#heavy deep breaths

[christronomy]

Hi!! Its the anon who sent in the chan car ride hard thought with the insta reel, if u remember me. But i have came to give u a new hard thought. First off, HAVE YOU SEEN THE VID OF CHAN DOING THAT LIL FINGER MOVE IN HALL OF FAME?!? i feel dizzy. 😵‍💫 anyways, onto my hard thought, picture this, y/n is scrolling on twt and that tweet that says imagine chan fingering you till you cry (or sum like that i hope you know what tweet im talking abt) and it has the chan vid attached to it, THEN BANGCHAN COMES INTO THE ROOM AND CATCHES Y/N AND FINGERS HEER OMGGGG (also i jus noticed that i used twt and tweet instead of X, sorry lol)

of course i remember you! hi, love! and YES, of course i saw that tweet, and i feel totally not normal about it! i would link them but i can't remember which accounts they're from sigh. also i hate calling it "x" bc cause wtf is that. LMAO

but onto this gem of a thought. honestly, he'd tease you so much if he caught you gushing over those tweets, he'd be so sweet about it though. if you don't mind i wanna add some more to this under the cut cause it just came to mind hehe (it's so long and i didn't proof read. help).

he caught you trying to finger yourself in his dorm room after spending almost hours scrolling through your timeline. you weren't really expecting to see anything interesting, but the only thing that popped up was the clips of him and that finger movement that caught your attention and immediately drove you insane. you couldn't help but keep watching the same clip over and over again in awe. it was just so attractive, especially when he made that certain expression and looked right straight at the camera, almost as if he were looking right at you.

so here you were now, desperately bucking your hips up against your hand, sticking your fingers as far inside your cunt as you could, palming your clit to gain some extra friction. you whined exasperatedly as you failed miserably yet again, not being able to get that stimulation you so desperately wanted.

chan got home a few minutes ago, so he's already been watching you, chuckling to himself softly cause you just look so cute like that—legs spread, face flushed a bright red, fucking your fingers in and out of your sopping hole. you keep going for a few more minutes, until you finally toss your head back to groan in frustration because it's just not enough.

his cock is already twitching, straining in his pants at the sight of you, so he can't help but open the door, and he finds it cute how you immediately close your legs and draw your hand back, the surprise of having been caught in the act showing on your face. he laughs softly and sits next to you on the bed. "what's wrong, love? you upset?" he asks, his tone teasing, yet sweet, and you can tell it's because he knows exactly what you were doing.

you nod and sigh, trying your best to come up with a reasonable explanation as to why you were naked on your boyfriend's bed, alone, when you knew he'd always expected you to wait for him whenever you needed to get off. "i was scrolling through twitter, and i saw these tweets about you... i got curious so i spent a while looking at them, and then..." you trail off with a gasp as he suddenly grabs your phone from where you'd put it next to you on the bed. you try to snatch it back, but he's a lot quicker than you. he scrolls a little bit, his expression serious, and then a smug smile plays at the corner of his lips as he looks at you again.

"aw baby, is this why you were so hot and bothered?" he asks, as he shows you one of the clips he was looking at, the same one from earlier, and your face turns an even darker shade of red as you nod. "that why you were using your cute little fingers, even though you know they're not good enough? you've got me right here. you could've asked me instead of just watching videos of me. i'll do whatever you want as long as i can make you feel good."

you feel like you're melting at the way condescension practically drips off his tongue, and you let him spread your legs for you again, this time using his own fingers to tease your swollen bud. he's such a dream come true. "'m sorry i couldn't wait for you," you start, but he shushes you softly. "that's okay, baby. i'm here now. i can help you," he says, and you want to thank him, but your words are cut short by the almost embarrassingly loud squeal that escapes your throat when he suddenly sticks his pointer and middle fingers in without warning, curling them just right, just like in that clip, finally giving you that pleasure you'd been chasing for hours now.

he watches you intently, from the way your back arches, to the way you clench around his fingers, but his expression stays blank. it doesn't take you that long to cum, and when you do, he doesn't stop. you look at him with furrowed brows, whining from the overstimulation, and he simply chuckles at your expression, not saying anything as he keeps torturing your walls with his fingers mercilessly. he's pushing you close to the edge all over again surprisingly quickly, and once you reach your second orgasm, you're already asking him to slow down, stop for a minute, so you can catch your breath. still, he doesn't. by the time you reach your fourth orgasm, you're already a sobbing stuttering mess as he makes you even more dumb on his fingers, begging him to stop, but that only makes him go much faster, his palm smacking your clit as he does so.

"this how needy you are for me? wanting to get yourself off without me cause of some video? you poor thing, thinking your fingers alone would satisfy you. you know you can't do it without me. guess i just have to remind you, hmm?"

#solieverse: planet anon #heavy deep breaths #when will it be my turn #skz smut #stray kids smut #bang chan smut #chan smut #stray kids hard thoughts #skz hard thoughts #skz hard hours #bang chan hard thoughts #bang chan hard hours #stray kids hard hours #bangchan smut #solieverse: planet reverie

[sturnioloho]

the panting mixed with giggles 🤭🤭🤭

#sex w chris would be so much fun #he would try n make u laugh while deep inside of u #the swallow he does fuck #it feels like he’s right at my neck #i need him to grind into me so bad #i cant get over his heavy breathing #i wish we could’ve fucked in this house it was so big n perf #fucking him in a mansion in california …. a dream #chris sturniolo #matt sturniolo #nick sturniolo #sturniolo triplets

[zytes]

7.15.23

#I was sooooo patient trying to capture this #even then it was dumb fucking luck #this one defo gets its own post #addition fun facts abt this night: #I left my driver's side car window down the ENTIRE storm and did not notice. nothing damaged but I have a stinky seat :( #however a stinky seat is the small humbling moment at the end of a phenomenal experience enjoying the storm from my small cave-like patio #so I sat outside enjoying the rain. me n my bong. and also a mogwai album. eyes closed. just sounds and my own deep breathing - peaceful #lighting would streak the sky and I could see the bolts through my closed eyelids - they were bright and crisp; defined. even if obscured #everything just snapped into place. the lightning and the music had moments of perceived synchronization - probably pareidolia #waves of euphoria radiating out from the base of my skull. full goosebumps. momentous feeling - I must've been manic #when I opened up my eyes the world had gone from being heavy and dark to just. red. so red. like a wildfire on the entire western horizon. #my driveway doesn't come with a glamorous view either. it was just that the entire western hemisphere was flame-red fading into eigengrau #i have those photos too lmao - will be sharing soon #my art #aesthetic #art #artwork #webcore #glitchcore #internetcore #photography #original photography #nature photography #lightning #storm #rain aesthetic #stormy aesthetic #dark aesthetic #surreal aesthetic #surrealcore

[tanukistudent]

#gaining weight on purpose #gay gainer #male belly #male feedee #male gainer #male weight gain #obese belly #obese #ssbhm belly #dad bod #heavy breathing #belly play #deep navel #male navel #navel play

[meownotgood]

u infected me with childhood best friends to adult weirdos brain worms…. imagine practicing kissing with aki when you’re tweens and then avidly pretending it never happened as teens then aki gingerly clings to those memories when he’s an adult and believes you’d never think of him other than just a friend. getting seven minutes in heaven’d at the first office party when you’re both at public safety and he just kisses the top of your head even though you’re trying to seduce him. laying in his bed with him after work because he cooked dinner for you two and you got sleepy afterward and claimed u can’t make it back to your apartment. saying “i love you” and aki smiling sadly and saying “i know” because he thinks you mean it platonically….,…. - 🍊

thinking about this... never not thinking about this...

uuuggghh there's just something about childhood friends with aki. something about the particular closeness you had with one another and the awkward closeness you still have as adults... caring for each other so much even in the ways you can't express and being in love since the start just not really knowing it...

because all these feelings are normal right? you and aki have never been apart and that's just because you're friends; you spent every moment beside one another while you were in school, you know everything about each other, all the secrets and the feelings no-one else has ever been told. aki is convinced he'd never be interested in dating anyone but you. is that so weird? it's just that you're more important to him than anything else or anyone ever could be. his heart still thumps hard in his chest whenever you stay over just like the sleepovers you had when you were kids. it feels normal whenever he finds his fingers lacing with yours while you're sitting together, it feels right.

and don't even get me starteddddd on practicing kissing with aki I will lose it... like when you're kids you both come to the conclusion you're never gonna date because then you'd grow apart and never have time for your best friend stuff. and you're totally the closest of friends so it's cool if you want to practice how to kiss together. aki thinks you're the best partner for this kind of thing, actually. aki holds your face with both hands and kisses you super fast — you're his best friend and he doesn't have a crush on you, he's pretty sure he'd know if he did, so why is he blushing so much??

and later on aki will adamantly defend the fact that he was not embarrassed by it, no he wasn't red in the face while he kissed you, you're remembering things wrong...

#aki....... very deep and heavy sigh #childhood friends aki is the air that I breathe #thank you for sparing your thoughts I'm truly in your debt #ask mags #aki <3

[hylianchampion17]

@silaluke thank you! this is my favourite comment/tag by far! the designs of their outfits in my post are heavily influenced by hylian designs. the fashion style likely came from either castle town or hateno village. the style is popular, even 100 years after the calamity.

in “Creating a Champion”, it mentions that lots of ruins and stuff haven’t been rebuilt because all the stonemasons and woodworkers likely died in castles town on that horrible day.

this is interesting because of all elements of Hylian culture, clothing would be one thing very likely to survive the calamity. architecture you can’t take with you, it stays where it stands. unlike clothing, which you wear everywhere.

it’s likely that 99% of Hylians would wear these sorts of clothes on the day of the calamity; so it would be easier to document and remake after they found refuge in Kakariko or Hateno. and we know this because it has survived up to present day!

#botw #legend of zelda #the legend of zelda: breath of the wild #botw fanart #botw headcanons #zelda botw #zelda fanart #botw link #loz botw #this is heavy speculation #i am obsessed #hylian #botw lore runs deep #i find this interesting #hyperfixation

[imgonnabesic]

CLIFFF 🖤❤️

#metallica #cliff burton #1980s #heavy metal #thrash metal #metal #master of puppets #80s bands #80s music #photoshoot #throwback #THE LOML #LOOK AT HIS HAT #i can’t breathe #no like actually #i ​saw these pics and had to take a few deep breaths #ykwim? #im SICK!! #bass guitar

[dreamlogic]

musing in the tags about the view two years out from my hysterectomy and the shifting nature of neuropathy. i asked my PT for recommendations/resources pertaining to pain science and that's been a very helpful lenses to have. i'm still not back to normal, will never be unmarked by this experience or return to my pre-op self, but my baseline has been gradually increasing over the last few months, and it feels good to look back on the last two years and say "i have no idea how i managed to function while living with that, but i did!"

#meatsuit renno #chronic blogging #ctxt #at first post-hysto pain was a deep burning ache #and eventually that lessened on my left side and settled in for the long haul on the right #after a couple weeks it had started to feel like a small carnivorous creature scrabbling and gnawing at the inside of my abdomen #nestled into the hollow of my pelvis and reaching up with its raking claws #about 6 months in and the creature still chewed occasionally but had shrunk to the size of a tennis ball under my right incision site #it clamped its jaws down and went to sleep and i perpetually felt like someone had pinched a fold of my insides with a large binder clip #this constant awful twisting tug every time i moved that kept me from straightening up or breathing fully #this is about a year into recovery and my original surgeon has blown off my requests for follow-up treatment three times now #i carried on as best i could. fatigue and brainfog getting worse & worse as the pain wore on unrelentingly #about a year and a half into recovery it worsened again. searing lancing pain like i'd been impaled on a piece of white hot rebar #couldn't hardly move. couldn't think straight. couldn't sleep #finally checked myself into urgent care & then the ER just to try to get someone anyone to take me seriously and help me #finally got a referral to a new surgeon who immediately pinned it as extreme neuropathy #started gabapentin end of december last year and the relief was immediately #i never thought i would welcome the gritted teeth vice grip of my little feral pain creature #but when i felt the molten spike slide out to be replaced once more by its worrying jaws #the intermittent spark and fizzle of that pinching squirming pain was a dramatic improvement #then i started PT in march and slowly so slowly the creature's hungry grip is loosening #it still clamps down occasionally. maybe once every week or two i'll have a day when i just accept #that there will be a horrible little creature chewing on my right side from the inside #but nowadays with the gabapentin doing as much as it can and an exercise routine i must stick to religiously to supplement PT #the pain is more of a little pearl of dark matter shifting around under my skin #it's incredibly dense. the heart of a black hole of disabling agony. all that white hot fury condensed into a slick heavy marble #as i recover some of my strength and energy i can feel my body coating it in nacreous layers to minimize its influence #my hysterectomy was 2 years and 4 days ago today and i feel like i can finally finally say i'm beginning to truly heal #i suspect i'll always carry this pearl in my side like shrapnel. product of damaged nerve tissue that went untreated for far too long #i wish my original surgeon had been more competent more attentive less lazy & indifferent to my pain. but i still don't have any regrets.

[coiled-dragon]

Sometimes I wanna write poetry about how I feel about People but then im afraid it'll be recognized by the people it is about

#Im so ridiculously embarrassed by how much I love #especially right now where it is taking a shape that is different from others #its different than the love of my wife or my partners or my boyfriend #its different then how I typically love my friends #its just so damn different and weird and heavy breathing through a deep chest #with strange envy and desires on the edge of incestuous #love as a jealous hunger the kind I write about but not with all the red flags I typically write about lol #but love also as an intense need to protect #put in my mouth and carry somewhere safe #or at the very least #to carry inside of me always #UGHUGUHGUHUGUHUGH #WHY CANT I BE NORMAL #so many close friends so many romantic and platonic partners #and yet I STILL Find new ways to love #new ways the burn!!!

[pocketramblr]

No i am not joking, according to Endeavor Dabi being near death allowed him to awaken a whole new ability and he now has ice coming out of his chest.

#......... #i am taking very deep breaths right now #i had to do a LOT of heavy lifting to make the last dumb quirk science thing be feasible #when Hawks complained about it #however. deep breath. however #Enji is in fact the SINGLE LEAST RELIABLE SOURCE ON HOW TODOROKI QUIRKS WORK #considering just how badly he failed even basic quirk science‚ match ups‚ genetics‚ medicine‚ and eugenics #a detective does not a novel scientist make or whatever #so him just saying that? yeah sure he can say that's why Dabi can ice now #he's wrong but he can say it. it's very in character for him to be wrong that way #the real reason is it's because Ujiko messed around with Dabi's body previously #which would implant an ice creation meta but only activate in dire straits due to the strain it would cause on the rest of him and his mind #Enji is just like 'ah well he has a vestigial ice invulnerability mutation that had to evolve under stress' because he has never read #Learning Curve nor understood the in universe reality of forced quirk manefestations / mutations #which is fine. he doesn't need to #he needs to wrap up the fighting Dabi thing though #we've been here for.... years............... #pocket talks to people #anon #bnha manga spoilers #bnha manga leaks

[altruistic-meme]

oph, hey anxiety ✌️

#wonderful #lovely #hate that #*heavy breathing* #yep yep cool totally #sorry #just sorta venting a bit #yeah ofc naturally #youre allowed this behavior but im not <3 got itttttt thanks #like obviously sure whatever i get it #but also #you do you realize the absolute hypocrisy right? like? you see it right? #you understand how often you do this to me?? and now you're mad that it happened to you?? once?? #in a situation where a lot was happening?? #like yeah babe it happens <3 sometimes you get ignored or (more accurately) you speak and people dont hear you #or people speak at the same time and only one gets a response #im sorry honey i grew up youngest of 6 kids. as an introvert with severe social anxiety. like. #you will get ignored sometimes. life moves on. you aren't going to die from it. #*DEEP BREATHS* #sorry sorry. like i said i just kinda need to get this out of my system. #so that i don't blow up at her or either of my sisters. #bc babe. honey. really? #shh ac

[ashmp3]

we arrivedddd boni’s first (and probably last) dip… We let her swim but she’s so short she is not meant to be a beach girl…. it was stressful. It’s my moms birthday today so we are going to dinner 🧘🏼‍♀️ she loved her gifts and as a matter of fact she put the pearls on for tonight 🤍

#we have been in the car since 2pm yesterday and we arrived today at 5pm (we slept over in macedonia but still) waited for 3 hours at the #border 😮‍💨 i feel so bloated and heavy but let me relax let me take a deep Breath #boni #diary

[biracy]

Also in like. real life (i.e. not on Tumblr, THEE "fandom website") "media literacy" isn't actually the Most important thing in the world. Like yeah it's pretty important and everyone should have decent reading comprehension skills but also lots of people have rich fulfilling lives that don't involve stuff like regularly watching movies or playing games. Some people don't "engage with a variety of mediums" or whatever because some people just don't rlly like some mediums lol. Basically what I'm trying to say is like within your specific media analyst spaces, sure. All that matters. But like, it's really not the end of the world if someone just prefers to read books instead of watching movies

#like i don't rlly Love playing like Really long deep lore-heavy video games or watching tv shows it's difficult for me to engage with them #i don't listen to podcasts bc i have like. auditory processing things where i Need something like that to be written #i don't think that makes me a sniveling mouth-breathing philistine or whatever. lol #open mick night

[gumjester]

thinking about the Wonderland arc tonight im going to throw up

#HEAVY BREATHING......... OH MY GOD #i cant believe im going to have to change the age rating LMFAOOOO...... LMFAOO... #i guess its not that deep??? but its really affecting me. i keep realising new things about it. i just cant believe. i just CANT BELIEVE #eah #gum rewrite #ever after high

[wkxs]

Hello friends, life update 🍁

See tags for trigger warning.

In relation with my last life update post:

My sister had a miscarriage

We had a huge falling out (somewhat related to the first point)

I had to sell my car (technically it wasn't mine, and my sister owned half of it)

We are going to start to live separately as soon as possible (I'm trying to use my part of the money to buy an apartment)

I'm getting a raise in the next couple of months

I'm going to look for a diagnosis (I'm starting to think I also have a little bit of PTSD, it's not normal to have your heart skip a beat because you heard footsteps and doors opening)(you don't want to know why I have these reactions)

I always come back to Tumblr when my life is going downhill, and I saw the things one of my mutuals tagged me (I'm going to answer it, I just need to remember how to express myself), so I'll be more active in the near future.

If you have any tips on how to live alone/articulate my thoughts and feelings properly send them my way. I'm trying to save some cash to go back to therapy ✌🏻

#tw: miscarriage #tw: heavy topics #*takes a deep breath* #anyway #what's up #autumn is finally here and the weather is getting colder

[silverstarfics]

*has access to laptop* no ideas. nothing. head empty, no thoughts, just elevator music.

*doesn’t have access to laptop* SO MANY IDEAS!! SCENES!! PLOTS!! ENTIRE UNIVERSES SPINNING AROUND!!

#why does this always happen #I have a fieldtrip tomorrow so I couldn’t take my laptop with me tonight #because it would make my bag too heavy #but now I have all. the. ideas. #*deep breath* this is fine #there is this one scene of YP which I’ve been plotting for days #but I just couldn’t get it right somehow #BUT NOW I KNOW EXACTLY HOW TO WRITE IT #and I can’t #because no laptop and I hateee writing on my phone #mmmkay I’m done #this has been kat’s daily meltdown