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muwur · 4 years

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haikyuu x otome: masterlist | prologue

» synopsis: a haikyuu x reader au where you, the player, are bound for university in a metropolis several hours away from home. hope and excitement are replaced with dread as you come to realize that juggling life as a student and a part-time employee takes a toll. from demanding classes to a ruthless manager, life just can’t seem to give you a break. that is, until you meet a certain someone who reminds you how to live and follow your dreams. somehow, when you’re with them, time stands still. maybe things are finally starting to look up. if only you could stay in those moments for just a little longer.

» disclaimer: i do not own haikyuu or any of the pixels in this post (i simply made collages out of them)

edit: it’s been brought to my attention that another HQ writer may have written something similar to this idea in the past and I was unaware. Though I haven’t seen this particular type of thing written yet, I don’t mean to claim this event idea as my own bc I feel a lot of events that ppl put up may have some overlapping themes n such (tho this idea would def be more specific and be cause for concern of plagiarism) and bc I would never want to steal ideas/not ask other writers first/not credit other writers (that’s not cool fam). If you have any issues with this event, pls bring them up w me, and if you know any other writers who’ve done smth similar, pls share w me their URLs! thank u for ur understanding :) I hope u can still enjoy haikyuu x otome :’)

» how to play:

I. you can refer here for the general rules of my blog. also, for this event (and it’ll say in the descriptions below), i’m only accepting one character per request. also the word count limits i wrote here may change as im getting started on actually writing requests lol

II. essentially a collection of x reader one-shots, drabbles, and smaus in which you are a busy college student whose only break seems to be spending time with friends who actually get you or the 15-minute lunch break during which you get to ignore annoying customers

III. since this is otome-inspired, i have several options you can choose from. these options are essentially types of requests:

» everyday is a new start

» drabble about how you meet the character of your choice

» it is not guaranteed y’all are gonna gel (get along) when you first meet,, warning: if the character is usually a bitch, i may write them as one LMAO jkjk but fr

» usually light, fluffy, and/or silly

» hmm tbh,,, idk word count,,, probs anywhere between 700-1k words (i edited this word count after writing my first thing bc HNNN)

» the only characters you can’t request this for is yamaguchi, tsukki n hinata,,, bc you meet them in the prologue AHAHA sry it’s nothing too spaicy since it’s just in the intro

» it’s all in the little things

» one-shots about normal, daily interactions with the character of your choice

» in other words, these include what can go on in a day in the life of y/n and the character of your choice (after they’ve already met). in the city, the possibilities are endless

» give me a word (or several, cuz writing is hard lmao. also legit any word, like ‘orange’ or ‘nostalgia.’ i may choose only one or do a combination from your list :3) as a prompt and ill somehow make something of it lmao

» medium relationship development + exp

» 700-1.5k words

» hmmm what should i get today?

» very short drabble with a character of your choice about various scenarios and thots i have in my head

» a complete surprise, totally random, may have no context

» may be serious, fluff, crack, etc.

» if u choose this u basically told me ‘surprise me’

» 100-300 words, depends on my mood

» when i see your name pop up on the screen, i can’t help but smile

» short smau with a character of your choice

» fluff or crack, ur choice or leave that up to me (if unspecified, ill just flip a coin)

» you can either give me a word(s) as a guide or leave the topic of convo up to me

» 2-4 panels

» you’d be surprised how much can happen in a day

» BMO has nothing to do with this, i just found a cute pixel of him

» spaicy relationship development, the scenes in which you actually make progress in the game

» one-shot with a character of your choice

» order from the following:

» macaron: when they realize they’ve fallen for you

» banana bread: when you realize you’ve fallen for them

» iced americano: when they feel a tinge of jealousy

» hot chocolate: when they see you crying

» matcha latte: when they have a longing to be around you

» cupcake: love confession (may be intentional or accidental)

» major relationship development + exp + sometimes confusion

» 1-2k words

» these will probs take me longer

» all good things must come to an end

» not as angsty as those bolded words above sound,,, unless you want it to be >:)

» drabble or one-shot with a character of your choice. the final interaction before finishing the game

» you have three options: good end (fluffy, romantic & the like), bad end (angst), or crack end (surprise)

» word count will be super variable, from 300-1.5k words

IV. this forces me to write one-shots, drabbles, anything but hc’s, and also forces me to limit my word count. that said, this will take me a hot minute, y’all. word counts may change too bc i am,,, indecisive n untalented AHAHA

V. search for ‘haikyuu x otome,’ ‘haikyuu x otome special,’ ‘haikyuu x reader otome’ tags! i will tag each work under these c:

got it? have a request for me? send me an ask or submission!

request example: ‘start new game with akaashi’ or ‘love challenge with yachi in the empty lecture hall at night’ or ‘continue story with noya. words: tired, mangoes, music’

feel free to ask me if ur confused about anything and have questions! thank you so much for reading <3 im excited for this heh

inspired by recent haikyuu otome teasers i keep seeing online and the fact that i dropped my summer class and am taking on personal projects (like painting my room LMAO i gotta manifest my inner buff daddee ushi to move shit in my room bc i kid u not everything is rlly heavy in here. and i also delved back into otomes on my phone,, does anyone else play midnight cinderella or mr love LOL talk 2 me)

haikyuu x otome masterlist

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blackcoffeeandblankpagess · 4 years

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1/2 so i’ve been dealing with (read ignoring) an ankle/foot injury for a number of weeks/months. i kept telling myself it was fine because there’s no bruising etc and i was marathon training and had consulted with a pod who showed me how to strap etc. in reality it’s not getting better and it’s been about 10 weeks since the original injury. the marathon has been cancelled. ive pulled back on training but i think i probably need a proper rest... i’m scared that ill put on weight but ashamed that

2/2 this is my fear because i am the first to say it does not matter and weight fluctuates etc etc which i DO believe but i also have a history of anorexia and disordered eating and find change hard. also im scared of losing fitness and having to start again.. i don’t really know what my question is. tell me to take time off? going to try and get a go app & mri scan for see if there’s any visible damage to ankle/foot but don’t know that i’ll be able to with all the restrictions atm... sigh.

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okay hi I weirdly love that you sent me this message, don’t get me wrong that is a shitty spot to be in and I’m sending you a big hug, BUT I feel like I could have literally written this myself I resonate SO much so....hopefully because of that I can say something somewhat useful.

First of all. Take a break. I mean it. Just stop everything for like...a week to start (obviously longer is fine too, but a week might seem less terrifying at first). That doesn’t mean oh I’ll take a break from running but bike 20 miles a day...no! I am also someone who has an EXTREMELY hard time giving myself permission to rest (aside from my rest day) because I will internally debate until the end of time over whether or not it’s necessary etc. etc. and honestly I get a huge sense of relief when a medical professional tells me to take a break because I’m like oh okay cool this is literally their career they know what they are talking about and I’m listening to their advice. BUT especially if you are injured and you ARE injured from what I am hearing here even if you do not technically have the scans to prove it yet, you NEED to rest. If you keep going and pushing through the pain you are going to dig yourself deeper and deeper into the hole and it is going to take WAY longer to dig yourself out. Also, especially given your ED history, I would be extra precautious about handling injuries and ensuring proper recovery. Obviously I know literally nothing about your injury or your ED background, but I would not take a lack of bruising to mean that it’s nothing serious (I’m not trying to scare you here but I feel like sometimes we need to have someone just shove the truth in our face so here you go). If it is something like a stress fracture for instance (which again, I have NO idea the details of your issue so maybe it isn’t), then you might not *see* anything but your bones would LITERALLY BE BREAKING and the more you run on that the more you are breaking them down and the recovery could move from just needing a few weeks rest to needing surgery. Not to mention the long term damage you would be doing to your body. Something I had to really, really come to terms with after I got my stress fracture was realizing I had been underfueling for YEARS and even if I wasn’t actively trying to restrict myself, I had gotten used to not eating enough and that meant my bones were breaking down more and more every. single. day. and it is easiest to build bone density when you are young and gets progressively more difficult as you age so the choices you make today are going to affect you deeply in the future. It’s easy to see it as just one extra run or one skipped snack but the truth is that for those of us who buy into those things we never really stop at one, and all of those “just this one time”s add up. And it’s not good. This past summer I forced myself to take a week off of literally everything not because anything was physically wrong but because I realized I was exercising way too much and significantly undereating and I knew I was on the fast track to hurting myself and causing long term damage.

To your second point about fear of gaining weight- first of all I have so, so, so much respect for you for being able to admit that fear because realistically a lot of us have it, I certainly dealt with it when I was injured, and even if we rationally know that in the grand scheme of things it ~doesn’t matter~ the truth is that coming from an ED background the thought of weight gain is probably going to cause some anxiety! like you said I could talk all day about why gaining weight doesn’t matter and you are more than a number etc. etc. but you and I both already know that. Maybe this is a problematic approach that I’m about to share but honestly if someone had told me this when I first found out about my stress fracture it probably would have relieved anxiety and especially given these wild times I think relieving anxiety is prob a good thing- when I had my stress fracture I didn’t workout for four months. Literally NOTHING. no cross training. no swimming. no biking. no walks. I was on crutches. I literally had to be driven to class. My activity level was at a -12. I ate almost exactly the same as when I wasn’t injured (which, led me to learn I was DEFINITELY under eating), and I gained MAYBE like....5 pounds or less (or maybe none at all it honestly was probably 99% in my head). Literally not enough for anyone at ALL to notice except for me because my pants felt a tiny bit tighter. This honestly made me question a lot of things. For one, I knew I needed to really up my intake when I was allowed to be active again. Two, I started to reallllly question WHY I felt the need to do all this activity if being completely inactive didn’t lead to my body changing much. It made me realize how much I underlyingly relied on exercise to micromanage my body. It was a lot to think about.

ALSO. I didn’t get my period regularly for about 4 years and once that stress fracture hit I made it my MISSION to get it back (and I did!) because that is a huge red flag and I knew that if I wasn’t getting it, that once my bone healed even if I was cleared to run again I was just on track to get another injury because sure maybe THAT injury healed but my shitty bones were still shitty and that meant another injury was just as likely. I decided that gaining a little weight (whatever that meant) was critical because I would much rather be a few pounds heavier than constantly switching between running and injured. Also, more importantly, I want to be able to be active throughout my whole life and if your bones are shit at 21 (when I got my stress fracture) you are probably going to be really f**ked once you are actually the age that people’s bones start to deteriorate.

The most important thing I have learned is that everything you do in terms of over exercise/under eating has HUGE LONG TERM CONSEQUENCES and it is SO easy to ignore that when you are in the thick of it because often you don’t feel those consequences until years later but listen, you do not want to wait for things to get really bad before you decide to start trying to truly, properly recover.

It’s really easy to get caught in that inbetween place of not doing horribly but also definitely not feeling as free as you could when it comes to food/body stuff. Ask yourself WHY you are scared of gaining weight and like I said, operating under the assumption that we know weight gain is okay etc. etc., realistically your body is probably not going to go through some wild change if you just take a break. Think about it, most people barely exercise and they eat whatever and they are all FINE! It’s easy on the internet/social media to feel like everyone is out running 23498239432 miles and eating kale or whatever but most people really aren’t like that and they are getting along just fine.

Also, something that helped me was realizing that I really do not want to spend my whole life constantly terrified that if I eat too much or take a break or whatever my body is going to change etc. etc. and I realized that if i don’t want to spend my whole life worried about that then at SOME POINT I was going to have to just start living how I wanted to because 1. once you start living how you want to you realize the world does not in fact end and you can have your cake and eat it too (ha). and 2. you aren’t going to just suddenly wake up one day and not care about these things anymore, if you really want to be free from it you need to make a conscious effort to live the life you actually want, not the one that is stemmed in fear

In the past year I have grown SO much in terms of food/exercise. And my body has literally not changed. I was holding on so tightly to this perceived control that was entirely unnecessary. Your body is designed to want to stay generally the same (unless of course you are currently in an unhealthy spot) and when you just chill out for a sec you realize that your body is capable of doing naturally what you thought you had to be micromanaging and taking care of all along.

I will leave you with a quote that I heard one time somewhere (how’s that for a source) “You have a lot more to gain than you do to lose”

By letting your body heal

By not making decisions out of fear of gaining weight

By eating what you want

etc.

This was long af and I may have rambled but I hope it helps. Like I said, I’m not trying to scare anyone but also sometimes feeling a little bit of that “oh shit wtf am I doing” feeling is the kick in the butt you need. (but I know it is super duper hard and I am sending you all the love and support and also hoping your foot is something minor)

So yes, take a break, talk to your dr, be super honest with them. When I had my stress fracture my dr and pt were both like ok here’s the deal- rest and eat a lot of food. so I would advise that ;)

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deivorous · 4 years

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THE POSITIVE & NEGATIVE; Mun & Muse - Meme.

fill out & repost ♥ This meme definitely favors canons more, but I hope OC’s still can make it somehow work with their own lore, and lil’ fandom of friends & mutuals. Multi-Muses pick the muse you are the most invested in atm. image:

My muse is: canon / oc / au / canon-divergent / fandomless /

Is your character popular in the fandom? YES / NO. Is your character considered hot™ in the fandom? YES / NO / IDK. Is your character considered strong in the fandom? YES / NO / IDK. Are they underrated? YES / NO. (he is overrated as all hell, fuck this dude... but i love him so...) Were they relevant for the main story? YES / NO. (In the grand scheme of it all? He’s really irrelevant. But I’m glad Kubo didn’t kill him off like was originally planned). Were they relevant for the main character? YES / NO / THEY’RE THE PROTAG. Are they widely known in their world? YES / NO. How’s their reputation? GOOD / BAD / NEUTRAL. (I think its pretty neutral post canon?) How strictly do you follow canon? — I prefer not to RP canon events. There are a few exceptions though. though i will write a lot of post canon (which I have free reign to do considering Kubo never even let us know if he survived Askin!) I’m very headcanon based and I try to fit as many of my headcanons into my writing as possible. That being said, I do use canon to support my hc’s.

SELL YOUR MUSE! Aka try to list everything, which makes your muse interesting in your opinion to make them spicy for your mutuals. — Grimmjow comes from a life of continuous unrelenting trauma and horror. He’s a survivor and will never feel ashamed of the things he needed to do to ensure he stayed alive. The most important thing about my Grimmjow is that he is not a good person, but he wants to be. Becoming an Arrancar gave him a lot of agency that previously eluded him and he’s trying to use it to carve a place for himself in this world. He’s aggressive, rude, and downright mean sometimes, but he’s also curious, and willing to make a connection with other people if they give him a chance.

Now the OPPOSITE, list everything why your muse could not be so interesting (even if you may not agree, what does the fandom perhaps think?). — They guy is an asshole. He’s hostile. Stabs as a warning. And once his trust is broken its nearlly impossible to build back up. He’s naturally suspicious and it can make it very difficult to get past his mask of contempt. Furthermore, he canonically not a very involved character. He’s had very few interaction with others. He’s NOT a romantic and shipping with him is incredibly difficult and I keep my foot down about it.

What inspired you to rp your muse? — He’s the only bleach character I really relate to. I started making a whole bunch of hc’s when I started writing fanfiction and decided to use them in rp (after I struggles to get an OC onto the scene. Grimmjow is much easier to work with.)

What keeps your inspiration going? — I’ve been in the fandom for over a decade. I’m not leaving now. All of the wonderful people I write with keep me motivated!

Some more personal questions for the mun.

Give your mutuals some insight about the way you are in some matters, which could lead them to get more comfortable with you or perhaps not.

Do you think you give your character justice? YES / NO. (My version of him, yes. Canon? Meh, not so much) Do you frequently write headcanons? YES / NO. Do you sometimes write drabbles? YES / NO. (I have many fics - find me on ao3 lmaooooooo) Do you think a lot about your Muse during the day? YES / NO. (im im in the zone and not doing other shit) Are you confident in your portrayal? YES / NO. Are you confident in your writing? YES / NO. Are you a sensitive person? YES / NO. Do you accept criticism well about your portrayal? — No. My characterization is personal to me and I very explicitly stated that I don't write Canon Grimmjow. If I did I would happily take feedback, but because eat this point hes very much my character I don’t appreciate criticism. Y’all are welcome to criticize my writing though! I love that and it helps me grow : )

Do you like questions, which help you explore your character? — YES YES YES! I absolutely love head canons and questions that make me think about what my character would do or think. I welcome them all the time and I don’t care how silly or obscure they may sound so send them my way!

If someone disagrees to a headcanon of yours, do you want to know why? — Hmmmmm, yes! I’d say so. Everyone has different hc’s and I love hearing other peoples thoughts, and often I’d liek to be able to incorporate some of them. That being said, some of my i will not change under any circumstance, so as long as you are happy to compromise I’m happy!

If its a hc on your character though, that's all you! I’ll never pressure you to use a hc that isn’t your own for your portrayal.

If someone disagrees with your portrayal, how would you take it? — I mean, everyone is entitled to their opinion and I certainly don’t believe everyone has to like my way of writing Rukia. If they don’t like it, I would probably just say they can ignore it or unfollow (because why would you follow me if you don’t like what I write? I mean, come on.)

If someone really hates your character, how do you take it? — Just... don't follow me? If you make your dislike really know I’ll probably block you. RP is fun for me so I don’t want people putting me and my muse down.

Are you okay with people pointing out your grammatical errors? — Go for it I guess? If its an error I make consistently It would be nice to know that I’m doing that wrong. If its a one of thing and your confused about what I meant also go for it! If its like... a typo? I probs wont change it lmao.

Do you think you are easy going as a mun? — Yeah! But I can be a bit shy on tumblr and I really only use my Grimm for ooc friends of mine, so It can take a while to get to know me via tumblr. Ask for my discord tho and Ill chat your ear off!

That’s about it, congrats for filling out! tagged by @rukia-kuchiki-divided Tagging: @ivory-insanity @heavenxpiercing, @shambledsurgeon @its-captain-hitsugaya

#[ Repost Games || OOC ]#[ About the Mun and Muse ]#ooc; this was fun! thanks for the tag lovely #and I loved readign your answers too~#[ ooc || plou's edits ]

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penny4yourthot · 5 years

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Broken Stranger-Part 8

utSummary: Torri (O/C) needs to escape her life in Seattle because of her abusive husband. When she ends up in Charming things don’t go as planned.

part-1/ part-2 / part-3/ part-4 /part-5/ part-6 / part-7

I woke to the sound of the alarm buzzing loudly on Chib’s nightstand. He smacked the button and pulled me in closer placing a soft kiss to the top of my hair.

“G’morning, Lass.” I felt a shiver run down my spine from his warm breath tickling my head.

“‘Morning,” I said as I lifted my head up and placed a kiss on his cheek. The moment was cut short when a wave of nausea hit me.

“Dammit!” I yelled and ran to the bathroom, flipping the toilet lid and throwing up what little I had in my stomach. Chibs ran behind me, held my hair with one hand and placed his other around my stomach.

“Stop making yer mum sick, wee one.” His words caused a smile to form on my lips.

“Shit.” I grabbed my lower abdomen.

“Ye okay?” Chibs asked turning my body around so I was facing him.

“Just a couple bad cramps, ill be fine,” I replied as I felt another shock wave of pain run through my abdomen.

“Ye sure?” he questioned. I could see the worry in his eyes.

“Yeah.”

“Okay, I’ll go make breakfas’.” He placed a kiss on my cheek before heading out of the bathroom.

I got up and pulled my pajama bottoms and underwear down to use the bathroom, worry running through my mind as I saw blood on my panties. Shit.

“Chibs!” I yelled, my body begginning to shake in worry. Maybe something was wrong with my baby. I was only ten weeks. I remember learning about complications of pregnancies in nursing school and most things that could go wrong happen within the first twelve weeks.

“Wha’s wrong Lass?” I heard his footsteps running towards the bathroom in a hurry. He stopped directly next to me as he saw the blood.

“I don’t know if this is normal, with the cramps, something must be wrong. Right?” I questioned him, hoping he would have an answer for me.

“Get yer clothes on, let's go see Tara,” he said as he pulled his phone out, leaving the room.

I walked into the bedroom and pulled on a pair of sweatpants and a hoodie and grabbed my purse. Chibs was already outside waiting.

It was an odd sight to see Chibs in a car and not on his bike, but with me being pregnant I was sure we would be taking the car that Gemma gave me more often than not.

I sat in the front seat of the car and Chibs hand instantly went to my thigh gently rubbing in an attempt to comfort me. The contact was all I needed to break down and cry. Worried that I may lose this baby, It was such a shock to find out I was pregnant but the idea of having a baby grew on me greatly in the last few weeks.

“What if I lose the baby?” I sobbed. The dam that was holding my tears back broken.

“I'm here fer ye, Torri, No matter wha’ happens,” he said as he backed out of the driveway and headed towards the hospital.

“I'm sure the little lad or lass is going to be jus’ fine,” He added. I knew I needed to calm down, working myself up this way wasn't going to help anything.

It only took a few minutes to get to the hospital but it felt like a hell of a lot longer. Chibs quickly parked the car and opened my door for me, he grabbed my hand and walked with me into the front doors. We made the familiar walk to Tara’s office and explained what happened. She stood up from her desk and had us follow her to one of the exam rooms.

Chibs gave me a hand as I climbed onto the exam table, pulling my shirt up and preparing for the ultrasound I knew she was going to do.

The thoughts running through my head were quickly interrupted by the cool gel that Tara had put on my abdomen.

“So how long has he bleeding been going on?” Tara questioned keeping eye contact until she put the prob on my stomach.

“I just noticed it this morning right after I felt some pretty intense cramping.” I searched her face as she looked at the ultrasound screen moving the probe slightly to get a better look.

Chibs held my hand as he stood next to me, he must have noticed the doctors face; a look neither of us could read.

“Something wrong with the wee one, Doc?” Chibs questioned, trying to figure out Tara’s face.

“No, well, I mean nothing is wrong with the baby, but there are two of them.” She turned the screen towards me as she spoke.

“T-two baby’s?” My voice shaking from shock

“Yeah, sometimes 8 weeks is too early to see twins so I didn’t catch it on the last ultrasound. The cramping is from your uterus stretching and growing more due to having two fetuses in there,” she started looking back at the scene and capturing a few pictures. “Now the bleeding could be a couple of things, one of the babies placentas could be covering your cervix, but I don’t see that here,” she continued looking back at the screen confirming what she was telling me. “Your cervix could just be irritated. Have you had sexual intercourse recently?” She looked back over at me and then to Chibs and then to our hands that were connected over the top portion of my abdomen.

I felt the heat rise in my cheeks as I looked over at Chibs.

“Yea last nigh’, why?” Chibs asked. I’m glad that he isn’t afraid of telling the truth.

“Sex can irritate the cervix and sometimes cause a small amount of blood. I’m going to recommend being on bed rest for a week then coming back for another check up to re-evaluate.”

“And you're sure there are two babies in there?” I asked one more time, still shocked.

“Yes, here is Baby A’s heartbeat,” She said just before turning the volume on, “and here is baby B’s heart rate. Both completely normal.” A smile formed on her face as she looked over at me and Chibs.

“So I see you two have gotten close.” She chuckled a bit, “Jax told me you guys were staying together but he wasn’t sure what exactly was going on”

“Aye, I would say we have gotten rather close,” Chibs replied with a smirk to which I jokingly slapped his arm lightly.

“Any questions?” She asked as she took the probe away, wiping the cool gel off my stomach and biting the print button sending the pictures to the attached printer at the bottom of the cart.

“Nope.” I pulled my shirt down and sat up.

“Okay, if you need anything, feel free to call. Make sure to rest, I’ll let Gemma know you won’t be able to work this week.” She grabbed the pictures and handed them to Chibs as I fixed my shirt.

“Thanks for all this Tara,” I heard Chibs say.

“No problem,” she replied as she walked to the door and closed it behind her as she left.

“Twins. I’m having twins,” I quietly said, more so to myself then to Chibs.

“Aye, two wee ones in there.” He smiled as he placed his hand over my stomach.

“Listen, I know this changes things, double the money needed double the time if you want me out I’ll...”

“The only thing this changes is that we have two babies to love instead of one,” he reassured me with a genuine smile on his face. “Like I said before, I want you with me. I don’t want you taking care of these babies by yourself,” he continued, still smiling at me. “And I love having you around,” he added, helping me off the table then wrapping his arms around me pulling me close.

“Thanks so much, I honestly would be so lost without you,” I whispered, nuzzling my head into his neck.

He pulled away and placed a soft kiss on my lips. “I’ll always be here fer ye, Torri,” he softly whispered against my lips before pulling me in for another kiss.

Thanks for reading. Let me know what you guys think! if you would like to be tagged in the next part let me know =)

Tag list: @gemini0410 @genius2050 @utterlyhopeful

#chibs x oc #soa #Sons of anarchy #chibs #chibstelford #Soa imagine

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aharris00britney · 6 years

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ASKS 06

Ummmm stuff I’ve ignored and let build up ;-; MM hairlines, a pic of me, default replacement hairs, donation stuff, using my hair conversion meshes, a male hair wip, recolor requests, and other stuff UwU

Anonymous said: face reveal?

lmao this is from October but I never take pics of myself besides snapchat so UwU

@wildfire607 said: I love your content for the game! I have my notifications on for you. Much love from Texas. ♥️

omggg thank you!!!! literally I don’t feel like people would have notifications on for me ;n; again, thank you so much <3

@standardheld said: Hey there! I know you don’t take requests so take it as an idea. Maybe you’ll like it. Otherwise, please don’t feel forced to do anything! So here’s the idea: I haven’t fount an adult’s version of you YeoJin hairs with big pigtails. Remember Cassandra Goth from The Sims 2? It think it would look beautiful and I know you’ve got the necessary talent. If you like the idea, please let me know :)

Hello!!! Lmao I am kinda swamped rn to start ‘new’ things BUTBUTBUT I don’t mind if somebody uses my conversion meshes like YeoJin Hair since all it is is a conversion. So if u wanna do it or wanna ask some other people, feel free!! <3

@pxelsquid said: The WIP hair in your play list post is so beautiful! I can’t wait for it!

Thanks! Planning to get it out in the next week or so

Anonymous said: What do you use donations for?

(answer in bold) lmao I actually don’t get many, at least not enough for them to go towards anything. But I do get a few dollars every couple of months (and that still makes me super happy to see ty to anyone who has donated ever UwU) lmao so I don’t really know what the donations go towards though I guess packs?? which rn I prob wouldn’t buy a pack w/donation money bc irl stufffff but I would think donations on a sims account should go to more sims stuff if you don’t need to money for personal life situations :)

Anonymous said: Hello! Would you ever consider some of your hairs for male sims?

You should be able to disable to masculine filter and see them?? If not go in S4S and edit the tags to let it be seen

Anonymous said: about your last hair: NOPE.

all night all night all niiiiiiiight ✨

Anonymous said: I’m so happy you made the Jennie Hair without headband! I really like it so far. Good job!

Yay!! I’m glad you like it. Thank you so much <3

Anonymous said: When will you be releasing the braids on your post /post/168877609911/ ?

Yeah!! They’ve been done a while, hopefully they should get posted soon. Here is a link if u want early accessssssssssssss UwU

Anonymous said: why did u and yoshi break up?

Richard ( @cas-fulleditmode ) shares the same fetish as me (M*** P**f) lmao im kiddingggggg UwU me and @ayoshi are married in Korea still

Anonymous said: BOOOOOI! HAVE YOU HEARD “BLACK DRESS” BY CLC? IT. IS. LIT

i dont think u get…. my k-pop obsession ;-; lmao I literally keep up with like every girl group and watch the album teasers/everything UwU I still prefer Where Are You? to Black Dress though.

Anonymous said: Are you friends with grimcookies?

to an extend I think so, yes. We have only messaged a few times in the past week or so bc of memessssss

Anonymous said: Can you please post some eyes or tell me where I can download cc eyes? I hate the eyelashes that sims has.

My resource page has the eyes I use and the no EA eyelashes mod link :)

@saurussims said: Pass the happy! 💛 When you get this, reply with 5 things that make you happy and send this to the last 10 people in your notifications!

My birthday is this month so I’m happy about that lmao

Loona

my pug UwU

my friendssss

getting new clothing

Anonymous said: aghhhh your sim style is so nice! Have a nice day!

Thank you so much!!

Anonymous said: Hello! ^_^ I just dropped by to tell you how much I appreciate your hard work in making hairs. I don’t know how much time it takes you to make such wonderful creations, but they definitely made my sims better-looking for your CCs are amazing and they are of matching lengths and styles that really made planning my sims’ hairstyles easier <3 Sorry I’m too broke to donate, and all I can do is THANK YOU :( But please know that you deserve all the praises you get. More power to you and your blog! <3

omggg this is so sweet ;-; thank you!!! I really really really appreciate stuff like this. <3

Anonymous said: Would you consider making more hairs (preferably a long, casual style and maybe a ponytail?) with the Candie/Maja bangs? They’re soooo cute!

I have made another hair with those bangs. Hopefully it gets posted soon :)

Anonymous said: Can you please make the laundry day hairstyles base game compatible?

I actually didn’t buy laundry stuff lmao college/senior payments are taking all my money rn so I prob won’t get any packs anytime soon :P

Anonymous said: all i want in life is curly maxis match boy hairs ahhh :((((((((

aweeee I am really bad at male hairs or I would try :( this is a male hair I did the other day and it is super super basic but like I’m surprised it wasn’t super fucked up ;-;

@jacazul said: ✨💛 This is the Amazing Person Award! Once you are given this award you are supposed to paste it in the ask of eight different people, who, in your opinion, deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it is sweet to know someone thinks you’re amazing inside and out 💛✨ <3333

Thank you!!! <3

Anonymous said: how do you get all your sims to look so cute??? every time i think i’ve made a super cute sim i see one of your sims on my dash and i’m like WHOA NEVERMIND THEN. seriously tho what are your secrets

ummmm I use all my sims and then just do ‘make twin/sibling’ and then I get a clone to mold like clay wedgfhv

Anonymous said: which recolor palettes do you recommend for hairs? I like the EA colors but I would like to try some others.. especially after seeing the hair color you put on your sim with the jennie hair in your latest post

Obvi I like the anathema palette bc I put my hairs in that, but the saccharine (?) is really really good and there are tons of hairs in that. and the WMS palette is so so so good there are just too many swatches for me to do that palette tbh

Anonymous said: Are you going to make more hairs that are ombre accessory compatible?

Maybe! I am not sure tbh, it depends on the mesh I use and abunch of other factors :)

Anonymous said: Question, I love your Jisoo hair, it’s well done, but the ombre part, what’s the file name and how do you download it? I’m a noob when it comes to this. Sorry to bother you.

file name -> JisooHairOmbreNaturals[AH00B].package

just put it in your mods folder like you would normal CC. It is in accessories :)

Anonymous said: I’m legit falling in love with you and all these cc’s ❤❤❤

<3333 Thanksssssss UwU

Anonymous said: not to rush you but are any male sims coming out soon :0

My male sim has been in my drafts with all the CC links and everything the past MONTH but I haven’t had the motivation to export his download file omggg. He is on my gallery @ spotharris if u really really want him right now

@bob10112006

said:

I love you and thank you for your cc and can you make not so berry cc?thanks!

People have made recolors of my cc in not so berry colors :) check my sideblog @aharris00britneyrecolors

Anonymous said: Hi! Are you planning to make the Go Won hairs into a bob? the same hair and all but shorter. I just think it will look really nice as a bob.

Maybe?? no plans as of right now though

Anonymous said: please upload your red-ish haired sim! :) x

Already did, check my sim download page

Anonymous said: damn, those new hair really sucks. sorry… but. yeah.

well maybe if you stanned LOONA then you would like them UwU

Anonymous said: I checked out your sim page, they’re so gorgeous! I remember at some point last year you mentioned maybe sharing Briella after you stopped using her, and I haven’t seen her in a while in your posts. Have you considered sharing her or is she just officially retired? She was a very cute sim and is iconic!

Briella wasn’t actually my sim! Her original download post is here

@ayoshi said: Are you gonna tell your followers why you didn’t give me a valentine gift or…???

Me and @cas-fulleditmode were too busy to take a stop in korea sorry UwU

Anonymous said: heey :) could you maybe put the hairlines your were talking about in the latest post for download? i use hairlines myself and i really like your hairs in tge palette you are using and i can’t find any hairlines in it soo? could you do that? :)

the hairlines I made are actually in the saccharine palette bc so many clayified hairs come in that palette lmao. They are kinda messy rn but if I eve use them on a sim download ill link them there :)

Anonymous said: Could you please recolour some of wild-pixel’s hairs in the palette?

Anonymous said: can we give you recolor requests?

Idk if I will do recolors that often but when I do I kinda just do what hairs I find myself using at that time :P

Anonymous said: Will u ever upload girl from “tell me why, why i’m so lonely” post?? Please consider it, she is soooo cute 😍😍😍

I didnt save her :(

@investedwheat40 said: Would you ever consider uploading your joy hair as a default replacement for that one hair Zoe Patel wears?

Prob not since it uses different textures/shadows and stuff, it would be the same size and stuff as the normal Joy hair

Anonymous said: Is there any way to download you models? Because I live how they looks and really want to use them.

I got this before I made my sim download page, but lmao here is a link to my sim download page :P

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jooheongif · 6 years

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hello,theory anon here! happy to see you're ok!please don't apologize for not replying instantly,any amount of time it takes is fine!i also don't reply instantly bc sometimes i feel like it takes more energy than i have and i don't want to be lacking anything when i answer or not be able to properly think my answer through. i sometimes don't feel like i can't express myself well and trying to drains me sorta so i wanna be sure i can give it my all.. the point(!) is i get it and you don't (1/?)

(i’m sorry my reply is so long again i hope it’s ok if i write it under this read more cut !!)

struggle w/ it myself and it means a lot to see you pushing through it,you're really..wow! i read this and it gave me strength, your honesty is appreciated and not something to apologize for so thank you!and you're right!every single mbb is important and it's really great everyone's doing their best and it's cheesy but it's true that any amount of love someone can give is enough. i remember ck's fansign note when a fan said they felt guilty for not having $$ for an album and he wrote: (3/??)„love>money. I love u“ and :''') he's right! about their schedule..honestly it's motivating and inspiring for me but also i just want them to be healthy,it's really the most important thing and i worry they'll forget because even just me looking at a bit of their schedule is hectic so i can't imagine all they're doing,i can only hope they're taking good care! and pls!you're so incredibly sweet!i'm happy i didn't bore you and i'm so happy to see you replying (thank you and also pls remember (4/?)aware of the fact that you do this!brighten someone's day&give them strength!this is a mere fraction of what you do and that's so amazing!! you're amazing and i hope you know!you deserve all the gratitude i can express and honestly probably more,i'm so lucky and happy to have come across someone w/ such a beautiful heart and i'm also super glad you're here!!!!sorry for being cheesy and repetitive but it really means a lot:') anyway you're right about jealousy the more attention i pay to(5?6?/??)(6?7/?) detail the more i like it!and as for my fav mx song..:((( i love practically their entire discography and i wish i was exaggerating..if,however,someone was to hold a sword to my chest,i'd probably say miss you/tropical night/honestly/all in/unfair love/ill be there (me trying to narrow it down: so here's my top 100!:)) anyway yeah i agree any form of art is subjective and you did not sound stale it was very well said actually! also i've finally properly checked out each song and lost in(10/10?sorry this takes up a lot of time!!!) so i can only sympathize but! it's great you go for friendship!!! anyone you're friends w/ is incredibly lucky to have you!! and,to finally end my probably longest message ever (:// + you don't have to reply!),thank you for asking i'm kind of low on energy recently but rn i'm feeling better and you played a part honestly so thanks! again!💙💙 how are YOU?? i hope you're taking good care and doing ok and not forgetting to hydrate and eat greens💙💙💙💙

hi theory anon, i hope you are doing well !! big apologies for the late reply once again (i know you said not to apologise for this but...i'm sorry !!) i know what you mean abt wanting to reply properly so pls don't feel obliged to reply straight away. even if you take months to answer, i don't mind. take all the time you need. i'm also like this ! sometimes it takes me so long to respond bc i always want to write a reply that someone deserves. but also, we're all just human and we can't be at our best self 24/7 365. and communication, though we engage in it (almost) every day, is a super duper complex process between you and one or more people. and even though you try your absolute best to communicate whatever you're trying to express, it also depends on how the person(s) you are communicating with interprets that. and no matter what you do, you only have control over your part of communication and no control over anyone's reaction to that. anyway (i'll should prob stop here before i ramble on again), what i'm trying to say is that...sometimes it's just rly hard to reply so please don't be too harsh on yourself if you can't reply perfectly all the time (i'll try to be kinder to myself too). aww i.m is too sweet !! we don't deserve :-( mx are rly out there being so lovely :-( i'm rly happy that everyone's efforts came through and that jealousy won !!!! i'm so proud of them !!! and they looked so happy during their encore stage !! i hope they celebrated together afterwards !!! i hope they had a nice meal or smth ! kldfjksldfj i'm also being completely biased here but i don't think you're exaggerating i think they hav one of the most solid discographies tbh !!! and not to be a mbb but i never skip any of their songs bc i like all of them ! god ! how can i even ask a question to pick a fav song just like that when picking a fav song is unrealistic when it comes discography legends like monsta x ! again, you are too sweet and kind and i'm sorry bc i can rly think of nothing better to say other than thank you :-( ?? i can't believe that someone out there was kind enough to send this to me ??? i'm rly just dust but thank you for thinking abt me !!!! it's a nice feeling :( please don't apologise for being cheesy or repetitive !! the fact that you took the time out of your busy day to write out all of that for someone, i am so thankful :-( i feel like i'm undeserving of such a nice msg with so much thought and love put into it dfldkf thank you so much !!! more than me, you're the one who deserves all the kindness !! i hope you know that you're someone's strength and happiness too :-( you write all these lovely things to a stranger like me, but i also hope you know that you have so much kind and good qualities abt yourself too !! thank you for being you !! i think that anyone YOU are friends with is incredibly lucky to know you !!! thank you so much for making an irrelevant stranger like me feel so warm and loved ? i'm so sorry that you're feeling low on energy lately. i wish there was smth i can do to make you feel a little better. i hope that things will look up soon for you and i hope you're getting some rest :-( i hope you eat your greens and drink lots of water and get a good night’s sleep too. take all the time you need to reply or feel free not to reply at all. thank you so much for the messages !! until next time my friend, take care ❤️❤️

#sorry i took so long to reply :(#hope you are having/had a nice weekend !!!#it’s always nice to hear from u ❤️ thank u !!#ask #theory anon #Anonymous

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elitheradguy · 7 years

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1,3,4,8 (U fool u complete and utter fool this is only part one of my asks I will shower my friends with aLL the affection tonight I shall over board on this ask meme and learn about ALL the things u like iN ORDER TOO TOO LATER USE YHAT TO MAKE U HAPPIER U COMPLETE AMD UTTER FOOL I HAVE U NOW {ps no no I don't know why I'm turning into a super villain tonight lack of food and sleep probs lol juz tell me if I'm goin over board})~🙀

12,14,15,18,20 (PART TWO of my endeavor to find out Ur WEAKNESSES and EXPLOIT THEM in the name of FRIENDSHIP) ~🙀

(Omgggg I love you sm??? send me ALL OF THE QUESTIONS- actually that would take a while to do)

1. What was the first fandom you got involved in?

Homestuck lmao

3. What is the best fandom you’ve ever been involved in?

Oooo! thats a good question! Maybe Mystic Messenger? or Camp Camp? Ive met a lot of rly good people

4. Do you regret getting involved in any fandoms?

Hmm.. no, I dont really think I regret getting involved in any? Theyre all things I still enjoy to a degree in certain cases so c:

8. How did you get involved in your latest fandom?

I watched Camp Camp and then it became a hyperfixation whoops-

12. Who is your current OT3?

OOOOO. Id say Donut, Caboose and Church from RvB? Im a sucker for pastry train, but I also really like Churboose? and Churchnut is really cute too-

14. Go on, who are your BroTPs?

Omggg. Uhmm… I really like Neil and Nikki from Camp Camp? Max can get in there too but I rly like their relationship specifically

15. Is there an obscure ship which you love?

huh… idk if its obscure but I rly like Sargington-

18. What ship have you written the most about?

Grimmons lmao

20. Any ships which you surprised yourself by liking?

I think Ill say Sargington again? I didnt expect to like it as much as I do!

Hoo boy this has been fun!! Thanks for the asks friend nobodys ever asked me this many things lmao

Edit: omg I thought you were done I WAS WRONG-

21,23,25,26,28 (sorry if any of these repeat. Now. Only ONE BEFORE MY CONQUEST IS COMPLETE) ~🙀

21. What was the first fanfic you ever wrote?

uHm technically it was this self insert tokyo mew mew fanfiction i wrote when I was like, 7-

23. Name a fic you’ve written that you’re especially fond of & explain why you like it.

Ahh I did that one! :D

25. What’s your most popular fanfic?

Uhmm.. Oh! Its actually one I wrote while I was really into Dangan Ronpa for naegami called Surprise

26. How do you come up with your fanfic titles?

I give it a title reminiscent of the main idea (Matchmakers bc the characters were match making, Surprise bc a character gets surprised) and Im always like “Ill change it later” and then I never do

28. If someone were to draw a piece of fanart for your story, which story would it be and what would the picture be of?

Oooo uhm... I think Id love to see a picture of Grif and Simmons throwing tissues at each other resembling the scene I wrote for Sick Day

31,36,39,41,43,45 (AHA. NOW I HAVE SENT U MANY ASKS. {BUT if it's too many feel free to ignore stuff} AND WILL LEARN HOW TO BE A v good friend too you have a good day and sorry if I am being too Extra tonight tell me and I will back off in a heartbeat.) ~🙀

(Pffffft youre great friend Ily Have a good day too!)

31. What’s the nicest thing someone has ever said about your writing?

Oooo uhm.. I remember in Matchmakers someone told me that they really liked my characterization of Church and that I captured his exasperation and it was rly fun to read and that made me rly happy like? It was nice that they were rly specific about what they liked and it made my day

36. What’s your favourite genre to write?

tbh I cant write anything thats not comedic in some way so Comedy ig?

39. What is you greatest strength as a writer?

Hmm. thats a good question. A lot of people when theyre complimenting my writing say they like my characterization so maybe that?

41. List and link to 5 fanfics you are currently reading:

oMg Id love to but?? Im actually not in the middle of reading anything-

43. Is there anyone in your fandom who really inspires you?

@khakisohn and @camp-camp-hell bc Im Gay

45. What is your all time favourite fanfic?

Ooo. Oo thats hard. I want to say that one I wrote abt David bc it was so self indulgent and made me happy but I also dont want to be conceited-

There are a lot of rly good fanfics out there tbh? I dont think I have an all time favourite.

Okay, now Im done pfff thanks again friend!! Ily!

#camp camp #red vs blue #long #thanks again friend oh lordy #Nonny #Eli answers #caps

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sugaa · 7 years

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TIPS ON DRAWING WITH PS MY DUDE??

ummm shit im not 100% sure what to say im not SUUUPER experienced but i guess i could give a few tips or i guess things i always do when i draw??

- for starters make sure you have the canvas set to really high quality soo around 3000x3000 pixels and 300 resolution so if you decide to downsize for prints or for whatever reason the quality is still some gooood shiittt 👌👌👌

- i always sketch my drawing out first, i typically do 2 sketches?? in a way like i have a really messy one to just get the general sizing and shapes of the area and then i make a second layer and do a more minimalist sketch with fewer lines and have it be a bit cleaner

- i go section by section throughout the drawing so for example ill do just the nose and work specifically on the nose until i finish it or until its relatively finished, you totally dont have to do this but it makes it easier for me to go throughout a drawing personally

- for the brush settings i typically have the main beginnings of the coloring done with just a regular circular brush, like the ones that come with photoshop and i have them set at 100% opacity and with pressure settings off so i can get solid colors and then when i want to do more shading and highlights/details thats when i turn on pressure settings

- for colors, you dont see them in the wip bc i just dragged the layer into the background folder since it super messy, i like to have just a layer dedicated to different colors on the skin for quick go to for colors rather than picking from the original always since that can be a pain to find the color im looking for or want

- idk if you want ps shortcut tools but i cant really give them to you since ive changed mine a bit so its quicker to change to certain things but you can just google ps shortcuts and theres a list of them

- probs shouldve mentioned this earlier but i always draw on the painting setting of ps rather than just essentials

- for the blending/smudge tool i typically have it set to 15-30% strength or else i feel it moves the colors to much and makes it look kinda ugly or leaves obvious streaking

ughh idk what else to mention or if my answer even helped but if you have any other questions feel free to send me an ask or pm me and ill try my best to answer it :))

#ask #anon #Anonymous

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gaysin-space · 7 years

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The curious thing

you’re so cute, sending me asks to do omg

1. What are the things that stand between you and complete happiness?

Myself and my mental shit tbh

2. What will people say at your funeral?

Idk summat about me being gay and savage tbh

3. Standing at the gates of heaven, and God asks you “Why should I let you in?” What do you reply?

“I don’t know man it’s up to you like i don’t mind either way”

4. If you lost everything tomorrow, whose arms would you run into to make everything ok?

My girlfriends tbh i’ve done it before so yeah she helps me alot

5. Does this person know how much they mean to you? When was the last time you told them?

I like to think you do, I mean i tell you nearly everyday

6. If you could send a message to the entire world, what would you say in 30 seconds?

Explain how war doesn’t solve anything and just makes everything worse and how we need to stop

7. If you received enough money to never need to work again, what would you spend your time doing?

I’d travel the world and give enough to my parents to support them for the rest of their lives

8. If today was the last day of your life, what would you want to do?

See the great wonders of the world or go to space tbh

9.What would you change about your life if you knew you would never die?

I’d spend more time with my loved ones than i already do

10. If your entire life was a movie, what title would best fit?

The unadventurous life of the depressed emo

11. How would you describe yourself in 5 words?

honest, sarcastic, funny, loving, trusting

12. What are the chances you’ve passed up on that you regret?

none really? Like i’m happy with most of the decisions that i’ve made that effect my life

13. How do you apply the learning from this regret to your actions today?

I don’t tend to hang onto negative emotions like that like I just forget and move on

14. What would you do differently if you knew that no one was judging you?

Everything like literally

15. If you could watch everything that happened in your life until now, would you enjoy it?

certain things yeah but i wouldn’t want to like the past is the past for a reason

16. If you could ask a single person one question, and they had to answer truthfully, who and what would you ask?

idk tbh maybe Harry and if he’s happy

17. If you could start over, what would you do differently?

A lot of things tbh all my mistakes would be erased

18. When you’re 90 years old, what will matter most to you in the world?

My family definitely

19. Are you holding onto something that you need to let go of? What’s stopping you?

Yeah but im working on it and my brain needs to get with the program

20. Would you break the law to save a loved one?

Yes.

21. Do you ask enough questions, or are you happily settling for what you know already?

I think i do? Like im a really curious person so ill always wanna find out more if people let me

22. How do you celebrate the things you do have in your life?

I make do with the little things i have and make everything go a long way

23. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you have done?

I will have said a lot but i always go through with what ive promised to do

24. When was the last time you tried something new?

The other day i think? I always make sure to say yes to trying new things

25. What were you doing when you last lost track of the time?

probs watching videos on youtube

26. What is the difference between living and existing?

Living is enjoying life to the fullest and doing the things you love everyday, existing is just getting by doing the bare minimum to survive

27. If you had a friend that you spoke to the same way you speak to yourself, how long do you think that person would allow you to be your friend?

Not very long, they’d probs get annoyed with me very soon and leave me alone

28. If you had to teach someone one thing, what would you teach?

How to be nice to people

29. What makes you smile?

The people who care about me and i care about

30. What drives you to do better at something?

My parents and the fear of disappointing them

31.What do you really love to do? Do you do it often? If you answer no, why not?

I love to read and write and i don’t do it that often but i want to start doing it more as soon as i’m finished with whats causing me stress at the moment

32. What can you do today that you couldn’t do a year ago? What will you be able to do at this time next year?

Talk about my feelings better and actually let people in, and hopefully next year ill be even better at it than i am now

33. What is the last thing that you’ve done that’s really worth remembering?

When I spent a whole day with my mum

34. What gets you excited and driven to achieve?

The future i could potentially have

35. When was the last time you travelled somewhere new?

when i went to Birmingham to visit my girlfriend

36. What do you want most out of life?

Just to be happy and have a family

37. If karma was coming back to you, would it help or hurt you?

Hopefully it would help me but knowing my luck it would probs hurt me

38. If you could go back in time, once, and change a single thing – what would it be?

When a certain person hurt me and fucked up my life

39. If you had a year left to live, what would you achieve over the next 12 months?

Visit every place on my bucket list and tell all my family i love them

40. If you could ask for one wish, what would it be?

To be happy

41. What do you “owe” yourself?

Nothing tbh

42. When you think of your home, what immediately comes to mind?

My gf tbh cheesy i know but still

43. How do you spend the majority of your free time? Why?

Watching youtube or spending time with people i care about

44. What did you want to be when you were a kid?

A power ranger or a spy omg

45. What have you done to pursue your dreams lately? How about today?

Went to uni tbh

46. What terrifies you the most?

People leaving me and being on my own

47. What are you looking forward to?

My future tbh where im married with kids

48. Describe the greatest adventure of your life

Havent been on it yet

49. Where would you like to live? Why haven’t you moved?

Paris and money tbh

50. What have you done that you’re most proud to have achieved?

Gone to uni tbh didnt think i would but im here

51. If you dropped everything to pursue your dreams, what would you be risking?

I wouldnt be able to live or get a job tbh

52. What is your greatest strength?

Listening to others and giving advice

53. What is your greatest weakness?

My paranoia and insecurities

54. What did your life teach you yesterday?

That people will always talk about you behind your back no matter if you thought they cared about you or not

55. What have you done today to make someone’s life better?

Sorted out some money issues so my parents don’t have to stress about it

56. Whose life have you had the greatest impact on?

My parents most likely

57. What makes you special?

No idea, I don’t think i am tbh

58. How many people do you truly love? What are you doing for them?

A few and I’ll always make sure im there for them whenever they need me

59. What bad habits do you want to break?

Biting my skin and nails and the major bad one i do

60. When did you not speak up, when you know you really should have?

many times especially concerning my sister and dad

61. Describe the next five years of your life, and your plans, in a single sentence

Building my life with my gf and our future together tbh

62. If you spend a day watching movies when you should be working a day wasted or well spent?

Wasted omg i feel so guilty whenever i do

63. Would your life be better or worse, if you knew the time and place where you would die?

worse id always be thinking about it

64. What is honor, and does it even matter anymore?

to me its being true to yourself and i would like to think it does

65. Would you be a martyr and risk your reputation by standing up for what is right in front of your peers? Or is it better to be pragmatic and do nothing?

always stand up for what is right and be true to yourself and not lose yourself in fitting in with everyone else

66. Could you be persuaded to kill someone? If you answer no, how much money would it take to change your mind?”

Depends what they did tbh and why it matters to me

67. What would happen if you never wasted another minute of your life, what would that look like?

I’d be where i’m supposed to be but idk its never going to happen

68. Would you rather have 10 years of excellent health, or 30 years of average health?

30 years tbh the longer the better

69. Is being open-minded a virtue, if it’s causing destructive ideas to spread throughout society?

Everyone should be open minded but not if its causing destructive ideas to blossom and spread

70. Do you consider yourself the hero or the villain in your story?

Villain definitely i sabotage my own happiness too much

71. How much control do you really have over yourself?

Not much tbh my head gets in the way

72. When did you last push the boundaries of your comfort zone?

Yesterday tbh to hang out with my new mate

73. What have you given up on?

Too many things tbh you’d probs cry

74. Who are you really? Describe yourself without using your name, or any attributes given to you by society and really think.

Im the best person to have fighting for you in your corner and ill do everything in my being to help those who need it

75. Deep down, who are you?

No idea, if you ever meet her lemme know yeah?

#asks #derrelle #these were pretty full on tbh like i wasnt expecting it omg

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