#idk if that's where it's from 😅

[so-long-soldier-writes]

Follow up to the Kai Parker ask (off anon) but when you said “He found a little bit of security in Lily Salvatore” it threw me back to that one fic you wrote with Kai and the mice where he brought the reader back to lily’s and it had such heavy found family vibes and I loved it sm, I swear you’re right about Kai’s character turning out differently if someone had given him a second chance. He really did just want to belong. Also, love that your mom is a Matt girly, my little sister is a Tyler Lockwood stan 😂😂

Hi!!! 🤗

Awwwh, tbh, that one's one of my favorites that I've written! I freaking love the found family trope, and there's a great lack of fics of him being with the heretics in a family sense (& him with heretics in general). [I want to write more, too.]

But yeah, he just wants to feel like he belongs somewhere, and even though he didn't really know Lily, she still gave him that feeling of security through, if you take my blood, you're pretty much indestructible. And the heretics would contribute to giving him that feeling of safety and belonging, considering they're in the same boat Gemini siphon-wise, and he was with them for four months, and let them feed on him.

The lack of redemption bothers me so much because almost every single villain was redeemed up to season 5, and then they just started killing them off. But unlike Silas, the Travelers, Lily's boyfriend I forgot his name, and the Sirens, Kai was actually putting effort into being better, but then they totally screwed him over.

And I could even see him getting close to Damon later in season 6, when he wanted answers about his mother. They could've been buddies, but then Bonnie had to go in and ruin it. Kai could've had his life; he'd probably stay in Mystic Falls and continue to gain their trust. Jo wouldn't have died; the heretics wouldn't have absolutely ransacked MF; Matt wouldn't have lost his shit with the vamps for good. 😅 If they just forgave Kai, so many problems would've been avoided, and the poor boy could've had the redemption arc he deserved. I'll be forever mad about it.

Also, laughing about your sister liking Tyler. 😂 He 's almost as bad as Matt. Thing is though, I don't really hate either of them. Tyler peeves me most of the time, but I like some of his qualities. Matt's fine when he's being loyal to his friends, but I lose respect for him when he's sleeping with Rebekah but actively hating vampires, but then I really hate him in seasons 7 & 8. Being anxious of vampires is entirely valid, but he can't hate them and sleep with them, too. 😅

#i've seen you in my comments! #every time i read your url i get the maneskin song stuck in my head #idk if that's where it's from 😅 #but hi!!! #and i will die on the hill that kai and damon shoulda been buddies

[lilrig2bigrig]

Imagine asking Nico to teach you his native language while in an intimate position…

warnings: smut

This is a short blurb… I was feeling a type of way and my friends said to “write it out”.. now here we are

there’s smut under the cut please go away if you’re under 18+ or rpf makes you uncomfortable (obviously)

Nico’s eyelids are nearly closed. He’s panting in my face and I hear him saying something. I can’t understand it so I know he’s saying something in his native language.

“Teach me”, I pant out.

“Huh” he gasps and his eyes snap open to meet my hooded ones.

I slow my movements to a slow roll on him, my clit hitting his pubic bone, making my voice shake. “I want you to teach me how to say what you’re saying” I moan as I pull at his hair. “While you fuck me”

..

Okay I had more to that but I I’m not fully sure how to even make it a story 😅.. so small blurb to get out of my system.

#what if I came out of writing retirement #I used to write… never smut though idk where this came from 😅 #nhl fanfiction #nico hischier smut #nhl rpf #nico hischier x reader #nico hischier blurb #nhl smut

[beeduoo]

originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins

#origins smp #i heard theres been like three failed origins revivals WHAT EVEN HAPPENED i was only there for the first one😅 #beeduo #otubbo #oranboo #beeduo fanart #i rewatched some origins streams a little while ago oh my god theyre SO FUNNY #DUDE DOES ANUONE REMMEBER THAT ONE STREAM I COUDLNT FIND RHIS ONE STREAM #IR WAS LIKE THE ONE WHERE TUBBO WAS SINGING SUGAR BY MAROON FIVE and they were being really Funny thay shit h #ad me CRYING in 2021 Please i swear this happened imnot crazy but also they might have been separate streams actuallu i dont rememebr its #been wayyyyyyy too long #BUT IT HAPPENED I PROMISE Sorry i've been gone for a while ive been very busy lots of Things going on went to Six flags then jad a surprise #bday party then i had to buy shoes for prom then Go to prom and also i do figure skating and am out like every day idknt have Time im sorry☹ #had a crepe yesterday it was sooooo goood im like learning to drive too that shit is boring as hell my dad kept gettign 😑 bc i couldn't stop #yawning DRIVING IS SO BORING its not my fault😭😭😭😭 #ok what else ohhhh. y god i locked in SO HARD for this physics essay u guys dont even knowim getting ONE HUNDRED on that trust i just really #wanted to share ok i love you bge #WAIT ACTUALLT SORRU IM LIKE REMMEBERJNG THE ORIGINS STREAMS K WAYCHED #RANBOO WAS SO FUCKING FUNNT IN THOSE STREAMS TOO LIKE I REMEMBER NIKI WANTED TO SEE THEIR BASE and tubbo was like ooh maybe we can put like #water down here for you niki we need a water system and ranwas like Do we though?I WAD WAYCHING THAT .LIKE DAMMMNNNNNN OM LIKE GIGGLING WRIT #ING THIS RIGHT NOW I CAN HEARTHE CLIP HE DID NOTTT WANT HER IJNTHEIR BASE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #I NEED TO FIDN THAT STREAM WHERE IRS LIKE TOMMY AND JACK A D FHEHRE LOKE TALKING ABOUT DUOS AND THEN JACK SAYS THE MOST OUT OF POCKET SHIT I #VE EVER HEARD LKKE I LITERALLU HAD TK PAUSE. H PHONE AND BURST OUR LAUHJIMG MY JAW WAS ON THE FLOORRRRR DO U GUYS R EME ER WTF IM TLAKING AB #OUT IDK HOW TO FIND THESE STREAMS Oh my god u really Had to be there early 2021 that was liye the funniest era of mt life i wlild be #Tearing up from lauhjimg every day I MISS WAYCHING STREAMS LIVE CHAT WAS SO FUNNY I wishe it was archivedI WISH MORE STREAMERS KEPT CHAT ON #SCREEN i defiently understand why most didn't like Wyd when chats annouing ad hell but also Me 3 years later is interested in what the pub #lic had to say.... ok Now bye

[chai-berries]

happy girlfriend day to my favorite girl in the world

i love you to bits and pieces baby

#i wanna [redacted] her until she [redacted] #:-D #none of these photos are mine #i literally just pulled them from my photos #only one had a watermark #and that was the alpha pandora one (i think that’s what it is) #and idk where to search 😅 #if one is yours i can credit u or take it down no problem #abby brainrot era #if you are reading this — hi 🫵🧡🤍🩷 #abby anderson x reader

[hikarinokusari]

Let's say it counts as my Strahdtober entry even if it has nothing to do with the prompt. Keeping up the fake illustrations of what if scenarios. This time with the sweet Volenta, who I enjoy very much as a DM. I've always thought of her as the mad dog Strahd would unleash on the party. She worships her master in my game, so I thought of drawing her in a desecrated place... Sent to choose a sacrificial lamb for her Dreadful Lord ... or to answer the vain prayers players would made for Barovia to get better.

I will polish things one day, I’m just playing around and don’t have energy to do clean things.

#art #volenta popofsky #strahd brides #curse of strahd #my art #dnd art #cos art #vampire spawn #dnd npc #digital art #i went overboard with the lighting but i don't have a clue on backgrounds so i just splashed brushes here and there #sketch #she definitely has a baal verzi dagger in this never happened never will happen drawing #there's no light in barovia so don't ask me where the light comes from idk i just felt like doing light that doesn't exist 😅 #next one is escher if I ever figure out how to draw bards #ravenloft #it's strahdtober time

[ardenrosegarden]

Fate of the Unforgivable: The Norns weren't always generous. Some humans were punished for their rotten souls in a form of purgatory and had to suffer through their worst nightmare, over and over again, until the Norns were satisfied.

#Unforgiving: A Northern Hymn #gamingedit #giffing more games with no fandom but left an impression on me <3 #also just came back from watching the lore videos like I guess that makes sense and I got the gist of it in-game #but idk how I was supposed to string some of the finer bits like about the characters' childhoods together etc 😅 #it's also a swedish game from the mid 2010's so there are certain elements where I'm like...I know who you were inspired by 👁️👁️ #my edit #unforgiving

[torgawl]

can we talk about sukuna and rika and why the king and queen of curses having a dispute is also narratively fitting? if sukuna is an heian era sorcerer with an antipathy and disregard of human emotions and the weak's will to live, blind to love and unable to comprehend the value of relationships with others then rika, as his counterpart, works especially well. rika is just a kid, or was just a kid. an innocent young girl who ended up dying tragically and saw herself transform into a vengeful spirit after being cursed by love. not only does she represent the weak (remember when sukuna's slaughter of women and children was implied?), she represents love itself. with her feelings lingering after death, she clinged onto her existence with the sole wish of protecting yuuta. it counteracts so well with sukuna's selfish will to kill time before his final breathe, which he admitted to be his will and motivation.

before i move on to my next idea, which let me preface by saying that it might be a little out there and dives into theory territory, i'm going to contextualise it with some information on the symbolism of "king and queen" that might help understand why this thought may make - at least some - sense.

in alchemy the king usually appears in conjunction with the queen, representing the sun-and-moon duality. in accordance with the theory of sulfur and mercury, which together, after alchemist purification, form the philosopher’s stone (also called the elixir of life, associated with rejuvenation and immortality), usually represented by the crowned hermetic androgyne (the union of the complementary male and female, achieving perfection or completion in the human state). according to jung, the king and queen also signify the spiritual conjunction that takes place when the process of individuation is complete, with the harmonious union of the unconscious and consciousness. jungian psychology has subjected the alchemistic tradition to extensive analysis and views the king less as an image of paternal authority and more as an archetype of higher insight and wisdom.

with that in mind, i think it's easy to understand where i'm headed but i want to add something else. remember jjk 0? geto's plan at the time was to obtain rika so he could use her power and move forward with his plan to annihilate all no-sorcerers. he believed her to be the key to achieve his goal and was willing to risk his own life for it. furthermore, the story is highly based on buddhist concepts and one of the core aspects of jujutsu kaisen is the cycles of suffering the characters are subjected to. in buddhism the goal is to become free of the samsara (continuous cycle of life, death and rebirth), eliminate suffering and achieve nirvana (enlightment). this ties withe the name of the series as kaisen is comprised of the kanji 'kai', meaning cycle, and 'sen', meaning battle, which combined with jujutsu (which means magic/sorcery but contains the word curse) describe the story as an endless battle of curses. and in a sense, the story also repeats itself, between generations and storyline-wise with the events circling back to how it all began. yuuta managed to land a fatal strike on geto once again, but now rika is pointed to be in a direct confrontation with sukuna as the queen of curses. now that i went through all the context needed to understand this, is it possible rika is once again in danger of being taken away? the idea of achieving a state of perfection with the unity between king and queen is quite intriguing. sukuna finally addressing yuuji as a worthy rival because of his unshakable resolve and unbreakable soul, is almost directly implying yuuji to be the one with whom sukuna has his last battle. an ultimate power-up (or the equivalent to), would be veyy cathartic before a final fight where yuuji would have the opportunity to finally go all out and have his well awaited and deserved protagonism (in my eyes, at least).

#so i guess my point is i'm not expecting sukuna to lose but i'm also not expecting yuuta to die (as of now at least) #i feel like it's not impossible that something happens to rika though #i kind of like that idea 😅 since that's not the original rika and yuuta is able to fight even without her #it's also quite funny that in the animal kingdom some females eat their counterparts and sukuna is said to be a cannibal #rika isn't human and i'm not theorising he will eat her but wouldn't it be ironic #and if jjk isn't a story full of irony idk what is #sorry for the random post #please don't trust what i say it was a random thought and i just thought it was fun to expand on it a little 😂 #i didn't even go through the chess symbolism we could also go through that route #the queen is the most powerful piece but the king is the most important. we could talk about checkmate. we could talk about the move where #the queen sacrifices itself for a more favorable tactical position which would also be interesting in the grand scheme of things #so yeah expecting interesting things from this fight not gonna lie #maybe this didn't make a lot of sense but you know what whatever i'm just having fun using my single brain cell rn bye 😂 #jujutsu kaisen #jjk leaks #sukuna #rika orimoto #okkotsu yuuta #jjk 💭

[draw-you-coward]

screenshot study! from the movie the sea beast which has SUCH pretty shots :)

this was very useful! i learned that something like this is way over my head rn 😅 it's the first time ive ever done a painted figure study and i can see why people struggle with them! it's a HUGE leap from shading in spheres or eggs. but now that i've seen how i struggle i can start to tackle it! huge difference from before where i was just feeling lost and didn't know how to proceed :)

edit: her dress is apparently fucking YELLOW!! i told you. i warned you about yellow

#the sea beast #also i finally found a good playlist on spotify 😅thank fuck . i couldnt listen to any more mnm #but yea! now because of my previous studies where ive seen that i can improve if i focus one area #and seeing here where the difficulty level is (much higher above me lol) #i can kind of triangulate what i have to do next :) which clears my big ass mental block #but yeah idk HOW i ever thought i could learn this just from looking at other ppls art! and not an actual real (relatively) 3d scene #portraits arent even in the same ballpark btw. telling u that so someone will #understanding light and form is COMPLETELY different #:) also what do you think of my clouds! better right #the shapes r a lil wack but we'll get to shape language later lol #art stuff #painting practice

[bardicjustice]

Astarion is one of the first characters where I love him so much and cannot fucking stand the fandom's take on him. I cannot go into the astarion tag or I will be filled with an unspeakable rage

#its the intentional ignorance of the trauma that defines his character for me #as an ace person who hates being sexualized and hearing a specific line from astarion where he literally tells you it makes him #uncomfortable when people sexualize him thats so relatable and the way the fandom glosses over thar bc sexy vampire twink is sooo annoyinh #like do ppl have no critical thinking skills? i know hes just a character but ppl literally fall for his act and even after he admits #that its just an act they still pretend thats his actual personality/preferences like? hello? #idk man it just irks me to my soul that someone might say 'i dont like sex or being thought of sexually' and ppl just ignore that to place #their own fantasies over the wishes of another. as an ace person #that makes me so nervous like 😅 #ranting

[memento-mariii]

Speaking of the fae, what gets me about those "dark fae romances" that seem to be so "in" right now is that they don't do anything interesting with the fae lore. Like. Why even call your MC a fae if he never speaks in riddles and can just straight up lie all the time. Why call him a fae and make him impervious to cold iron.

Look. I know that "fae lore" is actually just a disjointed and often self-contradicting collection of completely individual folk tales and mythologies and that no such thing as the Definitive Fae Lore™️ exists, but c'mon. At that point he's just a guy with pointy ears. He's a tolkien elf with an attitude problem. You're allowed to write a yandere legolas fic if you want to write a yandere legolas fic.

#I want to be clear and state this is just me channeling my inner bitter old lady and griping about the current general trend of things #and this isn't me trying to call out/start any beef with any specific series or authors or their fans #also like. this is coming from a korean person whose first exposure to western fae stories where they're this ancient powerful beings #as opposed to 'children with wings in tutu' #came from Changeling: the Lost games #whose own take on the true fae are just basically 'eldritch horrors‚ but with a prettier veneer' #so I may be hopelessly biased when it comes to which type of depictions I prefer 😅 #mmari rambles #mmari rants #<-but like. recreationally. #bad tropes #<-or maybe tropes I just dislike. idk.

[la-cocotte-de-paris]

I need you to know I had a flower in my hair

#these are the final pics I'm posting from that day i swear sksksksosos #i will shut up about that day now 😅 #who knows maybe I'll even delete these posts idk #the flower was on my bad side tho lol so all the pics where the flower looks far more obvious just give weird uncanny valley vibes #idk it gives me the ick #portraits of a cruel mistress #portraits of the siren #c'est moi!

[coffeetrain]

Lil fella just wonderin up to robotnik

Ive got this odd idea about Robotnik being a animal whisperer of some sorts

#stobotnik #jimbotnik #Idk where this headcannon came from 😅 #I just love the ideas of animals really liking him #And he's confused on why they keep on following him

[kickbutts-singsongs]

YOU LIKE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!

what is your favourite song omgomg

OMG DONT MAKE ME CHOOOOOOOOOOSE

Obvi the title song slaps, All I Ask of You is so sweet, Think of Me makes me jealous of sopranos cuz I can’t sing all the high notes, Prima Donna is fun, Music of the Night uhh did things to me lol, Angel of Music is so soothing, and Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again made me tear up a bit.

I can’t narrow it down to just one, so imma say my top three are:

Music of the Night (especiallyyyyy the Ramin Karimloo version from the 25th anniversary)

Phantom of the Opera (nuff said)

and Point of No Return (the movie version)

It’s so good to see a fellow Phan!!!!! 🤩🤩🤩

#I was absolutely infatuated with The Phantom after I watched the movie (three times in a row) #I mean he checked all my boxes #aesthetic? check! #musical talent? check! #lives in a place with secret passageways? double check! #but then I had a dream where The Phantom was revealed to be my father and I think my brain was tryna tell me smth 💀💀💀 #phantom of the opera #poto #man I was totally obsessed with this musical I even got to see it on Broadway before it closed! #I made an entire spreadsheet analysis on the different melodies and where they were used and what they meant #you know there’s one melody that always plays after the Phantom does or is mentioned to have done smth crazy or amazing #but then someone says or does smth that really just reminds the audience that the Phantom is not a demon or an Angel #he’s a human #I called the melody ‘true colors’ cuz idk what else to call it lol #it doesn’t have its own song it’s just used in spurts #its used after Erik gets after Christine for taking off his mask and Christine hands it back to him #(and we see him go from anger to vulnerability and then it plays) #and again in the preamble to All I Ask Of You when Christine goes #‘yet in his eyes / all the sadness of the world / those pleading eyes / that both threaten and adore’ #(and we see Christine go from ‘he’s scary’ to ‘he’s wonderful’ to ‘oh u know what he’s sad and lonely’) #and more but I digress #anyways sorry that was a rant but I don’t really want to delete all that so there u go 😅 #asks #Thanks for reaching out!! ❤️❤️❤️

[dylanconrique]

i will forever headcanon that when lucy gets pregnant and has her little “labor and delivery adventure” it has to be on the couch in the precinct break room to parallel s1 when she helped that woman deliver her baby in the middle of a standoff between her drug trafficing boyfriend.

#*and this is icarly! #the rookie #tim bradford #lucy chen #chenford #otp: you know me so well #like i always imagine she's somehow stuck there due to some serious event going down idk #while tim's out on patrol btw #she just wanted to visit tim and see everyone and get a large plate of food that she's been craving from the food trucks 🥺 #not give birth in her workplace where all her colleagues can very obviously hear her #or have one of her closest friends [nyla] looking up her... ya know... to help deliver #nolan and aaron are blocking off the two pathways to the breakroom justto make sure no one walks by #tim gets there in time but he does unfortunately get cussed out by lucy in cantonese 😅😅 #*mine

[myname-isnia]

Honestly I’d really like to make some kind of MLP AU or redesign/rewrite or whatever else of the sort because MLP was essentially my first fandom and it’s extremely nostalgic to me, but I’ve seen so many people do it already and have found myself physically incapable of producing something that isn’t blatantly copying what other people have done :/

#and yeah yeah I know that nothing in the world is truly original and everyone’s inspired by something #but I want to make smth that isn’t rehashing what I’ve already seen #and it’s hard bc redesigns and aus are kinda all the rage right now #and no I’m not talking about those infection aus bc while those are really cool and I’m not interested in making my own #I’m a really squeamish person. to the point I even avoid sick fics most of the time #so while I enjoy seeing a lot of those aus because I too had a creepypasta phase and it reminds me of cupcakes and rainbow factory vibe-wise #I’d probably throw up if I had to draw smth like that myself 😅 #anyway. what I meant is some kind of rewrite where I’d get to explore themes that interest me more #maybe dig a little deeper than the earlier seasons of the show could afford in certain places #like coming up with a clearer reason for aj’s parents’ deaths. for instance #and also making next gens is basically my modus operandi at this point so while I’m not really interested in making kids for the mane 6 #I’d like to redesign them + their families to get to play with genetics a little. #but again. I’ve seen a lot of redesigns over the years and I’m afraid they would influence me too much for my liking #only reason I’m so worried is because last year I did doodle some ideas a little. for the CMCs in particular #and suddenly realised they were basically the grand galloping 20s au designs poorly drawn from memory in my style #and any ideas re: redesigning the actual pony species are essentially ripped off from skyscraper gods #as are some concepts about becoming an alicorn/gaining immortality and all hat #so… yeah. no #idk. I’ll think about it some more and maybe I can come up with some cool ideas that I can string together in some way #it might be really fun and would also give me a chance to let my sotrl hyperfixation rest a little #don’t get me wrong. I love the universe Kat and I created and my OCs and everything. but I’ve been going at it non stop for almost 4 years #sooner or later it’ll burn me out and I won’t be able to come up with anything for it anymore #and I literally don’t draw anything BUT sotrl #so it’d be nice to branch out a little. maybe I’ll finally feel less like I’m screaming into the void with my incredibly niche OCs #again. I don’t know. we’ll see if I’m struck with inspiration or smth #also coming up with ideas is like half of the problem lmao. horses are really hard to draw #even cartoon ones 😭😭 I was hyperfixated on mlp for most of my childhood and still never mastered it #I can barely draw humans lower than shoulder level let alone horses. but I’ll figure it out if I get a concrete au idea #okay I’ve been rambling for like half an hour. rant over I’m done

[hannanodaa]

hello again😅👋 srry it’s been wild these past month or two for me but I finally remembered that I have Tumblr and I’m here again 🙈🙈

#so long story short my life was falling apart and everything was a mess 😅😅 #it got to the point where I couldn’t even take care of myself and my surroundings. so I went to the doctor to see if there’s anything wrong #and LOL to my surprise I have ADHD and it’s only now getting treated because all the coping mechanisms I’ve been using don’t work anymore #and I pretty much just crashed. like it got so bad that I had a 3 hour sobbing session all because I couldn’t code a box to show up on my pc #but yea 😅 #I recently got medication to help me manage it and I’m definitely doing much better now #like for once my mind is calm and not constantly racing from one thing to the next? idk it’s hard to describe but yea #I didn’t know calmness was a thing until I finally took meds for it lollll #personal #it’s also definitely helped me a lot with the constant feeling of anxiousness like for once in my life I feel confident in myself+my actions #also just in one week I’ve been able to get so many things done than I usually would in a week. like this is definitely a huge game changer #in a month* #I miss drinking coffee tho 😔 doctor highly recommended that I don’t drink it while I’m taking the meds or it might backfire