#even with the probation

[dirtytransmasc]

Loving the vibe of Izzy and Stede... I won't say their necessarily getting along quite yet, I don't want to jinx it, but like... they're getting along and it's fucking great.

the way he actually tries and help Stede out, in his own way (which is aggressive but very real and upfront, and it clearly shapes Stede), he helps him with the crew and the curse, gives him that little 👌 when he manages to scare the guy with the wanting shot, he stands behind him with the rest of the crew, showing his support of the new captain.

I think he genuinely gives a shit, if even a little one for Stede, and a massive one (though he'll never admit it unless his hand is forced, which I see coming in the near future) for the crew, and isn't just acting like a good dog/right hand. like I think he's genuinely healing, in the best way? absolutely not, but, it's definitely something and I love that for him.

also, him and Lucius getting along, in there own fucked up way, and Izzy giving him the shark and the advice, it's great. (loving the nickname twatty, it's killing me)

#izzy hands #might be slightly delulu #so take this with a grain of salt #cause I just want them to be happy #izzy in particular #I do need to see him lose his shit with Ed though #he's try so hard to move on but that bottles gotta break one of these days #and maybe Stede too #for taking ed back so easy #even with the probation #like “F you for bringing the man thay tortured my crew- me. tortured me back” #like a delayed reaction to the pain of it all #cause when ed came back he was still shit faced and on the tail end of his infection ride #wishful thinking (potentially) #but I want ir #I also need to see more of izzy and jim. I feel likw they deserve an odd trauma bond of sorts #ofmd

[hiemaldesirae]

i had a vision

(nsfw/// gore and see through lingerie under the cut)

#im being put on probation dear god #take away my fingers #...actually uh maybe just take away my phone #i still need my fingers for other shit #🌗 art tag #hazbin hotel #radiostatic #vox hazbin hotel #hazbin vox #do i even tag al hes barely in the damn pic #im not gonna i feel enough shame already #suggestive #cw: gore

[notbecauseofvictories]

though, lingering over that last post....I wonder how easily this trips into horror story? I mean, in this world where there are child-producing marriages and then sisterhoods/brotherhoods for the rest, this obviously allows the family to keep a stranglehold on their collective assets and wealth. Therefore, I bet that family is an even more tightly-locked cage for those born into it.

Oh, you thought that if you could just escape marriage you'd be free, didn't you? You thought you could join the local order and letter manuscripts or tend goats or say prayers over the dying---but no. No, that's for other people's sons and daughters. You have no escape. You will serve your family forever, whether you will or no. You marry who they tell you to and live in your family's third-nicest castle your whole life; you can have as many lovers and bastards as you want, you can earn coin all on your own, if you can, but it will come to naught in the end. You will be cursed with absolute surety of where you fall: res nullius.

As it was and ever shall be, amen.

#and the reverse! no longer is becoming a monk or a nun a way to try and climb the ranks of a highly stratified system #because the wealthy nobles don't dump their spares into the church and pay for them to be abbot of wherever #instead they push them into brother/sisterhoods #where they don't have to worry about losing access to those familial assets long term #the question is then - if this system is so good at keeping everyone inside it #how does it break. where does it break. #I think you could do some real gender fuckery with this concept as well but I'd have to think about how #........also we'd probably have to change some probate law around. because there's no way that your third son #should be able to bequeath YOUR castle to his illegitimate son #even if you did give it to your son and his 'brother' on their wedding day. #I'd have to get really into medieval wills though and who has the time. #(I'm avoiding work can you tell?)

[movedtodykedvonte]

No but seriously if Miles had got home to his parents before Miguel what was Miguel going to do? Snatch him away from his mother and father without a fight?

Would he have even had it in him to actually look at this kid he’s been calling an anomaly and mistake the entire time, shielded by his parents, parents protecting their child, a child, and still just write him off as an anomaly? To match the glare of Miles and justify why he can’t is to protect what is important to him as they hold him? To match the glares of Rio and Jefferson and say they must understand that they have to hand over the focal point of their universe because of predetermined bullshit they could quite literally never understand?

I feel like a stand-off between him and the three of them would be less violent but somehow more of a punch to the gut than actually see them fighting.

#like it’s a parent whose lost their child against two that are desperate to keep that from happening #even in the basis of not wanting him to go too far #he could only think he’d do the same if it was his little girl but in there lies the issues #cause how can he ask them if he knew he’d kill the person across from him then and there #fix it fic where Miguel become weird uncle who warms up to the moraleses #cause it’s like his social spider society leader probation #and he become Rio 2.0 where he’s even worse and like Manhattan is too far from Brooklyn #rio morales #jefferson davis #miguel o’hara #miles morales #sorry I just love how loving they are to Miles and try to understand it really can’t in this situation #cause he’s fucking Spiderman #atsv #across the spiderverse #atsv spoilers

[samarecharm]

Akira can be invited literally anywhere and enjoy himself bc he just likes hanging w his friends all the time; hes the perfect parallel play buddy :) makes me think he was a bit of a social butterfly even before the Shido incident; he gets more energy being around his friends than being cooped up alone in that attic

#chattin #akira #im sure he had like. a couple of decent friends #and tons of people who knew him and vibed w him #back home #but popularity means that connections are usually shallow #and getting put on probation would definitely make them cut ties #or have their parents cut ties w him #now that hes in a new school and new place; hes gotta start off from scratch #but it comes p naturally to him; he LIKES people and he knows what to say (for the most part) #on the topic; i do think this would be a good explanation for why hed be good at interrogating shadows #he reads the room and knows what to say to get the outcome he wants #hes just very keen on ppl and their wants and needs; even if its vague info at first #he craves connections so badly; and hell say what he needs to make the ppl he likes stay w him #its like. a little manipulative. he cant really help that; theres still trust to be earned #but he drops it fairly quickly when he realizes he doesnt need to Work to keep these ppl around him #being around popular crowds means u gotta watch out for lies and deceit; ppl using u to boost themselves #but w the thieves and assorted confidants; theres no fear of that. he gets to just be akira #the guy who likes being invited to group hangouts so he can sit and silently stare at them for 4 hours straight #and have no expectations to talk and mingle #and he does talk and mingle. but he likes to just have them next to him. so hes content either way

[slavicafire]

ah yes. please familiarise yourself with the list of guests, take note of what version type and iteration of our software they use and for what reason, what sector they are, and what are their most recent - let's say year to date - trends in incidents and educational content engagement. and what country they're from, of course, and whom else they'd like to connect to during the event so that you know who to introduce them to. the main languages other than english will be french german and italian and you're of course not expected to know them but it'd be great to learn some basic phrases to make them feel welcome. the list will also contain their hotel room numbers so please memorise them in case they want assistance in reaching the room, and also any reported food preferences so you can be helpful once refreshments are served. not everything will be kosher and halal so we'll make sure you know that too and can let them know. oh also buy shoes that look official but are super comfortable because there's not much of a chance you'll get to sit at any point

#żmija gada #girl. GIRL. #my probation period hasn't even ended yet.........

[sunsetcorvid]

hyperfixates so hard that it interferes with my school and basic bodily needs

#okay like genuinely i cant focus on anything i cant do my work #im on academic probation because of this i dont know what to do at this point #any time i try to do one assignment my brain blocks it all out and i get so frustrated that i just dont do it #its so fucking stupid why cant i just focus on one assignment for 2 minutes i dont need to brainstorm object shows 24/7 im so tired of this #i dont even know how to put my frustrations into words now urgh #miles rambles #vent post #kinda #tw vent #may delete later

[deadqueernoldor]

Thinking thoughts about those from Cuivienen and how they later treated the Valar, especially after Cuivienen was destroyed.

I imagine a foundation of sorrow and a layer of betrayal and pettiness. They had promised safety. And how did it turn out? Kin of Tata and Tatie their first leaders, slain in Valinor by the Dark Hunter from which the Valar promised protection in Valinor.

And then, the War of Wrath comes and with it the destruction of Cuivienen.

If any of those were re-embodied in Aman, I wonder if they make it a point to always turn their back to Valar and Maiar. I wonder if they only speak in the tongue they had first devised all those millennia ago and spoke in Cuivienen before time and different kindreds changed the tongue, not Sindarin or Quenya from the Great Journey's time or later. I wonder if they sing songs in their ancient tongue, songs about the beauty and unsullied health of Cuivienen every time any of the Ainur are near.

I wonder if the Valar feel any shame when those who they once looked upon in wonder and love gaze back at them with indifference or disgust.

#i am so normal about the elves of cuivienen feeling the betrayal worse than anyone in aman including feanor and co #they PROMISED safety from Morgoth and orcs. they PROMISED beautiful lands without sorrow. they PROMISED all that and down the line #decided Mogoth had played pretend well enough to warrant him probation during which he immediately killed again #returns to the east and sullies what beauty had been left. and then even from afar he manages to hurt those from cuivienen with the WoW #dont get me wrong i think the cuivienen elves knew there had to be war against Morgoth for him to be defeated. but the fact that the valar #decided not to only abandon those of beleriand for over 5 centuries before that AND once the war is won also abandon #those of cuivienen to watch their beloved lands drown without as much a warning must sting. #i want there to be a concious decision of 'you abandoned your promise to us twice why should we ever trust you again even in your own lands' #a 'you promised our people who folowed you safety. you didnt deliver. you promised us freedom from morgoth. you didnt deliver. in fact your #inadequacy and decision to let him loose made everything worse for us in the east. why should we ever listen to anything you say' #and thus a concious effort to shed association with Aman as the Valar govern it. they cant leave. the way is shut. but they can establish #a sticking to their own tongue and traditions without the interference of the Ainur. they've done enough. not enough and yet quite enough. #the avari are welcome should some be reborn. #i never know if i want those of cuivienen to be reborn in aman or fade into unexistence entirely both have merit and sexy hcs #but if any were reborn i think they would get along fairly alright with the exiles. kinslaying exiles? 50/50 depending on repentance #but anyone who does not believe the valar's words and respects their decision to not ever be associated with them is welcomed neutral-warmly #they teach them songs about cuivienen. the sweet waters. beautiful meadows. the birdsong that sounds extra cheerful. fish in abundance #and in turn they get taught songs about beleriand. bewitched forests. victorious battles. wild rivers. frothy shores. #it is seen as an honour to be taught a song about Cuivienen by the people who sat by its shores once. in their language/dialect/whatever #instead of in sindarin or quenya. some millenia into the 4th age tou have a surge of ppl speaking cuivienen dialect #it becomes a clear distinction of who still has fondness left for the valar and who would feel indifferent if they vanished suddenly. #this tag essay has gotten way too long again. sorry besties it will happen again. #tag essay longer than the fucking post???? help #tolkien headcanons

[etherealnoir]

The way it's so easy to not be a garbage person, especially at the risk of your career. And he was just so sure he'd get away with it because he has an inflated ego.

#jonathan majors #and even the things he was found guilty of don't even lead to long-term sentencing #he'll get either a year in jail (doubtful) or probation (more likely) #like it wasn't even worth it

[hella1975]

the closest ill ever get to being a pick me girl is the joy that fills me when the chefs at work so clearly favouritise me. like im there nicely cleaned up in my smart-casual uniform just a 20 year old waitress smiling my customer service smile and behind me spawns Scary Dog Privilege 10x in the form of several burly middle-aged chefs at least three of which have criminal records and would all stick a bread knife in someone for bothering me

#like it's really funny bc i worked HARD with back of house bc i knew my job would be significantly easier if they liked me #(it speeds your orders through. you can ask for things without being told to fuck off during a rush. they'll get you food on shift etc) #and also there's a stereotype especially in fancier places where floor staff look down on kitchen staff and i think that's shitty #so i was always going to be try with them and be nice but ALSO when i first started my job it was in a peak era so while these days #we're struggling a lot and have had to employ a lot of college kids that dont know what they're doing #when i joined it was all private school girls that would swan about the place very snootily. so the divide between front and back of hosue #was INTENSE when i joined. and there i was a little state school girlie and the chefs immediately recognised that #and took me under their wing. so even though the class angle doesnt exist so much anymore and theres majority state schoolers #im still very much in with the chefs in a way not many of the other floor staff are. and there's also the fact im not scared of them #like chefs ARE rude and a lot of them DONT like or even respect floor staff but i will GLADLY tell them to fuck off if i think it necessary #and that's a language they understand like ironically there's one chef that doesnt get on with ANY of the waitresses #(i talked about him on another post he's the soup one) but he likes me bc when he tried that rude dismissive act i told him to shove it #and now the other waitresses literally SEND ME TO TALK TO HIM when they have questions/want something bc they know he'll listen to me #and me and the head chef are besties and the one kp will talk OVER THE OTHER WAITRESSES' heads and completely blank them #so she can talk to me and it's all just really funny bc the kitchen staff LOVE me and that's not even me being arrogant #it's like a known thing at work that they love me and im just. a 20 year old 5'2 waitress with my little pearl necklace and blouse #and some tattooed ginger mohawked 6ft chef is there getting angry for me when i come in complaining about a table #or the kp that is literally on probation will give me a sticky toffee pudding and tell everyone to leave me the fuck alone LMAO #hella slaves to capitalism

[majimassqueaktoy]

Really not understanding the people being mean to Yong Yea and saying he'll never be Kuroda like. Yeah that's literally why Kuroda is also still voicing Kiryu?? They haven't gotten rid of Kuroda, they've just found a new English va for Kiryu since the games are having English dubs now??? They haven't even officially recorded anything leave the guy alone.

#Like I will still be sticking to JP #just becuase I am too deep into the series to change to english at this point #I genuinely prefer the og voice actors and in the case of judgment/LJ i genuinely disliked those dubs terribly lmao #But this guy hasnt even officially recorded anything yet so being mean when hes been so fuckin sweet and happy is just ???? #like god at least wait for the game to be out #AND MY MAIN POINT?? KURODA IS STILL KIRYU SO JUST PLAY IN JP LIKE #im not understanding #his enthusiasm has won me over im happy such an excited person is voicing kiryu #but imma still stick with the jp like you dont have to pick between kuroda and him 😂 #anyway yes one of my moots ? i put a question mark bc they are on probation now #quote tweeted him and was weird and rude as hell and it just irked me #same with people shit talking the new series like babe we havent even seen a still of the show yet #you cant say its dogshit when we have seen and heard almost nothing #maybe im just chilling out in my old age but relentless negativity based on nothing just seems so tired #tldr if you dont like the dub thats understandable and chill but dont be mean to a guy who has barely even started his time yet

[darkcreamz95]

Guys um I think after just getting off a phone call, did drawing Jan and Nace help me get a job interview???

#right story time #so after i posted the jan and nace photoshoot doodle in the afternoon malaysian time #i got a whatsapp text from a studio owner who contacted me about the job position i applied for #so we had a chat just now in the evening #she actually was satisfied with my work and what i have in my portfolio #and she actually gave me a week to decide if i want to take on the offer #and then i would have an acceptance letter and will start probation #SO YEAH UM THAT MEANS I MIGHT HAVE GOT THE JOB #Im most likely going to take it but i might also have to ask for a little bit higher than what they are offering #SO YEAH THIS WEEK REALLY TOOK AN INTERESTING TURN #personal

[rootbeerfloats]

RAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#speaking #GUESS WHOS NOT ON ACADEMIC PROBATION ANYMORE #also i got a B- in chemistry even though i got a 46% on the final. i used to pray for times like these

[twodragonsinatrenchcoat]

girl help I am stuck at work.

#i dunno what to do #because i could go home but. im currently on probation for having too many absent days already #but theres like. nothing for me today. #except five boxes. #five fucking boxes #hell world. #maybe not even five. might just be fiur #sigh

[cosmic-radiocity]

Guess who's getting laid off next Monday 👍

#lol. i plan to go talk to my local trade union and build a case to sue the fuck out of them though #im french so there are pretty decent worker protection laws. and even though they wont specifiy the reason theyre laying me off #(i was on probation so they have no obligation to specify it) #im pretty fucking sure its discriminatory and has to do with the fact i had to take a lot of days off due to an injury #so yeah im not taking this shit lying down after i busted my ass at this stupid fucking job #and they do this to me with no prior warning

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

the idea of three hopes dimivain is also so funny to me tho bc dimitri goes and recruits miklan and then miklan just gets back only to find out his brother and king are Very Close and he's just like "oh god. oh no". he knows exactly what he is going to be subjected to for the rest of his life.

#DCB Comments #your king is in a relationship with your brother what do you do. nothing exactly bc u can't; ur on faerghus probation #there is nothing you can do when they start kissing on the couch in front of u #u just have to accept that the king who gave u a new life is also kissing ur brother #bUT ALSO. all the happy family stuff THINK OF ALL THE HAPPY FAMILY STUFF #miklan saved by his eventual brother in law and being able to call the literal king his brother in law #and ALSO you have all the routes to consider. sb where miklan is left with his brother in law but his brother died #gw where miklan is alive and sylvain and dimitri are together #ag where sylvain and dimitri mourn losing him together #best option: ag au where he didn't fucking die #bc even if u consider gw well matthias died so here in this house we just consider the happiest option #which is AG: He Didn't Fucking Die #miklan going into dimi's office to report smth and he just stands there dead inside when he walks in on sylvain flirting with dimi #tell me there isn't room for shenanigans with this family TELL ME THERE ISN'T #you CAN'T because there is SO MUCH ROOM. it will be HEARTWARMING and it will be FUNNY #and ONE DAY matthias will go to dimitri and be like ''thank u for helping this family recover'' #AND miklan is going to be sylvain's best man at the wedding shut UP it's exactly what happens #dimivain in three hopes is absolute perfection for a lot of reasons but when u have to have miklan involved it's extra perfection #listen i warned y'all i woke up on the dimivain side of the bed (my cat was next to me maybe she woke up on the dimiclaude side) #this had nothing to do with the fic i was thinking of writing for months btw BUT that doesn't stop me from adding to my list of fics #also yes i am on the EDGE right now like i can tell i am going to sell my soul to gautier dimivain fam within the next few minutes #DCB Three Hopes Stuff