine: #your best friend slash love of your life calls you. she's just found out that a. she can't have kids #(which you have known for several months but didn't tell her because she was DYING OF TERMINAL BRAIN CANCER) #and b. when she was kidnapped and medically raped by the government a child resulted from this and she's only now found her #and you fly out to them and the little girl is darling and precocious and terrified and your partner ADORES her #and seeing them together hits you over the head with how badly you want this for her. how badly you want this for YOU #how any children you were ever going to have would have always been hers #and you make the girl laugh and you threaten the men who did this to her. you want everything to help her. and she dies anyway #your pseudo-mother-in-law calls from the hospital. your partner's brother just had a baby #you watch your partner fall apart and you grieve for her loss but also for yours. that was your daughter too. or she would have been #arwen.text #the x files

[m-pennanti]

ADHD be like “oh that reminds me!” And bring up something that isn’t related to the topic in the slightest

#adhdawareness #adhd feels #adhdlife #living with adhd #adhd post #adhd #adhd mood #adhd culture #adhd problems #no cuz I swear it’s related #the bees reminded me of how they die when they sting #dying reminded me of how my dog died #my dog reminded me of back before mom had cancer #which reminded me of another thing that happened before the cancer #which was my mom’s friend getting murdered by her husband #the husband strangled her #which reminded me about how when my grandpa massages my neck I feel like I’m choking #which reminded me that I don’t like being massaged #or touched in general #that’s why I asked you if you liked it when people touched you #in a conversation about bees #it makes total sense

[storywriter12]

Omg I just finshed house md and wow omg I went through so many emotions like

❤️😭😲😲🥺🥺🥺😊😊

The ending with house and wilson was such a perfect ending to a show, but a sad one as well giving that Wilson is dying but I'm glad that house is going to be there for him and his last month's are going to be with house 🥺❤️😭

........ It's beautiful in its own way

#tv shows #house md #house x wilson #House /Wilson #hilson #It's a beautiful ending #cancer #emotional #im dying #gregory house #james wilson #perfect ending #Driving off into the sunset #best friends #cuteness #It's all into one #this is adorable #As well as sad #Wilson is going to die happy knowing house is there with him

[ot3]

new level of malpractice just dropped

#houselb #dont kiss a nine year old patient even if she is dying of terminal cancer??

[ivan-fyodorovich-k]

from now on I think I might embrace a slight linguistic shift and stop saying that I want attention or special treatment and instead say that I want glory and honor.

meaning I want attention (glory) and special treatment (honor), of course, but said in a way that makes me sound like more of a man's man

#I dunno maybe I should be more of a dick swinging asshole #start leaning into the fact that I have three sons #a pretty wife #a house #a doctorate #and am a skilled artist and musician #and what the fuck are you doing with yourself pleb?! #I just have to exercise more #and make more money #should dust off the machining skills and get better at working on cars #and then #die of cancer at an early age #and all of it will have been for nothing #not that dying old would therefore make it worth it #mm #it is all vanity after all #what would I do if I could just do whatever

[alonetogether]

house md got me cheering and clapping when they mention cancer or diagnose cancer because it means wilson will probably be in the next scene. that is until season 8. then i’m in eternal damnation

#like wooo yeah wooo patients dying of cancer!!! show me the boytoy #house md

[titfairy]

Madeline Usher

#madeline usher #tfohou #the fall of house of usher #the way she had fake bangs just for the looks #when she pulled her wig I thought that she was secretly sick #like ‘oh is she bald?’ is she secretly dying from cancer? #no she has perfectly healthy and normal hair just without bangs #‘the hair is so big because she has so many secrets’ #the fake bangs is like external storage for those secrets