#im having a mind blank

[weewoow-20706030]

One thing I absolutely love about the bat family is that the women don't get the typical 'woman treatment' in regards to their costumes. The girls costumes are more than just a stray piece of fabric y'know? Think Zatanna, Wonder Woman, Black Canary, even in other franchises like, Catlin Fairchild in gen 13 (mirage but was bought out by DC), or she hulk in marvel.

But Batgirl, batwoman, spoiler, and orphan don't get that treatment, their costumes are very similar to the guys ones. And they don't look like something will slip out at one wrong step😭😭

#that is all #Nightwings costume is more slutty than- like- all the girls #batgirl #batfam #batwoman #batwomen #spoiler #orphan #cassandra cain #stephanie brown #barbra gordon #uhhhh #batwomans name #im having a mind blank #dc #dcu #batgang #batgirls

[crossedwiress]

i wish we were all rose-colored too, my rose-colored boy

#posting this bc! why should it just sit in my drafts! #in all honestly i must have just blacked out and put this together before i fell asleep last night #bc i don't remember making it. #apart from the hazy ideas of 'pink' and 'lips' floating around in the back of my mind #so anyways #thank u for calling this beautiful and dishevelled molly im grateful for ur feedback #and helping choosing a captionnn. insert dancer emoji that i can't fucking find rn #moodboard #my moodboard #luke #aesthetic #why do i just blank every time i got to tag a mb #help #e*creations

[andy-clutterbuck]

7x12 | Say Yes

#me @ me: 🔇 #Rick Grimes #* #rg #S7 #this is my aesthetic #why? idk #if you change your mind i'm the first in line #honey im still free take a chance on me #excuse me sir please put your forearms away thank you #richard pls #knockin back a beer is what he deserved #there are other things but i have to go find my kneeling pad first #excuse me but The Nose™ #would let him take me in the back room of an applebee's #even his elbows are nice I hate myself #even his adams apple is nice i hate myself #'Even His *Blank* Are Nice I Hate Myself' the title of my TED talk #it's probably my aesthetic because it's so normal and domestic and domestic rick is just what i love

[luminous-pulse]

been seeing a lot of nsft posts that just... aren’t my thing. Where’s the posts about having weird autistic vers sex together? Like going slowly and experimenting with each other, asking “does that feel good? what about if I do it harder? do it slower?” trying different kinds of pain and pleasure, mixing it all together, not having clear defined roles in the bedroom. The kind of sex where you can laugh and not take it seriously at all because yeah it is silly. Or the kind of sex where you tease each other “oh you like that? what a masochist you are” and they retaliate by sticking their tongue out at you. The energy flows back and forth all night, at some point your fingers are in them and their fingers are in your mouth, down your throat. Maybe you’re raking claw marks down their back and their leaving teeth marks on your shoulders. Maybe your partner is blindfolded and you play with them, making them guess the object that you’re brushing across their nipples or inserting into them. And then a few minutes later they do the same to you. Maybe its sweet and gentle but maybe you’re both going primal, no words needed just raw lust for each other. Either way, you end up naked and snuggling basking in the afterglow and in how safe and cherished you feel with each other.

#queer nsft #nsft #gay nsft #idk i never really see nsft posts i vibe with anymore #i think im just tired of kink being overly formal #that just feels silly to me #i don't want to take it seriously anymore #i just want to experiment with sensory input #until my mind goes blank and i finally have enough dopamine #luminous thoughts #want to cherish and love my partner and feel loved in return #with no pressure to /perform/ for them

[keebwee]

This is your au right? Basically right? Right?-

HI YES OH MY GODDDDDD I AM GOING CRAyzyzyyyXYYZYZYZYZY LOOK AT HIM.... LOOK AT HIM HES CRAZY. HE IS WILD. HE HAS GONE THROUGH HELL. OH MY GOD

#YOU DREW HIM THE SILLY #I ASSUME THIS IS CAPTIVITY #BECAUSE HE IS A BLANK BOY #BLANK BOY BLANK SLATE BLANK MIND. #AUAGHAH #DUDE IM GOING WILD RN #rottmnt #rottmnt au #captivity au #rottmnt captivity au #captivity fanart #I HAVE A TAG FOR THAT NOW ‼️‼️ BECAUSE I WANT TO #THANK U #THANK U SO MUCH

[just-a-spacecase]

helloo yumeship / selfship community !! i made a cute lil moodboard for my amazing digital circus f/os (jax and ragatha) !! the first column is for my s/i, the second is for jax, and the third is for ragatha !!

finding moodboard-esque stuff for jax was...surprisingly hard so. Please Be Kind HAHA-

i will also be rambling about dynamics and stuff under the cut !! so, if youd like to learn more, read on !! <333

[ about annie (tadc s/i) !! ] ;; annie is in a polyamorous relationship with both jax and ragatha !! annie spawned into the circus as a sort of porcelain marionette doll in the form of an anthro-cat. strings hang from her wrists and feet, and she wears a gothic dress. her eyes are all black, and she (surprisingly) has not cracked yet. of course, this form can also take some hits, considering everything in the digital circus is cartoonish and VR-like. annies design was heavily inspired off of jane doe from ride the cyclone !!

[ annie x ragatha , or dollshipping !! ] ;; these two have a toothachingly sweet adoration for each other. ragatha has coaxed annie from many panic attacks, and is extremely protective of her. annie views ragatha in a very high light because of this. ragatha, of course, is kind to annie because she cares deeply. annie is very drawn in to this side of her. ragatha wants to make sure annie is treated with gentle care...and then theres jax, who isnt afraid to spook the marionette-esque doll as a joke.

[ annie x jax , or dumbbunnyshipping (might rename HAHA) !! ] ;; jax finds annie to be hilarious. her anxious (and sometimes, borderline spooky...) demeanor piques his interest, and jaxs nonchalant attitude toward everything makes annie less scared at times. jax is secretly just as protective of annie as ragatha is. but, of course, he acts like he isnt. he just wants to look tough...we all know hes a softie underneath those snarky one-liners. annie loves this fact, as does ragatha.

#「🖤 —> spacecase art」 #「🖤 —> spacecase speak」 #GGRGGRRRR I HAVE BIG PHAT CRUSHES ON JAX AND RAGS OMG #GAWD i wanna write so much more but im also slightly eepy and mind blanking so apologies in advance #hehehhheee i love my f/os sm #self ship #selfship community #selfship #moodboard #oc x canon #yumejoshi #yumeship #self shipping community #self ship community #tadc #the amazing digital circus #tadc ragatha #tadc jax #polyamory #polyamourous #polyam #lgbtqia

[curiouskinetic]

nine people i'd like to know better!

𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑(𝐒): I'd say blue is my all-time favorite, but purple and green are also up there

𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑(𝐒): Sweet and salty things! I have such a major sweet tooth it's unreal dfkhjdf

𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂: I honestly have no idea, I'd say I listen to music from video games the most but considering how varied that kind of music is that doesn't narrow it down much does it lmao

𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐄(𝐒): Probably the how to train your dragon movies! I remember seeing the first one in theaters in 3D and it was one of the most special experiences I've ever had with a movie ;w;

𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒: Hmmm I think I'd have to say pokemon. I always end up coming back to it even after taking long breaks, whether that be playing a new game that came out or replaying the old ones, or in more recent years playing through some of the amazing rom hacks people have made!

𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆: Video game music strikes again

𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒: I haven't watched anything new in a long time bedsides random video essays I leave on in the background while I'm doing other things oof

𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐄: I think the last movie I saw was the DnD movie that came out earlier this year? Or was it last year I can't remember now dfkhjkfd

𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆: Nothing besides rp replies, but this reminds me I have been looking for some new books to read

𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐍: Designing something for sora and also a commissions!

tagged by: @ccaptain (ty!! ;w;) tagging: @versatilejoker, @boomermania, @narvvhal, @hiisfire, and anyone else that wants to do it!

#ooc #dash games #my mind always blanks when i try to tag people in things im dfskjhfsd #always worried i'm getting people that have already done it too om g #anyways go listen to the song i linked right now thats an order #it fucking slaps

[perilegs]

ok i might need to force myself to not romance astarion bc i don't want to know what it says about me to turn down karlach, the woman of my dreams, the character made to cater me personally, like, if she was real i'd bring the moon and stars down for the chance to see her smile, she's everything i've hoped for in a rpg companion, what does it say about me if i turn that down for someone like astarion

#ngl karlach would be too good for me and i wouldnt deserve it #shed probably ask me stuff like 'what do you want?' upon which i would be paralyzed with fear my mind completely blank unable #to process why i can't answer a simple question #and she's so up front with her emotions which i absolutely adore but i could not reciprocate that #wait am i actually for real avoiding the karlach romance bc i feel like this fictional character from a video game is too good for me #a real human being. like. i think i would feel guilty about romancing her #which makes no sense bc i romance characters too good for anyone all of the time. but idk #in those cases ive always had like a strong character i play as who is very divorced from who i am #but playing as durge there is no past so idk who my tav is yet so all i can do is project so he feels very. personal #im v sleepy and also ive had brain fog all day so yea idk #i mean i do genuinely like astarion and his character but in his case i dont feel guilty bc i feel like i #i have no idea how to finish that sentence without it sounding like 'i can fix him' #bc i dont want to fix him i want to show him compassion and respect him and his boundaries so he'll be able to reclaim tje feeling of #being in control of his life #so he'll stop putting people down to feel like hes on a pedestal #like i get him and why he is like that but i just feel like being kind and caring towards him would feel so good #it wouldnt fix him and thats a good thing bc i dont want him to change who he is but i do think he needs support #also hes hot im so mad at myself for being so atteacted to him #we wouldnt b here if i didnt have a thing for voices #besides thag back to the main point of astarion its like. ugh! im so frustrated rn bc i dont have the words #to express my emotions toward him bc everything ive said lacks the nuance that im feelikg but idk how to put it in words #i guess i want to protect him? that such a terrible sentence and still not what om going for

[pinkpruneclodwolf]

Honestly, I think my Twisted Wonderland timeline may be messed up because the Age of Gods in TWST was 100 years ago and that Lilia is over 600...

I probably got my hands on the wrong info though so please correct me but yeah, Age of Gods was 100 years ago.

So either Twisted Wonderland is an entirely new world that speedran all of its advancements or I'm just dumb 😭😭😭

Honestly I believe that Twisted Wonderland has to be 2000 years old at most judging by the timeline, my question is how did they come up with so many advancements. Was it solely the Shroud family or Fae?

I do think it's funny that Lilia was born before the Age of Gods.

ALSO ALSO, MALLEUS' GRANDMOTHER BEING CONNECTED TO TWISTED WONDERLAND IN SOME WAY?????

I don't think the Age of Gods for TWST were a hundred years ago, it was S.T.Y.X that was founded a hundred years ago and if i recall correctly its actually because its a fairly new branch after the previous head of S.T.Y.X died.

Mostly because they say the Blot Phantoms they house are over a thousand years old, though I understand how it can be confusing considering we don't have a direct timeline and because of what Trein says about how we're in Year One of magic.

It's crazy to think that Lilia is younger than S.T.Y.X in that respect but I guess war ages you.

However, I do think that TWST did have an upperhand, so to speak, with its development, especially in regards to Fae, and I'd argue that a lot of advancements are due to Fae being proactive—which is why the Valley of Thorns hinges on Malleus learning from Night Raven.

Because Fae live to see entire civilizations rise and fall in what seems to be a blink to them, they tend to stagnate. Finding the advancements they made hundreds of years ago to still operate so why change it.

Which is why I truly and utterly believe that Briar Valley houses some of the richest history and museums of every culture, civilization, and even languages long gone.

To sum up my thoughts—Malleus is meant to propel Briar Valley forward. Everything that he learns and will learn helps aid in the new age of Briar Valley. Part of me believes Maleficia had been her millenia's New Age, and Mallenoa would've been as well had she not been killed. [I genuinely feel faint knowing that Mallenoa was just a princess when she died.]

Anyways!!!

The concept of Maleficia being a "modern" God is extremely interesting, because the implications that one day Malleus will succeed her in power makes my head spin—especially in consideration of what he's doing in his Overblot, to think there is someone stronger than him just vibing is...

And that's not even getting into the fact that she is still in her prime as a Dragon Fae with 1000+ years under her belt. Literally no one is touching her except Malleus.

#twst #twisted wonderland #twst theory #scream into the void and i'll answer #chapter 7 spoilers #lilia vanrouge #malleus draconia #mallenoa draconia #twst maleficia #the idea that Malleus wouldve been much stronger and much older had it not bee for his parents' death fucks me up everyday #but i do wonder just how strong would Mallenoa have been if she hadnt died so soon? #im trying so hard to fathom someone stronger than Malleus besides Maleficia and my mind is drawing blanks #and the fact that she can throw tantrums bad enough to turn a whole castle inside out #the fact that she alone commands the Valley's army and defenses? #that Knight of Dawn guy has to be cracked out if hes able to murder a God like that bro #also notice how advanced looking the enemies were in the chapter... #i beliebe STYX and Fae were neck and neck when it came to advancements though STYX won out bc of technology

[wr0ngwarp]

um. uh. hi every body. something evil and malevolent happened in my brain this month.

this is. um. a Jet Set Radio/Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Death joke AU, spawned out of a in-joke that started in a pokepasta discord. my apologies to both the pokepasta and jsr fandoms

the entire basis is the idea that Corn in Future retconned og JSR Beat as leader/founder of the GGs (is beat being leader in the og even CANON?) so Corn and Beat are the Myras. no it's not a joke funny enough to justify how many hours i sunk into drawing these. no attempt was made to change the setting, assign most of the other cast, or otherwise make this au hold up to ANY amount of scrutiny. if i tried to make this actually work somehow then i'd REALLY end up too far gone. also i keep calling myrtle!beat "Meat".

MEANWHILE, IN A BETTER UNIVERSE:,

#jet set radio #pokepasta #creepypasta #jsr #explorers of death #pokemon #crossover #gore #body horror #blood #ask to tag #long post #jsr eod #also i said ''i didnt assign almost anyone else'' but thats not entirely true. #i did assign dj professor k as wigglytuff. but i decided i needed to draw a line in the sand somewhere #and drawing dj k as eod!wigglytuff is simply too much. some mental images really DONT need to be inflicted on others #i also thought about who would be grovyle and ended up leaning towards combo #i sort of think of him as having protagonist swag about him bc of chapter 2 in teh first game. #also i have a running joke w my sibling about combo being meta-aware bc of a jp-only line he has in future #where he tells roboy he wants to save. #i swear to god i had more reasoning than this but my mind is drawing a blank rn. sad #also i guess this would imply that cube and coin would be celebi and dusknoir but theyre not even in explorers of death so RIP #i did also briefly consider clutch as grovyle bc 1. stealing things lol and 2. joke about him being future-exclusive #and grovyle is FROM DA FUTURE... but frankly clutch does not feel like he could pull off being grovyle. in my opinion. #also i guess sitting here now i suppose it wouldnt even make sense in the context of the eod au cuz everyone but the main trio is og jsr #on that note. i had no idea what to do for gum's design so i chose the most awkward route possible i guess. im sorry gum. #in general gum kinda got the short end of the stick here due to being consistently the Second-in-Command meaning she's shadow #I'M SORRY WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #well at least she's better off than yoyo. me n my sibling just automatically were like ''he's bidoof'' ''yeah he's bidoof'' #also like last note. but. the jet set radio fandom is SEVERELY lacking cliche edgy over the top evil creepypasta versions of the cast

[aroaessidhe]

2023 reads

Winter’s Orbit

standalone space opera/romance

when his cousin dies, an imperial prince is rushed into marrying the widower - an ambassador from a planet they have a tenuous treaty with - to control rising political hostilities

neither thinks the other is happy with the circumstances, but they have to put on appearances for the public - and when they find out the death might have been murder and they’re implicated, they start to uncover a web of treason within the court and empire

arranged marriage, politcs, set on a wintery planet

#Winter’s Orbit #aroaessidhe 2023 reads #i enjoyed this a lot! #it’s not 100% for me and I think maybe it relied a little too much fanfic romance tropes at points but like. that’s not inherently bad #there were some things that i wanted more of like. jainan’s relationship with his sister? #we see them about to talk for the first time in 2 years but then don’t actually….see that talk? #or anything else between them til the end of the book. i was like hold on I get not seeing That scene but surely she's gonna come up again #asfkadjfh theres a survival bit in the middle which im like. survival 101 stay where you are!!!!! oh my god unfamiliar snowy landscape coul #be SO dangerous. if there’s a storm. whiteout!! also dangerous wildlife apparently??? #the book does raise this and have valid counter arguments as far as the worldbuilding goes #(they’re in a blank spot of cell service which is rare so hard to find them) but akjdhsgkjsf i can’t help but be like. noo..... #but also space opera setting that’s on a very wintery planet - i feel like is not that common! i like that #definitely has a hefty amount of miscommunication but like….it’s the kind that’s because the characters come from such different #emotional contexts rather than silly reasons. i don’t mind that tbh. though they maybe could have talked about things a bit earlier

[lazybakerart]

I have wanted to print copies of falling for you in hawkins, indi-fucking-ana a long, long time before I finished part three and thanks to @ihni I finally did it! And it’s such an amazing feeling to have them on my shelf!

I may be taking a bit of a break from writing part four (until after s4 airs), but this series will always mean the world to me. I put so much love into it and to finally have all three of the first parts printed out - I cannot stop flailing adsjfhsdfgd!!

I’m so dang happy, my dudes.

+more pics of each book under the cut!

#harringrove #my stuff #the prints are so pretty!! excuse my bad lighting sdjhdgf #negatives are: there's an extra blank page in one of the books by the title #and there are no italics because of course i couldn't get them copied over to pages sdjkhdsfg #i had to split part 3 in two because it would have been over the 800 page limit >__>;;; #theres a mismatch with the capitalization in the title for part 2 because i changed it last minute on the cover XD #BUT OVERALL #they look amazing and i dont mind the loss of the italics #the goof ups are part of the charm when it comes to printing out your own books #im just so hyped to hold them in my hands T__T #i might actually reread the series for the first time in A WHILE #anyways im taking this brief moment to be proud of myself

[swaggy-transfag]

Thought of making a post abt my struggles with communicating and getting my thoughts out in words. But then i was struggling too much abt how to word it so it made sense, so i gave up

#it can be so so tiring to try to squish my thoughts into words sometimes #it just doesnt feel natural and it never represents them good enough #everyday i wish for somekind of mindreading so others could just get what i was thinking #but instead i have to struggle everyday to not even do my thoughts justice #its so frustrating to just sit and try to get something out #often my mind just blanks and i cant grasp any words #its so humiliating bc ppl just assume im kinda dumb or stmh and i cant even prove them wrong cuz i cant translate my thoughts properly #i wanna tell ppl abt my struggles so they can understand #and also so they dont make fun of me anymore for it #but then i have to get the courage and also be able to explain it properly #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #its so weird i can usually get my point across (like rn) but it doesnt really feel like my words #talking for me mostly feels like clipping out a newspaper and then assemble all the usefull words k could find into what i want #i really really wanna try to unmask more #and just own the fact that im actually disabled #okay now im just rambling i think #point is im frustrated and sad that mindreading isnt possible

[apricote]

service top halsin 🫶👌

#idk if the scene changes based on gender/genitals but that was very soft #also i was screaming in my fist because im secretly 10 years old and sex scenes make me giggle and slightly uncomfortable #i don't mind written ones at all and i write them myself with a completely blank face but seeing it happen on the screen is different lol #river ward sex scene in cp2077 made me laugh so hard it was so funny to me in first person #anyway that was a very sweet scene tbh #i liked it #i'll still have to try out the. uh. bear version #and exhaust every dialogue option i can during it to see what different things halsin says #anyway i love sirius and halsin together i think they're cute #i just wish there was more content for him in the game #💬 #bg3 ramblings

[stormyoceans]

waiting for last twilight is like. not a single spoiler escapes containment. they release the most generic stills that are basically a crash course in 'how to look at your co-star with a love so all consuming and full of yearning it drives people to the brink of suicide' by jimmy jitaraphol. they film in an airport which sends you into a downward spiral where you imagine all the worst possible scenarios. the next day they share bts pictures of the characters wearing formal clothes at the aforementioned airport. you have no idea what the hell is gonna happen in this show. you're typing from the psych ward

#have been staring at those pics of mark and sea wearing formal attires that namtan shared for the past hour and im like #my mind is blank #not a single realistic theory left in my brain #the only thing i know about this show is that it's gonna destroy me completely everything else is a mystery #last twilight the series #m: txt

[darabeatha]

/ completely unrelated but I don't know why M.oriarty sparked in me a boost of writing serotonin

#;ooc #ooc #even if it was for like two days still im like nice #IN THE SENSE OF; usually i just yell about my characters but i've managed to actually write some lil stuff yesterday im shook #my love for silly pngs is big but writting wise i tend to feel blank; and the perfectionism blocks me a lot from trying too #its like; do u ever get on that cloud where ur thinking is this even entertaining to read? does it make sense? and then u just never post i #i've just been having fun and going ;¨yeah im not going to limit myself #its funny bc i dont even relate to him in any way as far as im aware nor do i know him since a looong time like #d.antes or a.rju #and on the contrary; he should feel more intimidating to write bc: smart character #but he is just sitting there #and somehow it made me unblock my mind to write other muses here too; #very curious thing #i havent even read a single sherlock holmes book; at least not finished