#i am at my limit i swear i am

[leclercsbf]

just carlos vying for his boyfriend’s attention.

#f1 #charlos #i’m sick and tired of them (affectionate) #eternally obsessed with the way charles says CAHLOS #he really said stop honking with the fondest smile on his face #we get it you are endeared by your manchild of a boyfriend. we are too #but god carlos is it not enough that you see him everyday #do you really have to have his attention at all times #(carlos needs it. he really does) #i absolutely can’t with these two #we get it you’re married #i am at my limit i swear i am #belgian gp 23

[eluminium]

hey, just a fun little pattern I noticed in Secret Life... Impulse keeps failing his tasks in the exact same ways he fails to win a season. He has a plan, he executes it pretty well, but is always brought down by another person screwing him over. Always so close, and yet somehow out of reach. The first task he failed? He completed it, only to spill his secret to Tango right after. And Tango did nothing to stop him. He won, but couldn't go all the way. The second task? He completed it, only for Skizz to call him out on it and sink the entire operation. He did it, and yet he still got nothing out of all that effort.

Compare this to all his final deaths in the series.

In 3rd Life, he was on a good path to victory, only for Bdubs to infamously kill him.

In Last Life he may have died way earlier but it has a similar pattern. He releases the Wither without getting hurt himself, and with a loyal ally behind him. Only to be shot by Scott who shouldn't have been able to kill him as a yellow name because Impulse wasn't specifically attacking him. A sort of betrayal by the rules of the universe. In Double Life, he came third and was in a 2 on 1 fight against Pearl. Only to die because Bdubs axed him and dealt too much damage to them both to survive Pearl's attack. Betrayed by Bdubs yet again.

And finally, in Limited Life he came second, the closest ever to victory. He could have won that season, if he and Scott hadn't been betrayed by Martyn. So close, yet so far away.

Impulse's biggest enemy really is himself around other people. He just loses brain cells by the second. That, or the Watchers really like seeing this one man be betrayed, intentionally or not, over and over again.

#impulsesv #secret life session 3 spoilers #secret life #3rd life #last life #double life #limited life #life series #my writing #i am so normal about impulsesv i swear to you

[gummi-ships]

Kingdom Hearts 2 - Olympus Coliseum

#kingdom hearts 2 #kh2 #olympus coliseum #the underworld #scenery #my gif #i swear while i'm running around collecting footage for these worlds i have multiple essays in my head about what i want to say #but then when i actually make the gifs and am able to write my thoughts in the tags i completely blank out #i don't think we get to see all that much of the underworld in the hercules movie so it's cool we spend most of our time here #it's a nice change from only being limited to the coliseum #i like the little soul orb things that spawn and float around and the spooky fog effects create a cool atmosphere #also that purple lake in the third gif is cool because it looks like there's ghosts in the water

[incorrect-ikevamp-quotes]

Saint Germain, shocked: You have a fake ID? With a fake name and everything?

Isaac: I don't have to explain myself-

Leonardo, sitting against a bookshelf on the floor: He used it to get a second library card so he can take out twice as many books at once.

#ikevamp #ikemen vampire #ikevamp isaac #ikevamp comte #ikevamp saint germain #ikevamp leonardo #ikevamp leo #ikevamp incorrect quotes #honestly i love the concept of this especially because isaac used to throw hands back in the day #isaac out here like 'im going goblin mode' and its just because he wants to carry ten more books than the library's limit allows #i dont even know how somebody says no to this guy in the first place #i swear he deflates even a little and it gives me that feeling like when i step on a dog's tail by accident #like 'oh my god im so sorry here take it take whatever you want' #i am also convinced that leonardo only knows about it cuz sebas was obsessed #comte is probably like 'honestly? could have been worse--i'll allow it' #the man has seen too much

[splynter]

”You can’t believe it, you can’t conceive it

And you can’t touch me, ‘cause I’m untouchable

And I know you hate it, and you can’t take it

You’ll never break me

‘Cause I’m Unbreakable.”

#splynter art #rain world #iterator oc #rw iterator #HBBBR #can You tell How deranged i am for him yet #I’ll post some lore soon I swear #I just #I’m just so #he is filling my brain to its limit #yes. those lyrics are from a Michael Jackson song

[h-f-k]

i need argentina to wake the fuck up and stop getting fucked so fucking bad by this shitty ass government. i never thought i would say this but we need to learn from the french. we need to set on fire soMETHING. i don't know.

#things keep getting worse but these absolute fuckers keep repeating the president's speech which is #'things need to get bad before they get good' #you motherfucker people are fucking starving and getting FIRED and cannot longer afford common things #i am so at my limit #i swear if i see a libertarian i will shoot them in the head

[brbsavinggotham]

so i didn't get my job. my boss and my would-have-been boss brought me into their office today and said i did really well in the interview, the job was mine, until the last person really blew them away. i have to understand, she's really incredible, and i'll be so impressed with her when she starts next week. and it's important to remember, they really want to hang onto me because it's hard to find good people, and next time a role comes up i should apply for it because that might be the one! i'm a valued member of the team, i shouldn't lose hope. but of course with an extra permanent person on the team there won't be as many casual hours going anymore, just an unfortunate side effect of choosing someone over me. and don't worry, they'll announce it to everyone in the all staff meeting tomorrow that i'm not invited to so when i walk in at 9am everyone will know i was only second-best.

#i am at my limit with being a casual i swear to christ #work blogging

[taegularities]

y'all ever just feel like. you know. crying

#tdl #i am at my limit i swear lol #send help and chocolate i beg

[im-still-watching-anime]

i am officially, FINALLY all caught up again in both the manga and the anime for bsd and OH BOY there are thoughts and opinions but also WHO CARES because my tags are finally FREE to be unfiltered

#hnnnnnn #i am SO happy #i am BEYOND happy #i love the arc even if i complain about it a lot #but i am also hnnnnnn…….displeased……..with a few things #the anime fr about to catch these hands #i already KNEW they were rushing it from the few episodes i had watched #but the anime is usually SO good at pacing #that i fully trusted that certain things would be slowed down for significance/impact/etc #but instead the pacing just stayed WAY too fast for me #and they ended up cutting SO many small moments that had SO much importance like im going crazy about some of them #some of the lines they cut……. #or even adjusted slightly that it drew away the impact #ugh i KNOW there was a LOT to balance and a LOT of content to get through #but i am a little disappointed that so many emotional scenes were what ended up suffering for it #this is why i don’t usually like reading the manga for animes i watch #i always end up getting disappointed by the limitations of adaptations #that being said though regardless of general limitations i don’t think some of the rushing is above criticism #and i am going to go and eat glass while seething over the particularly offensive rushing/cuts😤 #OKAY DONE that’s the last i’ll say about it i would just go crazy if i didn’t vocalize it somewhere #in general i was VERY happy with the arc in both the manga and the anime i have SO much love for it #definitely a favorite for me #and THAT concludes my very vague no spoiler review #i swear one of these days my self control is going to snap #and im just going to start posting my full essays and content analysis shit about everything i watch here #but for now we’re safe and all my rants will stay spoiler free tag paragraphs instead godbless🙏

[krillbobby]

This is my first time drawing anthropomorphic animals, or animals at all so'scuse me if they look a lil wonky. ::}

#art #digital art #illustration #my art #anthro #water #water go woosh #splooosh wow much water #is there a limit? #holy cow I can just write anything #WATER #furry art #furry #furry?? no. I swear I'm not one #or am i #nick wilde #bro made my friends think I'm a furry #oh my fucking god #I can just keep writing #this is what makes us girls #what was that last tag?? #cute

[sammypog]

psa i know there’s a lot of stuff i’ve said i’m working on and i haven’t gotten much done recently and i’m sorry 😭😭 schoolwork has been kicking my ass recently and i also have been really sick for the past few days so i haven’t had time to really work on anything else but i have a list of everything i wanna do and all of it WILL be getting done eventually ‼️ just hang on for a bit i prommy

#i swear if i had time to finish all of it i would #just like. wait for a couple weeks before you start yelling at me asking where it is #(probably no one cares) #(i am just stressing myself out over this) #this includes but is not limited to the clervalstein essay and the fanart for my beloved clervalstein fanfic #brain thoughts #my art

[miyuskye]

Another chapter, another month of not knowing if baby boy Snake is gonna make it.

Keep going, Yana, keep playing with my poor heart

#kuroshitsuji #kuroshitsuji spoilers #kuroshitsuji snake #black butler #snake black butler #i am at my limit #really i remember last year when i was praising black butler and i wa saying “no but if yana writes him off im gonna im gonna” #looks like im gonna keep reading this any way it goes but im gonna be very salty and bitter abt it #but yana i swear it's been THREE MONTHS relieve me from my suffering #spoilers: the suffering wont end #me back from my japan trip in tears to my friend wailing at snake being stabbed #pathetic i tell you

[lostryu]

we haven’t oppressed straight people enough tbh

#i swear to god i am at my fucking limit

[soldier-poet-king]

Yes I DID inexplicably make myself sad again

#franposting #how did i do it??? I DONT EVEN KNOW #i was working. listening to mbmbam. ate lunch #now im just DESOLATE AND EMPTY #BITCH WHY????? #ahhhh #after work i am going to go pick up my library holds. then lay outside in the insane heat #normally after work i have such limited time i dont lounge outside #but im SO sad #maybe intense sun will help #sorry to my skin care friends i will probably forgo sunscreen #just for an hour. to absorb it. and feel better #i swear it helps #smthn is DEEPLY wrong with me. oops

[skibasyndrome]

I'm about to throw all my academic values overboard to get this fucking article done

#linguistics are my enemy #not because I don't like the subject #I'm just........ so much less at ease with this than with literary sciene oh my god #I'm so glad I can mostly focus on lit in the future but let me tell you these few linguistics articles I have/had to do have really brought #me to my limit #and I thought I was already fed up and not giving a shit when I did that one article in summer... oh I had NO IDEA how much less of a shit #was capable of giving!!! #the thing is.... I think objectively I'm still? idk not the worst I could technically be doing #like there ARE people who straight up... idk don't even try to have a research question or who don't read more than a handful or articles b #t ugh #I like academic writing so much and I love putting in the work and I love actually getting into the reseach and finding the most important #texts and writing a balanced and well researched article but ugh..... I just feel like I keep reaching my limits with linguistics #and this time is worse than the others because this topic is SO FAR from being standardized and all I can do is ???? mention that there's #like a hundred different models and then just??? choose one and go with it? which is so fucking unsatisfying #but I swear... everybody in this field is just making up a new model that's just different words for the same thing (and not in the /normal #way that science /always/ is about making up a new model. no. this time they are very unnecessarily making up new models) #ugh. everything about this sucks #I should've chosen a different seminar I should've chose a different topic and I especially should've written more of this in summer when I #technically still had a little more time #sorry for blowing up your dash with complaints this festive season lol. I am just having a time (TM) with the different writing tasks on my #hands and I need a place to vent I guess #simon.out. #sounds so drastic btw I'm not about to cheat or plagiarize or anything but I'm about to do so much less of a proper work than I ever wanted #to allow myself to do. cherrypicking and all.

[slam-dunkrai]

sat down a couple of days ago to write more fic. ended up revising chapter one again

#i am telling myself that revisions are just off-limits entirely after this round until the whole thing is published. someone hold me to that #my writing #(giving ch2 a little do-over today and ch3 some touching up tomorrow and i swear to god that is IT i need to get this thing DONE)