#i don't want to feel like this anymore

[battling-my-demons]

I feel like I was set up from the moment I was born. I was made to fail. I have nothing. Nothing good about me. No brains and not good looking and incredibly bad luck. I hate myself. Everything about me is worthless. I am worthless.

#i hate everything #tired #emotional #dysfunctionality #tw selfhate #Selfhate #Self hate #worthless #stupid #i'm stupid #ugly #not worth it #useless #I'm so worthless #I'm not worth anything #i don't want to feel like this anymore #i don't want to be here #i want to go away #i wish i was joking #i wish i was pretty #i wish i was dead #i want to disappear #why was i born #why am i here #why am i like this #why am i alive #why am i the way that i am #i will survive #I'm barely here

[chrissy-kaos]

I hope I don't wake up tomorrow 😔

#you destroyed me #i don't want to feel like this anymore #i don't want to feel anymore #take me away #make it go away

[evening-emerald]

god I'm so tired of being tired

#i don't want to feel like this anymore #chronic fatigue #chronic illness #long covid

[igotanidea]

Being heartbroken over a fictional character is truly a new level of pain.

#nes rambles #fandom things #fandom problems #fandom #monday #i don't want to feel like this anymore #i don't know why it just struck me on my way to work

[dream-this-nightmare-over]

#sad #depressed #sad kids #i don't want to feel like this anymore #I don't want to spend my entire life feeling sad #depression #my feelings are suffocating me #tired #broken #pain #lonely #trauma

[skynapple]

Almost cried when my boss was talking to me today. I can't take it here anymore.

#i don't want to feel like this anymore #madi talks

[ambulance-mom]

fuck tumblr I'm not good enough for anyone... I'm sorry about being myself having cognitive problems... I'm sorry for everything

#last post? #i dont care #i don't want to feel like this anymore #personal vent #what did i do

[stopshayleetime]

Sometimes the rsd hits and you just down in your imagined rejection

#personal #i don't want to feel like this anymore #capricorn #stopshayleetime

[kara-is-a-cutie]

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#I wish someone could just get me the fuck out of here #I'm so tired of waking on eggshells #I havent felt safe in over 10 years #I'm so tired of only feeling comfortable with eating when im home alone or they're asleep #I'm so tired of his shitty temper and her constantly making excuses for it #I'm so tired of him talking over me constantly #I'm so tired of the anger and fear I constantly feel #I wish being disabled didn't make it almost impossible for me to be independent #I'm just so tired of this being my life #I don't want to feel like this anymore #to be delete later #kara rambles

[morgynemberisagenderfluiddaddy]

Life is a racquet ball game and I'm the fucking ball

#god im so sick of this shit #im so tired #it's the same old shit everyday #pain suffering hate #im so fucking sick of it #i don't want to feel like this anymore #i don't want to do this anymore #izzy speaks but i really shouldn't #EAT A DICK LIFE

[derraceserrano]

a clean room

Having divorced parents is an experience, to say the least

Sometimes when I'm staying with my mom I'll clean my room before I leave

Then, a week later when I come back, I come back to a clean room

My room normally isn't extremely clean but it's never really dirty

But sometimes when I look at the floor when I'm sitting on my bed

I don't feel like I'm in my room

This clean Room

This organized room

This isn't mine

The quiet and peace that exists in this little area isn't something I'm used to

But it's alright

I think I'll sleep better in a room that isn't mine

Because I don't want to be in my room tonight

And maybe, I don't want to be me tonight either

#poetry #writing #tramua #divorce #parents being bad parents #clean room #I don't want to be me #i don't want to feel like this anymore

[br0ken-x-b0nez]

Tw: s3x, p0rn, intrusive thoughts

It's 3am and he's asleep next to me as I write this

Dating my favorite person is making me want to die.. I love him more than life but I can't handle feeling like I'll never be enough. We watched p🖤rn together because I wanted to make him happy but I don't feel like the same person after that.. Until I told him I couldn't handle it anymore he'd just choose that over sex and now I can't look at myself anymore- I love this man with my entire being but I can't handle feeling disgusting.. He made me lay on my back and hold the phone in a way where he could picture fucking her in that position and I'll never be the same..

#i don't want to feel like this anymore #obssesive #lovesick #i'm gonna scream

[kafkachouchou]

ㅤㅤㅤTrust me ㅤ

#i don't want to feel like this anymore

[grownups-are-the-real-monsters]

The feeling has been settling deep in my chest for the last like month......I think I'm on the edge of another depressive episode.....

#but with more....anger #im like so fucking angry for no specific reason which is stressful #sitting here.... #pulling at my hair #i don't want to feel like this anymore #personal #not Stephen king related #textpost #text post

[tenaciousmoneymuffinzine]

How do you pick up the pieces of your heart when someone scattered them so far you can't find them?

How do you open your heart to love again when, the last time that happened, he didn't just break your heart, he destroyed it. Ripped it up like it was nothing and threw it away.

How do you find yourself and your purpose after falling down the spiral of depression, anxiety, and the suicidal thoughts? How do you pull yourself out of the gutter and move on?

How do you force yourself to let go of and stop choosing somebody who isn't choosing you?

If I hate him, why can't I let go of him?

How do you get the help you need when nobody truly understands?

#depression #anxiety #tw depressing stuff #depressive episode #mental health #mental wellbeing #mentalheathawareness #mental health help #mental help #anxiety disorder #suicidal thoughts #i need help #i'm stuck in a hole i can't get out of #i can't handle it #i don't want to feel like this anymore #i don't know what to do #i don't know what's wrong #i don't know how to fix it

[catboygretzky]

I'm so!!!!! Broken lol

#i don't want to feel like this anymore #i hate it