#i'm already losing my mind.

[brotherconstant]

INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE ◈ Season 2 Trailer Delainey Hayles as CLAUDIA & Roxane Duran as MADELEINE

#iwtvedit #iwtv #claudia #delainey hayles #madeleine #roxane duran #claudia iwtv #madeleine iwtv #beegifs #i'm already losing my mind. #interview with the vampire

[1004knightingale]

she's obsessed.

#kissu #lae'zel just got back from adventuring and she's already bothering shadowheart #let a girl read lae #also finish undressing maybe #new pc new csp install new brushes lol #also artists with aphantasia #i need advice bc i'm losing my mind #how do you cope with accepting what you draw versus what you think you want to draw? #and also liking your art #i don't hate this at least #shadowzel #practise sketches

[quaranmine]

cant wait to finish cleo's episode and immediately pop over to second theminecraftbee's blog to see how many posts there are about loyalty,,,

#if i'm losing my mind i KNOW they are #i'm nowhere near done with the ep! it's just the amount of times it's /already/ come up in the ep! #secret life spoilers

[piecesofbrokenrecollections]

Sublime, simply divine, worthy of the finest grands crus

#ace attorney #klavier gavin #apollo justice #klapollo #apollo justice: ace attorney #eleanor's ramblings #i finally got the time to open the game again and i'm already losing my mind

[agendratum]

mixtape: oh leave skzflix 🎥

#stray kids #skz #straykidsedit #skzflix #felix #bystay #usersa #useremily #mt #gifs #multiskz #tag just in case for my personal amusement #anyway i'm losing my mind about this #there is also the view but i missed it at first #everyone probably already knew that #but i'm 3 days old and am just discovering everything #love mvs with plot #love parallels #love pacing around my room #and chanting what does it meean

[sibylsleaves]

from the love to the lightning

5k | rated T | read on ao3

But when Buck tried to ask him if everything was okay with him, Eddie just said, “Me? Of course. Why wouldn’t it be?"

And Buck really didn’t have an answer for that so he let it go.

Because Eddie doesn’t hide that stuff from him, anymore. Not since the day Buck broke down his bedroom door and found him sobbing in a heap on the floor.

So when Eddie says everything’s okay, Buck believes him.

or, after the lightning strike, Buck recovers. Eddie doesn’t.

Healing is slow. Buck knows this. He’s done this before. Last time, he was too eager, probably, to get back to work.

This time, he’s learned how to be patient.

The first week, his parents hover around the loft, offering to do anything and everything for him, even though Buck is definitely capable of microwaving his own soup and fetching his own pillows. But he can’t deny it’s nice to have their attention. Their care. Although he can’t help but be afraid that the minute they get on the plane back to Pennsylvania, it will evaporate again.

The rest of the 118 gets back to work, and Buck surprises himself by only feeling a little jealous that they get to be out there while he’s stuck on his (brand new) couch. After their parents depart, Maddie takes a few extra days off from dispatch to make sure Buck’s taken care of, although he suspects it’s more to keep him company than anything.

But actually, Buck’s days are far from lonely. Because most of them—the weekends and the afternoons, anyway—he spends with Chris. Sometimes Chris and Carla. Sometimes Chris and Eddie, when he’s not on shift. And sometimes just the two of them.

It’s strangely like the time they spent together after the tsunami. Chris is older now, of course, almost a full-blown teenager instead of a round-cheeked eight-year-old, but he’s just as attached to Buck now as he was then. Maybe even more so.

When Buck heard about the ICU caper that Chris, Eddie, and Carla managed to pull off during Buck’s time in coma dream purgatory, he almost started crying on the spot. When he asked Chris about it, Chris just said, “I had to talk to you.” Like that was that.

“I’m really glad you came to see me,” Buck told him. “Even if it was against the rules. I heard you, you know. Your voice, telling me I had to come back. I heard it.”

“I knew you would,” Chris said, and Eddie, who was standing by the kitchen door watching them, looked away.

It’s nice, that Chris wants him around so much. Buck really doesn’t have much else to occupy his time while he recuperates, and it’s pretty hard to feel sorry for yourself when you’re hanging out with the coolest kid in L.A. They even go to PT appointments together, because Buck got a referral for Chris’s clinic, since they specialize in neurologic physical therapy.

“Hey, hope you two are hungry!” Eddie greets as Buck and Chris tromp through the door after a particularly rough session. 

“Starving!” Chris exclaims.

Buck looks at the takeout boxes on the dining table. “Is that Tito’s? Did you get—”

“Chili con carne?” Eddie asks, reaching into one of the bags and pulling out a foil-wrapped burrito.

Buck loves him so much in this moment he wants to cry. Instead, he takes the proffered burrito, but he must be staring a little too much because Eddie drops his gaze and starts digging in another bag for chips.

“What’d you two get up to today?” Eddie asks as Buck and Chris both sit down. 

Christopher launches into a blow-by-blow of their day. Eddie laughs and smiles and makes jokes in all the right places, but Buck can’t shake the feeling that something is off. 

It’s a feeling he’s been having ever since he got out of the hospital.

(keep reading on ao3)

#CHRIST this took forever to finish #in my defense i was genuinely just very busy over the mini hiatus #but i am SO GLAD i managed to get this out before the next episode because i'm already losing my mind over the poker date situation #sibyls words #buddie fic #911 fic #911fic #Buddie

[ex0rin]

"How Do You Make 'The Boys' Even Filthier? Add Jeffery Dean Morgan."

Can you please tell us something about Season 4?

Jeffrey Dean Morgan | Don't Read The Comments | Men's Health

#it's my birthday and i'll spiral over another old man just because he posted pictures with my current babygirl if i want to #jeffrey dean morgan #the boys #the boys s04 #the way i'm already losing my mind does not bode well #cara gifs #yes sir i would like to see it filthier

[respectthepetty]

I HATE that WeTV consistently delivers EXCELLENT BL sides in straight dramas!

You don't know what "living off crumbs" really means until you've watched a WeTV straight drama for the BL sides.

Luckily, I'm greatly enjoying the BL side AND the main couple in Intern in My Heart.

So I know when Top and Grey finally get it together, it's going to be great since the payoff was worth it in Catch Me Baby

And Why You . . . Y Me.

But these little *moments* along the way are driving me crazy!

Like good for the mains.

But give me my boys already!

#intern in my heart #intern in my heart the series #I like this series #but I need my boys together already! #I'm losing my mind with their little kisses #and soft touches #they love each other your honor #they are already dating #someone just needs to inform them #top x grey

[madootles]

a baby

#vash the stampede #trigun #I saw one mention of trigun stampede and immediately it was time to rewatch trigun 1998 #it's still so good #who ever said vash was the original babygirl was so correct #babygirl #I must've last watched it around ten years ago and I totally forgot it's the one fucking season #TRULY HEARTBREAKING #my GOD #fma03 already destroyed me why did I get back into trigun #anyway I binged all of trigun stampede and WOW he is pathetic I love him #just completely :c #I am so depressed that the next season is like two years away but goddamn I am excited for Millie #also I'm sorry but I'm losing my mind over the theme song and post credits song for tristampede WHY ARE THEY SO GOOD #injecting them into my veins #although 98 theme song is so good too #anime #fan art #his hair is WOW difficult #not a fan honestly but I struggled harder with the OG haircut so this is it #sketch #vash #trigun stampede

[honestlydarkprincess]

I just can't handle how domestic and straight out of a fanfic buddie was this episode. Hanging out, helping Chris with his homework, going on a fancy lil date, Buck helping Christopher make cookies for his class and then making him dinner. They really said let's give the fanfic writers vindication

#i just #i know this has been said i know i've already said it too #but i'm fucking losing my entire mind #jess watches 911 #buddie #the buckley diaz family #911 spoilers #911 fox #im rewatching with my brother and i can't handle it

[captainkirkk]

Currently thinking about the AU where the gaang are all platonic soulmates

The political landscape is a mess post-Sozin's Comet, I'm not sure revealing the gaang are all soulmates would make things better or just muddy the waters even more

#every country is war torn and fractured and peace is barely holding #but every country has an important person connected via soulmate mark to the other countries #broke: the countries are arguing for a political marriage #woke: the countries are arguing because our soul-deep connection has TOO MANY political alliances in them #kfjgkjdkfj #avatar #atla #au ideas #my posts #i love the reveal part of soulmate AUs #but i can't stop thinking about the AFTER #the gaang are already pretty much platonic life partners in canon #but i love the thought of them being treated like that #platonic soulmates being taken just as seriously as romantic soulmates/spouses!! #people acknowledging that the gaang are each other's next of kin!! their family!! #i'm losing my mind about this

[fawnforevergone]

"unreal unearth" ???? in one week ???? in seven days ???? oh my god ???? i'm losing my mind ????

#unreal unearth #i'm turning into a new person already #i feel rabid #hozier #i feel like i'm transforming like a werewolf #but instead of the moon #it's hozier #see. i'm losing my mind

[evagran]

Some colored sketches again, hooray. And low quality sketches too

#hollow knight #hollow knight oc #hollow knight hornet #hollow knight ghost #hollow knight thk #art #my art #digital art #in fact I usually only draw Hornet #I already had 5 dreams about silksong I'm losing my mind

[just-a-carrot]

new terrifying dd2 discovery: genzou can get possessed when fighting dragons and attack iggy???? i was simultaneously terrified yet also moved and inspired by the tragic angsty possibilities this instills in my brain...

(...also genzou looks so cute and small picked up by the dragon ldkjfalsdkfa)

cw for some bright lights, especially when the dragon breathes fire:

also yes i have finally upgraded to installing obs so i can actually get good footage rather than recording crappy tv shots on my phone LOL i may or may not be in the processing of collecting lots of footage so i can make a romantically tragic extremely cringey music video.................... don't think less of me lakdjflasdk (tho it'll take a while because i'll need to beat the game to get the final scenes and then start NG+ to get scenes i missed and i already know the ending is going to break me)

#carrot plays dd2 #cw eyestrain #cw flashing #i am so sorry #i think about them 24/7 #especially genzou pawn #i just love him so much #i'm even so attached to his voice now it just makes me smile #and the cute and funny things he says #AHHHHHHHHHHH #I'M LOSING MY MIND LKAJDFLAKDJFA #i'm getting lots of great shots though already #some epic ones #some cute ones #some romantic ones.... teehee #my cinematic skills are growing #i consider this good practice for being able to craft better scenes in the future

[goatcheese-anon]

Urgent thing I need to share before my ADHD brain forgets:

Harry Potter Post-war Breaking Bad AU:

Snape survived, but since Voldemort is dead, the Dark Marks are slowly killing all the remaining Death Eaters, something Voldy did as a failsafe. And like, let's take into consideration that Harry is quite literally a War Veteran and has some tremendous PTSD, and he probably doesn't know how to cope, and now starts taking Muggle drugs.

So now we have the slowly-dying-'chemistry' -Professor and the horrible-at-'chemistry' -ex-student-now-junky.

The motive for Snape to start making that stuff is still a bit wonky, but it would probably be to leave something for Hogwarts.. Or for his godson Draco.. Yk,,

Anyhow, let's assume he has a motive to do this for now. Maybe he wanted to visit Harry for old times sake, since yk their history and all, and he ends up discovering that Harry became an addict to a Muggle drug.

You know the drill. Lots of discouragement and fighting, until Snape, who is admittedly a bit impressed that Harry was able to make that stuff in the first place, gives in and makes a magical equivalent. Now, that's where the whole fun begins.

I didn't even think about it until now, but it would 100% result in Severitus.

I'm just imagining the two of them sitting in an old Muggle Camper-van, Snape with a cauldron instead of Muggle chemistry equipment, complaining about the size of the thing when it could be magically enhanced, Harry, who keeps telling him that it's more convenient that way in case someone's after them so they'll reach the steering wheel faster.. And the best part is the magical elements in this story. Police AND Aurors would be after them, Kingpins like Tuco Salamanca or Gus Fring could also be Wizards (Gus as a Wizard would GENUINELY be terrifying.), and the whole thing overall would be so much more exciting.

The Weasleys would 100% help Harry sell the stuff.

Anyhow, this concludes this madness for now.

#fanfic #fanfiction #fanfiction ideas #harry potter #severus snape #professor severus snape #pro severus snape #pro snape #severitus #breaking bad #brba #mention of drugs #mention of death #Kinda #Please someone write this #I already have too many WIP's #i can't stop thinking about it #this made me lose my mind #I'm literally sitting here #questioning my life choices #How did I even think of this #I'm SO gonna draw this though #and nobody can stop me #Get ready for Severus White and Harry Pinkman #/j #ron weasley

[woeismywaffle]

I might just kill a man ngl

#my life is just going full circle at this point huh. #an ever ongoing loop of being obsessed with insane twinks from problematic creators with funky artsyles #they were the prototype radiohusk to me and I'm only now realising #you do not understand what this is doing to my sanity and general health #okegom #funamusea #deep sea prisoner #ice scream #idate okegom #rock okegom #hazbin hotel #alastor #husk #barely just discovering the okegom fandom on twitter and I'm already losing my mind