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Special Ops: Lioness - 1x07
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paladin-heart5 · 1 month
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So This Is Love
Leon Kennedy x Reader x Chris Redfield
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Summary; You are in a poly relationship with Chris and Leon
CW; fluff, smut, dp, blowjob, fingering, creepy neighbor, protective boys. I think that's it, MDNI
AN; ahahahha I did it oh my gosh that was hard i'm sorry it took so long its 3.2k words I hope you like it byeee oh also please don't e afraid to send request I need ideas
You're not physically strong, not to say you're a complete weakling either. However, you're definitely considered fragile compared to your boyfriends. They're basically your guard dogs, but you try your best not to rely on them. You're still an independent woman who can take care of yourself. Realistically, you have to be when they aren't around, which is more than you think. They both work for the government, and oftentimes they're both gone around the same time. You do your part of course, make sure the house is nice and tidy, groceries are stocked for when they come home starving. They need all the nutrition they can get. You like to give them a taste of domesticated peace when you are able to. Being self-employed definitely has its perks when it comes to scheduling. The boys insist you don't even need to work, but you don't want to seem useless. You're grateful for them, and you like to show it. Who knows what you'd be doing if you hadn't met, let alone date Leon S Kennedy and Chris Redfield. You'll admit, when they're home, you're putty in their hands. Only after you've taken care of them though, you want to make sure they're safe and sound at home. To them, you're their precious flower, their safe haven. 
Currently you're walking home from the market, which happens to be right outside of the neighborhood. It's quite convenient since you don't have a car, you like walking around anyway. You have three filled totes of foods, you've been needing to fill the fridge. Both your boyfriends have been on a mission for the last two weeks. The time has been lonely and boring, but you're proud that they're saving the world. As you approach the house, you notice your neighbor staring at you. His name is Gary, and he's usually sitting in the dark or watering his front lawn.You offer a warm smile, although he is a creepy older man, you try to be friendly. He slowly waves at you.
“Need a hand, doll?” Gary steps forward in your direction. You let out a nervous chuckle and shake your head. “I'm alright, Mr. Dawson, thank you though.” You politely decline as you approach your porch. The older man stops at the fence dividing your yards. He keeps a smile on his face, one that shows his dirty, cracked up teeth. All that smoking really did a number on him. 
“Where are those strong men of yours? Shouldn't they be helping their little lady?” He questions, raising a brow. You roll your eyes as you fumble with your keys, trying to open the door. 
“They're at work, but don't worry, I can take care of myself.” This wouldn't be the first time he's tried to get close to you, in a way that is more than friendly neighbor. Anytime the guys aren't here, he's trying his best to get to you. Means he's scared of them, but you're not so easily put off. Having two special agents as boyfriends has its perks when it comes to self defense. Fortunately, Gary hasn't pushed too far. 
“Don't you ever get lonely when those boys are gone all the time?” The old man asked with a tilt of his head, his brows furrowed slightly. You sigh as you finally open the door, you turn your head to him, pick up your grocery totes, and give him a fake smile. 
“Nope! They never make me feel lonely, have a good day Mr. Dawson!” You quickly enter the house and close the door. While it's supposed to be a ‘neighborly’ conversation, you always end up uncomfortable. The way he looks at you always makes it worse. You shrug it off and continue with your day, putting away the groceries and organizing the kitchen. You hear the sound of your phone going off, you received two messages. Both from your boyfriend's.
Hey baby, Leon and I will be home tonight.
So excited to see you princess, expect cuddles.
You smile brightly as you read the messages, they're finally coming home! You just have to do something special, maybe make their favorite meal. You gasp as an idea pops into your head. You quickly go to your room and search through your closet. After a couple minutes of digging through your clothes, you find a lingerie set you recently got. It's lavender lace, with a little bow at the top. It perfectly cups your breasts, and shows off your curves. You put it on and wear a blue silk robe that Leon gifted you. Humming softly, you fix your hair and check the time. They should be home in a couple hours, so you decide to set the table and prepare to cook dinner.
“You know Claire can't keep a secret.” You hear the door open from the front room, the sound of Leon and Chris's chuckles blessing your ears. You jump off the couch and watch as they take their shoes off. “That's true, I remember when we told her about asking Y/n out. She was so close to slipping we had to go for it.” Chris laughed before seeing you leaning on the wall of the kitchen. 
“Hey baby girl!” He smiles as he holds his arms out for you. You quickly go into his arms. Chris chuckles and spins you, making you giggle. Leon turns and beams at the sight of you in the shiny robe he got you. He steps forward and hugs the both of you. 
“I missed you guys so much, you have no idea.” You say teary eyed, when they come home alive and safe is when you process the fact that their jobs are incredibly dangerous. You never know if you'll lose one, or both. The boys let you go and smile at you, each of them holding your hands. 
“We missed you too, princess. Was everything okay while we were gone?” Leon asks softly, kissing your knuckles. You smile and nod slowly.
“Everything is clean and food is ready.” You say softly as you examine them for any injuries. You only find a few bruises here and there, which is better than most times. The two smile at you.
“Let's eat then, hm?” Chris goes to the kitchen and serves the plates for all of you. You sit at the table and smile as you all begin to eat. Chris and Leon talk about the mission, or as much as they're able to. Then they insist on hearing how you did. 
“It was good, mainly work and cleaning. I started doing some work outs in the garage, figured it would be good.” You admitted as you picked at your food. Chris and Leon looked at each other before back at you. Chris is the first to speak up.
“That's great, baby girl. Leon and I would love to work out with you if you need pointers.” He tilts his head as you think.
“Yeah, I'd like that. Just.. nothing too intense please. I'm still learning.” You say softly as you look at them. Leon gives you that sweet smile, from the pictures you've seen, that boyish charm never left him.
“We'd never push you too hard, princess.” 
“We actually have a routine idea, but.. might be too intense for ya.” Chris hums out, his tone feigning sympathy. You perk up a bit as Leon smirks.
“What is it?” You ask, tilting your head curiously. Leon takes each of your plates and rinses them off before setting them in the dishwasher.
“It definitely would work up a sweat. Even knocks the wind out of us doesn't it, babe?” He glances over to Chris, earning a chuckle. 
“Maybe you, but I never get tired.” Chris stands and goes behind him, squeezing his ass. Leon jumps and wacks him with a hand towel. You blush, but smile. You always enjoy watching them give each other affection. You stand up and bite your lip.
“Can you show me what it is?” You ask, innocently opening your robe just enough for them to notice the lingerie underneath. It grabs both of their attention.
“I suppose we can teach you, but you have to listen to us. Think you can do that baby girl?” Chris makes his way over to you, pulling you gently by the waist. You smile and nod.
“Use your words.” He orders.
“Yes, Chris.” You sway nervously, starting to feel your heart race in anticipation.
“Good girl.” Chris praises with a kiss to your hairline. Leon hums and goes over to tug at Chris’s jeans. 
“Let's go then, wanna give my lovers a good time.” 
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Leon and Chris guide you to your shared bedroom. They begin to take off their shirts and pants, leaving themselves in their boxers. You giggle at this, they aren't very good at hiding their eagerness. You can already see the bulges. Chris’s cock definitely has more girth to it, while Leon's got the length. You love the balance, they both make you feel heavenly when you make love. The joy of sharing such intimate moments with the greatest men you know will never get old. 
Chris is the first to initiate, stepping behind you and kissing at the back of your neck. You giggle in response, his stubble being very ticklish. Leon smiles, adoring the sound of your laughter. He'll do anything to hear it, do anything to make both you and Chris happy. He steps forward and grabs your hands, wrapping your arms around his neck. He wastes no time, connecting your lips in a heated kiss. Chris smiles and rubs his calloused hands along your curves. Leon gently parts from you, moving some hair out of your face as you pant. You glance over and see the curtains open, also noticing Gary’s open as well. You start to feel uneasy and shudder. Your boyfriend's notice this. 
“What's wrong, princess?” Leon's deep, but gentle voice rings through your ears. You look at him and point to the open window curtains.
“Mr. Dawson has been making me uncomfortable… again.” You say quietly, gripping Leon's shirt. The blonde quickly looks at Chris, already seeing a look of anger in his eyes.
“Easy there, big guy.” He hums calmly to Chris. While Leon is definitely frustrated by how your neighbor is making you feel, he tends to be the more level headed one. Chris on the other hand, is not afraid to humble someone. He's ready to bang on that door and give Gary a what for.
“Fuckin creep, we really need to get her a gun.” The brunette hisses to his boyfriend. Leon chuckles and pets your head.
“We'd have to show her how to use it first. What do you think, baby?” He looks down at you, a gentle smile appearing. You melt at the sight of him, what a man. Leon and Chris are your fucking gods. You'd do anything to please them.
“I'm willing to learn.” You say softly, wrapping Chris’s arms around your waist, making him relax again. He cracks a smile and kisses your head. Leon slips out of your grasps and goes to close the window, making sure the curtains completely cover it. Chris sways with you and you smirk as you remember what you're wearing. 
“I have a surprise for you, gentlemen.” You hum as you go to the foot of the bed. Leon returns to Chris’s side, both of them looking at you curiously. You slowly untie your robe before letting it fall to the floor, revealing your lingerie. The blonde and brunette gape at the sight of you, taking in your appearance.
“Holy fuck, I'm gonna take a bite out of that cake.” Chris growls, stepping towards you. He lifts you up with ease before tossing you on the bed. You squeak at this, followed by a giggle. He then crawls over you, kissing at your neck again as he starts to take off your set. Leon watches with lust darkening those blue orbs. The scene unfolding in front of him is like a dream. Once Chris has you completely naked, he immediately plays with your breast, making you moan. Your nipples become hard and sensitive.
“Such a lovely girl.” He praises you with a low tone. He then looks over to Leon, noticing him biting his lip.
“Come join the fun, pretty boy.” He gestures the blonde over. Leon's cheeks flush at the nickname, but he's quick to join. Chris carefully kneels beside you as Leon is on your other side. You watch as Chris grabs his throat and pulls him for a kiss. Loving, but also rough. It's a sight that has you squirming, it'll be engraved in your brain. The way Leon whimpers into the kiss all needy is delightful to your ears. You carefully run your hand along the blonde's abs, down to his inner thigh. The sound of his sigh is heard as Chris parts from him, smiling. They both look down at you and you give them an innocent smile.
“Such a good girl,” Leon hums as he trails his hand down to your core, rubbing his middle finger through your slick. You whimper and buck your hips. “She's so wet, Chris.” He breathes out lovingly.
“Oh I bet, poor thing has been missing our dicks, hm?” Chris coos to you, earning a quick nod. He chuckles and pats your thigh.
“On your knees, baby girl.” He orders, you're quick to follow, switching to your hands and knees. Leon laughs a bit at how eager you are, gently rubbing your ass. You smile at him and shake it. Chris slaps it, making you yelp. You glare at him. He laughs and moves behind you, taking a look at your glistening pussy.
“You're right, Lee. She's soaked.” The brunette growls as he watches with lustful eyes. Leon moves over in front of you, finally taking off his boxers to reveal his hard cock. Your mouth waters as you watch it hit his stomach. Leon smirks and cups your cheek.
“Want a taste, princess? Go ahead.” He says in a husky tone. You gingerly lick at his tip, gliding all the way down to his balls. After a moment of doing so, you take him into your mouth, earning a deep groan. Chris smiles at this before leaning down to lick a stripe along your pussy. You moan at the feeling of his tongue, lifting your hips a bit more. Leon grabs your hair, making a ponytail to hold as you bob your head. His head falls back as he moans, while Chris eats you out like a starved man. You suck on your boyfriend hungrily, eyes rolling back as you already feel your climax approaching. Chris smirks and slides two fingers into your clenching hole, pumping them in and out of you. The sound of Leon’s moans grows louder as he grips your hair.
“Fuck- I’m so close princess.” His chest rises and falls with quick, heavy breaths. You feel him twitch in your mouth, bobbing your head a little faster to help him finish. The ache in your jaw is painful, but so worth getting to see Leon come undone. His load shoots into your throat, a loud moan escaping him. His back arches as sweat beads on his forehead. A string of curses follow as you slowly lift your head, letting him go with a pop. You swallow his load and smile at him as he rubs your head. Chris continues to fuck you with his fingers and tongue, a wonderful feeling. The growing feeling of warmth and tightness in your core is making you go dumb, whimpering for him to go faster. As you feel your orgasm about to reach its peak, Chris stops completely. You whine at the sudden emptiness, making the buff man chuckle. 
“I thought we should try something new tonight. How about you take both of us at once?” He suggests, sliding his boxers off. Your eyes widen, cheeks turning red as you look at Leon. He smiles at you and places a gentle kiss on your nose.
“It's up to you, princess. We promise to be careful of course.” He soothes, you think about it for a moment. It’s definitely something you’ve dreamed of, but knowing how big they are, you wonder if they’ll even fit. It’s at least worth a shot, that’s what lube’s for, right?
“I think I’d like that.” You look back at Chris, a sweet smile on your face. Chris returns the smile and rubs your hips. He lifts you up effortlessly, making you giggle. Leon adjusts himself so he’s laying flat on the bed. He then reaches over and grabs a bottle of lube from the drawer of the nightstand. Squeezing a generous amount on his hand, he begins to rub his dick. You watch with fascination before Chris hovers you above Leon. You slowly settle yourself onto him, there’s little resistance due to the lube and how wet you are. You then lay down on his chest, leaving yourself open for Chris to enter. Leon rubs your back while Chris lubes up his dick as well. He lines himself up with your cunt, but doesn’t enter yet.
“What’s the safe word, baby girl?” He asks softly, not wanting you to end up uncomfortable in any way. 
“Red.” You answer quietly, giving him the go ahead to enter. As he slowly slides in, you tense up, biting your lip.
“Relax, Y/n. It’ll ease up shortly, deep breaths.” Leon guides her through it as she squeezes his forearm. Once Chris is bottomed out, he stops, groaning deep in his chest.
“So damn tight.” He and Leon look at each other and smile, wordlessly in agreement that their girlfriend feels like heaven. They have to hold back from moving so that you can adjust. Fortunately, it doesn’t take long for you to let them know they can move. Chris is the first to start thrusting his hips. At first, the stretch is big and of course a little painful; but as they move, you can feel the pain fade into pleasure. Your mouth hangs open as soft moans escape you, taking comfort in the way they both have you sandwiched. It feels so good, so safe to be in between them. Leon whimpers as he feels you clench, whispers of praises being spoken in your ear. While Chris is growling and occasionally degrading you.
“Pussy’s so tight for me, baby. You like being a dirty whore for us, huh?” He grabs your hair, lifting your head a bit as you mumble.
“Yes sir, please- i’m gonna cum!” You moan out, Leon chuckles and cups your cheeks.
“Go ahead, sweetheart, cum for us.” As he gives you permission, you feel the knot in your core snap. A loud moan falls from your lips as the overwhelming sensation of your orgasm takes over. The feeling of you tightening around them only urges Leon to follow. He groans as his second climax takes over, holding you closer. Chris finishes last as usual, he grunts as he thrusts harder into you, making you whimper. The feeling of both of them filling you up is just so amazing. The movements come to a stop, all of you laying on each other as you breath heavily. The boy’s look over you to make sure you’re okay, and they can’t help but smirk as they see their cum ooze out of you.
“Alright then, bath time.” Chris stands and lifts you up, Leon goes ahead and sets a warm bath for all of you. He kisses Chris, then you. You’re incredibly grateful to have these caring men in your life.
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sarahsartistportfolio · 2 months
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Knight X Princess AU with Albedo
wc: 3,926
Ok so many many months ago I had made this post and the lovely @witch-hazels-musings decided to pick it up and turn it into a series. Back then I had little interest in actually writing fanfic but now I'm dipping my toes in it. And I have the inspiration for knight Albedo so I tried to write. And it ended up pretty long lol
Um there are some author's notes at the end. And Hazel if you end up reading this, your writing is truly such an inspiration. You completely have my blessing if you wanna use anything I wrote here in your own knight series❤
Once upon a time, you’re the youngest princess of Mondstadt.
At the tender age of seven a strange woman approaches your father with a proposal. You watch secretly behind the grey stone wall as this foreign woman talks to your father, the king. The woman’s hands are resting on the shoulders of a child beside her, a little golden-haired boy about your age. You're too young to make out any sense of the conversation they're having. And it isn't until your older brother spots you, and rushes you away that that little boy looks behind him to catch a glimpse of you.
 This mysterious woman not only convinced your father to take this young boy in but also that he will be your future personal knight. 
Your father stands behind tiny you as he introduces you.
“ Y/N, this is Kreideprinz, he’ll be training with the knights of Favonius. You’ll be spending a lot of time together when you're older.”
Albedo’s piercing icey blue eyes seem to look right through you. He barely moves, only taking a low formal bow with “Princess.” as his introduction.
You extend a curtsy back towards him(or at least try to, your sister has been desperately teaching you how to perform one right)
Your gruff father’s voice cuts through
“His mentor told me he’s developed a skill for the arts at such a young age. Just like you Y/N.”
This moment marks the start of a fond habit the two of you will share in the many years to come. Given parchment and colorful pastels by your father you and Albedo draw together out in the open courtyard. And although he doesn't say much and you’re a bit too nervous to say anything towards him, you make a small attempt. 
“Kreidepr-”
“Albedo.” he cuts you off with an unchanging neutral expression.
“Please call me Albedo, your highness.”
From that moment forward you two become a familiar presence in each other’s lives. When you weren’t being taught your sixth lesson by your governess and when he was done with training with the order of the knights, you two played together. He would show off his newly learned sword stance or a raw material he was gifted by his teacher in his alchemy lesson. You quickly learned he was a curious child. Not afraid to pick up the creepiest of bugs or tornest of plants.(You even watched him eat a spider much to your shock.) He would tell you random facts about the stars, the weather or flowers that grew on the castle’s grounds. You rarely saw him smile, his expression always remaining so indifferent. It was like he hadn’t learned how to smile yet. 
Meanwhile you shared with Albedo the juicy gossip you overheard from the visiting diplomats or a map you stole from your father’s collection of newly discovered lands from outside your kingdom. You two developed a love of drawing together whenever you both could escape the pressures of the adults. It's peaceful, drawing together on a large piece of paper. Of what you hoped your futures to look like, what countries you’d like to visit, what new foods you’d like to try.
When you’re about 15 years old it's when he officially becomes your guard. You’ve noticed as you’ve grown older Albedo seems to keep his distance from people. Except you, as he’s quite forced to be your shadow. It really feels like nothing has changed at all except now he wears the royal uniform and he’s the first face you see when you wake up and the last before you retire for bed.
You don't quite understand his love for science but you indulge in his hobby nonetheless. You listen to him ramble about experiments and data that just go right over your head. But you really do try to pay attention! Because you consider him your friend now. Plus his voice is so calming, you could listen to him talk about anything for hours. 
On the occasions you are able to, if you find a rare preserved bug or rock said to have fallen from the sky, you gift it to Albedo. (Even if on occasion he says a bit sheepishly “I already have one of these in my collection” he still accepts it from you regardless).
You’re the first one he shares that he’s been gifted a vision. He tells you way too calmly for having been blessed with such a powerful item but you get excited for him.
A few more years pass and Albedo could actually count on one hand how many times he’s actually had to defend you. He’s grateful really, that’s it's been so little, that his job is relatively boring. He’s thankful that so far your life has been safe. 
He does remember although, the first time he ever saw you truly fearful. A few years back when you two were still teenagers. A siege from a neighboring kingdom, one who wanted more power, marched right up to the city’s gates. You and your siblings were barricaded in an enforced room deep within the castle. “If the enemy starts to breach the outer room of these walls, I want you to take my sister and run, escape from here through the underground passage.” Your older brother had told Albedo secretly earlier.
Albedo had never seen you genuinely afraid before that day. As the sounds of screams and combat can be heard from within this room's thick walls. Your clammy and tight grip on his hand never leaves him as your other hand clenched at the fabric of your dress. 
The sound of cannon fire shaking the walls has made you jump in surprise and even has shaken Albedo’s usual calm demeanor.
“We’ll be alright.” He reassures you although his slightly nervous tone betrays his words. He squeezes your hand “I promise we’ll survive this.” 
And it's through your closest friend’s unwavering certainty that you find it in yourself to give him a weak smile and nod. 
And as if the gods hold true to Albedo’s word, the battle never reaches inside the castle. Your loyal army causes the enemy to retreat. Its safe again at last. But when your siblings start to exit the room, You find yourself breaking down. You were trying desperately to hold it together in front of your family but now just in the presence of Albedo tears being to fall. He stops and moves right in front of you, his hand now resting on your shoulder as he tries to brush the tears from your cheeks. A rare look of concern and worry on his face as he quietly calls your name. 
“I’m sorry.” you sniffle and try to regain some composure in your voice. “I’m sorry. Look at me crying while everyone else is relieved. I should be stronger than this. A royal should be stronger than this.” 
As he glances back at the doorway waiting til it's just the two of you left in this room, he embraces you, in this brief quiet moment he holds you close. 
Yes so far you’ve been kept safe. Even skillfully dogaging a marriage proposal or two. 
That is…until the curse catches up to you.
You see there’s been a long past down story that your family will one day suffer from a curse. But that’s all this is right? A story? A story of some ancestor of yours angring a deity or magical creature and getting cursed that one day your royal bloodline will die out. But that’s just a fairy tale right?
It starts with your father the king. But he’s already old and frail so his death, while heartbreaking, is not all too unexpected. Albedo is still there at your side as you lie a flower down on your father’s tomb. 
Now your oldest brother inherits the throne. You’re happy to see him in power, your family has been very close. He’s only about seven years older than you and healthy for his age. 
So two months after his coronation, when he falls ill. It's a shock to you and your two other siblings. The royal doctor has no answer, you call for healers outside your borders, offering huge payments in return. But within a week, your dear brother is gone. 
Albedo watches as you try to put on a strong facade for your sister and brother. But he can see the trembling in your hands. This isn’t normal, this shouldn’t be happening. Let alone to someone as undeserving as you. 
Now Albedo is no doctor but there must be something he can do, some way he can help. He scours the castle library for every book on rare illnesses and even dips into your family’s genealogy. When nothing there serves his pursuit he ventures out into the city, even to the outskirts of Mondstadt for any scrap of information that could help him. 
And within this short time Albedo is searching, your older sister takes the throne and a month later she is dead. 
Albedo watches as you attempt to reassure your last remaining family member. “It's the curse isn’t it?” your brother replies with paranoia. 
But it can’t be. Albedo tries to convince himself. He has studied magic extensively, curses aren’t unheard of but. To think this tragedy would touch you? The only person in his life he considers a friend? 
Albedo is a man of science, of tangible proof that you can hold in your hand. A curse that was placed on your family for some unknown reason, generations ago by most likely some being or person that’s long since passed? He thinks back to when he was 15, glancing to his side as he kneels before the king to take his vow, to see you trying to hold back a gleeful smile as you watch him take his oath to serve by your side till his last dying breath. 
A curse? He will not just bend it but break it completely. 
He neglects you a bit again during this time. So into his research as he has been many times in the past. He reassures you this time it's to help you. Your brother only makes it two weeks before he’s caught a fever. Albedo closes his book, leaves his lab, and returns to your side as you say your last goodbyes to your brother. 
The young man feels as if the world is crumbling beneath his very feet with how fast both of your lives have changed in such a short amount of time. He wants to return to those carefree days of when you two drew together out in the courtyard, not to now where he has to watch the joy leave your eyes, not one where he has to watch you bury your family, where he’ll have to watch you be-
No no no he can’t think like that. Not now. Not when there’s still time to change the future. But he just can’t bring himself to leave your side right now. Not now when your skin is growing pale, you're losing your appetite and your eyes grow tired. You two are friends. He understands this, you taught him what friendship is, what it looks like, feels like. But recently with this suffering that has fallen to you, he can’t feel but feel a new emotion, one he can’t comprehend. Recently he’s had such a strong desire to embrace you more often. Hold your hand. And when you're standing too close caressing his cheek, kiss you. But is this love? Could something that’s not even human grasp such a raw emotion?
“Albedo…” you weakly beckon him closer, offering a piece of charcoal in your hand. He knows why you're doing this. But it won't be the last time, he swears to himself. 
“Remember when we were kids,” you start with your horse voice “I drew us climbing to the top of Dragonspire, that’s what I saw in our future.” you smile nostalgically as you brush off loose charcoal off your paper. 
“We can still do that.” He says unwaveringly. “When your strength returns to you I’ll take you up there. As I’ve done myself many times in the past.” His vibrant blue eyes hold a conviction that you admire so much about him. It's surely one of the reasons you’ve fallen in love with him. All you can do is smile a bit pitfully back at him “Keep your promise.” 
Once you become bedridden he can not will his legs to leave your side. Only once the inconvenient pain of hunger or sleep pulls him away from your side. Although he can not bear to be in the room with you as you dictate your will and last testament to your royal advisor. 
The next morning as he just barely got enough sleep, as he’s making his way to your bedroom he hears faint crying and fear just takes hold of his heart. His trembling knees almost give out at the sight of you lifeless on the bed, your attendants weeping besides you. His mouth dry, eyes wide with dread.
 “She’s alive but she’s asleep…” the priest standing over your bedside says. “Nothing we do will wake her.”
 Albedo stays by your side attentively the next few days. It's true nothing he does or gives to your body will wake you. There’s only the steady rise and fall of your chest and quiet breathing. The image of the princess’s most loyal guard resting at his knees beside your bed with his hand in yours, this image is forever stuck with the servants and remaining court who catch a glimpse of it behind your door. 
“Are you sure about this Albedo?” Jean questions him with concern as she hands him his last supply bag. Albedo sits on top a sturdy horse, at the city’s gate, early in the morning when the sky is still a mix of orange and purple. The sun illuminating the back of the castle, casting a large shadow over the city. It could be the last time he ever sees his home, the last time he ever sees you. “Absolutely.” he answers the grand master. 
This is not an aimless journey for Albedo. He has leads, names, places of interest that have ties to your family’s name. In the beginning he felt immensely guilty. You could have passed away one, two days after he left Mondstadt. He doesn't know how long he’ll be away from your side. He could return to a kingdom in disarray, a power vacuum left by your passing, he could return to see your name on the family tomb. He travels farther and farther. Past the neighboring kingdom Liyue. On a boat to Inazuma, where he watches the leaves fall and snow dust the ground. He’s quiet during this time and single track minded. He rarely interacts with the people living in the lands. Except for when he overhears your name or family's name spoken in a conversation. Then he stops said person and with an impassive expression demands they tell him more. 
On a boat to Sumeru is where his next hunch takes him. As he counts the consolations in the night sky on the rocking ship, he finds his mind drifting back to you. When he sees a woman with your same hair color out of the corner of his eye, he thinks of you. When he sits at his campfire late at night, bathed in an orange glow and sketches, he thinks of you drawing at his side. When, with just the little tools and materials he carries on him, he’s able to transform one element to the next, he thinks of your face of innocent amazement as you applaud him for what he believes is a simple feat. Archons he misses the sound of your voice. 
With nothing to show for his efforts in Sumeru he treks through the sweltering hot desert for Fontaine. Catching a small boat to the port he recalls a memory from your shared childhood. He remembers as children you two would talk about traveling to vast unknown lands when you were older. Now he has slain so many alien beasts, came face to face with ancient deities that have been around since the stars formed, he’s walked through lands that didn't even feel real, like he was walking through a dream. There’s now a deep white scar from his wrist to his elbow. He wonders if, no when, you see it will you scold him for being so reckless. He imagines you tenderly tracing the raised skin as you tell him to “please don't be so reckless for my sake”. He smiles. The only time he smiles is when he thinks of home or you. 
He silently promises you that he’ll recount every adventure and monster slain to you when you’re awake. 
By the time he reaches Snezhnaya the usual snow has melted, breathing spring into the once fridgen landscape. Outworldly Albedo looks defeated. His eyes are so tired. And he just misses you so much. He never thought his pursuit to awaken you from your endless sleep would take him so far from the city of freedom. He used to think himself so smart and capable. But even in Snezhnaya every written or spoken word of your family’s curse brings him no closer to the truth. No matter what god he begs to or monster he strikes down he still gets no answers. He recalls the court alchemist telling him “You’re a curious student Albedo. Your perseverance for the truth will lead you far in life.” 
But now as Albedo sits at the far end of a dimly lit tavern, he feels like such a disappointment to you, to the one his heart yearns for. He should have told you he loved you. He should have told you so many months back. But at that time he was still coming to terms with what “love” really felt like. 
If Albedo wasn’t so lost in thought he would have picked up how the tavern’s bard is singing an all too familiar song. Lyrics about a mysterious and silent knight who is on a quest to bring his beloved lover back to life. But Albedo’s mind is ruminating about the past. 
It's only after the music has stopped and the boisterous tavern has quieted down does Albedo take his leave. Although once outside to the oddly soundless streets he hears a voice. 
“You should return home loyal knight.” It's the bard that was singing inside the tavern. His dress and accent oddly Mondstadtan. “This act of love is enough to save her. I felt your devotion long before you arrived here.” 
Yes…maybe it is time to return home.
His journey back home is heavy. As the spring turns into the hot and humid days of summer. But he is returning home empty handed. No real world proof that this curse is even real. I have failed the only person who has mattered to me the most. At this point Albedo desires nothing more than to let his dreary eyes close as he rests at your side, so he can at least tell you he loves you in your dream. 
He’s grateful to see that Mondstadt still looks the same. The castle still stands in the distance. And as he nears the city he overhears the townsfolk speak of you as if you’re still asleep. So all my effort?...All my research?...What good was the pursuit of knowledge if it could not return to him the one he holds dear to his heart. 
At least he can see you one last time. 
As he arrives inside the castle's walls he sees a cluster of favonius knights huddled together, discussing something with vigor. And when a familiar face notices Albedo’s tired and weary figure, they spirit over to him. 
The pure astonishment on his colleague's face is the only thing Albedo’s mind registers as the person word dumps onto him.
All Albedo catches through his hazy thoughts are 
“It's you! You’ve really returned Kreideprinz.-”
“We thought you were-”
“-amazing! Just an hour ago-”
“-she asked for you. First word she said-”
And that’s all Albedo can hear as his feet move on their own to your room. Where all the castle’s attendants are congregating outside your bedroom door, weeping joyfully and thanking Barbados. 
He pushes his way past the crowd and despite his disheveled appearance he’s recognized and allowed to enter. 
He feels like he just stepped into a dream. A beautiful, idealized dream. There you, awake, standing, walking. Talking to one of your ladies before your eyes meet his. So much time has passed. What if you don't recognize him? What if you don’t remember him at all? His own voice caught in his throat as he watches you bring your hand over your mouth. And with pure disbelief in your voice “Albedo?” and that’s all he needed. 
It's as if he’s moving through the haze of a romanticized storybook page, he runs toward you and takes you into his arms. He holds you like you might slip through his fingers at any moment. It's a dream, it must be. Maybe some ghastly creature killed him some time ago and this is celestia. He would happily embrace it.
“Albedo.” you call his name through a broken sob. It's tender, and it's all he wants to hear for the rest of his life, as hot tears roll down his cheek and disappear into your hair. 
And for you? It's like walking straight into heaven, back into your knight’s arms. You’ve missed the touch of his blonde hair and the smell of his clothes. You dreamt about him, over and over again. Even through the endless darkness of your nightmare. Your heart clung to every precious memory with Albedo as if absolutely refusing to forget him. 
He lets out a deep sigh as you can hear the smile in his quiet voice “This is a dream, I’m dreaming.” it’s whispered against your neck. 
You let out a laugh and not even angels above could compare to the sound. 
“I’m real Albedo. I’m right here.” You run your fingers through the loose strands of his hair. “I’m right here.” You prop your chin on his shoulder so he can hear you clearly. “And I love you.”
Ah you beat him to it
All throughout his life you’ve been a consist. You’ve remained by his side even when he’s pushed others away or neglected them. 
Under normal circumstances Albedo would never be this brash but with your warm body under his fingertips he can’t think rationally anymore. 
His lips find yours, and it's all passion and yearning. And a little clumsy, as it's both of your’s first kiss. 
“I love you.” He can finally tell you as you are awake to repeat it back. 
…..
Now, up on top Dragonspire peak, there lies a piece of paper, held down by four rocks on each corner. On the paper is a child’s drawing, depicting a girl wearing a crown and a boy wearing the royal guard seal. They are holding hands, standing triumphantly on top a mountain. 
….
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Oh and now instead of Mondstadtians telling stories of your family’s curse. Every mother tucking their children into bed, every old storyteller over a bonfire, is now recounting the story of a devoted silent knight, braving the seven corners of Teyvat, all to save his true love.
A/N: So when thinking of what situation to throw knight Albedo and princess reader in, I thought of childhood friends to lovers because it felt so natural. I don’t know, I could totally see Albedo falling for his childhood friend where one day when he’s older he just realizes “oh my god its you. Its always been you.” Thoma would make a great childhood friends to lovers now that I think about it lol. Also thinking about what foil to pit him against. I was thinking ok he’s a scientist. Let me pit him against something he can’t understand, something that can’t be solved with equations or facts, but only by the arbitrary logic of some ancient deity that casted a curse on you. And as a lover of Grimms and Anderson’s fairy tales this was fun to write.
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I just had a very cool idea.
So imagine that Caine makes a specific bad adventure and child! reader has a nightmare about It and they go for the tadc cast for comfort ( this is platonic obviusly)
Thank you!!! :3
TADC cast x kid!reader who's having nightmares! (Platonic)
Originally I was gonna have caine be a part of this but since the child.. would like understand that Caine was the reason the scary stuff happened in the first place considering Caine literally.. announces the IHA.. you know? Woukdnt make too much sense to seek comfort from the source of fear...
Anyways
I want french fries rn but its 11pm rn
Anyways hope you enjoy!! I am so so sleepy!!
Written on mobile, I might stick to it for the foreseeable future... at least until I get a new more comfier chair to put at my computer
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POMNI:
Probably the worst for comfort but I dont think shes terrible. So when you turn up at her door late one night she of course let's you in and snatch her bed. Even she can agree that Caines most recent IHA was a little on the intense side. Rubs your back until you fall asleep, and tries to make you feel less scared and alone by letting you know you werent the only one scared
Does it help?
Not sure, I guess it depends on the kid! You're choice!
RAGATHA:
Probably one of the best when it comes to comforting you! Gives you one of her softest blankets (she makes her own blankets!) As well as making sure your stuffed animal is in the bed
Makes it a point to tuck you and your plushie in to "not let the bedbugs bite". Runs her hands through your hair. Very good for any headaches you may have gotten from crying
Tells you nice stories until you fall asleep
JAX:
I think, similar to zooble, once he gets over the fact he was suddenly awoken he would be.... okay at comforting. Hes more eager to get back to sleep so he may be a little pushy in regards to getting you back to sleep. Kind of comes across as him dismissing your fears. Awkward back patting to try to get you to calm down
Hes a cranky one, I think, when it comes to sleep
Not many ideas for jax
KINGER:
I mentioned somewhere, I think in a cuddling hc... somewhere.. that kinger would put himself beteeen you and the door, effectively working as a barrier of sorts to protect you. That still stands here, even in a platinic/familial sense. Gets very into about how hes going to stand guard over you for the night while building a pillow fort around the two of you. Let's you snuggle into his robe (very soft and warm) while telling you stories he came up with... I think he would try to undo any fear you may feel around caine, since I personally think kinger is. Just used to caine. No point in being afraid of someone who could have hurt you at any time but hasnt done so... funny coming from the paranoid man
Ragatha would do the same, with the caine-fear thing
ZOOBLE:
Oddly enough they're pretty solid at comforting you! Once they get past the fact they were awaken in the middle of the night they pull you into bed. I think zooble would have fairy lights in their room, or the LED lights that you string up on your walls. Usually they have them in one color but to make you feel better they have them slowly changing into different colors. Very calming, I think. Quietly mutters that it's okay to be scared sometimes. I dont know I'm just soft for gentle older sibling zooble... offers to stay awake to keep watch over you
GANGLE:
Let's you fiddle with her ribbon, maybe
Like you know how sometimes people let another person fiddle with their hands and fingers? I think that's what it would be like for gangle
Plus ribbon has a nice texture, I think
Turns on the lights (dimly) if you're nervous about sleeping in the dark
Stays awake until you fall asleep. I think she would read a book to you. The only one who actually reads from a book. Acts out some of the scenes. Nothing too special, just some simple flair with her hands and stuff you know?
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Detailed Synopsis;
Ancient forces have returned to the living world in the shadows of the divine. It struck before the goddesses can react and captured the goddess of courage, intending to spread their plague to the other three. Before she was fully imprisoned, she sent a warning to the goddess of Time; no one hero was enough, they needed as many hands on deck as possible.
Thus, the goddess of Time reached throughout the ages and pulled the heroes of old into one final adventure. They must battle the shadows of their past, present and future. One stumble, one falter or one wrong step, can lead to the end of the timeline and the creation of a new eternal age of darkness and despair.
Meet the Links (below the cut)
Artisan | ALBW/TFH (they/them) - A boisterous and adventurous young fellow. To the outside perspective, they can seem rather loud and oblivious--and they wouldn't deny it, either! What runs deeper, however, is a young person who has lost the deepest love, hoping desperately they can pick up the pieces left behind.
Engie | Spirit Tracks (he/they) - The Engineer is a smart young fellow. He's quite the boy scout--smart, kind and...a little too trusting for his own good--but he's terrible at fighting. He's shy, and not very people smart, but stubborn. In spite of his rather...poor sword skills, they've never heard the term "give up".
Eras | Hyrule Warriors (he/they) - In his prime time, he was the head of the Royal Guard, the most loyal soldier and best strategies. Now a retired war vet, Eras struggles in the shadows of the war. He's quiet, calculated but loyal to a deadly fault. He would do anything it takes, if that meant he could protect his family and kingdom.
Faye | OoT / MM (any/all) - A former hero that'd been turned into a monster upon getting lost in the Lost Woods. He's mistrusting of people, quiet and sneaky. If you aren't close with her, you'd think she's standoffish and unapproachable. Underneath that calloused exterior is a soft spoken child who wants to be loved. They just. Don't think anyone would love them enough to try.
Feathers | Skyward Sword (he/ae) - Determination is aer middle name. Feathers is confident, snarky and slightly egotistical. Ae had a taste of divine ichor and they're not afraid to drink from the devil's chalice again. Feathers is exceptionally skilled for a young man at his age. POTS has never stopped him, even if its gotten significantly worse since the beginning of this adventure...
Minish | Minish Cap / Four Swords (they/them) - Minish has never been one for talking. They're reserved and self contained but quite bright. As a system, they've never felt like they've had a place to slot into. Turmoil from their past still lingers as an echo in the back of their mind, and with the freshness of their adventure, even at the young age of 12 they have a lot to think about.
Mirror | alltp / Oox / LA(he/they/ze) - Mirror has had zer fair share of adventures--honestly, he was pretty sure he's seen everything. Once a glowing and legendary adventurer and mage, Mirror is quite happy to retire and settle down with Ralph. In their old age, they are snarky and imbittered. Though the hero's courage still rests deep in his soul, an inexplicable cowardice has taken hold--or perhaps it never left?
Tune | WW/PH (he/him) - Tune is a carefree sailor hailing from Outset Island. He's very intune with the winds, seas and the culture of his home. As such, he is carefree, reckless and a bit of a goofball, and that can often come off a bit childish if you don't know him personally. For someone his age, he's skilled with the sword and oddly nonchalant about the risk of hurting someone.
Rancher | Twilight Princess (he/she) - Though he is but a simple farmhand from Ordon, Rancher is exceptionally brave, often going out of his way to help those in need. Possessing a heart of gold and dogged loyalty to his greatest good, Rancher is the ideal hero. The only thing marring her perfect image is a shadowy form and a regret that boiled his blood.
Wild | Botw/Totk (he/him) - The traveler is a curious fellow. He's quiet, reserved and holds himself with an air of mystery that befuddles and intimidates those around him. He wears his life on his face and scars, yet no one knows much about him. Inside he fears the lack of control in his life. Though the shrine has cleansed him of his self imposed silent burden, he lapses occasionally into that silence. Under all that, he is quite the adventurous young fellow and enjoys a good challenge.
Zonau | 10k hero (he/it) - Zonau is a mysterious fellow. He is quiet, reclusive, and tired. Many years have passed since he had given up on adventuring. To say he is disgruntled to be on another adventure is...quite an understatement, really. In spite of that, he is not a barer of the hero's spirit for nothing. He adventures with a wild spirit, even if its been dulled over the years.
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Chapter Nine: Written in My Stars
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Summary: After a long day's ride, sanctuary is discovered. But not all is what it seems in their newly found safe haven.
Daryl Dixon x Reader
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Chapter Warnings: descriptions of walkers/dead bodies, mentions of blood & needles, suggestive content, mentions of death, suicide, and lotsss of angst.
wc: 10.2k
A/n: This is the longest chapter of all s1 ahaha.. afraid to say they're just gonna get longer as I go on writing this fic. But... as season 1 concludes I'm ready to dive into writing season two when my semester ends, so it'll be a while before that happens. Enjoy this last chapter <33
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The light penetrated your vision as it poured out from the large doorway. Gasps of disbelief were heard as Rick raced up to the entrance. The glass doors were heavy but when you pushed them open, a blast of cool air flooded your body.
"Hello?" Rick called into the building, the others spreading out as you all advanced into the building.
Upon first look, it was ominous. For one, the place was completely clean. There was no debris on the floor, no stench of rotting corpses, dead or alive, no blood anywhere to be seen. The high ceilings and windows only intimidated you further. Almost hidden behind Daryl's large figure, you followed him inside, bow drawn.
"Watch for walkers," someone spoke. There wasn't a chance your group would take a step further inside if even one of those dead freaks showed their faces. Where there's one, there's always more, and you knew the group wouldn't take that chance.
Frantic faces glanced about, searching for any sign to retreat out of the building.
How could this place still be standing?
Something was off about it, but you weren't sure what yet.
The unfamiliarity with what you'd seen in this building, versus what the outside world looked like, was unsettling. It concerned you more than the door even opening in the first place.
Clicking of a shotgun sounded from not too far away, your heart skipping a beat at the abrupt noise.
"Anybody infected?" A voice called out, holding a shotgun from down the hall. You didn't see the figure until you moved further into the lobby.
Holy shit. Maybe this is hope, you thought.
"One of our group was. He didn't make it." The sheriff stated, still holding his shotgun out as well.
"Do you see that guy?" you asked Daryl, walking to the side of him.
"Mhm.. don't know what he's got in store for us. But it'll do for now, that's for damn sure." He turned back to you, voice low but still in a mode of suspicion. You shot him a small smile and he turned back.
The man stepped closer, look on his face nervous, but you could tell he didn't want to have to shoot. None of you were infected, which changed his facial tone as he spoke again.
"Why are you here? What do you want?"
"A chance," Rick replied, out of breath from his yelling before.
"That's asking an awful lot these days."
Silence rang out as the unknown man's eyes trailed over every single one of you.
"You all submit to a blood test. That's the price of admission."
Rick nodded fervently, "We can do that."
"Once this door closes, it stays closed," The man said, walking towards Rick, his guard completely down at the moment. He rushed back with him, grabbing whatever bags were left in the vehicles, and entered the building again. As everyone rushes in, the blonde man swipes a keycard at the front entrance and states a command like he would to an assistant.
"Vi, seal the main entrance. Kill the power up here."
Who the hell is Vi?, you thought.
"Rick Grimes." The sheriff introduces himself to the blonde man.
"Dr. Edwin Jenner," he replied with shifty eyes.
Definitely suspicious, you thought to yourself. Shifty eyes, untrustworthiness, yeah. This guy's gonna have to convince me.
Jenner led you all to an elevator, where he let you all squeeze in, before pressing the lowest button of all levels.
Daryl, being the curious man he is, spoke up as the elevator ride turned to a cramped and silent one, "Doctors always go around packin' heat like that?"
He didn't trust good things like this often, always thought it was too good to be true. Though, Daryl was on his guard, ready to pierce an arrow through Jenner's skull if there was any sign of trouble.
"Well, there were plenty left lying around. Familiarized myself," he replied, looking back at all of you, "But you look harmless enough," he said, as he looked at Carl, "Except you. I'll have to keep my eye on you."
The boy smiled at his joke, making you smile a bit too. When you looked over at Daryl, his face was stoic, a version of his own mistrust his shield for the moment.
After piling out of the elevator, Jenner had you all walking down a long hallway. The place seemed like a maze, infinite doors and hallways you couldn't count. You and Daryl trailed behind everyone else, continuously marveling at the state of the place.
"Are we underground?" You asked, chest starting to tighten.
"You claustrophobic?" Jenner questioned, turning around as he walked ahead of the group.
"A little."
"Try not to think about it." He stated, turning back around.
Try not to think about it my ass, you thought, scoffing and continuing to walk with the group. The long hallway led to a massive room, filled with computers and one large screen on the wall.
"Vi, bring up the lights in the big room." Jenner's voice echoed out eerily, the clutter in the room not enough to mask the extensive shape of it.
There's that name again, Vi.
Daryl trudged into the room with you by his side, nervous at what was to come or what Jenner had in store for you all. As if on command, the room lit up with a ring of light hovering above all the computers.
"Welcome to Zone 5."
"Where is everybody? The other doctors? The staff?" Rick questioned, expecting more than just one man to be working at such an extensive place.
"I'm it. It's just me here." A moment of silence rang out as loud as the door opening had been, Lori breaking it with another question.
"What about the person you were speaking with? Vi?"
"Vi, say hello to our guests. Tell them, welcome."
The computer spoke, as if it had a mind of it's own.
Hello guests. Welcome.
You followed the Doctor down another hallway, as he brought you all to another room, one that looked like some sort of conference hall. Everyone took a seat against the wall or in one of the chairs.
"Sit tight, I'll be back with the equipment for everyone's blood tests." Jenner stated, before walking into another room off the one you were already all in.
"Ah shit, I hate needles," Daryl stated, taking a seat on one of the chairs. You scoffed at the irony of his statement.
"You're telling me big, bad Daryl Dixon is afraid of a little needle?" You inquired, turning to him as your weight flopped on the chair next to him.
"Didn't say I was scared, jus' said I didn't like 'em." He played with the strings of his bow as he replied. Sure, he'd been around needles before. But not in a medical context.
"Well, it's not that bad. Just a pinch, and if you're that bothered by it, don't look. That's what I do."
"You tellin' me you're scared of needles?" Daryl scoffed, realizing you two were more alike than he thought.
"All my life I've hated them, not shots at the doctor's, just whenever I needed an IV or blood drawn."
"Uh huh, we're the same then." He said, shrugging as he threw his head back on one of the seats.
"Guess we are." You sighed, doing the same.
Jenner came back into the room with several vials as well as other things he needed to take everyone's blood properly. He sat in the front of the room, as everyone watched the other's blood be taken. You went before Daryl, but he sat by your side, back turned to Jenner as he went on with drawing your blood. Once he finished, you turned to Daryl with a soft smile.
"See? Not so bad." He only grunted in response, taking the seat you'd been in a moment before.
A couple other group members took their turns, but when Andrea was in the seat, she had relentless questions.
"So, what's the point? If we were infected, we'd all be running a fever," Andrea stated from her seat across Jenner, as the vial filled.
"I've already broken every rule in the book letting you all in here. Let me at least be thorough." As soon as he was done, Jenner watched Andrea's light headed state take over, becoming light headed easily after barely any food. "Is she okay?"
"We haven't eaten in days, none of us have." Jacqui replied while helping Andrea sit. The look on his face had enough concern to fill an entire stadium, but he knew how to fix it.
Next thing you knew, you had been brought to a dining hall, sat next to the members of your group, shoveling food and booze into your mouth like there was no tomorrow.
A fit of laughter broke out amongst the people around you, relishing in the wine rushing through your system. Each bite of food was like heaven, filled with flavor and warmth that made you forget how abhorrent the world was outside the walls of the building. The euphoric tone it set for the group had Jacqui throwing her head back in a fit of laughter. You all seemed to be enjoying yourselves, food and drink coursing through your systems.
Your heart felt as full and content as it had once been, a long time before the world fell. It was a genuine, innocent time, one that couldn't be replicated or replaced. You were happy to just be caught in another moment like that after an extensive period without it.
When another fit of laughter broke out, it had been from Carl's reaction to the taste of wine. It brought tears to your eyes with how hard you were chuckling, smile lines beginning to ache from how big you had beamed from across the table.
Daryl noticed the shine from your smile from his seat, as he sat chugging the rest of his wine down.
You were chuckling loud enough for him to hear; he hadn't gotten to hear you laugh, genuinely and completely, ever. This was the first time he'd been lucky enough to do so. He stumbled, getting up to grab a fresh bottle.
"Why don't you stick to soda pop there, bud." Shane spoke.
"Not you Glenn," Daryl retorted, after grabbing another red wine bottle, walking back over to the table.
"What?" The dark haired man replied, cheesing so hard due to the buzz of alcohol in his system that his cheeks hurt.
"Keep drinkin', little man. I wanna see how red your face can get." He smirked, sitting back down at his seat. You burst out in a fit of drunken giggles yourself at Daryl's words. The alcohol in your system might have been distracting you from the horrors you'd seen the past few days, but to know you were there with these people you trusted made every torment wash away.
As you giggled to yourself, your eyes subconsciously found Daryl, sat across the table. His arms were poking out of that yellow plaid shirt, vest adorning his shoulders. His bicep muscles flex, moving ever so slightly, shaking your thoughts when you notice the group's conversation had died down a little.
Though Daryl's indulging himself thoroughly, he isn't blind to how Rick's gaze trails over to Jenner, sitting quietly and watching everyone around him in a corner. A moment later, Rick is clinking his glass and standing up.
"It seems to me, we haven't thanked our host properly."
"He is more than just our host," T-dog replied, raising his wine glass in a toast, causing you all to raise your glasses with him.
"Hear, hear!" Dale exclaims. The clinking of wine glasses overtook the man's words, as the others expressed their appreciation for him.
"Here's to you, doc. Booyah!" Daryl blurted out, the liquor in his system clearly taking over the usual grumpy attitude he always puts up.
It's got you giggling at him, again.
The laughter settles, and Shane starts to speak again. "So, when are you gonna tell us what the hell happened here, doc? All the uh- the other doctors that were supposed to be figuring out what happened, where are they?"
Though, Rick is quick to retort, not wanting to ruin the wholesome moment the group had going.
"We're celebrating, Shane. Don't need to do this now."
"Woah, wait a second. That's why we're here, right? This was your move- supposed to find all the answers. Instead we- we found him. Found one man, why?"
His persistence pisses you off slightly, but the alcohol in your system is too overtaking to have the strength to snap back at him.
Jenner goes on to explain that the rampage of dead walking corpses drove some to up and leave the facility. They hadn't been thinking straight, just wanted to get home to their friends or loved ones and spend whatever time they had left with them. On the off chance that those people didn't leave, some couldn't face the outside world, dead people walking and whatnot. The sheer brutality of it all. Some chose to opt out, as he'd said, taking their own lives in the hallways to avoid letting the terror that walked the streets into their minds. He'd only stayed in hopes of doing some good with what work he continued.
Silence rang out in fault of Shane, for bringing it up during a nice moment.
"Dude, you are such a buzzkill, man."
You all cleaned up the space after eating, then ended up following Jenner down yet another hallway, one filled with rooms available to get some rest in.
If i have to sleep on another cot, I'd just die.
"The couches are comfortable, but there are cots in storage, if you'd like."
Oh, great.
The alcohol is running through your system at such a fast rate that your brain doesn't pick up anything else that Jenner says, until he mentions the showers.
"If you shower, go easy on the hot water."
"Hot water?" Glenn repeats, an overjoyed smile on his face now.
"That's what the man said.." T-dog replied, smiling as well.
He meets your eyes, his bright facial expression turning yours into one as you realize how long it's been since you've taken a shower.
"Oh, hell yeah."
Just the first glance at the shower stall makes a chill run up your spine. After all this time with your guard up in the world you lived in, letting it down for something as simple as a shower made you shudder. The clothes on your body felt welded to your skin, soaked with sweat and dirt and who knows what else, like a filthy dish towel.
In such a way, you hadn't removed your clothing to relax with something like this in so long. To be this unguarded again after so long intimidated you a bit. There was nothing comparable to the vulnerability of a shower.
Every birthmark, scar and mark on your body was still painted on your skin, only covered from a layer of grime, sweat and dirt that built up from the wear and tear of the outside world.
A rush of clean, fresh water fills the room, with the shower turning on. Mist floats onto skin with warm droplets, like spritz of a water spray. It's almost anticipatory, the image of you holding the shower curtain back. To have something this humane after so long felt unbelievable.
A hopeful tone is set as you enter the shower, stepping in with the water beginning to heat up. It hits your feet first, warming them so, that it tickles a bit. With just the flow of water, your mask of filth begins to wash from your skin.
The several months old nail polish was still coated over your toes, realizing how long it's lasted.
You step further under the flow of water, just the aroma of it closing your eyes in relaxation. With your head under the water, you stood silently for a few minutes in the peacefulness of it all. The liquid runs hot, goosebumps rising over your body at the contact. It's warm, familiar, something you haven't known since the world fell. Like a hug from a close relative. Safe.
Having something like this back after so long without it made the moment even more euphoric, as if you'd never be without it again.
When your eyes shoot open, droplets trailing down your lashes, you look to the couple of bottles placed on the shelf. Shampoo, conditioner, body wash, and an unused razor.
Even before the apocalypse, you hadn't found the desire for relentless hair removal in your top priorities. Sure, you shaved a few parts of your body, armpits and face at times, but didn't bother with your legs or anywhere else. Especially not when there were other things that deserved more attention in these times.
You weren't especially girly, either. Didn't grow fond of dresses or skirts, not even wedding gowns stood out to you. You'd been a tomboy all your life, no reason to change now.
Pouring some of the shampoo into your palms, you massaged it through the crown of your hair thoroughly, the contact of your fingers scratching your scalp heavenly. The shampoo and conditioner both were refreshing to the smell, its lathery substance washing from your hair. A lack of dirt and grime on your skin lifted your mood, still a little tipsy from your wine at dinner, but nonetheless it made you feel completely clean for once. Who knew if you'd have the chance to be this tidy again one day.
Raking fingers through your hair, you wrapped your body up in the one clean towel and changed into your other clothes for the night, a pair of sweatpants and big t-shirt. You packed up the filthy clothing from before and balled it up, throwing it in a different compartment of your duffel. Passing the others in their rooms from the hall, you'd been about to enter the room you were to share with Andrea for the night, only to walk in upon Dale sat beside her next to the toilet.
She'd gotten sick from all she drank, and he'd been comforting her.
"Hey, everything alright?" Dale turned to you at the sound of your voice, look of concern in his eye.
"She drank too much, got sick. On top of everything that she's gone through, overcompensating on the wine wasn't the best idea."
A groan comes from Andrea at his words, still knelt over with her hair pulled back. You refrained from speaking as Dale shook his head.
"Okay.. I'll just find somewhere else to stay, then. Feel better, Drea."
Walking back into the hallway, you tried to find another place to hole up for the night, duffel bag in hand. It wasn't till you reached the end of the hallway, that you spotted Daryl sitting in one of the rooms alone, fiddling with his crossbow. His muscles contracted with every movement, biceps unveiled as they had always been. His shoulders and neck were tense, you noticed, and his eyebrows were furrowed
What's causing your tense state, huh?
He hadn't looked up from his task, whatever it had been, until you knocked lightly at the door.
"Hey, Daryl?"
He finally looked up at the voice coming from the doorway, eyebrows releasing from their furrowed state as he met your eye.
"Oh, hey. wh'sup?" He slurred, still under the influence from wine he'd drank.
"I was supposed to stay with Andrea tonight, but she isn't feeling the best. Could I possibly bunk with you for the night? I'd like some company when I sleep. Don't wanna be alone." You leaned against the door now, droplets from your hair wetting your shirt just the slightest. Daryl was quiet for a minute, noticing the cleanliness of your skin and hair. It was a different look for you, one that showed you to him in a new light.
Chewing on his lip, he nodded with a low mhm, then continued working on his bow.
Walking into the room, you were suddenly hit with an awful scent that made you grimace. Placing your things down, you sat on one of the chairs in the room, while Daryl sat on a cot he'd taken from storage, shirt unbuttoned a bit as his angel wing vest hung on the back of a chair.
"Did you get a chance to shower yet?"
Daryl glanced up again.
It wasn't that he hadn't gotten the chance, it was that he didn't think he needed it. After all the time spent in the woods, covered in filth, he grew accustomed to it. It was comfortable for him, and he couldn't find anything else more safe. The energy of washing all the evidence of survival off his skin- he didn't have that. Daryl didn't want to lose that proof of survival, either. It was easier than wanting to clean himself. So he just didn't.
"Nah, let y'all go first. There prob'ly ain't no hot water left, neither."
Gaze back to his bow again.
Although his eyes wanted to trail back onto your figure, clean and freshly smelling as opposed to his, dirty and filth-ridden.
There's no way she'd go for you, baby brother.
Shaking his head lightly at the thought, he placed his bow down on the floor.
Your head tilted at his action, compassion in your eyes that he couldn't see you had for him.
"Well, I'm not gonna go to sleep until you shower." You said pointedly, getting him to look at you again. There was a smug look on your face, like you knew how to get under his skin.
"Don't. Ya need rest."
"C'mon! Take advantage of the hot water and soap like you did those two bottles of wine, Dixon."
"You're funny, but still no." He rummaged through his bag as if looking for something that wasn't there.
What is it with him? Why is he so stubborn that he's missing out on things that are good for him? Make him feel better?
You sighed, feeling the leather behind you on the chair, an idea popping into your head. Daryl was searching through his bag, so you grabbed the vest from the back of the chair. It was heavier than you thought it'd be, and stunk like cigarettes and motor oil. But it smelled like Daryl.
"Okay, well I didn't wanna have to resort to this." You stood, pulling his attention from the pack, "You've lost vest privileges, Mister Dixon."
"I've lost wha'?"
A confused look on his face turned to an annoyed one as you slipped the vest over your shoulders.
"Cut that shit, give it back. Now." He started to saunter towards you, but you stepped back slightly.
"It was on my chair, and until you shower, it's mine. I'm not staying in here all night if you're gonna stink up the place."
"Then go find somewhere else to sleep!" He yelled, throwing his arm in the air.
"Can't, rooms are all booked. No vacancy! Guess you're gonna have to listen to me after all."
Daryl rolled his eyes, "Don't do that. Seriously- y/n, give it back." He advanced closer to you, not threateningly, but starting to get irritated with you.
"Shower, and you get your precious vest back. Easy as pie." Shrugging, you inspected the vest as it weighed your shoulders down a bit.
"Nah. An' I don't even like pie."
"Ugh, you're so stubborn! Just listen to me, Daryl, a shower can do wonders for relaxation. You certainly need it."
He scoffed, "I am relaxed," eyebrows raising at your words, stepping back from you just an inch or so. His buff arms crossed over his chest, biceps flexing.
"Really? Cause the tension in your shoulders says otherwise." One of your hands rested on your hip now, the other clutching his vest in your grip.
"Stop it. Gimme-" Your hand yanked the vest away from his grasp as he leaned forward again, arm out to grab it from you.
"Daryl, is this about something else? You can tell me, you know." You met his eye, pausing him in his tracks. You knew there was something else, something he wouldn't let come to light, but he couldn't hide it now. Not after you specifically called him out for it. His gaze dropped to the floor before sighing and looking back at you.
"Don't you think this place is for real?" He took a seat on the cot again, shifting his weight and sitting hunched over his legs.
"How do you mean?" You asked, sitting down as well, dropping the vest back onto your chair.
"Like, do ya think we could survive in this place. I mean, there ain't no other doctors here, just Jenner, and I don't think he was tellin' us the whole truth. There's gotta be more to this whole place. I jus'.. don't trust him."
"Yeah, I wanna believe that we can. Daryl, I don't think he's gonna stab us in our sleep, if that's what you're assuming," you chuckled, "He's been kind and let us in, given us food, water, soap, alcohol? Why would he-"
"Exactly. He's given us all this stuff, even a place to sleep. Why would he waste all that shit on us? Cause Rick said we were desperate? Nah. There's gotta be more to it. We're nothin' special."
Nothing special? Me saving you from certain death was nothing?
"We're not?" You repeated, taken aback a little at his statement, "Cause I-I don't think people who are nothin' special survive a horde of walkers, let alone travel all the way here on basically nothing for a slim chance at survival."
How could he just push aside everything the group has been through? Did joining the camp really mean nothing to him? Did-
Did meeting you mean nothing to him?
"I didn't mean it like that. Ain't no society, no 'thing' to be anymore. We're all nobody. Shit went down the drain... day I saw a walker for the first time. Tha's when I knew we were never comin' back from it."
"Daryl, you can't think like that. You're not nobody to me, you're my friend. That makes you somebody. It makes me somebody, makes Rick somebody, Dale, Lori, Carl, even Glenn. This group makes us all somebody to each other, and if that's all we have, then so be it. We can make it through. No matter how long we're alive for. But we've gotta do it together."
Daryl sighed, sitting back against the wall. He went silent, contemplating everything you'd said, and his blue eyes glanced at you before sitting up again.
"Alright," he drawled, "Now, what's a man gotta do to get his vest back?"
A genuine laugh came from you, optimism light in the air for both of you, when he seemed to chuckle as well.
"Well, for starters, you can take that shower.." You mentioned again, a part of you wanting to see what Daryl looked like when he didn't have dirt and sweat plastered across his skin. You wanted to see how his biceps flexed every time he moved, wanted to feel them twitch as he lifted something heavy.
Woah. Has he always been so handsome?
Daryl scoffed, the slightest twinge of a smile making itself apparent on the apples of his cheeks.
"Fine."
He strode out of the room silently, giving you a few moments alone to collect your thoughts and get ready for bed.
Daryl walked down the hallway, passing each of the rooms everyone had settled in for the night. Once he found the showers, he slipped in and kicked off his boots at the door. Dirt cluttered out of the soles of his shoes, not realizing he'd been wearing them for so long.
He met his gaze in the mirror, shying away from his face to the dirt covering his arms and neck. To be quite honest, he did feel disgusting. But he owed it to you for convincing him to even think about showering, let alone doing it again after so long.
Slowly, he undid every button of his sleeveless flannel, tossing it onto the chair in the shower hall. He didn't dare turn around to look at his back, or memories from decades ago would come back to bite him in the ass.
He couldn't. Not now.
To pull himself away from going there, he thought about you, the soft image of you in your sweatpants and t-shirt, damp hair as well as your face illuminated by the lamp light. From what you looked like at camp, till now, was a way different image of you.
You seemed calm, content, okay, given the circumstances.
How he wished he could do the same.
Daryl found comfort in you, tried to hold onto it as best he could, without getting attached. If he did that, it would be over for him. He'd be pining away for the rest of his life.
There was just too much up in the air about Jenner for him to think straight, which almost pulled his focus from you, but he didn't.
Jus' relax for the night, dumbass. Worry 'bout that shit tomorrow.
He began undoing his pants, dropping them to the floor along with his belt. All his thinking about you made his boxers tighten, not becoming apparent to him until he looked down.
Fuckin' serious righ' now?
Stood in only his boxers now, he turned the shower head on. Daryl tried to ignore the confines of his boxers becoming tighter, and only when the water was hot enough did he strip himself from them, and step into the shower.
A low groan left him as the hot water covered the expanses of his body, trickling down the front of his torso, dampening his skin and the wiry hairs on his chest. When he pooled some of the shampoo in his hands and began washing it through his short hair, he squeezed his eyes shut, those pesky thoughts about you and your soft gaze only making it harder to focus on something that wasn't you.
The soft scent of his shampoo, how the water felt against his back.
Nope, nothing was stronger to distract him from the horrors of the outside world, other than you. His thoughts shifted from what you looked like in those clothes, to what you looked like without them. Though he hasn't seen all of your skin, he wished he'd have the privilege to see it one day. To have you in his bed, doing sinful things to make you feel good. To have you call out for him in the name of your pleasure.
Daryl.. Daryl... Daryl...
Your voice was the sweetest of all; behind your spitfire demeanor was that kind-hearted person he met in the woods that day. He knew from the day he saw you that he thought you were beautiful. Perfect, even. Like no one he's ever met before. Especially not someone he knew because of his brother.
How, he thought, how could someone like you become a person in his life? He thought he sure as hell didn't deserve it, someone kind willing to talk to him, be around him, listen to him talk?
Can't get attached.
The left over suds of shampoo trailed down his body, reminding him of the reason his boxers were tight. His gaze finally trailed down there, now apparent of how caught in a daze he's been over you.
Can't walk back in there with a hard-on, either... man, fuck it.
Daryl decided to indulge himself just this once.
Once, and it'll never happen again, he told himself.
The satisfaction washed over him when he'd finished entertaining himself over filthy thoughts of you. When that was gone, guilt came creeping over him like a devil on his shoulder.
Got no fuckin' right, thinkin' 'bout her like that. I got a better chance gettin' to the moon than ever gettin' them. She don't want some redneck trash deadbeat Dixon.
As he turned the water off, he stepped out of the shower, grabbing a towel hanging on the wall. He dried himself accordingly, draping it over his shoulders as he pulled on his dirty clothes he'd tossed to the side before. Steam from the hot shower clouded the mirror, walking up to it again.
He looked different, soaking wet hair, face bare of dirt or sweat or walker blood. All of the sudden, he felt his eyelids droop just the slightest bit.
Guess the shower did somethin' right, can't wait to hit the sack now.
He trudged back to the room he shared with you, where he saw you sat with a book in your hands. First glance at you like that made his heart drop, thinking you'd found his journal, was reading all of his intimate thoughts, broken his trust. But no.
You'd picked out one of the books in the recreational room, which Jenner mentioned was full of games and books for anybody's use. Once you'd spotted the shelf of classic literature, you couldn't help yourself.
The place had every story you could imagine, Emma by Jane Austen, Pride and Prejudice, Little Women by Louisa May Alcott, even The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald.
Safe to say you grabbed a couple of the ones you were familiar with, and one or two you hadn't read. You started with Of Mice and Men, but stopped when you remembered the ending.
Although once you picked up The Great Gatsby, you couldn't put it down. It was one of those novels that made you want to live in the 1920's, just for the fashion. Flappers and the massive growth in modernization always fascinated you. Prohibition, though, never seemed ideal.
Before you headed back to your room, you thought on what Daryl had said about not trusting Jenner. He was right, in a sense. Jenner wasn't telling the whole truth, and there was no knowing what else he'd been hiding about the place. It all seemed eerie, but you remembered to bring it back up to Daryl before you both fell asleep.
You'd been reading silently, when you heard the familiar thump of Daryl's boots down the hall. Everyone else had turned in for the night, hallway dimly lit by other sources.
"Welcome back, wow you smell exquisite." You laughed, peeking up from the book in your hands.
"Pfft, stop." Daryl sat back onto his cot, blanket splayed across it. He hadn't known how to start conversations properly, especially not after doing what he just had in the shower. Thinking about you in a way he shouldn't have.
His flannel was unbuttoned, tiniest sliver of his torso visible, falling further apart as he leaned back. It began to pull back further, but you stopped looking before getting caught.
Get your head out of the gutter.
"Feeling relaxed, now?"
He chewed on his lip silently, giving you a low mhm, as he shoved off his boots onto the ground, kicking his feet up on the cot. The hairs on his chest were slight, but still visible.
"So, I've been thinking about what you said. About Jenner." You closed the book over on your thumb, Daryl lifting his head from the pillow.
"You were right, we can't trust him. He's shady, and probably hiding more things than we thought. We gotta grill him for info, tomorrow or something. It's the only way we'll get the truth. You know?"
"Don't know if Rick would be cool with it.. much less anyone else. But we are gonna find out what he ain't tellin' us. I can promise ya that."
"Good enough for me," you said, standing up and placing the book on the couch, "Alright, well I'm gonna go brush my teeth. Carol stopped by while you were in the shower and gave you and me toothbrushes and toothpaste. Swear I've never been so ecstatic in my life."
You chuckled before leaving the room, slight smile on Daryl's face, one you couldn't see. One he wished for you to see. One he grew a liking to plastering across his face because of you.
Groaning, he laid back on his cot, before realizing he hadn't journaled yet today. A hand darted out to his pack, shifting through his belongings to find another shirt for him to wear, and his journal.
Day nine
Somehow we made it to the CDC. It looked like another dead end at first, bodies scattered all over the place. Some doctor let us in, Jenner. Y/n rode with me the whole way on my bike. I think she sees me, like really sees me. Strange, feelin' like someone cares about me for who I am. Never expected that from anyone, not even her. She's stupid to care about me, and I aint no good, neither. Spent the night eatin' real dinner and drinkin' real booze with the group. Thought the night would conclude with me passin out drunk. Then y/n asked to stay with me. She would'a stayed with Andrea, but since she wasn't in the best place, she came to me instead. Even convinced me to shower. Weird how much she affects me already. Rubbed one out jus' thinkin' about her. Fuckin' dumb thing to do. I ain't got no right feelin' that way about her. She's a friend, never gon' be anythin' more.
With that, he closed the journal, tossing it back into his bag and replacing his older shirt on his body with a somewhat clean one before you came back. Daryl attempted to get himself to actually relax, and once his head hit the pillow, the same fatigue that washed over him in the bathroom returned to his head.
Though he was laying to face the wall, he heard the slight pitter patter of your feet approaching the room from down the hall. You entered silently, closing the door and shutting off the light.
Silence was present in the room, and he thought you'd passed out, until you heard you speak.
"You're a good man Daryl. You may not see it, but I do. I don't know what you've been through, but whatever walls you put up, you'd better think about taking them down."
That was the last thing he heard before drifting blissfully off to sleep.
The next thing Daryl could focus on was a splitting headache, one he'd gotten from his lovely two bottle of wine drunk. Relentlessly, he tried to make it go away, but sleep didn't come as easily as it once had. His instinct was to get up and turn on the light, but paused when he remembered you were in the room with him. If he turned the light on, you'd wake up and lose some of your rest that you very much needed.
Daryl's hand darted out from the covers to his pack, grabbing the flashlight and his journal from it as he stood from the cot. Cracking the door open, there was a small source of light coming from down the hall. Once he clicked his flashlight on, he began striding down the hall.
He came across the rec room, void of any people. One of the clocks read 4am, which meant he'd been asleep for about 4 hours at most. Once he sat, he opened another page to his journal and started a new entry.
Day eleven
It's 4 am. Only know cause there's a clock in this rec room. Had to take a walk. Made me feel like shit for leaving y/n alone when she asked for company while she slept. I'm gon' go back, just needed a minute to clear my head. I don't completely trust Jenner, he's hiding something. Definitely more to what he told us. I've been tryin to keep these people safe best I can, so if there is something else goin on here, I've gotta find out. Don't wanna lose any more people. Can't. Won't. Them undead pricks won't stop me. Won't stop us. I'll do whatever it takes, for this group.
Once he'd finished, he shut the book and headed back to the room to find you still asleep on the couch. Sleep washed over him a while after he laid down again.
The rough knock on the door was loud enough to shake you from your slumber, reading the clock in the room that said 8:45. Daryl snored lightly from across the room, chest lifting with each breath. He looked peaceful, laying under the covers of his cot like it was the best sleep he'd gotten in years.
You wondered what it would be like to actually wake up next to him in the mornings, brush the hair from his face and leave a soft kiss on his cheek before rising for the day.
But you couldn't, and you thought you never would.
You rose silently, letting the archer catch a few more minutes of rest while you put on clothes for the day, and slipped your boots on again, brushing your fingers through your hair to calm some of your bedhead. The mirror on the wall helped, as you rubbed the sleep from your eyes. You remembered to pack both toothbrushes and toothpaste from the previous night, before walking over to Daryl, fast asleep on his cot.
"Hey, psst. Daryl," You poked his chest once, twice, three times before his eyes fluttered open.
"Wha-"
"C'mon, they're making breakfast. I can smell that bacon from all the way in here. Maybe we can find out what Jenner's keeping a secret today, too."
He groaned, sitting up and rubbing his eyes, still half asleep. You glanced at him from where you stood by the mirror, he looked adorable, even in his drowsy state. You noticed the darker color shirt he was wearing, the top buttons undone, chest hairs visible. You could've sworn you saw a tattoo poking out from his left pec.
Before you could stare any more, his eyes opened fully, pulling himself off the cot. His pants were unbuttoned, a sliver of his boxers visible as he stood. You tore your eyes away from him, although you wanted to look more.
Daryl cleared his throat, buttoning his pants as you combed your hair in the mirror. He walked towards you, turning back to him.
"Ready?"
"As I'll ever be."
The door opened, light beaming from the hallway. Some of the group had already exited their rooms, hearing their chatter from down the hall. The two of you walked into the room you had all ate in the night before, smell of bacon and eggs filling the place.
"Eggs, powdered, but I do 'em good." You hear T-dog say, walking over with a pan in his hand. "Protein helps the hangover."
Glenn, on the other hand, is sat upright, head in his hands, groaning loudly for everyone to hear.
"Morning, everyone." You stated, taking a seat next to the dark haired man, Daryl sitting next to you. A few others said good morning back, others too caught up in their hangovers to speak. Rick looked about as bad as Shane did, but not as terrible as Glenn looked.
Lori glanced up at you, her eyes shifting to Daryl as you took a plate and served yourself, "Eventful night?"
"What? No- I just read some books and went to sleep." You chuckled, trying to break the awkward tension floating in the room.
Rick picked up a pill bottle from the table, asking Lori about it, responding with, "Jenner thought we could use it. Some of us, at least."
"Ugh, don't ever, ever, ever let me drink again."
The group conversed lightly as everyone woke up, sipping their coffee and eating their meal. You stood to grab some coffee as Jenner walked in.
"Morning."
"Hey, doc."
You saw Andrea nod to Dale, turning towards Jenner in his chair.
"Doctor, I don't mean to slam you with questions first thing-"
"But you will anyways."
"We didn't come here for the eggs," Andrea states.
Jenner brought you to the same big room again, standing in front of the screens while he spoke a command to the computer: Give me playback of TS-19.
Displayed on the monitor was the playback he requested, closing in on an internal view of a brain, along with other pieces of data. Jenner demonstrates that the lights flowing through a much closer-up image, was someone's life; their experiences, memories, thoughts- it was everything. He continued rambling on about the test subject, someone who was infected by a bite, but volunteered to have the process recorded for research.
Scanning to the first event per his request, the playback began to display the doctor's research, as the lights in the brain began to flicker rapidly, fading to darkness quickly after. Solemn expressions plagued the room upon hearing Jenner's analyzation of the infection's course.
A moment later, he scans to the second event, playing back on the monitor the same as it had before.
What Jenner calls resurrection points reveals itself to be that moment of reanimation you'd watched in Amy, two days prior, not to mention the individuals you saw on the road before finding your group.
The same brain flickers with red light, hearing that it restarts the brain stem, only lasting a few seconds before its termination occurred. You and Daryl shared a confused look, silence ringing out loud enough to hear a pin drop.
Andrea puts two and two together and questions Jenner yet again, only this time it's on account of not having a clue as to what the virus is.
"There has to be somebody who knows something. Somebody, somewhere.."
"I've been in the dark for almost a month, but I hear France was the longest to hold out. But that's as far as I know."
That was the moment your heart dropped. You inhaled sharply, losing the grasp you had on any hope left.
"Man, I'm gonna get shitfaced drunk, again."
At that point, you might as well have joined him, if there really was nothing left anywhere in the world. It was all gone.
Your vision filtered out of focus, room beginning to spin as you lost any strength you had in your legs, as your body hit the cold marble floor.
It felt as if a moment passed where your eyes were fluttering open, attempting to push yourself up with the help of your forearms. Your head pounded, each voice muffled as you went to grasp at your head that was now throbbing in agony.
As the aching settled a moment later, you were finally able to clear your foggy vision on the person crouching before you, Daryl.
"You alright?"
"I- uh, what happened?"
"You fainted, sure ya not still drunk?"
"N-No, just-"
The recollection of what you had just been told by Jenner became apparent in your mind, the horror flooding through your head once more.
"There's nothing left, is there?" Your voice weakened, not sure whether to be bothered with the way four of the group's men just ran out of the larger room in a panic.
"C'mon, lemme get ya back to the room, 'kay?"
Nodding, he pulled you up, draping your arm across his shoulder with your head still pounding. Daryl brings you to the couch you'd slept on the night before, as he lets you sit down on it.
"You think Jenner was serious? About there being nothing-" You inhaled again, unsettled feeling coating your stomach at the thought.
Daryl stood chewing on his thumb, now pacing back and forth, "Ain't sure, 'specially not with the way he went quiet." His pacing became aggressive, grabbing the bottle of whiskey on the ground that he'd apparently put near his cot the night before.
Your conversation was cut short after hearing a commotion about the air shutting off in the rooms.
Why is the air off?
What's going on?
Voices echoed from outside the room, Daryl peeking out of it with the bottle still in his hand. Jenner was the one being questioned relentlessly by the members of your group as he treaded down the hallway.
Why's everything bein' turned off?, you hear Daryl say as Jenner walks right by him and swoops the bottle of liquor from him, taking a swig. He follows Jenner out the door, quickly rising from the couch to follow him and the rest of your group on the quest for answers.
Energy use is being prioritized, he replied, admitting to not having any control over the building's programming. Zone 5 is shutting itself down.
Daryl's frustrated state grows with annoyance, fed up with the doctor's vague answers and wanting some real ones.
"Hey, what the hell that mean, huh? Man, I'm talkin' to you! What'd you mean it's shuttin' itself down? How can a building do anything?"
"You'd be surprised."
Another vague answer.
The computers were programmed to be the very last thing kept running until the power grid shut down completely, beginning at the half hour mark of a digital clock with large red numbers, counting down the minutes.
What the fuck... what happens at zero..
"Let me tell you something-" Shane bolts towards Jenner but Rick stops him before he can get any closer to the doctor.
"To hell with it, Shane. Lori, get our things- everybody, get your stuff, we're getting out of here, now!"
That was the sign you'd been scared of getting, one that meant retreat in the most devastating way. Heart racing, you all turned for the door, until a loud alarm sounded out, startling you even more.
Thirty minutes to decontamination, the computer played out.
"Doc, what's going on here?" Daryl yelled, straining his own throat at the looming unknown of what was to come in those thirty minutes.
Suddenly, the hallway you'd been heading towards was being blockaded by an automated door, and by the looks of it, there was no getting through it.
"Did he just lock us in?" Glenn spoke, "He just locked us in!"
Anger overtook Daryl in a wave, throwing himself towards Jenner with every intention of beating his face into the ground, only to be ripped away from the chance, getting pushed away from him getting any closer.
"I told you, once that door closed, it wouldn't open again. You heard me say that."
"It's better this way."
"What is? What happens in 28 minutes?!" Rick questioned incessantly, standing a few feet away from the doctor.
Jenner had gone off on one of his rambling tangents again, only this time it was in a fit of rage, attempting to make the group realize why this place was built the way it was.
"In the event of a catastrophic power failure, H.I.T's are deployed to prevent any organisms from getting out."
"H.I.T's?"
"Vi define-"
H.I.T's: high-impulse thermobaric fuel-air explosives.
It continued on to state how they'd be set off as the timer runs out, lighting the air on fire with its two step process. Gasps of horror and cries filled the air as the computer had all but handed you each a death sentence on a silver platter.
A chill rushed down your spine at the realization: every single one of you was going to die.
No chance of survival desired by the effect the explosives had promised. They would set the air on fire.
Some of the group clutched their loved ones in their arms desperately, while others only stood around, any hope they still held washing away from their expressions.
We're all going to die here, you thought. There's nothing left, anywhere. We were doomed from the start. How could we be so stupid? So ignorant? So filled with hope and determination to make the world better for us, to survive, when there's nothing out there that could fix this? Nothing that could make it better?
Any hope you'd still clung onto was pooling out of your body in a pile of unseen ambitions and delusions you'd foolishly looked forward to for the future.
Daryl's anger only burned, a forest fire that only grew larger with every time he yelled out for the doctor to open the door. You sat crouched against a wall, huddled with the rest of your group that wasn't doing everything they could to release the door.
We're fucked. We're so fucked.
"You should've left well enough alone. It would've been so much easier." Jenner stated, the men still throwing themselves at the door.
No, no, no. This doesn't make anything easier.
"Easier for who?" Lori spoke, offended with his words that were so clear of an attempt to pull you all back from this realization.
"All of you. You know what's out there-a short, brutal life, and an agonizing death."
His words, although speaking from a scientist's point of view, began to sink in, but not in a way that sent death to your door terrifyingly.
The words of your group members were muffled, focusing on your heart beating so infuriatingly fast, until you heard: Those doors are designed to withstand a rocket launcher.
The next words you heard were the heated ones coming from a familiar voice.
"Well, your head ain't!"
You glanced up from your lap, viewing how Daryl threw himself at the doctor, once more getting pushed away from the man before inciting violence on him.
There's always hope, you heard Rick say, Maybe not here, but somebody, somewhere-
No, there's not. Not anymore, you mumbled to yourself.
Within his rage, Daryl managed to take a few deep breaths, eyes trailing over to where you sat. His focus changed from the situation at hand to the frail state of your body, legs pulled to your chest and hands shaking with every move they made.
"What part of everything is gone do you not understand?"
This is our extinction event.
After an outburst from Shane resulting in him shooting several of the computers, then Jenner, with a shotgun, you only felt more despair fill your chest. It made you raise from the floor in fear of getting run over. The state of everything had already converted people to such evil, why would you want to live in a world like that?
"I think you're lying."
"What?"
"You're lying about no hope. If that were true, you'd have bolted with the rest, or taken the easy way out. You didn't. You stayed when others ran. Why?"
"Not because I wanted to. I made a promise," Jenner stood from his chair at Rick's questioning, pointing to the monitor, "To her. My wife. She begged me to keep going as long as I could. How could i say no?"
Bang.
Daryl was at the indestructible door again, sending blows down on it with an axe.
"She was dying."
Bang.
"It should've been me on that table."
Bang.
"I wouldn't have mattered to anybody. She was a loss to the world."
Bang.
"Hell, she ran this place. I just worked here. She was an Einstein. Me, I'm just Edwin Jenner."
"Your wife didn't have a choice. You do. That's- that's all we want- a choice, a chance."
"Let us keep tryin' as long as we can," Lori stated, with Carl in her arms. The tone in her voice made you break a little, but there was no changing what your fate had decided.
"I told you, topside's locked down. I can't open those." Jenner walked past Rick and the others to another computer, swiping a keycard and pressing a few buttons on a pad with numbers.
Just like that, the door opened.
Daryl was the first one to yell out, being he was closest to the door.
"C'mon!" He started out the door, but entered again when he realized you hadn't followed.
You felt empty, the fight for hope dwindled to just ashes, somewhat like and end to the blazing fire of life, living, surviving. The whole world was gone, and there was nothing to be done about it. All the feeling from your chest faded away.
"I'm grateful."
"The day will come when you won't be."
Gasps and desperate yells sounded out from the group, alerting the group of their one passageway out of the building. While everyone grabbed onto each other, you stood in place.
Glancing around the room through tear-brimmed eyes, you noticed not everyone had bolted out the door, either.
Jacqui and Andrea stayed in place as well.
"Y/n! What're you doing? Let's go!" He bolted towards you, only watching as he approached with a solemn face.
"I-I can't. You go."
"Wha- n-no. I ain't lettin' ya. 'M not just leavin' you here."
"Yes, you are, Daryl."
She's not in her right mind, the coercion of Jenner's words had gotten to you, he thought.
"Hey! we've got four minutes left! C'mon!" Glenn yelled out, still stood by the door with Carl and a few others, as Lori pulled Rick out the door.
T-dog tried to bring Jacqui with him, only to be shoved away.
"No, I'm staying. I'm staying, sweetie. I'm not ending up like Jim and Amy. There's no time to argue, and no point if you wanna get out."
"Just go." You whispered, walking a few steps from Daryl.
How could he tell you why you dying would be the worst thing that would happen to him? It would rip him apart, piece by piece until he only became a shell of himself.
"I can't, you know I can't. I'm not leavin' you here." He only followed after you, not having the right words to say to you in a hopeless time like this. "You were the one that told me there was hope, remember?"
"Daryl-" you started again, kicking at the debris on the ground.
"Nah. Listen to me. I ain't goin' if it's not with you."
"You're insane," you scoffed, arms crossed over your chest.
"And you're not? Come on, there's always somethin' to fight for. Just gotta find it. How can ya if you ain't with us? We're gonna do it, make the world better. If we can't do anythin' about the geeks, we can only do it in spite of 'em."
Your eyes glimmered with fear, but he could've sworn he saw a light of hope, so he continued.
"You can find somethin' new to fight for, I swear on my fuckin' life. I can't-" Daryl sighed, "I can't lose you. I won't. You mean too much to me. You're my only friend, the hell 'm I gonna do with you gone? If you're not around, I got nothing to fight for. Nothin'."
Daryl's voice broke amidst the other conversations.
That was the moment his eyes met yours, flicking to light the fire of survival in you once again. Tear filled eyes met his, pulling him in for an embrace, and against his skin, you whispered.
"Okay. Let's go."
With that, you both ran for the doorway, pushing the ticking clock of death away with every patter of your footsteps. Eventually, you'd gotten to the front of the building, where the rest of your group was figuring out how to exit the building. Glenn spotted you and Daryl coming closer towards them all, a slight smile on his face.
Their methods of getting the window's glass to break had failed, until Carol rushed towards Rick, pulling something from her bag.
A grenade.
Once he got close enough to the glass, he pulled the pin, urging everyone to step back to be guarded from the blast. You all but threw yourself far enough away, hearing the effect of the blast shatter the glass with a loud boom.
You all dashed out of the window, spotting the vehicles down the road from where you'd parked them. Walkers had heard the blast and began to approach, only to be taken down by bullets from your group. Once you reached Daryl's bike, you looked back at the building one last time, before it was blown to pieces.
Two figures emerged from the broken window, Andrea and Dale.
You heard Lori yell from the RV to get down, both you and Daryl crouching behind the Winnebago before the blast rang out.
All you heard a few seconds later was the massive explosion of the building, along with a wave of heat that radiated all the way over to you all. Daryl panted, looking at you before hopping on his bike, starting the engine. Hopping on behind him, the engines of each vehicle sounded out, as they began to drive away.
You clutched onto Daryl's torso as the bike engine began, shuddering breaths filling your chest. Before he began driving, you tapped his shoulder.
"Daryl, thank you for getting me out of there. You're right, I do have something to fight for."
His eyes lightened, nodding before pulling his weight off the ground and driving the bike away from all the wreckage.
You'd found something- better yet someone to fight for, and it happened to be the very archer your arms wrapped around.
You chose to fight for him, of all things.
Just as hard, he'd chosen to fight for you.
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writingsofwesteros · 2 years
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YEEES Dragon couple! (literally!) what is Yns dragon name? are we going to see more of them? maybe when witch yn and Daemon have kids their dragons are super protective over them! or maybe when yn and Daemon are little ,and so are their dragons, they're always playing together and little Caraxes is always by her dragons side and maybe yn tries to hug lil Caraxes and everyone is afraid, but the tiny dragon wlecomes the gesture
AN: Hi, I hope you like it x
“Aldryss, come on.” You giggled as you ran into the landing field with your little dragon by your side. The guards carried on their duties as the high lords and ladies sent curious looks whilst going about their day. Daemon had been training Caraxes to fly better as he ran through the woods on his horse. The little dragons couldn’t carry you both right now.
Your own just nudged against you as you both waited for the boy's arrival. Your hand gently stroked her scales. Chewing on your bottom lip, you looked up once more at the audience around you. They always made you nervous and it was something Aldryss could notice and she tried to comfort you.
“It’s okay.” You whispered down at her; you knew she got nervous without Caraxes but thankfully the two boy’s made their presence known. Aldryss huffed happily at the sight of them as Daemon moved into the yard. You brought your arms out to engulf him into a hug as he moved into your embrace. “Glad you are back safe.” You whispered into his ear; your fingers moving into his hair for a moment. You rested your heads together for a moment as you took each other in. “You shouldn’t worry so much.” Daemon teased. “Hmm, and you don’t?” You couldn’t help but play him at his own game.
Daemon hummed; losing that round of teasing as you moved past him. Those violet eyes of his watching you move. He could feel the tension building around as you moved closer to his usually grumpy dragon. Daemon watched as Aldryss brushed up against Caraxes and settled beside him. You reached for Daemons’ dragon and wrapped your arms around him. “Such a good boy.” You whispered your praises to him. Daemon only smirked as he listened to the reaction of the crowd around them. He nudged into you and you softly giggled before moving towards your own dragon and whispering praises.
You watched the two dragons rest together and couldn’t help but smile; they really did remind you of Daemon and yourself. A soft gasp escaped you when Daemon’s hands moved up and down your sides from behind. “I’ve got something for you.” He whispered into your ear and gently moved your hair to one side. You smiled; you enjoyed his gifts more than you should. You were quite addictive to them after having such a horrible start in life. His hands softly moved around your neck as he placed a beautiful, delicate necklace on you. “It’s beautiful.” You whispered, looking down as you gently stroked the piece.
“Fit for you.” Daemon hummed and had you blushing as you turned around into his hold. You lost yourself in those eyes of his as your smile widened. 
A DECADE LATER 
“Your father gave me this.” You whispered into your daughter’s ear and settled the necklace around her neck in the same spot Dameon had done so many years ago now. “I love it.” Your daughter hummed and you could only smile. Your fingers moved through her beautiful locks as you watched the sight in front of you. The two dragons were so much larger now with Aldryss still slightly smaller but still just as fierce. Especially with Caraxes by her side who hardly left your dragon alone; only when Daemon needed him or he was protecting your children. Your daughter had a special bond with Aldryss, which your heart warmed at.
“I sometimes wonder if our dragons like our children more than us.” Daemon’s voice had you looking to the side. “Hm, it wouldn’t be so bad. At least they’ll have protectors.” You whispered to him. He only smiled and gently cupped your face with a hand before leaning in and taking your lips with his.
His hand moved to stroke your side as you rested your head on his. “Very true.” You whispered to him. You lost yourself in each other for a moment before a guard’s voice came over you both. “My Prince..” The dragons huffed together when they noticed someone else coming closer to you and Daemon.
You looked over to the guard and stepped away from Daemon. “The tutor is looking for the children.” You giggled to yourself knowing how much your children hated their lessons. Daemon could only hum and look over to his children. “I don’t think they are going to come.” The Prince replied in amusement.
You turned to see Caraxes stepping closer as your own dragon played with the children who giggled out loud. Daemon’s dragon stepped closer and you turned towards the guard. “I’ll bring them later.” You smiled politely and the guard softened with a nod of his head and turned back to his station.
“They need to have their lessons.” You followed Daemon as he moved towards the dragons and children. “Hmm..” You rolled your eyes at his answer and moved to stroke Aldryss’ scales as she bumped her head into you. “Good girl.” You whispered your praises before pressing a soft kiss to Caraxes. He huffed and bumped into you before his attention was tugged by your two boys who raced around him. Caraxes huffed and gently pushed your oldest boy over who could only laugh and move to the dragon again. You could only giggle as Daemon chased after your daughter and lifted her above him.
You softly smiled and watched the scene in front of you. Your life had changed in so many ways but you wouldn’t have had it any other way, you thought to yourself. A little girl from the market came running into the landing area; sweetly calling out your name. “Hey love.” You whispered and moved to greet her. You moved to kneel as she wrapped her arms around you. You didn’t notice your dragon moving close before Caraxes distracted her with a nudge. “You good? Eating well?” You began to babble, your emotions running wild as you thought of the large orphanage you had found in the city.
Daemon moaned about all the time you spent there but as he watched the scene in front of him; he realised he wouldn’t have you any other way.
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frenchfrywrites · 1 year
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Remember the "demon bros wet the bed while you're in it" headcanons? I'm interested in a little twist on that. How would the demon bros each react if you wet the bed while they're in it... On purpose?
Reader wets the bed with the demon bros in it
MINORS DNI
mm brain full with this ask, and piss being used as a social hierarchy thing in demon culture.. So that’s gonna influence how I answer this lol
Lucifer
I have to imagine that he’s awake when you do this
(because to me hes such a heavy sleeper once he finally passes out)
He’s entranced 
His pupils are wide and he’s staring so hard
He tries to wake you up, but only after you’ve finished
So bad at hiding how aroused he is
You either have to pick up on his very apparent horny state and initiate something, or poke at him until he breaks
He’s a little embarrassed by how hot he found it
But not enough to pass up on the chance for you to get him off
Mammon
He gets awoken immediately
And he’s so excited and delighted!!
Cue purring and cuddling, and him wetting himself too
He’ll argue that the bed was wet anyways! It doesn’t matter that he pissed himself too, because you were going to have to change the sheets anyways
He loves the feeling of your piss soaking and spreading along the sheets
He absolutely wants you to fuck him in the dirty sheets before you do anything else
After cumming he still wants to lay in the sheets for as long as possible lol
He’s sooo not subtle about trying to get you to drink water before bed on the nights following
Levi
SO turned on and SO freaked out
Because he woke up and first thought it was him wetting the bed, and then he couldn’t shake that anxiety 💀
He has no idea what to do except stare and very slowly start to touch himself
Please wake up, because he is too nervous to get you up by himself
You can very easily get him to admit how turned on he is, because he’s so relieved it wasnt him wetting the bed (at least, not yet >:))
He really likes if you praise him for being so cute getting turned on by something like this
He’s very subby, and wants to be touched immediately
Don’t tease him though, he’ll get whiny 
Satan
Very pleased and mildly taken off guard
He’s also big on staring
He’ll patiently wait until you’re done before waking you up
And then he can’t keep his hands off you
He’ll lament a bit about how he’s sad that you didn’t piss inside of him instead
But he’s obviously not that upset lol
I’m not sure if he’s super into getting fucked on the wet sheets or not
If not, he’ll want you to fuck him in the bathtub 
He wants you to fuck him until you fuck the piss out of him too!
Very sedated, touchy, and ready for more cuddling and sleeping afterwards
Asmo
He wakes up and has a single second where he’s furious that his beauty sleep has been disturbed
But then he immediately loves the sensation 
I feel like he’s someone who has silk (or at the very least, very soft fabric) pajamas, and he loves the feeling of your warm piss wetting them
He’ll wake you up by reaching out and dipping his fingers under your waistband so his fingers get soaked by your stream
He wants you up and getting him off ASAP!!!
He wants you to do as you please to him.. And dirty him more >:)
After he gets off though, he’s right the fuck back to sleep.
Beel
Ooo he loves the feeling and is immediately snuggling up to you, hoping that you get him wet too
He’ll start humping you subconsiously, so aroused and his brain so muddled with sleep that he barely registers what he’s doing. 
He’s not afraid to wake you up 
Will so easily beg for your touch
Oh but he wants to put his mouth on you so bad
Please let him suck you off and/or eat you out
Actually he can’t decide what he wants more (to touch or to be touched)
So you’ll have to guide him through it, you know best after all
Belphie
Whether he wakes up or not is debatable
If he does wake up, he subconsciously reaches out to touch you
Totally moans at the feeling of the warm, wet spot forming on the fabric of your sleep clothes
He’ll tug on your shirt until you wake up
You might need to be a bit dominant with him, but he’s already really subby and eager
He won’t hesitate to beg for you if that’s what you want
Just please touch him and give him your attention
In the morning he’ll deny everything except the fact that he loved you wetting the bed. He’s very open about that hehe
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After returning from his banishment, Zuko develops a hobby of watching Azula sleep and jerk off thinking all the things he could do to her. One day, he sneaks into her room, thinking she was asleep and instead finds her:
1) Awake, waiting for him, knowing exactly what he's doing.
2) Having a threesome with Mai and Ty Lee.
3) Making put with some random dude who she sneaked in through the window, who apparently is her boyfriend and looks suspiciously like him but without a scar.
What a pervy, bad, dirty little Zuzu. Thinking such impure things while his innocent baby sister is sleeping like the little angel she is. How shameful! XD
Azula Waiting For Him
This is, personally, my favorite. Zuko, the dumbass, thinking he's being so sneaky and nobody knows anything about his nightly visits to Azula and all the scenarious his dirty, dirty mind can come up with... and then, of course, he discovers Azula knows. She has known for a long time.
He is ashamed, nervous, scared of the consequences... and hopeful. After all, if she wanted to ruin his life with this, or at least make him stop, she would have done so the very first time she realized what he was up to. But she didn't, and with the way she's looking at him, even someone as awkward and dense as Zuko can figure out why.
Azula is gonna hold this against him forever, taunt him about how pathetic and creepy what he was doing was, and just generally be even more of a brat than usual. It won't matter to him one bit, because at last he's getting what he's always wanted, and there's no way having Azula be all clingy and possessive as they have sex could ever NOT be worth whatever consequence follows it.
Threesome
At first, Zuko is just shocked at the scene playing out in front of him. Then, he's angry. Azula is HIS sister, why do Mai and Ty Lee get to sleep with her first - or sleep with her at all when he has never said that's okay with him?
...Plus, he likes Mai too. Why did Azula have to steal her?
Then he notices the girls smirking at him and undressing him with their eyes and he suddenly remembers "Oh right, this is incredibly hot and I am a lucky bastard."
Needless to say, the threesome turns into a foursome.
Discount Zuko
There's no time for shock, confusion, or even anger. Zuko isn't even processing what he is doing. He's not thinking "Azula is mine!" or "Who the hell is this guy alone with my sister without anybody knowing!" He's not thinking at all. He is not being possessive, or even an over-protective but well-meaning older brother.
He just sees this guy making out with his sister and something in him snaps. There's just the horrible feeling in his very soul that this is WRONG and this nobody needs to go, NOW!
So, he tries to throw the poor son of a bitch out the window. He can barely even register what's going on around him. It takes him a minute to process that Azula managed to free her boyfriend who ran away screaming, not even caring about being caught anymore, just running for his life.
Boyfriend. His sister has a boyfriend. Who the hell gave her permission to do something like that?
No guard dares to approach even as they hear the two siblings screaming at each other. They're NOT feeling like dying today.
Zuko keeps freaking out, berating Azula, and DEMANDING to know how far she has gone with that rando. When she finally admits all they've done is kiss, Zuko looks like a huge weight was lifted off his shoulders and she thinks she can finally go to sleep now and sulk about her brother just scared away the ONE guy that wasn't afraid of her.
Then Zuko kisses her. No warning, no nothing. He just wraps his arms around Azula and kisses her lips, cheeks, chin, neck, shoulders, colarbone...
She knows she's supposed to be mad at him because of something, but she cannot remember what. She can't remember Zuko ever showing her this much love, not even when they were super close as children, and she just can't resist it.
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||°~ "What's the use of feeling?" ~°||
Why would you want to be here?
What do you ever see here?
_
Heket, bishop and god of famine, had approached Shamura in their cave, it had been a few years since the rebellion of Narinder, Heket saw your efforts to try and lighten up the family's sadness but now she needed to help you out in getting some sense into Shamura's splitten head.
"Shamura, it had almost been a decade since you've some out of your cave. your cult's needs are practically met by our youngest and by your witness officers! you cannot keep up with staying here and moping around" Heket harshly scolded her eldest, her hands slowly turning into fists at the sight as she coughed out. her voice was hoarse and raspy and her throat had been disturbing her for so long
it had been going on like this for so long, Heket felt awful letting you work Shamura's own cult, for great one's sakes! it had happened a long time ago!
_
that doesn't make you feel worse than you do?
And tell me,
what's the use of feeling...blue?
_
Shamura sighed, they had their bandages recently changed and it did nothing to make their headaches feel any better than before. they stood up and turned to Heket, being reminded of the fact that Narinder is gone makes their heart ache, and even the reminder from Heket that you were trying so hard to keep everyone's needs met above your own makes them feel worse.
"I'm afraid I'm still processing in grief...It felt like as if it were yesterday we sealed him away, hearing the begging of our youngest every night is so...over-bearing..so heart-wrenching...and to kill their own creations in front of their own eyes does not make my heart ache no better than before..." Shamura uttered out painfully, with guilt pouring all over their words.
Heket looked at her eldest, feeling a pang in her heart, yes she feels bad for putting salt on the already infected wound of her eldest but she had to confront them sooner or later. 
Otherwise, all of your efforts would be pointless at this path.
_
Why would you want to employ them?
his subjects that destroyed him?
_
Heket would stare at her eldest pace back and forth, trying their best to foresee a vision that would be of use to them but none, they see a black void with a small flicker of light in embers. Shamura silently groaned and sat down upon their throne in the cave.
Heket approached her eldest, in hopes of trying to comfort them.
_
Why keep up his silly cult?
Oh, tell me!
what's the use of feeling, blue?
_
Now Heket was here, comforting their eldest once more like those millions ago. she is usually the one that tries her best to put courage into her brothers and eldest since the youngest was still far busy taking care of now, literally, everyone's own groups since they were all far to busy to prepare the battle of the now resurrected lamb.
Everyone assumed it had to be Narinder that brought the lamb back to life, they all say it couldn't be anyone else other than him to do so.
I mean, Heket believes them too, who else knows how to reverse death other than him?
.
.
.
.
.
Now, with (B/N) and the lamb, they had been searching for a good place to try and set up the cult under your name. upon their stroll, the lamb would ask questions like what do they usual put up as rules or laws that the cult should follow under and what to do with dissenters. 
You always answer the lamb with a warm smile on their face, explaining in a clear matter that they could understand and learn quickly from, though since this is still their first time they're still quite nervous to do anything.
their little stroll stops upon the lamb noticing a little shack covered by grass, the chimney wiffs out thick clouds of smoke which meant someone was still in the shack. 
Lambert rests their staff down, being high on guard. both of you glanced up at each other before nodding, deciding to knock on the door.
The lamb walked towards the door and knocked, after a moment of silence, a rat opened it slightly, only showing his eye and looked at them with caution but upon seeing Lambert and the staff, the rat's expression changed and opened the door fully with a smile.
"ah, so I see the prophecy had finally come true! greetings, lamb, I am Ratau, the previous vesself of "The One Who Waits"! don't mind my shack, I've just been cooking up some fish, finished cookin' em actually" the rat, namely Ratau, exclaimed before coming out and closing the door. 
You eyed him closely, he seems to have a stick with a leaf at the end for a staff and he had a paper crown with a red cross on his head. you now sort of believe he could be a previous vessel of your elder brother but you couldn't trust that just yet. so you decided to test him.
"now, if you really are his previous vessel, then you can lead us to "The One Who Waits", yes?" you questioned, raising your brow at him. Ratau notices your presence and becomes shocked, an actual bishop was here! and was questioning his truth too! 
now, Ratau can sense why, you are a bishop of The Old Faith after all, why wouldn't you dare question one who is below a god as mighty as you? 
So, Ratau nodded, bowing to your presence and closing his eyes.
"I can take you both to him safely with this ritual I still somehow remember, come! let us get to the temple grounds immediately!" Ratau shouts before walking onwards to a place. 
The lamb was in shock as they looked at you in disbelief, they opened their mouth, "what the heck!? I thought we were going to start a cult under your name!?" Lambert confronts before you raised your hand to silence him a bit.
"I want to know if this man is really the previous vessel of my elder brother...I do not take kindly to those who make falsehoods of my older siblings." you firmly say before walking forward, following Ratau.
Lambert was still in shock but hearing you say something with firminity made their spin shivered a bit but it also made their heart flutter in admiration for you. they glanced up at the two of you and briskly walked to catch up.
"wait up!"
_
Oh, yes! of course we still love him...
And we're always thinking of him...
Don't you know I miss him, too?
_
As Ratau stabbed the knife into the lamb, the lamb fell into darkness as their eyes closed. You were still quite surprised this 'previous vessel' knew this ritual but you can tell unless Lambert came back. 
Ratau looked up at you, your figure standing ever so charmingly with patience, he cleared his thought and tried to strike up a conversation as to not make the situation awkward.
"so uh...wanna play a game of knucklebones?" 
Lambert, on the other hand, was summoned to a place. a place filled with cold and fog, they saw the staff beside them and grabbed it before standing up and walking forward. slowly, chains started to appear and then...him...
The One Who Waits.
The Bishop that caused his kind to fall because of a silly story called a 'prophecy', Lambert wasn't going to lie, seeing him in person was extremely scary, especially since they see the presence of his attendees as well..
The One Who Waits looked down on him, not noticing the staff, he smiled wickedly before opening his mouth to speak.
"Come closer. Fear not, for though you are already dead, I still have need of you. Those foolish Bishops thought they could keep you from me in death, but instead they sent you straight to m-" he was abruptly cut off by the lamb shaking his head and slightly stabbing the staff upon the cold, icy floors of the realm.
"I'm sorry, but I have been sent to someone else that has returned my life, I was sent here to tell you a message." The Lamb said, The One Who Waits was caught off guard but let it slide as he had not seen a mortal cut him off before.
one of his attendees stood up, readying his weapon, "How dare thou speak against the lord of death himself!? why I oughtta-" he was then silenced as The One Who Waits took a closer look at the staff.
"...It cannot be...the jade staff...where...Where have you gotten this item?" The One Who Waits questioned the lamb, his anger rising up as his realization hits his mind like a spell had been shot at him. 
"this? oh, this is given to me by the god of lif-"
"THEY WOULD NEVER GIVE AWAY SUCH  PRECIOUS ITEM!! LIES! LIES I HEAR FROM YOU! HOW DARE YOU HOLD THE GIFT GIVEN TO THE GOD OF LIFE!? YOU THINK OF ME A FOOL TO BELIEVE YOUR FALSEHOODS!?!?" he roared with anger, in great denial that you had given the staff to the Lamb, for it was his gift to you when you were younger, so seeing this gift in someone else's hands made him think that it had been stolen away from you as you were far too kind as to let anyone borrow things from you for their own selfish needs.
Lambert jumped back a little, frozen in shock, silently they prayed for your voice to come out and like as if you heard their prayers, the jade slowly levitated, flying higher and higher than that of the Lamb. it stopped once it was in front of his eyes.
"My elder...it is I, your youngest" your soft voice spoke through the jade. his ears couldn't believe it, you were still here and you were talking to him!! but...but why would you..?
"I have given the staff to the lamb as I am their guidance to building a cult under my name, I have a plan to help you escape the exiles but it will need time and power to do so..please, reverse the death of the lamb and give them the power of your crown, lend them the ability to be your vessel so that we may build a cult under your name and give you power as well." you softly pleaded to your elder brother. not noticing the tears that fell from his eyes and his purring vibrating from his chest.
He lets the jade glide over the top of his hands, his smile becoming warm and soft as his tears fall.
"My young...it's been so long..I thought the lamb had stolen this gift I gave from you like many had tried to...I am ever so glad to hear the warmth of your voice again, my young..I miss you." he tells you, his heart becoming warm and beating once more, you can feel your own heart melting at his words. 
Lambert stood there, smiling at the warm sight, they glanced up at the two attendees and it seems they also softly smiled at the scene that had unfold between the two now somewhat reunited siblings.
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But, tell me...
What's the use of feeling...
What's the use of feeling...
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A bright light flashed before your and Ratau's eyes, the lamb has been brought back to life and with your elder brother's crown on the top of their head. The singular eye looked around before noticing you, it seemed to 'smile' and got a life of it's own as it jumped off of the Lamb's head and jumped into your hands. You could only chuckle and smile as you slightly pat the top of the crown.
"it's nice to see you too, my brother.." you quietly muttered out.
Ratau was confused at the sight and approached beside Lambert, "so..what's with them?".
Lambert just smiled and gave a friendly pat to his back, "a small family reunion is what's with them"
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What's the use of feeling...
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some of the ideas here were inspired by @GalarxStar on wattpad! thanks to them for giving me the idea! you better give their bishops x reader book a read, it's fantastic and keeps me simping for Shamura a little bit ^^;;
mentions: @aspen-ex
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Hello how is the life of green and purple? ÒwÓ
[Trigger warning for blood]
Green:"I think we're on the right track... Well, I hope..." A little nervous
Purple:"Don't worry Green, we'll follow the path and find them!" Purple looked a little confident, Green has never seen them as confident as he does now, he smiles
Green:"Yes purp... We'll find them and save Sec!" Green continues running in the direction they were going, "let's go, it was getting late!" He was right, it was getting dark and it would get very dangerous very fast!
The two reach a spot in the forest where it started to rain, they go under a tree to dry themselves. Purple was a little cold and Green gives them his coat to warm them up, purp blushes and smiles, they realize that Green was cold himself and shares his coat with him smiling. Green blushes looking to the side.
Green:"Do you... Do you think we're really going to save the Sec..?" Purple looks at him, and with a determined look holds Green's face gently
Purple:"Why do you doubt yourself so much Green??" They ask looking deep into Green's eyes. Green holds his hand, she was still a little injured from having punched the ground before, Purple sees the bruise and takes Green's hand to analyze it better. "Why Green? Why do you doubt yourself..?" They take a healing potion and a cloth to soak and wrap it around Green's fingers.
Green:"I..." He sighs, "I've spent so many years letting the Sec lead agent that... I kind of don't see myself as a good leader like I was before..."He grunts in pain as Purple wraps the cloth with the potion in his hand. "I admire them... A lot... But they're stronger... Much stronger than me..." They look away. "I'm just afraid of failing... I'm afraid of losing everything if I don't find them..." Almost crying. Purple finishes wrapping the cloth around Green's hand and holds his hand tight.
Purple:"Green... I admire you a lot... a lot..." Purple approaches Green who ends up walking backwards a little hitting his head on the tree. Purple stops and starts laughing, Green blushes and laughs too, "Green, you're really nice... you're kind and a good friend and leader..." they blush, "that's why I like you a lot... " Green blushes very surprised. They realize that the rain has stopped and they saem de baixo da árvore, Purple returns Green's coat, "let's look for Second, together, like you said Green..." Purple extends their hand to him smiling, Green smiles and holds their hands with a blush on his face.
Poison:"Oh! How cute... And disgusting!!" They look up to the top of the tree, seeing the navy-blue person Stick. He jumps and lands right behind the two, his presence makes Purple horrified, they remember him and start to fuss. They remember when they were alone in the forest, he appeared to them harmlessly and then attacked them from behind wanting to take ther Elytra, They tried to run away but were caught by the other two. After that, the woman in white held him behind his head and stuck something hard in the back of his head, After that they lost consciousness, and memories. Purple screams in fear, they were very scared Green looks at them worriedly and looking at the navy blue he pulls his sword out, he wouldn't let him catch him off guard again! "Finally! A real weapon!!" Navy blue pulls out the axe, the same one he used to throw at Green the other night, Green feels his hands shake remembering the pain, sweat started to run down his face. "Woooon, are you scared..?" He laughs, "you should..." He advances towards Green who defends himself from the ax with his sword. He was pushing the ax harder against the hold and Green seeing an opening forces his foot into his chest and forced himself to push him away from him.
Green:"Purple!! Run!!" He turns to Purple and dodges a navy blue attack and tries to hit him with the sword as he attacks him with the axe. Purple starts running from them but is stopped by the woman in white who before they can reaguri she grabs them by the neck. "Purple!!!" Green defends himself by dodging but stops when he sees Purple being caught, the navy blue uses it to hit him but he dodges it taking a cut only on his arm which forms a rip in his coat. "arrg... Shit..." The one in navy blue attacks again with the axe, Green dodges back holding the sword with difficulty.
Poison:"Haha ha!! I won't miss this time..." He looks towards Purple, Green notices this and advances towards him... This is exactly what he wanted, he pretends he was going to throw the ax at Purple,but he then hits Green in the arm causing him to scream loudly in pain. The ax digs into his skin causing him to fall to the ground, Poison laughs and pulls the ax from Green's arm with force making him scream even more. Now Green had an open wound on his arm, and it was huge...
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Purple was mortified by his friend's screams and starts kicking the woman trying to get free. She raises her arm and creates her blade with the bracelet she was wearing, she points at Purple's chest with an evil grin.
Green:"N-no!!" Green, between groans of pain, crawls towards them trying to reach them, Poison kicks him hard and takes his sword stepping hard on his leg making Green scream in pain even more.Eraser laughs, she throws Purple to the ground next to Green, the one in navy blue takes Purple and drags him close to Green and plunges his sword into their leg until he reaches the ground, making Purple scream in pain. "STOP!!! stop..." Green and Purple start crying, both in pain and afraid of what these monsters can do...
Eraser:"woooon, that's cute! You know, friendship is one of the things that make you so useless and pathetic... That's why I made some changes to your little orange friend..." The two's eyes widen, She can't be talking about the Sec... She laughs seeing their discredited reaction. She knows from the front, showing the vision that horrifies Green and Purple... Second, with glowing white eyes and a hood around them...
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Green:"Sec..." Green starts crying, "what did they did to you Sec..."
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mazoie · 1 year
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Happy New Year's!!
I wrote an iruazz fic just for new year's, since i'm so generous it's on my A03 (Android_User) as 'Flowers in the Night Sky' :D i'll put it here too cuz why not (there will be a sequel btw)
"Oh, come on Azzy dear, let your mother come with you!" Amaryllis complained. There was a school event going on, as well as parents being encouraged to join. Alice dreaded whenever the invitations reached her.
"Mother, I've expressed very clearly that I'd like to keep this affair classified. I don't need you messing up my plans." He groaned. Although his words only seemed to make Amaryllis more ecstatic. She poked at him in a playful manner, now wearing a familiar condescending, grinning look.
"Huhu, what kind of plans do you have in mind, Alice?" He could feel the haunting energy radiating from his mother as shivers ran down his spine.
 Alice flustered, turning away, "They're not important. I'm just going there with Iruma-sama."
His mother laughed at her son's reaction, "Oh, but alright," Amaryllis sighed in fake despair. She wished she could cause mischief with the 'Iruma' that he spoke of so often, but that time would sadly have to wait. "Go have fun, dear." Alice who was already out the door, waved goodbye and began flying to Babyls.
'I was almost forced to bring her along...I've got to be more careful. For Master Iruma's sake.' Alice resolved, arriving at the school. He couldn't see Iruma in the sea of demons, until he saw the shine of bright blue hair shouting his name. Excitement filling him to the brim, Asmodeus went over to him. He was sitting at a picnic table, and likely inviting him to sit as well.
"Heya, Azz!" Iruma greeted with a smile, patting the spot across from him. "Hello," Alice bowed, returning his grin and sitting, "I hope you weren't waiting long, Iruma-sama."
The boy sitting opposite to him shook his head, "I only got here a few minutes ago, it's really fine," He cringed, remembering something. Alice noticed, taking on a sympathetic look. "Are you feeling alright?"
Iruma shook his head, smiling wearily. "I'm fine, don't worry. Grandpa made me use the carriage, heh. So I'm pretty early."
Alice nodded, internally smiling to the mental image of Iruma arriving in a carriage flustered, using his school bag to cover his face. "What do you wanna do first?" Iruma asked, looking around the bright festivities around him. It caught Alice off guard, so he had to think for a few beats of silence.
"I—"
A loud bang erupted, interrupting the two. "Looks like they started the fireworks show," Iruma laughed dryly. The pink-haired demon nodded, tempted to share his inappropriate smile. The festival was supposed to last until midnight, since school would resume the next day at 6am. It made Alice nervous, since Clara said she wouldn't be able to come earlier that school day. On the inside, he was ecstatic.
"I suppose so," Alice smiled brightly. Iruma's stomach growling made them look in the sky for a second firework, before looking at each other for less than a second and bursting into laughter.
"Sounds like you're hungry, Iruma-sama. How about we go to some of the food stands?" Alice suggested, getting up. 
Iruma nodded, smiling. "Food sounds good!"
They walked to and bought out almost all of the food-related stands there were at the festival before Iruma was full, enjoying themselves each step of the way. The shorter male tried to help get Alice over his fear (in his words, 'disdain') of fish, to no avail. He tried feeding him some of his grilled salmon he'd gotten earlier, to which Asmodeus declined almost straightaway.
"Apologies Iruma-sama, but I don't think I should..." Alice laughed, Iruma joining soon after.
As they saw the different attractions, they slowly grew apart, deciding to split apart to see separate things and go report back to the other as soon as demonly possible. 'How noble of Iruma-sama, not being afraid to take charge in seizing what he wants! Oh, how I'll miss him.' 
Alice wandered the stands by himself, uninterested.
He skimmed past stands with games and events he'd much rather do with Iruma than by himself. Shooting games, fishing games, devidol-inspired games and such. Eventually, he strolled down an alley—much to the dismay of his instincts. Alice's boredom was truly getting to the best of him.
He'd probably subconsciously wandered down this specific alley since as Alice crept closer, he began to hear voices from further down. 'Weird,' he thought to himself, growing cautious.
Alice Asmodeus decided to go check out two hushed voices in the back of a dark alley late at night.
"Gaap--like--" So Gaap is here? Who's talking to him?  He scooted closer.
"Sorry, I just--love--" And closer.
"I--too, Agares--" Agares and Gaap? So it's the two of them. He finally neared the corner, being able to hear their full sentences.
"I'm glad. I, uh, it's embarrassing but I thought you didn't like me back." Wait...what?
"Don't worry about it! Though, I wonder what made you think to tell me here." Alice decided to leave, since it wasn't his business. But seeing the two confess to each other...
Now he had a plan.
"Hello, Iruma-sama!" Alice greeted, waving him over. "I hope you've been enjoying yourself! Is there anything else you'd like to do here?"
Iruma nodded, beaming. "Do you think the fireworks show is still going on? It sounds like a lot of fun, and we heard it earlier! I hope we didn't miss it." He rambled, unknowingly going just as Alice had hoped.
He put his hand on his chin briefly, to give the impression he was thinking. Although it made Alice feel bad that he had to lie to Iruma, he knew it was for the greater good. As he was startled by distant booms in the sky, Alice took Iruma's hand and started searching for a good viewing spot.
"Azz, what, uh, what exactly are you doing?" Iruma asked, being dragged across the school grounds.
"Apologies, Iruma-sama, but I have something important to tell you," He paused, feeling himself flush as he realized the severity of what he was actually about to do. "And I need to say it...privately. If you don't mind."
Iruma stayed silent the rest of the walk, sending Asmodeus mixed signals. He didn't know about the butterflies stirring in the shorter male's stomach that dried his mouth up and clogged his throat. 'What is he trying to say?' Iruma thought to himself, biting the inside of his cheek. 
"...We're here." Alice mumbled with his eyes unintentionally closed, fidgeting with his red fingernails. After opening his eyes again, he saw Iruma staring at him with big, expectant eyes. 
Alice melted.
"Now, the thing I wanted to tell you-" He stuttered, almost jumping at the sudden noise of a firework blasting off and interrupting him. Asmodeus tensed as he opened his mouth to continue speaking, but when he saw the glittering excitement in his eyes while watching them bloom, he relaxed.
'This is a pretty extensive firework.' Alice thought offhandedly. An idea popped into his mind, making him all the more embarrassed. 'With the next big one, I'll just get it over with. Saying it to him without him hearing would put me at ease, at least for a little while.'
Before he knew it, a gigantic firework lit up where they sat, as well as the sky. Alice took a deep breath, and prepared himself.
"Iruma-sama, I," He pushed the words out, no matter how flustered he'd become. "I like you. I admire you so much, and for a long time, I've always thought that it's gone past the lines of friendship. I know that you probably just think of me as your, uh, friend, but I just wanted you to know that I'm in love with you, Iruma-sama."
Unexpectedly, a red-in-the-face Iruma turned to him, seeming speechless. His mouth opened and closed repeatedly, fishing for the right words to say.
"Azz, I—"
He was interrupted by another bright flower, blossoming in the night sky.
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Hello
Would you be willing to add the descriptive text underneath the brothers keeper AU pictures? My computer is not allowing me to know what the photos say.
Oof sorry for that issue. My compromise lately has been to put shorter descriptions of simple drawings under the pic and the description for comics in the ALT text because they're so dang long. But I gather that's still an issue, huh.
I guess I can start putting it under a read more? I know that's annoying in its own right, but they're so long I don't know what else to do
As for the most recent story post, I'm afraid I can't currently mess with it because it's at the center of an open ticket with tumblr support staff. If you've noticed the original post acting funky, with various pieces disappearing or reappearing, including the ALT text, that's why. I was trying to fix a technical issue myself before getting staff involved. I will have to look into adjusting the image description once the ticket is resolved. The ALT text should be functioning for now, but that doesn't mean it always plays nice with everyone's devices, so for now, I'll post the description here:
[IMAGE ID: Page one of a black and white comic for the Brother's Keeper Owl House AU. PANEL 1: In the foreground, Belos' gauntleted hand grasps the arm of his throne. "Emperor Belos!" Calls Kikimora. At the far end of the throne room, she enters through the enormous door with Caleb in his wheelchair. PANEL 2: "I have brought Lord Metanoy to answer your summons," she says. Her clothes and hair are in disarray, marred by tooth marks, and her expression is exasperated. Beside her Caleb is pristine in a formal tunic and half-cape, mirroring Belos' robes. He sits with arms crossed, glowering. PANEL 3: Belos, wearing his horned mask, sits on his throne atop a raised dais at the end of a long carpet. The throne room is cavernous and filled with pipes and clockwork. Scouts line the room, standing at attention. Off to one side, one of the scouts is pushing a cart bearing a crystal ball. Kikimora and Caleb stop before the throne. "Very good. You are dismissed," says Belos. "And take all the guards with you; I want to be alone with my brother." Kikimora bows. "Of course, Emperor Belos." PANEL 4: "Giving Kikimora trouble again I see," Belos says, his eyes behind his mask looking vaguely annoyed. Caleb shrugs. "I don't know what you mean. Any good assistant should know that madmen bite." Behind them, the scouts leave through the door, leaving behind the cart bearing the crystal ball.
PANEL 5: "I hope you had a good reason to have your little lapdog lackey drag me all the way down here." Caleb complains, glowering over his shoulder, presumably at Kikimora's back. Belos is standing up now and raising his staff, casting a spell. "Hmm," he says. /End ID] [Image ID: Page two. PANEL 1: Caleb looks up as the ripples of the spell pass over his head. "A silence spell? What did you bring me here for that you don't want overheard?" PANEL 2: "There was highly unusual visitor at the Coven Convention today," answers Belos. He is walking down the stairs to his throne to join Caleb below. Caleb is twisted in his chair to watch the crystal ball, which has just turned on. It is projecting an image in the air of Perry Porter announcing a news report. "Extra excitement today at this year's Coven Convention with the outbreak of, not one, but TWO witch's duels!" exclaims Perry. "The second duel was a battle between Head Coven Leader Lilith Clawthorne and the Owl Lady." PANEL 3: A close-up of Caleb, unhappy. "The Clawthorne sisters fought?" "However," continues Perry off-screen, "the true interest lies with the FIRST duel." PANEL 4: "Reports confirm that one of the two duelists was not a witch at all, but a HUMAN." The projected image shows Luz, nervous, fists clenched, at the center of the convention center arena. PANEL 5" "A HUMAN?!" cries Caleb. His eyes have gone wide with shock. Belos stands beside him. "After all these years, another human on the Boiling Isles," he says, "And there's something else." /End ID]
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mdhwrites · 8 months
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Swimsuit Chapter Ideas for Rich Witch Silliness
I watched a video about swimsuit issues for Superhero comics and it made me hum about Rich Witch. Not so much how to do cheesecake with them, they're fifteen after all, but like what sort of stories I could tell with them, especially bouncing between different tones. Azu: Honestly, her having a complete nervous breakdown over what sort of swimsuit to do would be a lot of fun. Swimsuits can give off so many different vibes for a girl after all that her not wanting to imply the wrong thing could easily give her a panic attack, not helped by the fact that most swimsuits still present some amount of warmth. Finally, she decides to go with a sarong for modesty, a bikini top that isn't too flashy to still portray confidence and then black gloves to give some amount of coldness to her. To, you know, mostly sit under an umbrella because as an ice demon, she is literally uncomfortable baking on the sand. Daina: She goes with shorts and a t-shirt because she still needs her pockets for any odds and ends she wants to pick up and the like... Or that's her plan before she thinks of the movies she's seen (meant to be like 90s movies from our time) and what they do at beaches and having her own issues as she bounces between each girl to try and hit on them or be suave or the like and falling on her face before getting told to just breathe and enjoy herself. Blaire: She goes with the most conservative of the actual swimsuits with a one piece and sunhat... And an illusion necklace to hide who she is because while Azu's rep makes people afraid of her, she is swarmed by regular people normally. Out at a beach and looking available? Not exactly the best time for the dryad who mostly wants to just enjoy the sun. Pythia: She's the only one in a bikini! Much to even her girlfriend's surprise! She is usually fairly reserved and modest and the like so why is she dressed like this? Because of the sad fact that for once it gets her positive attention from others and she's trying to be confident. It still sucks for her as she's not wholly comfortable with it and so Blaire, being a good girlfriend, swaps the illusion stone with her from time to time to help her breathe and get a break
And finally Igni. The girl who knows what she's got and will flaunt it at all times. The girl who is a literal hellfire demon. Who is more than good in the sand.
And she is actually nowhere to be seen by anyone. Finally everyone tries to figure out where she is, fails and then finally asks Azu where she might be. Azu says that's easy: Behind them. When they turn around, they can't see her until Igni, in full camo, lifts her head up, glares at them, and then goes back to stealth. After all, the beach is a giant, open space where they don't have any of their guards, at least not on the beach, so as not to panic the regular people. So she's doing her duty as a knight and keeping an eye out on all of them, though mostly Azu as usual.
And on a side/personal note: This is the sort of thing I wish I could do more often. Not pitching the silly idea but just, you know, doing a silly, promotional side arc theoretically because I want to. It's the sort of thing I theoretically should be able to do with how prolific I am but, well... There's a reason I haven't finished a single project this entire year so far and that hurts a LOT for me.
So for now, I hope you enjoyed the silly ramblings about a couple of my characters. A reminder that if you want to, my asks are open about my stories and the like if you want to know more about them and what not. Anyways, have a good day and until next tale.
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Congrats on your milestone Zuzu! 🎉 At first I didn't think I'd join the event because I really had no idea of what to send, but then it hit me. I feel like months ago everyone brainrotted on the concept of mean!Kazuha and it brought even more people to your writing works, so I think it might be cool if we could "turn back time" for this event! I don't have anything particular in mind if not a drabble w possessive mean Kazu.. but since we all like bites it'd be cool if you know... Kazuha and lovebites...
Anyways, have a good day!
🌿 — love (bites) !
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✧ — pairing: mean!kazuha x gn!reader
✧ — format: hc/drabble
✧ — warnings: slightly suggestive content
✧ — tags: fluff (?), angst, slightly suggestive content (marking), implied feelings of possessiveness (kazuha), unrequited love, kazuha's a little bit of an asshole
✧ — notes: a little blast from the past, i like it! so this is a... special kind of mean!kazuha that sorta popped in my brain. you kinda gotta squint to see how fucked up this is. i really hope you like it,,, and that it makes sense .. uh, reblogs and reactions are appreciated <3
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“kaedehara kid got you good, didn't he?”
"what?" you stop eating and face juza, whose brows are raised with what you assume is amazement. why would he say something like that now? you haven't seen kazuha all day. "what do you mean?"
juza points to a spot on your neck and then to your waist, where your shirt is starting to ride up, exposing your skin. "they're faint, but i can still see the bruises he gave you." juza's face becomes clouded with concern. "must've been painful, huh?"
you nearly choke. you shove your shirt down to hide the bruise and bring a hand up to cover your neck with a nervous laugh. "uh, yeah! he's just, uh..." you scramble to think of an explanation. "very competitive. i beat him a few times, so he got a little riled up. nothing serious, though."
"i didn't peg him as the aggressive type... then again, we still don't know much about him." juza sighs. "you're the only person he really talks to on this ship, kid."
bullshit, you think. "is that right..?"
"sure is. look, i get that you two are sparring partners, but take it easy on each other, okay?" juza clamps a hand down on your shoulder, an easy-going smile crossing his face. it's so easy to lower your guard around this guy. "if you see kaedehara kid today, get him back for those bruises, okay? give 'em hell."
it must be nice to be so in the dark about the truth. you mirror his smile nonetheless. "i will." juza soon departs with a wave, leaving you to your devices. you wait until he's far away enough before you dart into your cabin and move your hand from your neck.
now that you're looking closer, it's a good thing you chose to wear this shirt today. the bruise on your neck that juza was referring to was only one of many that kazuha had left a few days prior. he really was a little rougher with you that day than usual -- he said something about only letting him pick on you and no one else. whatever that meant. you're about to inspect your other bruises when someone raps their knuckles on your door gently. you fix your clothing and head over to open it.
and who else but kazuha would be standing at your door? so much for a peaceful day.
"oh. you." you deadpan. truthfully, your heart is starting to pick up speed, but you're not sure why -- you're afraid you might be anticipating what usually happens whenever he shows up at your door. "what do you want?"
kazuha makes a faux wounded expression. "no proper greeting, songbird? have you lost your manners?"
"bite me." you shoot back.
kazuha raises an eyebrow. "so you're asking for it this time?" he chuckles, the sound low. "this is a new change of pace."
"that's not what i meant, and you know it." you scoff. you march further into your room and plop onto your bed. there's really no point in turning him away; he'll either stay in your doorway or let himself in anyways, which he does. he stands close by you, his lips still quirked with an irritating hint of amusement. you don't like the way he looks at you -- at least you don't think you do. kazuha is pretty and it's probably the most irritating thing about him.
kazuha crosses his arms. "i overheard juza telling you to, and i quote, 'give me hell'." he looks far too entertained by the thought. "do you plan on following through?"
you think of the faded bruises on your skin. "maybe i should," you grunt, "since you're so bent on giving me hell." your aggression wavers just a bit on your next sentence. "did you really have to make the... the bruises so dark?"
"you can call them hickies, songbird."
"hell no. hickies are given to me by people i actually like."
there's finally a crack in kazuha's visage. he opens his mouth but quickly shuts it. there's silence. whether it's a comfortable one or not, you have no idea. kazuha's next words are a bit soft. "and who has given you hickies in the past?" you eye him warily, but answer anyways. he just hums and nods as he savors the information. "i see."
"why are you here, kazuha?" you finally ask. "what do you want?"
kazuha shrugs, the motion fluid. "originally, my plan was to suggest that we spar. i wanted to see if you would try to put me in my place." he pauses. autumn eyes zero in on you, sending a shiver down your spine. "but i'm reconsidering that."
you recognize the look he's giving you -- that look, like he's trying to devour you whole. it renders you speechless. your neck prickles with heat as kazuha makes his way over and sits beside you. like always, you don't put up much of a fight as he brings his bandaged hand to cup your jaw. kazuha hums again, this time sounding dismayed. "they really are fading, aren't they?"
"you better not." you threaten lowly. your words are harsh and cold, but they somehow still hold no bite.
"and why not?"
"people talk." it's not really that you don't want them to, it's more that you like it when they do. you wish you could be more assertive at a time like this -- if you were, you'd probably stop dancing around the truth. "they'll think we're..." together, you almost say.
kazuha picks up on your meaning right away, but your words affect him in a way you're unfamiliar with. his lashes flutter ever so slightly and something vulnerable flashes across his face. he wipes it up almost immediately, his usual smugness returning to his face.
"is that so unpleasant a thought?" he leans in and brushes his nose against the sensitive part of your neck. "they're bound to think that we're together by now, don't you think? you let me into your room..." his teeth gently tug on your skin, making you jump. "you let me touch you like this..."
it's not unpleasant. gods, it was never unpleasant to begin with, but it's plain as day that kazuha thinks of you as a fucking joke. he does this so often -- tugs you under the waves of affection and treats you like a lover only to turn around and agitate you to the brink of tears within the same day. he revels in your tears -- he's told you once before. kazuha thinks of you as his own personal plaything; one that he can do with as he pleases and stake his claim on.
and you, being the fool that you are, allow him to.
you put up a fight -- and a pretty damn good one, really -- but your heart isn't in it. it never is. you've been a sucker for kazuha from day one. sometimes you think he feels the same way; from the way he bandages you up to the way he'll subtly share his food with you when you want more but are too shy to speak up about it. but then he does this; this fake display of infatuation, this constant marking whenever you do something with someone he doesn't like or say something too smart for his liking.
it's too much, you think as kazuha's lips start to press firmer against your neck. but if this is all you can get from him, then...
kazuha blows on your skin and laughs when you jump. "you're not listening to me, are you?"
"why should i ever listen to you?" you shoot back.
"it's in your best interest to do so." kazuha's hands find rest on your waist, his fingers slipping under your shirt and brushing over a sore spot. you shudder. "i wouldn't want to hurt you again, pretty thing." he presses his fingers into your skin, making you hiss with pain.
"shut the fuck up." you seethe. "you're an asshole."
kazuha hums. always with the humming. always so serene, even when he's got you in the palm of his hand. he's silent for a moment. then: "maybe you're right." he sounds almost solemn. you can feel his breath warm against your skin. "but you... you are my canvas. and i believe a new painting is in order."
you don't miss the emphasis he puts on the word my. it's poetic. it'd even be romantic if this whole situation wasn't so...
your thought are halted when kazuha suddenly starts to suck on your neck. the action startles you; your mouth drops open in a gasp and your hands fly to his shoulders, but he doesn't budge. he lowers you to lay on your back and moves with you, his mouth never leaving your skin. once you're laid down, he pulls away for a moment to just look at you.
"i fucking hate you." you grumble. at the very least, you can still put up a fight.
kazuha huffs a laugh under his breath. what is it that he finds so funny about you? "so you say." he murmurs. "then stop me." when you falter, he just smiles. "of course you can't." he eases back down and continues his assualt on your neck.
all you can do is muffle your gasps and sighs. maybe he knows how you feel. maybe, you think as he soothes the sting of a fresh mark with his tongue, just maybe, he knows how badly you want this to stop. how badly you want this to become real.
you bring a hand up to tug at kazuha's hair hard when he bites you too hard. he chuckles and continues what he was doing.
or maybe he just likes seeing you squirm. because at the end of the day, whether you like it or not, you're his. and he knows that.
...perhaps lovebites is a better word to describe the purples and reds left on your skin.
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✦ and we're back to being super nervous again,,, i rlly hope this is okay!
✦ it ended up being angst, which... was not the original plan? i dunno, this is just how i see this kind of thing playing out with mean!kazuha.. he has his moments where he's just so gentle with you, but you can never be sure if he actually likes you or if he's just doing this to mess with your head (the answer is both). this is a special type of mean!kazuha, i guess!
✦ like the title says, love fucking bites, dude. this kind of love hurts.
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Alivebur Has A Crush Analysis
Alivebur is a character who has been through the highs and lows of life. We have seen him lead, we have seen him fall, and we have seen him come back and try his best. What we have not previously seen, however, is Alivebur in love. In the last few streams from his POV, his interactions with Quackity have stepped into the realm of possibility that to Alivebur, this is more than a simple rivalry. Therefore, this analysis will explore Alivebur's possible crush on Quackity by going through the streams to show development, and looking in depth at expressions.
The Book
When Alivebur takes the Project Nevadas book from the chest, he regards it and Quackity's name softly, sounding emotional, almost like he's on the verge of tears - especially as he says 'my kinsman':
“Quackity… My, my old rival! My… my kinsman. We’ve been through a lot, we went through a lot together. And I- And I-” - (Wilbur’s resurrected gentleman of L'manburg: 1:02:11, 5th May)
It's a very emotional line, and truly the first time during the 5th May stream that Alivebur seems genuinely comfortable, suggesting that this is the first time he realises that Quackity is the only one (from his perspective) who isn't afraid of who he was before he died.
Furthermore, it suggests this is where he first gets the hope that Quackity sees him as human.
He even reads the book with a gentle tone, suggesting that he thinks Quackity wrote it with a softness.
In the 31st May stream, Alivebur still has the book on him, and keeps the contents to himself, at first, stopping midsentence as he begins to read it to Tommy.
“Let me read you the book, let me read you the book. ‘My dearest friend, Wilbur’. Uh. And then there’s just some other stuff.” – (Wilbur’s A Deck of Cards with a Green Smile on them: 14:53, 31st May)
Due to him having no idea he was going to be up against Quackity yet, it is likely he kept it to himself because it was too personal to share - only later showing it to Tommy as a plea to why he shouldn't join Quackity.
In between reading the first part and uttering 'uh', Alivebur opens his mouth to say more, but no words come out. As if he couldn't physically read it.
Then he goes on to 'read' Tommy the book, except he makes up the contents. What is interesting here, is how he seems to slip:
“It says: ‘My dearest friend, Wilbur. I’ve really missed seeing you. Come to Project Nevadas. Your best friend, Quackity.’ He’s not my best friend, Tommy, don’t worry, that would be you.” – (Wilbur’s A Deck of Cards with a Green Smile on them: 16:28, 31st May)
Tommy has pushed him for what's inside the book, so Alivebur 'gives in' and starts to read it, coming up with what he's saying on the fly. The slip? 'Your best friend', we know in the 25th July stream that one of Alivebur's goals seems to be Quackity being his friend, making this line all the more obvious that this is something Alivebur wants, to be Quackity's friend, and to be on his side.
When he gets rejected from Las Nevadas, he opens up the book like he's trying to make sense of it:
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Because Alivebur took it as a call, took it as an invitation to join Quackity and be on his side - something that Alivebur seems to want. Perhaps because it would be a place to belong, a side to stand with, someone to stand alongside who isn't afraid of him.
Hence why he was petty and challenged Quackity, because he was rejected by the only person who Alivebur thinks regards him as a human.
Alivebur keeps the book on him in the following stream, Healthy Competition. Where, in the middle of talking to Phil, while looking in his inventory, he gets distracted by the book, losing track of what he was saying as he looks at it:
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This suggests that Alivebur is keeping the book on him because it's precious, and because he's yearning. It isn't something he's keeping safe in an Ender chest like he used to do with history books, but rather something he's keeping on him, almost like he's keeping it close to his heart.
It's personal, enough to distract him in the middle of a conversation in a way we haven't seen from Alivebur before.
When he's making plans, he doesn't get distracted easily, usually sticking to the point, but here, he trails off in the middle of a sentence, pulls the book into his hand, struggles to open it, and looks for just a second before putting it away.
It's definitely not something that Alivebur would do at all, and is certainly new. Which, in turn, heavily suggests a crush because it is something we've never seen before.
Later in the stream, as Alivebur tosses the named steaks over to Ranboo, Alivebur pulls the book into his hand again. His expression drops almost, he stops in a sense, eyes dipping down. There's a sadness this time:
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Like a sad longing. Perhaps the book is a reminder too, of what he truly wants, to be alongside Quackity, to be his dearest friend like it says.
While Alivebur doesn't look at the book in the 3rd and 4th Aug streams, he does still have it on him, showing that he does indeed keep it on him at all times. Evidently, the book is very important to him.
Therefore, due to all this, it can be heavily suggested from the book alone that Alivebur has a crush. Keeping it on him at all times, regarding it softly, being unable to share the contents at first, looking at it with a longing or a sad yeaning, all show that the book is precious to him in a way that proves feelings.
The Crush Question
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When Alivebur talks about how Quackity challenged him, calling the look in his eyes cool - before then admitting that he almost called it hot, Tommy proceeds to ask if Alivebur has a crush, to which Alivebur says:
“I have a complicated relationship with Big Q, but I don’t think it’s at that level yet.” – (Wilbur’s A Deck of Cards with a Green Smile on them: 44:55, 31st May)
There is a lot to this line, for example, 'complicated relationship' suggests, within this context, that he's referring to their very colourful past, where they were political rivals, allies, perhaps friends, and also almost lovers.
Considering that Alivebur says he doesn't think it's at the level of a crush yet does indeed suggest that he is aware of his attraction and/or feelings for Quackity.
We know from Niki's birthday party that Alivebur had feelings for Quackity then:
“Sometimes, uh, you know, my, my, my feelings towards some people... in this room get the better of me.” - (Karl's Dream SMP with Niki: 1:46:37, 2nd Nov)
During that pause, that ellipsis, Alivebur looks straight at Quackity before continuing. It is clear that at this point he did have feelings, hence why he kissed Quackity, and why later in that stream he sang songs of love and hate to him. Complicated relationship indeed.
So, 'complicated relationship' possibly does refer to all their past, to everything they've been, or almost been. That paired with him thinking his feelings aren't at the level of a crush yet - at this point - does heavily suggest that this is something that is progressing.
Either he will later realise his feelings have gotten to the level of a crush, or that it's been a crush for a while, but the important part here, is the use of 'yet', he's expecting it.
In turn, Alivebur's answer to Tommy's question does suggest the existence of feelings already, as well as Alivebur acknowledging it can become a crush.
Crush Behaviour
In recent streams it has become increasingly evident that Alivebur is behaving like he has a crush already. Even in the first stream where this becomes evident - the 31st May one - he displays signs of a crush.
To begin, one of the most evident signs of a crush from the 31st May stream are the longing sighs:
It's the way he sighs with his whole chest. The way he's trying to speak but sighs instead, as if that's all he can say, as if it conveys everything he feels.
The lines the sighs coincide with are interesting to note too:
“He’s, he’s um, he’s, I guess my, my yang. He’s the yang.” – (Wilbur’s A Deck of Cards with a Green Smile on them: 47:56, 31st May)
The first sigh takes place between 'he's um' and 'he's', and only then gets out what he wants to say, that Quackity's his yang. Which, from that, it can be suggested that the sigh comes from thinking about Quackity as his light, his other half, as something he can't exist without, something like a soulmate. Because that's what 'his yang' suggests on its own, but paired with the sigh, it shows how he's thinking about it, and from the tone, he's also longing for it.
And then there's the line for the second sigh:
“Because when you’ve got people like Quackity over there, who are just- You know, he said it best, I’m not gonna talk shit about him behind his back.” – (Wilbur’s A Deck of Cards with a Green Smile on them: 1:10:00, 31st May)
Here the sigh takes place when Alivebur cuts himself off after the 'just'. It's more of a breathed sigh, and it has a 'aw' sound to it. There is a feeling of more attraction here than longing. He's thinking about Quackity again and then sighs like this, almost in a happy way. It's almost got an amazed feel to it, as if that's how he feels when thinking of Quackity here.
Then he goes on to say he's not gonna talk shit about him behind his back, which also indicates a crush type behaviour, because while he's setting himself up to be Quackity's rival, he stops himself from doing what most would when they're against someone.
The sighs aren't the only part of the 31st May stream that have a crush behaviour feeling to them. This is also clear when Tommy asks if Alivebur and Quackity were kissing.
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He nervously laughs after Tommy asks, and stares at Quackity, with his hand over his mouth. The nervous laugh suggests that Alivebur does feel something towards this question, something positive but guarded, hence his hand over his mouth, and why he stares at Quackity.
And then he deflects. He doesn't answer Tommy's question, he just changes the subject. It's clear from this that he's hiding his true feelings here.
“No, I don’t think I wanna kiss him. It’s um…” – (Wilbur’s A Deck of Cards with a Green Smile on them: 50:29, 31st May)
This is backed up by him saying he doesn't think he wants to kiss Quackity. He clearly has some complicated feelings about it, hence the use of 'think' instead of just leaving it as no.
Evidentially, there is some guarded part of Alivebur that isn't sure what to feel about kissing Quackity, but judging by the use of 'think', and nervously laughing while staring at Quackity after being asked if they were kissing, it seems like he's thought about it.
The next blatant crush behaviour happens in the 25th July stream as Alivebur is talking about how he met up with Quackity:
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The body language here, the way he seems to fiddle with his arms, it's a very nervous thing to do, and since he's talking to Phil here, it suggests he's nervously talking about his crush to his dad.
The full line shows this even more:
“Yeah! I met up with him, and I hadn’t seen him in ages. It was, I’m gonna say it, it was nice. It was a nice time. I- I- It felt good, it felt, uh, you know, he didn’t, he didn’t seem afraid of me, which is cool.” - (Wilbur’s Healthy Competition: 7:38, 25th July)
He begins with that he hadn't seen him in ages, which is especially interesting because this is true of everyone, it's been 13 years for Alivebur, but the way he says it here makes it sound so casual, like it had just been a little while. Perhaps it suggests how human and alive he feels around Quackity.
He goes on to say it was nice, that it felt good, and how it's cool Quackity didn't seem afraid of him. Which suggests even more so of just how human and alive Quackity makes him feel, that he simply had a nice time. Especially with him saying it felt good, which shows how this isn't just an intense rivalry for Alivebur, it's something that makes him feel more positive emotions.
The most damning evidence for Alivebur's crush behaviour, however, comes from when he's waiting for Quackity on the 4th Aug stream.
“Wait here, look, I promise you, just you wait. Just you wait. Ready? Ready? Are you ready? Are- Are you- Are you ready? Um… Uh…” - (Wilbur’s Unhealthy Competition: 11:06, 4th Aug)
He expects Quackity to be there as soon as he is, but when he's not there, Alivebur begins to get nervous, um-ing and uh-ing. After two minutes of waiting around, Alivebur then proceeds to proclaim that he thinks he understands Quackity, and how his brain works, only for him to prove he doesn't give a shit:
“This guy. Ranboo, I swear to god, like I, I feel like I understand him, I feel like I know how his brain works, you know, how his- how the- how the cogs in his mind go. And then he just, and then he just goes and proves that he doesn’t give a shit.” - (Wilbur’s Unhealthy Competition: 12:56, 4th Aug)
The reason this is evident crush behaviour is because Alivebur starts getting self-conscious about how Quackity feels about him after waiting two minutes. He assumes that as soon as he arrives on the border, Quackity will be there instantly.
It's very reminiscent of real life, where some people may get self-conscious if their crush doesn't text them back immediately. Except with Alivebur, instead of a text, he turns up on Las Nevadas's doorstep and expects Quackity to drop anything he's doing to tell him to fuck off.
However, the most blatant part of this piece of evidence is when Quackity asks if they've been waiting long, to which Alivebur replies with:
“Uh, I’ve just arrived, you know, I just arri- I, I haven’t been long for you. I, I wouldn’t- Quackity, you think, you think I’d wait for you?” - (Wilbur’s Unhealthy Competition: 14:35, 4th Aug)
He pretends he's just arrived, trying to act suave, that he wouldn't wait for Quackity, just like how Quackity didn't instantly greet him the minute he turned up. He's brushing it off here, but even he himself knows that he isn't acting as smooth as he would like:
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He glances away as he drinks from the bottle, then closes his eyes, scrunching up his face. It's an embarrassed 'oh god did I really just say that?' type expression. It's the type of expression you would expect to see from someone who feels like they've just embarrassed themself in front of their crush.
That's what is evident here when everything from this scene is put together, that Alivebur is acting like he has a crush.
Finally, the last bit of evidence we have right now that indicates Alivebur is expressing crush behaviour is when he says he feels alive after interacting with Quackity:
“I feel alive, Ranboo, I feel alive. Someone’s looking at me and talking to me! I’m alive, I’m alive! This is great.” - (Wilbur’s Unhealthy Competition: 27:22, 4th Aug)
You may notice here that the 'someone's looking at me' is similar to what cc!Wilbur said from Alivebur's perspective in the recent reddit comment about him (here), that 'no-one even looked at him' before he died. Alivebur is excited, even seeming to be happy, that someone is actually paying attention to him, looking at him, even if it's in a rivalry sense.
And it's only Quackity that makes him feel this way, despite Ranboo being there, talking to him. It suggests that what Alivebur is feeling with Quackity is unique, and makes him feel more than the friendship he has with Ranboo.
Most of all, the excited and stressed 'I feel alive' and 'I'm alive!' not only suggests that just talking to Quackity makes him feel alive, but that it could be making his heart beat faster every time he sees him and interacts with him.
This is implied through the line because to feel alive in this excited sense induces a reaction, and that probable reaction of feeling alive - being excited, suggests his heart is beating faster. This links back to Alivebur having a crush because when a person is around someone they have feelings for, their heart beats faster.
Lastly, in the latter half of the quote, when he says 'I'm alive!', he looks towards Las Nevadas, and sighs in what sounds like a happy tone. This shows that it is indeed Quackity that is making him feel this way.
All in all, everything from the sighs to the way Quackity makes him feel alive, does indeed suggest that Alivebur is displaying crush behaviour towards Quackity, and therefore, indicates that he has a crush.
Homoerotic Tension
Another factor that ties into the evidence that Alivebur has a crush, is the homoerotic tension he has towards and with Quackity.
The most obvious occurrence of this is when Alivebur bites his lip at the idea that Quackity won't like the burger van:
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“So he didn’t like it? He didn’t like you setting up the cookie stand? … Okay. Okay. No, no, no, that’s good.” - (Wilbur’s Healthy Competition: 21:33, 25th July)
As soon as Ranboo says Quackity didn't like it, Alivebur smiles, licks his lips, and then bites his lip.
In this context, there's no anxiousness here, so the only reason he could be biting his lip is because of his attraction to Quackity. A lip bite in this sense means that Alivebur is restraining himself, as well as experiencing desire.
It's a very clear attraction to Quackity, which further shows that he is attracted to him in all senses. This is also a foundation for where his feelings are coming from, and because we know Alivebur's type (he likes a challenge and thought the look in Quackity's eyes was hot when he challenged him), it becomes evident that the lip bite is a reaction to the idea of Quackity being angry at him.
And in the 4th Aug stream, this is explicitly said:
“When you smashed the window and blew up the wall? I’d be pissed, and I bet he is, dude.” - (Wilbur’s Unhealthy Competition: 7:20, 4th Aug)
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“Ohh boy! Ha ha ha ha, ha! Oh, this is good, this is- this is exactly what I want. Did you see how- Dude, dude, Ranboo, he was trying act like I didn’t get to him.” - (Wilbur’s Unhealthy Competition: 26:47, 4th Aug)
Therefore, due to Alivebur expecting Quackity to be pissed, and him saying it's exactly what he wants after interacting with him, it's clear that him smiling and biting his lip after hearing that Quackity didn't like the cookie stand, comes from wanting Quackity to be angry with him, and so, links into his type, proving his attraction to him.
This links back to his possible crush because a lip bite like this definitely isn't an expression someone would make about a friend or just a rival. Which means it's explicitly attraction to Quackity, and further suggests that him having a crush on him is very possible.
Another notable moment that shows tension in this sense is when Alivebur says Quackity is a hard man to refuse.
“But I get it, I get it, you know, Quackity… He’s a, he’s a hard man to refuse.” - (Wilbur’s Unhealthy Competition: 24:09, 4th Aug)
The reason this suggests homoerotic tension and attraction is because of what 'he's a hard man to refuse' suggests. It's as if Alivebur is saying to Quackity that he can't say no to him, which shows how he is drawn to him. It also suggests that if Quackity were to ask something of Alivebur, he would do it, as he can't refuse him easily/can't say no.
The most interesting part about this is how Alivebur has never been manipulated or persuaded by Quackity, and therefore, in Alivebur's case, this sentiment is coming from their history, and possibly refers to the rivalry they have always had. Alivebur didn't refuse Quackity from running against him during the election era, and he eagerly gunned for a rivalry once he was rejected from Las Nevadas.
All of this indicates that Alivebur saying Quackity is a hard man to refuse has romantic connotations to it and suggests attraction to him.
Overall, the homoerotic tension, and Alivebur's attraction shows how it's very likely a crush has built off this foundation, and suggests why Alivebur is so drawn to Quackity.
Conclusion
In conclusion, Alivebur has a crush due to the way he talks about and interacts with Quackity. It is clear in the way he holds the book close and regards it softly and with a longing, and how he doesn't think his feelings are at the level of a crush yet, as if he fully expects it to happen. Additionally, his yearning sighs, the way he nervously laughs as Tommy asks if they kissed, his body language when he talks to Phil about him, and how he attempts to act smooth in front of Quackity only to be embarrassed by what he said, all suggest he's behaving like he has a crush. Furthermore, biting his lip when thinking of Quackity and saying he's a hard man to refuse show his attraction, and therefore, his likely crush. Overall, Alivebur has a crush due to all these factors.
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