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veneli · 2 years

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Damien x Gavin Relationship + Engagement HCs

just them, not the polycule! Inspired by @kiwikiwii's Tangled AU

CW: a LOT of fluff and happy tears

they'd been dating for almost 2 years after meeting up through Freelancer, and Damien found that his feelings for this insufferable being have exploded into a tangle of "I need you more than I want you"

He would watch Gavin cook/bake with Caelum and FL, making a happy mess and laughing and giggling and hugging and thought "yeah, that's the one", and shocked himself while thinking

Gavin asked if he was ok after he saw that he was super flushed

He said yeah, he was fine (no he wasn't)

that thought occurred to him even more after that

when he was studying for his Full Cert. Exams, working hard and actually being so serious that his eyebrows knitted together at risk of fusing into a unibrow

Damien had to gently drag him out of the study to get him to bed (Gavin insisted that demons don't need sleep and he could do this all night)

As he watched Gavin fall asleep in his arms despite his earlier complaints) he felt his heart swell with pure love.

after that, he would have a few late nights in the study keeping Gavin company, sitting on the couch by the back wall with his laptop perched on his knees, looking up engagement rings

"you're done your work, Damie, why are you still in here?"

"to keep you company, dumbass <affectionate> can't a boyfriend spend some time with his boyfriend, even in silence?"

"okay then" and Damien was so immersed in his mission to find a ring that he didn't notice Gavin falling asleep at the table until he started to snore a little

Damien put a blanket over him and slept on the study's couch

He spent so much time looking for a ring. there were so many notepads and deleted text messages that was him consulting Freelancer and Lasko and Huxley which one would suit them

he had to make sure it was the PERFECT ring because it was for the love of his life, the one and only Gavin

and Gavin was just so... complex. So serious, so carefree, sensual, comforting and aggravating at the same time.

Damien was at a loss until he found THE ONE (or this one if you think he'd like a more feminine ring)

he got THIS RING for himself (this one for a feminine version?)

nothing too extravagant for himself - he'd rather it be practical because he isn't EVER taking it off

Damien then spent SO MUCH TIME planning how he was gonna propose?? Like he spent 2 weeks just trying to decide where they were gonna have dinner that night, and another week thinking about lighting and what he should wear

(perfectionist at its finest, let him be. it would have to be as perfect could be [though nothing could beat the perfection of Gavin])

Finally he decided, you know what, let's do this at the park near their house and dress up just a little more than his usual go-to but not too obvious that there was going to be something big

the night before the big day he asked FL, Lasko and Hux to help him set up the lights in a little spot he chose

They were more than eager to help

all throughout the night, Damien COULD NOT SLEEP HE WAS SO NERVOUS (Lasko had competition)

they stayed up with him through text, sending him supportive messages and boosting him up

He eventually went to sleep at 4am, joining a sleeping Gavin and letting him subconsciously wrap his arms around his body, knowing damn well that after tomorrow night, this could feel extremely different

he woke up at his usual time the next morning, and made breakfast for both of them

he invited Gav to "date night" over their eggs and he held his breath as Gavin thought about his schedule and finally said "sure!"

Damien was so relieved (but not for long)

the entirety of the day was spent pacing the house and flitting to and fro the park's spot to make sure everything was alright

he practiced what he was going to say as he proposed in his head to the point where he would be muttering it without realizing

Gavin overheard him as he picked him up

"what did you say, love?"

"hm?" (realizing) "nothing, I was trying to memorize a recipe"

they went out for dinner at a nice restaurant of Gavin's choosing

Damien paid and they got in the car to go home

Damien said "wait I have one more place I want you to come with me tonight"

"where is that?"

"we can watch the stars," Damien said, as he paralleled into a spot near the park

Gavin hopped out, and Damien reached for his hand and hoped that it wasn't shaking too much

"are you cold? you're shivering."

so he was shaking. "y-yeah, a little. I have blankets in the trunk, I'll grab them"

He was cursing in his head and he was going to burst into flames any second

They got the blankets and Damien led them to the spot

Lasko, FL, and Huxley (and maybe Caelum too, FL called him up) and they were all hiding behind a tree or bush trying to catch this glorious moment (they weren't gonna intrude, just leave them be after he proposed and pretend to know nothing when Damien announce anything)

They did, in fact watch the stars for around an hour until Damien worked up the courage to finally DO IT

FL was already crying as Damien turned to whisper to Gavin

they sat up, and Damien, using his psychokinesis, (somehow) turns on the lights that the friend group had set up beforehand, and Gavin's eyes are just glittering, which makes Damien's heart falter(/pos) even more

Damien says his thing, and then he pulls out the ring box

Damien shifts to one knee from his crossed sit, and Gavin immediately tears up

and Damien says those magic words: "Gavin, my love. Will you marry me?"

Gavin was nodding at "will"

Damien slipped the ring onto his finger and Gavin basically tackled him to the ground with his hug

Huxley was going to make a ruckus blowing his nose so they hurried away, all crying and trying not to giggle too hard

Gavin positively sobbed into Damien's shoulder

thus making Damien cry too (he didn't realize that he was so choked up at his agreement that if he had rejected him he probably would have wailed but that didn't happen thankfully)

once they calmed down enough they were for sure making out

it got cold as it was getting progressively late in the night so they got up to leave

Gavin hugged Damien again and spun him around and Damien let him

because Gavin was his fiancé and he was Gavin's fiancé and they had each other and their friends and they loved each other and that was all they needed

he set him down and they kissed again

there was something just so different about the kiss, there was so many more things mixed with the taste of each other,,, the tears, the joy, the relief, and the overwhelming tsunami of love they had for each other (Gavin was so overwhelmed by the truckload shipping container of emotions Damien had to hold him upright)

lets say the rest of their night at home was certainly not... restful

got cuddles and kisses and hugs and pampering

it all felt different yet all the same

there was an extra added layer of emotion

what did they call it?

Love? the feeling that your long-time crush had never faded, the one that makes butterflies dance in your stomach as you look at them for the millionth time, the one that made all the kisses ten times sweeter, and the one that filled your heart up to the point of bursting

Damien woke up in Gavin's arms the next morning and he looked at his lover's still-sleeping face, and he thought to himself "damn. I am one lucky man."

And excuse me while I cry my eyes out -Eli

Wedding HCs will be here soon just let me recover from this emotional event and take more notes on how weddings work (scribbles furiously)

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rue-king · 3 years

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Black Bird

(AO3 link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/33056038)

Summary: Damian Wayne has a bad day and he has no one to comfort him but a little black bird.

Warnings: mild cursing, and slight descriptions of violence, mentions of Damian's trauma

It stinks in Gotham. No one has ever tried to say otherwise. It stinks, it's cold, and it's dangerous.

The air bites and snaps against warm skin. It swooshes through the light poofs of hair that rises from little Damian Wayne’s head.

He’s doing what Wayne’s do best- brooding.

He’s having one of those days. The type where he can’t keep his temper. The type where he snaps at his father and his brothers. The type where he feels just so angry and doesn’t know why.

He’s not even a whole teen, a real teen. He’s a kid who feels emotions way too large for his little body.

He can take a man apart no problem, but god forbid he try to properly express his feelings. You won’t ever hear him say a bad thing about the league of assassins, but they ruined him. They destroyed him before he even had a chance to develop into a whole person.

There’s nights where every time he closes his eyes all he sees is endless waves of warriors and teachers beating him down. Each one striking with more and more vigor, burying him under the weight of their blood lust.

Last night was especially terrible. After patrolling with his father Damian retired to his room to get some sleep. It started off okay. He laid in his king sized bed and sank into its sheets.

His peaceful dreams warped into the burning green goo that is the lazarus pit. There he watched his grandfather and mother burn. They died by his hand and he couldn’t stop himself. He watched himself twist his own katanas into their hearts over and over and over again.

He could hear a scream reverberate around him. It wasn’t until he stabbed Talia for the 232nd time before he realized it was him screaming.

He killed his own family until the liquid of the pit stained red. And could no longer bring them back. He turned away from the pit, finally his screams faded away. Finally he is given his relief.

His brain hates him, he swears it. He found no relief, no peace. Only more pain and anguish. He dropped his sword, staring at his bloodied hands. Echoes of footsteps reach his ears.

Oh he knows this cadence, the stable stepping of his father. The heavy gait of the great, the grand, the hero Batman. Dread. Heavy, unforgiving dread fills him. He’s worked so hard to change. He doesn’t kill anymore. He doesn’t. It wasn’t his fault. He couldn’t stop it.

Oh god. He didn’t mean to.

Frantically he looks up, begging to be wrong for once in his life.

Please, please don’t be him.

It’s too late. Bruce Wayne’s eyes pour into Damian’s.

Anger. Disappointment. Disgust. Rage.

A pain fills his chest before he can register the wetness of his eyes. His shaking hands reach to comfort the burning in his center.

His katana protrudes from the place where his heart sits and the hand on the hilt is his fathers.

He’s crying ugly, angry tears.

Damian coughed, a dribble of blood pours out of his mouth.

“Father, I’m so sor-“

His vision goes black and he wakes up covered in a cold sweat. Gasping for breath.

Oh god. He can’t breathe. He's gasping and clutching his chest as if the katana was still there.

It’s not, obviously, but his heart is racing as if it is. He couldn’t go back to sleep. Everytime his eyes drooped closed he could hear the echo of his screams in his ears. Everytime the manor settles and groans his heart jumps as if he can still hear his father’s cadence.

He can’t stand the way the down feather pillows drown his head or how his soft silk sheets stick against his sweating, trembling body. He abandoned his bed all together. He retreats to his on-suite bathroom and fills the lifted tub with a single pillow and the least soft sheet he owns.

Here he is protected on all sides. The cage of ceramic and space between him and the main door makes him feel slightly more at ease.

It doesn’t do much though, because that morning he is snappy and irritable. He jumps at every noise and lashes out at a moment’s notice. He cursed at Alfred for asking him if he slept well. He called Tim “the charity case that no one asked for.”

He didn’t even bother with his father. He couldn’t look him in the eye. He felt that if he did he would see the eyes of the man that stabbed him in the heart last night. Besides it’s not like his father can bear to initiate conversation with him anyway.

This mix of fear and frustration built up into a big ball of anger throughout the day. Normally he would just lash out and burn all that energy with his anger, but today he couldn’t summon the energy. Instead he’s opted for being broody.

He yearns for peace, for what it may feel like. He needs space to sort out what he’s thinking, what he’s feeling. He needs to process and breathe on his own because he doesn’t know how to ask for help or seek others.

So he’s sitting on the ledge of a medium-sized building in the middle of gotham. It's an office building that sits at the perfect height to not be seen from below but has the protection of taller buildings around it. The air is cool and sharp against the skin of his cheeks. A harsh yellow and white light crawls up the sides of the buildings and flashes against the cars and neons signs below.

He lets his legs dangle and his hair become undone with the wind. Breathing in and out hard with thought out concentration. His hands wander to the folds of his uniform and he pinches the fabric absent mindedly.

He shuts his eyes for a second, to ground himself, but before he can see a katana out of his chest he feels a sharp pain come from his hand.

He snatches his hand away from where it sat in his lap. He looks down to see a smaller than average crow looking at him.

“You pecked me, you little bastard. Shoo!”

The crow continues to stare undisturbed by Damian’s mean words.

He takes a tiny hop closer, just reaching the cape that drapes over Dami’s shoulders. Damian leans away instinctively, his lips beginning to form more harsh words.

The little crow beats him to it and chirps. The little thing leans forward and pokes Damian’s thigh with his round beak. Not enough to hurt.

“What do you want, pest”

The crow looks Dami in the eyes with a look that suggests an odd amount of intelligence. Freaky.

The crow sticks out a leg, like he was reaching out for Damian. The bird does it with such determination that he is nearly tipping over.

Damian is thoroughly confused, there’s no reason for this bird to be behaving this way.

The bird flaps his wings in obvious frustration.

Then Damian sees it. His wing is crooked, bent in an unnatural angle. He spots a bit of fresh blood on the dark black feathers now too.

“Well what do you expect me to do about that”

The crow croaks loudly in indignation. They enter a sort of staring contest.

Damian's intentions for the night was to brood and be left alone with no distractions. This bird is ruining his plans.

That little crow is determined. It shouldn’t be possible for a bird to give him puppy eyes.

“Alright I’ll assist you, you bastard”

The crow chirps again, throwing himself deeper into Damian’s lap.

Oh how Damian is weak for animals. He strokes the little guy's head. His anger dissipates as his thoughts are replaced with the little bastard's treatment plan. I mean you can’t think about your tortuous nightmares and absent father when you have much greater things to worry about.

Damian ends up using his emergency bandages to secure the injured wing and create a sort of pouch to hold him in. He doesn’t even realize his breathing evened out ages ago.

He feeds the little man bits of bread from the sandwich Alfred smuggled into his super cool and tough Robin pack. (Definitely NOT a glorified lunchbox). He doesn’t even know that his hands aren’t trembling anymore.

He thinks of names for the crow on his way home. No longer feeling dread at the reminder of another night to sleep through.

Maybe he can name him bat crow. Or maybe he needs to invest in an imagination. Well whatever the case, for the moment he is settling with an affectionate bastard for the little man's name.

He always did think that he got along with animals better than people anyway.

#dc comics #batfamily #damian wayne #Damian is a baby #not really #but he needs a hug #and a kiss on the forehead #damian wayne fanfiction #one shot

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flashflashhundredyarddash · 3 years

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okay so my opinions on batman vs. robin

- really enjoyed it! the dollmaker part at the beginning was actually super creepy

- again, really enjoyed dami in this one

- the primary character conflict in this is the lack of trust bruce has in damian, and bruce's uhh admittedly not being very affectionate/always very harsh does not help his relationship with damian

- this conflict between them pushes damian to bond more with The Villain, talon. both have daddy issues etc.

- also bman's girlfriend was the head owl?? so??? and we never see bruce like address it or deal with it so what was the point of that. i guess it was bcus once she saw dami she realized bruce was bman bcus dami wasn't public yet but like. weird

- dick got his ass impaled MULTIPLE times. like BRO are you good???

- alfred with a shotgun and batman in a mech suit. nice.

- between batman and alfred with a shotgun im taking alfred sorry not sorry

- also batman is straight up killing talons which is... weird considering the sentience of talons isn't like. quite clear. they could be sentient which makes bruce a. murderer.

- OH also the fights looked cool

- so the ending damian leaves his dad to go to that school in the himalayas i think? damian essentially says he's been told all his life to either kill (ra's, talia, talon) or not kill because its wrong (bruce), but he doesn't know for himself what he thinks, which is the crux of his issues with killing or not killing. I would like to note damian did not kill this whole movie, every time he chose not to BUT WHATEVER BRUCE

- so, damian decides he needs to leave to figure out what he truly believes. bruce doesn't argue which is... interesting. I think bruce thinks he doesn't really have what damian needs to become hmm. emotionally healthy/stable? Bruce truly believes damian needs to leave to find his own sense of morality/identity.

- So, Damian is a very capable 10 year old. Not very many things threaten him. But idk if id be cool letting my ten year old son run off lmao. but i guess if dami's going to the himalayan school it's fine?? maybe??? i kind of get what the writers were going for but i think it should have been more clear that dami conveyed to bruce he was going to the himalayan school and then coming right back, and bruce being like yep understood. their convo they had wasn't super clear.

- i guess their relationship progressed a little because damian expressed the crux of his issues (that being a lack of personal identity), and bruce being willing to trust damian by letting him make that decision and learn from others instead of just regurgitating his non killing stance.

- like, societies in general hold very different views on killing (murder, self-defense, state-sanctioned killing, etc.), so bruce really can't just go NO KILLING and expect a 10 year old assassin who has ALREADY killed to just fall in line. especially in a society that occasionally is fine with killing. idk. damian's got to find his own way.

- lastly, dick's necklace. fashion icon.

#batman vs. robin #batman #dcamu #dc #damian wayne #bruce wayne #dick grayson #nightwing #the burd squawks

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batfam-redrobin-yummm · 4 years

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Batfamily Thanksgiving

Everyone comes to the manor. and I mean EVERYONE. It doesn’t matter what terms you’re on with everyone you fucking show up or Alfred will show up where ever you are and drag you home by the ear

Alfred has everyone pitch in for at least 1 thing to make sure enough gets made for everyone.

Dick will swing around from everything and literally hang off of the people who he hasn’t seen much.

Jason gets in an argument with the family one year and hasn’t seen anyone in months. When everyone wakes up he’s already been dragged home by Alfred and is helping in the kitchen.

Dick literally climbs him like a koala and won’t let go. Jason is forced to stay the night when Dick falls asleep but his iron grip still won’t let go.

Tim isn’t allowed any technology. None. because he will find something to work on and it’s forbidden that he works at all on holidays.

Tim will always find a price of technology and has to be brided away from it with coffee until Alfred takes it.

Everyone gets up early to help cook except for Tim. He’s always exhausted from trying to get work done the day before. When he finally stumbles into the kitchen in the morning he drinks straight from the coffee pot and only helps with small things like cranberry sauce.

god know Tim’s a menace in the Kitchen and is trusted with literally nothing important.

Damian agrees to not fight with anyone but decides to call everyone by their first name. To him he’s truly being affectionate but if anyone asks he says he’s trying to spook everyone. He also calls Bruce dad all day.

It spoils everyone for a bit but after the second time he uses their name they realize what he’s doing. Even Tim and Jason think it’s cute. Duke is the only one who doesn’t realize and continuously gets concerned.

Duke regrets showing up every year. He loves everyone but he’s terrified of grabbing food.

Duke is terrified of grabbing food because he’s watched people stab each other over the mashed potatoes one too many times.

It’s a known rule that if you finishing off one of the dishes you have to be ready to fight for it. If you’re caught unaware it’s going to be stolen from you or you’re going to receive a fork to the arm.

Cassandra is the most polite of everyone and everyone makes sure that someone is always watching her. Not in a wary way but to make sure that when she signs something she’s heard. Dami takes a liking to having her around and almost always watches her and repeats what she says.

Damian just fucking screams at the table for people to stop talking so he can make sure EVERYONE saw what Cassandra said.

Stephanie makes a habit of not grabbing food from the serving trays because she doesn’t want to get stabbed. and instead sits between Cassandra and Bruce most times and silently steals from their plates. Eventually they catch on and put food on her plate for her.

Tim’s known for having two thanksgiving moods. He’s either so exhausted he falls asleep in mashed potatoes, or he’s had so much coffee that he’ll start a roast war with everyone. The only person he’ll lose to is Babs but even full of spite he won’t try her.

The family learned if Tim is super tired he’ll just eat till there’s nothing in his plate. Jason Dick and Duke use this as an opportunity to make sure he’s really eating enough. They keep putting food on his plate and he’ll keep eating it because he’s to tired to notice. He won’t stop until they stop giving him food and his plate is empty.

Bruce is just happy to have all his family around. Like the grinch his heart browns 3 times in size when he sees everyone around the table. He makes sure to awkwardly hug everyone even if on the streets they try killing each other (*cough jason*)

He secretly gives everyone affectionate looks when he thinks nobody sees.

they all see

It’s the one time that he’ll actively pull each of his kids to the side and tell them how much he cares. This has lead to many tears from both him and his kids. They all have an agreement that they never talk about it afterwards but they all love it.

sometime selina will drop in just for fun.

overall someone always gets stabbed with a fork but they all love thanksgiving together. and then the next day they’re back at each others throats (*cough bruce jason tim and dami*)

#batfam #batfamily #batman #bruce wayne #jason todd #tim drake #dick grayson #red hood #red robin #damian wayne #catwoman #duke thomas #signal #robin #nightwing #selina kyle #cassandra cain #spoiler #stephanie brown

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bigfan-fanfic · 4 years

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Honestly as much as I love the idea of having Damian and Jon as poly boyfriends I can’t imagine meeting their families. Like I can, but I imagine it being so crazy! Batman and Superman trying to have the shovel talk with this innocent boy who’s probably still trying to wrap his head around the fact that the his boyfriends are the biological son of Bruce Wayne and well known reporters Clark Kent and Lois Lane wants to date him. Plus the factor that they probably just told him that their(part 1)

(part 2 of Damijon poly ask)Robin and Superboy. I feel like it'd be so chaotic with the Batfam probably trying to scare off this guy at every chance they get and the Superfam definitely nicer but still wary because Jon and Dami are the babies of the family? Also the fact they have the possibility of Talia and Ra's coming after him, possibly the entire League of Assassins. I'm sure they'd be 'thrilled' to see that Damian's dating two boys.

Okay, Jason and Tim might be protective at first, but once they see how happy Damian is they immediately back off. All the batboys would be so on board for Damian being happy, especially Dick. Now, being the family of sunshine boy Jon, Lois and Conner are gonna be more wary - Clark is totally on board with this. So you have Bruce, Conner, and Lois being pretty shovelly and cold at first - and Bruce and Lois as a team is a formidable foe for anyone to face, let alone a young man just trying to be happy with his boyfriends.

Damian probably tasks Jon with keeping Y/N safe, because he’s a super and is better suited towards protection. Jon takes this to heart and follows Y/N everywhere and is just real affectionate, and even to Lois he’s pretty sassy whenever she says something because hey, he’s her son, he learned from the best how not to be intimidated by authority.

Talia may not be thrilled - and honestly I see her doing her whole either cloning Damian to start again or trying to kill him so she and Bruce can bond over the loss of their child or whatever. Ra’s may be more interested in it. It still isn’t quite clear how or if the supers age, and taking over his grandson’s body and already having a devoted Kryptonian partner would make things a lot easier.

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heartless-error · 4 years

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Broken, not perfect, but together. - Chapter 3

Fandom: DC comics, Batman

Pairings: Jonathan Kent x Damian Wayne (JonDami) & Jason Todd x Timothy Drake (JayTim)

Rating: General, family feels, hurt/comfort, mental health issues, running away

Other(s) links: AO3

Broken.

The Batfamily was broken.

It was six years ago, and they had barely stood together since then, trying to stand up despite guilt and regret.

Damian was sure there was nothing to save, not after losing something that he didn’t know he cared about. But when a new opportunity to get back what they had lost appeared, he cannot help to doubt as his past decisions haunt him again.

If you love somebody, set them free. But you don’t know what you have until it’s gone.

Chapter 3

Now

A jolt woke him up.

A jolt followed by a hard squeeze on his hip and an intelligible whisper beside him.

It’s not as if Damian had expected to sleep well tonight, he even didn’t expect to sleep at all. When they arrived at the apartment, he was ready to spend all night staring at the ceiling quiet and trying not to think too much. However, he underestimated how tired he was and how much his wounded body needed to rest, so he was fallen asleep before realizing it.

But even if he didn’t want much rest, waking up agitated and listening sobs behind him wasn’t a good way to start the day.

“Jonathan.” He said fully awake and shaking from his grasp. “Nightmare.”

The super was still holding him tightly, carelessly and causing Damian grumbled for the treatment to his injuries, while the other was breathing restless and mumbling apologies in dreams.

“Nightmare.” He repeated aloud. “It’s a nightmare. Wake up.”

It’s neither the first nor the last time any of them have an unpleasant dream and awakes the other. Indeed, it would be very sad to admit it willingly but is also part of their lives and work so far, nightmares come hand in hand with superheroes’ duty and they had worse episodes than this in the past, like everyone else, right? That’s why Damian didn’t want to sleep, he knew something like this would happen again.

He didn’t get rid of his embrace but could barely turned around to shake his shoulder and wake him up as the other seemed to hesitate in his dreams, not cheerful at all.

“Jon!”

Panting hard and trembling, Jon finally opened his eyes, yet some sleepy and groggy, shrugging himself and looking around nervously as he woke up completely.

“Dami?” He asked in a whisper and still clinging around him tightly, as if he couldn’t believe he was talking to him.

“You were dreaming.” He explained hastily still squirming in his grip.

Jonathan fell silent a few seconds, tears about to fall, frowning, sweating and taking his breath back. He calmed down a bit and was apparently back in the real world, assimilating it was a nightmare, but didn’t make him feel better seemingly.

With a miserable expression on his face, he realized how strong he was clinging to Damian and how he was trying to free himself, letting him go immediately and away from him as if he were on fire.

“I’m sorry.” Jon said quickly as he sat on the mattress, rubbing his eyes tightly. “I’m sorry, you okay? It was not my intention, sorry.”

Damian shook his head, looking at him from his position without moving. It wasn’t nothing important, Jon just squeezed him a little like a plushie and was a bit annoying, maybe his bruises were worst, but were minor wounds first so he didn’t care at all.

But he knew Jon cares, and looking at him away, shuddering and breathing deeply to relax, gave him enough proofs to know whatever he had dreamed about had shook him to the point to sobbing in his sleep, and add to that an apparent guilt for unintentionally hurting him didn’t help at all.

Sometimes nightmares shake Jon like that, leaves him emotional, overloaded and saturated with everything, and Damian hadn’t come to establish a way to help him cope with it yet. Because there were other variables to consider, such as the mood, date, time or the type of nightmare, and none of them appeared to be favorable now.

But if Damian knows something, is that he hates to see Jon cry. He hated it since he was 13 and still do strongly. Jon crying gives him a rare, visceral and unpleasant sensation on his chest that seems to pull it from inside, willing to rip him. He couldn’t stand it.

When they were kids, he thought it was because he despised how someone powerful and strong as Superboy, with such potential, could show much weakness and so openly. Then, he realized it was precisely the opposite, that what he really hated was how he felt when Jon seemed to trust him so easily to be vulnerable around him. That left him scared, hesitant and unsure just by having a friend, a real friend, who didn’t think he was going to stab him at any moment -something that neither him was sure in those times-. But sometimes he was also jealous, because Jon felt safe and confident enough to express himself and being weak in front of anyone, and Damian… never had that before, until then, he only had the strong statement that he would be killed and replaced if he showed any weakness or proof of not being a worthy heir.

“Habibi.” He called his attention, waiting his hesitant look to lie sideways on the bed and extend his right arm on the pillow, in a clear invitation.

Jon seriously seemed to doubt it, quiet and evaluating the situation, as if he would hurt him only by lying there together. Damian snorted at him angrily, scolding him with his eyes until Jon realized how stupid he was and gave up, lying back and resting his head on his arm as he embraced him completely and buried his face in his neck.

Even if he still didn’t know exactly how to help Jon when he had nightmares, he knew that physical contact helps when it happens. And even though Kent was the most tactile and affectionally open in their relationship, at least Damian now was more used to receive affection and answer to it. Actually, it’s one of the few things that Grayson did right for once.

He felt how the tension in his mate’s body disappeared as they spent more time in that position, quiet and enjoying other’s touch, trying not to break the momentarily peace. After a while Jon no longer looked like he was going to cry imminently and relaxed as he caressed his free hand down his back, slowly drawing patterns. But, of course, Damian knew the exact moment he would speak to say something stupid when he felt him getting some air.

“Don’t apologize again.” He cut him off quickly. “You didn’t hurt me, so drop it.”

He would not let him think about it too much, because he knew how easy it was to do that after waking up sobbing.

“You know it’s not only for that.” Said Jon seriously and outrage in his tone.

Damian froze, his hand still on his back and his arm starting to get numb cause of the weight on it. He tried to pull away to look at Jon, but he sank more into his neck, hiding from scrutiny, as if he feared his reaction.

He should have known, the apologies now made sense.

He sighed, not really knowing what to say or what to do.

“Then, do you think I should also apologize?” He asked, doubtful.

That’s what made Jon move and look at him with alarm in his eyes, surprised and with a questioning expression. It’s not as if Damian hadn’t improved in giving encouragement or comfort to people in general, but this was a special case, and both knew they needed a different approach to be reasonable.

“No.” Jon said angrily, like what he was saying was crazy.

“And why you did? What’s the difference?”

Jon stayed quiet, his lips in a fine line and blinking, in conflict. His reasoning had fallen completely, and he was obviously trying to save it, but it was useless.

It’s so simple, if Jon didn’t think that Damian had to apologize, then Jon didn’t have to. Easy.

“B-Because I-” He started to stammer, willing to discuss.

“No.” He cut him off.

“But I-”

“No.” He cut him off again, tilting his weight over him gradually.

“But it’s my fault that-”

“No.” He repeated freeing his arms and laying above him completely, crushing him with his weight.

“I gave them-”

“Stop.” He ordered covering his mouth with one hand.

“Mnph!”

“I said stop.”

“…”

“You know, I don’t care if you lick and drool on my hand, you’ve licked me other things.”

The answer to that was a strong bite. He complained, putting his hand away in disgust, then looked at him raising an eyebrow as Jon just glared back with a defiant stance despite the embarrassed blush on his face. Then, Damian looked at his drooled hand and decided to clean it in the best place: Jon’s face.

“Argh! Gross!” Jon shriek squirming beneath him as he rubbed his hand where he could reach. It was known that Jon could lift him and ran away without effort, but no longer worth it, Damian was too fast and saliva has returned to its birthplace.

“You started it.” He declared at the end and looking at him seriously, as if it were a serious matter instead of… Drool. “And that’s you get for thinking too much.”

The last statement made Jon sigh and give him that resigned expression that seemed to say, “I did it, right?”, to which he nodded.

As he thought at the beginning, it was easy to sink into the negative thoughts once you have awakened from a nightmare induced by guilt. He would also done that if Jon hadn’t appeared back in the cave, right in time to distract him.

And it’s not as if they could say directly to each other that was not their fault and that’s it. It was, they know, and this isn’t work that way. They couldn’t get up one morning and be free of any impact or repercussion of what they had caused indirectly around them with their decisions, because they were very aware of them every day.

But they also knew not all was their fault. There was more than one player in the game, and they were not the main ones.

It’s easy to think otherwise in the worst moments while you hear the accusations of your head, but once you stop to think about it and there’s someone to lift you up hitting with a pillow or drooling in your hand, you keep going and realize it doesn’t have to be like that, you shouldn’t have to apologize for everything.

Sitting up, Jon lifted his arms around his neck to make him lean and kiss him firmly, what he didn’t hesitate to correspond. He knew it was his way to say thanks for calm him; So, when they separated, he just smiled with a shrug. Damian knew Jon would have done the same for him, he would say that, but the affection in Jon’s look was replaced by fun, and he couldn’t react in time to escape.

“No! Argh!” He cried as Jon hold him and began to lick his face as revenge. “You’re disgusting! Stop!”

Jon just laughed out loud as he kept doing it while Damian tried his best to get away. He swears that his boyfriend sometimes is like a dog, it’s like having Titus with him again. And he’s not laughing too, no, not at all.

And in that room, lighted by the early morning sun, while laughs and tenders’ complaints were heard, both knew that no matter what they or anyone else thought. No one could really apologize and take the full blame for what happened six years ago, not matter what role they played, it’s not going to change anything and nobody needs it, not that.

After all, Tim and Jason ran away willingly.

~ 0.0 ~

That fact remained and was repeated in Damian’s mind as he lit the coffee pot and leaned on the kitchen counter, waiting.

It was half past nine, he still had his hair wet because of the shower minutes ago, his body protested less than yesterday, Jon was taking a shower too, he needed a coffee, to make breakfast and instead he was looking at the calendar absently as he remember.

He just does that, remember. Not wanting to think too much, because he had a lot of that lately.

It had been six years since the day Damian came back to the manor and went down to the cave to find Red Robin and Red Hood’s uniforms bent at the Batcomputer counter with a paper note and didn’t know how to feel.

Today he still doesn’t know how to feel, being honest.

“Goodbye.” The note said.

Just that. Nothing more. Nothing on the back, or written in invisible ink, no codes, no signs anywhere. Nothing. Only a paper with “Goodbye” written on it and over their suits.

And as he sat in the chair in front of the keyboard and watched the scene in silence, Dick and Bruce’s could be heard arguing in the background, angrily and their screams resounded in the cave strongly; Cass wasn't even there, but she would stare at everything in silence if she was, Stephanie was probably crying on a corner somewhere, and Alfred nowhere to be found.

The argument between the other two confirmed that nobody had more news than that, all safes houses were empty, no image/video/audio useful for Oracle and even Kon or Clark couldn’t hear them, indeed, any available meta couldn’t.

They said goodbye and ran away. Just like that.

And sitting there, staring at the fucking paper they left and reading it non-stop, Damian realized it was true, they were gone. His mind seemed to fit in suddenly that it was true and definitive, they were gone for real, and that hit him with so much force that he felt a part of him broke and fall, causing him started to panic just like his family around him trying to find them.

But they didn’t.

There was nothing, nothing, not a minimal detail to hold onto. They had made sure to cover their tracks very well, even the smallest detail, there was not a single clue and, what did they expect to find anyway? Todd was hiding for everyone during years before making his debut as Red Hood and Drake was one of the most valuable assets within technology and intelligence, both had money, contacts, skills, and the most important: reasons to leave.

Drake and Todd’s relationship with the family was very unstable at those times, even dangerous. So, when father found the costumes and the note, he activated all alarms because there was no way it was a joke.

Useless, obviously, they would be already far away by then. And six years later they have still not been found and making Damian look absently at a calendar with pictures of bunnies in it while thinking he didn’t want to buy it but he had to because “we had the puppies one last year Dami, now it’s my turn to choose.”

That and, it would be better if they were dead?

A part of him feels horrible, filthy, despicable only by thinking that. But another, one that sounds like his 10 years old self, says, “it would be?” He couldn’t help but ask.

Because death was one thing that all the family already knew, with which they were already familiar and whose pain had experienced and overcome with time. Something they had witnessed and suffer so often that much to destroy them at the moment, at least they know how to get up and keep moving.

But a disappearance? Voluntarily?

That was something else.

At least death mean that they wouldn’t be there never again -supposedly-, that they were gone forever and that’s it, there was nothing else. They didn’t have to look for clues or ask metas if they can find them. And if they had died, they would fight until their last breath, clinging to life without wanting to leave, he knows.

But leaving a note and running away together is the opposite, it’s worst. At least if it had been a disappearance against his will they would be equally worried, but would have found them eventually, they would have done so. And surely, they would have known they wanted to be home.

But it wasn’t and that’s the problem.

What kind of person he was that sometimes he might wish that his brothers were killed or kidnapped instead of being abandoning him?

Not a very good one, for sure.

But he can’t help it because the situation changes so much. Being dead they couldn’t do nothing or going anywhere, but running away and without backup they could meet so many unpleasant and dangerous possibilities; And the fact that they had planned to do everything on their own meant so much things too, and some of them were so, so painful.

As they sought clues and the years passed in blank, they couldn’t help but wonder more and insistently what they’re doing, where they are, or most important, if they are alive.

And if they are, are they happy?

That’s the only thing that makes a little bearable the idea they’re gone. Because if they are, whether they are happy wherever they live, whatever they do, then Damian could make peace with them, with himself and with the fact that they defected and abandoned everything and everyone for that purpose.

If they are, he may believe it worth it, even if in the process they have made it seem as if their lives here, their family, their friends and their identities didn’t matter enough to run away without hesitation.

As if he didn’t matter enough.

The coffee finished behind him and he sighed, giving one last look at the calendar when he turned around to reach a cup and serve.

“You want some?” He asked at the other person in the room.

“No, thanks. I’m fine.” Kon said from the kitchen door, looking at him.

He knew he was there for quite a while, watching him. Moreover, he knew he was already awake when he had entered the kitchen, but he chose to ignore him completely.

Damian leaned back on the counter again, this time with a hot cup of coffee in his hands and looked at his guest. Kon hadn’t change much over the years, he was now an adult, but right now was disheveled, sleepy and his clothes rumpled by sleep on his couch, so he didn’t impose respect.

To be fair, he never imposed him any respect, but now their relationship was more cordial and pacific than before, he’s dating his little brother after all.

“Did you have fun in Zodome?” Conner said with irony and repressing a grin.

And, even so, he still was an annoying jerk.

“Yeah, how about you in the farm?” He asked back.

Conner’s expression soured a little, but enough to consider it a victory.

“Cool.” He lied. “I’m glad to see you can finally reach the cups.”

“I’m glad to see you sleep well. How many times did you fall to the ground tonight?” Damian asked, taking a sip of his coffee.

This time Conner just laughed, shook his head and then gave him that look of fondness/nostalgia that he wasn’t want to locate, because that’s the one he used to give him since he tried to be intimidating during the shovel talk (which didn’t work at all) when he did things official with Jonathan and they started to get better.

However, that look soon turned into a serious one, matching with a tic in his leg and a cautious posture. It seemed that Kon wanted to say something, something important, and didn’t know how or where to start, so he was there trying to establish a plan of action that will surely lead them to an uncomfortable conversation or an argument. And supers really don’t know how to act when they want something, right? Damian just hoped to drink his coffee quietly while Kon learns how to be subtle for once in his life.

“Your brother is taking a shower right now.” He told him after another sip of coffee. “I’m making breakfast, do you want anything?”

“I want a lot of things.” He answered thoughtfully. “But right now, I want to know why my little brother seems to suffer and blame himself more than me every year. And he’s not the only one.”

Subtlety.

Something that Conner Kent doesn’t have at all.

Damian took a few seconds to recover himself from the verbal punch that the other had thrown at him so sincerely and frankly, analyzing what he said and then carefully placing a mask of complete indifference on him. He just pretended to be interested in keep drinking his coffee as if he didn’t hear anything.

His first instinct might have been to attack, saying he didn’t know what he was talking about or better to ask Jon when he got out of the shower, but it wasn’t the wisest choice and he knew it. Not when Kon-El was serious and focused, a lot, judging by the sententious look he had.

“What are you two hiding, Damian?” The he asked, and despite the heavy silence that had settled between them, he approached slowly to him until he was right in front, looking into his eyes and firm as ever. “Because I know you are hiding something, and it’s related to all of this.”

His blood was frozen, the coffee was stiff in his hands and he was using all his effort and strength to keep up the apathetic façade and his heart to a normal rhythm.

“I wanted to ask Jon back in Kansas, but I had no chance.” Kon explained, looking at him harshly. “Six years is a long time, and you have to understand I can’t wait anymore.”

The stern gaze wavered for a moment as saying the last, making Damian glimpsed the pain and grief shining in the eyes that now kept him on the place and made him try to appear calm.

It wasn’t easy for Damian to be aware that he was not the only person that Tim and Jason chose to leave behind, and this situation didn’t help.

“I wasn’t the detective of my team.” Kon said then, his miserable expression making his way ever faster. “But I know when Jon lie. And I know this is how you react when you want to hide something, because Tim told me.”

His world was punched again, causing the façade to crack a little. This is not okay, no, no, this is not okay at all. He didn’t expect a confrontation, not now, not here, not this way.

He pressed the cup between his hands without looking away, valuing his options, not letting his emotions cloud his judgment.

“Damian.” Kon called him reproachfully, yet gently, like a parent scolding a child even though they were almost the same height, like another big brother. “What did you do? What are you afraid of?”

These questions almost made him drop the coffee. Because the answers were so many, so many and shaking his mind, appearing, turning and repeating loudly within him. Reminding him his conflicts and starting to think too much, again.

And Kon, Tim’s best friend, Jon’s brother, looked at him so dejected yet so hopeful of being able to know something that the ability to tell the truth no matter what he know or suspect, or anything in respect, died there.

He was going to attack, attack and retreat. Being sure not to see him again, or not to go near him until he was sure what are his suspicions exactly and how far did he go.

But a sound between them interrupted and dispelled the growing tension in a moment, making them to look at the source of the sound with surprise. Conner’s pocket, his phone.

Damian could relax a minimum when Kon finally turned his attention away from him and gave him some space to answer the call, some unexpected judging by the uneasy expression of him.

He was drinking his coffee again and clearing his mind to appear normal and leave the situation when Kon answered, stood still, blinked and then handed him the phone.

“Is for you.” He said.

Damian frowned and looked at the phone, undecided. He had left his in the bag he had brought from the manor and was off because he knew would get a lot of calls from Grayson playing to be a good brother -what a liar-.

But he thought that if they had come to investigate who might be with him, then call Kon-El and make him pass the phone to him, it’s because it had to be important. So, he left the coffee aside and answered.

“Come back to the manor. Now.” Barbara’s voice said. No Oracle, Barbara. “We’ve found something.”

#myfic #jaytim #jondami #damijon #timjay #tim drake #jason todd #jon kent #damian wayne #jonathan kent #red hood #red robin #robin #superboy #dc #dc comis #supersons

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simplymiles · 4 years

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Enduring All Things: Part 1

Nag-away kami today. It was our first fight as a married couple and I just have to say na sobrang laki ng difference ng pag-aaway namin ngayon compared sa mga fights namin before.

Ano pinag-awayan? Well, actually, more of a “misunderstanding” or more of an “I was annoyed” at him type of thing! hahahha! E kasi .. the OC person that I am na laging gustong detailed at by the book meets this impulsive, adventurous, “don’t care what your plan is let’s do this!” kind of guy! Super nakakapanibago .. sa lahat ng gagawin ko! Especially me, na may sinusunod talaga ako na day by day na schedule. May quiet time ako, may nap time, may workmode, may cramming mode, may workoholic, don’t talk to me I’m busy mode ako dito sa bahay! hahahhaa ... Financially naman, may budget ako monthly sa groceries, may budget ako weekly para sa bills, sa pamamalengke .. in short, I’ve developed a habit and super annoyed ako kapag hindi ako nakakapag-stick sa budget ko! Naiinis din ako kapag yung nagagastos ko is wayyyy above my means. Kapag hindi kasama sa budget, hindi ko pwede bilhin. Bibili lang ako kapag may sobra or kapag napagipunan ko siya na isama sa budget! hahahaha .. Pero itong asawa ko ginulo yung buhay ko! hahaha! I usually don’t mind pero kanina kasi wayy over budget kami .. tapos ang kulit binili pa rin .. (ok lang naman kasi gatas naman ni Gab yun at siya naman nagbayad .. pero ayoko pa din kasi kahit siya nagbayad, hindi naka-budget yun at may paglalaanan pa kasi yung pera nya na yun!) pero minsan kasi (or madalas) di niya natitiis yung anak niya! Kahit ang dami-daming gamit, gatas, vitamins .. bili pa din ng bili! E nasanay din ako na hindi ko inispoil yung mga anak ko. If we have, we will buy. But if we don’t .. you have to wait. Ganun na kasi yung nakasanayan ko .. mejo may mga parts lang talaga na nahihirapan ako mag-adjust!

So back to the story .. kanina ayun, ang ingay ingay pa niya ineexplain na nakatipid daw kami blah blah .. di ko na pinakinggan kasi nayamot na ko, so walk out mode ako sabi ko bibili lang ako ng gamot. Gusto pa kasi makipag-debate, e kapag nagdedebate kasi kami, kala ng mga tao nagaaway kami .. hahaha, ang sama na ng tingin nung bagger boy .. so nag walk out na ko .. kasi ayoko na isipin nila na gumagawa kami ng eksena .. e kapag magsalita pa naman yun, kala mo laging sampu kaaway! HAHAHHAA .. so yun, nung nandun na sa kotse, tinanong nya ako kung bakit daw ba naiinis ako. Sabi ko, ok na yun, ayoko na pag-usapan (kasi pag badtrip ako, hindi ako marunong magexpress ng galit ko, naiiyak ako, kasi sobrang emotional ako sa ganun) But he insisted we talk about it, so we did! So ayun .. away mode! He was explaining his side, I was explaining my side! Nabwisit talaga ko!

Tapos there was a moment of silence. Wala naman nagsosorry sa aming dalawa .. hahaha .. di kami ganun na sorry agad! Pero food is one of our love languages! Mahilig kami sa food trip e! So ayun, nag drive thru sya sa Mcdo, he asked kung ano oorderin, sabi ko para sa mga bata lang! Pero nagorder siya ng McFloat (favorite ko yun) .. tapos ayun na .. while waiting dun sa drive thru, sabi ko dagdagan mo pa ng cheeseburger at fries ... ayun .. laughtrip na kami! HAHAHA .. tapos nag-aasaran na naman! haha .. mga timang din talaga kung minsan e!

Napaka-simple lang nung away, pero yung damage when you let your anger out, malaki lalo na sa side ko na hindi marunong mag-express ng galit .. (he was actually confused, cause I was crying) .. sa kanya kasi, hindi naman big deal yun .. pero kasi sa akin big deal nga yung over budget! hahahaha .. so nung ok na, inexplain ko .. naintindihan nya naman .. tapos nang-aasar na! Weird right? Nagsisigawan lang kami kanina tpos pagdating sa Mcdo okay na? Walang sorry basta ok na?

Yes! Communication is one of the main key pala talaga sa isang relasyon! Before kasi, hindi kami magkaintindihan e, kasi nga LDR! Mahirap din magbati agad, kasi paano ko i-express sa knya e ang layo nya! Kapag LDR kasi .. everything is a big deal .. kaya kung wala kang tiwala sa partner mo, wala talagang mangyayari sa inyo! Isa pa sa mga natutunan ko, hindi lang importante na iintindihin mo yung ka-relasyon mo .. pero you have to understand his personlity and the way he expresses his emotions and empathy. Like him, hindi talaga lalabas sa bibig nya yung mga salitang “Sorry, I hurt you.” Pero, that doesn’t mean that he’s not sorry for what he did. Hindi ganun yung nakasanayan nya e, hindi din ganun yung personality niya. How did he apologize? He ordered Coke float for me. Kasi if he was still mad ... he would’t order anything for me. I didn’t tell him to order for me, pero he still ordered kasi alam niya na tuwing pupunta kami sa McDo ... coke float yung hanap ko. Did I accept his apology? Yes! How? By accepting the Coke Float and by talking to him and telling him to order more! Kasi if I was still mad at him, hindi ko talaga siya kakausapin .. pero dahil napakababaw lang ng pinag-awayan namin .. bakit ko naman di tatanggapin yung sorry nya, e nag-eeffort naman siya! Ya see? Ya gots to know your love language! Like sa parents ko, my dad ... he’s not an affectionate type of person .. he doesn’t hug me, or kiss me or play with me or tells me that he loves me .. pero alam ko na mahal niya ako at hindi niya ako pababayaan. Bakit? Kasi he’s a strong provider, that’s his love language. Mahilig siya magwork, mahilig siya mag-save, mahilig siya magbigay ng advice ... that’s how he lets us know that he loves us.

What else? I actually gave this advise to my niece .. pero ayun kasi minsan yung nakikita ko sa mga post sa facebook .. na laging may “Sana All!”

FYI. Hindi lahat ng lalake, pare-pareho ng trip, pare-pareho ng personality or attitude. We are all made uniquely. Hindi pwede mag-compare. Kapag nagppost ako ng mga ka-weirduhan ni Eymard minsan sa stories, there are women who tells me na .. sana all makulit asawa, sana all nagde-date, sana yung asawa ko ganito din, sana ... sana ... sana ...

Isa yan sa mga cardinal rules in dating or being in a relationship. Never EVER compare the person you're with to somebody else’s partner. Iba maglambing yung partner mo, sa partner niya. Iba yung love language nung partner mo, sa partner niya. Hindi man ganun ka-sweet yung partner mo, pero hindi ibig sabihin na hindi ka mahal. Minsan nakakayamot yung mga girls na nagbibigay ng advise sa facebook na, binigyan siya kunwari ng bahay ng asawa niya, or lagi siyang pinagppray ng mister niya, or lagi siya nilalambing in public .. very vocal si mister niya about their relationship .. tapos magbibigay siya ng advice sa facebook post niya (i see this all the time sa mga married na christian couple”)

Example, sasabihin niya “My husband kisses me on the cheeks all the time before we go to sleep and when we wake up. Then he always tells me he loves me, he buys me a house blah blah blah, kaya girls, never settle for less .. maghintay kayo ng guys na parang yung asawa ko na lagi ka ipagppray, na ipagmamalaki ka sa mga friends ... etc.”

NO!

Thou shall not compare! Hindi lahat ng guy ganun. Hindi lahat ng guy vocal or showy sa nararamdaman nila. My Dad? I’ve never heard my dad told my mom na He loves her. I never really saw my dad na laging nilalambing si Mama. But, hindi ibig sabihin na my mom settled for less because my dad is not like any other guys na malambing, or vocal, or showy. How do I know my dad loves my mom? Because of his consistency. He is COMMITTED! He’s always there for her. Alam nyo yung vow sa wedding na may part na “for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us part”? That’s how my parents were. Mom was there for dad when he had literally nothing! And dad was faithful to my mom until her last breath. Kasi yang lambing? Hindi yan nagtatagal. Yung pagiging showy? Hindi rin yan nagtatagal ... as the day goes by, and your relationship matures ... your personalities also matures and yung bond nyo as friends, mas lalalim yun. Kasi when the feelings fade, and when the lambingan and honeymoon stage disappears, tanggalin nyo yung sex, tanggalin nyo yung mga i love you araw-araw, take care, goodnight .. tanggalin nyo yung mga corny hugot lines .. when all the kilig is gone .. dun kayo kakapit sa friendship nyo. Kung zero kayo sa relationship nyo as friends ... mahirap, baka gumuho kayo. Kasi sa friendship nyo, dun kayo nakakapag-kwentuhan, sharing, dun na bbuild yung trust, dun nyo mas nakikilala ang isa’t - isa! Yang kilig na yan, bumabalik balik na lang yan minsan .. pero para sa akin, yung friendship part yung pinaka-masarap na part!

O bakit ang layo na naman ng kwento ko? HAHAHAHA ..

Wala na naman structure! Badtrip! HAHAHAHA ... dibale, promise next time ... direct to the point na ulit! Ngayon lang kasi ako nakapag-blog ... pinapayagan ko na siya mag games (COD, Pusoy, NBA) kasi pag tahimik siya, nakakapag-quiet time din ako! HAHAHAH .. sinasabayan ko siya! Babad din ako sa pc ko or minsan nagsisims ako .. kasi pag natapos na yan .. magyayaya na yan makipag kwentuhan or mag movie trip, or foodtrip ... isa na naman adjustment! Before, nung LDR kami, hindi kami pwede magbabad sa fone, or ayoko sya naglalaro ng mga online games kasi minsan lang kami magkita tapos nanakawin pa ng online games yung oras namin .. kaya sabi ko maglaro lang sya kapag wala na ako! Ok naman sa kanya .. pero ngayon na lagi na kami magkasama .. nagccrave ako ng sobra sa alone time ... minsan kapag nagttrabaho ako (Kasi dami ko reports and everything!) naiinis siya .. kaya sabi ko may permission na sya maglaro .. pero babad pc lang ako kpag nag start na siya maglaro! hahahhaa .. Give and take lang talaga! Sabi niya nga .. bigayan lang kami ng trip! hahahaha

Ok .. sa part 2 na lang ulit!

Decided to make a marriage blog ..called it “Enduring All Things” hence, the title!

‘Til my next blog!

#kismet #enduringallthings #kismetblog

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tremendouscreationperson · 5 years

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Damijon imagine (they're aged up)

Damian and Jon are fighting some low level bad guy who turns into (or turns out he's working with) Lex Luthor

With Luthor comes Kryptonite and the low level threat us suddenly very high

Damian notices a gun pointed towards Jon and shoves him out the way getting shot himself

The bullet goes through his armour and Robin falls to the ground clutching his chest

Superboy realised that his partner is in trouble and tries to help him but starts getting sick, he vomits almost immediately

Superboy is weakened and upset so he runs away to distract said villian and lead them away from Dami

Jon practically shrieks for his dad as he runs - avoiding fire, bullets and falling buildings - he would've felt babyish for calling "daddy" but Damian was bleeding out and Jon couldn't do anything to help

Clark is there within an instant and relieves Jon of duty

Jon can't get close to Damian (it's not normal Kryptonite) without feeling sick but he sucks it up and puts one hand on the wound and one on Dami's cheek

"Tell me what to do! Please!" Damian struggles but he tells Jon he needs the bullet out

Jon can't exactly touch the bullet and neither can Clark so they try to move him

Clark carries Damian and despite Jon's frets (he holds Damians hand and keeps repeating "you're gonna be find D!") they manage to get to the Batcave without too much hassle

Alfred leads them to a cot and starts work - the Supers wait anxiously - Clark hugs his son as Jon exclaims that "it was meant to be me."

Clark knows that Jon loves Damian, it's painfully obvious, that and the fact he has superhearing in a small apartment

But Clark also knows that Damian loves Jon, the Wayne had spent more time at the Kent's than his own manor

Damian would smile so subtly at Jon, he "put up with" Jons hand holding or hugs, Dami didn't mind helping with his chores and he had slowly become part of the family

But despite Clarks feelings he's kept strong for his son

Nightwing and Batman were currently unavailable and the rest of the bats were mission bound however Tim and Duke came as soon as they were told

...

When Damian woke he found Jon's body wrapped around his own, an arm carefully placed on his chest and their legs tangled

Clark was sitting in an armchair, his head dropped in slumber and Damian could hear Alfreds footsteps

Tim and Duke poked their heads round - both looked worried but Damian gave a sarcastic thumbs up and the boys chuckled - Tim gave him a slice of toast from his plate and the boys left

Damian stroked Jon's hair and smiled as Jon woke

"Damian!" He whisper-yelled, "never do that again!"

"I'm sorry." Damian nuzzled Jon.

This wasn't uncommon - them being affectionate - but something urged Jon to say "I can't lose you, Dami."

"It would've killed you. It only wounded-"

"I love you." This was barely a breath

"I know." Damian kissed his forehead, "you too."

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Fem!Damian headcanons

-Dami actually takes after her mother than her father so she shares the same features and personality. So she's very sweet, bashful, kind, lovely as a flower, has a poetic side, angelic, gentle, nurturing, level headed, polite, neat freak, has a lilt voice, princessy, graceful, crafty, artistic, humble, detailed, sophisticated, elegant and undeniably pretty with a cute dolly face, long eyelashes, rosy cheeks, soft dazzling turquoise doe-eyes, pink lips and looks like a very fragile doe so you feel as though you have to treat her carefully--however this is actually all a facade and she's a perfect definition of a wolf in sheep's clothing.

-She's actually in reality manipulative, narcassistic, icy cold, sadistic, prissy, very fickle, unhinged, intelligent, crafty, mentally unstable, acts dead serious, speaks dryly and blunt like Talia. She loves to play with/destroy people's feelings and see people in pain which she doesn't understand how it's bad. Though instead of fighting out of nowhere, she loves to destroy you with harsh words while looking dead at you in the eyes with her wide cold ones and her mocking smirk laughing at you. She's just as arrogant as Damian, thinking everyone is merely just animals and she can easily read them.

-Instead of saying 'tt' she huffs, in a sort of annoyed manner or snorting way while rolling her eyes with folded arms. It makes you feel as though you're stupid like your some burden and you're embarrassingly wasting her time. Is an expert at playing the wounded gazelle and making others look bad. If there's someone she wants to be hers, she gathers personal information about them and uses them to get on their good side, and seem like she's very angelic and mean no harm at all.

-Male!Damian=acting superior, cool, gremlin-y, masculine, tough, arrogant, authoritatively while he's a sad child in the inside. Fem!Damian=acting naive, innocent, lovely, saint-like, a very mature lady while she's naturally blunt, super mean like an angry spoilt little girl and child-like in the inside. If anyone says to her 'I know how you're really like' she'll switch to a blank face, bluntly saying 'of course you do' before swiftly changing her expression to a teary face while huddling her arms to her chest pitifully and speak in a trembling voice yet sounding so mockingly 'but if you knew, why don't you just keep your mouth shut then? i was having so much fun seeing everyone around you be taken away by me....' just disturbingly changing emotions so quickly, showing how unhinged she is.

-Dami is so prissy, she nags everyone all the time from how they dress, eat, sit, use courtesy/manners, talk or act neverendingly until they get so tired and feel like their ears are melting off. It's like her mouth is a motor of a lawn mower but she's a fickle princessy lady that she even curses elegantly yet so scarily which is what Jason loves bc the way she curses is so poetic and actually sounds like they're real curses, for example; 'I hope the devil uses your backbones as a ladder to pick the apples in the gardens of hell' or 'put your hand away from me before cut your arm off and stick it into a plant pot like a flower as part of my garden' like bruh that's metal asf that everyone else is shaken and freaked out that she may have actually put a curse on them.

-But since she takes after Talia more, she's not super hesitant or shy to express love and just thinks of it as a normal thing. And she expresses her love through care and 'arrogance' by believing her loved ones deserve better as much she thinks she deserves much better so she's very nurturing and affectionate like a mother hen. Though she still gets shy and embarrassed sometimes, and huffs excuses like everyone is hopeless and they couldn't be helped which is so cute bc she blushes and bashfully looks away.

-Steph is all about purple but Dami is all about pink and turquoise. She loves the feminine colour coral pink/apricot pink and turquoise bc it's the colour of her eye, she wears everything pink, white, black and turquoise and everyone knows it. She's literally both gothic and coquette girl. Her whole room is decorated all cutesy and pretty, she's a shabby chic type of style so everything in her room is full of flowers, ribbons, frills, pearls, floral vintage stuff....etc. has chandelier lights and a canopy bed like a real princess bedroom. Her vanity is pretty too--full of Jill Stuart, Paul & Joe, Dior, etude house, Les merveilleuses laduree, Anna Sui....etc stuff. She keeps a portable kettle, teacups, biscuits, teas and oat/soy/almond milk in a mini fridge in her bedroom to make tea or coffee right when she wakes up or when she wants to having something to drink while she reads something.

-Since male!Damian wears grown up masculine clothes to look superior as the son of Bruce Wayne and fem!Damian takes after Talia who is seductive and sultry, I'd like to think fem!Damian would wear outfits meant for older girls to help her win over people's hearts and look mature as she acts. But after moving in with Bruce she mostly wears adorable pretty pastel coloured clothes that mostly cover her body and have lots of ribbons, jewels, frills, silks, cute laces and flowers adorned on them bc Alfred encourages her to dress up like her age. And ofc they're designer clothes from Chanel, Yves Saint Laurent, Liz Lisa, Maison de Fleur, Samantha thavasa....etc. She has curly wavy hair that reach just below her shoulders and keeps the top half of her hair tied with braids from the sides and held with ribbons, jewels or flowers in a princess style.

-Appearance is so important to her she even fickles about what she has to wear when dressing up in disguise for a mission or when she's forced to dress up for an occasion she doesn't want to go to but she dresses up so amazingly she looks so bomb, everyone has to stop themselves from drooling or oogling at how dazzling she looks. She even makes her own costumes for disguises, she's a literal fashionista. For example when she did an Arabic dance at a masquerade party or she was forced to be dressed up as the easter bunny for Easters day, she didn't want to date wear that bunny onesie they got for her that she took it apart and made it into a much cuter outfit that everyone couldn't stop smiling at how cute she was and cuddling her.

-I got this from someone but she knows a lot of beauty secrets taught by Talia like how to make poisonous lipstick, drugged nail tints...etc. She loves to wear cat eyeliners, coral pink lipglosses and wear perfume that's sweet, powdery, floral and fruity to catch anyone's attention. When she discovered tiktok/internet she also discovered beauty, fashion and home care stuff which she likes so she always keeps up to date with and takes so seriously, so she finds the most best and amazing products that she mostly gifts people things like good home decor, good quality clothes, fragrance or skincare stuff--other than anything else like things she handmade or sewn herself.

-She has many hidden weapons as well, even more than Male!Damian. They are disguised in her pure, plush toys, room decor....etc but most of all, a sword inside her pretty lace parasol which she always carries around like a lady. But she mostly uses to either block out from the sun, hit someone she hates over the head with it or slice someone with the sword. Many times she has been caught sneaking out a bottle of deadly poison into Jason's food or carrying cyanide inside her little ring so everyone has to do a full inspection on their food if they ever felt like they pissed her off.

-Is ironically a cottagecore queen bc she's a vegan who's a forager (trying to pick a new hobby than killing), loves nature, good environment and animals. She reads plant flower books and cookbooks to make her own vegetarian meals, grow her own garden in the manor and in her room, strolls to places in her spare time/during missions and pick stuff like flowers or plants (both edible and poisonous), make bookmarks out of the things she picks, keep collections of poisonous things. When cooking she makes dandelion honey, lilac sugar, rose water, violet lemonade, lavender syrup....etc. her favourite thing to make is a earl grey and lavender angel cake with rosewater glaze.

-She inherited Bruces’s good side so she has a bit of conscience and doesn't do something that's way too far but she was still pretty evil at first because she charmed everyone to make them think she was a good person, get what she wanted, make anyone into feeling bad if they suspect her of something by acting pitiful with crocodile tears and excuses/lies, and tear anyone down cruelly if they get on her bad side. Though she keeps her anger to herself more than her male counterpart or puts it into her battles and enemies she's allowed to destroy

-While being trained by Talia, Damian actually didn't trust her mother as male!Damian does bc she was aware of her true feelings for her and real intentions, however she still had a good relationship with Talia because she was experienced hell by Ras Al Ghul for not being born a boy as well and had to train hard to prove her worth. That made her talented in many ways from being athletic, doing art, know how to play the piano and violin, do ballet, figure skating, engineering, graphic designing, sewing but she likes reading/writing literature. She also used to work as a maiden so she knows how to cook and do Arabic dance which she loves.

-It was Talia who forced her to, but she still liked to do it and appreciate the art of it. She still loves to do figure skating, art, ballet, Arabic dancing, creating things, literature and playing classical music. She just loves to do Arabic dance the most that she's so mesmerizing and pretty to watch.

-Literally a ninja girl; is actually faster and agile, and moves in an elegant/graceful way like as if she's dancing that watching her battle is so mesmerizing. But she usually hardly ever moves around in battles because her words hurt and scare enough. Seriously. She’d leave anyone thinking by themselves alone for weeks, questioning their existence into a fearing, spiraling void of fear while spitting in their faces like she's chewing to really make them suffer in her wrath. Despite having a soft lilt voice and acting like a saint, Dami isn't actually merciful and will make anyone miserable if they ever piss her off.

-She had been waiting her while life just to meet dad and yearned for fatherly love so when she first arrived at the mansion instead of fighting anyone outwardly, she immediately became hostile towards the whole batfam in jealousy for being closer to her dad than her bc as I said before family is important to her. She was actually going to plan to fight them like Male!Damian would but then decides to plan to frame them to get them kicked out somehow, and humiliate/watch them be betrayed by being accused for something they didnt do, showing how sadistic Dami is. And to do that she would pretend to be angelic and win their hearts over to make them fall into her traps and tricks so she can frame them for killing a criminal when they weren't supposed to or trying to kill her out of jealousy....etc. so yea she'd be worse than her Male version.

-But funnily enough as she stays in the manor everyone begins to grow on her. She was unimpressed at how frivolous and 'stupid' everyone was until she saw their true potential. While Male!Damian only cares for Dick and secretly respects others, fem!Damian would like everyone respectively together bc she wants to stay with Bruce, not her mother. Having always been alone, she always wanted to meet her father and becomes very selfish/possessive when it comes to her family. Family is important to her even though she doesn't show it clearly so when she meets everyone at first, she thinks they're all fools and wins their hearts all over to lower their guard around her quickly.

-Everyone meanwhile absolutely adored her, but they were literally confused bc was this little angel really was Talia and Bruce's child?! It was until Dami revealed her true face at her first patrol together and killed a criminal with a creepy smile that they were confirmed she really was their child, whether it was relieving or not considering they realized this child is actually an evil unhinged two faced kid. But they were completely thrown off by her when they discovered what she really was like bc she looked so angelically sweet and lovely like a snowflake that you wouldn't suspect her of being evil, so you bet it sort of reminded them to not to fall for looks and agreed to never trust someone even if they seem good but man were they so disturbed and lost, especially when they witnessed she's actually really corrupt and super scary from the way she smiles so creepily with lifeless ones and spoke like a wary adult unlike her naive and innocent facade they were used to seeing her as.

-But afterwards everyone teaches her to be nicer both when battling and in normal life which makes Dami confused, after years of being taught to kill but finding out she never really needed to. It also frustrated and disappointed her how lame and not as serious as her better life she thought was gonna be but soon adjusted and become comfortable living this new life despite not knowing how to socialise or understand some things.

-Though everyone knows what she's really like, she didn't mean to hurt anyone truthfully in reality and everyone treats her as a child whose innocent was unfortunately long lost due to a traumatic past so they still think of her as a lovely kind little sister/daughter and dote on her a lot. As male!Damian wouldn't want to, fem!Damian likes everyone and makes a choice to change for the better, thus making Damian have a good relationship with everyone. But as she has does, she still continues to wrap everyone around her finger by doing wholesome things that makes the arrow hit their heart, especially her father.

-Due to Bruce’s strictness, fem!Dami couldn't join patrol bc she ‘was too little’ and the fact she's a girl. Though she was annoyed at first she spent her days pampering herself with beauty therapy, living in luxury, sunbathing, going on a shopping spree and going out on several dates with different boys. Is popular at school for her talent, grades and looks, modeling for companies and magazines, taking photos of herself, and is often seen around in the city or town on a date with so many boys and is an expert at winning boy's hearts.

-I think she would have a mantle of her own, bc she feels as though she's just another replacement for Robin which she doesn't feel like it really matches her (also she hates the colour scheme) and her pride is crushed to act as if being Robin is glory, so I think her own mantle would be based off a fairy tale character like Snow white Dick forced her to watch before. I'd like to imagine her name would start with 'Lady' so like, Lady Bat or Lady Snow bc she's cold as snow and shes like snow white, also her costume would have the colour white, black, turquoise like ice ans pink like flowers since Damian's first outfit was black and white.

-She is Bruce’s little princess. He’ll do everything and is very protective of her to the point she has to constantly has to reassure him that she’s completely fine whenever she gets something as little as a paper cut or when she's going out somewhere and he begins to full on interrogate her which is exhausting but funny since she's never been cared for this much. They both take care of each other, look at each other’s backs and make each other tired but end up laughing at the end as a perfect daughter and father duo. Bruce even manages to open a little more to his superhero friends with her encouragement, and his playboy appearance drops.

-Damian acts all affectionate with sparkly eyes and uses her top scores in school to get Bruce to hand over his black card and go shopping with her friends, and even ask Dick while grasping his sleeve cutely to buy her something when she just so happen to find something she likes or purposely stare at it for a long time for anyone to notice her interest in it and buy it for her. Poor Bruce does not know he's literally being used but they still love each dearly which is new to Damian bc she hadn't ever felt real parently love before, and that is completely different to her biological mothers

-So she doesn't become Robin at the end, hooray for Tim keeping his role and having a nice cute little sister who doesn't attack him every 10 minutes. Dami wore her own mantle Lady Snow until Tim became Red Robin bc of his fear to Jason and Dick wanted Dami to be his Robin which Tim himself actually agreed it was a great idea, and Dami is like 'wait what? do I have to?' she doesn't want to at first but when Tim had retired for a bit and Batman really needed Robin, she hesitantly took it until she became familiar with it and began to not mind being Robin at all. But ofc her Robin costume had to be made feminine with a skirt and prettier in colour with magenta instead of red and turquoise instead green otherwise she wouldn't want to be Robin since shes so fickle with looks, though everyone legit found her costume pretty and cute.

-Dick absolutely adores her and cannot stop loving her unconditionally. When they first met they didn't fight but rather it was Dami who approached him first shyly, to trick him with her cuteness and Dick obviously fell right in. She hated his guts and thought about killing him with the rest of everyone else right then and there out of impatience bc she thought of him as the highest obstacle but soon she began to adjust into the new life style and get used to his 'frivolousness'. She doesn't get super attached to him but she likes to make him food to eat and make sure he's alright and even sew/buy him nice clothes since he doesn't have the time to go shopping (and he has a terrible fashion sense) she also just puts up with his attachment to her by letting him hug her and dote on her.

-Dick became her brother who would do anything for her, trusting her very well and dotes on her very much by brushing her hair, cooing over how cute she is, bragging about her to everyone like some proud brother, being there for her when she wants him to, buying new clothes and art sets for her if he ever sees them while passing by shops, playing tea parties with her, taking her to special places, reading books for her, cuddling her--literally everything which ends up growing him a fatherly personality. When she gets injured all of his morals drop and he sees red or babies over her, and he gets a bit jealous of Tim when she's closer to Tim than him.

-It annoys Barbara that Dick keeps switching his attention to Dami over her when they’re together but nonetheless finds it so funny and cute to see him changed into this doting dad and seeing her make him watch Princess Diaries together or testing out skincare/cosmetic products on him. Dami and Barbara look at each other as little sister and big sister, and like to poke fun at Dick together with their mutual level of intelligence and classiness, and do ladies things together like Dami showing Barbara some juicy gossips about her dates/this amazing cosmetic stuff she found or the two having girl to girl talks if Damian has trouble with something and needs some advice from a smarter person than her family so they get along really well as friends and sisters.

-Really great friends with Stephanie and Cassandra too--she could gossip, shop-til-they-drop and prank Tim with Steph all day long like actual sisters. With Cass, fem!Damian respects the hell out of her like the other bat girls, teaches her things when Cass doesn't know something, have tea/bake something together or do anything relaxing while cuddling shoulder to shoulder with her if Cass wants to. But when the girls get together they have super fun chatting, pampering themselves, go patrolling and making trouble. Dami is usually well behaved but the girls convince her to drop it to have fun which gives Bruce a headache that these girls are being bad influences to his daughter. RIP Bruce's patience.

-Good news; Tim and Dami get along very well all bc she likes him and loves to tease/get reactions out of him, but not at first ofc. When they first met she politely introduced herself with admiring eyes, shyly asking if he was her brother but she actually felt threatened by him (yk why) and planned to frame him as a jealous person to get him kicked out or secretly kill him without being suspected while acting all kind so she could make him foolishly trust her and fall into her traps and tricks to his own demise by; keep showing up around him to continue 'naively' asking him questions about him/herself and gush at how cool he is like he was her role model and acknowledged his skills which no one else ever noticed, which, worked bc Tim loves the attention. But soon as she waited for him to fall for her traps, she began to adjust to him and like him.

-Tim was kind of overwhelmed by her affections at first. While she was new to him, he just expected to be good companions with her under the same house but with her professional charm, he warmed up to her quickly and began to adore as his precious little sister. The two soon became a great sibling duo who did everything together outside of their secret life and as vigilante partners. When Damian kept filling his head on how she admired him as a role model and he realized that he was going to be her mentor like Dick was for Jason, he gets so excited that he promises to be the best mentor, he's so protective of her to the point he won't let her do dangerous missions and becomes a little bit of a control freak that even Bruce thinks hes being a little too much but this boy has lost so much he doesn't want to lose her either. But Dami doesn't mind the 'extra attention' and lets him teach her anyway bc he's super cute when he's like that.

-Damian is very affectionate to him by hugging him whenever she meets him like cuddling his arm while they observe something and leaning him sleep on her as a pillow. She loves to design/craft weapons so she and Tim make cool things together and she listens to him fanboy over robot wars as she just listens with a small smile. She even gives him cool things she knows he would find super interesting and love to have, giving him romance advice, check if he's having enough sleep, make him nice food to refuel, telling him what he needs to hear if he needs someone to talk to, defend him and have his back, brag about cool he is which tugs all the strings in his heart with all the appreciation and recognition he is finally given and swears to protect her from the world. Dami is usually alone so Tim calls her the most when he gets nightmares and she's there asap if he needs someone to talk to too, like, she's actually the one who acts like the caring older siblings due to her nuturing nature that everyone thinks its funny.

-And let's not forget Tim's anime obsession. Since she's the only one who would listen to him Tim just talks and talks about anime all day and Dami ofc just listens and even makes mental notes about what he's talking about to make a reference joke about it later like she does with other things he likes to talk about, and that makes him smile so widely which is enough for her. She doesn't mind anime since she's impressed with the artistic side of it and fashion in them, the only reason why she would even watch it--though about that, Dami is so cute and pretty Tim keeps excitingly begging her to dress up as some anime girl characters he likes and does a full photo shoot with her posing so photogenically, getting so happy with how the pics turn out. Dami doesn't really like to do it depending on what sort of costume she has to wear but just does it just for him.

-When Jason first met/heard about her, he thought she was a spoilt brat or some cutesy naive princess and was like ‘whatssup, princess? isn’t time for your bedtime?’ or ‘what is this little girl doing out in the daytime??’ to her until he witnessed what she really was like and was like 'what in the living fuck--well i guess that's why you shouldn't judge someone's cover', was completely mind blown at how completely different she was compared to her facade. The image of her standing in the dark with distant eyes and smiling like she found the lifeless bodies around her so funny is burnt in his memories, he nervously checks behind his back to see if she's there when hes out (which she is bc she spies on everyone like a ghost)

-Dami would be annoyed by Jason at first bc she thinks he's a rebellious man child and find his 'behaviour' unacceptable to the point she's mean to him every time they meet and she goes all out to make him miserable while still looking all adorable, and Jason goes 'don't bother even trying to gaslight me by charming me or whatever you're doing, you're cute and all but I know what you really are and you freak me out' while holding out a cross at her. But later when they get to know each other they would get along just as well bc of their shared interest in literature and philosophy, even though Dami would still find him a bit annoying.

-Other than being careful around her, Jason would come to respect and like her because of her quick clever insults, her pretty impressive skills, her somewhat charming confidence, their shared crude humour and interests. When she casually quoted a good poem or philosophy quote she immediately got Jason's respect (huzzah, a kid of quality!) But most of all he finds her ability to make Bruce, Dick and Tim be wrapped around her finger so entertaining to watch and laughs about them being idiots--when he actually also finds himself melting under her cuteness sometimes. That's when he freaks out and claims that he was almost brainwashed by her hilariously yet he gains a habit of touching her soft cheeks/baby skin or burying his nose into her fragrant silky hair bc they are s o f t and so s m o o t h. And he still calls her nicknames like ‘snow white’ 'princess' ‘little girl’ ‘shortie’ ‘kiddo’ etc.

-Damian goes back at him by calling him her ‘knight’ and ‘servant’ and jokingly tells him to go rescue her and do stuff for her, making him pissed but at the same time she also respects him for his hardships he went thru as she finds worthiness/effort most important. She often bakes sweets or cooks meals with Alfred which she likes to give some to him, sneaking them into his apartment on his coffee table when he’s not there for him to find to remind him of her creepily--whether it would scare him to become paranoid of her or not but Jason sometimes doesn't dare eat them or just goes 'fuck it' and eats it when he feels like it bc you can never say that she did not put poison in the sweets. 'I died once so I ain't afraid to die again just to taste these nice looking 'food''

-Dami actually feels a bit sorry for what happened to him and thinks he really deserved better and was strong to still keep living until now despite how difficult he must've lived. She's aware he doesn't really like it when harshly killing criminals which is what she also wants to do but holds back since its against the rules, so even when she and Jason clash a lot bc of rules, when she sees Bruce reprimand Jason for killing bad guys her nurturing side kicks in. She loves her dad she hates it but when he speaks like that to Jason who wasn't at fault, finds it so unfair that she goes to Jason's side and defends him like;

-'Stop it father why are you like this? Jason is normally emotional from tbe condition he lived from the start so it's not that he likes to kill people, it's that he expresses strong emotions they actions and through strong emotions comes strong compassion which is why he kills bad guys-- he thinks victims deserve so much better and wants to give justice for them by getting back on those who hurt them, something that he never got to have anyone do for him when he struggled the most--even you! he didnt do anything wrong or has ever done anything wrong! Even if it was wrong why can't you tell him he did good for his reasons instead of his actions? Patrolling is mostly the time i ever get to see you but when i want you to take this time to make family time, you only seem like you care more about your job rules and criminals who you also seem to spend more time caring for than all of us, which makes me scared, feeling like you'll treat me the same way if i ever killed someone out of pity too or by mistake'

-That gets Bruce to turn silent or profusely apologize and everyone goes 'ooooohhhh damn girl speaking facts'. And it makes Jason grin so widely, just a bit taken back she completely understood him but so satisfied she defended him with well spoken words for him. Cue him claiming she's his favourite now while hugging her and Dami darkly warning him to not to touch her without permission. Despite everything they're literally soft to each other and it's just wholesome when they go look for each other to have someone to talk to or when they have nightmares, they even casually call each other at random times to chat, share poems they wrote and lightly tease Tim together.

-Unknown to Tim, Dami is more protective of him and scares off anyone who wants to pick on him. That goes mainly for Jason. She loves him and all but she hates it when he picks on Tim. If Jason ever gives him a look or thinks of anything and Tim isn't looking, Jason would feel his back burning like fire and find her there crouching, standing or sitting in random spots as she watches all his movements in the dark with studying eyes that makes his blood run cold. She doesn’t say why she’s there, but he clearly knows what she wants and doesn't dare to argue, surrendering with his arms up in the air and standing back 10 meters away from Tim.

-So if Tim and Jason run into each other one night and Jason is about to say something really cocky, he lowers his eyes to see a grudge-like figure staring at him behind Tim like she's daring him wonderingly on what he’s going to do next and Jason immediately freezes and trails off in his sentence while Tim just stand there like ‘what? why did you suddenly go silent? what were you going to say?’ and Tim turns to look at Damian who just innocently tilts her head angelically on her best behaviour 'as usual' which she promises everyone to do. Tim really thinks he's doing a good job protecting Dami but everyone knows the truth, the two are just like Mikasa and Eren.

-It's a running joke in the Batman to not to fall for her cuteness and tricks but ironically they end up falling for her anyway (Dick, Bruce and Tim I'm talking about u guys) since she's more likable than her male counterpart.

-Roy is afraid of her. No other words to be said. When Jason introduced her to him, he was also like 'wow so cute, is she Bruce's daughter?' when he reacts the same way Jason did after seeing her in the battlefield for the first time, which Jason just gives him the look as if saying 'first time?'. He cannot get how Starfire and his daughter Lian gets along with her and it's hilarious because whenever fem!Dami does something scary, Roy looks at Jason with disbelief that he ever scarily fell for a terrifying person's trick. He goes ‘bro, d-di you j-just see that?? s-s-she’s playing the robber’s body like a pinata or something!!!!’ and Jason goes ‘oh, that? eh, don’t mind it. at least it’s not like the time she made a bunch of thugs play her ‘teacup roulette’ game with her where they had to drink one cup out of 10 of them which one of them are poisoned when actually they all are’

-Same with Wally. Just no, he runs like he has never before if she shows up. He was charmed when she graciously and politely greeted him but now he doesn't want to take any chances and lose his arm like he had witnessed her do to a criminal with wild glowing eyes. He also doesn't understand how his daughter and nephew gets along with her and is horrified when she teaches them how to manipulate people and use deadly survival tricks, goinf 'no, no, no, no, don't actually do that to someone kids!'

-Clark is very disturbed and never expected that a little girl can be so scary but other than that, he thinks Damian is a lovely girl that has more morals than her father. She's actually nice to him as well but still takes him as one of her favourite victims to scare and get a reaction out of him like Tim, which Clark can’t even get mad at her either because of her cute face and her adorably asking him for him to pick her up, confusingly melting his big gentle heart. He also knows she's clearly a child with a bad past and is there for her as a dad figure if she needs him which she appreciates him for.

-Poor Jonathan is also in her list. They are good friends, respect each other, which is fine. The only thing Jonathan doesn’t like about her is that not only does the scare him effortlessly often but mostly bc she likes to flirt and play with his feelings. “D-DAMIAN WE’RE IN A MISSION!!” “What is wrong? Today is a lovely night and there’s no need to rush. How about we dance too like those people down there?” “ASXPWRQ--” It doesn’t help when he’s got a crush on her. Dami just finds him so cute like puppy she can't help teasing him but treats him nicely and thankfully than Male!Damian.

-But Bruce hates Jonathan 10x more than he already originally does and keeps them both separated so they don’t actually interact often. Dick and Tim also does not accept him or any guys around her either, always standing between them like a brick wall and interrogating the poor boy so scarily, and never letting Damian go out anywhere without a good reason or else they'd stay up late or track her down. Jason, Barbara and Stephanie laughs at this or rolls their eyes, gloating on how ridiculous they are but funnily enough they'd shoot the kid if he ever tried to do anything as well.

-She and Alfred have a wonderful grandpa and grand daughter relationship because Damian finds that he knows a lot more about treating children than Bruce and would go to him for helps since he's not busy like everyone else, and loves to bake, sew and help do the choirs and do stuff with him which is often what you'd see her do in the Wayne mansion when she isn't studying, patrolling, going to parties.....etc. Damian was confused that Alfread was the only servant in the mansion at the beginning and is happy she didn't say anything about it.

-She’s not as animal-crazy as her male counterpart but she still loves them and has Alfred the cat as her friend and Goliath by her side, and is mostly vegetarian, only willing to eat seafood and diary but just not meat. Is BBFs with Maya Ducard. Although Maya was wary by her scary side at first, they would openly share feelings, comfort and smiles when they managed to get close and know each other. The world can go away when they were together as they talk personally. Damian likes to talk to her because she doesn't have another friend who's also a viligante and a girl so she feels comforted to have met her as her companian.

-As for her school life, she's literally the Queen Bee of her school. She's a top student viewed as a perfect role model, teacher's favourite, president of her class, is the captain of the cheerleading team, is labeled to be the cutest girl in school, part of the aerobics team and aces in every single of her exams that all students try to find every mistakes she does to see if she's really human, however that all only fails because she is literally a girl boss. Nearly all the boys have a big crush on her and she's the most busiest during valentines day, her birthdays and in christmas where she is bombarded with so many presents, cards and bouquets. When jealous girls have the nerve to pick on her, you know Damian would steal their crush in front of them or sadistically ask one of her admirers to do a prank on them then laugh at them in their faces while humiliating them to tears like she does to her enemies on the battlefield.

-When Dami dies, Talia kills her out of jealousy by poisoning her because she took all of Bruce's attention, at the mansion under disguise knowing Bruce would order Dami to be inside the mansion for her safety and she would obediently stay back. Bruce is a total mess that he lost her, Tim is devastated out of all the brothers that another precious person in his life is gone and avoids looking at anything pink or her flower garden outside the mansion which reminds him of her, and just cries into his pillow all day and night alone bc he thinks his life is over without her. Dick and Jason are just as upset, drinking everyday and swearing to kill Talia, ignoring anyone who tries to talk to them. Everyone is just incredulous and pissed at Talia for being messed up towards her own child.

-When she is brought to life, she is dressed in a flowery gown inside a glass coffin and is a little more puzzled at her new abilities than proud of it. But she acts worryingly normal much to everyone's concern as she had just been revived after a traumatic death, although its bc she acknowledges death and doesn't know what to think so everyone else treats her like she's made out of glass, just happy she's back and making sure she's recovering well but this is when Jason becomes protective. He checks up on her everyday and sneaks into the mansion just to let her know he's there for her ifshe needs someone to talk.

-But her death ends up making more jokes about her to run in the family where they call her snow white bc of their similarities and say 'careful, don't get poisoned again' whenever she triesd to eat an apple. Other than being riled up to have another Robin dead, Jason takes the most enjoyment out of it (welcome the new dead robin club, kiddo) and is glad to have another one to accompany him as the second dead robin. You bet she and him joke about their deaths together and fist bump after, Bruce just sighs and shakes his head as everyone else is laughing or turning pale like 'Dami NO'.

-With Selina, fem!Damian takes her father’s new engagement well and accepts her in bc she dropped Talia knowing her mother was no good in her life after she killed her and is just happy to see her Father finally have someone in his life to look after him for and give him love like he deserves (and that she didn't need to babysit him anymore and have free time to herself without a broody dad needing her company), while Selina loves how she puts Bruce in place and interests her.

-They get along by babying over cats, looking at pretty things, sneaking through malls to find some good stuff, chat about perfume, go shopping together and have girl quality mom and daughter time, Dami telling about juicy gossips at school which Selina wouldn't care much about but ends up getting invested....etc. While poor Bruce suffers from the batgirls badly influencing Dami, the two combining forces and making trouble takes the cake. At the wedding Dami is her maid of honor and has so much fun at their wedding and bachelor party bc she's never been to one before and danced with the fam all day.

-Dami treats Colin gently for some reason. She just liked him and found his quiet meek-ness cute so she isn't as tough on him except quite gentle. Dotes on him with lots of food, clothes and invites him to thanksgiving bc she feels legit sorry for him, she also sees his teddy bear for him if it begins to tear or wear out. Colin on the other hand really loves her as his best friend and has a crush on her, blushing everytime she's around that they're overall just the most cutest together. When Colin is scared or hurt, she immediately defends him fiercely and tears apart whoever picked on him even if it meant she could get hurt bc she wants them to feel agony.

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