#i’ll never know the truth

[thursdayschild76]

The Biggest Mistake

#the biggest mistake #i didn’t have to believe you from day one #broken promises #lies and deceit #i’ll never know the truth #trauma #broken soul #broken life #i trusted you #memories of lost love #i'll never be the same again #nothing will be like before

[nightfayre]

cheng has probably dealt with hundreds of master manipulators, frauds, schemers, etc. but the moment he tian goes “please? 🥺😞🤧” cheng is like “clearly i have no choice but to grant this honest and reasonable request”

#19 days #‘brother i’m dying’ ‘brother it’s an emergency’ ‘brother i need your help’ #cheng: i know he lied last time but surely THIS time he’s telling the truth #i always feel bad for only-children… they’ll never get to experience the whiplash that is a sibling relationship #‘i will snap your wrists off if you take my last fucking fruit snack but i’ll also kill anyone who hurts you’ kinda vibe #there’s no way to put it into words. anyway. i love the he brothers 🫶🏼 #fay talks #(ALSO go follow my new account @faynthearted — I’m gonna make the official transition sometime soon but just wanted to give a heads-up 🫶🏼)

[idk-i-just-really-like-tsc]

realizing that now that we don’t talk is EXTREMELY kit and ty coded is causing me to spiral at this hour

#I CANNOT BE YOUR FRIEND?? SO I PAY THE PRICE OF WHAT I LOST ??!!! AND WHAT IT COST??? #NOW THAT WE DONT TALK!!!! #truth is i can’t pretend it’s platonic it’s just ended. #REMIND MYSELF THE WAY YOU FADED TIL I LEFT???? #and the only way back to my dignity was to turn into a shrouded mystery jsut like i had been when you were chasing me IS SO KIT CODED OKAY #GUESS THISIS HOW IT HAS TO BE!!! NOW THAT WE DOMT TALK!!!! #really Taylor REALLY?? and with the 2014 esque 1989 beach aesthetic w tda’s setting. #absolutely vile #did you get anxious tho on the way home I guess I’ll never ever know NOW THAT WE DONT TALK. #whatever! #kitty #the dark artifices #kit herondale #ty blackthorn #the wicked powers #secrets of blackthorn hall

[wife-beam]

slapping table shen qingqiu scar rights!!! i’m talking ARM i’m talking CHEST i’m talking PALM i’m talking LEGS

he gets so fucked up during the mausoleum and then none of those injuries ever get brought up again okay i reject the premise that he just healed perfectly

BINGQIU MATCHING PALM SCARS!!!!!!!

#bingqiu #this is my truth i’ll never give up on it #textually i’m 99% sure tlj and zzl’s blood healed him up just fine bc otherwise u KNOW binghe would be fucked up about scars #like he would definitely bring them up if they were there #but i’m ignoring all of this for my better truth

[shima-draws]

This is not possible this is NOT possible

On Luocha’s banner I pulled ONLY twice. First 10 pull I got Yanqing. Second 10 pull I got Luocha.

This banner. I pulled only twice again. First 10 pull was Bailu. Second 10 pull was Blade.

What the actual fuck. What the ACTUAL fuck I pulled FOUR 5 Star characters in 40 warps what in the name of CHRIST is happening here

#AM I INSANE??? WHAT THE FUCK WHAT IS THIS RNG. #I’M LOSING MY GODDAMN MIND #NDNSNGMSNFMSM #I CAN’Y BELIEVE THIS. I CA NNN OT #HFNSNFN #THIS HAS NEVER?? HAPPEBED BEFORE????? #I will never EVER get this lucky again #Dan Heng’s 5 star banner will drop and I’ll get JACK shit I KNOW it #What the fuck. What the fuuuuck #HSR #Honkai Star Rail #Star Rail #I’M /SRS THIS IS NOT A JOKE I AM NOT LYING. I CAN’T BELIEVE IT BUT IT #IT’S THE TRUTH #I SWEARSIES #Shima speaks

[probablygayattorneys]

I told my brother that if I never play Azran Legacy then Emmy never leaves and I can keep her in that moment forever

And he decided to lift the burden on me by just telling me why she left, thereby ripping off that bandaid. Only problem is, he’s never played Azran Legacy (or any Layton game, for that matter) so he doesn’t know either. But he wasn’t going to let that stop him, so he came up with a reason. And then a few more, just in case.

These reasons include:

-Roundhouse kicked a high ranking government official and is avoiding trial

-Layton doesn’t kill people… but he doesn’t always save them either, and then the train crashed.

-Took the fall for Two-Face killing cops so Harvey Dent’s legacy will live on

-She was the only one who could disarm the bomb but to keep her wife and kids safe she let Descole break her neck.

-Flashed her titties to everyone and is now off to find new people to flash

-She wasn’t actually the Professor’s assistant, she was his apprentice, but near the end of the game she really deepens her connection with the Force and starts to believe that she can overpower him and become the new Professor… however, when she tried to pull off this fight, it’s over, Emmy, the Professor has the high ground.

-Got a job at Hooters which has been a longtime dream of hers and the Professor told her she absolutely could not abandon her dreams to stay his assistant

-Bees.

-She learned the greatest secret the American government has been trying to keep from the public for years (Obama's last name) and had to be eliminated by any means possible.

-Emmy sacrificed herself to save the rest of them from the balrog but she comes back in New World Of Steam as Emmy the White.

-Got a ticket for the Eras tour and is still stuck in traffic leaving the stadium

-She was in a motorcycle accident and plowed into the side of an airplane hanger. She was so innocent… and stoned, apparently.

-After they all sang Seize the Day, she wasn’t able to escape from the cops and they hauled her off to the refuge.

-It’s not Emmy. The first Emmy you see, the teenage one he helps is Emmy, but every single one since is Don Paolo.

-She was just a courier, meant to deliver something to New Vegas, but the game was rigged from the start.

-Moved to Seattle with Grosky to start their own law office.

-This one just says "Bones"

-Was killed by 30-50 feral hogs that ran into her yard within 3-5 minutes while Luke was playing.

-Drove a segway off a cliff

-Bruce Willis was DEAD the ENTIRE TIME!

-Left a note that says “Professor’s Assistant Emmeline Altava Chooses Death” and then fucked off to Europe or something for a year

-She ran away to be with Descole. She was attracted to his manly figure. His Waluigi like body. His spindly little legs. The cut of his jib, if you will.

-Rode her Vespa into a crowd of people while screaming “PEPSI MAN!”

-Didn’t learn STREET SMARTS from JJ Bittenbinder and went to a secondary location

-“Tell me about the rabbits, Emmy.”

-She’s a Russian sleeper agent sent to kill the professor and it’s just taken so damn long because a good hitman doesn’t leave collateral damage but she finally got Layton away from Luke long enough to get the job done.

-Was at a bar on international women’s day, did two shots and tried to fight another girl which caused an all out full bar fight and she fell into a coma after a third girl hit her over the head with an almost full bottle of Hood River Gin.

-Professor Sycamore’s airship flew her to places she’d never been… now she’s lying on the cold hard ground (goat noise)

-The time machine wasn’t stable enough to keep her in the present and it sent back in time to the moment the time machine exploded, sealing her fate.

-Moved to France to learn how to be a heart surgeon.

-She finally was approved to manage her own Dairy Queen franchise.

-She is dead and has been for the past ten years. The professor needs to let her go. The accident wasn’t his fault.

-She walked to Memphis to become a dentist. Anything but this.

-Most think... She died.

-....But I think we oughta believe she made it to the other side :)

#professor Layton and the Azran legacy #Emmy altava #I’m queuing this almost three months in advance #so by the time it posts I’ll almost definitely know #or I will still be playing A Wonderful Life and no one will have seen or heard from me since the release date #could go either way #also do not ask me for clarification on any of these #lord knows I don’t know and my brother probably forgot about the entire conversation the next day #queue takumi defense squad #actually when i stopped playing AL i kept pushing it back #worried that somehow by some bizarre trick one of them would actually be weirdly close to the truth #so we've been adding to it literally all throughout the summer and fall and will continue to until it goes live #and i will probably continue to do that until i finish AL #so either you will never see this post #or someone finally held me accountable #and on that day #i will move this post up to the very top of the queue

[julie-loves-cake]

For fun I tried making a little interpretation of Amanda’s simplistic design

In all honesty I don’t like the lonely kitten scene due to what happens in Amanda’s eyes during it (it causes trypophobia for me and I will constantly just start shaking, shivering, and get chills throughout my body if I even take a glance or remember it) so in this sketch I made her face more cat-like to further hone in that the “lonely kitten” is her

I wanted to give her heelys but I never did for some reason

I was also gonna give her a different bag but I couldn’t draw it without it looking strange so it’s just a backpack

#amanda the adventurer #sorry if her legs are too long I can’t draw small children #if I were to make an interpretation of Amanda as a character #I would probably make it so she has no idea if she’s Rebecca or not because I’m not sure she’s Rebecca either #and her acting out so to speak is her trying to regain control of a situation she never really had control of #she sees Wooly as someone who knows what’s going on when that’s far from the truth #in fact both of them don’t know what the fuck’s going on #idk maybe I’ll make this a sort of AU adaptation of what I think is going on #tw eye contact #cw eye contact

[impossible-rat-babies]

the vierapril bit from the 11th is from an old fic that is rotting in my drafts from the stormblood era. it’s a lot of meandering bc I lost the plot, but it has a fair bit of eyrie talking about doma in it

#they didn’t spend too much time there but they did for a bit #they just purposefully withhold the truth that they were a garlean soldier there at the time #they were there when the Castrum was built and tensions were simmering #but iirc they were there after the bozja incident #and then they ended up in ala mhigo as part of the military #to which they defected after that and traveled to coerthas before the calamity #they worked briefly with the circle of knowing during the events of 1.0 in and around coerthas #and briefly made trips to gridania but never stayed #but the calamity happened and they spent a lot of time traveling to villages and outposts as the climate rapidly changed #they buried a lot of people who froze to death #anyway sjdjdjdjd YEAH! #maybe one day I’ll post that wip but it’s got several different directions it could do and none of them are really fitting

[timothylawrence]

Having a fav character who also happens to be a fandom fav but only ever depicted as incredibly ooc has got to be a layer of hell

#ewbie.txt #yea this is abt Rhys 🫶 #love the dude but I have never gone through a single blands tag for him or otherwise #I’ll sit here and know the truth (he is Arab) godbless

[willowfey]

someone tell me to be brave and hit send on this email

#i wrote a story a long time ago that feels like it came from behind my ribs #and i’m about to send it to my author/publisher auntie #but. i’ve only let like. a few people in the world read this. and even tho they’ve all been lovely it makes my skin feel #too sensitive. u know what i mean? when ppl read my writing that isn’t fic. it makes my chest feel weird. like i’m sick #i don’t know why i want to be an author. well. yes i do but #anyway this is an auntie who has always thought the best of me even when she had no reason to. she was there at my birth #she’ll be there when I’M having kids. this is an Important Lady. #and she’s a wonderful writer and i just. #i never show anyone anything i’ve made or done bc i can’t bear the thought of being disappointing #i know it’s not a big deal but it is to me and if she tells me it’s just okay i think i’ll throw up possibly #i don’t want to prove her wrong. i don’t want to face the truth that i am not what she thought i’d be. #i know it’s just one little story and it doesn’t hold my entire worth i KNOW she will not be disappointed in me. so why can’t i hit send #WHY CANT I

[dogboycolumbo]

you ever watch a youtube video essay on an obscure topic that you have. some level of prior expertise in. and realise. WOW. this is so badly researched! are they all like this! (yes)

#i’ll never stop watching them but u know. never take it . as 100% truth

[skhardwarevers1]

sorry for saying I was going to do things and even starting them and then disappearing from this website entirely for three days. It will happen again

#Nothing new. Tbf I’ve done this a lot #I would say I’m focusing more on school and my personal writing but that’s more of a fucking lie than full truth #I genuinely have felt sick to my stomach posting here for whatever reason #Guilt shame anxiety paranoia etc etc you get the point. I feel like shit with no valid reason as to why #So for now I’m going to stop doing the thing that makes me overly emotionally sick to the point I have actual physical reactions???? #Yeah that’s the logical course of action. Might post small personal anecdotes and doodles and such to give off the vague energy that Im fin #But beyond that I quite literally can’t. I sat down and thought about writing this post and immediately broke down #I don’t know why I feel guilty over having inconsistent motivation for putting up shitty writing on a website for strangers to see #But I do and k think the only good way to get past that is this. Gotta stop acting Impulsively it’s ruining my fucking life man #There’s only one other thing that I’ll thank Eloise for #and it’s for getting me off of tumblr long enough to realize that I desperately need to get help #This is fucked I fucking hate it. I might be online if k can bare the possibility that people can see this #Namely people I’ve grown attached to in concept #Idfc at this point. it doesn’t change much about how things have been going for the past year #Vent #S.K explains that things never really got better they would just suck less for short periods of time

[piratefalls]

So I’ve been doing my chores like I do most Sundays, and I was thinking back on a conversation I had with a friend the other night when we discussed the details of our yearly Friendsgivesmas. (For those new here, my friends and I created a holiday in 2021 that combines all the holidays into one day.) I’m hosting, cooking, drink acquiring, which I enjoy doing, and she was giving me the money to do it. All good. And it hit me today that the only solid plans I have with my friends is four months from now.

And I know life happens and all of my friends are married and have kids and other obligations. It’s fine. Mostly I’m just mad that all I ever heard growing up, about being an adult, is that you have a partner and kids and a house and a job, etc. No one tells you how to navigate adulthood when you only have the house and the job when everyone else you spend time with has all those other things. And for the record, I’m absolutely fine with the lack of crotch goblins. That’s not a regret I’ll ever have. But it does get lonely sometimes when it’s just you and the dog. No one prepares you for how hard it is to meet new people as an adult. Especially when you’re painfully awkward around new people.

And that really suck.

#y’all my friendships in age range from like 16-27 years I’m a long haul friend #(for math purposes: I’ll be 34 in a couple weeks) #I only know how to be a friend who creates deep bonds with people #and it seems like so many people aren’t interested in putting in the work required to achieve that #it seems like so much about friendship has changed since I was a kid #because so many people seem surprised by how much my friends and I know about each other #like do you not??? have deep intimate conversations with your friends??? #we have this thing called table of truth #where when invoked you can be as open as you want and it will never leave the table #more people should try things like that tbh #I’m on a tangent now I’ll stop lol

[allofuswantgwinam]

I forgot to tell y’all I’m embarrassed bc last night at my favorite restaurant there’s this really sexy man that works there 🤣🤣 but that’s not why it’s my favorite i promise lmao anyways tho my mom said something about how he put salt on my margarita rim and not sugar cause I get a frozen strawberry instead of a lime marg and I straight up was watchin this man form across the restaurant and told my mom “he can do whatever he wants” 💀💀🤧

#I was so lit 🤣🤣😭😭 #she started dying but I was like ‘I’m sorry idk why I said that to you. but it’s just the truth’ 😂😂 #it’s bad too bc when my moms not there and I’m with friends if I have too many margs I want him too much 😭😭 #he was givin me sexy eyes one time and I was so lit I did it back #and then I never wanted to go there again but it’s fine 🤣🤣😭 #one time he winked at my friend and she didn’t let it go for the whole night 🤣🤣 he is sexy and he knows it #and none of us can have him LMAO #he gave me a hug in my birthday and that’s the closest I’ll ever get to this man and our sexy eyeing eachother 🤣🤣💀💀

[immawraffle]

Two Truths and a Lie (OC Edition)

I got tagged by @periwinkle-warden, so you get this now

As for my tags… @zevsurana, @glamfellens, @darkspawntaxcollectors, @v-arbellanaris, @trans-ruffboi. Doesn’t have to be strictly dragon age ocs.

#dragon age #dragon age origins #my ocs #Anuriel Surana #tag game #two truths and a lie #poll #tumblr polls #I hate tagging people bc I never know who to tag #I wanted to write “punched greagoir in the face” but I haven’t decided if that’s canon yet so it’s neither true nor false #I guess I’ll reblog this with the answer after the poll is closed?

[chaosnojutsu]

late night writing/life update to whom it may concern

#wanna know the real reason reliance hasn’t been updated? #i fell in love and moved in with someone who i thought would love me back. #that did not happen. #so i’m back at my parents’ house and legitimately wondering where my life goes from here. #i want to finish that story so badly but i do not have the capacity for that right now. #also she reads that story and follows me on here. #it’s kind of actually how we met. the reason she messaged me in the first place. #so as much as i love my story and my readers i do not know if the readers of that story will get the ending they deserve. #i’m sorry. #i’m heartbroken. #i’ll try to come back to it when i can. #but because she gets the email notifications for updates i don’t even wanna put this in an A/N or anything yk? #she never gets on tumblr anymore though so here i am. #leaving the truth hidden here for someone to hopefully read and understand. #reliance #i’m not looking for sympathy this is legit just a heads up