#i’m so fucking bored rn

[funnybunnyfuzie]

why the fuck did i make this

#aladdin 1992 #disney villains #disney #jafar #help #i’m so fucking bored rn

[atlafan]

hello do we want to play the send me a word game? I’ll post sentences from the sexology fic I’m working on

#I’m so fucking bored rn

[why-the-heck-not]

18.01.24, thursday

duolingo french streak 13

5h of researching & trying to figure out a thesis topic (I’m so bad at deciding this damn)

1.5h walk

#i’m stressed bc was supposed to email abt the topic today but did not bc i dont know lol #I’m all the time just putting myself to the AI corner and I keep fearing that the next 5 months I’ll be up to my ears with probability #and statistics bc like that’s going to be the case if I can’t get my brain to stop thinking like ’’the use of AI/ML in X’’ #but ​for some reason that’s the only thing it’s spewing rn #maybe bc that’s the only fucking thing u ever see these days #maybe I should just ’’if u can’t beat them; join them’’ with this #like I’m going to have to do something with AI sometime I’m sure so might as well like learn a bit more now #(I’m so bored with AI bc it’s goddamn everywhere and oh boy do have I knews for u (@me about my choice of study/career field)) #today’s productive(ish) things #january 2024 #2024

[trashnotfound]

Where the fuck is Karl jacobs :(

I miss the silly little karlnetwork streams….

#karl #karl jacobs #i miss him guys #where is he :( #and where is kalrnap #this is fucked #I’m so bored I could do with his streams rn #I’m about to start making daily kalrnap posts at this point #Karlnap

[celestetcetera]

#making this bc I used to think embarrassment is the Worst but rn I’m so fucking bored and I HATE IT!!! #I talk #polls

[coffinflop]

it feels so fucking annoying to relate to astarion on the “ugh everyone thinks i’m so hot and that means i’m only appealing to them in a Sex Way” front but also……it’s Real

#milestumblr #idk how to articulate this better #but i walked into a bar and not even 20 seconds after getting my drink a guy was like #‘if u are bored you can take me home and ravish me if you want. your gorgeous’ #I AM DRESSED SO BUTCH RN #WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW BUTCH i AM. #IN A STRAIGHT BAR IN IOWA #and i love being hot as my natural futch self but also….. #i’m so….. #WHY do people want to fuck me so bad like this #sorry. i’m having a personal crisis. #it’s so assholeish to complain a bit how hot i am. but it’s so real #*you’re #like idk i’ve just never seen a character like that like astarion Is

[depressed-fanperson]

Crying rn. Only plausible solution? Commit a crime.

#imma fucking die #good omens #ofmd #our flag means death #good omens 2 #go2 #hannibal #these things have me crying #luckily the comfort of piracy is tight outside my door #I can’t sleep because I accidentally stayed up too late so it’s either go to bed on time #or pull an all nighter #and it’s about 2 am rn about to be 3 #and I got so bored #that I started to volunteeraly watch the bee movie #ik ik #I’m disgusted too #THATS NOT HOW HONEY IS MADE #WHY IS THERE A PATRIARCHY IN THE HIVE WHEN ITS LITERALLY THE OPPOSITE #WTF IS THIS #I can’t even start with this #the inaccuracy with the honey I can grudgingly excuse #but getting rid of the matriarchy is an insult to Barbie #yes I know this was made before the Barbie movie #idc #barbie movie #bee movie

[baconcolacan]

Some regimen thoughts: You know, while this fic DID start out as a semi-trauma processor, now that I’m better and medicated, at this point its also just “Wanna see something fucked up?” and thats okay too lmao

#neil talky #I’m drawing architectural stuff at work rn #and im bored lmao so I write lil regi-blurbs when I’m on break #act 3 just fucked up lets GOOOO #*pulls out a trauma from my hat* Damn. Fucked up that happend to me. I can use this in the story. #HDHAHAHZHA /hj BUT ALSO YE #regimen ao3

[yea-baiyi]

tgcf is such a difficult story to fic because the plot is “disgraced former hero who renounced all worldly possessions to live in a hole for 800 years has all of the skeletons in his closet dragged out one-by-one”, like that’s the main plot — the romance is just a fun thing happening on the side, all the other stories just happen along the way, how the fuck do u write an au of that

#tgcf #tgcf meta #meta stuff #sort of #rambling #like. i’m trying to au tgcf rn and like how do u fucking adapt this plot #you can’t #you can but it would be so boring #fic stuff

[cheekyquokka]

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#WHY DOES THIS VANILLA MOTHERFUCKER HAVE A HOLD ON ARTISTS I LOVE #I’ve said Ch@rlie poop was boring since the first time I heard him AND NOW HE’D HAUNTING ME #First the collab and now a mention in a new Taylor song what a fucking week #I’m so mad rn lol get him off my planet and out of my faves music

[kirabisan]

Imagine breaking into a mansion and you just see like 10 crackhead…adults and a child,sitting in the living room like they were waiting for you.

#yes this is about the batfamily #another shit post bc I’m bored rn #now to properly tag them #batfam #dick grayson #jason todd #tim drake #damian wayne #cassandra wayne #stephanie brown #I’m trying so hard to remember those names rn #..oh fuck #uhh #luke fox #duke thomas #GODDAMN. #barbara gordan #once again #there’s probably more. #I lost count tbh #and the child has a sword #I forgot to tag that first.

[lightspren]

I do not know how to explain to a 55lbs dog that the 8lbs cat really does not see her as a Fun New Friend, and in fact sees her as a terrifying eldritch horrorterror. because dog REALLY wants to play. And thusfar seems to think cat’s growling and swatting is weird attempts at playing. and i’m trying really hard to be chill about it but oh my god i’m gonna strangle the dog if she doesn’t leave the cat alone because I feel way too shitty to be playing referee today.

#kit talks #i know the dog is bored rn but i also feel too fucking shitty to be entertaining #so now back to my stewing in worry that i will not be able to adequately care for the dog because i’m too goddamn tired all the time #and that i may be in over my head and may have fucked up #except i need to not stew bc i’ll start ugly crying again which makes my sinus congestion worse

[seaofsplitpeace]

Every fucking queer love story I consume completely ruins me

#FUCK #probably bc I never imagined to be able to experience actual queer love stories in media bc growing up it was always a joke #but jfc even the tiniest queer plot #doesn’t matter if it’s happy or sad or boring or anything #it reduces me to a crying mess for weeks #most recently it’s tlou obviously #the last of us #bill and frank #but like San junipero on black mirror did it #or the haunting of bly manor #or… others but I’m drunk and crying rn I can’t handle it #lgbt #lgbtq #queer #tlou #fuck man even listening to abba and assigning my own gay story to a song makes me sob like a baby #or like maybe bc my first ever relationship was with a girl when I was 17 and I thought we were going to get married #and she was the love of my life before I even really knew what love was or what the queer experience is like I was just so overcome by love #and I WISH I could feel that way about someone again lmao #even though we were toxic and awful just I’ve never felt that overwhelming infatuation/immediate love for someone

[melhekhelmurkun]

I have a problem with longfics in which I will dive headfirst into them and read so fucking quickly, but then I’ll lose motivation 3/4ths of the way through (and it’s very very rarely a fault of the writing itself, I’ve experienced this with more longfics than I can count) and switch to something else and then never come back to the original one and it’s so sad 😞

And if I do end up coming back, I have another problem where I can’t pick up a fic right where I left off unless I remember it really really well. I HAVE to reread the whole thing… and then I end up quitting right around the same place I quit before anyways

#I want to read them I do #but my brain loses all interest #I’ve got 3 separate longfics sitting in my google tabs rn and I can already tell I’m starting to drop a 4th one I’m reading #they’re SO good but my brain just CANT DO IT #I think it’s related to gifted kid burnout tbh because I would do this with books too when I was in school #hell I still do it with books #I quit reading Songbirds and Snakes because I got to act 3 and just… couldn’t do it #my brain lost all interest once the actual hunger games part had concluded #everyone in my family who’s read it keeps telling me I should read the rest but I just cant #the very idea of reading it bores the fuck outta me

[ringneckedpheasant]

things I desperately want but cannot afford/don’t have room for:

aforementioned drafting table & desk chair

canopy bed, ideally a four-poster

piano

floor-to-ceiling bookshelf

greenhouse/catio area

worm compost bin

heavy velvet curtains

new carpet :(

#that last one I’m hoping to do something about when victors family moves out #rn I have nowhere to put Any of my shit to get my floor redone #& the floor Under the carpet is apparently really fucked up so I’d Have to pay someone to do it #wonder if I could replace the floor in the closet with wood/laminate #also really want to repaint my room again #bored + blue & green would probably be more relaxing than dark red + paint is coming off on the outside-facing wall #for no apparent reason besides maybe it gets too hot in the summer?? idk I primed that wall twice #marc.txt

[chryzure]

godddd the problem w shipping auroreline is that i have to draw evangeline.

#might give her bangs too bc her design is so fucking boring as it stands rn #sick of girls w wavy hair side part (barring chrysi..) jst bc i WILL start drawing them and then make the pose chryzure instead #so far i’m liking my tweaks on evangeline but i got distracted and now i’m drawing chryzure agsin… #memorie.txt