#haven't left my brain

[xolaanii]

Hail Daughter of Hatred. Hail Creator of Sanctuary. Hail... Lilith.

#aartyom #userwolfkissed #diablo iv #diablo 4 #diabloedit #vg: diablo iv #c: lilith #videogameedit #gamingedit #gamingdaily #p: mine #mine: diablo iv #valedits #i still think this is one of the coolest trailers ever #i don't even go here but in 3 years the visuals of this trailer #haven't left my brain

[thronealigned]

no it's fine this mind flayer is totally my friend and 100% honest with me all the time it's ok it likes me everything's so normal

#bg3 spoilers #baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 #i love how raphael directly calls you out on this. 'if id have known you were so gullible i wouldve tricked you into selling your soul for #a bowl of beans when we first met' #and then just keeps insulting you more if you keep insisting emp's really your ally #oc: impulse #sure this'll go in their tag #everything about impulse's Thing with the emperor is so funny to me. and then deeply fucked up if you think about it long enough. and then #really funny again if you think about it even longer #one day i'll do their 2.0 playthrough so i can fully form all my thoughts. and get better screenshots and the ceremorphosis ending #i mean there's nothing stopping me from loading an impulse 1.0 save and going ceremorphosis from there but idk it'd feel wrong #impulse has more tadpoles in their brain than synapses by act 3 and it does really fundamentally change them as a person #tfw your chaotic neutral act-first-ask-questions-never no-impulse-control 17 CHA bestie becomes one of the most detached calculating people #you've ever met. all their old casual wit and humor is still there but they think before they speak now and that really shouldnt feel as #sinister as it does. they have this look in their eye and it feels like they view everyone around them as lesser beings #not because they view other people as subhuman or worse than they are but because they view themself as something *more* #if they have any raw unfiltered emotion left you haven't seen it in weeks. there's one person(?) who gets Unrestrained Feelings privileges #and it's the fucking illithid that lives in their mind and not any of their actual non-monster normal-ish-person friends. that human #connection is fading so fast now. when did they change so much? it happened so slowly in the moment but suddenly now they seem like they #were never the person you became friends with at all #and like impulse is a pretty selfish person from the start but they *did* genuinely like and care about the rest of the party. they were #friends. and by the end of act 3 that friendship should be the deepest and most meaningful it's ever been. but. it just isn't. #so on and so forth etc etc like that. All That Bullshit makes their relationship with lae'zel so interesting (and upsetting) too #they encourage her to side against vlaakith and then they never even try to free orpheus for her and her people's sake. they never even #think about it. they never consider it as an option. they just don't care. and then they EAT HIS BRAIN. #very possibly RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER. #and she's just left adrift. a rebel with no rebellion to lead and very little hope #i'm unwell. #ok i'm done this is a silly meme post. but god i have so many thoughts i have barely been keeping contained

[egophiliac]

the new ride kamens character is jo, and he's... blood stark and night rogue? he's got the blood stark visor and color, but he's got bat wings which is definitely night rogue, not what i would've expected, i would've thought we'd get evol and kr rogue first as separate characters, but hey, dan kuroto and blood stark are some of my top faves of all time villains, so i'm not complaining

heck YES look at this steam-powered and yet somehow cyberpunky batman. he's awesome! 🦇 and honestly given that the popular guess for him was Night Rogue, I think it's pretty funny that he ended up being (mostly) the other Faust guy (I admit I usually associate him with the Evol form and...kind of forgot about Blood Stalk a little bit. :')

augh I am so BEHIND on drawing the Wisdom Thinks guys, hold on let me fix this

also I really hope they get way into the nitty-gritty of them running the lounge. nothing is funnier to me than Dramatic Action Superheroes having to take time out of their day to balance their business ledger and figure out the employee rotation for the week and stress about scheduling their upcoming food safety inspection. it's great.

#art #ride kamens #(sorry! the twst update kinda took over my brain a little whoops) #i'm still in shock about soun being zangetsu. i was SO convinced his shoulder-thing was gaim's big orange slice... #i mean i guess the melonman isn't THAT far off but it still kinda rocked me #i should have learned my lesson by now about thinking i know who anyone's going to be #my hubris! #anyway so wisdom thinks huh #(eyes the character profiles) you know they haven't said the words 'host club' but...do you think... #i mean probably not. but DO YOU THINK... #woooo only one boy left to be revealed! #who's it gonna be who's it gonna be

[irasthingies]

i know some of nora's extra content are... so out of character... and... questionable... but there's this one part that never faiIs to make me feel things;

"And then Neil was— gone

And Andrew wanted to–wanted to burn the world, wanted to shove aside everyone standing in his way, wanted to tear the stadium down bench by bench and bolt by bolt, until he figured out where Neil was,"

#LISTEN #andrew always says that he wants nothing #but #Andrew wanted to-wanted to burn the world #HE WANTED TO BURN THE WORLD #BECAUSE NEIL WAS GONE #this is such a big desire yk #also the stutter and the repetition make it so much better #did i make any sense? #probably not but they haven't left my brain since months ago #so... #aftg #andrew minyard #neil josten #andreil

[drawnfamiliarfaces]

Finja x Chase angst? 👀

oh dude their whole "relationship" is basically messed up angst lol (despite me often portraying it as cracky angst)

I mean, we have some good angst in Chase pursuing First not because he 'loves/cares about' him, but because he selfishly desires him for his power/sees him as a challenge to get into his Fallen Warriors army. And First having to be constantly on alert against Chase, especially when he behaves like a charming honorable warrior, hiding that cunning manipulative side of him behind amused 'harmless' smiles. I would imagine its hard for First to not start to care about Chase (he can be very charming ;) ) to some degree, so there is like this delicious angst in starting to care about someone with whom morally you would never agree with. (very Prof. X vs Magneto vibe imho)

(this also could lead to some interesting spin-off angst opportunity about First being in the Fallen Warriors Army and just...existing in this weird limbo of being a target of Chase's favorable attention, but still essentially being a servant to his Master so thus really unable to trully care about/love this evil man but he still kinda cares after all these years and, like ooooooh baby thats some scrumptious angst possibility)

Or we can have some angst in form of First, being technically 'moved on'/left only in spirit in this world and Chase, still obsessing over him all these centuries, not even realizing that he is basically pining at this point. Showing up to bother current Ninjas, Ninjanomicon and Spirit of First at every opportunity, but not being able to actually be (in any capacity) with First, besides those very brief reunions. And First, throughout the years, while still being very annoyed about Chase's continuoes presence, also feels... incredibly saddened about this man to some degree. But he still can not falter, for his duty and successors still need him and they take priority, so this weird relationship just continues on.

And like OOOOH BABIES this is just scratching the surface of any possible angst, but these are the ones that are currently circling in my mind (i want to make some comics with these scenarious) so yeah! angst! ;D

#ninja showdown #my immortal soul #first ninja x chase young #rc9gn first ninja #first ninja #chase young #i dunno if it is obvious but i really headcanon that since Chase drunk the soup/sold his soul for immortality and power he is INCAPABLE of #true geniune unselfish sort of love. oh he can desire/want/care to some degree/ and certainly selfishly want to possess someone but love??? #nah fam. this dragon man lost that ability. he probably remembers how to tho. and sometimes that shows with some people. like Omi.or First; #and First in turn. while putting duty first (hah) could really start to care about Chase if exposed to him enough but there would be this #voice in his brain that constantly reminds him what Chase really is and how could he care about a monster like this when a similar monster #took his family away?haven't he dedicated his life to defeating monsters?what sort of honor will he have left if he starts to care for evil #gosh all these rants make me want to be a better writer so i could write a fic *cries* #but i shall try to make some comics. i haven't lied i have some ideas for all 3 scenarios i mentioned here >>>;D

[damaramegido]

i'm binging disenchantment

#futurama #philip j fry #disenchantment #princess bean #mora the mermaid #beanmora #disenchantment spoilers #i apologize for the shittiness of this doodle i haven't drawn in so fuckin long #but i needed to get this out before it left my brain

[cactosaurio]

I was thinking that Jing Yuan actually does see Yanqing as something akin to a son, but most of the time treats him as his disciple and a member of the cloud-knights; he admires his tenacity and wants to protect part of his innocence, he did seem to raise him and is so similar to his younger self, but it also comes with an arrogance unbeffiting of a soldier that needs to be straightened out, something that must happen to everyone. Plus, there's something he needs Yanqing to do for him when the time comes, even if he still can't let the kid walk completely alone.

On the other hand, Yanqing doesn't necessarily see him as a father figure (most of the time), more like a mentor and benefactor who inspires respect and some affection, his feelings on the matter could be less complex, but there's always doubt and rumors around Jing Yuan (still glad the common folk can talk so freely about him). For what plot would the general need some kid prodigy who came from thin air?

#my brain was suddenly occupied by complicated father-son/mentor-student dynamics #it hasn't left me since the start of the game #i'm holding up on the selfship this time #because their relationship with the scribe can be its own wall of text (or drawings) #is it obvious I don't have yanqing yet? #that I haven't completed his companion quest yet? #jing yuan #yanqing #honkai star rail

[glittergoats]

I'm not done with this game but that won't stop me from making impulsive animatics regardless

#p5r spoilers #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #takuto maruki #sumire yoshizawa #kasumi yoshizawa #goro akechi #akira kurusu #ren amamiya #my art #so yeah im like almost done w marukis palace #i think #but this fucking idea wouldn't leave my brain so i spent an hour yesterday being insane making this #i do wish the section with sumi akira and akechi was a bigger chunk of the game #i thought it was really compelling and having only 3 party members is something you haven't had to deal with since kamoshida #so it was a nice challenge too #but whatever i still enjoyed the little like hour sequence we did get #might beat the game this weekend we'll see ! i dont actually know how much time is left like gameplay wise #the song is the hounds by the protomen btw #great song #its about megaman

[nijuukoo]

How can you say that? How can you think you're just - another demon that I'd hurt?

That I'd hurt... you?

L4D2 and Supernatural crossover funsies for @patiently-burning, inspired by her fic Miracles Out of Nowhere

#Nellis #NickEllis #nellis l4d2 #Nick #Ellis #rochelle #coach #Keith #Left 4 Dead 2 #L4D2 #Supernatural #spn #patiently-burning #MoN #Angel Demon angst let's get it boyyy #Haven't thought about supernatural for years but here we are. Brain is fully back in 2009 fandom. #pet skeletal hell doggos is a need. #my art

[sensitiveheartless]

...K this is going to sound completely out of the blue, but this has been haunting me today —

#I have found a few things while googling but my results are inconclusive! <-(this might be because i am operating with very few braincells) #Has he ever consumed a fly on screen in any show or movie? Like #fully??? #sidenote but this burning question has led me to the discovery that there is an entire wiki section titled 'MUPPETS EATING OTHER MUPPETS' #...anyway do not be concerned my brain is just in a weird headspace because I haven't properly left my room since thursday morning lol #and obviously i'm going to stay isolated until i'm better! #in the meantime I will have muppet thoughts apparently #hmmm muppet au #...oh god. has anyone done a 'bsd where everything is the same but Dazai is a muppet'? #because that would be glorious #or wait #going by muppet movie logic I guess it would have to be one human with an entire cast of muppets so — #who would the human be??? #oh no oh NO hold on wait— #what if all ability users are muppets #and Dazai's ability is 'NO LONGER MUPPET' and he can poke people and turn them into full humans #HELP #senhart rambles #polls #i do not know what else to tag this with so i simply shall not

[maniacace]

i might have galaxy-brained this time

#yeah this show ended almost 5 months ago no they haven't left my brain #lokius #loki laufeyson #mobius m mobius #loki series #loki s2 #loki #c speaks into the void

[roboticchibitan]

Today I went on a walk with my gf and it drizzled on us and we didn't bring an umbrella and it was very nice.

#small joys #also I haven't left the house for anything enjoyable since I went to the cat cafe in the beginning of auguat #i feel like someone rinsed the goo off my brain it was so nice

[mattodore]

theo.

#river dipping #moodboard #theodore core #echthroi #long post #cw child abuse mention #cw drugs #questionnaire lb #<- tagging with this bc THIS is the effect reading his questionnaire has on me #well. #gonna be a rough one for me today lads... #my brain is just as fried over theo as it was last night i literally haven't left his pinterest board since i woke up... #i haven't even went back to his questionnaire to finish the last forty questions... i am so serious like. i've just been sitting here.

[sollucets]

i got a number of followers that is pleasing to me and i wanted to actively invite requests for a little while, and thus whatever this is was born! 🎉

you can ask me for:

📝 ficlets (no higher than ao3 m-rated; freeform, but feel free to refer to touch prompts)

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use your judgment on things i might know or like as far as source content & pairings go; i believe in you guys (& reserve the right to not do it.) i'll close prompts if i (somehow) get too many or in a week (end of the day 5/28)

thank you very much for visiting my little internet corner. i am holding you all very gently in my hands like a precious thing. gay people in my phone ilu 💜

#housekeeping #i am temporarily making this my pinned post so i have added my normal pinned post to my bio #i left anon on but please behave in there! #the number is 200. it's not a secret i'm just violently anxious about it bc i know it's not actually many #and i am unable to stop being weird about the possibility of being pretentious lmao. #how dare i be happy with a small achievement or assume people might like or want the things i make!! #smack brain with rolled-up magazine. #but i'm powering through because i want. stuff. prompts. things. i haven't done something like this for gifs before #let's go! <3

[todayisafridaynight]

This might not be anything, but while writing about your fics, the way you have the characters' mannerisms down PERFECTLY got me thinking about mirroring...

There's a lot of it in 7 (Horii is a directorial genius etc etc), most of it more intentional than these probably are, but there's something so interesting about mirroring that takes the tone of a (relatively) fond memory, a familiar gesture, and inverts it in the way shown here.

OH I'M GLAD YOU'VE NOTICED THESE TOO I think I mentioned it months back (or I drafted a post 'bout it but didn't think it was anything noteworthy) but I always really did like how the Arakawa Family mimicked each other's mannerisms (also circling back to how Jo and Masato calling Ichiban 'Ichi' presumably after picking it up from Arakawa)!

Aoki actually does the same sitting gesture too! I went back to double check and skim through the rest of the game's cutscenes, and as far as I could tell unless I skipped a scene, it really is only these three that do this specific pose:

It's such a small detail but I love it immensely and it really does highlight their connections with each other and it drives me insane

#snap chats #the fact aoki holds his left fist with his right like jo..... im gonna be sick... (crying) #potential hints that aoki really does favor jo and/or spends more time with him... or i might be delirious. could be both even.. #focusing on how jo mimics arakawa though i dont think i have to say i love how it is inverted intention wise #like of course in arakawa's situations he's in a position where he's helping ichi and speaking calmly with him #while with jo Evidently each interaction is more tense and antagonistic #really is a cool way to emphasize that whole 'step parent' angle if that makes sense #OH BUT THANK YOU ON MY WRITING that's a huge compliment: i'm glad you think i have their mannerisms down ! #accuracy is a big thing to me... in case we haven't picked that up yet.... i should relax a little tbh-- #BUT i'd like to think my brain's good at visualizing things and i think i've 'studied' enough to get an acceptable result in what i show #it's like... if i can't see it in my head clearly or it doesn't look right then i wanna keep trying until it DOES look right yk #dont want a Hello Kitty Wouldnt Do Xanax moment... only on occasion.... a lil xanax wouldnt hurt as long as its not too far gone ☠️ #alright im. DELIRIOUS. #to end this off i watched the first episode of Sailor Suit and Machine Gun ! #my japanese is. HORRENDOUS BUT the art of inference and context clues and stray knowledge got me through it #i'm excited to watch the next episode even if i'm only really getting half the impact from the dialogue #BUT THE FEELING'S THERE... the emotion's there #embarrassingly i almost cried when izumi was crying in the theater over her dad while she was eating cause like Girl Me Too ☠️☠️ #ill go one day without mentioning my dad i promise... todays not that day tho ☠️ #IN ANY CASE. thank you for droppin the episodes on me !! i can't stress never tiring of having new things to watch #ill watch the next episode tonight probably. i was gonna go out to get lunch buuuut my moms home #so there goes that plan.. at least my bro got me food while /he/ went out today lmao

[hekateinhell]

i'm worried people don't realize just how much i love lestat/armand 😦

i feel like i don't post about them enough i haven't written a 50k fic for them yet and some days i don't post at all i am an embarrassment a disgrace 🤧

#also if you've sent me asks in the past couple days when i haven't really been active im so sorry #i'm so busy getting ready to travel and finish my assignments by friday and ya girl is struggling i do not have one single brain cell left #but i just wanted to remind everyone that i love them 😦😦😦 #hekate.txt