#i will watch whenever im sad

[haec-an]

37.5 hours with haechan (vlog)

#😭 WE FINALLY GOT HAECHANS VLOG #TEARS IN MY EYES #SM FINALLY RELEASED IT #HE SPENT SSO LONG FILMIGNFNJFF #I CANT WAIT TO GET MORE EPISDOES WAAAAHHH #😭😭😭😭 #MY BABYYY #he looked so soft and sweet and he was so peaceful and waaahh #i will watch whenever im sad #nct #nct dream #nct istj #nct haechan #lee donghyuck #lee haechan #haechan #haechan's vlog

[jkpng]

day 135/547 of missing jungkook

#jk #jungkook #buny #said i would yap abt this live and here it is #ik when i was watching it live i said to smone like. the mood is weirdly melancholic but now hes talking abt food and instantly its lighter #but since then i kinda forgot that the first half of that live is like. SUCH AN ODD VIBE #and i rewatched unprepared for it 😭 and got emotional #like idk. like the vibe is DAMP. its heavy not necessarily sad but it was Heavy #and hes talking abt not sleeping well lately and waxing poetic abt he can come here when he feels unstable and it feels safe n comforting #and like. mentioning he feels nauseous and one song looped for like 20 mins and sitting in the fucking dark just pondering silently #like bro ARE U GOOD????? its giving Me whenever im horribly depressed 😭 #like ik u cant really tell someones feelings from their face esp if u dont know them but he just seemed. troubled #and i was watching it like Bro why are u on a livestream sitting in the dark staring at me w big wet eyes ARE U OK……. #and then he starts talking abt food and my eyes literally got wet bc he just. immediately brightened #and got talkative again #and i cant explain idk it made me emotional like. wuh hes happy telling us abt his noodle recipe….wuh…… #and i had to tap out idk ill watch the rest later. IDK IDKKKKKKK im just fond. whatever

[anonymouscreampuff]

sometimes you just gotta draw sad old men

ft marcy and the vampire king(who technically is an old man)

#fionna and cake #adventure time #ice king #simon petrikov #marceline the vampire queen #the vampire king #adventure time fanart #//been watching adventure time for technically the first time?? #honestly i just watched episodes whenever i could gdhfg (aka VERY out of order) #i do recall when Stakes and Islands came out though #god that was forever ago #anyway i started a few days ago and am now up to season 10 lmao #as of writing this im up to episode 4! noice! #anywho man i haven't drawn simon in forever #i still have really old doodles from when I first watched Simon and Marcy XD #somewhere at least;;;; #anywho thats enough tag rambling #im going back to watching the sad people show so I can fully enjoy fionna and cake XD

[puppyeared]

people who do STEM or administration as a career full time and continue to do art as a hobby, I am scared of you but like in a hot way. youre like if we were allowed to have cold drinks in winter. i look at you and think of miles morales with his two cakes. do you want to make out sometime

#i say all of this positively bc i just! i cant help admiring it!! even if its mundane or not a big deal to you i seriously cant wrap my head #around it.. this is in no way at all meant to be condescending or anything. whenever i look at someones bio and theyre like oh im working #as a lab assistant biologist pharmacist realtor etc im like woag.... thats insane.. and then i peep your art tag and it knocks my socks of #how?? what lives do you lead??? im so curious. i seriously want a peek inside your brains someday. or at least shadow you at work lol #i cant help but feel sad when someone says smth like well i have to support myself and art cant do that for me. or maybe you were #pushed into pursuing a 'safe' career bc i hear it a lot. all of my relatives have the same story working as nurses and OFWs for the family #i think for me its not about missed potential but rather its being sad about making a decision to put your happiness aside to get by #ive tried so hard to do it but it didnt work out. i guess watching you guys do it is fascinating to me #or maybe youve made peace with your decision or actually like what you pursued but im still amazed!! it makes me wonder what made #you pick one over the other in that case.. is it like putting time for two different things the way you would for a schedule?? hmmm #im doing graphic design so i dont really interact with ppl in other faculties even humanities like sociology or childcare... so i cant help #wondering what it must be like as someone whos pursuing visual communication both as an interest and career #i seriously wish i could do smth like a desk job or even admin and maybe ill try that if this doesnt work. or i could look into trades #but dyscalculia already makes it hard to do things like cash and mental math so i get overwhelmed if i think about this too hard #yapping

[lostxmelody]

i will never be able to put into words how amazing it is to have hanae natsuki play mikoto

#milgram #im actually this guys biggest fan #i freak out over his role announcements literally every time i see them even if i have no fuckin idea who hes playing #im just happy hes getting roles man #such a phenomenal voice actor #i get so sad whenever hes doing sad scenes because just hearing his voice sound heartbroken makes ME heartbroken #doesnt matter how dogshit the rest of the series was #if a hanae natsuki character is sad then IM sad #im emotionally deranged over mikoto. as u can imagine #lxm textposts #also in case anyone doesnt know he has a youtube channel #and its the funniest fucking thing ever because he only plays horror games #and the other day he posted a lethal company video and its like #dude why is kayano mikoto playing lethal company LMFAO #god i wish i knew japanese i just watch these vids having absolutely no idea whats being said but i enjoy it so much anyway

[hadesoftheladies]

hate going for christian weddings sometimes because i always see the prettiest women with the ugliest men, the sermon is always some shit about wives being slaves (but not like bad slavery, mutual slavery except the husband is a benevolent master which makes it okay) and making babies for their husband, the music is always lame, the mc is always weird and obnoxious, and older women keep fucking asking me when it's gonna be my turn and never take no for an answer.

#mine #personal #brief storytime in the tags #one of my family friends got married and i was happy she was happy #her parents are like an aunt and uncle to me #i was happy to share that moment with them #we cried and laughed together #and my friends #their other daughters were on the line and looked gorgeous #it was just beautiful watching us all grow up in a way and move on to “the next” together #BUT #im a pastor's kid #and my dad loves weddings #he drinks them in whenever he can now especially because they make him happy and he's had to attend a lot more funerals this year #he's been burdened a lot by how many people he's had to bury and how many hospital visits he's had to do #so i was happy to see him happy too #it just all felt so bittersweet to me #because i know how badly my parents want this for me and for themselves #there was a daddy-daughters dance at some point and i could feel my dad beaming beside me watching that #and i was a little sad about it because i was like im never gonna give you that #this could be the best thing i could ever give you and i will never give you this #i can never kneel at an altar in front of a pastor and swallow that sermon #i would never marry a man in my generation #if i married a woman you and almost the entire tent filled with people that watched me grow up would not attend #my happiest day would be another funeral for you #it was worse because im kind of a small celebrity in this community because of my parents and their siblings who are politicians #so people i barely knew kept coming up and asking me when it would be my turn and how they so looked forward to the day #and i was like i love that we're a community here and i missed the pestering of aunts since i left church #but at the same time i was glad to remember why i left #there is no freedom to be myself at all with them because all they do is project their beliefs and ideas on me because that's what children

[piranya]

since yesterday was my 3 year mitchiversary, heres a compilation of every time he's ever said my name since i started interacting with him online, so far

in chronological order lol

#self indulgent post but i adore him so much look at him #the evolution of 'whos this bitch' to 'love this bitch' #my baby angel whomst i would kill and die for #whenever im sad i just watch this and then im better #mon amour #piramiche #mine

[5hrignold]

basically oretty much

#in advance (?) im SO sorry hsr people i have this thing called i have to make Everything have an angsty quality to it Somewhere #whatever it’s kind of funny. in this case it’s homestar feeling Horrible whenever someone doesn’t like him and the people that used to like- #-him just find him annoying and a burden now and he doesn’t know how to do anything about it other than what he’s always done. been a great- #-athlete and also dumb in a loveable charming way. and hes just Sad #Anywya is sadstar a tag #sadstar #ayyy #alirght. important detail im still not done watching hsr At All i like just reached 2002 #homestar runner #strong sad #odieart

[tsukana]

qBBH ily and you ARE a little guy but damn if it doesnt hurt me in my parasocial little feelings for qphilza every time you break into tallulah's personal garden area that only phil missa and the kids are supposed to have access to and then don't tell him about it </3

#qsmp lb #SHUT UP I KNOW IT WOULD PROBABLY BE OOC. i dont care #it jsut. i get really sad whenever he does it i couldnt watch the aquarium building stream both bc i wasnt going to kill my phone data on #the train home but also bc it just really made me :((((( when bbh was building in an area directly connected to what was supposed to be #tallulah's safe space. and then CUCURUCHO GOT ACCESS TO THAT. AND THEORETICALLY COULDVE ENTERED TALLULAH'S AREA THROUGH THE HOLE TO THE #AQUARIUM. :( #im going to stop talking abt htis now anyways #q bbh #q philza

[jefferythejelly]

*long, deep, belabored sigh*

#discourse #<- except not really bc i am vagueing #idk im just tired. and sad #for a lot of reasons. some of which are i think v much not the reasons other ppl are mad rn lmao #like. yes it has problems yes i wish it could be better yes this absolutely sucks shit #and that is all v much part of the reason i am tired and sad #but the constant neg abt every aspect of the server also has started grinding on me. well always has i think im just reaching a limit #bc i like it! i do! theres good parts and i like them a whole lot! #idk it just rubs me the wrong way bc even if i do agree with a lot of the criticism whenever it comes from this side of the community #it always kinda feels like its in bad faith to me. like its in desire to watch it burn first and actually improve anything second #and its just like. argh #and like on the flip side. god i love this server but why does it have to be run by a guy who is the way he is #negative #yeah i think this needs that tag too lmao #idk ive been thinking abt taking a break for a little bit here and i dont think i am #mostly bc it would involve unfollowing 90% of my mutuals and i dont really want to do that #but i just wish casually sticking around like this didnt also involve. all the bullshit that comes with being in this fandom(s). lol. lmao. #anyways. i am going to go eat dinner

[chryblossomjjk]

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#the way i miss jin so bad #he’s such a comfort person #like when i found bts #whenever i felt se type of way i would watch jin compilations lol #like when im sad #there’s just something so incredibly genuine about him #like yk that bday live #when he was down bc not many ppl close to him wished him a happy birthday #i feel like that’s why he does what he does #lives #eat jin #to make people feel like they have someone #miss him dearly #comfort person for sure

[owodarling]

finished Monster (2004) like a week ago and im starting to think its gonna hurt me forever

#just how i like my media <3 #binged it in like 3 days now im making my bf watch #whenever i get sad thinking about The Events i just think of mr Grimmer #he go ^--^ and ill love him forever #monster anime #anyway enjoy the inevitable spam posts #monster 2004

[elympios]

in the ludger ending i think ludger either has a full depressive spiral the party need to actively pull him out of until he's functional enough to be ceo or he just puts all his energy into being ceo of spirius and ghosts the entire fucking party for it because if he has to see all of them living their lives while he's haunted by elle and julius' sacrifices he is going to lose it

#v #x2 #loneliest end #and it's like a horrible way of thinking and i think ludger would be aware of that because he doesn't want to feel resentment for the party #because all he knows about victor is that his desire to protect elle resulted in killing everyone else #and ludger tries to think about elle because if he thinks about julius he's going to think about the brief brief brief moment #where he thought he could just kill everyone instead of letting julius die #and he can't delude himself into some 'what if' solution where he can save both julius and elle #it's easier to believe julius. who told him to save elle. who clearly wanted them both happy #than it is to believe elle who wanted ludger safe and wanted him to meet prime elle #except ludger cannot face lara. he knows when elle was born and knows he has to meet lara soon but he just can't #maybe it will make him happy the way it did for victor. maybe they are more of the same. but right now he's just thinking it's not elle #his daughter will never be elle in the same way his partner is elle #and he'd just rather actively avoid anyone he knows than stay in contact and watch them tiptoe around him whenever he's there #(and of course because ludger is avoiding them they never quite get back into being friends...) #im sad now :( this fic is gonna suck

[pablothefrog]

Not a big fan of whatever the hell THIS is???

#like i dont watch the great British bake off so i read an article about it and like??? #apparently they did no research and the whole thing was laced with stereotypes #and those two comedians whatever their names are idiot one and idiot 2 were desperate to make jokes about mexicans #and were sad that they couldnt like #i know there are literally no latinos in England especially not mexicans but like theyre just insulting a whole group of people on tv??? #like im not even that surprised because whenever i mentjon to people that my dad is Mexican meaning that i have Mexican heritage they #usually go into joke mode #but like??? this was on tv #in a popular show #like???? #pablo croaks #the great British bake off

[mag200]

one thing about christopher hayden is like he's not inherently an awful person yknow? like he's just a fucking tool

#also his particular brand of rich white lazy charisma makes me wanna punch him fr #i think its more annoying to me in particular bc i grew up watching this show so like #when i was a little kid i really liked him i thought he was charming! and now im like ohhhhhh i see. hes boring AND an asshole. #i also just. hate hate hate how lorelai acts whenever hes around and it makes me so sad for her she is too good for him #and i hate it for rory bc he could never be normal about being her dad if it didnt include being with lorelai #gilmore girls

[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

oh my god i rewatched the episode and. whilst i still definitely missed parts of it and had only llike half an idea what was going on. that fucking ending was everythung oh my god . altho holy shit that was such a like. interestingly paced episode. bc like . god it makes sense its the second longest episode (and only by less than a fuckin minute) bc holy shit so much happened. man. goddamn.

#day thoughts #anyways im playin minecraft and. #i have a heache #i took 3 ibuprofen buttttt still hurts :( #i hate this sm tho like i use a computer for literally like. 2 hours. and it hurts so fuckin much #likeeeee it started hurting after ONE hour #thats like. #sad #maybe its my monitor maybe i need a new monitor maybe this ones like #evil #or smth #anywayz #gonna carry on minecrafting but idk what i wanna watch in the bg #i either wanna do #riptide episodes like 70s-80s #or whenever they went to the cmart was that like in the 80s or the 90s or like the 60s i forgor #OR instead of that #that one qsmp slimecicle vod where he mined 4 like 4ever