#i want this one to be real so badly lol

[the-prussian-nap]

Day 23, Dreams

Emmet dreaming of his future friend and dream job!

#monthofemmet #submas #subway boss emmet #emmet #kid submas #eelektross #Emmet was probably one of those kids that knew exactly what he wanted in the future #which good for him #It’s good to have something to work towards #I am verry late and behind #i haven’t skipped day 21 and 22 I just bit off more than I could chew and tried to make a comic strip type of thing for the first time #so im just failing behind lol #anyways #I remembed those old post from a year or two ago where emmet had the Eelektross equivalent of Blåhaj #which I wish was real because I want one soo badly #so I thought it’d be cute if the reason Emmet had an Eelektross was because of his childhood toy #truly best friends forever #Naps art

[oozeandgoo-art]

had an odd dream that i was reading a comic book. sketched a couple of the pages i could remember.

#i might adapt this into an actual story because i am SO SO SO mad that it isn't a thing i can go back to reading #oc #im definitely keeping the concept of save-bot i fucking love save-bot he's just doing his best. i love a robot who wants to help people #im not equipped to be writing about underground rebellions with any sense of real tact though #besides its in a superhero universe/story so you know it would just be so sucks lol #sketch #god the colors were so interesting. the teal parts were all very precisely crosshatched and the fire was this gorgeous brush pen looking #colored inks that just seemed like they were MOVING #and i mean some of that was because i was dreaming but god even in my halfhearted copy you can see some of the movement #it was a bad scene but a really really REALLY fun dream. i love when a book can *get* to me so i was really enjoying it #put it aside so i could take a break and woke up. instant fury at the universe for not having it be a real book instead #ill reblog with details if anyone's curious. i can explain this scene but i dont feel like it #the green people are in a secret basement though. hiding from the government. blue jacket guy is a speedster robot named save-bot who does #rescue stuff with every fire department so fire suppression technology is not very good because save-bot "can just save you'' #however they're badly over their legal occupancy and the secret basement has One (1) exit so everyone is like really fucked here. #includinig save-bot who is going to do his job until he dies because he is an ai without any sense of self preservation and he cares #which i didn't even CATCH until i woke up and started tryin to frantically note everything down #and then i was like wait. the glitter on that last page before i realized i needed a glass of water to keep reading... what WAS that... #(it was tears suspended in midair because save-bot goes so fast and also knows he's so fucked LOL) #seriously i'm so mad someone else didn't make this.

[time-is-restored]

btw this might be me swinging a bat at a hornets nest but like. absolutely none of my disappointment from the tl finale comes from ship baiting or any relationships that didn’t happen (though to be clear, i think the tedbecca fake outs were meanspirited and served no narrative purpose - in noted contrast to the season's earlier jamiekeeley fakeouts, for example, which were explicitly there to demonstrate jamie's growth + maturity)

tedpendant is a really fun concept for me, and i LOVE the characterisation + thematic potential there!

but as someone who personally resonated with a lot of ted’s struggles, the idea that ted could leave richmond so… seamlessly, for lack of a better word, really doesn’t sit right with me. the thesis of the shows entire first season - assuming it can be said to have only one - was about how everyone needs the love and support of a community, whether that comes in the flavour of someone who hypes u tf up or someone who will relentlessly call u on ur shit (or, as happened quite frequently, both!).

rebecca, roy, jamie are the clearest examples as the characters with the most screentime: they were all deeply isolated and disconnected from the people around them, and that was making them miserable. the connections they made with the team, the vulnerability they finally allowed themselves to express (the ghost banishing ceremony comes to mind!), and them going on to want *more* out of their life are what made their arcs about *progression* rather than *regression*. without that clear theme of compassion + community inspiring positive growth in everyone who encounters it, there is, frankly, no season one.

my personal favourite scene from season one comes right after michelle walks away from ted, when they’ve agreed to get divorced. ted sits down on the bench looking gutted, and a little shell shocked - and beard sits down with him. hands him the drink, and they sit there together. silent, but together. to me, that scene is an implicit promise from the episode, to the audience: ‘it’ll be okay. it’s going to be hard, but ted isn’t alone, and his friends won’t leave him behind.’

it also makes it clear to the audience that ted isn’t the saintly-giver-of-grace who needs nothing in return, as one might assume on first brush, but rather that he’s Also struggling with his own shit (as is everyone, always, in real life!) and he has something he needs from the people around him too.

and looking at the text of s3, and the conclusion to his arc in the finale, i just don’t believe that he got it. he wasn’t just sad that he was leaving (which would be understandable!), he was completely closed off. unresponsive to the people around him reaching out, borderline confused as to why they were trying so hard!

(side note, while i completely respect the read of ted and trents last interaction being rather rude + ooc on ted’s part, i personally read a different motive into it. for me, it was more like… he didn’t understand where trents enthusiasm was coming from? like, he read that as trent being too invested in what other people think of him, and responded in a way that he hoped would emphasise that ted doesn’t *need* to laugh at everything trent wrote, bc trent Already Knows that he’s done something really cool and kickass, and he shouldn’t value anyone else’s reactions above that. basically, based on his demeanour in the episode, i genuinely don’t think it would’ve even occurred to him that trent was more invested in HIS reaction than he would’ve been with anyone else.)

again, looking purely at the text, the show had already established that ted has really strong depressive + avoidant tendencies, as well as panic attacks (largely triggered by his fear of not being ‘good enough’ in various roles, ie: a father). we saw one area he was able to calm HIMSELF abt these fears (worry for henry, which is a Hell of a choice considering the ending…), but in literally every other heightened moment, he had to rely on his support system to help him make the choices that he WANTED to make, rather than ones inspired by avoidance and fear (ie: confronting michelle abt jake, talking to his mum abt why she was visiting + his dads death).

and to be clear, this is a GOOD THING! we’re not supposed to go through life alone, no matter how bad OR well we’re doing. rebecca and keeleys friendship isn’t worth less for all the scenes where they’re both in good places. if anything, the opposite is true - it’s lovely that they both have someone who want to celebrate the achievements in their life!

and fuck it, we’re sure as hell not supposed to go through life with exactly one (1) person whom we expect to fulfill ALL of our emotional needs at all times either! like, im sure i don’t need to labour my point here, but tying everything to one (1) person in ur life doesn’t make u any less isolated than if u were going it completely alone, whether it’s a family member, a friend, or a partner. i won’t pretend to know the first thing abt what it’s like to be a parent, but i don’t think it’s unreasonable to say that no parent would be at their best if they had absolutely no support/camaraderie/general love provided to them from Anyone other than their child.

so when ted is SPECIFICALLY shown to be in a bad place, over and over again (did he come to terms w his fear to be close to henry overnight???????), and then removed from his community? of COURSE the audience is left feeling unsettled, and like the rug has been pulled out from under them. there was no time in this finale dedicated to how ted would still be in contact with anyone from richmond. no promises of visits, or phone calls - fuck, nothing about emails!! according to the text, we might as well assume this is a clean break (and the maybe-dream-sequence does Fuck All to assure us otherwise. if ted doesn’t go to beards wedding, what WOULD he go to????). and since the show has ALSO completely failed to give us even an IMPLICATION of who/what ted’s support system would be in kansas, there’s… a reasonable argument to be made that this is It for ted. that, after two seasons doing NOTHING but attesting otherwise, the audience is supposed to suddenly believe that ted can (and SHOULD!) pull himself up by his bootstraps, and cope entirely on his own.

that, to me, is a betrayal of the show’s premise. we were promised a show about how, no matter how dark things may get, none of the characters would be left to struggle alone. and then they ended the show with ted alone.

i don’t know. i guess if i had to give this post a tldr; if anyone has any gen fic/meta/Literally Anything in the pipeline, i would absolutely love to be tagged/directed towards it. i’ll be endeavouring to write something myself, as well, but it might take a while before i can return to my WIP, lol.

#this is the most measured version of this post i was capable of fghjskdjhgfdgjhsfd #the least measured one is just the aromantic flag with the ‘we are going to beat u to death’ meme overlaid #look ik this is hardly impartial wrt very small + insular communities like nuclear families #but its fucking impossible to go into media analysis and not bring Anything from ur real life in there w u #so im trying to forgive myself for being a little hashtag Vulnerable + Opinionated on main #in the spirit of what this show could’ve been lol #if not here then where etc etc #Ted lasso spoilers #Ted lasso meta #Ted lasso critical #also just to be clear here im being dead serious abt that last point #im spiritually doing the jamie run to demonstrate to u all how badly i want gen shit #please. p l e a s e . #okay wait last ramble here but. this is also why the lack of information we got on trent was so crushing to me #like ur telling me this man went through the incredibly painful + harrowing process of breaking out of his (comfortable! safe) shell + #cynical journalist persona. came out to someone VERY important in his life. and has done nothing but face the music wrt acknowleding #his past mistakes + endeavouring to be better and kinder. and we never get to know if he has ANY support through all that? at all? #is he dating? what's his family situation like? does he have full custody? any friends from work? any friends period????? #like i can should must and will die on the beard + roy + higgins + colins are trents best friends hill but #its like the premise of the show stopped mattering just in time for him to be left in a legitimately depressing limbo #like 'yes everyone needs love + support bc life is rlly hard. but we're tired of making a show abt that so This Is All Ur Getting #+ screw anyone's personal life that u didn't already see in s1. You Know Enough.' #anyway i love u all this is a very silly show and im gonna go play t.o.t.k for a few hours o/ <3

[sagau-my-beloved]

I got Faruzan, and I also had elegy, I was going to use elegy on Venti but he has a r3 stringless that has high EM. I feel bad for giving her his bow I was trying to save for him, but the only reason I got her was to make him and Scaramoche stronger!

I hope he isn’t mad at me 🥲

😬😬😬

Mad probably isn't the right word, not like he could ever truly be mad at you of course, but maybe concerned fits better? You're not thinking of investing more into her than him right?

He's a bow user too! He's got wayyy more experience with a bow that she does you know. Ha, someone who claims to be a century old or so? Try 26+

And don't think he's forgotten about our dear Scara there, you're not thinking of switching over to the shiny new anemo user, right? Honestly, it's his element, he shouldn't be one to discard so easily

You're in the clear for now, of course your choices are always absolute and he respect them no matter what, but he might just have to prove how he can perform even better with a simple 4 star bow that that nice pretty decked out limited time 5 star one, you wouldn't bench him then right?

#genshin impact #genshin venti #sagau #venti x reader #genshin x reader #yandere genshin au #yandere genshin x reader #i got both of them too lol #completely out of primos now #i really want yanfei tho so i might still try for her when i save a bit if the banner isn't over by then #I can't express how badly I need a 5 star Bow rn #just one hoyo pls #I haven't even gotten a stupid bow billet to upgrade the one he's using now in an unreasonably long time #I've got like 3-5 of all the other weapon billet it's insane #I really think the game hates me I'll be honest #anyway almost done with finals eyyy #I'll be back in like 24 hours or so for real prob #luckily the finals weren't as strenuous as the midterms #I'm gonna have so much free time on my hands #I won't know what to do with it all

[skenpiel]

wish i was a witch for real that would be so badass. god i would do anything for a magic broom

#legitimately my biggest wish like if i found a genie thatd be the first thing id ask #id be like ok make me a witch i have to be able to use magic wands and make potions and have flying brooms and talk to cats #god. god. god. god. god. god. god. none of you understand how badly i wish i were a witch. #i wish i had a flying bbroom so bad like the rest of the stuff would be awesome too but magic broom is like number 1........... #god i want it so bad. i want it so bad im tearing up /srs #waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh waaaaaaaaaaaahhhh waaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahaahahhhhhhhhhhhhh #i dont care about anything else i had a dream the other week that i had a magic broom #and what i did was fly out at night and overlook the forest where i grew up and then smoked hella weed up there #i was getting LITERALLY wizard high #i wish so badly i had a magic broom none of you could even understand how badly i want it #in the dream i also snuck out by just opening my window and taking flight........ #i wish that was real. i cant leave the house undetected anymore i used to be able to in my old house but now i cant #i dont need it as much anymore so it isnt a very big problem but it still bums me out #if i had a magic broom none of that would matter........ i want one SO BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i wish i could lucid dream and then i could fly on a broom everyday all the time. UGH!!!!!! #seriously i want to be able to lucid dream...... if i could do that whenever i wanted i would be unstoppable #and also unwakeable. lol #i would never want to do anything else but at least i wouldnt need booze to make me not feel like shit so itd be better still -_- #me and madotsuki r holding hands btw were like the same exact person

[1980ssunflower]

new piercingg ✌🔥🔥

#my husbands want me so badly GDHFJSK #now the only real piercing i need done 1000% are more lobe piercings #then after that ill think abt it lol #ive been getting other piercing instead of those ones for a while now tho lmao #tape entry circa 1980

[timegears-moved]

typed out another champions rant but i stopped myself for you guys <3

#bwark #totk lb #just had a chat with teba and he was like ''oh you don't have your great eagle bow with you? 🤨 be care ful with it because it means a lot #to the greatest craftsman in rito village harth.'' harth?? the game wants me to care about what the bow means to fucking HARTH????????????? #literally why is this game so allergic to mentioning their names #aside from mipha who was done okay i'll give that that and one very small mention of urbosa they've gotten nothing #the fucking compendium is my only friend in this game it's the one keeping it real #anyway teba i don't have the bow with me because it's safe in my house. alongside my other champions weapons. and my picture of the #champions from the dlc. because i care about THE CHAMPIONS NOT FUCKING HARTH #okay so turns out i am incapable of stopping myself. lol #do you guys understand my pain do you get me do you get why this hurts me so badly do you see how bad it is do y

[transphilza]

tis missin techno hours it seems

#cw grief #vent in tags #man i started watching breakin bad for the first time recently w my gf and like great show #but boy was i not prepared for all the cancer stuff. we had to stop watching one night because of how hard it was for me to watch #its just so hard to think about him going through that. like obviously #thats why the dedication by the sfa still hurts to even think about #and thinking about it all it makes sense to me why he never told us how bad it really was #i was. already so so worried about him all the time especially those last few months #even though he never gave us any reason to believe it was getting worse or anythin like that #so i cant imagine how badly id have been worrying if id known the extent of it all back then #and im grateful in a way for it. cause it gave me the chance during that last year we had him to really just love and appreciate #i just watched and rewatched vods and videos and i was so happy and so grateful to have him around.. im still grateful. cause hes not gone #i think he wanted it to be like that? i think he didnt want anyone mourning him before he left #dunno im just missing him and thinking of him as i often do. its just one of those Its All Painfully Real Lol moments #i sometimes have legitimate fleeting thoughts where im like. so. im gonna wake up tomorrow and someones gonna have created a cure for death #and hes gonna be back right. or like. for half a second my brain goes Cool so when does he come back? #its real strange #i think about his friends and family alot i find myself wondering if it hurts so bad for me then how are they even getting by? #but grief is always grief and grieving people are grieving people so maybe we arent as different as i think #yknow #whenever theres a meetup or something like that theres always this awful ache. this ringing in my ears #and it says. like. christ this is hard to type out. #it says ‘techno never got to do this’… or ‘sbi never got to do this’… #and its not a sentiment of jealousy or anger or even envy…. just grief #it’s just pure pure grief it’s just loss and it makes the whole world feel hollow #but i suppose that’s just the world without him.? everything echoes louder than it should #it seriously makes me feel sick when i think about that. augh. last hope we all had for an sbi meetup at vidcon #and how phil said they asked but techno. said he wouldnt make it that long basically. i think about that too much #i wont ever remember that vidcon as anything but the last few days of bliss before we found out #gonna rewatch some of his videos and sleep now. hearing his voice always makes me smile ❤️ goodnight

[july-19th-club]

i think it's my own if-i-can't-see-it-it-doesn't-exist excatholic sensibilities but when it comes to the paranormal elements of yellowjackets i'm one hundred percent taissa. why can't lottie just be a kid lost in the woods without the means to control her mental illness, latching onto whatever feels realest in the moment? why can't the cultishness that later resulted not have been all of the other kids doing the exact same thing? reaching for whatever they could eat when they needed it? why does there have to be some creepy old ghost in a cabin when the human fears and exhaustion and needs of the characters are already carrying the entire plot easily? i think in the case of yellowjackets, like so many survival dramas, adding an extra element like that winds up overcrowding the story, especially when it's already playing around with how linear it is and juggling multiple dynamic characters and actors

#or maybe im just a cranky skeptic in real life so i have to be with tv too lol #like not with shows that are Obviously About Magic or whatever . but shows that don't LOOK like that kind of genre #but are sort of vaguely hinting at it. no just say yay or nay and get on with it #it's not that i want to know from the outset how to think about the show. just that i think it might be one thing too many here #also: IF there is a supernatural element it leads into two considerations for me: #one) the fact that supernatural element + north american wilderness survival story often winds up dipping its toes into #indigenous mythology and similar subjects . and too many shows/books do that Really Badly Actually #two) the lottie thing again: if she's actually a psychic whose medication is just 'suppressing her visions' i hate that plot #feel like it's overdone and then there's the whole 'medication is unnecessary; you can always trust your brain' concept #or a sort of fear/dismissal of a) mental illness b) getting help for mental illness #which is very easy for that plot to slide into . and honestly with lottie i feel like it already has #yellowjackets #q

[smiggles]

.

#hfff.. #rrrffff... #nnmmmgg.. #that one made me really REALLY want to rp with you uufff... #i wish that could be real so badly #i want to feel that #rfff... #///// #ill think of u next time #and hope i dont hurt myself again LOL #rrff.. #smigglesask #butterflyask

[ssawboness]

Here is the threat you wanted: Actually kys

i could never send anon hate because in my mind it's the most embarrassing thing ever. you're gonna tell me to kys but not put your face on it? come on. tell your followers you're incapable of blocking someone. take your fuckin pants off and tell me to kill myself like a man. i'm waiting

#stoop asks #stoop.txt #i also have fubfree in my bio so i feel like you're really just wasting your time on someone who literally does not give a fuck #my friends know about it. my real family is my real family and i'm disgusted by the idea of irl incest. #my cat still loves me #it doesn't matter what you say #because at the end if the day #you are completely insignificant to me #telling me to kys won't prevent me from getting a job #i'll still eat and sleep normally knowing people on my screen hate me #we're both wasting our time engaging with this #if it bothers you that badly? block me. #i do care about anyone who is affected by this kind of content #wholeheartedly #but taking things out on one person for enjoying it won't help anything lol #if anything you're just subjecting yourself to the content further #and that's not something that i want #if it bothers you so badly #tl;dr curate your own experience i don't want you to get hurt if you're this dependent on the internet for your happiness

[oscill4te]

One day i will not be obsessed with the cr/amp twins. Maybe i will like it a normal amount. Or maybe not even like it at all one day. I intertwined that show too deeply with my identity. Generally when I am super hyperfixated on something, i am using it as escapism from thinking about my real life.

#like to me 2023 is just mass escapism via an obscure cartoon and internet addiction. kind of sad. #2022 was awful though so 2023 is a mass improvement but damn #some parts of myself looove the show. others parts hate it for what it represents in my life. #i also should stop using tumblr/my phone or at least limit my usage. but. one day at a time #escapism is just nice in general #txt #not in the longrun but it feels so great in the moment being immersed in something that isnt your real life #when your current real life sucks ass but feel too scared to make those big changes that are essential #to you being happy and stable in the long run #easier to forget your real life and just watch shitty cartoons. idk. i shouldn't even be blogging this stuff publicly lol #like i am genuinely not well. i am a benign lolcow. #who overshares and tbh i never even expected this blog to even get followers o.o so now im like #maybe i should stop. i dont know. find better outlets. lol #maybe try to connect with my realworld. my brain desperately doesn't want to leave the fantasy escapism world it created though #i feel like an age regressed loser and idk I want to shape up so badly #im 24 i should be way more ahead than this yknow. i just stagnated in 2023. because 2021-2022 was so awful #idk its complicated man #like 2023 was needed. but it is such a hazy blur. it feels so unreal. we are still in 2023 and it already feels so far away #i feel i need to try to change my life and priorities in 2024. i just have no roadmap. no people to ask.. #i have to teach myself on my own. ill probably make a lot of mistakes but thats okay #my next goal is to try a new job even though it scares the everliving shit out of me #i accepted i wont be able to drive safely so I need to carefully plan. i need to be okay with taking risks. i need too. #i need to work on my tardiness social skills and my appearance so I can get a new job too without insta rejection #i dont know. i want to prove my family wrong too and have good things. good mental health. financially stable. takes care of herself. #ik spite is a shitty motivator. but i just wanna prove it to myself. that I am capable of m #okay too many tags smh. gonna stop here

[spoondrifts]

wish there was somewhere i could talk freely about my body image issues without feeling like a waste of space attention seeking lazy fuck

#lol!! #the way i've never voiced it out loud to anyone in my life before and every time i try to i freeze up and literally can't speak #it's bc there's no fun and casual way to say that i want to disappear & never be seen again every time i look at my stomach #whoopsie lol sometimes i wish i had the mental strength to starve myself but then i remember that eating disorders are bad and then hate #myself for that train of thought even occurring to me in the first place #got rly close to developing an ed over the summer and it felt good to indulge the obsessiveness i feel every day but don't act on #i'll preach body neutrality all day long & i believe it wholeheartedly for everyone who isn't me #LOL!!!!! #anyway dreading my next doctor's appt bc i'll have go get weighed and that might be my breaking poing actually #i haven't checked since i was fourteen because it made me spiral so badly #isn't that fun! isn't that cute! i'll literally never say this aloud to anyone in my life #when you undress in front of a mirror and the unspeakable self-loathing hits 🥴 #constantly feeling so physically repulsive that i can't believe anyone would ever be attracted to me despite rampant evidence otherwise #someone literally told me they had a sex dream about me and i'm like haha that's hilarious but be fucking for real #when i don't get physical affection one singular time i instantly wonder if it's because i'm so fat & ugly & monstrous that they can't #stand the thought of touching me #additionally hating myself for lacking the strength of will to exercise consistently on top of all that #can't build habits! what a fun adhd quirk that totally isn't destroying my life at all

[sorikkung]

curious on what everyone's fav underrated ateez ships are here like ik the main ships are seongjoong woosan and yungi for obvious reasons and i love those ships to death but as seen w wgoin i like writing rarepairs cause i like to be contrarian. i mean it doesn't matter bc i always end up making everyone poly and in love w each other anyway but usually polycules start with one or two crushes at a time or main ones and then they slowly escalate so im tryna figure out how to start this pirate ateez polycule... if you would be so inclined lmk what yalls fav pair dynamics are and what you like abt them!!

#already writing woogi in wgoin and woosang in gbgb so prolly wont do those #woosang isnt even underrated LOL #definitely gonna have some heavy woojoong themes in this one but also i have that comin p strong in wgoin too so idk #which member of his crew should mysterious pirate captain hongjoong be smitten w at the start... im thinking san.... #cause san breathes and joong is like. giggling and fluttering his eyelashes like sir get UP!!!!! #but wooyoung wants hongjoong to roughhouse him so badly and thats Exactly the kinda shit i love writing so i kinda wanna go for that #which would obviously just mean i should make wooyo in love w joong and joong in love w san but i feel like itd be more a challenge to not #like have hongjoong be the one in love w the incorrigible wooyoung first while wooyoung pines over like... yunho or smth #what is yunyoung(?)s dynamic even like #idk its easier for me to write ships where i can easily see their dynamic like the popular ships or other ones ive mentioned but #that prolly means i just needa watch more ateez videos #and focus on individual chemistries #cause yes while this is fanfiction i like to draw character traits and dynamics as much from their real selves as possible #rather than just being a faceclaim to suit a vague character i made that kiiiinda fits them #ykwim #mischiefing time

[femme-malewife]

Seeing something you really don’t want to remember and just going:

#ummmmmmmmmm #to be real with everyone #i never realized how fucked up and isolating my childhood was until like #recently #and rn its being thrown right back in my face how Bad it was and i #can feel my will to live crumbling #like actually headass #what do i have to live for? #i never had a normal childhood. #everything popular was bad. #everything fun was bad. #i was bad for being curious about things #i was alone. completely and utterly alone #even if i wanted to be with the other kids (which i didnt...exactly? bc i was bullied pretty badly anyway in elementary school lol) #i wasnt allowed to #everyone also knew i wasnt allowed to do a lot of shit and mocked me for it #they dont realize how isolated i felt. no one knew and no one cared #bc i was just the stupid little girl who suffered from hallucinations bc of all the medication i was on #(note: i had bad seizures as a child so at age 5 i was on 5 different medications 3x a day) #anyway. tbh i still cant experience what its like to live a normal life. no matter how hard i try im a bad person for enjoying hobbies #or anything else #im being fucking watched right now im literlal ybieng watche d ani km a bad persom #inm sitik isolated im still fucling burning

[squirsquirrel]

whenever I write it's like a lot of thought is put into it but not a lot of words come out

THERE'S AN AUTO SAVE DRAFT FUNCTION NOW??????? what is this new tumblr, everything is different o-o

#squir spiels #well now I can make my posts non-rebloggable? hooray? one month too late sadly lol haha cry myself to sleep #DRAFT SAVED THANK YOU TUMBLR I WANTED THAT SO BADLY DIDN'T I #as you can I haven't had online interaction in quite a bit (the real world is taking me away and keeping me away heeellllllp) #on the plus side I'm still not social #is that a plus or two minuses criss crossing each other? ahaha DRAFT SAVED ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU TUMBLR #I'm having fun whenever that green icon shows up saying the draft is saved ^-^ highlight of the week /j