#i WILL stop being broke

[craycraybluejay]

Hey! I've been thinking, and I'd like to open commissions for: beta reading/critique, editing, and writing commissions. Please comment if you'd be interested in any of this, and DM me if you want to talk about my experience in any of the above skills. I would also like to mention that I already have a writer (and friend) who is commissioning me to beta for them, and I am very excited about that! The writer in question is @wandering-wolf23 aka K. Ramsuer or C. A. Wood. Please reblog if you think any of your followers may be interested in my services. Thank you <3

#writing commissions #beta reader #editing #advertising #self advertising #writerblr #writers on tumblr #beta reading #anoutherposting #writing #beta for hire #self promo #self promotion #my most professional post on tumblr #dm me #dm for examples of writing and whatnot #i take commissions #writing critique #i WILL stop being broke

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Mushroom body

(for @mikkeneko)

#SVSSS #shen qingqiu #mushrooms #body horror #better drawn mdzs #<-tag for higher effort art. At times like this I really wish I chose something else. #What is an October raffle for if not to end off with a little mushroomy body horror? #This one is inspired by my massive disappointment upon discovering that sqq's 'mushroom body' was just....guy shaped. #Come ON where is the fun in that? Why are we being kept from Fungi Amalgamation Monster Loving? #It's not going to stop Luo Binghe! SQQ could be a shapeless lump of slime and LBH and would still be over the moon for him. #Thank you *so* much for the prompt! I had so much fun. I love mushrooms and doing research was a delight! My citation list is long! #Broke my style a bit but I think it was a good choice. I have been trying to practice non-dot eyes more and its slowly coming along! #Also huge congrats mikkeneko for winning Twice In A Row!! #Your odds were a little over 1 in 1000! Lucky you!

[wondercircuit]

Fernando & Lance debut the AMR23 at Silverstone

"Now we need to make sure that it's fast, that's what."

#lance stroll #fernando alonso #aston martin f1 #formula 1 #*mine #gif: misc #i know aston fell off and nobody cares rn #i wanted to gif these for my blog archive #when the AMR24 launches i will be there #lance and fernando are Just Some Guys to me in these things (affectionate) #i get why there would probably be less promo content for them but tbf they stopped doing the cute lance vs seb vids then too #also this being just days before lance broke his wrists really kills the man (me)..pleek

[foldingfittedsheets]

I got Leeloo when she was seven weeks old. The owner lied, or miscounted, and I got her a week too young. She was pretty well adjusted for all that, feisty and fierce as a kitten. I got her right as my ex and I were splitting. She was only a month or two old when we broke up. It was pretty wretched, finals week at college, both of us heart sore, and then we both came down with the mother of all coughs.

He was sleeping on the couch. I offered to share my cough suppressant and he set it on the table. We weren’t used to having a kitten under foot yet.

I was brushing my teeth when I glanced out the door and saw one of the scariest things I’ve ever seen, my beloved kitten on her side seizing, the pill capsule punctured and empty beside her. He burst into panicked tears when I shouted and I practically shook him to get in the car while routing to an emergency vet.

We sat clutching each others hands in the waiting room. Neither of us had known who would get the kitten in the breakup. But sitting there, both of us sobbing, he said it should be me. The doctor told us she had a fifty fifty shot of pulling through. She’d almost asphyxiated, her tongue was blue when we’d gotten her in the door.

After what felt like centuries they came out and said she’d made it. She was going to live.

It was only a few months later that I noticed her not walking around. She barely played anymore. I took her to the vet again and they said she was just constipated and didn’t follow up. Another pestering a week later led to closer examination of her X-rays. Turns out, the asphyxiation had led to a very narrow blood vessel leading to the head of her femur dying. So her bone had snapped off in the joint.

Horrified at the amount of pain she must have been in I got her in for surgery to remove the bone fragment. In a human we’d stop being able to walk, but cats have enough muscle to overcome a simple thing like lacking the ball for their ball and socket joint.

The surgery was a shit show. They called me after putting her under anesthesia and cutting her up open only to realize they were missing a tool. Then they sent her home with an open wound instead of stitches and I had to bring her back yet again to go under and get stapled shut. Then they tried to charge me for all their fuck ups while I was already sobbing over vet bills.

I had a loft bed at the time. Usually she climbed a cat tree to join me in bed at night but after her surgery I made a nest on the ground so I could cuddle with her every night. Her dopey little face looking at me from her cone was worth my back hurting every day.

I felt so bad watching her try to eat with a cone that I hand fed her every meal. To this day she’ll go sit by the food dishes, looking at me longingly to remind me of my little nest on the ground where I’d hand fed her.

That was a decade ago. But she still remembers.

Today I got her new medicine for her horrible cough, fretting about her lungs collapsing. I lovingly rolled each pill and brought them to her an hour early because I couldn’t stand having medicine on hand that I wasn’t giving her.

It was only after she’s happily eaten her pill pockets that I remembered the pills saying to give them with food. So I walked back upstairs and stood beside the cat bed while she ate from my hand again, and when she was done she looked at me with love. Because she doesn’t feel good but I’m still here to hand feed her.

#ramblies #Leeloo #she’s had so much medical bullshit #and this is already going long but I was living paycheck to paycheck when things broke bad #and a friend anonymously donated to pay for her surgery #I found out who it was years later and I’ll never stop being grateful #and I’ll never stop being grateful for that act of generosity #it sucks being poor again fretting over leeloos health again #but at least this time I have a credit score and a savings account #I want the antibiotics to just magically make her feel better instantly #ffs foibles

[daylighteclipsed]

Y’all ever think about if Sora falls to darkness that inside his heart will look like the Destiny Islands falling again

#i do a lot #kingdom hearts #one of the biggest reasons i think we’ll see something like this in canon. briefly at least #not only would parallel ddd w ven’s heart/armor no longer there to protect sora #and roxas and xion gone from sora’s heart too. so sora would be alone #and actually there as opposed to in the RoL/awake when riku dives in #but also there is no way nomura’s gonna pass up the chance to bring us full circle like this. he loves making his characters revisit/relive #worlds and memories like this to make a point. and sora’s heart was sunset in ddd… following kh1 the dark and stormy night comes next #The thought of sora and riku reaffirming their love and friendship here when it broke the first time the islands fell #both of them having to in a way relive this horrible night for the final time #but riku doing the total opposite of last time. trying to save sora trying to stop the darkness from consuming everything #being totally honest with sora. reaching his hand out for sora but this time he’s not being consumed by darkness. #he’s become the light in the darkness. and they finally reach each other they finally grasp hands. I’m chewing on glass #i don’t think sora would ‘fall’ to darkness in the traditional sense #thematically i think it makes more sense for him to be faced w another martyr choice #though his own negative feelings would still be tangled up in there. and this would parallel kh3 #and if sora chooses to let darkness into his heart to save others it’d also parallel kh1 w riku choosing to open the door/let the darkness #into destiny islands at the risk of others #god it’d be just like kh1 but we’d be playing as riku and he’d be the one looking frantically for sora #a reversed dynamic. but now they understand each other’s pain and feelings so they can reach each other #figuratively and literally #i love parallels i love symbolism i love themes kick my ass !!!!

[marzfartz]

Went ahead and coloured both of @dashing-through-ecto's sassy Dannys, they were just too good to pass up! I finally have a working tablet again so here's @green-with-envy-phandom-event entry #8 & #9

#danny phantom #danny phantom fanart #greenwithenvy2024 #These worked too well together #I couldn't stop at just one #Also it's been over a week of not being able to draw and being stuck away from my tablet with a spare that broke down #then even my printer broke so I couldn't print anymore lineart #when I say I'm glad to be back home and colouring #boy do I mean it

[callmebrutus]

try to be normal thinking about qpac challenge failed.

all his life he had to prioritise others and put himself aback. he didn't have the right to be selfish.

he's just a child who had to grow up too fast. he's just an imperfect selfish egoistic little human who wants to be loved. who wants attention. who wants to be seen.

he can't help himself but to flirt and roam around because he NEEDS it. he's never enough. he wants more and more.

and oh how he hates himself for it. because how could he? how could he betray fit so easily? he feels so sorry.

he feels DIRTY.

he feels like Judas.

#he's so mitski coded #THAT'S INSANE #HE'S MAKING ME DERANGED #I' CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT #THIS WHOLE STREAM BROKE ME #EVEN IF MLST OF IT WAS SILLY IM JUST #GUHDHAN #he deserves being selfish #he deserves living for himself #if it's his coping mechanism i respect it and i support it #my man DID NOTHING WRONG #HES GRIEVING AND DEALING WITH DEPRESSION #qsmp #pactw #qsmp pactw #fitpac #qsmp fitmc #fitmc #hideduo #<<<mentioned

[bearring]

#can’t stop….. being silly #day 1 of taking my meds while home #I broke my four month streak 😭😭😭😭 #starlight express

[scintillyyy]

the thing is that there are interesting ways to play with the idea that thomas and martha weren't the perfect parents that bruce will always venerate them as on account of they died when he was 8 (i feel like the ones i'm most interested are the throwaway lines that imply they might've sent bruce to boarding school + the idea that thomas was maybe a little too focused on prioritizing his work over family), however dc seems to constantly go for ~but did thomas cheat on martha?? was he imperfect in his potential unfaithfulness???~ (they do this for a lot dad characters in general i feel like) and it's just overdone and tiring and i hate it so.

#i genuinely think their go to when trying to interrogate if a dead father figure had flaws is to be like “oh he might've cheated” #stop stop i beg u #(this is also why i generally don't like secret siblings because it feeds into this tendency) #also i will defend melinda and meili bc it's not their fault they were created by tt #but the absolute flipside to this is the idea that the dude in question would never dare have a relationship that wasn't his one true love #'even though i knew he would never love me he only had eyes for your mother i was totally cool being a pity fuck dw' #anyways i would fix melinda by having her actually be zucco's daughter #or by having john and meili be in a relationship and then he broke up with her for mary. let's get messy.

[project-catgirlpillar]

I think Viewing Monika as some Kind of evil Mastermind does her character a huge disservice for multiple reasons but also Just cause it ascribes her a Level of competence she simply does Not display

#like i just watched a video essay critizising ddlc #and they had a ton of complaints about the plot most of which boil down to greatly overestimating how powerful monika is #like no she is not in fact a god of her world who created the game she is just another character #forced to deal with the fact she was given self awareness #monika not having a route isn't her own fault for not simply writing one for herself #she actually tries to do that #in act two monica isn't keeping up the charade of this being a normal functional visual novel for shits and giggles #but because she's kinda trying her best to keep it together #and iirc she didn't stop with that cause she got fed up but cause she broke most of the rest of the game #and saying she goes from 'basically hitler' to contrite is just not fair to her #she was a teenager who got forced to deal with her reality being fake and then given one 'real' thing to cling to #and a power she didn't really know how to use properly that could change it #sorry that just kinda annoyed me #idk man #ddlc #doki doki literature club #monika ddlc

[m3llowm1sh]

HOW R WE FEELING ABOUT ACT 5 GUYS?!?!?!?!?!

#rhythm doctor #LITERALLY ACT 5 BROKE ME IM SO OBSESSED W THIS GAME AGAIN NOW #LUCKY IS LITERALLY THE BEST ADDITION TO THE GAME #the fact that he's ash coded 😭😭 i cannot stop being insane about introverted somewhat aggressive chrs #rhythm doctor lucky #rhythm doctor miner #rhythm doctor hailey #rhythm doctor logan #miner scales #minecraft ? who thought of that ship name bruh 💀 i aint tagging my post that thats the wrong audience #idk haileys and logans ship name.... #anyways bye rd nation time to fc every song and cry about this game some more #loghail #ty to ppl for notifying me of their name 🙏🙏 #mish's art tag

[coconut530]

AND THEY WERE ROOMMATES

#Nevermore #Nevermore Webtoon #Webtoon #Funny episode liked it a lot #Monty playing with Prospero’s cravat funyyyyyy #“I’m anybody” HE’S SO DONE IT’S HILARIOUS #Prospero Monty relationship who thought #He’s the dad of the group it’s hilarious and all the kids and his wife are giving him troubleeeeeeeeee #Doctor’s bag??????? What did you use it for in life my guy #“We couldn’t just leave Montresor to die!” …it was an option and omg their faces on the bottom panel 🤣 #LENORE STOP YOU’RE TOO HOT OH MY GODDDDDDD *FANS SELF* “LOOK WHO IT IS GENTS” LENOOOOOORRRREEEEEEEEEEEE #I want to redraw but life be busy so soon ish #Episode 25 “Stains are so hard to get out of mahogany!” I knew it before Duke even said it 😂 #He saw a ghost and it hit him on the head smacked his face sliced his shoulder sliced his side and broke his leg 😂 #Lenore is unfaaaaaaazzzzzzeeeeeddddd also Duke wanna protect his bestie #“…A little bit. Maybe” I THINK IT’S MORE THAN A LITTLE BIT #MAZE TRIO LAUGHING BEING FRIENDS LOVE ITTTTTTTTTTT #LENORE AND MONTY SHOWDOWN MY FAVE IT ESCALATES SO WELL ALSO ANNABEL’S THE ONE WITH A BULLET IN HER GRAVE SORRY TO SAY #“Go to hell” 😂 this is the best #Annabel did NOT prepare for her to say that #Will doesn’t even have a roommate just throw Monty in there Will likes him enough and Prospero’s kinda wary of people it works out #Although Prospero you gave Annabel your key with ZERO hesitation or question so mayyybe you should’ve been more careful #Very funny episode I liked it a lotttttttttt oh no we’re heading into the formal divorce arc oh nooooooo

[katagawajr]

i don’t think i saw anyone post it, but this is the conversation haru has with yusuke about why her weapon of choice is an axe 🥺

(bonus:)

#persona 5 #haru okumura #yusuke kitagawa #I LOVE HARU LORE!!! ;-; #like.. haru believing that her dad telling her to stop chopping but letting her do it secretly was him being kind…. WAUUGHH #she deserves the world :’( poor girl… but yeah i didnt expect her to have specific weapon based lore it broke my heart

[tittyinfinity]

attendance policies are ableist and classist. doesn't matter where it's at

#.bdo #i say classist too bc there were times i wasn't able to get somewhere because my car broke down #and I couldn't afford to fix it yet #and then my chronic pain would keep me from being able to walk to the bus stop that was a couple of blocks away #so since we have to pay for transportation it is just as much of a class issue as it is a disability issue

[princessnijireiki]

sometimes the mortifying ordeal of being known is being comically buried under the metaphorical rubble of the struggle, which fell on you with a sound like [stock bowling pin strike.wav] or the pouring out of many many legos onto a loud plastic surface in an echoing room, and when asked, admitting that you are Not Doing Super Hot Actually but will endure & persist through the multitude of humbling embarrassments

#baby... BAYBAY lmfaoooo #and the convo is always normal as hell like hey I'm your doctor how you doing? my brother in alligatorland I cannot lift my arm 🤘🏽😔 #and that doc was like oho! I know how to fix that. and it was excruciating & embarrassing! but so is everything! that is life! #you also gotta get comfy with being a loser baby at some point #and like not let it rip your psyche out by the roots #sometimes you will be a broke ass bum with back pain and b.o. who is behind on bills or homework or whatever #and that's not a reflection on your intrinsic value or foundational self but you gotta stop being such a fucking weenie about it to see that #you should also have friends who have seen you in the struggle if for no other reason than to see that they still like you anyway lol

[brostateexam]

This is why I don't talk to celiacs online.

You can't eat certain stuff any more. It's kind of irritating and sometimes it's a little bit of a bummer! That is it! The melodramatic behavior of these people is bizarre to me.

You have an autoimmune disease for which you are asymptomatic if you watch your diet. It is not a tragedy. It's barely anything.

#i realize this person just got dx'd #but when i got dx'd i was like oh that sucks but ok #and then i tried to stop eating gluten. it was not a huge deal? the worst part was that being a celiac was expensive and i was broke