#liek theres so much info....

[meherya]

Only 35% through this book but it's genuinely making me feel insane

#like its actually blowing my mind and giving me an insight into history i knew only in passing #like!!!!! #it goes literally from british raj to republic #dicsusses major points of punjabs historh #liek theres so much info.... #idk what the latter 65% will be like but man #anywayd this is random but when the chapters get to the part of missing and disappeared sikhs... #i wonder if my uncles name will appear .. from those who survived and witnessed the torture punjab police put people through #because its presumed he's dead but no one in my dads family actually knows what happened to him

[kawaiianimeredhead]

Really trying to get better at buying things on sale and with coupons but I have almost zero idea how much these things cost when compared to other things and I just can not retain this knowledge no matter how hard I try rip

#like i can compare when theyre shelved next to each other in the store but after that nothing #even people commenting about prices of things in convo i cant tell if theyre saying its a good or bad price rip #why cant i just trust that a coupon or sale is gonna net me the best deal and go on from there #liek obvs i know a lot of place raise prices before sales but im talking like every day items where thats harder (? i think) to do that reg #the only prices ive somewhat retained are things i regularly buy by themselves which isnt actually much #like i know water bottles at cons or other Events are $3 and at little craft shows or city festivals theyre like $1 but i dont know much #between and then redbull at gas stations is like 2.75 #and i sorta know the price for the little toys i buy but even then theres so many now and they used to be like $5 so even though i know #theyre more i still get a bit of a surprise sometimes when i blindly grab them #and yes i know this makes me sound snotty and privileged and that i am/have been very privileged to not Have to know this info #dont mind me #tag rambles

[deadjam6]

hiii i started making this au a while ago but fnaf slasher au!!

so ull see the designs listed by movie, heres some info on the movies

so the first movie takes place in a carnival, the missing kids are all teenagers, they are just kind of destroying the place yknow. theres supposedly an animatronic hunting and killing them, cassidy is the final girl, she finds out that the animatronic thats killing them all is actually a guy in a costume (william afton.) in a reference to into the pit, shes able to electrocute him and she thinks hes dead

second movie immediately takes place after the first with cassidy going to a police station, this movies plot is kind simple william afton just goes around and murders everyone in the police station until he finds cassidy, but cassidy is actually able to kill him this time and she ends

3rd movie william isn't actually in, it revolves around elizabeth's childhood, william died when she was still young so she basically grew up without him, but y'know how slasher bloodlines all have murders (i love the halloween movies) anyways liz is also a murderer just like her dad, in the beginning of this movie (she is 12) she is put in one of those places jamie and tommy went to in halloween and friday the 13th idk what its called, and that's where she meets charlie (charlie is there cuz she saw henry off himself) liz goes on a murder spree, charlie ends up being the final girl

4th movie starts with liz finding williams grave cuz he was buried exactly like how jason voorhees was and she resurrects him in the same way jason is actually. (william is like off camera this entire time u kinda just see her silhouette doing this stuff) but that was like the intro for the movie, like its not explained AT ALL. but the rest of the movie is about Cassidy, who is older, and has a kid (with cc) and their kid.....is named vanny (smirk) and william being resurrected like awoke her slasher instincts and she ends up killing cassidy. then at the VERY end, cassidy's death is on the news, and it pans out to elizabeth with her zombie dad and she is like, "looks like we have a new recruitment to the family, dad." Then the movie ENDS .

then kind of like saw 3 and 4, the 5th movie takes place at the exact same time as the 4th but its on liz's pov, so you actually see her resurrecting william and see how she kind of has to liek ... tame him, cuz he's like a brainless zombie (he is in his springtrap era) and idk they get into hijinx, the movie ends similar to the 4th movie since they will be watching the news about vannys death probably in this awful disgusting motel 6th movie is about vanny with liz and william idk i haven't thought about it much but they will murder people or smth, aunt liz will try to convince her ot murder people with zombie grandpa

i like put alot of references to slasher movies i like in this au, i mentioned some but not all 😭LOL i hope tumblr enjoys

also other random things, more info about the kids in the first movie

cassidy 17, susie 15, fritz 17, gabriel 19, jeremy 21

gabe and fritz are brothers, jeremy is gabes best friend, cassidy and fritz are besties, susie is there cuz firtz is a bully and peer pressured her into going into an abandoned carnival together, jeremy is like stupid and also brought booze for everyone since he can legally buy alcohol (it was firtz's idea, they did it behind gabes back, he's the more level headed one)

when liz resurrects william, you don't get any dialogue in the 4th movie, but in the 5th you do, and friday the 13th is a real thing in universe, so liz is legit like "wow, how funny would it be if i was able to resurrect my dad exactly how tommy did in friday the 13th part 6" then it actually works

another idea i was playing around with, in reference to sister location, cassidy ends up killing michael thinking he's actually william, if that did happen id imagine itd take place somewhere in the 4th movie

Speaking of the 4th movie, I feel like that movie would be more of a thriller? idk tho, i think the 5th movie would be kind of a horror comedy like bride of chucky

and yes teehee, i have been thinking about what thier perks and stuff would be for a dead by daylight dlc, so far for williams mori i was thinking hed take out one of the charatcer masks (bonnie freddy chica foxy) and slap it on the surviors head after murdering them, and the order he takes them out is the order he killed the kids in the movie, so susie died first, so the first head hed put on a survior would be chicas, so on so forth, and it works cuz there are 4 surviors! and cassidy would be the survior to go along with the dlc, and maybe elizabeth would be a legndary killer skin or something and charlie would be a legendary survior skin

#fnaf au #five nights at freddy's #slashers #slasher movies #halloween 1978 #friday the 13th #dead by daylight #william afton #elizabeth afton #horror movie

[rontra]

this ask/reply is long so im just putting it together as a textpost help me shark if you're out there

Anonymous asked: hi ok im super super sorry if this is bothering you but ive been meaning to ask it for like 6 months or something . i was introduced to your work via skin game and my brain latched to it ever since i read it. me and some other friends really enjoyed the fic even if it was a short read and i was wondering if youre comfortable sharing chapter 2 either publicly or privately? again im ultra mega sorry if this comes off as creepy or weird or something ive been stressing over it for liek 3 days since i didnt want to bother you :(

either way, love your work so much. your fanart introduced me to both arknights and rwby (though a friend kind of pushed me to actually start watching it lol) and theyre both really great series :) your work is a huge inspiration for me and my friend group and your writing is just insane /pos

(3rd paragraph omitted bc i cant priv reply and im excluding your offsite info even if its under a readme HFDBHJF)

hi shark!! ofc i remember you we are like soldiers side by side in the trenches of takano posting 🫡

so first of all thank you so much for following and enjoying my work 🥰 i'm always happy to help drag people into the arknights/rwby zone HEHEHE i'm glad you enjoy what i make!!! it means a lot to me 😊 thank you!!!

now. THE THING ABOUT skin game ch2. is that it's pretty rough. i had a look at it the last time something prompted me to think about the fic and it's not really presentable (i don't know if i even finished editing it back in ….. 6 years ago… oh god). it also doesn't have all of its art (which might be a blessing in disguise given the art it does have is …. 6 years old… oh god)

getting it to a state i consider readable would take a good chunk of work, which is why i put it off again after looking at it. it's almost 12 thousand words of … uhhh… shall we say… unnnnpolished material. i think i couldn't even share it privately because i would be embarrassed to show someone something so unfinished and janky. not to mention not having all of its art finished. so i got kind of stuck last time and just put it off again bc the amount of work it very obviously needed was like. "Christ OK Not Now" yknow…

it does bolster the spirit when i remember you and your friends. it means a lot to me that you care about it even after so long!!! i just have NO idea when i'm going to get around to editing something of that magnitude @_@ i was really a dummy about chapter lengths back then… HFDBHJGJMK

it's really kind of a shame too becahse chapter 1 and 2 together are sort of the introductory portion for our 2 primary characters. so it feels like only half of the intro is done right now. since ch1 detailed how kyrie ended up at that plaza meeting takano, ch2 would detail how takano ended up there, meeting kyrie. and then we would proceed into the future from there. as a renowned Takano Guy, obviously i was very interested in this, but for various reasons i never finished polishing it and drawing the art…

ch2 also features ikuko so you KNOW its dear to me

overall being like 5-6 yrs old theres a disconnect where i don't feel like ch2 right now is achieving what it should, and i see a lot of concrete problems with concrete solutions, but it's an editing of such Magnitude that it keeps being pushed back in favor of other stuff. oh, ephemeral soul…

some of the art i did get done for it is pretty cute though, like these baby miyos;

so that's pretty good, but i didnt FINISH drawing the art, ARGHH

it is really hard to say. bc when i KNOW there's people out there who remember it and care about it, that does motivate me to return to it. but it has a lot of stuff that needs doing, and is a very old project, so it's unclear to me right now when it would receive the attention it desperately needs before it can be shown to other people... i super can't in clear conscience accept anything like payment/etc for that kind of vague half-promise either, although i appreciate the thought xD

i'm sorry it's such an inconclusive answer, but i am sort of an inconclusive guy when it comes to projects... i jump around a lot as i'm sure you've observed in your time following me 😭 it's important to me to have that freedom, but i do care about SG too, so we just sort of have to see if i can surmount the magnitude of the work i accidentally set up for myself half a decade ago (*turning into stone*)

but it makes me smile when i remember you're out there thinking about this weird little AU. so, thanks. 😌 a soul still burns...

.

and then after all that CH3 was going to have more of best girl 🥺.....

WARGH <- BEARER OF THE CURSE

[iheartmyipod]

when people talk for hours thru text message do they really enjoy it. like are you enjoying this really. im so tired i feel liek i just bared my soul x10000 and theres no time to process anything and we are talking about drugs now. ongoing dillema where im not sure how much info i should share with sumone cus i really😂really hate letting people kno anything about me if theres a chance we might not even have a connection like that or im going to be misunderstood or judged...O_O  but also that is literally how you make friends you need to share things about yourself or what even is this. does everyone feel like they are going to throw up after social interactions...WHAT GOING ON HERE!

#yolo try new things blah blah blah im dying one thousand billion deaths right now. #sorry so personal i kno this is sumthing i should just create a google doc for.. JUST IGNORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[prenvii-moved]

i remade my carrd :smile:

#i removed a tonn of info bc hajksfh idk why not #felt like i shoudnt say as much anymore so :p #ramble #i still odnt liek how this one looks but hatevererrrrerererer i do not care anymore #i like my dark colors in the old one but hfajksfhj #also i think im jstu done with tumblr for a while #idk i ont feel like theres a reason to me posting anymore fjksaf #all ive been doing is school anyways so fhasjkfh #plus i feel ike all my freinds left me lol #not in a sad way thats jsut what ive been thinking hajks

[sajdd]

why are people trusting stuff from leaktwt? they tried to out sapnap and bbh as predators and that was proven false.

they've faked doxxed dream countless times. the last time he deleted his priv twitter was because he was attacked in it.

why are people trusting stuff from leaktwt? this feels real sus. people went on hate tirades hours ago against manatreed because he was an instant success on twitter and they were jealous and thought it wasn't fair.

im not saying it couldn't be possible, anything can be. but it feels weird to have virtually no information on this guy, not even a last name, supposedly have info doxxed on him, which is illegal in itself, and everyone is trusting that info? when leaktwt is notorious for fake doxxes and accusations.

i feel like we should keep it in mind but to automatically believe it feels weird? its a weird situation and there's very much not enough info that can be trusted on either side to make any sort of decision

oh yeah no like, theres been a lot of speculation about if its trust worthy or not, also personally i didnt know where it originally came from i only later foudn out it was leaktwt (what actually is that, is it about liek dxxing people and stuff? leaking their info?)

but like pretty much everyone i know, and from what i saw on twitter, the large majority of ppl was worried but sceptical, hoped for a response or some sort of proof for or against. since the accusers seemed to have proof

so when "i didnt do it. source: dude trust me" and "people can be so gullible 😑" happened, thats what really started the fire. the thing is theres been a lot of stuff with ccs being exposed somewhat recently, so people are on edge and unsure who to trust. dream only fanned the flames of this

i keep repeating myself but i dont have much to add here other than i agree, but a lot of people were/are skeptical, and dream and manatreed handled this as badly as they could.

#discourse #sorry this isnt rlly well worded or anything

[thelesbianlegacy-swtor]

Galaxy Guide to Loving Girls! Pregancy Tips and info

Listen herwildWell helloo there to all my wonderful fangirls! Today we are going to talk aabout something so special and magic that it makes our bellies fill up with butterflies!

Pregancy! There are tons of different species of girls out there. SO every pregancy has some differences. But we have come here to bring you what we think, are the hottest tips depending on the specie of your girl!

If you are dating a Buff and battle hardened mandalorian, you might want ot invest on some chains. This girls are ferocious! Which mean that in the early days they might be running around in full ocmbat armor trying to take down armies of soldiers while having morning sickness! So you want to sith with them and explain that they have a little baby inside them, and they cant fight as before anymore. Take out all the weapons you are hidding and let your girl burn some of that war cravings around the house. Remember that your girl will het a bit more stubborn that usual. Have a lot of patience with them. 

Now for our girls with a loving and sexy Twileak or togruta girlfriend, you might want to learn a couple of massages routines. Lekkus become extra sensitive with pregnancy and so, they make headaches much more frequent. Take a look around the house and take away anything that makes anoying noises. Using creams on the lekkus will also help a lot. And just a FYI in case you dont know it. If the lekkus of a twileak become more sensitive, its in every sense of the way. So we careful when rubbing your girlfriend lekkus. It might get too sensitive for them! On the other side it might be just want you want to do when alone at night.

Their green skin is one of the prettiest of the galaxy and you know who am i talking about! Mirialans as well as humans have some usual pregnancy cravings and symptons. But theres something they get a bit more than others. Whateve you do. No matter what. You dont wnat to threaten a pregnant mirialan. They will jump at you with a knife and gut you like a Nerf. Mirialans hormones are all about the fight or fight insting! And thats no typo girls, This sexy gals will rip appart anyone who threaten their babies or partners.

If you have manage to land a chiss girlfriend, let me say something first. You are a leyend! Chiss girls are amongst the more shy and introverted girls around. The chiss society its a bit less chaotic that the rest of the galaxy. But that changes when they have a little baby in the way! Chiss girls might get a mood swing like no other! And this is no little one. They can go from a shy library girl that enjoys silence, to a cvrazy party girl that wants to jump and bounce around the place! Its amazing! Mostly this is a fun little change form ost but you still want to keep an eye on them. Some get too wild and might need some help to clam down. Their mood will go back to normal after giving birth

Listen here. Cravings are the worst part about a pregnancy for most. Its weird to want something that you cant find or even know what is. For those dating a sith girl, or pregnant by one, you might have a really bad time. That is if you dont read this magazine! Because we have ask around and we know what cravings sith girls and pregnant by sith girls will want. Read closely if you or your partner are force sensitive. So. Sith purebloods have a...weird type of craving when pregnant. It comes back to the original diet on their home world before going to space. They require a type of slurry made out of....blood. Now that might sound a bit off but let me assure you that no matter the specie is totally safe. You can even mix it up! Just be sure to get the right ingredients. And for those still asking .It is blood and some other things

We talked about how mandalorians have a hard time getting of the war mood when pregnant. How mirialans will go to war if you even dare threating their child But we come now to a type of girl that will have the opposite reaction. Nautolans get a bit shy when pregnant. Some even get paranoid. They will run away if they feel in danger or even if they get scared, Some get a bit emotional when under pressure and just cry a lot. More than usual if comparing with humanlike pregnancies. So you want to put a really brave face for your girl, always be around her and make sure there are no sudden noises and movements when she is around. 

Zabrak girls. Theres nothign wrong about their pregnancies. They seem to have one of the easiest ones around. They dont get to many cravings. Headaches actually go down as they get ready to have a crying baby. They dont get aggressive. So you might be asking. Whats the problem then? Well girls. It takes two to make a baby. And i said the zabraks have it easy. The hard part is for you! Zabrak get a interesting mood swing during pregnancy. They dont cry. They dont get angry. They get horny! And thats not a pun! Zabrak girls will not be able to keep their hands of you! And specially you. Your pregnant grilfriend might as well chain you to the bed because most of the time, that will be were she needs you. With the hyper libido increase, also comes a ton more of energy. So froget about cleaning or cooking. As long as you can stay awake withthem in bed your girl is going to be a one woman army! With the same sexual needs may i add

Last but not least important we have the best cuddlers in the galaxy. Cathar girls are adorable and no one will ever say otherwise. Pregnancy for them comes with the opposite fenomenon that zabrak. This girl will have such a boost in their cuteness, sexyness, or whatever made you liek them during pregnancy, that it will be YOU who literally wont be able to keep their hands of them! We have taken testimonies about girls feeling their cathar girls get either a sexier voice, a lust inducent smell, a fur so soft that it actually arouse you and even times when their eyes just make you want to undress! Its sounds crazy but trust me girls. Its 100% REAL. So if you are putting a bun in a cathar oven you might want to plan ahead

And with that comes the end of this new issue for the Galaxy Guide to loving girls about pregnancies! We hope you enjoy the issue today and we will be taking any request you have. Follow us for more fun tips about girls, stories, ideas and even fanfictions! If you have any type of idea or request, feel free to send it right away! 

A special thank you to @jedimasterbailey for her information about Mirialan girls

@swtor-legacy-sitcom for the Sith Blood Slurry Recipe.

@classie-cassy for the info on mandalorian girls

#swtor #lesbian #star wars #lgbt #pride #starwars #gay #sith #mmo #wlw #pregnant #pregnancy #Oc's #jedi #with #mandalorian #cathar #twilek #togruta #zabrak #sith pureblood #chiss #mirialan #sith inquisitor #sith warrior #imperial agent #bounty hunter #female jedi knight

[fellhellion]

Thoughts on the blue lions please 🥺

of course!!!! i love them sm aa (tho pls keep in mind ive only Just got to the big fancy ball)

Dimitri: Very interesting! Recent game developments have me very curious as to where his character is going. There’s a few conflicting support conversations that have VERY interesting implications for what he buries down deep inside himself that i’m really hoping will be explored fully. Specifcally him saying he couldn’t trust Byleth unless he knew they didn’t enjoy killing but then Felix’s first support being acknowledgement that he enjoyed battle. There’s a lot of trauma and rage buried in this spagetti hair blond and im really nervous to see what the tipping point for him is. dude should be in fucking therapy, not in the militarised church fjdksfhjkdlshfkj 

Dedue: god i have so many feelings about this man. the internalised self hatred is incredibly fucking tragic and it’s a relief beyond words to see characters liek Sylvain expressly push against it. Dedue is also an interesting character to me because he holds his tongue specifcally on topics w certain characters. You’d never guess from his first support w Felix that he’s been thinking and silently agreeing with what Sylvain deduced about the unlikeliness of Duscar taking arms up against the king. And so much of that works incredibly well w what we learn of the discrimination he’s faced; he doesn’t want to endanger Dimitri by inviting too much scrutiny and thus the academy is really the first time he’s had this chance to work through even an iota of what he’s going through, and w people who want to support him.  also the DEEPLY underrated hilarity of his supports w Byleth being the equivalent of two silent protagonists holding a friendship. 

Annette: She’s so sweet!! I love the visual of tiny women and massive axes which is always great. She’s a wonderful foil when interacting with the more serious members of the cast and I just enjoy how cheerful she is! I haven’t progressed her Support w Byleth enough to get more info on the story with her father but i am Curious

Ashe: sweet boi....SWEET boi i love him so much. I wish the conflict with his father got expanded upon tho dear god. Like, ur gonna tell me his dad was executed by a church sanctioned and politcally motivated battle and theres NO internal conflict that arises???? even just from the meta of Lonato being able to attack his son within that battle?? bro....i love how he plays off other characters but i genuinely feel, unless there’s more story coming up, it was such a missed opportunity for complex character development

Mercedes: I really love her! I really like that she’s this mini subversion of the passive, sweet and oblivious healer trope. Mercedes IS very kind but she’s also perhaps the most perceptive character of the house with very keen insight into how other people operate. She instantly recognises that Sylvain flirting is usually a sign that he doesn’t think he needs to connect w or take you seriously, she takes the time to ask Dedue about his culture and history specifcally because she’s intimately aware of being the legacy of a decimated family. I just like her a whole lot!

Slyvain: pls don’t look at me once again liking pretty boys with depth oh my god im embaressed already I like him! He’s very funny and a nice, lighthearted addition to the cast that contrasts very well with more serious characters like Felix and Dedue. I’m very curious to see if his understandable cynacism towards genuinely connecting w people on a romantic level gets explored for what it is. It’s an interesting bit of selfishness to his character but I really want to see the generalisations of his mindset unpacked, even if the root cause of them is understandable 

Felix: An asshole but a hilarious and interesting one. All jokes aside, his support with Demitri and Dedue in particular shine an especially good and interesting light on his internal conflict regarding strength/chivalry and how it relates so deeply to his past. It’s interesting to see where his mindset falters, what boundaries it has. Strength is valued, but not to the extent where he accepts or justifies the murder of innocents. Felix mocks the idea of chivalry but it’s in key part to what he thinks is worth dying for (insert me dying about what i got spoiled on lmao); he hates that his father saw Glenn’s death as of value simply because it was in service to idealism. I really like him a lot, his various supports really Really help flesh out his character so well. 

Ingrid: my GIRLLLLLL i wish you had more sapphic content oh my god why does this game hate me personally. Overall I like her! I just haven’t hit any content w her that’s grabbed me by the horns so to speak. I’m waiting to see if the conflict being teased w duty versus dreams w her comes to fruition because goddamn i really want ingrid to being genuinely torn on it!

#ask games #anon #long post #LONG POST WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK #Anonymous

[hte-spagheti]

🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

hi im gonna take this opportunity 2 infodump abt trepanation <3 and by infodump i mean tell u sum of my fav bits of info w a brief bit of context

so basically trepanation is a medical procedure involving drilling a hole thru tha skull, in2 tha cranial cavity. its tha oldest medical procedure w archeological evidence, and is surprisingly safe :) there hav been trepanned skulls frm tha copper age w signs of healing indicating tha patient survived 4+ years

im especially interested in modern (1960s-2000s) recreational/amateur trepanation. this guy called bart huges proposed a theory, that tha brain pulsates w blood, and as we age and our skulls fuse, there isnt as much room in there. trepanation can b used 2 give tha brain a bit more room 2 breathe. its been proposed that doing this can do all sorts of stuff, but most trepanation patients say they feel “lighter” and more clearheaded, and their friends notice small changes in personality, mostly seeming calmer or smarter.

heres my niche pet peeve evry1 rlly invested in niche topics haz: theres this quote by joe mellon that goes liek “there was kind of a "schlurping" sound as I took the trepan out and what sounded like bubbles“ and ppl always say its about his 3rd successful trepanation, BUT its actually about his 2nd UNsuccessful trepanation. he stopped at this point cuz he thought he had done it but he wuz actually only halfway thru tha skull :/

source

tha way tha skull is constructed, its liek a sandwich; w hard compact bone on both sides and porous spongy bone in tha middle. he hit tha spongy bone, but didnt get all tha way thru tha head. cuz when u actually get in2 tha cranial cavity a ton of blood comes out. theres a pic of amanda feilding on tha wikipedia page 4 her trepanation film she looks liek carrie lol. u can also find her footage in a few trailers 4 a trepanation documentary called “a hole in the head” on youtube :)

tha wiki page

amanda feilding also ran 4 parliment twice (in 1979 and 1983) on tha platform of trepanation research. she wuznt intending on winning, it wuz more of a preformance art project, but she did get 188 votes tha 1st time iirc :) girlboss

this is tha only source i can find 4 that atm, its worded rlly weird but mentions a similar number ig

#ask to tag #trepanation #can i get a fucking uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh original post

[dream-realm]

 i just read a post about amazon alexa and stuff like that data mining collecting info for marketing/advertising purposes etc., whihc i obviously agree with. but it seems like people always overlook something that to me at least is just as worrisome, the fact that these superfluous technologies start to change the way you live your life. i know its a more abstract point and so not something you can easily fire back at someone who in response to your rejecting new amazon and google devices is like “well your phone is listening too”, but people seem to have already forgotten what life was like before we all even had phones or constant internet access. this always seems to be lost on people who think the phone and social media are like exactly the same as using the internet on a computer. you have to go out of your way to sit down on a computer, it takes time to turn on, its not as portable, it likely doesnt have data so the internet can only be used when theres wifi somewhere..whereas since the phone can be accessed anywhere at all times with data and so on, it changes the way you view and use it. anyway, it sucks that its not even really an acceptable criticism to reject this new stuff on grounds that it alters the way people experience their lives in a bad way. like do you really want another device slipping into the background of your life and becoming an integral part of your day to day experience, so much that you stop noticing it ? why does anyone want that ?

seriously even adults are like brainwashed about this now, and theyve experienced more of life without a phone than i have. when i see a grown person braindead scrolling throuhg twitter or something im really thinking, there are no humans left..people just submit to these things that come to structure the entirety of your life. its like this sort of ill-defined phenomena of older people who have little to do all day and spend it on political twitter and cable news and start becoming conspiracy theorists with legitimately no sense of reality. the technoglogy they use structures there life so much that theres nothing outside of it, liek thats their foundation rather than freinds or family or whatever

[mahoukaze]

Теплые ощущения в груди tulpa Warm pleasant feelings in mah chest

Theres an English version down below Теплые, приятные ощущения где то в области желудка. (за всю жизнь такое случалось несколько раз и только когда форсил.) Немного погуглил, вылазят только сайты про всякие болезни =＞(БОЛЬ В ГРУДЕ?? ВОТ БОЛЕЗНЕ, при ккАкторыех ”Боль в Груде？ а ЕЩё анальное кровоТТТТТТечение, зуд в ушх и рак МО з га...”？？？) Ещё пытался подписывать слово tulpa, вылезало две рандомные стори, которые вообще не связаны с моим случаем. А ещё сайты про ASMR. TAK BOT Поел часа два назад. Сижу играю в Дарк Соус2. Вдруг неописуемое чувство присутствия тульпае.. Обычно всегда мне самому надо удерживать его на фоне. Усилий особых не прилагаю, на автомате получается. Но я играл в дс2 и поэтому был сфокусирован на пикселях оллзетайм.  В ДДД РуГГГГГ я просто знаю, что он рядом. (в чувствах) Я такой: яЫЫЫЫ ммм привет, что такое как ты тут оказалося :DDDDD  онОООО Прикольно да? яЫЫЫЫ Угум, сорь убиваю монстров тут, фокус потерял. онОООО Ничего яЫЫЫЫ хы пиздец это самое чувство в груди яЫЫЫЫ Ого это ты так? онОООО ... яЫЫЫЫ Классно, продолжай :D Плюс повысилась... связь? :I Ответы намного чище звучали (в форме мыслей офк). Воот. Никогда вроде не записывал такие случаи, вот теперь будет. А ещё может релейтбл у кого нибудь.

А ещё я напишу этот пост в англ форме потому что могу. Engrish version: Basically it gets warm around my stomach (maybe a little bit higher idk) No it doesnt hurt, no it doesnt feel like some kind of pyrosis (it could be, what do i know?) I couldnt find anything similar on the internets so i feel frustrated. Also i gotta note that i felt the same thing only a couple of times in my life (maybe 5 or so). And it only occured when i was actively forcing tulpaes. So this is how it happnd: Me play a video game. I had a cup of tea approximately 2 hours ago Suddenly i feel a strong presence of my friend. (usually me brains automatically keep him close by, this felt different) (not an actual conversation, translated from our “feelings” :I) -Me Oh sup! Well uhh.. this is unusuall :D -Him Yea -Me this is pretty cool, sorry im kinda focused on slayin mosnters (ds2) -Him i dont mind (warm smile-feeling-thought) *my chest start heating up* - MEEEEEEE Oh hey, hvnt felt this in a while.. Is that your doing? i fkn love ya :D -Him ... Something liek that, yeah. Also i gotta point out that this time it felt more pleasant than it usualy is... :I Also earlier that day i kinda said that he doesnt do much (in terms talking first, without needing my attention. I was just stating the facts, not blaming him) Aaaaalso i have a lingering subtle warm feeling cos i keep remembering how it felt. 

Also idk if anyone who speaks english will read this. I cant be bothered to register an account on /tulpa . info/ and find a proper tread to post this whole story of mine. and blah blah blah.

there.

#Tulpa #Weird sensation chest #warmth in my chest #Тульпа

[prenvii-moved]

hate film theroy but hey... mat.. if you wanted to go through the episode and do a rick timeline based on things like his protal gun model and hair type i wouldnt be against it..

#BC LIEK THERES SO MUCH RICK LIFE INFO HERE?????? #i bet theres some big stuff you can get out of this ep.. #ramble #livethoughts