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vilea777 · 2 days
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“i love you” until i’m sobbing because your tone slightly changed
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bpd culture is hearing your fp talk about making other friends and IMMEDIATELY breaking apart
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bedrotterthinner · 22 hours
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⚠️Asking BPD people for tips ⚠️
So I used to have a favorite person that I loved and obsessed over and he hurt me very badly. Not just him but several friends of his also partaking in hurting me. Of course one day he up and disappeared and I never got closure for all these complicated feelings.
I’m begging y’all. What do y’all do when you’re “relapsing” into old thought patterns about your ex FP? I’m dealing with anger, flashes of grief, self hatred, confusion, my mind going “WHY did he do that?” Helplessness etc. I need some advice or positive habits to help with this. Please. I’ve been dealing with this since 2020 and it’s starting to happen at least once a day.
I really hope this post wasn’t for nothing. It was hard just to put these thoughts into words on a screen.
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ur-darling-deity · 3 days
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Blocked blocked blocked blocked blocked
Yes I just blocked everyone I love why because they were going to leave anyways.
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kazzikkiii · 14 days
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having bpd is actual hell on earth cause no one tries to fucking understand you and they write you off as being difficult and too much and they leave and we’re left with this fucking personality disorder that consumes my entire fucking existence and they act like its THEIR inconvenience that IM ill.
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abodywithnosoul · 9 months
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Why is everything so heavy? 😖
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gurodarling · 21 days
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i wait for your notification like a puppy waiting for its owner.
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clovelie · 2 months
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losing a fp feels like you just got your soul ripped out and now you're not even a human being anymore.
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i think the saddest part of BPD is wanting to find your “person” (not FP) that gets and understands you, doesn’t judge you, you feel safe with, etc but then when you do start finding that person, you start getting really paranoid about them leaving (bc everyone else does and will) and you tell them so they promise to never leave you but years down the line you’re still stuck in that “but you promised me and said you wouldn’t” cycle while they’re who knows where
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stoned-r0mantic · 2 months
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Bpd culture is not understanding how easy it is for them to not talk to you and when you arent tlaking to them you feel physically ill and hopeless
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BPD culture is sobbing uncontrollably because I’ve convinced myself my FP hates me and is gonna leave only for them to text me and suddenly I’m completely fine again
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trailor-trash · 13 days
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I don't fucking mean anything
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bpddress-updarling · 14 days
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deadassjsawhitegirl · 20 days
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"bpd is this" "bpd is that"
can i just say bpd is more than a favorite person? i understand that part as ive experienced it but thats not all there is
as someone who doesnt currently have a "fp" i hate that thats all bpd tumblr is. js shit about your feelings towards other people, i understand but oh my god i wish there was more. it feels like romanticism of the mental illness that people are gifted the option of assisted su!c!de for. and thats not fucking right.
im sorry if this sounds rude or anything but it just makes me feel really alone in my illness and thats a shitty feeling to have, esp as someone who has bpd.
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Felt this a little too much
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