#its not really? but im tagging it anyways bc its 1:45 am and i make poor decisions
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Actually you know what, hot take because I was talking about MOGAI discourse earlier: discourse around media (such as “anti” behavior) can be just as harmful to kids as MOGAI labels. Not in the same way of course, the only similarity they have is that they both come from a place of good intent.
To preface this before you read my first paragraph and go off on me: I am an anti. I am a minor. I have been an anti for years. I’m talking from my experiences as well as things I’ve observed on this website. Also, if you call yourself an anti-anti or think anti discourse is stupid or whatever, stop reading this right now because you’re not welcome here. This is not arguing that anti mentality is bad - no, anti mentality should be the norm. I’m just exploring the possibility that it can be toxic to kids to engage heavily in this topic. It is not toxic for kids to be antis, especially if they don’t engage in discourse, and it is NOT the kid’s fault for being dragged into it. It’s 100% the fault of all the weird adults and older teens who normalize this kind of shit. I’m simply recording how older antis (which, I could consider myself one despite being a minor) can create a toxic environment for minors as well.
Okay? Alright.
I’ve been thinking a lot about how I express myself and my views on media lately. I won’t get into details of how that came about, and honestly if you think you know the reason you don’t actually know the full story because I’ve discussed this with multiple people now. Some context: I’m not a naturally angry person. I have a tendency to sound very angry while ranting about things in media, because I have a strong sense of justice, a passion for fictional media that I hate seeing botched like that, and I have a shitty way of wording things. I’ve realized lately though, that what could’ve started as me overreacting about my annoyance from something (I honestly don’t remember at this point, because of how deeply ingrained this behavior has been into me) has turned into legitimate rage.
I don’t like being angry. I feel very, very bad when I’m angry. It’s honestly worse than the lowest lows of my depression for me. Anger isn’t a common emotion for me and it makes me uncomfortable, especially because I feel like I could easily hurt someone while I’m worked up. And I don’t like feeling like that. Anger pretty much makes all my mental illnesses/disorders get worked up into a tizzy and makes me feel Bad.
There’s honestly not a single thing I go into not scanning for something to nitpick. Normally it’s just a shitpost, because I’ve tried to streamline what I watch to the few things that don’t make me mad (namely kids cartoons) so there’s nothing to really get that worked up about. But when I try to watch any anime, which I enjoy when im sad btw because absorbing myself in complex fictional worlds and continuous storylines is very therapeutic to me, hoo boy...
Do you see the problem? There aren’t enough Steven Universes in the world to satisfy my crave for content while also avoiding anything that ticks me off. Hell, at this point at Steven Universe I dont even know whats going on so I’m kind of just there for the ride, but at least it doesn’t do anything as horrendous as most of the anime I’ve seen. I may be able to pick up some silly situational cartoons like We Bare Bears that are fine, but a lot of those don’t interest me too much - and go back to the peak of action cartoons and there’s a lot of equally questionable stuff to most PG13-rated anime nowadays.
What I’m doing right now, the way I’m processing media right now, is not a good thing. Is it Horikoshi’s fault for creating Mineta that I feel this way? Yes, 100%; I have a right to feel indignant about a sexual assaulter being promoted in such a way. But can I do anything about Horikoshi creating Mineta? No, no I cannot, except hopefully advocate in the future for the banishment of pedophilic undertones in media. But right now? I’m a kid. I can’t even vote yet. I could protest, but where? Who would care? I don’t have a car anyways, also I’d get heat stroke. I can yell about it online but I’m not yelling about it to anyone who needs to hear it, I’m just reminding good people that shitty people Exist.
There’s nothing I can do, so for my sake, I need to try to calm down about it. I need to stop myself when I start to get angry, not go on a rant - or go on a rant just to get it out of my system, but hopefully work to the point where I dont have to rant every time it happens. I can just roll my eyes and move the fuck along.
But I see people, namely older antis (usually around my age or a little older? Maybe college-aged), act like this stuff is good, act like this stuff is okay. They tell 13 yr olds and 14 yr olds that this is how they should process media, that they need to deconstruct media every time they watch it to be aware of who they’re supporting.
Stop that. I agree that awareness is good, but you’re going to make these kids self-destruct any time they try to enjoy something. There’s a difference between acknowledging flaws and still enjoying something anyways, and the overanalyzing shit that Tumblr encourages. And you’re putting this shit on KIDS! Literal kids! You’re acting like it’s kids’ responsibility to identify problematic stuff in media! IT’S NOT!
Saying that it is is like saying I, personally, am responsible for global warming because we own a van and a hybrid car instead of two electric cars. That’s not true; even if I became a forest creature I wouldn’t make a dent in global warming. The people controlling it are the people at the top of the food chain - the rich. Honestly living in california has taught me that poor people get fucked over at the expense of the rich; sure we’re democratic, but tell that to the people who cant water their lawns bc the water bill is too high because of a “drought” that’s been artificially created by poor resources and rich people in malibu or w/e over-watering their lawns.
Kids can be antis because it helps them protect themselves. But for god’s sake, don’t act like kids have to analyze every piece of media they come across. Nobody has to do that, it’s not healthy for anyone, but it’s ESPECIALLY not healthy for kids. Don’t guilt trip them for not giving up BNHA because of Mineta.
Be fucking careful with your words; your intentions may be good, but your results may not be.
Once again “anti-anti”s/anyone who supports that kinda shit don’t interact, this post isn’t for you. This post isn’t about how anti community is inherently toxic; it’s about how you created a potentially toxic counter-movement because of your even more toxic behavior. You’re far worse than the people I’m talking about in this post. You created them. Also fuck you.
#stormy speaks#ship critical#fandom critical#anti discourse#anti#mogai discourse#ace discourse#its not really? but im tagging it anyways bc its 1:45 am and i make poor decisions
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dig deeper tag game
thank you so much to one of my favorite people ever @goldenfive for tagging me in this q&a. ilysm! xx
1. Do you prefer writing with a black pen or a blue pen?
black gel pen is my go-to!
2. Would you prefer to live in the country or in the city?
in the city. i love the feeling of everything all bustling, busy, and lit-up around me.
3. If you could learn a new skill, what would it be?
this is going to sound sort of weird but i’ve been really tempted to learn lockpicking lately? so i’ll say that haha!
4. do you drink your tea/coffee with sugar?
........yes, a lot of sugar. probably “too much” sugar.
5. What was your favourite book as a child?
i hadn’t thought about this series in ages but i loved The Land of Elyon series and also Dealing with Dragons.
6. Do you prefer baths or showers?
showers! my old roommate loved baths and so i tried to get into them but its just not my thing.
7. If you could be a mythical creature, which one would you be?
something with magical powers!
8. Paper or electronic books?
i always say that i prefer paper but... when was the last time I actually read a hardcopy book? i have no idea. so truthfully, electronic.
9. What is your favourite item of clothing?
an oversized hawaiian style shirt with a Brave (like the disney/pixar movie) inspired design
10. Do you like your name? Would you like to change it?
i used to not really like it but now i do. (Teachers also always used to say things like “wow your parents named you serena and you really are so serene!” so that’s probably a factor).
11. Who is a mentor to you?
i’m not sure actually? I guess my professor is.
12. Would you like to be famous? If so, what for?
not really! i dont really like attention and overthink everything so i think if i were famous i’d just be stressin over every detail of everything all the time.
13. Are you a restless sleeper?
nope! i’m a very deep sleeper.
14. Do you consider yourself to be a romantic person?
not really? i love the concept of romance and enjoy romantic movies/books/fics but when it comes to real life I feel like making things super romantic also adds a lot of pressure so i’d rather just be chill
15. Which element best represents you?
everyone says water signs are emotional and i am both a water sign and emotional so... i guess water?
16. Who do you want to be closer to?
all my friends! while social distancing it’s been so different connecting with people and i feel like i’ve drifted quite a lot from the people i used to see almost every other day.
17. Do you miss someone at the moment?
not any more than usual! Im always missing my long distance friends & my boyfriend.
18. Tell us about an early childhood memory.
this is too vague idk what memory to share hahaha.
19. What is the strangest thing you have eaten?
i’ll usually try anything once. i guess chicken feet is prob the strangest?
20. What are you most thankful for?
my loved ones being safe & healthy
21. Do you like spicy food?
yes but i’m sort of weak so there will be tears streaming out of my eyes even tho i’m having a good time.
22. Have you ever met someone famous?
i met drake bell when i was in college bc a student club i was part of hosted him for a charity concert event. he was chill and actually had a really good voice during his sound check but then he got high during his meet & greet and after that at the actual show he didn’t sound quite as good hahaha. He was super nice & even took a pic with me for free tho!
23. Do you keep a diary or journal?
nope. i used to keep a planner and even that didn’t last haha
24. Do you prefer to use pen or pencil?
pencil if i’m working on something where i’ll make mistakes like writing or math but pen if im just jotting down notes or whatever.
25. What is your star sign?
cancer
26. Do you like your cereal crunchy or soggy?
soggy
27. What would you want your legacy to be?
soph’s answer is literally so beautiful so i’m gonna steal it too: “that i made the world a little bit kinder and brighter and better while i was alive”
28. Do you like reading? What was the last book you read?
i do enjoy reading but mostly i read fics! the last fic i read was adjudication by @bottomlinsons and it is FANTASTIC. the last actual book i read was the first game of thrones book.
29. How do you show someone you love them?
quality time is my love language!
30. Do you like ice in your drinks?
usually! i’m drinking iced coffee as i fill this out haha
31. What are you afraid of?
failure
32. What is your favourite scent?
the smell of an ice cream shop when you first walk in
33. Do you address older people by their name or surname?
whatever they introduce themselves to me as. if they don’t, then surname.
34. If money was not a factor, how would you live your life?
i would travel so much. if money wasn’t a factor i wouldn’t have to worry about affording to travel OR being able to take time off to do so... it would be great. i wouldn’t always choose the best value option when i purchased anything and would be able to actually support brands that have good values (sustainability, good wages for employees, etc.). i would donate to everything i’ve ever wanted to bc i always feel bad about having to pick which causes i feel most for bc i can’t afford to donate to everything. also i would drink way too much boba (which, let’s be real, i already do).
.35. Do you prefer swimming in pools or the ocean?
the ocean! though i guess i dont really swim so much as like... wave jump haha.
36. What would you do if you found $50 on the ground?
try to see if someone lost it and if i couldn’t find them, then keep it.
37. Have you ever seen a shooting star? Did you make a wish?
yes and of course!
38. What is one thing you would want to teach your children?
just one? hahaha
39. If you had to have a tattoo, what would it be and where would you get it?
i have no idea but i would get it someplace hidden where no one would see it, not even me. maybe like a dot on the bottom of my foot lol. i really.... don’t want a tattoo.
40. What can you hear right now?
construction noises
41. Where do you feel the safest?
in bed
42. What is one thing you want to overcome/conquer?
feeling like i’ll never find a career or even field of work that i’m actually passionate about and enjoy and can actually make a steady living in
43. If you could travel back to any era, what would it be?
maybe ancient egypt? there’s a lot of cool times to go back to & i’m really indecisive haha.
44. What is your most used emoji?
red heart
45. Describe yourself using one word.
indecisive
46. What do you regret the most?
dwelling on things that were not important and letting it affect my happiness too much
47. Last movie you saw?
the warcraft movie lol. i don’t recommend it but playing warcraft is great.
48. Last tv show you watched?
either greys anatomy or b99, i can’t remember which was last
49. Invent a word and its meaning
idk if there’s a word for this already, but i need a word for feeling like you want to be busy and have things to do when you don’t but then not wanting to do anything when you finally do. bc thats....me. hahaha.
anyways this is pretty long so thanks if you actually read it all. if you want to do this, i’ll tag @harryeatsburger, @louandhazzalove, @bottomlinsons, @nauticalleeds, @soft1ov, @allwaswell16, @lululawrence, @forreveries, @lightwoodsmagic, @ferricadooza, and anyone else who wants to do this. i highly recommend it when procrastinating other projects hahaha.
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50 questions you've never been asked
Tagged by @love-hope-faith-feels-like-a-lie thanks love!
1. What is the colour of your hairbrush?
Pink
2. A food you never eat
There is something in my country called Auyama... yup that just
3. Are you typically too warm or too cold
Too cold, like I be cuddling and people will get scared that im as cold as ice and so to ease their worries I just burry my hands and feet into their coat or clothes 🤣
4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Studying
5. What is your favourite candy bar?
The ring pop. I love it! It brings back memories. Either that or any white chocolate.
6. Have you ever been to a professional sports event?
Yes I once had the oportunity to go to a basketball match between the Miami Heat and the Rockets
7. What is the last thing you said outloud?
Take your time its fine, I'll wait
8. What is your favourite icecream?
Bubblegum
9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Water
10. Do you like your wallet?
Well it keeps my money safe and its got a cool design I guess
11. What was the last thing you ate?
Carrots
12. Did you buy any new clothes last weekend?
🤣🤣🤣🤣 living out of my pj collection lately
13. Last sporting event you watched?
The superball (Go 9ners!)
14. What is your favourite flavour of popcorn?
Butter ir cheese
15. Who is the last person you sent a text?
My best friend
16. Ever go camping?
Never have, but Im game all the way!
17. Do you take vitamins?
In case this is ever leaked outside of tumblr and out of the internet I just wanna say from the bottom of my truthfull heart... Mom if you are reading this, yes I am definitelly taking my vitamins every single day without fail. I definitely dont forget and take them daily and not just sometimes.
18. Do you go to church every sunday?
Not every sunday but whenever I can sure
19. Do you have a tan?
In this economy?
20. Do you prefer chinese food or pizza?
Pizza pizza pizza pizzaaaa
21. Do you drink your soda with straw?
I dont have an issue drinking it either with or without a straw but I prefer without since you know *Poison Ivy's voice* gotta do enviroment
22. What colour socks do you usually wear?
Bold of you to assume I only use 1 pair of the same colour and not go all harley quinn on my feet.
23. Do you ever drive above the speed limit?
When its an urgency type of thing. (Always being caferul) *Insert panic voices in the backround, followed by the 'but did you die' meme* Otherwise I drive as fast as the speed limit lets me.
24. What terrifies you?
Well they dont terrify me but like big bugs are a HUGE NO from me (if it has wings make it an ULTRA NO)
25. Look to your left what do you see?
These handsome boys
26. What chore do you hate?
Cleaning the bathroom
27. What do you think of when you hear an ausie accent?
HOT!
28. Whats your favourite soda?
Its a Colombian brand its called cola y pola
29. Do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
Depends on the mood of the day
30. Whos the last person you talked to?
My best friend
31. Favourite cut of beef?
I like beef I dont have a preference as long as it tastes good
32. Last song you listened to?
Westworld theme (lmao Im just learning piano so I kinda wanna learn how to play it... not because Im still NOT okay with what happened and want to remember Dolores anyway I can, nope Im totally fine with that, Im handling it like a normal grown adult, Im A OK)
33. Last book you read?
Oh wow. Uhhh I think it was a greek mythology one, cant remember the name 😭 its been so long since I've read anything other than the 1000 manuals and documents for work
34. Favourite day of the week?
Kinda varies from season to season, it depends on which tv shows are airing and their schedulle. It used to be sunday bc westworld but now *sighs*
35. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
I can do it midly fast in spanish but in english? 🤣 Im like (how do you sing the song backwards again?)
36. How do you like your coffee?
Sweet! And I prefer Ice coffee to regular.
37. Favourite pair of shoes?
Captain marvel addidas sneakers
38. At what time do you normally go to bed?
That depends, are you refering to actually sleaping? Or at what time I tuck in and either spend till sunrise scrolling through this godforsaken website looking at memes or remembering all the emabasing moments of my life in movie secuence in my brain
39. At what time do you normally get up?
8-9am
40. What do you prefer sunrise or sunsets?
Sunsets
41. How many blankets are on your bed?
I know sometimes bitches be sleeping under 3 blankets, 4 pairs of pillows and butt ass naked because you know life. But you know... its me im bitches.
42. Describe your kitchen plates
Round and white
43. Do you have a favourite alcoholic beverage?
Absolutely love cocktails! Anything with blue curaçao or tequila in it Im asfkkshsk! And if I had to choose a plain? Tequila for sure.
44. Do you play cards?
I do like card games and sometimes we play went we get together (family) but im not really good at it I just have fun lol
45. What colour is your car?
Dont currently own one. But my sub card is green if that counts
46. Can you change a tire?
Im a lesbian
47. What is your favourite providence?
Theres a city at the north east of the country called Bucaramanga. Its really nice the weather the people everything!
48. Favourite job you've ever had?
That would be my current job. Flying is my life! (I miss it so much 😞)
49. How did you get your biggest scar?
Long story short my mother was fixing some metal stuff and told me not to come into the house running (I was 5) so ofc I listen to the very wise advise my dear moma gave me and definitely didnt run, hence I definitely dont have a scar on my left cheek (its very tiny now)
50. What did you do today that made someone else happy
Gave my mom a letter and a beautiful everlasting rose.
Thank you, this was fun!
Tagging: @fandommember @dino-hoodie @mccdimples @hipesque @duranza @awhitefairytale @dfincher @giffing
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50 questions tag
tagged by @sassy-kpop-glitter
this was so much whfje but thank u!!!♥️
1. what takes up most of your time?
school :(
2. what makes your day better ?
my friends and girlfriend ♥️
3. what’s the best thing that happened to you today?
nothing hehee im at school
4. what fictional place would you like to go?
narnia!! it’s so cool ehhehe
5. are you good at giving advice?
i don’t think i am but my friends say otherwise but i always try to be there :)
6. do you have any mental illnesses?
social anxiety :( but it’s easier to deal with when i’m with my friends
7. have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?
no i haven’t thank goodness
8. what musician inspired you the most?
idk ... i cant really say for sure
9. have you ever fallen in love ?
yes i have :D
10. what’s your dream date?
sitting on the couch with a pillow fort and watching scary movies with some chocolate :(💕♥️💕💕
11. what do other people notice about you?
my ugliness . i’m kidding , i don’t know wjdj
12. what is the annoying habit you have?
i crack my knuckles too much
13. do you still talk to your first love?
nope haven’t talked to her in like 3 years
14. how many ex’s do you have?
oh god uhm .... 5? 6? most of them didn’t work out as i wanted to them to :/
15. how many songs are on your playlist ?
spotify , 290??
16. what instruments can you play?
none whdj i wanted to learn how to play the flute but that didn’t work out
17. who do you have the most pictures of?
san , my cats , my girlfriend
18. where would you like to go before you die?
atlantis. i’m kidding , greece !! it’s really pretty there
19. what is your zodiac?
taurus
20. do you relate to it?
yes ... yes i do
21. what is happiness to you?
spending time with your loved ones , listening to music , playing with my cats and making sure my friends are good
22. are you going through anything right now?
won’t say :/
23. what is the worst decision you’ve ever made?
cutting my bangs off when i was 5 or trusting people wayyyyy too easily
24. what is your favorite store?
99 cents store !! i’m jk again , i like hot topic
25. what is your opinion on abortion?
uhm .... won’t say sorry
26. do you have a bucket list?
tbh .... i don’t think i do ... dang i’ll make one
27. do you have a favorite album at the moment?
both ateez albums teehee
28. what do you want for your birthday?
no one cares but my bday is in 4 weeks but anyways !!! i want a new cat even though i have 3.....
29. what are most people’s first impression of you?
“dang she’s ugly”
30. what age do you seem according to most people?
18 ish
31. where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?
right next to me whfj
32. what word do you say the most?
shit
33. what’s the oldest age you would date?
26 ish if i were 18 and over
34. what’s the youngest age you would date?
18-19 if i were 18 and over ahdjdjw
35. what job/career do most people say would suit you?
no one has ever told me something like that whfjdjw
36. what’s your favorite music genre ?
i cant choose just one , i listen to whatever sounds good tbh
37. if you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?
uhhhhhh i dunno 😭
38. what is your current favorite song?
promise by ateez it’s always on repeat peridot
39. how long have you had this blog for?
ugh dang since i was 12 i believe so 5 years
40. what are you excited for?
my birthday and seeing my cats :(
41. are you a better talker or listener?
listener
42. what is the last productive thing you did?
went to school
43. what do you want for christmas?
it’s april .... whdjdj uhmmm i dont know i dont really want anything
44. what class do you get the best grades in?
business and journalism
45. on a scale of 1-10 , how are you feeling?
6-7 , only bc i’m at school
46. what can you see yourself doing in 10 years?
living with 29 cats ... idk i don’t like looking ahead , bc things always change
47. when did you get your first heart broken?
when my first gf cheated on me whfjdj 😔
48. at what age do you want to get married?
uhmmm when i feel its right so maybe 26?
49. what career did you want to have as a child?
veterinarian
50. what do you crave right now?
chocolate.... :(
tagging : @a-tea-z @kpopscenariosmadness @ilyateez @iddylica @yeosangmars @hongjoong-kim @read-all-about-kpop @chasingatinydream @wooyounger @atiny-lesgeddit @saniscute you don’t have to do it i literally just pressed random blogs whfidnfie
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50 questions tag 💕
I was tagged by @sophrosynes (this took me like a month im sorry)
1. what takes up too much of your time? definitely social media n looking at kpop stuff or youtchube videos :////
2. what makes your day better? nowadays the only thing that will always lift my mood is working out bc of all those chemicals
3. what’s the best thing that happened to you today? i procrastinated today so i didn’t do much sjgvdfhdbk i did an arm workout tho and it was so satisfying to be able to do all the moves without a break bc it shows that im getting stronger n i luv that
4. what fictional place would you like to go? the house in my neighbor totoro bc it just looks nice and peaceful
5. are you good at giving advice? i think i am but ultimately the receiver decides if the advice was indeed good or not
6. do you have any mental illness? hahahahahahhaa yea maybey probably im seeing a therapist anyway
7. have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? no it sounds very intriguing tho n i was surprised that so many people experienced it
8. what musician inspired you the most? epik high and 2ne1 :(((
9. have you ever fallen in love? nah i don’t think so,, im more of a “intricate daydreams abt romantic scenarios that won’t ever happen” type girl
10. what’s your dream date? roberta im litcherally the same sjgdvfjbhk so yea museum or art gallery and then going to a place to talk,, i think a picnic would be nice too??
11. what do others notice about you? well first off they notice im #asian asfhjdg and also like my eyes i think? especially if i put on makeup (tbh i don’t even think that people notice things abt me)
12. what is the annoying habit you have? i always hum or sing-song randomly,, i personally don’t find it annoying but maybe others would ig
13. do you still talk to your first love? my first crush is a business major now so no lmaooo
14. how many ex’s do you have? zero
15. how many songs are on your playlist? 182 on my current tunes playlist but i have like 30 playlists in total
16. what instruments can you play? none unfortunately :// (i want to learn gayageum tho bc it sounds cool)
17. who do you have the most pictures of? 80% of my phone galleries are selfies bc i Love Myself
18. where would you like to go before you die? i want to go to a place where there’s a lot of snow n it’s really white n quiet
19. what is your zodiac? capricorn babey!!
20. do you relate to it? yea im very earthy n i like money
21. what is happiness to you? being at peace and not worrying,,, just being in the moment n enjoying it to its fullest
22. are you going through anything right now? yea but a bitch is gonna survive as always
23. what’s the worst decision you’ve ever made? i don’t really remember and i don’t even want to bc thats not useful to my growth
24. what’s your favorite store? there’s a vintage store i really like and also artbox in korea,,, they have so much stuff i almost bought the whole stationary section
25. what’s your opinion on abortion? it should be as safe as possible for the people who choose to have one
26. do you keep a bucket list? yea but i always forget what i put on it anyway and i end up remaking it every year rsgjbjkf i do have a bucket list for the month tho!!
27. do you have a favorite album at the moment? not really i feel like it’s been a while since i last listened to an album in its entirety
28. what do you want for your birthday? a hair straightener bc my bangs are currently out of control
29. what are most people’s first impression of you? i have no idea honestly but i think it’s mostly good? but i can appear kinda distant bc i am quite distant if im not feeling the person
30. what age do you seem according to most people? i look my age tbh i’ve never had anyone give me more at least
31. where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? on my desk or charged near my bed
32. what word do you say the most? uuuuhh idk but i write “okey” a lot by texts shfdbhkf
33. what’s the oldest age you would date? like 22?? i don’t like huge age gaps
34. what’s the youngest age you would date? people born in december 2000 sjbhkdb otherwise ur babey
35. what job/career do most people say would suit you? one of my best friends used to tell me i would be a good therapist but i feel like thats bc im a good listener?? other than that idk (i asked my parents once n they were like. just do what u want zjvhjgbfk thats not helpful!!!)
36. what’s your favorite music genre? the type of music they put in chill study music playlists on youtube honestly (and also anything that sounds gay. i luv disco sm u guys don’t even know)
37. if you could live in any country in the world where would it be? korea bc i need yakult and karaokes
38. what is your current favorite song? shine by pentagon bc i relate to the lyrics now sgdbkjfnkjb
39. how long have you had this blog for? uuuhh i wanna say 2 years??
40. what are you excited for? my paris trip with my friends!!!!!!!
41. are you a better talker or listener? im a good listener but i luv talking bc i luv attention,,,, but im also not very eloquent most of the time??? so im gonna go with listener
42. what is the last productive thing you did? not 2 repeat myself again but working out (im a jock i tell u)
43. what do you want for christmas? money would be nice
44. what class do you get the best grades in? according to my exam results it’s english but i had good grades in physics in hs and also in literature
45. on a scale from 1-10, how are you feeling right now? a solid 4.5
46. what can you see yourself doing in 10 years? in a nice apartment with lots of plants and wearing a long white dress while playing the ukulele to my flower bouquets
47. when did you get your first heartbreak? ay it’s always been broken fellas 🤠🤠 if we wanna get more specific i’d say first year of high school during my first friendship breakup
48. at what age do you want to get married? honestlé? i don’t wanna get married,, to me it just seems like another thing to be trapped in and i value my independance too much
49. what career did you want to have as a child? i wanted to be a vet bc i loved animals!! i also wanted to be a jedi too but thats smth else entirely
50. what do you crave now? affection/purpose/peace/blueberry muffin/tteokbokki with cheese
im tagging: @1fancafe @twejoon @ilovemeghan @flowerene @scy @rainmv @jinseas (idk who did this already but ignore if u want to sgjdbgkfn)
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didnt wanna do an actual Simself Edit™ so have an arrested development reference
anyways
i was tagged by @0cherub & i tag any1 who hasnt done this yet bc who doesnt like answering 125 questions abt themselves oh also @flavortowne im forcing you to do this sry
get to know me tag
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? its batsy dont worry abt it
2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? its batsy dont worry abt it
3. BIRTHDAY? september 15
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? what?? are books
5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? ye both
6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? ummmm idk lmfao i havent “read” a “book”” in like 5 years
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? 35 & 36 on sirius are like basically the exact same station but that doesnt mean i dont constantly alternate between the two whenever im near a radio
8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? pink is a v trustworthy flavor
9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? *owen wilson voice* wrow
10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? what kinda question is this wt f ive currently reobsessed myself w marina and the diamonds so honestly any of her discography
11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? idk any words :^/ sry
12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? wheels on the bus im exhausted
13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? man in the high castle. man in the high castle. man in the high ca
14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? clerks al;dksfjf
15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? almost exclusively sims and fallout but every once in a while some indie game i find on steam so. yea
16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? never doing anything in my life and having nothing 2 look forward to!! yay
17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? probably my resiliency, maybe?? idk
18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? my habit of allowing bad things to happen to me lol
19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? cats but im sorta kinda indifferent 2 both i think i might 1 of the 5 ppl on earth who dont like having pets
20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? summer and fall
21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? yea
22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? not being lazy lmfao
23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? @flavortowne eye emoji
24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? blue
25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? its natural brown but im thinkn abt going either red or blonde again
26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? like 3 ppl irl and everyone on discord u guys legit
27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? my person and @flavortowne eye emoji
28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? tom hardy. what is his end goal
29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? tbh going 2 basic lmfao im!! lame
30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? as of right now,, spiderverse lol
31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? teletubbies was fckn legit and so was old school spongebob
32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? my person
33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? im not superstitious,,, but i am a little stitious
34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? i cant deal w fishing poles idk
35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT? in front babey
36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? sims or stitching play foods 4 the kid to use on her play kitchen
37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? stop asking book questions
38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? spiderverse yeye
39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? piano & i try 2 pretend i know what im doing w a ukulele
40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? stingrays :^)
41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? legit all my mutuals
42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? i had an oc that could read ppls memories like a scrapbook if he touched them and i always honestly thought that was. cool
43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? in my house!! the door b locked bitch!!!!
44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? toddler being an idiot toddler
45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? its not really,, a sport,, but i bike
46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? cream soda in those glass bottles is top tier non-alcoholic beverage
47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? i wrote a letter 2 my person telling him he was an idiot and by the time it was mailed 2 his house i was already living there lol
48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? nah
49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? either ppl blowing vape in my face or holding something so close to my face i cant see i just go ballistic
50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? nope unless u count a sesame street liveshow like 10 years ago
51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? nope!
52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? a cop lmfao
53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? this is horrible but the setting of new vegas i just feel like id be at home there, w the radiation and constant danger and dehydration
54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? the kid
55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? only when im looking in the mirror adlkfj start thinkn abt a different face showing up instead of mine idk
56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? yea
57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? skipped a whole year adlfkj
58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? this is basic but i miss the tri-state area
59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? this is basic but i miss nj
60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? yea :^/ a dog, a cat, and uhhhh 14 fish
61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? night owl but honestly im just always tired
62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? sunsettttt
63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? i do
64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? headphones. they just work
65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? nah but i need em
66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? i listen to everything tbh
67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? michael cera
68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? i used to read them religiously but not so much any more. i am reading the TAZ graphic novel tho
69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? having to repeat myself 20 times. or being an idiot when i wanna start a new hobby
70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? idk how to read
71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? honestly i had a blast in econ and my law enforcement class
72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? a bro, another sibling, and a half-bro
73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? food lmfao
74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? every time i measure myself im 5′2″ but the government insists that i am 5′3″ so w/e
75. CAN YOU COOK? yeap
76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? alcohol, bike riding, wearing stupid makeup
77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? ppl holding me back, bird box, when my nail breaks before i can file it so its all oglee
78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? uh idk?? i dont have,, many,,,, friends
79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? bi
80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? sc :’^(
81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? my brother
82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? 2 nights ago the kid pistol whipped me in the chin w her phone and it just hurt so bad it legit made me lose it
83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? ok this is dumb as shit the kid is obsessed w Blippi and i have a mom crush on him afdslfkjs
84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? ye
85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? i am currently obsessed w L.O.L. Surprise! Pop but all in all probs Pocket Camp
86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? bad as parents but theyre fine now that im an adult and they have a grandkid they can like
87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? i dont like a majority of them lmfao but idk maybe uh?? irish
88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? rly wanna go to nevada but im moving to the mojave soon anyways so
89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 15
90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? nope
91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? i was raised christian but i dont rly give a shit abt any of that
92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OR THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? outer space my dood the ocean is dumb and scary
93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? im jus livin my life
94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? i mean. im lactose intolerant but thats abt it
95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? nope
96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? no
97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? when im wrong abt something
98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? forest ig bad choices
99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? i dont think i was ever given advice, ever. maybe thats why im like this
100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? idk i try not 2 lie unless its like. an obvious exaggeration for the lols
101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? wtf idk
ok i just did one of those quizzes & im a slytherin?? what does that mean
102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? yeah
103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? more of an introvert but im ok w going out there if i gotta
104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? i keep one for the kid but thats abt it
105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? nah. unless it was something stupid like burning food like im not gonna ban u from the kitchen
106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? if theres an id i guess mail it 2 the address on there?? idk ive never just. found a wallet. i think this happens a lot less than all the hypotheticals make it out to be
107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? if theyre dedicated to it. i dont think ppl can just do it over night and i dont think its ever a 100% change
108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? dont touch me
109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? Yep
110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? 2 in both ears but thats it
111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? spidr...mna
112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? no :^( once im cleared for them tho deffo
113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? i hate that this is the answer but enlisting adlfkjs
114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? yeah ig??
115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? glasses
116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? 2 late
117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? we all b stupit
118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? idk?? i get embarrassed but also get over it quick so like. idk
119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? yea
120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOU CLOTHES? black & red
121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? mhm
122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? i was on nickelodeon back when they had those cuts to the Live Studio Audience™
123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 21
124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? “I wish there was a way to know you’re in the good old days before you’ve actually left them.”
125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? savory i almost never eat anything sweet
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50 questions tag
I was tagged by @mikrokosyoongs thank u bb🥺💘
1. What takes up too much of your time?
currently studying + final projects😪 but usually my time is spent trying to keep up w all my kpop boys (mostly bts) hfudsihf
2. What makes your day better?
listening to music, playing my cello, talking to my friends, n rugby
3. What’s the best thing to happen to you today?
BLACK HAIRED TAE IS BACK (im still not over it bye) AND I GOT BTS TIX
4. What fictional place would you like to go to?
uhhhh idk? maybe the hp universe but ngl I havent watched/read much lately that takes place in a historical setting besides got and I know for sure I dont wanna b there hfdjhf
5. Are you good at giving advice?
I like to think I am but idk
6. Do you have any mental illness?
sadly yeah😣
7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?
no, thank fuck. id fr die
8. What musician inspired you the most?
yoongi, min yoongi, suga, syub, the love of my life, and kim namjoon
9. Have you ever fallen in love?
wish I cld say no hahah but
10. What’s your dream date?
idk I dont rly have one hfudshf I like amusement parks a lot but also cuddling sounds like an AMAZING date idea
11. What do others notice about you?
ppl always comment on my hair (bc I always have it dyed) and my height first so I guess those fhiusdfhi, personality wise tho, that im v quiet
12. What is an annoying habit you have?
biting my nails. I try so hard every day to not but it ends up happening anyway
13. Do you still talk to your first love?
no, thankfully
14. How many exes do you have?
5 and all of them ended up sucking yeet😛
15. How many songs are in your playlist?
idk bc I have like 7483758 playlists
16. What instruments can you play?
cello! and a bit of ukulele but I havent picked it up in a while so im probably rusty
17. What do you have the most pictures of?
bts, but out of all of them probably jm or yoongi
18. Where would you like to go before you die?
everywhere, but mostly Europe Australia and Asia
19. What is your zodiac?
ima go deep bc why not so: leo sun cap moon aries rising. feel free to roast me in my asks abt that idk
20. Do you relate to it?
my zodiac? lmao my sun no but my moon for sure
21. What is happiness to you?
music.
22. Are you going through anything right now?
umm stress bc finals r in like a week but other than that no not particularly. I did just get out of a rly bad like month, almost 2 month long depressive episode tho so its been rough bouncing back from that bc I got behind on a LOT of work bc of it
23. What’s the worst decision you ever made?
not a specific decision but I trusted too easily in the past and it always hurt me
24. What’s your favorite store?
I dont rly shop that much in specific stores ngl, maybe line friends tho? it was a rly cute store when I visited last month :(
25. What’s your opinion on abortion?
your body, your decision. no one elses
26. Do you keep a bucket list?
nah, theres things I wanna do but idc enough to write them down or keep track or anything
27. Do you have a favorite album?
persona, lys tear, and dark and wild r so so superior dont @ me I won't change my mind
28. What do you want for your birthday?
hfidshfi not 2 b that bitch but I always only ask for money
29. What are most people’s first impression of you?
that I’m really quiet and reserved. also that im fucking short
30. What age do you seem according to most people?
I got mistaken as 12 once when I was 18 but recently idk, maybe 17? probably not much younger now since I go to college
31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?
next to me on my bed bc I always end up falling asleep while on it
32. What word do you say the most?
yoongi or some curse word probably
33. What’s the oldest age you would date?
22 or 23? idk I havent rly thought of it much. except id date hyung line for sure if they fucking asked, screw age preferences in that case.
34. What’s the youngest age you would date?
18 since im only 19 lmao
35. What job/career do most people say would suit you?
anything music related
36. What’s your favorite music genre?
any varying kind of rock except most metal (alt, indie, classic, etc.), pop (and that included kpop), and hip hop
37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?
um? tbh I like New York but uhh any country that it’s legal to be lgbtq+ in since my trans gay ass wldnt thrive anywhere that it’s illegal obvi
38. What is your current favorite song?
dionysus and home and also bonfire by childish gambino
39. How long have you had this blog for?
I dont know tbfh, maybe a year and a half? two years? bc it was a marvel blog before it was a bts blog so..
40. What are you excited for?
METLIFE DAY 2 LETS GOOOO
41. Are you a better talker or listener?
listener. talking takes a lot out of me mentally if im sober unless im w someone im rly comfy w
42. What is the last productive thing you did?
uhh this weekend I finished 3 whole assignments dsifhi that's abt it
43. What do you want for christmas?
idk? money? to get to spend time w my dad n step sisters? christmas is so far away man idk yet
44. What class do you get the best grades in?
music related courses and english/writing
45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling right now?
6, wld be more if I wasnt stressed out of my mine but ukno
46. What can you see yourself doing in ten years?
mmm my hope is that ill b a relatively successful music producer/engineer by then but we’ll see how that goes lmaoo
47. When did you get your first heartbreak?
threeee years ago I think? its been a hot second
48. What age do you want to get married?
bro im only 19 I dont wanna think abt marriage
49. What career did you want to have as a child?
a vet! and then I realized u had to put pets down sometimes so I said fuck that
50. What do you crave right now?
physical affection lmaoo
m not gonna tag anyone bc I kinda took an break from work that I shouldn't have to do this so fhidsh anyone can do this if u want idk
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85 Question Tag
Thank you @neocultvretechs for tagging me I am always so excited to do stuff like this yeay. Thanks honey!
RULES: answer these 85 statements about yourself and tag 20 people
LAST:
1.drink- strawberry smoothie
2. Phone call- my mom so she can pick me up from the trainstation
3. Text message- friend about the dress for our prom night in 3 weeks
4. Song you listened to- Nirvana-Sam Smith
5. Time you cried- about 2 weeks ago
EVER:
6. Dated someone twice- No
7. Kissed someone and regretted it- YES!!!
8. Been cheated on- I dont really know...I suspect one exboyfriend but I dont care about that anymore and another one kinda did something but not really...just kinda
9. Lost someone special- Nope
10. Been depressed- Haha yeah most of my teenage years but luckyly not anymore
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up- No I have a really high tolerance but I dont drink anyways(only like...maybe...5 times a year for special events)
12. Fave colors- (black white gray) pastel pink/babyblue/mint and dark reds and greens
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends- yeees
16. Fallen out of love- idk maybe its hard to put feelings in situations into such a general statement but I think so
17. Laughed until you cried- definitly. I cry sooo easyly while laughing bc of my huge cheeks being pushed agains my eyes so yeah...thats like the only reason I cry for most of the time
18. Found out someone was talking about you -I dont remember but I dont think so since I dont care about that anyways and it mostly does not happen(at least not knowingly)
19. Met someone who changed you- yes
20. Found out who your friends are- BIG FAT YES. Funny story: one of my best friends from primary school and I started talking again after years of not seeing each other and she is the one that helped me get into kpop so much and now we see each other every other week and bc of her I also got back in touch with another friend who I just went on a 3 day trip to berlin with. So yeah soemtimes the real ones are the ones you have not talked to in a while but that does not make it awkward instead shows you how time does not change a real friendship!
21.kissed someone on your facebooks friends list- I dont have fb so no
GENERAL:
22. How many of your fb friends do you know in real life- Still dont have an account
23. Do you have any pets- Yes one Cat
24. Do you want to change your name- No. I am happy my parents gave me 2 names to choose. One "normal/regular" one (Lea(but no one outside the internet calls me that)) and one that is more special(Sharon(also name I wanna be called by everyone since I like being unique))
25. What did you do for your last birthday- Went out to eat chinese with some friends then into a mexican restaurant to get churros
26. What time did you wake up today- 5:00(my sleep schedual is still shit from last week bc if the train we took at 2 in the morning to get to berlin and waking up early bc of excitement on the day the concert was)
27. What were you doing at midnight last night- trying to fall asleep
28. What is something you cant wait for- in general: when I order something online. Right now: going back to berlin for the BTS concert
30. What are you listening to right now- I.L.Y.-The Rose
31. Have you ever talked to a person named tom- yes I have someone in my art class with that name
32. Something that is getting on your nerves- my constant back pain
33. Most visited webside- either h&m since I have to get a prom dress and I dont want to soend much money on it or kpopmart bc like...I am addicted to buying albums and I cant stop myself
34. Hair color- reddish brown
35. Long or short hair- on myself long. On girls I like both but maybe I prefere short a teenytiny bit more and on boys I like a little longer hair
36. Do you have a crush on someone- like famous people yes of course but in real life not that much. I mean I crush on loaaaad of girls but its not something constant like when you slowly fall in love with someone
37. What do you like about yourself- actually a few things. My eyes, my upperbody proportions, most of my personality and my taste in stuff aaaand my tattoos
38. Want any piercings- not right now. Someday maybe a tongue ring or a nose ring but I had my piercings phase already and I dont want to go back to it for now
39. Blood type- I dont know
40. Nicknames- no constant ones that everyonw uses just random ones with some friends that come up from time to time
41. Relationship status- almost single
42. Zodiac- Pisces
43. Pronouns- she/her
44. Fave TV shows- not watching any right now but maybe sense 8,skins,scubs,my name is earl, stranger things, avatar, sailor moon and sherlock
45. Tattoos- a heart on my foot but there are more coming in the next days
46. Right or left handed- right
47. Ever had surgery- No
48. Piercings- Multiple earlobes, 30mm tunnle(not wearing them anymore tho), I used to have a septum but I also dont wear it anymore and a smiley also not wearing it anymore aaaand I tried to make a nostril piercing myself but I only got halfway through so noooo but maybe one day Ill get that one profesionally done
49. Sport- I used to dance but I ruined my legs with it so I cant do it anymore as a sport thing
50. Vacation- I will hopefully go to greece or portugal this year. And if I could go anywhere Id go to thailand,korea,japan or anywhere that is close to the ocean and has nice beaches
52. Eating- not right now
53. Drinking- mostly water
54. Im about to watch- the last parts of the last ikon tv episode and then maybe the new kq fellaz episodes
55. Waiting for- my sisters weeding in a month
56. Want- to go back to the got7 concert and tell them all the things I need them to know. Also more albums and maybe new shoes
57. Get married- one day yes but not in the close future
58. Career- something creative hopefully in the music industry as a manager or producer would be nice but Ill take anything that makes me happy
WHICH IS BETTER:
59. Hugs or kisses- HUGS
60. Lips or eyes- both but...a slight bit more eyes
61. Shorter or taller- I am a short baby so taller...almost everyone is and I kinda feel cute for being short
62. Older or younger- older
63. Nice arms or stomach- weird question I mean what is the definition of nice? But lets say they mean conventional nice so like toned and muscular...then its definitly arms. I like strong arms. But I think that nice can mean a lot and to me a nice belly is a soft belly to cuddle with
64. Hookup or relationship- depends. Right now definirly hookups but if the right one comes my way I wont say no to a relationship
65. Troublemaker or hesitant- lately more hesitant but I used to be more of a trouble maker
HAVE YOU EVER:
66. Kissed a stranger- No
67. Drank hard liquor- Yeeeees
68. Lost glasses- I dont have glasses so I cant lose them
69. Turned someone down- Uhm yes of course
70. Sex on first date- No...I mean practically I had sex at a first meeting but it was not a date so yeah
71. Broken someone heart- Yup
72. Been arrested- Nope
73. Had your heart broken- No not really
74. Cried when someone died- No
75. Fallen for a friend- Nope
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
76. Yourself- Sometimes
77. Miracles- Yes...I guess...not sure
78. Love at first sight- I want to but also not sure since Ive not experienced it myself
79. Santa- Nooooooohooooooohooooo
80. Kiss on a first date- thats something to believe in? I just do whatever I feel like
81. Angels- like the church ones no but I do believe that humans can be like angels and thats what I am trying to be
OTHER:
82. Best friends name- I have multiple ones
83. Eye color- Green? Blue? Grey? Who knows
84. Fave movie- too many
85. Fave actor- also too many but the first one that came to my mind was Tom Hardy but there are other in this list too
Tagging : (new mutuals I wanna know better and my good ol frens)
@1kenzo @4xiumn @bobahancafe @felixspotato @woojinshairwasblue @orgel-mp3 @leeknowyaknow @straygayz @jiwonidaeyo @hercosmoscomplex @queen-ki @changbinknows @princess-nakamoto @122c @curledlife @daehdream @irrelevantkblog @neoculture-tech @yummyyugyeommie @joshhaogyu @kinodarling @apricotlipgloss
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i was tagged by my bb @babypaulchen ages ago and now the time has come to finally do this shit!! i told u i was gonna do it Brig!!
rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people
(i wont tag anyone bc im doubting i even know 20 ppl on here lmao)
— what was your last…
1. drink: peach flavoured ice tea
2. phone call: my mom bc i asked her if shes interested in some hyacinth bulbs for her garden since the ones that stood in my room decayed
3. text message: to my cousin, setting a time where we can call and chat
4. song you listened to: actual surprise - its not Rammstein *ooohs and aaahs fly through the crowd* it was “The Schuyler Sisters” from Hamilton
5. time you cried: yesterday bc i had the worst fucking headache ever and i was being a whiny bitch
— have you ever…
6. dated someone twice: nope
7. kissed someone and regretted it: uhh no?
8. been cheated on: no
9. lost someone special: yes
10. been depressed: yes
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yes, multiple times and ive come to the conclusion that throwing up makes me feel better afterwards like im back to being able to actually perveice my environment again lmao
— fave colours
12. black
13. pastel pink
14. actually i kinda love all colours idk
— in the last year have you…
15. made new friends: yes!
16. fallen out of love: no
17. laughed until you cried: yes, multiple times, good
18. found out someone was talking about you: like uh shittalking? idk so i guess not
19. met someone who changed you: uhhh kinda?
20. found out who your friends are: um well i found out that my friends are good friends and that i love them and that i dont want to miss any of them
21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: what? u can “kiss” someone on facebook? lmao i didnt take a look on facebook for literally years
.......man i had a massive brainlag here. i thought u can now “kiss” ppl on facebook like u can “poke” ppl on facebook and it didnt come to my mind this could mean “irl” lmao bury me IF it means irl tho, then yes
— general
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: pff idk man who the fuck still uses that shithole of a site anyways
23. do you have any pets: no but i had a super cute and fluffy bunny and i still miss him and think about him everyday
also i plan on having half a farm and half a zoo in the future
24. do you want to change your name: not anymore; i used to hate my name bc its so outdated and the only answer i ever got on introducing myself was “hey my grandma has the same name isnt that funny” but then more and more people told me my name was pretty and unique and well now that im older (sounds like im 40 lmao) im even kinda fond of it
25. what did you do for your last birthday: umm uhh i guess i was studying for my exams lol but i remember my gf cooking an amazing dinner for me 💖
26. what time did you wake up today: uhhhhhh smth around 9am i think
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: actually sleeping for once bc that headache knocked me out completely
28. what is something you can’t wait for: fucking going to fucking Hamburg in fucking five fucking days
30. what are you listening to right now: the birds chirping outside
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes i had a classmate named Tom........he was a bit strange tho.......
32. something that’s getting on your nerves: i cant think of anything rn
33. most visited website: Tumblr and Youtube
34. hair colour: natural? blonde / current? dyed it pink two weeks ago
35. long or short hair: long ass hair and i mean, literally, they reach all the way down to my hips
36. do you have a crush on someone: ohhhahahaha so, so many, one - and maybe the king of em all - being Christoph Schneider (not obvious at all cough cough)
37. what do you like about yourself: uhhhhhhhhhhh.........;;;;; i guess... uh... *insert more unintelligent noises* maybe my legs?
38. want any piercings: no, except for maybe some on my ear
39. blood type: 0 positive, i think
40. nicknames: Lily
41. relationship status: super duper gay af with @haifisch-ohne-traenen
42. sign: officially capricorn (i like to say “the last capricorn” bc it sounds like “the last unicorn” and well my birthday is on the last day that still counts as capricorn), but honestly im more of an aquarius
43. pronouns: she/her
44. fave tv show: i recently watched Grimm and the story was okay but the cast was like super adorable and i fell in love with every single one of them
45. tattoos: none. YET. i have plans for so much i just am very bad at deciding
46. right or left handed: right handed
47: ever had surgery: okay, small story time. there are these childrens books by german illustrator and author “Janosch” in which a tiger and a bear are best friends and i used to love those books. so once, tiger got ill (his stripes slipped out of place) and he needed to see the doctor. and the exact line was “soothing small shot, blue dream, surgery over, noticed nothing, tiger healthy”. and i once was in the hospital bc there was something wrong my nose (i dont remember what it was tho) and so they anaesthetized me (and my fav stuffie which i brough with me for mental support) and afterwards i told everyone of my “blue dream” and everyone was like ????? wtf kid bc they didnt know what i was talking about and it was just some months ago when i finally found out that a narcosis isnt called a “blue dream” and that i just knew this bc of this books which i adored and tbh i was like MY WHOLE LIFE IS A LIE “BLUE DREAM” IS AN ADORABLE TERM FOR IT
48. piercings: none
49. sport: i did ballet for 15 years and i still love to dance around the house and the mother of my best friend once called me cute bc i cant stand still and always spin around or stretch my toes while lifting my leg or do some pliés and tbh i wasnt even aware of that
50. vacation: uh...i love? lmao
51. trainers: umm like my shoes? mostly wearing my black doc martens
— more general
52. eating: i love me some good salad with tomatoes, mozzarella and tuna but ngl a pizza margherita could beat that salad any time. or a nice ragout fin. or mac’n’cheese. i love food in general, okay
53. drinking: i’d kill for a tequila rn. but like non-alcoholic beverage - plain water, yes thank u
54. i’m about to watch: some movie with my gf which we havent decided on yet
55. waiting for: my gf to return home from work so i can smooch her pretty face
56. want: to cuddle honestly
57. get married: since its legal in germany for some months now... idk tbh, its not smth i debate about on a daily basis
58. career: um i have a vague plan for becoming a speech pathologist but yea... its very vague
— which is better
59. hugs or kisses: hugs
60. lips or eyes: gotta say eyes
61. shorter or taller: i dont care actually
62. older or younger: um sweats loudly...... older (fun fact i recently calculated the average age of my celebrity crushes....yes i was bored.... and it resulted in 50.... well.....)
63. nice arms or stomach: arms, fucc me up
64. hookup or relationships: relationships
65. troublemaker or hesitant: me? kinda both
— have you ever
66. kissed a stranger: no
67. drank hard liquor: yes
68. turned someone down: not really?
69. sex on first date: nope
70: broken someone’s heart: probably
71. had your heart broken: uh yea...kinda
72. been arrested: no
73. cried when someone died: yes, im a whiny bitch so i cry easily
74. fallen for a friend: yeah binch im dating that lovely ho right now... im gonna leave Brig’s answer here bc its perf and same here
— do you believe in
75. yourself: ugh
76. miracles: i want to
77. love at first sight: no
78. santa claus: i want to lol but no
79. angels: fuck yes
— misc
80. eye colour: blue-gray-green-ish mud
81. best friend’s name: Dana
82. favourite movie: so? much? i cant decide, really
83. favourite actor: Tom Hiddleston, i love this british dork, lemme tell u
84. favourite cartoon: phuh, idk i dont really watch cartoons
85. favourite teacher’s name: SWEATS LOUDLY AND AGGRESIVELY i had two massive teacher crushes back in my school days and that makes me a bit biased but im gonna say Herr Wolf was a great teacher bc he always said “hey, astronomy’s a minor subject, the test won’t be hard and i wont give u homework, u guys concentrate on math, german and english” and tbh we need more teachers like that
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i was tagged by @beastiebros
rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.
1. last drink: apple and blackcurrant squah boiii
2. last phone call: I called my friend for the whole like, half hour journey to uni bc he was on his way home for a week, which I didn’t realise and im sad bc I didn’t see him all of last week bc the security in the building he lives in don’t like me and always come up to spy on us and I am not about that at all
3. last text message: “same about to get in the lift” to my friend who I was meeting to get the bus to uni with, last monday
4. last song you listened to? “no light no light” by Florence and the machine
5. last time you cried? Yesterday bc I get overwhelmed by simple tasks
6. dated someone twice? Lmao I’ve barely dated anyone let alone one person twice
7. kissed someone and regretted it? Hoo yeah awkward shit
8. been cheated on? nah
9. lost someone special? Yeah I guess?
10. been depressed? Not been diagnosed with anything but I do get uhh depressive states I Guess
11. gotten drunk and thrown up? Yeah lmao
12. fave colors: I like primary colours and also dark blue
in the last year have you…
15. made new friends? Yeah tons bc uni
16. fallen out of love? Mmm unfortunately not
17. laughed until you cried? Yeah a couple times
18. found out someone was talking about you? Yh I heard my flatmate mention me once and misgender me so now im like knife eyes
19. met someone who changed you? Lots of people
20. found out who your friends are? Yeahh? Idk what this means
21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list? Uhh yes I think like 4 people
general
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl? Most of them JNFDSKJGHS im not gonna count im lazy
23. do you have any pets? Used 2 hav a dog but all dogs go 2 heaven. Also I love that film that film was my whole childhood
24. do you want to change your name? legally yh I want 2 change it 2 richard but im lazy and clueless about how to do it
25. what did you do for your last birthday? I went 2 the pub with uni friends and it was super super sweet
26. what time did you wake up today? Like 11/12 bc im a disaster
27. what were you doing at midnight last night? Probably watching jane the virgin
28. what is something you cant wait for? To get on T BINCH and also to move into my new house in july
30. what are you listening to right now? Nothing I cant listen 2 music and write who do u think I am, superman???
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom? That’s my brothers name KJGDKGD
32. something thats getting on your nerves? How dirty the kitchen is
33. most visited website? Def tumblr like 100% im always here its lame
34. hair color: mousey brown, what it is now
35. long or short hair: short
36. do you have a crush on someone: we’re sorry! You must purchase the premium toadcircus package to unlock this answer.
37. what do you like about yourself: I like that I can make people laugh, I like my nose, I like that I think in a bit of a squiffy way compared 2 other people bc sometimes its cool
38. want any piercings? I want 2 get my ear pierced maybe and get a little ring that’d look cool I think. Maybe my bridge pierced idk
39. blood type: dude idk
40. nicknames: Richard (Im putting my actual name as a nickname bc its used more as a nickname than my nickname is), ricky, richardio, ricardio, rich…. Charlie called me Bichy once I think, which is a hightlight
41. relationship status: single as HELL and sad about it
42. zodiac: libra
43. pronouns: he/him
44. fave tv shows: always sunny, peep show, that mitchelle and webb look, jane the virgin, crazy ex girlfriend, dirk gently holistic detective agency, Brooklyn 99… I like a lot of shows, more than this. I just cant remember them
45. tattoos: none atm but I want some
46. right or left handed: right
47. ever had surgery: no
48. piercings: septum
49. sport: rolling fat doinks
50. vacation: I want 2 go to Amsterdam
51. trainers: what
more general
52. eating: I wish you didn’t have to eat and instead you’d just take these like, nutrition pills and that eating was like, a hobby or something. Bc I don’t like it much altho I boredom eat quite a lot so im just a hypocrite. Oh I just saw the next question, u mean what im eating right now gkjfkgd nothing
53. drinking: squash
54. im about to watch: not the latest crazy exgf ep, but the one before bc I got half way thru apparantely and just stopped and I forgot what I watched anyway so im gonna rewatch it
55. waiting for: to get deeper into my new projects. That sentence doesn’t make sense but that’s the questions fault, not me
56. want: I want 2 do a bong hit and play more half life 2 TBH
57. get married: hopefully someday
58. career: hopefully drawing shit. Commission me
which is better
59. hugs or kisses: literally anything
60. lips or eyes: eyes. I notice eyes first like the colour and stuff but good lips r essential (don’t hold me to this if I date someone with weird lips)
61. shorter or taller: I don’t mind, being with someone shorter would make me feel taller but then we’d both be really short idk… taller probs
62. older or younger: no one older than like… 26 atm I think. Or younger than 18 obviously but I think maybe actually 19 bc that’s uni age. So is 18 idk idk
63. nice arms or stomach: arms
64. hookup or relationship: relationship 100%
65. troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker
have you ever
66. kissed a stranger: yeah hoohoo
67. drank hard liquor: yeee
68. lost glasses: I don’t have glasses
69. turned someone down: yeahh
70. sex on first date: no
71. broken someones heart: hhhhhhh probably (this is dabbens answer but it was legit what I was going to type)
72. had your heart broken: yh binch probably
73. been arrested: No and hopefully never amen
74. cried when someone died: yeah ofc
75. fallen for a friend: yeah
do you believe in
76. yourself: kind of! I believe I can do fun big things hopefully but only if I stop being so scatty
77. miracles: I suppose
78. love at first sight: kind of yeah. I think sometimes you can tell when you’re attracted to someone when you first see them and sometimes you can fall in love with them also
79. santa claus: nop
80. kiss on a first date: sure if he’s cute and im feelin it
81. angels: sort of
other
82. best friend’s name: I don’t like saying people are my best friend because im always scared that they wont see me as their best friend when I see them as mine so I just have friends but some friends that I see and think about more often
83. eye colour: blue
84. fave movie: idk there r 2 many 2 choose
85. fave actor Armie Hammer is hot shit and I want 2 look at him all the time.
i’m gonna tag
@dreamsweetinseamajor @groovy-vampire @ickyyy @furcoat
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Answered Asks // 2
Under the cut~~~
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
April 15th 2017, 9:14:00 pm · 6 months ago
Ok, don't answer to this because I will not see it anyway. I was @jamlesspyo and I say was because when you'll see this my blog will already be deleted, personnal reasons. So I want to tell that you are one of the most amazing writer I had the chance to read a story of. You are also the sweetest person so thank you so much. I hope that one you will have enough confidence in yourself because you deserve it so much. Love you and stay healthy
I will answer this bc you might come back and I’ll def miss you. Thank you for all your warm encouragement and help throughout my struggles and I couldn’t have asked for a better reader/friend. Miss you and wishing you all the best!
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
April 20th 2017, 10:59:00 pm · 6 months ago
you might not read this for awhile and when you do you don't have to reply, but i just wanted to tell you that all of your writing here is beautiful and amazing! finishing your story is so worth waiting for and i can't wait to read the ending! thank you for sharing your writing!
You might not think this after you read chapter 16. It’s a kind of flargh chapter but needed to be in there so T_____T I’m kinda nervous about it but hopes everyone enjoys and feel it was worth the wait.
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
April 23rd 2017, 1:14:00 am · 5 months ago
Freaking heck, you are an amazing and professional writer!!! I'm reading through Apartment 5108 now and I can't think of words even close to satisfactory enough to compliment your writing!! All the best for your writing and future endeavours! :)
Ahhhhhh you are too kind to me. Thank you so much for reading and no worries. please don’t stress over what to write or compliments because I enjoy any kind of feedback tbh. Spazz messages are the best!
@sassyunicorns2 said to enaasteria:
May 11th 2017, 8:31:00 am · 5 months ago
I won't lose hope! I know you can do it, because you are an amazing writter and you always have great ideas!!! I am here in the other part of the world cheering for you! 🙌 FIGHTING!! 💪👊 P.S.: I'm sorry for the errors.
I hope you enjoy this chapter and thank you so much for your continued support. It means so much to me and I’m so glad you love this story!
@whosexo said to enaasteria:
May 11th 2017, 3:57:00 pm · 5 months ago
SEND 💖 THIS 💖 TO 💖 THE 💖 FIFTEEN 💖 NICEST 💖 PEOPLE 💖 ON 💖 TUMBLR 💖 IF 💖 YOU 💖 GET 💖 5 💖 BACK 💖 YOU 💖 MUST 💖 BE 💖 PERFECT 💖 Miss you hope you're doing amazing!!
No words can amount to how much i love you too! I apologize for my year long disappearance. I’m a terrible person. UGH. But I shall blame it on work and daily stress. T___T Hope you are well too, love!
@dream-exo-fantasy said to enaasteria:
May 11th 2017, 3:58:00 pm · 5 months ago
SEND 💖 THIS 💖 TO 💖 THE 💖 FIFTEEN 💖 NICEST 💖 PEOPLE 💖 ON 💖 TUMBLR 💖 IF 💖 YOU 💖 GET 💖 5 💖 BACK 💖 YOU 💖 MUST 💖 BE 💖 PERFECT 💖 (A side message: I hope you're not stressing too much about writing. Take your time and stay healthy 💕)
You are the sweetest and thank you so much. 2017 was unfortunately the most stress filled year i’ve ever experienced but hopefully the latter end will treat us all better, yeah? T.T
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
May 12th 2017, 1:46:00 am · 5 months ago
wah yay! okay take your time! i (and many others) can't wait to see your masterpiece! 💕
Love you!
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
May 20th 2017, 12:32:00 am · 5 months ago
So I was wondering did ahri told sehun about what happened to her while sehun went after jiyul like she drank the juice and was taken to hospital or did sehun already knew or anyone told him bc I think you didn't mention that?..
Soi definitely told him---actually her wrath probably yelled at him and was infuriated with his poor actions. he probably got scolded by everyone tbh.
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
May 29th 2017, 6:07:00 pm · 4 months ago
Youre probably busy with apartment 5108 but i really hope you do come back to keepers! Chapter 1 left me on edge and im still eagerly waiting for the next part!! Much love sent your way❤️❤️❤️
I CANT WAIT FOR KEEPERS. I want to write it two ways but I might just do two endings bc I’m a sap and a total angst fest lol
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
June 5th 2017, 8:41:00 pm · 4 months ago
enaaaaaaa i miss yoooooouuuuuuuuu ):<
I MISS YOU TOOOOOOOOOOOO
@unsungthoughts said to enaasteria:
June 5th 2017, 9:19:00 pm · 4 months ago
Apartment 5108. I'm beyond in love w this story! I was so into the story to the point where I could literally feel everything, the emotion esp. It is truly an amazing piece of writing. I'm new here (since yesterday and just finished 5min ago) --cont.cont.-- and yet to explore ur other stories, which I will definitely do cz I LOVE YOUR WRITING SO MUCH 💕
You make me blush! I’m so happy you enjoyed this story and I’m glad it made you feel things. I hope 16 treats you well and that you’re having a great time on tumblr! welcome, welcome. AND I LOVE YOU TOO
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
June 15th 2017, 11:47:00 pm · 4 months ago
power through love! you got this! 👏🏽👏🏽
I was jamming to POWER as I wrote this chapter. Lord knows I needed the help. orz
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
June 23rd 2017, 2:25:00 pm · 3 months ago
this is kinda random but Charlie puth's Attention reminds me of Red 😅
Imma go listen to this and add it to the playlist! TY ANON!
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
June 24th 2017, 11:31:00 pm · 3 months ago
ena, i just wish you can fathom 1/16 of the greatness you've omitted onto the exo fandom. you're writing is absolute perfection. fandom writers are just not appreciated enough! you're art is just as important than the art exo creates. you are able to create a story and a character. just think about that. a person and their life. real or not, you've created a character all of us can relate to in one way or another. i hope you keep finding joy in what you do and never lose this passion. 🌺
I remember reading this message 3 months ago and it made me want to cry. Thank you so much for your kind words and thank you for appreciating fanfiction as an art form. I think this writing is such a lost art and people don’t appreciate the time and effort going into a story. But reading this made it so worth it and thank you so much for your kindness!
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
July 7th 2017, 7:22:00 am · 3 months ago
Omg i just followed you now bcs of apartment 5108 and others too. Geez why i havent discovered you then?! Seriously for me its really hard to find fanfic that matches with my reading style gosh its pretty damn well written and you succesfully made me feel like im the character. You mess my feeling hun'. You did it. Seriously youre one of the best writer i ever known in tumblr. Im looking forward to ch 16 and others too. I hope u doing well!!!! Lots of love from your lovely reader💛
Thank you so much for your kind words! It’s such a huge compliment to see you hold my writing to such a high regard and I hope this next chapter doesn’t disappoint. I’m so glad you like it and please let me know what you think of the rest of the chaps!
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
July 7th 2017, 12:45:00 pm · 3 months ago
I've been following you for about a year now and DAMN HOW I LOVE YOU. Its been a year since you last updated Apartment 5108 but you still log in to check on your fans. Writers block is an ass but all you need is some inspiration and then you'll be firing away with the Seahri feels. or Ahrun feels. However you decide to ship them. Also Chanyeol is my fav and the fic you wrote called Two killsss meee. THANK YOU! Also, I'm Egyptian. Pretty cool knowing you have international readers eh?
I’m so sorry you’ve had to wait so long for a chapter!!! It’s so amazing how there are international people reading this and I can’t thank you enough for your kindness and also for sending me this comment but ALSO SEAHRI. LIKE THIS KILLS ME AND ITS SO CUTE AND ADORABLE.
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
July 7th 2017, 1:56:00 pm · 3 months ago
Hey Ena! Just wanted to tell you that I literally open your page every single day (its been 3 months LOL) , just to check if there's any update for apt5108, no rush but that just show how much i adore your work, i just freakin' love your story! I never felt so desperate waiting for the next chapter.. but I believe good things take a long time, and I believe your work could be one of the good things, even better the best thing!! Love, Your biggest fan💕
IM SO SORRY FOR THE WAIT. I don’t know what to say other than this year has been a mess and a true struggle but I dearly wanted to write this chapter and forced myself to do it and post today. I’m so sorry if it wasn’t worth the wait but hopefully it’s a good continuation to their story T____T
@sehun---addict said to enaasteria:
July 20th 2017, 10:07:00 pm · 3 months ago
Personally i would rather wait until you finish the story and post it in one go bcs waiting game for each chap is pure torture . Much love♡
I wish I could’ve posted it all but 16 nearly killed me to just finish so I hope this is a good chapter to hold you off until 17 T___T
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
July 20th 2017, 10:14:00 pm · 3 months ago
In reference to your tag in the previous ask- I think posting the chapters as you finish them would be preferable for me. That way I wouldn't have to wait as long for another update? But I'm wondering if writing it all and posting it generally at one point would be easier on you, so that it could kind of be one and done. Either way, I appreciate you taking the time to write this story! You are so incredibly talented and I find it so kind that you take time out of your day to write.
16 is going up soon. I hope you enjoy it and I’m so sorry for the wait. Thank you for your patience and I hope you read with low expectations because I’m a bit nervous about this chapter. It’s excruciatingly long T.T
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
July 20th 2017, 11:46:00 pm · 3 months ago
please post 16 when it's finished! that way we can have a new chapter at a time to enjoy!
It’s going up!
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
July 23rd 2017, 4:47:00 am · 2 months ago
I know I'm late but about the end of appartment 5018 I'm really curious about Polaris. Will it be build ? Will it be insignifiant ? I really like it so yeah that's what I'm most curious about :)
This will be addressed in 17! :D
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
August 2nd 2017, 9:53:00 pm · 2 months ago
same anon who recommended moondust~~ i have another one for you ena ^^ it's the house we never built by gabrielle alpine <3 best of luck on the story!
Imma check this out after I answer these messages and add it to my playlist! Thank you so much!
@yoruu-gen said to enaasteria:
August 21st 2017, 1:01:00 pm · a month ago
Happy Fanfic Writers Appreciation Day to my most favorite fanfic author in existence ❤ Apt 5108 is by far the best thing I've read on this website and I look forward to continue stalking your Google Docs 👀 I'm so thankful that you pulled me out of the writer's block abyss and I hope I won't disappoint in the future lol. Thanks for always being such a great friend and for always dying with me about our biases 😅 Love u lots~~
YOUUUUUU. I LOVE YOU. I also thank you so much for helping me with this chapter. You are such an inspiration and I know you feel like you’re not that great of a writer but honestly---you are one of the two I really, truly, look up to on this platform. I always enjoy your words, your stories, YOUR STRUGGLES with your biases but also so thankful for your friendship.
Anonymous said to enaasteria:
August 26th 2017, 9:36:00 am · a month ago
Red is my favorite fic and it impacted me so much in a way i can only be thankful. Getting away of a one-side love relationship was really a big choice i should have made before but it's really scary to do so. Reading Red helped me aknowledge what i was doing to myself after denying it for too long and i finally decided to take care of myself for once. So i'm thankful because your amazing way of using words helped me realize i should do what's better for me and no one else. Take care of yourself
Red is honestly one of my favorites too. It was so easy to write (compared to apt) hahaha and although Sehun wasn’t a good character in it, I enjoyed the progression of how real the characters were? Like---this happens in real life and not all things end happily with rainbows and butterflies. It is a struggle to see a person go through something like this but it’s also a testament to their character and their willpower to walk away from it and say when they’ve had enough. I hope you’re doing well, anon.
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Get to know me tag
This blog is not dead...I promise....but go check out my ace attorney-centric sideblog!! @court-ships #shamelessselfpromo
Anyways I was tagged by @xxprincessjewelsxx fifty fucking years ago (just kidding it was in march...which does feel like ages) to do this tag and well!! im catching up on all my shit so!!
Rules: Answer the 20 questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better.
NICKNAME: my name is four letters long and everything except the first letter is a fucKING VOWEL soooooo????? but @hamzzikwon likes to call me ‘jojo.’ ugh
GENDER: female
STAR SIGN: scorpio
HEIGHT: i’m like. really fucking short. like REALLY fucking short. like five feet and maybe an inch. who even knows.
TIME RIGHT NOW: 11:45 AM, a few hours before my piano lesson and i still haven’t fixed my music essay :’)) and im doing this instead
LAST THING I GOOGLED: “trucy wright” because bITCH THIS GIRL IS FUCKING PRECIOUS LIKE wHaT a fUckiNG bbaBe uGh go!!! my magician!!
(what’s weird is that i’m so attached to new generation ace attorney characters even though i haven’t played the games with them yet?? like i have apollo justice and i played the first case but i haven’t gotten back to it yet and even so i just ??? really??? love??? klavier and apollo and trucy ??????? idek why)
FAVORITE BANDS: seventeen stan <33
FAVORITE SOLO ARTISTS: ailee, halsey (been playing hopeless fountain kingdom on repeat ever since it came out)
SONG STUCK IN YOUR HEAD: “talking to the moon” by bruno mars because last night i was crying in joyful agony over @kilometresrufflefuck‘s old fanfiction by the same title (check it out on ao3!!! i really love and rec)
LAST MOVIE I WATCHED: harry potter and the deathly hallows pt. 1 (i think) with @hamzzikwon and @t-asuna2000 on independence day
LAST TV SHOW I WATCHED: crIMINAL MINDS (i’m a sucker for this show and law and order kms)
WHEN DID YOU CREATE YOUR BLOG: (had to check my archive for this whoops) may 2015...and since then i’ve gone through like three different fandoms whoops
WHAT KIND OF STUFF DO YOU POST: shitposts i just reblog shit and occasionally answer asks but gO ON MY AA SIDEBLOG FOR ACTUAL WRITING!! (why the fuck do i keep promoting myself i need to stop)
(*whispers* my aa sideblog is solely ace attorney...even though i do slip up and reblog some other shit)
WHEN DID YOUR BLOG REACH ITS PEAK: hmmm well since i’m not like an actual active user that posts and has a legit following idk...i don’t really think i’ve actually reached a peak lmao
DO YOU HAVE ANY OTHER BLOGS: hAHA MORE SELF-PROMO (sorry i sound so fucking ostentatious please let me live)
@court-ships, my ace attorney sideblog! visit for just ace attorney related reblogging stuff and my occasional fic posting (since i can’t ever seem to remember how to make a masterlist on tumblr)
but i did write something on ao3 that i haven’t finished posting on tumblr so go check it out!! under the same username :))
DO YOU GET ASKS REGULARLY: uhh kinda?? well i wouldn’t consider them regular but i do get asks a lot for some reason....and they all build up so it looks like a crap ton whoops bUT as you can see i’m trying to clean through this blog rn and answer stuff and tags and yeah :))
WHY DID YOU CHOOSE YOUR URL: i had this ongoing joke with an old friend about brownies and since i decided to use it for my social media i just added virtual to it lol
FOLLOWING: 358 but there are probably porn blogs that i forgot to block lmfao
POSTS: 16,396 (damn)
HOGWARTS HOUSE: gryffindor
POKEMON TEAM: sorry idk
FAVORITE COLORS: yes black is a shade but i love it
AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: well now it’s summer so 9-10 hours
LUCKY NUMBERS: 4, 8, 24
FAVORITE CHARACTERS: from which fandoms
ace attorney: apollo justice, trucy wright, klavier gavin (i just love this trio so fucking much) and also pearl fey. my favorite villain from ace is probably dahlia and i fucking HATE her as a character but from a writer and consumer’s perspective she’s fucking brilliant and great like hooly shit!!!!
harry potter: hands down luna lovegood and also i love ron like i relate to him on a spiritual level
yuri!!! on ice: makkachin probably otabek...but i love all the characters. what a precious lot.
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW: soft maroon tee and shorts
HOW MANY BLANKETS DO YOU SLEEP WITH: one, it’s pink and it has pigs on it and it’s great. i love it so much
DREAM JOB: this is such a conflicting question for me bc sometimes its really hard for me to discern dream in the way everyone else does. people always say dream job as in like what you want to do, mostly without financial concern but in a dream, to me, i am AT LEAST financially stable, which is like a first priority for me (this probably isn’t good but that’s what kind of mindset i have, courtesy of my parents) and like...enjoyment and happiness second kinda???
i do kinda want to be a lawyer but i guess my true dream job is being an author. but just saying it is really like unreal because i don’t have that much confidence in writing and my passions wax and wane really easily and im just a mess as you can probably see
DREAM TRIP: i’d love to visit everywhere tbh but top destinations are japan, germany, and the netherlands (though i do dream of living in the netherlands rather than just visiting)
and i’m done!! except for the tags.
tagging: @yuikishirohana @xxsycoticsadiexx @nohmasked @team-dynamike @jaqueen152 @fluffynarwhal7 @cupcakesoryu @senchoubutter @katachana @randomseventeen @sinnam0n-roll @ninja-shinigami @shadowdui @mrsericajackson @seemesmiling007 @the-fallen-otome-angel @nasica @socialist-samurai @p-rince-zer0 @living-out-a-nightmare
to the people i tagged: you don’t have to do it :)) i do hope to get in touch with all of you since most of you are long-time mutuals <33
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92 statements !
aaaaaaa so i’m finally getting around to doing all the tag games ive been tagged in so yeeeee,, thank u @nakamottoyuta and @thenctscenarios for tagging me !!! someone else might have but i dont remember akksdhkkh
LAST
1. drink: milk
2. phone call: uhh ?? i think my private teacher ??
3. text message: to one of my music camp friends !!
4. song you listened to: 태양처럼 by day6, specifically this live bc it’s better than the actual studio recording tbfh
5. time you cried: i cried at music camp bc i was having an internal crisis w myself aha :)
HAVE YOU EVER...
6. dated someone twice: never dated anyone oops
7. kissed someone and regretted it: i was almost kissed at music camp but thank god i avoided it bc i definitely would of regretted it since i didnt even kno the dude lmao like pls u dont just get to take my first kiss like that thanks
8. been cheated on: again,, never dated whoops
9. lost someone special: yea :(
10. been depressed: yep
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: jsjdh nope and i never will bc alcohol is just so unappealing to me
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12, 13, 14: pink, orange, and purple
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. made new friends: yes many !!! i love u all !!
16. fallen out of love: no...?
17. laughed until you cried: *music camp flashbacks*
18. found out someone was talking about you: yes but in a good way
19. met someone who changed you: yes many !!!
20. find out who your real friends are: yea kinda ://
21. kissed someone on your facebook list: dont own a facebook u nerds
GENERAL:
22. how many of your facebook tumblr friends do you know in real life: changed it bc its more fun this way but !! shoutout to my irl friends who happen to be nerdy enough to also own a tumblr: @iwriteblogpostsnotsongs @graciasysaludo
23. do you have any pets: yes sjsjhj i have my best friend davidson the cat i love him then i have another cat whos really old shes like 17 but shes a sweetheart and then we also have two doggos (three if u include my grandparents dog who lives downstairs i love him the most aaaaa) and then two guinea pigs
24. do you want to change your name: sometimes i think of other names but i think ive created a name for myself with this one so i cant really leave it
25. what did you do for your last birthday: hsjhj i dont rememeber probably a small party or smth like that ???
26. what time did you wake up: uhh i think around 10:30 ?
27. what were you thinking at midnight last night: “why the fuck am i not asleep already”
28. name something you can’t wait for: districts next year aaaaaa !!!!
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: an hour ago ??
30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: have be people be more open minded and nice
31. what are you listening to right now: first time by day6 bc day6 is the Shit i love
32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: probably ??
33. something that is getting on your nerves: nothing really rn,, i’m pretty content
34. most visited website: u kno what it is lmao
35. elementary: if u have not completed elementary school yet pls leave tumblr pls
36. high school: gonna be a junior next year aaaaa im Excited !!!
37. college: hopefully ?? or a conservatory would be nice hsjdjdj
38. hair color: my natural color is ugli brown ew gross,, but i’m gonna be dying it a rose gold at the end of the summer !! its basically pink tho who am i fooling
39. long or short hair: i have short hair sjssj but its so long rn i can put it up in a little ponytail if i wanted to oml
40. do you have a crush on someone: do i ?? do i not ??? i confuse myself too much
41. what do you like about yourself: i like how confident ive gotten in myself this past year,, like i can actually be myself nowadays and not feel like i have to act a certain way or live up to other people’s expectations
42. piercings: aha no last ones i had got infected so never again :::)
43. blood type: i ?? have no clue ??
44. nickname: hunter with weird accented vowels,, hoonter, dad don’t ask it happened at midnight on the band bus,,, husband also band bus antics
45. relationship status: im in love w my clarinets
46. zodiac: leoooo yeeeeeeeee
47. pronouns: he + him !!
48. favorite tv show: hskkhhd theres too many pls,, but agents of shield has been a long time fave
49. tattoos: AAAA i want so many i have a List,, i want a giant lion on my shoulder bc im a leo,, then i want a music note behind my ear (i want that to be my first tattoo) then stars and planets on my collarbones bc space man,, also wings on my back, my birthday as a barcode somewhere ?? havent decided where yet + a heart on the inside of one of my fingers
50. righty or lefty: righty !
FIRST...
51. surgery: havent had any yet but i will at some point
52. piercings: i had some in my ears but they became infected and gross and yea no piercings for me thank
53. sport: my parents tried to make me play soccer lmao
54. vacation: the first one i remembered was going to the outerbanks,, but supposedly we went to maine when i was a lil kid but i dont remember rip
55. best friend: we met in kindergarten and are still best friends today aaaaa
56. pair of sneakers: sketchers lmaoooo rip me
MORE GENERAL:
57. eating: i’m chewing gum ?? does this count ??
58. drinking: water
59. i’m about to: go write some angsty markhyuck ::)
60. listening to: colors by day6 um Emo
61. waiting for: something great to happen !!
62. want: everyone to get along ::(
63. get married: nahhh
64. career: something in music !!
WHICH IS BETTER:
65. hugs or kisses: both are cute aaaa
66. lips or eyes: both are v pretty aaaaa why
67. shorter or taller: i’ll probably be shorter than everyone anyways with my 5′ 3 ass
68. older or younger: doesnt matter to me !!
70. nice arms or nice stomach: one, both or neither wouldn’t matter to me
71. sensitive or loud: loud !!! but also sensitive ??
72. hookup or relationship: relationship shakjdsk
73. troublemaker or hesitant: a good balance between the two would be nice lmao
HAVE YOU EVER...
74. kissed a stranger: thank god i didnt wowie
75. drank hard liquor: i dont drink so,,
76. lost glasses/contact lenses: i lost my fake glasses lmao
77. turned someone down: many times yes
78. sex on the first date: uh no
79. broken someone’s heart: i really hope not ??
80. had your heart broken: nah
81. been arrested: nope nope
82. cried when someone died: i cried when my cat died ?
83. fallen for a friend: no.. ??
DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
84. yourself: yes !!
85: miracles: the concept is nice but idk
86. love at first sight: i believe that u can like the idea of someone at first sight,, but you cant love them at as a person since you don’t know them yet
87. santa claus: nah
88. kiss on the first date: i mean i guess ?? idk
89. angels: nope
OTHER
90. current best friend’s name: i have too many to just name one
91. eye color: brown yeee
92. favorite movie: either pacific rim or sunshine both golden
now to tag: @softptg @omgnille1010 @featureless-spy @makkeuga @iwriteblogpostsnotsongs @peurodyuseu @haechance @hyukhyuck
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@nickygrimms tagged me to do the 92 truths game so!!! thank u!
Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag!
THE LAST…
1. Drink: water (thats all i drink tbh)
2. Phone call: it’s been Weeks but probably the library
3. Text message: i texted my sister abt the sims
4. Song you listened to: kiwi by harry styles
5. Time you cried: i was close to crying on sunday but i didnt... i think i cried some time last week about 1) michael and 2) flinthamilton reunion
HAVE YOU EVER…
6. Dated someone twice: ive never dated someone ONCE lol
7. Been cheated on: nope
8. Kissed someone and regretted it: cant regret it if u never do it B)
9. Lost someone special: yea
10. Been depressed: a little bit?
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS
foresty green, yellow (like the van gogh sunflower shade of yellow), and maroon
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
15. Made new friends: yep!!
16. Fallen out of love: no
17. Laughed until you cried: yes
18. Found out someone was talking about you: idt so?
19. Met someone who changed you: yes i think every friend changes my life bc im so grateful to have friends
20. Found out who your true friends are: yes
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: i have 2 fb friends and no i have not kissed either of them
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life? 1 (hey thats half of them though!)
23. Do you have any pets?: yea 3 dogs
24. Do you want to change your name?: yeaaah it’s a Struggle bc i dont like it but its my Name and i feel stupid trying to go by smth else? idk :/
25. What did you do for your last birthday? ummmm i went to a used bookstore and treated myself to half of inxs’s albums.. then i think i got taco bell for lunch? and ate spaghetti for dinner. AND played mass effect andromeda for the first time
26. What time did you wake up? YIKES today is a bad day to ask lol i think i wasnt up until 12:45 or later...
27. What were you doing at midnight last night? drivin home :// rip
28. Name something you cannot wait for: like in the big scheme of things, i cant wait to learn the Skills necessary for my dream job so i can make video games for a living
29. When was the last time you saw your mother: i see her right now
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i mean there are things i wish were different but more in a “i’ll accomplish these things one day” and not just “i want to change this now” ??? idk
31. What are you listening to right now: a compilation of kirk pengilly’s sax solos
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: 1) the fact i have to pee and im not getting up to go and 2) i need to draw and i WANT to draw and yet...
34. Most visited website: probably twitter bc i always go on there n talk
35. Elementary: yes
36. High school: yes
37. College/university: no... bc of $$$
38. Hair color: brown
39. Long hair or short: it’s like shoulder length rn but i want it long again so
40. Do you have a crush on someone: not IRL
41. What do you like about yourself: physically i love my nose which i used to hate a LOT but not anymore, i like my eyes and how many freckles i have, and then not-physically i like that i’m a nice and soft person and i’m emotional and sensitive and i think thats nice plus i think i have Cool taste in movies and music and things
42. Piercings: no i am so scared of needles and it’ll never happen
43. Blood type: how tf should i know
44. Nickname: none rlly? i want a nickname tho someone give me one
45. Relationship status: single but Actually luke arnold is my Boyfrend so
46. Zodiac sign: taurus
47. Pronous: she/her but im not... idk im chill
48. Favorite TV show: black sails!! but i also love battlestar galactica a LOT and chuck is one of my favs too.. i could go on but this only asked for fav and not top 5 lol
49. Tattoos: none bc... im scared of needles.. and i’ll probably never get one lol i’m a weenie
50. Right or left hand: right
FIRST…
51. Surgery: ive never had one
52. Piercings: none
54. Sport: um?? ive never really Done a sport like i’ve never been on a team or anything. but i did a lot of biking and i was a hardcore jump-roper when i was little
55. Vacation: the beach!!
56. Pair of trainers: “what is this asking lol” same nour
57. Eating: im not currently eating anything
58. Drinking: water
59. I’m about to: go through all the tabs i have open RIP
60. Listening to: various inxs songs, i just finished learn to smile and now im listening to we are thrown together
61. Waiting for: hmmm... breakfast tmm... tomorrow in general bc im gonna Do things... my beach vacation later this summer... im always waiting for when i achieve my Ultimate Goal of making video games but that sort of implies im not doing anything abt it and thats not tru
62. Want: some food... some potatoes... i want to start some more hobbies like embroidery, gardening, and yoga maybe?? and i want to be able to do handstands and splits so i wanna do more stretching and what not.. i want lots of things but not in a whiny/im not trying to achieve these goals type of way if that makes sense
63. Get married: i mean maybe... like the concept is cute... when i look at my Favs (read: luke) i’m like “yeah i would marry them in a heartbeat” but irl i just dont know we’ll see.. im a Romantic type of person (despite being aromantic lol) but for me i need just a Soul Connection w/ someone and if it’s not in a marriage type of way then thats okay? idk man
64. Career: oh i know this one!!! video game programmer!!!
YOUR TYPE…
65. Hugs or kisses: ???? how can i answer this??? if i loved someone i would want hugs AND kisses?? but yeah hugs probably
66. Lips or eyes: ugh this is so hard i dont know??? bc w/ ppl i like i always appreciate all their features so much... i dont know which i prefer.. but to answer the question i guess i’ll go w/ eyes
67. Taller or shorter: taller
68. Older or younger: older than me or at least born the same year idk im always younger than my friends and it’s weird to be older than ppl
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach... i like a soft tummy but like idk arms are just arms yknow...
71. Sensitive or loud: 100% sensitive
72. Hook up or relationship: relationship
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hm... i would say hesitant bc i am but then i dont know, balance /is/ key right... can i just say like “reasonable” instead of an extreme lol
HAVE YOUR EVER… (these are all gonna be no’s lol)
74. Kissed a stranger: no
75. Drank hard liquor: no
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: no
77. Turned someone down: i mean not really?
78. Sex on the first date: no
79. Broken someone’s heart: no
80. Had your heart broken: every episode of black sails broke my heart so yeah
81. Been arrested: no
82. Cried when someone died: who doesnt cry when someone dies lol yes
83. Fallen for a friend: i dont Know what romantic feelings are so how would i know
DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
84. Yourself: yep
85. Miracles: yes
86. Love at first sight: like i know it’s not Really but hey why not i think it’s a cute idea ,,, i think u can get Vibes from people and u can be attracted to their vibe yknow
87. Santa Claus: no
88. Kiss on the first date: sure
89. Angels: yes
OTHER…
90. Current best friend’s names: trina & alyssa (and u nour!!)
91. Eye color: blue
92: Favorite movie: jurassic park!!!! bc of bby joe mazzello and it’s just a good movie. and also my fav but in a different way is catch me if you can... and i’m having a hard time not saying the great gatsby too AND rush bc 1) chris hemsworth and 2) race cars!!! and 3) i love niki lauda and daniel bruhl’s accent in it is so good... also one more is snowpiercer, it would be my top fav except that it’s so heavy and i have to be in a super specific vibe to watch it... anyway those are my favs sort of in order
and i’ll tag the same ppl i always tag to do this: @punkrockaries @ageofthesith @fignewmans
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ty ironcaptains!! ur a babe
i tag hahwkeye, damnreys, lieutenantsteverogers, spideypooly, and anyone else who wants to!!
this long as hell lmao rip
my last:
1. drink: lemonade bc happy summer yitches
2. phone call: my fave thai food place lmao
3. text message: one of my best friends
4. song you listened to: make it to me - sam smith (i forgot how talented he is w o w anyway)
5. time you cried: like three days ago bc it was my first time closing my work by myself and i had no idea what i was doing and i was sO frustrated
have you ever:
6. dated someone twice: never dated anyone sO
7. kissed someone and regretted it: i don’t think ive ever regretted it
8. been cheated on: nope
9. lost someone special: yep
10. been depressed: maybe? never figured that out but im v good now
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope
favorite colors:
12. to wear: black blue and red
13. in general: purple or green
14. lip stick: i never really wear it im more of a tinted chapstick type of hoe
in the last year have you:
15. made new friends: yep!
16. fallen out of love: yee
17. laughed until you cried: yeah good timez
18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah but it wasnt really anything bad?
19. met someone who changed you: yeah!
20. found out who your friends are: ehh still working on that
21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: yeah
general:
22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: everyone except the like ~50 people i’ve friended bc we’re gonna go to college together next year so i haven’t met them yet
23. do you have any pets: yes my dog tucker hes a rescue and the literal love of my life
24. do you want to change your name: my real name is elizabeth but i’d really like to officially change it to liza bc everyone calls me that anyway
25. what did you do for your last birthday: went to an art store w my madre and then got dinner w friends (and became an adult lmao oops)
26. what time did you wake up: 10ish bc no work god bless
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: doodling
28. name something you can’t wait for: COLLEGE i want to leave tomo
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: like 20 mins ago
31. what are you listening to right now: sam smith
32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: i dont think so?? maybe?
33. something that is getting on your nerves: work and my demonic sister
34. most visited website: tumblr facebook or cbs? or m school website
35. hair colour: blondish
36. long or short hair: medium
37. do you have a crush on someone: yes rip but only lowkey
38. what do you like about yourself: i am funny on the occasion. also i have long eyelashes lmao
39. piercings: two on each earlobe (getting a cartilage soon tho!!)
40. blood type: bruh idk man
41. nickname: liza i guess? bc its not my actual name
42. relationship status: single
43. zodiac: aries n v v proud about it
44. pronouns: she/her
45. favourite tv show: right now prob big brother but the office and it’s always sunny save me
46. tattoos: nope but maybe one day!
47. right or left handed: right
48. surgery: i got my appendix out in 3rd grade that was wild
49. piercing:
50. sport: ROWING i have a passion for obscure white ppl sports
51. vacation: i came back from hawaii a couple weeks ago it was wonderful
52. pair of trainers: i have a pair of white vans that i wear almost all the time and then also those black vans w the white stripe are my #2s
MORE GENERAL
53. eating: i just ate teriyaki chicken (if u live in SF or NY go to glaze teriyaki it is an experienceTM
54. drinking: lemonade
55. i’m about to: get my ass 2 bed!!
56. waiting for: college fucc
57. want: a more lit summer
58. get married: ehhhgdkf idk may prob but deffffff not anytime soon
59. career: i want to be a marine ecologist!! and do work in costa rica bc best country in the world sorry not sorry i will fight you on this
which is better?:
60. hugs or kisses: hugz
61. lips or eyes: lips
62. shorter or taller: taller
63. older or younger: older
64. nice arms or nice stomach: stomach
65. hook up or relationship: hook up oopz
66. troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker i guess???
have you ever:
67. kissed a stranger: no
68. drank hard liquor: yeah
69. lost glasses/contact lenses: nope
70. turned someone down: yep
71. sex on the first date: nah
72. broken someone’s heart: i think so
73. had your heart broken: yeah
74. been arrested: nope
75. cried when someone died: yeah
76. fallen for a friend: yep yep yep rip me!
do you believe in:
77. yourself: occasionally
78. miracles: sure
79. love at first sight: maybe?
80. santa claus: i wish
81. kiss on the first date: yes y not
82. angels: not atm
other:
83. current best friend’s name: meredith
84. eye colour: blu
85. favourite movie: b r u h idk may either homecoming or civil war (sorry not sorry i know what i said) but besides marvel the to do list is AMAZING and hilarious 2o3et4959234/10 would recommend
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(My first one! Ahhh! Im So excited!) Thank you, @lovelylangst, for tagging me!
Rules: Write 92 truths about yourself then tag 25 people (I dont have 25 people But imma try anyway!!!)
Long ass post.
LAST…
[1] drink: Coffee
[2] phone call:My mom
[3] text message: Sent? My mom. Received? One of my WoW friends (whom i love)
[4] song you listened to: She Keeps Me Up, by Nickleback.
[5] time you cried: Last night.
HAVE YOU EVER…
[6] dated someone twice: I dont think so.
[7] been cheated on: Probably tbh
[8] kissed someone and regretted it: Nope.
[9] lost someone special: Do... Do pets count?
[10] been depressed: Yes, but I’m getting a lot of help from the fambam
[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope!! Dont drink too much, and I cant remember the last time I threw up involuntarily.
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS:
[12] Dark Blue
[13] Orange
[14] Red
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
[15] made new friends: Yup! And I’m so, so happy! I love them!
[16] fallen out of love: I can’t say I’ve ever romantically *loved* someone, just kinda liked them, and that’s still going strong so.
[17] laughed until you cried: ...We do not mention that night.
[18] found out someone was talking about you: In what way? Like. meanly? Nicely? I dont think anyone would tbh I kinda suck
[19] met someone who changed you: Read: The Fambam.
[20] found out who your true friends are: Uhhhh. Nothing like... Super cataclysmic clued me in?
[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: ... I dont think so? My memory of time is pretty shit tbh.
GENERAL…
[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: All but like. 4.
[23] do you have any pets: 54: 3 dogs, 8 cats, 3 goats(babies incoming), 12 ducks, 24 chickens, 2 pigs, 1 snake, 1 goose
[24] do you want to change your name: Not to anything specific?? I just like using alias
[25] what did you do for your last birthday: Do people celebrate those? ;;;; haha... ha. Im a lonely, old gremlin.
[26] what time did you wake up: 6:53
[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping.
[28] name something you cannot wait for: S3 of Voltron, more wonderful angst of any of my favorite characters, happiness without worry, being 18 so i can do shit, retirement, bedtime.
[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: 3 seconds ago when I looked over to make sure she didnt know I was on Tumblr.
[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My insecurites and general disgust and hatred for life.
[31] what are you listening to right now: One of the freaking chickens laying eggs outside. And the pig playing with her food toy.
[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: ... Prob, tbh, but I dont know their names. Only their groceries.
[33] something that is getting on your nerves: My family
[34] most visited website: Tumblr/Ao3
[35] elementary: Coal Creek
[36] high school: (i dont understand the context.) What year im in? last. One i go to? Connections Academy. Favorite year? Junior
[37] college: I do intend on going? To Aims
[38] hair color: Natural? Brown. Current? Brown with the underside a dark red(really pretty red)
[39] long or short hair: Long <3
[40] do you have a crush on someone: No comment... *sweatdrops*
[41] what do you like about yourself: Uh... Um... I am the reincarnation of Happy Bunny, as said by my coworker.
[42] piercings: A helix. I want my tongue done though
[43]blood type: Hell if i know. Red. Prob... kinda salty-sweet, for you vamps out there. I dont taste good but youre welcome to try.
[44] nickname: Carrie/Path
[45] relationship status: Single.
[46] zodiac sign: Virgo.
[47] pronouns:She/her
[48] fav tv show: Too many to list, but current is Voltron
[49] tattoos: I wanna get one. Several, really.
[50] right or left hand: Right
FIRST…
[51] surgery: Idk, maybe? Prob not though.
[52] piercing: Ears
[53] best friend: Irl? Ruby/Bo. Online? the Fambam in its entirety.
[54] sport: To do? Ick. To watch? Basketball, i guess Favorites to watch/read about: tennis, basketball
[55] vacation: Vegas, 7th Grade
[56] pair of trainers: Those are shoes right?
RIGHT NOW…
[57] eating: Nothing!
[58] drinking: Nothing!
[59] i’m about to: Finish this up, read some langst, and go to work!
[60] listening to: Nothing, rn
[61] waiting for: Happiness. And my later doom. Screw work.
[62] want: Happiness. And a nap.
[63] get married: Only for tax benefits
[64] career: Divorce Lawyer! (dreams of little girls, right?)
WHICH IS BETTER…
[65] hugs or kisses: both. Fight me.
[66] lips or eyes: Eyes, because they dont mock me verbally. Also i can actually draw them so.
[67] shorter or taller: I like tall people. I wish I were short.
[68] older or younger: Should I care??? As long as I’m not breaking laws, well.
[70] nice arms or nice stomach: Stomach. And arms. Crush me against your nice stomach with your nice arms.
[71] sensitive or loud: I am loud to cover up my sensitivity
[72] hook up or relationship: ... depends tbh. If i were more confident in my body i would totally lean to hook up though. But also, cuddles are nice? I want cuddles.
[73] troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant. I am the most timid potato.
HAVE YOU EVER…
[74] kissed a stranger? Nope!
[75] drank hard liquor? Yup!
[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? Dont remind me.
[77] turned someone down: Yup!
[78] sex on first date? Haha. Me? Sex? (im not confident enough for sex. also. No dates)
[79] broken someone’s heart? ....If i think really hard and ignore the part of me saying noone could love me like that, I actually... Have? Several times? FML IM SORRY SIT!
[80] had your own heart broken? You cant break what I have already crushed! Haha!
[81] been arrested? Almost, but not really.
[82] cried when someone died? Do pets/videogame characters count??
[83] fallen for a friend? ... No comment. (looks away shiftily)
DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
[84] yourself? I thought we established the extreme no-ness of this?
[85] miracles? Why should I? They’ll never benefit me.
[86] love at first sight? Lust, yes. Love? Doesnt exist.
[87] Santa Claus? No.
[88] kiss on the first date? Who is the date with?
[89] angels? Nope!
OTHER…
[90] current best friend’s name: Ruby/Bo/Ro/Entirety of Fambam
[91] eye color: Brown
[92] favorite movie: uhh... Kung Fu Panda 2 I guess.
Tagged peoples:
@moriatake @hubbletuff @redmullets @strifingkind @ghost-toaster @vivelavoltron @rubatosisopossum @kaxpha (you dont know me but I love you) @appsa @baked-mashed-potato @daddyshiro @aquabutterfly @demiquaver @lance-lance-revolution hnnnn how many more to go idont want to just tag random people ahh plz dont hate me, @bext-k because. youre like a queen. we need to know things. @lolygothica bc youre pretty much the reason i have tumblr thank you for all your fake fb posts and texts ilysm, @moroseconcept @prince-lance-of-altea cant wait for the Secret Circle au, ily for that, @sniperlance bc im running out of people and ily too even if we never talked before, @the-blue-artemis at this point half the people here i know from their langst. pretty sure im doing this wrong is it supposed to be just mutuals?!?! okay im done its not 25 people but i cant.. figure out... who else. (Please dont hate me T-T)
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