#i did this during therapy

[tangledinink]

thats solid advice write that down

[ teenage mutant what now? ]

#this is rlly dumb im sorry #sorrywhatnowau #rottmnt #rottmnt au #rottmnt human au #tmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #drugs #drugs cw #drug ment #i did this during therapy #my therapist says hi again #fidgetwing #rise leo #rise splinter #lou jitsu

[dexiedoo-octo]

dinkdoodles

#my art #oc artwork #i did this during therapy #dinkdoo is so perfect for doodling #bc being poorly drawn is a part of its design #i don't have to worry about the quality

[dearabsolutelynoone]

I cried. I threw up. I shook. I climbed the walls. I cried some more. I tore my hair out. I saw the light. I was on the brink of death. And I cried even more. Charlotte and George were everything and then some. Like my brain chemistry has been permanently altered. I will never be the same. Every time I think about them I’m launched into a brand new mental breakdown. I don’t know how I will recover from this.

#it’s been a couple days since i finished the season and i’m still in quite a state #i haven’t had a reaction to a ship like this since kanthony #did anyone else throw up during the final scene #cause i did #shonda rhimes is so sick #like she needs to pay for her crimes #and my therapy #queen charlotte #king george #charlotte x george #george x charlotte #charlotte and george #george and charlotte #bridgerton #bridgerton queen charlotte #julia quinn #india amarteifio #corey mylchreest #golda rosheuvel #james fleet

[nico-moist-moses]

Please don't take mental health advice from the emotionally constipated man, Dipper

#dipper and mabel are probably the first in the family to go to therapy probably #and actually benefit somewhat from it #stan did go to therapy but he had went to 80s era therapy so you know for sure that was not human friendly #ford doesnt trust them either #and of course their dad's A+ parenting doesnt help #intergenerational trauma from the health system bro #hitting me in the feels bro #this is teenage dipper btw! #teenage dipper would feel comfortable going by mason and showing off his birthmark primarily near grunkle ford #he still tends to hide it during high school but i like to think he eventually stops and starts showing it off #in this scene dipper is trying to suggest therapy to grunkle ford #its a lost cost dip trust me #sketch #grunkle ford #stanford pines #dipper pines #mason pines #gravity falls #gravity falls au #art #fanart #digital sketch #colored sketch #moist maguey art #dipper and stanford bonding

[guckies]

It’s always Bolas forever until one guy is a cop… 😔

#/lh rp #i know phil has his reasons for not trusting foolish especially in this situation BUT MAN YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HIM LIKE FR #im reblogging with more about phil not trusting foolish bc i just want them to have a connection that isnt based on conditional trust >->0 #edit: yeah phil did refer to bolas as his found family during therapy but he is so pick and choose with it 😭😭 #qsmp #qsmp prison #qsmp philza #qsmp quackity #qsmp video #qsmp foolish #<- tag for foolish bc its abt him

[nagasthia]

start to finish

It only took me 292 days :D

(bec I'm a procrastinator)

Ah I missed my pencils ngl

#This took me so long I #got out of college #finished a telenovela #started another one #got into therapy #finished therapy #finished the other telenovela #got diagnosed with autism #got diagnosed with ocd #painted my nails 90+ times #didn't got into college #got into college again #started another therapy #got insomnia back #got rid of my insomnia #started college #got insomnia another time #started another nelenovela #got dengue fever #got diagnosed with adhd #STOPPED BEING A TEEN SOB #what a crazy year #and forgive my abilities with the camera #my art #long time no see tag #my oc #OH AND I FINALLY GAVE HER A NAME #My abilities changed a lot during this year so I redid a ton of things #I did disappear bec of college

[troubldteenz]

I wanna make more art but my phone storage refuses to cooperate

So have art I did on a whiteboard

#smg4 #smg3 #art #smg4 smg3 #digital art #smg3 fanart #Mario #smg4 mario #I did this during a therapy session and my therapist asked if that was emo mario #I said yes and she told me he looked very grumpy JAJAJAJAJ

[disaster-catalyst]

another dp x dc prompt that will not leave my brain unless I write it down :

tim drake in a desperate attempt to save/revive a loved one (can be batman, superboy, or whoever else) turns to the ghost king for help

danny, meanwhile, already have been warned by clockwork to not meddle with this particular timeline decides instead to help in some other means

#a monster calls #this is very much based from that one dialogue from #tim drake : i called you it was to save her it was to heal her! #danny : i did not come to heal her #tim : yes you did! #danny : i came to heal you! #dp x dc #help in other ways can mean literally anything #but for me I'm imagining gk!danny taking one look at this very depressed and on the brink of snapping teen and thinking : #he needs someone right now #danny would've suggested therapy but from his own experiences he knows that teen vigilantes very much hate that idea thank you #also just me remembering that time where tim tried his hardest to prove batman was alive and literally no one helped him #my boy was all alone during that arc :(( he needs someone and who better than the newly summoned ghost king #could be braindead shipping #braindead shipping #braindead #dp x dc prompt #writing prompts #danny phantom #ghost king danny #tim drake

[vegaseatsass]

I was describing DFF to a friend from CQL fandom and she said New with Non sounded kind of like Huaisang with Mingjue, and it def clarified a lot for me about how I feel about both avenging brothers.

The ends don't justify the means, the cats and children and working class servants murdered along the way aren't erasable casualties in the name of a true justice, and these avengers are fundamentally unhinged, twisted, broken people, not righteous seekers of fairness in the world. But I love that both of them are driven by real desperation and are frantic and messy in how much they need to make their revenge happen at any cost; someone trying to burn the world down in their grief, and actually taking the good parts of the world and themselves down along with their target(s), adds so much texture and dimension to the narrative for me.

I love a justice story and an ethical revenge, but for example w/ The Glory, even though that's for me the best it's ever been done, we still have things like a woman being victim-blamed for her rape and drug addiction as narratively acceptable modes of vengeance. I find something freeing in a story that isn't about punishment and who deserves what, but just about the emotional depths people are driven to by loss and rage and the unfairness of a world with no accountability.

#i hope that makes sense i should not be on the computer rn #like it's not just that it's a tragedy and no one wins or something #i'm deeply sympathetic to huaisang and new - honestly they rip my HEART out #but it doesn't mean i think they're making all or even mostly righteous choices #it's similar to how i feel about ter from 3 will be free when he goes around murdering all my favorite side characters #sometimes the wrongness and cruelty of who they hurt for their revenge makes it more honest for me #than if they actually managed to stay within lines of presumable fairness #and also like i said i love the desperation and franticness #huaisang was not murdering cats because he decided the cats had it coming #he was trying to stay one step ahead of a brilliant+ruthless master strategist and making absolutely bugfuck choices in the name of that #i wonder how new was supporting himself and his DRUG LABORATORY after he stopped getting that allowance #did he at some point leave school like tee did and just work during the day and do revenge chemistry at night #i'll never stop thinking about how alone he was this entire time too #men will literally spend years refining a murder hallucinogen instead of go to therapy #dead friend forever #dff #new prathipsit #mdzs #nie huaisang #dear diary

[oflgtfol]

i was talking to my therapist last week about how i'm kinda excited but also equally apprehensive about starting grad school this fall because yes, i so so desperately needed a gap year otherwise i think i literally would have killed myself and/or had a breakdown big enough to land me in the hospital, and even beyond that i just needed to figure out a more concrete plan of what i'm going to do with my life in general -- while all of that is true, and i'm glad i took the gap year for it, i'm also apprehensive because i genuinely feel like an entirely different person than i was even at this exact point in time last year, nevermind anything earlier than that. it's only been a single year of me being out of school but my life has changed so dramatically, mostly for the better, and my whole personality has flipped on its head, it's just going to be so fucking weird going back to the same school, the same campus, potentially seeing my old friends around. augh

#sorry i was trying to find a post in my music tag in my archive and i scrolled so far back i got all the way to april 2023 #where i referenced sitting in a dining hall #and its like. DINING HALL ?!?!?! #im going to be sitting in the fucking dining hall again in just like four months. UGH #brot posts #it's almost similar to the separation between high school and college. where i feel like hs me was completely different than college me #and now only a mere year later i feel like. post-undergrad me is completely different than undergrad me #although now that separation is exacerbated by how short a time it was and just HOW drastic a change it was #like . a bitch goes on antidepressants suddenly theyre a whole new person. #like im lowkey excited to see my old classmates and friends again #but i also am dreading it bc like hi. hey. i have the same name and face as the person you knew but i'm someone else now. sorry #and also just the persistent fear that i'm going to regress or at least even just /feel/ like im regressing #just by being back in that environment again? #even if i'll be on meds this time and actually going to therapy and overall having so much more support than i did in the past #so as nostalgic as i am to be on campus again it's also like. hard to separate the present from the past #like despite it all. this bathroom was still the very same place i went to have a mental breakdown weekly #this bench outdoors was the place i sat by myself to eat lunch in the blistering cold bc i couldnt eat indoors during covid 2020-2021 #this bench indoors was where my friends had an intervention with me and forced me to call the on-campus mental health services #just . idk. feeling a strange mix of nostalgia and also being haunted by bad memories #oh the woes of going to grad school at the same place you got your undergrad. While mentally ill #but alas i need to save money by commuting and having instate tuition

[counting-stars-gayly]

And if I said Mike has been dealing with passive suicidality every day since he saw Will’s fake body, at the least?

#he absolutely would not have acted the way he did during the shootout in s4e4 if he had any will to live #this problem didn’t just ✨go away✨ #after El saved him at the quarry #stranger things #I am a firm believer that if he’d been cursed in season four and known it he wouldn’t have told anyone and he would have let Vecna kill him #that boy needs THERAPY #st1 #st2 #st3 #st4 #vecna’s curse #mike gets vecna'd #mike wheeler #mike wheeler needs a hug #mike wheeler analysis #stranger things 4 #stranger things four #byler #stranger things 1 #stranger things s1 #stranger things analysis #mike wheeler thoughts #mike wheeler protection squad #mike wheeler angst #mike wheeler deserves better #mike wheeler my beloved #mike wheeler trauma #the quarry #mike wheeler kinnie #mike and will

[pencil-for-a-dog]

So, the golden enclaves.... They were... Qn experience

#SOBBING CRYING HITTING MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL #I CRIED SO MUCHO DURING THIS BOOK #spoilers ahead #WHEN THE GRANDMA REVEALED THE TRUTH AN HE WOULD HAVE JUM WITH YOU CRADLED IN HIS ARMS (PARAPHRASING) #WHEN SHE SAID YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD THE FIRST TIME I LAUGHED #BUT THEN THE REVEAL CAME #AND THEN SHE SAID YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD TO THE MAN SHE LOVED #AND I CRIED #WHEN SHE SAID STAY I FELT IT LIKE IT WASN'T SOME KIND OF SPELL BUT EL ASKING ORION TO STAY A LITTLE LONGER #and i know I know Ophelia did what she thought was right for the greater good- #BUT SHE DIDN'T DESERVED THAT HAPPY ENDING OF HERS #WATAFAK #I THOUGHT ORION WOULDN'T FORGIVE HER BUT HE KEEPS SURPRISING ME #«El you need therapy » YES SHE DOES #I wanted so bad El being the one building the enclaves but she have been forced to destroy themmm #NAOMI NOVIK YOUR BOOKS DESTROYED AND REBUILT ME WATAFAK #Amazih book #a trilogy I would absolutely recomend #the scholomance #the golden enclaves

[batfamfucker]

I will now be personally headcanoning that Bruce pulled Tim aside one day to ask his opinion on if Tim would ever consider changing or adding Alfred to his middle name(s). I've always interpreted Jack Drake as having been abusive towards Tim, due to some of the comics where he's been violent and such (Like the time he destroyed some of Tim's belongings and such when he was angry at him, or the straight up neglect when Jack and Janet went to explore the world regularly and leave Tim behind, forgot his birthday, etc), and so I feel like sometimes Tim would feel icky about keeping his middle name as 'Jackson' after his biological father (I'm surprised he ever kept 'Drake' and didn't just fully move to 'Wayne', but alas). I feel like Bruce would also be aware that Tim sometimes feels left out of the family, especially due to the early years of him and Damian's dynamic and constantly being told he was never Bruce's 'real son'. It doesn't take a lot of common sense to realise those kind of words will linger, even after the brothers have improved their relationship. I had originally thought to consider this with Damian, but he's already named after Thomas, so I feel as though Bruce would choose Tim so that he gets to both honour his second father, and let Tim know that he will always be Bruce's son and a part of the family, regardless of DNA. Tim accepts, and so his middle name becomes Alfred, instead of Jackson.

Alfred doesn't find out until he's going over some family legal documents and sees it. He cries when he does.

#I feel as though Bruce would have also considered Jason especially when Jason adores Alfred #And he knows Jason can also feel estranged from the family for obvious reasons #So I feel he would've discussed it with him too as well as Dick to let them know that he isn't trying to leave either of them out #Or make them feel like they're not his sons. But he thinks it would really help Tim's ongoing doubts whilst ensuring he wasn't named #After his abuser (Again I'm ignoring the Drake thing) #And I think Jason and Dick would be understand of it. Dick is named after his biological dad who he loves so he's all good. And Jason is #Aware that Bruce loves him after some therapy and family counselling sessions that Bruce took them to to improve their relationship #Which worked. So Jason knows Bruce is always going to cherish him as his son despite their history. And also both #Brothers are very aware of Tim's feelings (Jason and Tim have bonded over it. He knows how bad Tim can get mentally when he thinks about it #too much) so Jason is completely fine letting his baby brother have the name. Makes up for those bad early days between them a little #Which Jason does still feel guilty about and has talked over with Tim during some of their deep talks where he apologised for it. #Either way I feel like it's the classic Big BrotherTM who also wants his Baby BrotherTM to be okay even if he doesn't admit it #I'm also headcanoning that Cass who didn't have a middle name was approached by Bruce who asked if she liked Martha as a contender #She definitely did #Anyway- I won't tag everyone because I've used half the tag limit already so just the ones in the post #Tim Drake #Bruce Wayne #Alfred Pennyworth #Robin #Red Robin #Batman #Agent A #Tim Drake Wayne #Tim Wayne #Batfamily #Abuse mention tw #Headcanon

[newfeeling77]

im making healthier choices for my brain every day. for my body thats another story

#its crazy how much better i feel after going to therapy ONCE #didnt even talk about anything just did the standard introduction n treatment plan #but i guess just the relief of finally seeking help n feeling like im not stuck n this isnt the end #somehow that translates over into me doing the dishes without being asked and staying awake during the day #im not excited to talk about the really scary and upsetting stuff going on in my head #but i am excited to finally feel unburdened and i can really be the person i know im capable of being #and having a happier life bc i deserve it

[captain-lovelace]

.

#Sometimes I think about the fact that without my OCD diagnosis I might be dead #Like given the intensity of how things ramped up last fall/winter especially #I was so terrified that I was sleeping like 2 hours per night in like half-hour bursts #And sometimes could barely speak #I have no idea what I would have done if I hadn’t been able to get some distance from it instead of #Believing it was all my fault and I was just uniquely awful #Suicide mention #Like to be clear: diagnosis is not something I think everyone should pursue and I think the actual *therapy* I was getting during that time #Was not actually helping #But having some way to say that the thoughts I was having did not reflect on whether or not I deserved to live #Was a relief

[dreamlogic]

...

#chronic blogging #shit chat #well at this point both of my parents (who i inherited my Just Tough It Out streak from) have #upon hearing how bad my post-hysterectomy pain has been #told me 'umm no you need to go see someone.' and 'please just go to urgent care i will pay for it if your insurance won't.' respectively #haunted by the ghost of my right ovary (sharp stabbing pains & debilitating muscle spasms around the incision site) #it's been 1.5 years since surgery and it's getting worse not better #at my 1mo post op i was like 'hey right side hurts a lot worse & the incision seems really wonky & off-center. thoughts?' #they said it was nothing to worry about give it time i might still be feeling pain up to 6mo post op #sooo 8mo post op contact surgeon again 'hey remember that thing i mentioned? yeah still hurts bad enough i struggle to walk sometimes' #she says eeehhh maybe you developed pelvic floor dysfunction or always had it and surgery made it worse. read this book & do some stretches #book stretches & muscle relaxers helped for a bit so i just carried on but it was not improving in fact becoming more persistent #lil over a year post op contact surgeon like 'HEY do not ignore me i am in an amount of pain that is NOT NORMAL and you WILL see me' #drive 1+ hrs for her to poke at me for ~10 minutes ignore most of what i was saying and determine it's just muscle spasms do more stretches #said physical therapy MIGHT help if i did it 2x monthly for at least 6mo. which would've involved commuting over an hour during the workweek #no THANK you i'll just keep doing my stupid stretches. and the thing is. #the stretches ARE helping. i feel my overall balance/flexibility/stamina improving #but that by contrast is making the STABBING PAINS WHERE MY RIGHT OVARY USED TO BE all the more obvious #'oh it's just muscle spasms' well why the FUCK are my muscles spasming around THIS SPOT EXCLUSIVELY for SEVENTEEN MONTHS STRAIGHT #i have essentially no pain on my left side at all. i feel overall just fine & dandy but i am convinced there is something #like. very seriously wrong on the right side causing this #and yeah if my surgeon won't listen to me maybe i will check myself into urgent care and demand an ultrasound #(which btw i asked for during my last visit & she told me it was unnecessary & to fuck off) #but now the two people who instilled me with a very deep mistrust for the medical industry #and from who i learned from via a lifetime of observation how to dissociate from chronic pain in order to function #are telling me 'yeah no this is bad you need a DOCTOR.' umm. i probably need a doctor. #was talking w/ E last night about degrees of pain & like. avg day is like 4-6 on a 0-10 scale. good days 2-3. #i don't consider calling out from work unless it's like an 8 or higher cause i'm just so used to it. #i'm sick of it. so fucking bored with being in constant pain. i want my life & energy back. i want a personality beyond Oh Just Tired back. #i wanna be able to enjoy touch again with immediately hitting overstimulation threshold due to pain.