#im fucking crying dude

[delulumc]

SO NOT TO FREAK OUT BUT I GOT THIS AS AN EARLY CHRISTMAS GIFT????

It's a cover for my fic done by strawberry_tiger and I seriously can't believe there's art of my fic now and done by one of my fave twice fanfic authors no less.

who am I kidding i'm still totally freaking out LOOK AT IT!!!!! IT'S BEAUTIFUL!!!!! and also go read my michaeng fic and the artist's too they're bangers (mine a bit less so but still)

#im fucking crying dude

[sorrelpaws]

no offense but i genuinely fear that their potential dynamic will go severely underutilized

#rick and morty #morty smith #prime rick #my biggest fear continues to be 'morty gets kidnapped by prime to bait c137' #because i think it could just. be so much more neat if morty and prime actually formed some kind of relationship independently. good OR bad #like idk imagine if morty is coaxed to join primes side out of some misguided attempt to protect his family #would sure be fitting for a character that clearly values his family and their safety idk!!! #and like. god imagine what morty mighjt think of prime #like he currently only has rick's perspective of prime. and obviously whether he wants to or not he sort of Has to rely on what rick says #idk imagine morty meets prime and hes like damn this dude is pretty cool. whether its because prime is putting on a deliberate act #or morty just Genuinely Thinks he's cool #ohhhhhhh imagine this is how they bring the morty mindwipe thing back. #prime would b like 'did you know c137 left the parts of you that disagree with him in a video game? isnt that fucked up morty' #theres just so much TO DOOO and im so terrified of NONE of this happening #bcs the writers seem to be physically incapable of prioritizing anyone but rick #LIKE GOD PLEASEEEE i know they only care abt the redditor audience BUT PLEASE do something ANYTHING with morty im about to start crying #went on a little rant lol sorry. can you tell i really like morty.

[starsillys]

HUMANOIDs humanoids sdesigns for the silly’s SILLY

anyway a little (🤏) little more detailed description of their fits below the cut,,, no big deal if you read them hhaha (PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEAPELEASPLE)

sam wears those Hawaiian shirts and wears mismatched socks (brightly colored) with sandals with brightly coloured yellow rubber gloves!!!!! He always wants to start cleaning but just,,, never gets around to it he’s so lasy lol (so much so he procrastinates on taking off the gloves as well wtf) , jade is kind of insane and is so cheery happy she loves pins and tags and stickers and stuffs and she always zooms around with her crazy skates with different colour wheels (everytime she zooms there’s a little rainbow trail coming from her shoes) she has her iconic pink bow obv and can pull out literally anything in her overall dress pocket… like pencils, lollipops, comically large hammers,,, it’s very silly!! KINITO he is not so flashy he’s kind of plain,, usually wears a tank top and shorts yk,,, or sometimes like formal dress shirts and ties when he’s getting slash srs!! He wears jammas,, absolutely dripped out when it’s the sleeps time,, got the epper fit with the candle and hat and nightgown, everything!!! He wears his glasses a lot,,, not just for reading (he has very bad vision overall)

#kinito fanart #kinitopet #kinito the axolotl #jade the jellyfish #sam the sea anemone #my designs #im actually going fucking insane dude im #Shaking screaming crying throwing up #I love these STUPID dorks so much #They talk to me #They tell me things #They go oooo ooo hahaha you’re so STUPID draw us MORE you SILLY DOG #and I go NOOO NOOO NOOOO GET OUT OF MY SKIN

[just-null-cult]

the way you drew kokichi .. i think im ascending to the heavens .. i see the light .. chest collapsing .. heartbeat flatlining ..

oho, a Kokichi enjoyer!! tysm!! it was my first time drawing him at the time so im glad i didnt fail him. i dont want to fail any of the kyoto group. i love them all!! even w my clear favoritism

he's nice too, a bit more expressive than Noritoshi so i can finally draw something that isnt :| or >:( even if it isnt by much- i like him too

I like how he's both a dick but also kinda sweet. He's a different flavor of tsun... i can use this. my knowledge on him is limited but FROM WHAT I SAW IN THE WIKI OH MY GOD???????? OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! KOKICHI!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#muta kokichi #kokichi muta #mechamaru #kokichi muta x reader #mechamaru x reader #? i guess #double post lets go im tryna be as fast as lightning #woah a non noritoshi post... crazy....... #my hands feel tingly and weird #my blog is so yume centric that my one track mind made you a love interest right off the bat #fuck it. everyone's in love w you unless stated otherwise #congrats. youre a harem leader/protag now except i have a strong bias towards one guy unless asked abt someone else #AND I JUST FOUND OUT MORE ABT KOKICHI???? WHY AM I FUCKING CRYING????? DUDE WHAT THE FUCK #OH NO THIS IS NOT CORRECT.. IS THIS WHAT SHIBUYA ARC IS???? DUDE #IM GONNA RIP OUT MY HAIR. THIS CANNOT BE. I CANT FAWN OVER ANOTHER CHARACTER W SO LITTLE SCREEN TIME AND CONTENT GOD PLEASE #HE GIVES SO MANY VIBES..... LIKE FUCKED UP 'i'll sacrifice the world for you' VIBES AND ITS MAKING MY BRAIN KRCHAKKRCHAKKRCHACK #kokichi muta... another hidden gem.... wipes tear #we'll treat you right kokichi... sobs. there there

[pollenpvtch]

epic games got me in a chokehold with this meowscles shit

#digital art #art #artwork #my art #furry #anthro #fortnite #meowscles #sketch #im fucking crying dude he is all ive been drawing for the past 2 full days i cant stop

[realagentfour]

okay now who the FUCK let him have such a snatchable waist PROJECT MOON WHO LET HIM HAVE SUCH A SNATCHABLE WAIST

#Im fucking crying GREGOR DUDE CHILL #You know every time i see this image thats the exact thought process i go through #I'm really running out of things to post on this app im so so sorry #limbus company #project moon #lcb #gregor limbus company

[beeduoo]

originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins

#origins smp #i heard theres been like three failed origins revivals WHAT EVEN HAPPENED i was only there for the first one😅 #beeduo #otubbo #oranboo #beeduo fanart #i rewatched some origins streams a little while ago oh my god theyre SO FUNNY #DUDE DOES ANUONE REMMEBER THAT ONE STREAM I COUDLNT FIND RHIS ONE STREAM #IR WAS LIKE THE ONE WHERE TUBBO WAS SINGING SUGAR BY MAROON FIVE and they were being really Funny thay shit h #ad me CRYING in 2021 Please i swear this happened imnot crazy but also they might have been separate streams actuallu i dont rememebr its #been wayyyyyyy too long #BUT IT HAPPENED I PROMISE Sorry i've been gone for a while ive been very busy lots of Things going on went to Six flags then jad a surprise #bday party then i had to buy shoes for prom then Go to prom and also i do figure skating and am out like every day idknt have Time im sorry☹ #had a crepe yesterday it was sooooo goood im like learning to drive too that shit is boring as hell my dad kept gettign 😑 bc i couldn't stop #yawning DRIVING IS SO BORING its not my fault😭😭😭😭 #ok what else ohhhh. y god i locked in SO HARD for this physics essay u guys dont even knowim getting ONE HUNDRED on that trust i just really #wanted to share ok i love you bge #WAIT ACTUALLT SORRU IM LIKE REMMEBERJNG THE ORIGINS STREAMS K WAYCHED #RANBOO WAS SO FUCKING FUNNT IN THOSE STREAMS TOO LIKE I REMEMBER NIKI WANTED TO SEE THEIR BASE and tubbo was like ooh maybe we can put like #water down here for you niki we need a water system and ranwas like Do we though?I WAD WAYCHING THAT .LIKE DAMMMNNNNNN OM LIKE GIGGLING WRIT #ING THIS RIGHT NOW I CAN HEARTHE CLIP HE DID NOTTT WANT HER IJNTHEIR BASE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #I NEED TO FIDN THAT STREAM WHERE IRS LIKE TOMMY AND JACK A D FHEHRE LOKE TALKING ABOUT DUOS AND THEN JACK SAYS THE MOST OUT OF POCKET SHIT I #VE EVER HEARD LKKE I LITERALLU HAD TK PAUSE. H PHONE AND BURST OUR LAUHJIMG MY JAW WAS ON THE FLOORRRRR DO U GUYS R EME ER WTF IM TLAKING AB #OUT IDK HOW TO FIND THESE STREAMS Oh my god u really Had to be there early 2021 that was liye the funniest era of mt life i wlild be #Tearing up from lauhjimg every day I MISS WAYCHING STREAMS LIVE CHAT WAS SO FUNNY I wishe it was archivedI WISH MORE STREAMERS KEPT CHAT ON #SCREEN i defiently understand why most didn't like Wyd when chats annouing ad hell but also Me 3 years later is interested in what the pub #lic had to say.... ok Now bye

[quarks-pussy]

So I know we here at Startrekfandom love that "came back wrong but from the pov of the wrong" thing and apply it to many different characters and canon situations and I am far from trying to complain about it (I'm "came out wrong" trope myself so I was always gonna obsess over it) but having recently watched a very important episode (you'll know which one) for the first time I think there's a character who hits both tropes mentioned but llike, intertwined, opposite and subverted, and whom I wanna talk about.

Julian Bashir.

From his parents' pov he's "came out wrong but we got him help and he came back better" while from his own pov it's "came out 'insufficient', was destroyed for it, came back wrong and only later slowly came to terms with his new self tho never the process (justifiably so)" and it's heartbreaking because in a way, he's right! Jules Bashir died! His parents had an intellectually disabled child and decided to eugenics him! Julian is not the person he used to be and while I do love the person he is now, that doesn't bring back who he was! Part of me wishes we could've gotten to see Jules at least once and part of me hopes we never do because my heart would shatter.

This isn't a good comparison but nonetheless one I can't help drawing: it's giving similar vibes to anti-vaxxers. "I'd rather risk having a child who is dead than one who's autistic". Obviously this doesn't map over since Julian is still autistic and the procedure his parents subjected him to specifically targeted his intellectual disability and if any folks with id wanna comment on this I definitely recommend you listen to them over me, but it's a similarity I, as an autistic who has encountered anti-vaxxers again and again, can't help but point out. "Give me a normal child or give them death."

This may have been written about already but there needs to be stories about teenage Julian (after finding out and rediscovering who he was) practicing some good ol' recognition of the self through media. I need to hear about how he would encounter a story about someone who came back wrong (I'm gonna assume there's plenty of "wrong" pov stories floating around by the 24th century) and absolutely weep. I need to see Julian mourning Jules, taking years and years to process his feelings, experiencing guilt about how he, the imposter, didn't deserve to live Jules' life.

Came back wrong from the returned's pov but it wasn't an accident. It was done to you deliberately by the people who claim to love you. And now you are here, piloting the corpse of your predecessor.

Jules Bashir is dead. Long live Julian Bashir.

#i've called julian jules before simply as a normal nickname but i don't think i ever will again. not after this #and knowing that if it had been possible i would have probably gone the way jules did. knowing that at his age i would have gone willingly. #fuck dude i am literally actually crying literal tears irl right now this is not a joke #fuck!!!!! #julian bashir #jules bashir #doctor bashir i presume #came back wrong #star trek deep space nine #HE WAS SIX YEARS OLD!! HE WAS SIX YEARS OLD AND THEY KILLED HIM!!!! #i cannot stop crying i am literally crying and like not even just a little #i cannot... poor julian how the FUCK do you ever come to terms with something like that #and like... julian remembers. he has most if not all of jules' memories and also knows he was murdered simply for not being julian #like how did he cope #(im about to go off on a tangent that will contain censored names for the sake of not clogging those tags if you dont know who i mean hmu) #like this is literally the thing that fucked up j*ran so bad he went on a murder spree isn't it #he remembers the one who came before who was killed. very different circumstances of course esp since tr*ll are expected to replace one ano #another but he remembers this person he remembers BEING this person who was young and simply enjoying life and who died a sudden death and #he remembers the experience of that death as well and how it lead to his own creation. it's not remotely similar ofc but considering that #the only time we see t*rias in alpha canon is in julian's body... i need to lie down for a moment. #and jor*n couldn't cope! he couldn't! it was far too much and the weird thing is right now in this moment i GET it y'know?? like that's #so horrific. and i haven't watched any jo*an episode besides facets yet but do you think. do you think j*dzia told julian about all this an #he nodded along and kept composure and then when he was alone he broke down crying? like julian you're doing SO well ily you're coping and #you shouldn't have to obviously but you do nonetheless!! do you think julian still has something from jules? like i've heard there's a tedd #but i mean jules prolly didn't keep a diary he was a six year old with an intellectual disability it's pretty unlikely he could write but #does julian have drawings made by jules? i'd like to think so but honestly his parents probably threw them out. like they also moved so #sorry i'm just. many thoughts head full. ive stopped crying now but who knows for how long. also i'll have to tag this with my original tag #maybe i should've picked something less silly for when i make serious posts but like what am i gonna change my url as well? don't think so #original posts fresh from quark's pussy #and thats the tag limit folks it's been fun. i had to delete two other tags but my god. anyway. thinking about jules bashir forever & cryin

[marchsage]

aftermath

#pokespe #pokemon special #gold (pokespe) #silver (pokespe) #crystal (pokespe) #pokemon adventures #you know you'd never be able to tell that i like more dexholders than the johtrio but consider . im love them #my art #nailed crys's look and then flubbed gold's but like. its ok. #this sketch is supposed to like..... give minimal details but if u know the hgss arc then you can probably guess where its supposed to be #<:3 minimal body language from silver is intentional. but again you can probably tell based on the looks from crys and gold :) #OK NOW HGSS SPOILER TALK AFTER THIS if u spoil urself with this warning then i can do Nothing abt that #fuck pry/ce all my homies hate pr/yce #forget giovanni beating him up. silver's ursa/rang would've thrown down with him if it wasnt for lan/ce #i think silver could use a second. his father returns and then is like yaha im gonna still lead team rocket even tho i just got better from #my chronic(?) condition. i also showed up with the dude who took u from me and i didnt body him after arc//eus was done fighting #most of my stuff lately has been traditional stuff but by golly i am doin my best to return to computer stuff too

[ilovecryoffearsm]

Simon Henriksson is the only one I want

#cry of fear #i hate it here #simon henriksson #i love simon #fuck you #angry cripple #shut the fuck up #simon cry of fear #besitos #im going to kms #wet cunny #im not crazy #i hate french #machine gun #i miss my husband #come baaaaaaack #i love him #i hate everything #meow #so fuckable #woah dude

[starheirxero]

I'm in shambles. I'm dying everywhere. I don't even know where to begin with my thoughts I'm FLOORED. Lunar sounding, just for a moment, so relieved that they'd killed Eclipse and it just all crumbles the moment they realize that Earth is horrified with what they've done. They way they so meekly asked Solar if they're a bad person. Holy shit. whadda hell. this is so messed up and I am all here for it.

#xero says things #eclipse is /likely/ gunna come back too #and although i'm /terribly/ curious how that's gunna turn out- #-('how many times do u have to be brought back before you lose all of urself' anima sola lunar style type stuff)- #-i'm more insanely fucked up abt lunar bc like. fuck dude #have we ever heard them /cry/ before this? #we'd heard them get startled and wail #but. i don't think we've ever heard them truly /cry./ #im so. aoaauahaggghh #sun and moon show #lunar and earth show #tsams #tlaes #sams spoilers #laes spoilers #tsams spoilers #tlaes spoilers #lunar

[m0e-ru]

❝ それじゃあまるで 、僕がみんなに危害を加えたみたいだおよね ❞

↳ Persona 4 the Evolution / Special Feature (2012)

間宮 祥太朗 SHOTARO MAMIYA as MOEL石油 GAS STATION ATTENDANT & IZANAMI

bonus ↴

#persona 4 spoilers #persona 4 #p4 #moel gas station attendant #izanami persona #shotaro mamiya #jurian beat crisis #juria beat crisis #tohru baba #p4v #p4ve #⛽️🌫 #ggif #gifset #// was supposed to draw mamiya i ended up giffing him instead. either way i feel ill <- hands in hair #// MAMIYA SHOTAROOOOOO !!!!!!!!STARTS CRYING REALLY FUCKING HARD #// me when i have to get into character and what i do is smirk all stupid and wipe blood from my nose after walking into telephone poles #// dude can he hand it over he has to hand it over hey man can you hand it over. the gender. please. please #// he was the youngest in the whole cast at the time playing a freak role and he grew up to be romcom love interest protagonists PLEAAAASE #// hes still kind of a weirdo freak boything in some productions though im glad hes keeping that up #// the bonus disk the. behind the scenes the. do you get my mental illness. do you know where im coming from. <- pacing around room #// thats it for the weeklies .i hope okyakusan has a good evening

[hikkokoro]

Oh god today was not a good day

#i wasnt having a good day personally #AND SUDDENLY LAES AND SAMS EPISODE DROPPED #NOW IM CRYING ON BED #earths VA did a great fucking job genuinely made me cry and tear up #you can hear how broken the family is #like holy shit dude #AND THE THUMBNAIL #Meg did a great job #the devastated look on Earth and Lunars broken face

[birdpersonz]

I've been into ni no kuni for the past like 11 years and I've only just now been made aware that one of Oliver's voice lines when he goes down is "I'm sorry mom" dude I'm fucking dying

#ni no kuni #ni no kuni wrath of the white witch #ni no kuni oliver #im fucking dying what #i actually nearly started panicking and crying at my pc #dude fuckjng what #i paused thr game so fast and had to take a moment dude what let this man have a break and get him therapy PLEASE

[unnerving-presence]

it makes me so sad to read the file in lost in nightmares after getting the 3 passwords and seeing all the wesker children because they weren’t called that, they were just called test subjects :(

it’s honestly sad to think that all of them but albert and alex died a horrible death because of the prototype virus too. mutation isn’t exactly painless when you’re not compatible

even in wesker’s file in re5 it says:

“Some took the virus on the recommendation of a friend; others were given the virus as part of their medical treatment; still others had it forcibly administered to them

Albert Wesker was not different. His partner, William Birkin, gave him the experimental virus, and he administered it to himself.”

fuck spencer fuck spencer fuck spencer i can’t do this anymore

#honestly i feel like alex and albert knowing they even existed was a relief to them as well #since they did not know each other growing up given they were all put in different locations to be monitored #like imagine the relief and happiness they felt at knowing they weren’t alone in what they felt #RAHH STOP IT BRAIN IM GONNA CRY ☹️ #also albert did not even know about him being a test subject either.. #alex got to know because she was close with spencer which also probably hurt her #but wesker must’ve been fuckin devastated to find out his entire existence was literally to be a test subject and servant like #dude i’d be fucking pissed too

[sophfandoms53]

WAIT WAS HUNTER TELLING WILLOW “You guys mean the world to me, I just didn’t know how to say that yet.” MEANT TO BE HIM CONFESSING HIS FEELINGS FOR HER?? BC I DID NOT CATCH THAT AT FIRST BUT OH MY GOD-

#THE PINKY HOLDING FUCKED ME UP #AND LOOKING BACK AT THAT SCENE #IM DUMB DUDE #THE DOTS CONNECTED #HE MADE THE FIRST MOVE #I DIDNT REALIZE OH MY GOSH #HUNTLOW CANON??? #ACTUALLY?? #CRYING IN THE CLUB #the owl house #toh #the owl house spoilers #toh spoilers #hunter wittebane #hunter noceda #willow park #huntlow