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dmnbroys · 11 months

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Them with bratty!gfs

always teasin’ him,playing with just the little button of his last nerves,trynna get a rise outta him.even if he has gotten used to her little antics,he cannot help the fact that the rush of adrenaline that would go down his cock at every little thing,every little tamper tantrum was turning him on.

And the outcomes……well

Controller in one hand,he takes a deep inhale before throwing down a hard smack down the thickness of her ass watching intensely the movement of the impact afterwards.

"C’mon mama y’gon work for it,all em’ words,all that talk put it t’work…..i ain’t doin shit till y’feel srry enough" he says lowly before looking back at the tv trynna focus more on the game to mask the way your wet cunt was squeezing hard on him yet eyes completely blown out ,glassy and filled with intensity.Acting as if the tightness of your cunt wasn’t affecting his ass just as much as his dick did to you,beating your shit with slow but hard trust,the overwhelming feeling being too much with the one of hypersensitivity.Bro tried so hard not to let go,he woulda came long ago if it wasn’t for teachin yo ass a lesson."d-daddy p-please can’ttttt s’too much…." Uh uh ma’ y’want me to call that mf y’so needed to meet up with ? matter fact’ how bout we send him a lil sum,sure that ain’t gon be a problem….thinkin’ bitch can come fuck with me n my girl…. crazy"

The argument this time was bout you wanting to go to one of both of y’alls friends house just to hand out with him n his girlfriend.The problem is that he didn’t want to come,and he didn’t believe you was going to their house since you only mentioned an "he" and no other names.Made him think you was up to sum jealousy type shit again cuz he knew your petty self would repeat that shit sooner or later considering the fact that he been ogling his ps5 all day not passing anytime with you after he promised.He wasn’t really possessive…..well maybe a little.Plus you might’ve gone a lil too far with your description earlier….to get that rise out of him before leaving but seems like your plans didn’t went through final phase.

didn’t even made past the door before an heavy hand grabbed your ass by the throat,the front door of the house closing with a slam.Now there you were ass up face down of the couch,dick all up in your stomach,the angle making him reach a past that ring of pleasure,arms sore from moving against the couch so aggressively,pussy soaked and wetting his abdomen and him having you fuck yourself back on him refusing to do any sort of movements,frustrating you.Eyelashes falling off,no ending river of tears going down your face and wetting the couch.You whined almost making a fuss but he was faster.Took your throat in his other hand,pulling your back against his chest a breathy chuckle pulling off his lips."still trynna have that attitude? aight bet."

It was daytime before y’all finished.sent a pic of your cunt dripping with thick globes of his cum to yall’s friends the next day.Immediately regretted it cuz obviously possessiveness took over his consciousness.💀

Onyankopon , geto , gojo ,toji, zoro ,ichigo , renji , eren

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pillow-princess-diaries · 6 months

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𝚂𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝙺𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚛 𝙳𝚊𝚣𝚊𝚒! 𝚇 𝙰𝙵𝙰𝙱!𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛...

Scenario: your lovely and charming boyfriend has a dark secret; but you’re chill with it~

Pairing: Serial Killer! Dazai X AFAB! Reader

Genre: Smut

Type: scenario in hc format

W/C: 1.07k (i think😭)

T/W: murder (kinda obvious 🥲),slight yandere-like behavior mentioned,kinda public sex (they fuck in a warehouse),gunplay,blowjob,cum eating,cockwarming,dirty talk, a little bit of degradation (slut,degenerate) a little bit of bein in a mating press,aftercare☺️ (please lmk if i missed anything!🙏)

A/N: hey yall!! Inspiration finally hit me and voila! Hope yall like it and see ya in the next one!

MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS DON'T FOLLOW, YOU'LL BE BLOCKED!

Serial Killer Dazai! Who comes off so lovely sweet and nice! Your parents,friends,EVERYONE LOVE HIM!

Serial Killer Dazai! Who gets borderline yandere like for you.he loves you and he needss to keep you safe,especially from people like him.but most importantly he needs you to not leave because he needs at least one good thing in his life dammit!

Serial Killer Dazai! Who suddenly gets awkward around you…he’s hiding something and you know he’s good at that…the fact that he’s letting you notice is a sign he wants you to ask him what it is

Serial Killer Dazai! who tells you what he is and what he does,he has (crocodile)tears in his eyes as he tells you, hes so scared you’ll leave him! (No he’s not~he knows you cant leave not while he’s in charge)

Serial Killer Dazai! who’s genuinely surprised when you kiss his tears away,telling him it’s okay and you dont mind. Hes so stunned! And definitely loves that you’re just as fucked up as he is.

Serial Killer Dazai! Who asks you if you wanna come out ‘hunting’ with him.even lets you pick the victim sometimes!!!

Serial Killer Dazai! Who sets up a seat and makeshift stage for you to watch your show.it’s in an old warehouse so no one will even disturb you~

Serial Killer Dazai! who absolutely dements his victims,the look of fascination and curiosity on your face fueling his sadistic behavior.

Serial Killer Dazai! Who notices you shift uncomfortably in your seat,your thighs clamping together and rubbing oh so subtly.

Serial Killer Dazai! Who gets hard at the sight and quickly finishes the kill to get back to you~

Serial Killer Dazai! Who gets his bloody gun,and cleaning it before he stores it for future use;who unbuckles his pants as he makes his way to you.

Serial Killer Dazai! Who hovers above your seated form, his clothed erection at your eye level.

Serial Killer Dazai! Who kneels before you and carasses your cheek saying, “shh bella…relax…ill take care of you~” before kissing you passionately. His skilled tongue exploring the expanse of your mouth.

Serial Killer Dazai! Who pulls aways for air,a single thread of saliva connecting the two of you.

Serial Killer Dazai! Who puts his thumb in your mouth for to suck. you do and his fingers taste vaguely metallic from holding the gun.

Serial Killer Dazai! who cant help but snap a quick picture of you before pulling out his finger and licking it before ordering you to get up,taking your seat and pulling out his pistol. He undoes his pants and underwear ,his cock springing free,precum already leaking from its tip.

Serial Killer Dazai! Who cocks the gun and smirks when you instantly get to your knees and pump his erection before blowing him.

Serial Killer Dazai! Who relishes in the feeling of your mouth around his length ,he holds the loaded gun to your head,the gasp of fear sending a pleasant vibration along his cock, “do me well bella,maybe ill let you cum tonight~”

Serial Killer Dazai! who ,feeling his first release coming on, hold your head down and thrusts up lightly, making you gag, before cumming down your throat.

Serial Killer Dazai! Who makes you swallow every last drop,the idea if his release filling you up in more ways than one driving him insane. “You’re such a fuxking slut for me arent you?you fuxking degenerate” he moans as he sees you swallow.

Serial Killer Dazai! who instructs you to sit on his dick and ride him.who puts the gun in your mouth,ordering you to suck it as you cockwarm. His occasional thrusts causing you to gag on the metallic weapon.

Serial Killer Dazai! Who isnt satisfied and picks you up by the ass (his cock still buried in your cunt) and pins you against a wall.

Serial Killer Dazai! Who brings your legs up around his waist and begins to relentlessly pound into you. In and out so fast its making you go cross-eyed! (He loves the sight~)

Serial Killer Dazai! who begins to work your neglected clit with the tip of his gun. The cold metal sending shivers from your pussy all through your body.

Serial Killer Dazai! Who locks you in a mating press,you jolt against the wall and your pretty moans resonate all through the empty warehouse.

Serial Killer Dazai! who brings your attention to the body right behind you both. He leans in close saying, “did ya enjoy that one bella? Did you see the fear in his eyes? Did it make you wet?” (All rhetorical questions of course)

Serial Killer Dazai! Who’s voice lowers, becoming gentler,raspier as he says,“did i do good? Did you…like it? Did i make you proud?” This wasnt the man who’d been killing a random accountant from the bar moments ago…no. It was him in his most vulnerable form,a child seeking to do good.to be the best

Serial Killer Dazai! Whose eyes darken the moment you nod, and just like that he was back to his usual self,he thrust back into you, “Good.now cum for me you little slut🖤” he says,kissing you passionately, an oddly love filled gesture in a rather lustful scenario.

Serial Killer Dazai! who moans your name as you cum around his cock,he reaches his climax not long after and the feeling gets him moaning even louder.

Serial Killer Dazai! Who lets you down and pulls your panties back up,your cum-stuffed hole still leaking from both of your releases.

Serial Killer Dazai! Who casually makes you rest back on the chair as he drenches the body in gasoline before promptly dropping a lit match into it.he steps back, and admires his handiwork before turning back to you and askin if you’re okay.

Serial Killer Dazai! Who carries you back to his car and drives u both home.who gives you a lovely bath to wash off the blood,cum and dirt (you come out of it with a few more hickeys than you went in with, but its fineeee)

And finally, Serial Killer Dazai! Who gets into his paw patrol pjs before cuddling up to you and holding you close. He’s forever greatful for you and will never stop thanking the stars for blessing him with an absolute angel.

Tag list(open):- @diagonal-queen @sapphic-serenade

#🧀 tales #bsd smut #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bsd x reader #bsd headcanons #dazai smut #dazai x afab reader #dazai x reader smut #dazai x reader #bsd x reader smut #bsd x afab reader #serial killer! dazai x reader #dazai x fem reader

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missyaess · 2 months

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Maybe Meant to be - Fake Dating pt.5

pt.1 pt.2 pt.3 pt.4

Authors note;

sorry it took me so long to update,I’m going to be more active from now on🩷Also I have a request that I’m working on that I just saw,thank you sm to @luvizuku for requesting 😙Also the next chapters are gonna be out soon and they are going to be juicyyy so make sure you check those out once they’re uploaded 🤫🤫🤫

tag list 🏷️: @jasmixs @cybertimetravel @tenmaabnesti @luleck @lovra974 @just-your-emo-sensei @lookingforlia @cinnamonroll4ever @liaaa-1 @just-some-random-simp-lol @chrissyfishywissy @aizawasgirl @jonggunismysneakylink @liaaa-1 @velvet-spider @4evahevah @chixkadee @haleyms @katsuberries @laurenzitaa @chaoticstrawberryland

(I can’t tag some people idk why 😭)

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As you walked out your dorm room with Bakugo leaving everyone else behind your heart was beating so fast you were sure Bakugo could hear it.Did he actually like you and was jealous?You wanted him to be so badly.

His back was facing you and you had gotten quite far from your dorm,so you decided to ask what has been on your mind since the minute you two left.

-So what is it?

Bakugo turned around and looked at you as if you were crazy.

-Whaddya mean what is it?!You were going to kiss if it wasn’t for me.It would be disgusting to watch and in front of everyone too.Can’t even imagine how humiliating it would be for you.And to kiss that Deku,you would have to be insane!

-Wait,w-what?

-What don’t you understand?I saved your ass because you are my friend.

So this was it.He was not jealous of you,he didn’t like you,it was just about how much he hated Midoriya all over again.He wasn’t jealous of you at all.Your mind wandered to the pictures posted by Uraraka last night.You remembered how Bakugo usually doesn’t let people post him.Uraraka meant something to him.Even if Uraraka had a crush on Midoriya it wouldn’t change how Bakugo felt about her.You were speechless.You can’t believe you got excited for this.You were just staring at him with wide eyes and saying nothing.You felt your eyes started to tear up so you turned your back to Bakugo.

-What?

-You are just…unbelievable.

-Huh?!How am I unbelievable,you are the one dating Deku!

You turned back around and saw he was fuming,yelling at you.

-Yes so what?He’s a great guy and I love him.I’m so glad I am dating him and not someone else!

He was startled as you said this,the sadness you felt wasn’t visible on your face,you were cold and done with his shit.You felt so heartbroken and you didn’t want to see him anymore.

You started walking away leaving without saying a word.Surprisingly,Bakugo didn’t say a word or run after you.You turned around to look at him even though you knew you shouldn’t and he had his back turned around power walking (😭) the opposite direction.

He didn’t even come after me.

You were about to cry and you felt you needed some air so you went outside.You walked for a little bit thinking about everything that happened in the span of two days.As you were walking you decided to sit on the cornering of the building.You were sitting your legs curled up,arms on your knees as you heard footsteps.You looked up hoping to see Bakugo and-

-Hey,are you okay?

#bakudeku #katsuki bakugo hcs #mha #mha hcs #mha midoriya #katsuki x reader jealousy #katsuki x reader #midoriya x reader

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alisamalfoy · 2 years

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Draco Malfoy x yandere!reader

Draco Malfoy and Y/n L/n.

The famous couple in Hogwarts.Everybody thought they are a perfect match and everything is very good in their life.

For Y/n,it was of course.

But is it true for Draco too? God,even in their relationship Y/n asked him out.She was clearly obsessed with him and showed no hiding about it.And Draco said yes because he wanted her to annoy him,maybe in relationship she would be less clingy.

But man,he was never so wrong like this in his life.

After getting into this relationship,she got clingier than she was used to be before.Whenever he woke up,she kisses all his face and hugging him.Even going to the classes,at night..All times of the day she is with him and even when he talks with his friends she is either on his lap or hugging him.

And it also made his friends dislike this.

"We missed you along us,bro.She is always with you.Is she your puppy or something?"Blaisa,one of his friends said in potions class which she did not have today.

"I am also bored,Blaise.She is so clingy and I hate it.But I don't know how to break up with her.She will think it is a joke."Draco said rolling his eyes at thinking about her clingy side.

"Just hangout with Astoria then cheat on her.She will be get used to it and accept it."Blaise suggested.

"Mr Malfoy and Mr Zabini,stop talking and listen to the class.Or else I will send you two directly to the detention."Professor said sternly and continued teaching the class.So,they got silent and did not talk anymore..

*when the lessons finish*

Y/n came running to the Slytherin common room.She was very excited to see Draco.Even in classes she dreams of kissing,hugging him.

But when she entered,she saw Astoria sitting on his lap,kissing him and

he was kissing back.

He had never kissed him like this..

She felt pain stuck into her chest and tears coming to her eyes.

"Honey?"She whispered,her voice crackling.

Draco and Astoria,both turned their heads to the direction of the voice.Astoria did not care and continued opening Draco's shirt buttons.In the other hand,Draco felt something weird inside of him but decided to let go of it.

"What?Can't you see we are busy?"He snapped at her.

"But I am your g-girlfriend and I brought you your favourite cookies.For eating together in the evening."She said looking at him with those pretty eyes now with tears..

"I don't care.Go feed them to your clingy self."He said straight to her face and she felt like backstabbed.

"Fine,have fun with your new SLUT."She stormed off the room and went to her room..

*morning*

Y/n was sitting with her friends at their dormitory room.

"He was toxic,darling.He did not even deserve you and you should meet some new people."Stella,one of her best friends said patting her shoulder.

Y/n could not sleep that night.All night she cried about their memories,burned their photos together where he fake smiled in all of them.

"I will kill that bitch Astoria."She said hatred emotion in her eyes.

"No.NO killing.Hey,let's go to the breakfast and we will meet you with a new boy who is one of Stella's old friends."Leila,another friend of hers said.

*in the breakfast*

The rumours of them breaking up,already spread in Hogwarts.Everyone was looking at either Draco or Y/n.

Draco sat with Astoria in Slytherin table,while Y/n was sitting with her friends in her own house's table.She was not staring at them,because she knew if she started staring either she is going to kill Astoria or she is going to get lost in those eyes of him,which broke her heart.So,she tried to ignore the ache forming in her heart.

"Cmon,Y/N.Just let go of it.Also,Noah is coming in few minutes.The one I told you about yesterday."Her friends tried to encourage her but they were failing.

She gripped on her fork and showed a quick fake smile.

In the other side,Draco took a glance to her direction and saw a boy approaching them.He felt that feeling again.He could not understand all.

"Baby,are you listening to me?"Astoria waved her hands to his face and he snapped out of his thoughts.

"Yes,baby.I am.Continue."Even though she continued,he could not pay attention..

While in Y/n's table,she was having fun after all of this time.It felt very good.Noah was a caring and kind boy unlike Draco.

*after a week*

Y/n was sitting in the courtyard with her friends.

"Stella,I can't do it.I am like obsessed with him.It is like I can't control and I want to fucking hex that bitch."Y/n said closing her eyes for calming down.

"You shouldn't hex her.You should hex that bipolar blonde man-whore."Stella said,anger raising at her voice.

*after classes*

Y/n was heading to her dormitory,she suddenly heard yelling voices.

Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy were arguing in the boys' bathroom.

She saw them throwing hexes at eacher so she got more closer to the scene.Suddenly,she saw Harry throwing "Sectusempra" curse at him.

She knew this curse was one of the most unforgivable curses.

She could not saw the life of her heart getting tortured,so she foolishly jumped to front of Malfoy and spell hit her.

It was like she could not control herself when she did it.She could feel pain slowly coming to her body.She knew Draco was not going to care but she was wrong.

When Draco saw her sacrifice her own life for him he immediately felt guilty inside of him.When the spell hit her he was frozen and numb.

“WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO,POTTER?”Draco yelled at him coming closer to Y/n and holding her numb body.

Immediately Professor Snape came to the scene and took Y/n to hospital.Draco begged to stay there with her but Madam Pomfrey said she needs to get a rest...

*2 days later*

It was 2 days since that day and Y/n was not awake still.Draco visited her in these 2 days and also he broke up with Astoria.

At first he thought it was because she sacrificed her life for him and it was just guilt but no.

After breaking up with her,he always felt this feeling.He missed her next to him.He would give everything to get her back.

Even thinking of it,made tears in Draco's grey eyes...

Part 2?

Requested by: Expensive_Bxtterbeer 💗

Wattpad acc: AlminaMalfoyz 💗

#draco x reader #draco imagine #draco malfoy #draco x you #dracoxyanderereader #yandere girl #draco malfoy angst #angst prompt #requests are open

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yuikomorii · 2 years

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What do you think about your father? Even he is abandoned you do you still loves him? (Sorry bad English)

Yes…I still love him.Even if he’s not my real father,he was still the one who raised me.He gave me a place where to stay and took good care of me after all.I can’t deny that he was a scary man though,a bit too strict sometimes but maybe…that’s how every parent-child relationship is like?Nevertheless,he was a very kind man and I choose to believe that he didn’t truly abandon me,there must have been another reason.

#yui komori #diabolik lovers #dialovers #komori yui #answered ask

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book-of-kingdom-hearts · 4 years

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discussion ienzo’s age

hi so like I've told before i will discuss ienzo’s age in bbs.

what is important to know First is his behaviors, how tall he is and his background.

We get to know ienzo in bbs as a child who was very silent, he rarely spoke, is seen walking while holding hands with ansem the wise, wears a oversized lab coat, is not afraid of the unversed, and lost his parents. He is also the one who convinced ansem the wise to build the lab in the basement. Since he was a pupil of ansem the wise it’s safe to assume he is extremely smart for his age. Even was also pretty protective of him. In bbs character files he was described as someone “who speaks little but sees much”

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Just like most kids of 8/9 year olds ienzo likes to feel more Independent. This behavior is displayed by him running away and even searching for him.Even is often displayed as his caretaker and was the one who often babysits him. Often when you reach the age of early teen hood you are aloud to wander off on your own. Ienzo is known to often “wander off” in the rest their distress. besides that The way Even and ansem the wise interact with ienzo strongly makes me believe that he was at that time still a child.

I mean you don’t even need to have studied the behavior of children and teens like me, to tell me this is how a teen(even a early teen) and aduld act with each-other. With all the teens i worked with that’s talking about 10-14 years old there is none who held my or a other person’s hand while eating ice cream, walking in the hallway of your own house or even the street for that matter.(not even the ones who experienced trauma or have a attachment problems) Who do i often see displaying this kind of behaviors? The 2-8 years olds.

Next is his height, the average height of a 8 year old is a 128.2 cm. The way we are gonna figure ienzo’s height out is by using ventus.

We know ven is the same height as sora (160cm)

Ienzo comes to ven’s shoulder if you place them at the same height that making him 127cm (so 1 cm under the average height of a 8 year old ). If you wander how i calculated this i’m 3 cm taller then ven (yeah i’m short i know) so all i needed to do was measure from the ground until my shoulders and then minus 3 cm.

So that makes him a bit smaller then a average 8 year old. And then there is the fact ienzo stated in kh3 that he was “just a boy” when all of it went down.

besides these things there is not much we can tell about what his age could be in bbs but maybe kh mom can provide us more answers.

i also noticed that he also shows signs of being a neurodivergent i’m not outright gonna say that it is/not is autism since others overlap with it. but if you want i can try and research a bit deeper into this if you guys want me to, but that wil be for a other post.

#kingdom hearts #ienzo #discussions

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sakuhai · 4 years

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I don't think that Duna is "queen" for screwing around no strings attached with multiple people.Also being sadistic and cruel to ppl manipulating them into thinking they are masochists who enjoy torture and humiliation is not "female empowerment".

If Minho and Haesol seem to "like" anything Duna does to them that's mostly because of conditioning.She just wants to train them to please herself.

Also I don't think she truly loves Minho or cares to protect him.She has been extremely abusive towards him.Even if he was "an asshole" in the past Duna has always been so passive aggressive like instead of talking things through and tell him exactly what problem she has with him clearly to his face,she just goes f*cks a sketchy af dude and then ignores Minho and just randomly yells at him,swears at him and threatens to kill him and being hysterical in general.

She lacks true guts.Instead of directly facing her problems and addresing her issues with people through conversation like most civilized human beings she just abuses them because she knows they are vulnerable.She isn't even up for a challenge.She just goes to ppl she knows will let her have her way with them one way or another for one reason or another...

She knows Haesol likes her and even if he told her that even if she doesn't want to date he is willing to take it as long as he can still see her.Duna is not stupid though she knows that could hurt Haesol but she still likes his "23 year old soft skin,innocence and long thick dick" -her words- and the fact that she was his first boosts her damn ego even more and she is so proud of herself...

At this point Minho has no idea what her issue is with him simply because she never told him anything.I wouldn't be surprised if Duna and Wookhyun decided to team up and ultimately screw over Minho.And Minho becomes one of those characters who in the end go "If you can't fight them join them"...

I don't trust Duna has good intentions for Minho nor that she loves him.Nor that she decided to be in good terms with Wookhyung just so that she can protect Minho.

Duna took advantage of a drunk Minho and when he complained about how she raped him with a strap on she mentioned his previous similar rape by Wookyung saying that he had no problem taking such huge toy up his butt and now with her he only complains.

She must had known how traumatized Minho was from that yet she used it against him and abused him

Damn she even brags to Wookyung that "Having sex with Minho is very easy no big deal at all for me but you haven't accomplished anything with him yet" Like Minho isn't even a human but a trophy within the game of those two sadistic sociopaths/physchopaths.

There is no way that woman has any love for anybody plus her mentality is off and she seems more than a "sadistic beauty".She seriously seems to be straight up sociopath.She has a very antisocial behavior with no real connections or relationships with ppl nor a normal perception of how the world works?

But it'd be sad if the author would try to sell this like : those guys just need to be better humans so that Duna could settle.

In fact Duna is the one who needs to be a better human if she wants to be happy longterm in her future.Career money youth good looks and the superficial "power" of a bully that help her play with vulnerable people could fade away quickly and maybe her victims will wake up and want nothing to do with her anymore like Gyerin.

What's Duna going to do then?I doubt she can have a normal relationship with anyone.She can't even have a proper conversation with someone.I think that the sociopath elements of her personality become obvious after only a while after interacting with her.

Anyways I don't care to "slut shame" Duna.I think its just pathetic that she just goes to circles with the same ppl over and over again.Does she lack the ability and the guts to just move on in her life?Or does she simply just know that she can only pray on vulnerable weak and damaged ppl like Minho and Haesol and other perverts like Wookhyun?I think Duna knows that most "normal" ppl would completely ignore her or reject her once they see her true colors.

The thing is, she is dangerous and kind of a bad person or just someone who has a mental illness that makes them dangerous.

She's not just a chick who enjoys bdsm.She abuses people mentally and physically.She is manipulative and extremely selfish.Its different to enjoy femdom but to the point of getting so much into it as to choke ppl to death?That i think isn't bdsm but sth extremely serious that must be regulated before a disaster may occur.And she constantly fantasizes about actually killing a person and has crazy eyes.

#sadistic beauty #shtpst

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obligatory-rwby-fanblog · 3 years

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SDFGHJKWJA OK IS FUCK. I JUST HAD AN IDEA. SOMEONE REBLOGGED SMTH THAT I REBLOGGED (IDK IF THEY WLD BE COMFORTABLE GETTING TAGGED IN THIS) BUT INTHE TAGS THEY SAIDSMTH LIKE “maybe they can’t hack penny’s soul to get to the maiden powers, but they could hack her body, bring her to atlas and have winter kill her” ANF NOW A CANT STOP THINKING ABT INJURED, DOUBTING WINTER, WINTER WHO LISTENED IN HORROR AS IRONWOOD SHOT A POLITICIAN WHO DISAGREED WITH HIM, WINTER REFUSING TO KILL PENNY. MAYBE THEY FIGHT, MAYBE WINTER WINS, MAYBE WITH IRONWOOD’S HELP, ALTHOUGH THE FIGHT INJURES HER WRIST AGAIN (FOR LIKE. ANGST REASONS OR PARALELLS OR SMTH). KNEELING OVER UNCONSCOUS PENNY, AND DECIDING SHE CANT DO THIS AFER ALL. SHE HAS TO PROTECT PENNY FROM IRONWOOD AND GET THEM TO SAFETY AWAY FROM HIM.EVEN THOUGH SHE IS INJURED AND SCARED. PENNY IS A SCHNEE SISTER NOW I WILL NOT BE TAKING CRITICISM

#DONT TOUCH ME IM ANGSTING OVER HERE #rwby vol 8 #penny polendina #winter schnee #ironwood

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winterstarqueen · 3 years

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Maybe something where Sora needs comfort and the reader helps him feel better?

Not alone (Sora x reader) pt1

Sora had been feeling down. You didn’t know exactly what was wrong. Maybe it was the power of waking? He hasn’t found it yet. Or it could have been Roxas? Sora wanted to save him. No it had to be Kairi. Sora hasn’t seen her since before the test. She was training with Lea. Sora probably missed her. After all you knew that he had a thing for her. You saw the way they looked at each other. Like they’re in love. “Y/n! I think that the pancakes are burning.” Goofy said snapping you out of your thoughts. “Oh! Sorry! I’ll eat this one.” You said before flipping it. “Wak! Sora’s still in bed?” Donald asked frowning. “I guess so...” You said frowning. You wanted to make him feel better so you decided to make crown shaped pancakes. Just for him. This had to make him feel better. Chocolate chip pancakes are his favorite kind. You knocked on his door. “Come in.” Sora said. You entered the room with the tray in your hand. “It’s dark in here. Let’s open the drapes.” You said putting down the tray and letting the sun in. Sora frowned and covered his face with his blanket. “I made your favorite breakfast.” You said with a smile. “Thanks.” Sora said from under the covers.“So...uh, where are we going today?”You asked him.“I don’t know...” He said trying to hide his sadness. “Well I should let you eat.” You said before leaving him.Even after that breakfast he was still struggling.You didn’t know what to do. It’s not like you could call Kairi. Because you would if you could. Hearing her voice might bring Sora back. But she didn’t have a gumi phone. You looked down while frowning.“What is Sora’s favorite place to go?” You asked Donald and Goofy. “The islands. I think.” Donald replied. “Do you mind if we go there...just for a little while? Being back home might snap him out of this.” You said frowning. “I don’t know.” Donald said frowning. “Don’t know what?” Sora asked. “If you wanted to go back home. Just for a little bit.” You said. “I guess so.” Sora said frowning. You smiled. Maybe this would help. Although this wasn’t a vacation. You hoped that he might feel better if he was here. The sound of the waves made at least you feel better. To be honest you got home sick pretty often. But Sora always comfort you. Sora looked down.“Hey let’s play. Just like when we were little.” You said to him. “I’m sorry...it’s just I don’t feel like it.” Sora said frowning. He hasn’t said those words since he was busy working on the raft. Sora wouldn’t tell you but he wanted to impress you that day. It was strange. Because he didn’t like it when you would give Riku too much attention. So he wanted to step up his game.“I see....” You said frowning. Sora went to the secret place alone. You shook your head and frowned. How could help him? You followed him.Sora was looking at a hidden drawing. Before adding something to it.He noticed you come in and quickly dried his tears. “Oh...uh, we should probably get going.” Sora said getting up. “Yeah. Sora were you crying?” You asked. “No. Come on let’s go!” He said grabbing your hand. He didn’t want you to see the drawings he made. You agreed to go with him.All of you were going to leave. However, There was a swarm of shadow heartless. You got ready.Sora looked worried for a second before summoning his keyblade.If this group of heartless was more common. Then you were getting worried about Riku and the king.Everything was going well until. You noticed that Sora was struggling. This wasn’t like him at all.You threw him a elixir. “Thanks!” You nodded and continued to fight.Things grew more strange.When Sora was hardly doing anything on this heartless.You looked at Sora and he nodded.The two of you were going to use your special combo move. Usually it’s pretty strong. But this time it was kinda weak. You got very confused by this and when you finally finished. Sora looked more beaten up then usual.“That heartless is strong. I hope that Riku is okay.” You said looking down.Then you looked at Sora.“What’s wrong?” “It’s nothing.” Sora said looking away. His light through the darkness was gone? Sora could feel it fading away..

#sora x reader #kingdom hearts x reader #sora x reader oneshots #kh re:mind #kh3 sora #cute #fluffy #adorable

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angellgguk · 3 years

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does daddy jin let oc keep male helpers at home for chores? what would he do if one day one of their old female helpers brings in her handsome son as replacement and he starts flirting with oc (maybe says something like you look so young like Jin's daughter!) JIn's Reaction?

Oh fuck-

He doesn’t have much men working inside the house but he does have a boy fresh off high school working at his pool and garden for extra money.he has had a little crush on OC but knowing who she is he hasn’t interacted much with her.but since OC is one of the sweetest angel’s to walk around she has tried to talk with him.even brought him water, lemonade and fruits whenever she feels lonely around the house.

The poor boy is so scared of Jin that he literally does the worst at his job when he is home.but after getting well along with OC for a few months, OC felt as if she has gotten a friend after a long but for him it was like meeting someone he’s always wanted to.

Even though he knows it was not right he still has confessed his crush to OC.she giggled and called him cute but to the boy it was a encouragement to keep his little crush going.he even got a bit courageous even with Jin home.

So once when OC and the boy were talking without being aware that Jin decided to come home early he once again tried to fruitlessly confess but his choice of words weren’t something Daddy Jin liked when he walked in.”Noona you look young enough to be Boss’s daughter” her giggles were cut off and his breathing halted when seokjin spoke out of absolutely nowhere.

“You look old enough to repeat that”

Ask the goodnight members something or clarify anything about them

#ask angell's yanderes #ya'll acting like they are 20 years apart loll

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writingismyhappytime · 4 years

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Escaping Grace

A/N: So I wrote this fanfic over 4 years ago when Blackveilbridesfanfiction.com was still a thing, and there's been a lot change with the band since then. It's one of my first fics to ever write --- actually, it IS THE FIRST fan fiction I ever wrote.I'm going to do some editing to it before it's posted here from its original content since my style is a little different, so it's doubtful there'll be as many chapters, but I still hope you enjoy it! (And please don't judge, I was just a wee babe when I started out. Or judge gently. Well, I actually I judged it pretty hard when reading back through it.)I've rewrote it significantly so much that the plot has changed here and there, as I didn't like the previous at all. It was terrible, I'm going to be honest. I'm going to include in each chapter references for lyrics used from other bands, as I'm absolutely no musical artist and not clever enough to come up with my own for Escape From Grace to use in their music, so look for that at the end of each posted chapter should it come up.

A sound of immense excitement escapes my lips before I can stop it as I stare at our manager; he's barely made it halfway through his sentence but he has my full attention. I clasp my hands together as I straighten, grinning from ear to ear as I bite my lip.

This is the best news I've ever had. In my entire life.

Well, second best, getting signed on as a band was a pretty big memory to me, and all the people in the room as well. Coming from a nowhere town and being a nobody, working all those bars and gigs trying to get attention --- how we got so lucky, I'm not sure, but I'm thankful. We would still be struggling to make it if it wasn't for our manager, so I'm pretty grateful to him.Even more so now that he just gave this announcement.

I'm so getting him some donuts for our next meeting.

"Well, I'm glad you're taking the news so well," our manager says after a moment with raised brows, and I can feel my cheeks start to heat as everyone looks at me. I give him a sheepish look of apology, leaning back in my chair and trying to contain my excitement.

Still, he had to know I would be excited about this! Sure, we're a signed band, for a record label, but it's still a struggle. Even signed we still have a lot of work to do, and it would be too easy to fall into obscurity or be a one hit wonder, which isn't something that I want. This is going to be the rest of my life, it's what I want more than anything, and I'm not going to let this opportunity slip past me.

We're just getting our footing as a band, trying so hard to break out into a scene already full of so many talented people. Sometimes it's overwhelming and I feel like we've hit a brick wall, like we're never going to climb any higher. No one makes it quick big in this business, I guess, which is another reason why I'm so excited, why this is so important --- it could be our big break!We've been mostly openers for other bands in the last year, with one small tour through a few cities that gave us a lot of publicity, but nothing like this! Per our lovely manager, we're going to be opening for Black Veil Brides on several different occasions on their upcoming tour! They're one of my favorite bands, their songs feature themselves on all my playlists, and the fact we're going to meet them!

Oh, I can't stand it.

Is it suddenly really hot in this room?

I squirm in my seat, chewing my lower lip thoughtfully as Craig continues with the announcement. He was just going over the usual bits, we have a meeting pretty frequently about our lined up gigs and to be on better behavior than the last few. Some, or rather one of us, likes to get tipsy and flirt with fangirls, and despite his occupation as a drummer, still makes the boyfriends fairly upset.

My eyes flick to the blonde drummer not paying any of us a bit of attention, looking at his phone and swiping left or right occasionally. He looks exhausted, black rings under his eyes; I'm surprised he even managed to make the meeting today.

"When's the first show?" Clarke, our bassist, asks, his feet propped in my lap as he leans his chair back, teetering precariously on the back legs. He doesn't seem near as excited as I am about this, but he's never really been that into the type of music that we're playing. He was more into the hardcore, metalish type, which as hard as I might try, my voice just wasn't cut out for. I'm always waiting for the day he's going to drop the bomb that he's ditching us for something more his speed, but I wouldn't blame him.

Take an opportunity where you can get it.

"Three weeks," Craig replies, checking his watch. He's always kind of in a rush when it comes to us, we're not exactly his biggest moneymakers, but I like to think we're not at the bottom either. I mean, it would be nice to actually meet in an official space and not the breakroom of the record label, but I have the feeling maybe Craig doesn't exactly have a ton of pull and probably doesn't have his own office to see us in.

Still, he's been good to us, and I appreciate it. The fluorescent lights above dim a little before getting brighter, reflecting off his shiny bald head. He has thick old man eyebrows that are seriously in need of a trim, and absolutely no facial hair to speak of, which you'd think he'd want to balance out the baldness, but I digress. He's not a thin or tall man, and he has a thing for chunky watches and outdated t-shirts that makes him look like a suburban dad instead of any sort of manager.

"That's coming up pretty quick, don't ya think? We have some stuff already booked, don't we?" Vale looks nervous, shifting in the blue plastic chair beside me. Her gray-painted eyes flick to me, but I give her a bright, reassuring smile she reluctantly returns after a moment. She's my lead guitarist, my backup vocalist, my roommate, and my best friend. She holds many titles very dear to me, in fact. Without her, there's no telling where I would be right now. "And why us, exactly?"

"Well," our manager rubs the back of his neck, clearing his throat and pretending to study the notes jotted down on Subway napkins in front of him. "Another band was going to open for them, but their lead singer has to have his tonsils removed. So, I pulled some favors, and got you guys signed instead!" He grins at us, looking very pleased with himself as he shoots us some obnoxious finger guns.

Vale rolls her eyes as she leans back in her chair, giving him an unimpressed look. She tugs on the end of her long black hair thoughtfully. "Well, you're certainly not letting us fade into obscurity, I'll give you points for that."

Craig looks satisfied with the response.

I glance around the round table we all sit at. Vale to my left who is now focusing on fixing her black eyeliner in a compact, and her brother Clarke where he's casually chatting with Craig as if he's actually interested in the gig. Our drummer, Nate, has finally passed out against the whiteboard behind him, and I'm pretty sure that's a sheen of drool on his chin.

I'm the lead vocalist, the frontperson of our band, and I also play keyboard when it's called for. I've always been close with Clarke and Vale, we grew up together as neighbors. It was their idea to form a band and get out of our old town, and when Nate joined us, it seemed like we might actually have a shot. It still blows my mind that we've made it this far without something breaking us up.

I've never had a lot of good luck, but maybe it's all been building up for this.

"Sooo --- do we get to meet the band beforehand?" I ask Craig, trying not to sound as eager as I feel but probably failing. I wanted to meet them, every single one of them, gawk at them like a fangirl meeting their idol, and wholeheartedly embarrass myself. "Where's the venue? When do the shows start? Are we going to get a bus this time or are you going to make us ride in your minivan again like a gothic soccer mom? Y'know that's not really going to give us the badass impression we're going for."

Vale snorts, biting her lip to hold back a laugh as Craig sighs heavily.

"Just be lucky I had a van to get you all to that show, alright?" He grumbles, but the experience had been mortifying. Just getting started, our actual ride breaks down, and suddenly Craig rolls up in a blue minivan with proud parent stickers on the back glass and yells at us to get in. Never again.

"But yes, you do get to meet the guys beforehand." Craig states, rubbing his jaw. "The lead singer, whathisname, wants to meet you guys before the first show. He's probably going to measure you up and make sure you're up for opening for his band. You guys need to make a good impression," he warns us, as if I'm not already planning on murdering whoever embarrasses us first; only I get to feel humiliated, no one else gets to do it for me!

He glances at Nate where he snoozes, and I know the warning is more for him then anything, but he's sleeping, so it's not really having any effect.

I feel like some tween girl meeting her boyband idol for the first time, being presented with front row tickets to his show. I rub my hands nervously against my thighs, ignoring the dampness my nerves are causing.

I'm the youngest in the band. I've known Vale and Clarke since I was twelve, and without them I doubt I would have made it through my teenage years. Or any years, if I really wanted to admit it to myself. I owed them a lot, more than I could ever pay back, but I'm hoping with our success that'll be enough.

"I heard he was an asshole when Asking Annie opened for them in Vegas." Clarke says, not looking at all thrilled. I frown at him, and shove his legs out of my lap for such a crappy comment. He knows I love that band! He ignores me, letting them drop easily to the floor before straightening in his chair; he better be glad I didn't tip him over!

"To be fair, Alex, their lead singer, is totally dopey and he can only perform while high, so," Vale closes her compact with a snap, the lights glinting off her dark nailpolish. "I would've been an asshole to him too. This is really good for us, guys. This could be it, y'know? None of us are going to screw this up by being rude or listening to rumors. I don't even care if they're true; the publicity this is going to bring us is worth it."

Well, she makes a good point, and Clarke concedes; that or he just decides ignoring his younger sister is better than arguing and just looks away. I'm sure the microwave in the corner has suddenly become much more interesting than the conversation.

I tap a nail against the table thoughtfully, still having a hard time believing this. We're finally getting a big break, with a band that I know at least two of us like, so that's a good thing! I thought earlier I was going to pass out from how hard my heart was beating, how excited I got at the prospect of meeting them.

"Is this not the best news ever?" I sigh as I look at everyone, unable to contain my glee. "Ever? Like seriously? Do you guys know how great this is?"

"Saying it multiple times doesn't make it true," Clarke mumbles, for some reason intent to find a reason to not be as excited as I am. He's always so serious and cautious, ever the distrustful one. Well, I suppose when you're the oldest in a band that you're younger, reckless sister is in, you sort of have to be the adult and the ringleader; hell, I'm the lead singer, but I listen to him and take his advice to heart.

"It'll give you guys a good amount of exposure," Craig states, folding his arms along the laminated tabletop. "Hopefully it'll kickstart some more sales of the new album you're about to drop."

"And Leah will get to meet the object that she lusts so much after," Vale adds with a chuckle.I send her a horrible look, ignoring the heat burning my cheeks; she doesn't have to mention that in front of everyone.

"Really? Which one?" Craig looks amused, and sometimes I get the feeling he sees us more as his kids than business partners. I mean, I think he does have some teenage girls, or boys maybe, I'm not quite sure, so he probably deals with this all the time. Crushes, heartbreak, the need of a minivan for emergencies.

"The lead singer, Andy. It's the voice I think, the deep drawl and that nice hair ---."

"Vale."

Vale giggles, winking at me as she twists the end of her long hair absently. She's enjoying watching me squirm, but really it's no secret. I mean, I wasn't exactly discussing my interests with Craig in that area, but I suppose it doesn't matter now.

Just makes things a little awkward.

"Andy Biersack? Really?" Our manager doesn't look impressed with my choice of crush. "Why am I surprised over this?"

I sink a little in my chair, merely shrugging my shoulders.

Craig just shakes his head before he starts getting to his feet, grabbing his note napkins and folding them together. He's never very organized, but I like to think it's one of his quirky qualities. He tucks the napkins into his shirt pocket, says goodbye to us, and heads for the archway leading to the hall.

One of these days, maybe we'll actually have a meeting room.

"Oh." Craig's head suddenly pops back into the kitchen, holding the end of a torn napkin. "I forgot to mention. You're meeting the love of your life at Club Rehab tomorrow at eight. Don't be late, dress to impress."

"What!?"

Craig suddenly is one, and I stare after him in horror. "Did he just say we were meeting them tomorrow?"

"Mmm." Vale looks thoughtful. "Dress to impress, like don't we always?" she snorts, cutting her eyes at her brother. "Don't be an ass, and yes you're coming. Wake up Nate so we can fill him in."Clarke frowns, glancing at the snoozing drummer, his lips parted as his head lolls back and forth; he's getting marker all in his freshly dyed blonde hair.

"I suppose we don't need to look like losers when we meet them." I mumble as I prop my chin on my hand, watching as Clarke kicks Nate's chair easily with his long legs, causing Nate to wake in a panic, sputtering. He looks around wild-eyed for a few moments before he realizes he's not under attack, then sends Clarke a scowl.

"What was that for!?"

"Rise and shine, Snow White. You slept through the meeting but we have news."

"I wasn't asleep," Nate mutters, wiping at his lips with the back of his hand, blue eyes bloodshot. "I didn't miss anything."

"Were you out late again partying?" Vale looks annoyed with him, her full lips drawing into a frown. She's one of the prettiest people I've ever met, I sort of envy how she always looks so put together and confident. She's tall, but the right kind of tall that's not too tall, and slim, able to wear whatever she wants and she never has problems finding her clothes in the store.I'm much shorter, and I might as well shop in the toddler section to find jeans that aren't too long for me.

"No," our drummer retorts, running his hands down his face. Yeah, sure bud, those black circles under your eyes say something different. Nate was a partier, he was even before he joined us, we knew that. He knew all the best places to have a good time, and I'm fairly sure he doesn't usually get out of bed until noon or he has to meet us. Sometimes you could still smell the cheap perfume and booze off the wrinkled shirt he doesn't change. I like him well enough, but some people shouldn't have fame or too much money, it isn't such a good thing.

Be famous responsibly.

Clarke quickly explains what Nate's missed during his impromptu nap, and our drummers eyes light up. He likes the other bands drummer, admires his techniques, and even his sleepy head knows this is a big deal for us.

Momentous, really.

"When do we meet them?" he asks eagerly, rubbing his arm.

"Tomorrow, and don't come smelling like a bar." Vale replies, staring him down beneath thick black lashes; she has a fierce glare, I'll give her that. She gets to her feet, stretching her arms in front of her. She nudges her chair under the table, and we all sort of follow suit as we get to our feet. Nate mocks her slightly before taking a sniff of himself, only to grimace.

Everything is going to go great tomorrow, that's what I'm going to keep telling myself. We're going to make a fantastic impression, we'll be charming and humorous and they'll want us to open every show! Or, actually, we'll be so famous they'll be opening for us by the time it's over with.

I can dream.

Just.... oh my god.

What exactly am I going to wear?

I look at Vale in utter panic. She could wear a paper bag and look fantastic, but it's not that easy for me.

What if I go in there wearing something horribly mismatched, or that doesn't work at all? What if I look like some Avril Lavigne, pop princess rip off and they don't want us opening? I could say something stupid, insult one of them accidentally, what do we even know about them?

"Why are you making that face?" Nate asks warily as we step out into the hall together. "If you're gonna be sick, aim that way."

"I'm just thinking about tomorrow, don't be a dick." I wait for Vale to catch up with me, seeing she's focused on her phone. "Vale?"

"Mmm?"

"We need to go shopping."

"Shopping?" She sends me an amused look as we fall into step, the worn carpet of the hallway pillowing our footsteps. "Why?"

"Because we need to find something to wear tomorrow."

"You realize whatever you buy you won't wear, and you'll have buyers remorse like you do every time."

"Vale." Now she's starting to stress me!

"Oh, fine, don't freak out. We'll go after we grab some lunch, find something to aww the boys with." she looks amused, and her arm twines with me as we walk. "But don't worry so much, it's just another business meeting. Think of it more like that."

"Is that how you think about every meeting we have?"

"Well, no, I imagine Craig in his underwear and it sort of ruins any intimidation I might feel."

"Well that's a mental image I didn't need."

Vale grins down at me, squeezing my arm as we reach the front desk and give the harried looking secretary a smile as we leave.

I'm worried about tomorrow, but I do tend to worry and be anxious about everything. I might be excited now, but tomorrow I know I'll be an explosion of nerves.I just want everything to go well so badly.

#bvb #blackveilbrides #blackveilbridesfanfiction #andrewbiersack #andyblack #andybiersaxoc #andybiersackfanfiction #escapinggrace #kellyrages

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junkbook69 · 5 years

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Octane headcanons

He likes rabbits and hares because he often saw them being as test subjects in labs of his parents company.And he tried to save a bunch of them several times, but it didn't end up well for him.

He doesn't fear bigger and dangerous animals.(sharks, wolves, flyers, leviathans...) Just standing in front of them makes him feel cool, despite all the consequences.

His parents forced him to enroll in prestigious school and learn chemistry every day.But it was too boring for him.Even so, he knows a lot of things and maybe even able to brag his knowledge in debates with caustic.(Also, I think he invented his stims himself)

Likes to burn and explode stuff.Probably burned one of pharmaceutical facilities in late night, when no one was inside and he was just enjoying the show, sitting on the nearest roof and looking on the smoke that was headed to the starry sky.That was the way he decided to say goodbye to his past once and for all.

He likes japanese culture a lot.And when he saw shinkansen train, he felt in love with that thing immediately.Because of that in the future he started using his quips such as "you can't outrun the octrain"

"The one, the only.The new kill leader - Octane! "The line you get when octane left alone and is able to become the kill leader.Overall, he can't stand the fact if someone is doing things in arena better than him.Even if it's his squadmates.He keeps reminding everyone around that" your next champion is riiiight here"

#apex legends #octane #headcanons

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poshvalentine · 5 years

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Madison is mainly friends with David.I feel like David just exudes that warm nature towards him.Even Olivia Jade was answering questions about him and she called him “my besty”(which is a stretch but she felt that close to him)

how do you know that’s a stretch? lol maybe they really used to talk everyday but anyway, yeah they are friends

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neko-shinigxmi · 4 years

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“What am I to you?” + ur edgiest f/o??

❤ ▬▬ emotional starters to kick you in the feelings.

This was the usual by now. Ichimatsu would leave home to feed the neighborhood strays- as per usual- and, somewhere along the way, meet up with Rachel, who’d join him and give love to the cats that flocked among them... When not making some of them sour at them, as they often brought healthy things with them. Like some sort of...application that would help kill fleas and such.

Nice of a thing to do for these domestic strays, but it always made him frown. They always let themselves get hurt if it meant helping som- a cat. Wincing in pain at the scatches, frowning at the yowls and hisses, but always smiling at the end of it, happy that the cat got some treatment... No matter how long it’d last the stray. (As, just like the both of them, the cats were bound to get into trouble sooner or later.)

...It was almost uncomfortable to see. Because he saw himself in these cats...and Rachel as, well...themself. Always so caring and kind and gentle. Forgiving, even when the cats were mad at them for having be messed with. Patient and willing to show kindness to such grumpy kitties all over again, to win back their trust and have them purring against them in no time flat.

It felt like...how they were with him. He, too, was an angry cat. He’d say mean things, not accept their compliments, and constantly say the opposite things of what he really meant. Better to shoo Rach off then let them dig a deeper hole, stuck with someone as disgusting and loathesome as him.

They deserved better and he wouldn’t let them get stuck with him.Even as he wonders...if it’s okay to do that. Is it really okay to let such kindness go? Even if he doesn’t deserve it?

It’s what was bothering him today, even. Snacks bought for them both (by Rachel, since...he’s still a NEET), cats being fed, and others resting in their laps. A tortie kitten was in Rachel’s lap, while Ichimatsu’s lap was primarily hogged by a tuxedo cat, but others hovered around, like the ever-hovering ESP Kitty. (Though he kept the cat away, just in case he started spilling any secrets.)

They’d been pretty focused on the kitten, eyes gentle and rather motherly, when not flicking up to take stock of the cats eating, to Ichimatsu (who would quickly pretend he hadn’t been staring at them), and then back to the kitten. Purring in delight, a stray tamed by a gentle hand with very short nails... Perhaps they’d been biting them earlier in the week? He wouldn’t put it past Rachel to do so, what with their anxiety and all.

...He certainly wasn’t alone on that. A comforting thought, though fleeting. Someone as good and pretty as Rachel didn’t deserve such a horrible person around them like he is. (Right? Isn’t that right? So why does the thought of pushing them away hurt, too...?)

He barely notices when they look up at him, innocence still in their dark green eyes. A small smile on their lips... How soft would they be? Would they be okay with the thoughts he’s had about them...? Would such disgusting thoughts ruin him to Rachel forever or would he dare try believing that maybe--?

“Heh, what are you looking at Ichima-?”

“What am I to you?” He asked, tone harsher than he meant to, catching Rachel off guard. Making them flinch. (His gut swirled in regret, rejection bubbling up into a sick feeling.)

“What...?” They straightened up, brows furrowing together as he looked away, staring instead at the slowly approaching ESP Kitty. (Don’t you dare, you little shit.) “What do you mean? Where did this come from?”

“I... You...” Ichimatsu sucked in air through his teeth, focusing on the short sound of it instead of the patient ESP Kitty staring at him. At the eyes of his crush looking at him, lost and hurt. Confused at his words, ones that had no context and left them lost in a sea of anxieties. “I just want to know. Before you go off giving me ideas.”

“Idea-?”

“You know what you’re doing to me!!!” He roared, scaring off most of their feline company, including the kitten in Rachel’s lap. Scared, ESP Kitty still hovered close, fur fluffing up in caution. Their eyes were so wide with shock, staring up at him with fear...but also more confusion.

“I-I.... I don’t...understand.....” Tears gathered in their eyes, and Ichimatsu faltered at the sight, expression dropping into one of heartbreak and pain. “I...I don’t... What am I doing? I just wanted to be f-friends with y-you, but..... I don’t mean to make you h-hurt, Ichimatsu...!” His jaw was dropped, fear growing in his chest...especially as they struggled to stand up. “I.... I can go-”

“NO!!!” Ichimatsu lunged for their sleeve faster than he ever thought he could move, eyes wide and desperate for them not to leave. No... No, no, no, nonono- He’s wrong, he’s sorry, but how does he say that?! Especially to such a heart-wrenching expression like the one Rachel had on their face....

He looked down to an equally sad ESP Kitty, sighing and letting go of their sleeve... Sitting back down, and gently scooping the cat into his arms, cradling the cat there. Though seemingly nervous at first, ESP Kitty was quick to warm up to his friend again, soon looking like he had a little smile all over again.

“The truth is, I care about you a lot,” ESP Kitty said, Ichimatsu glancing up in time to see her eyes widen with shock, jaw dropping as the cat spoke! “In fact, I care about you so much, it’s scary to me. I think pushing you away will keep you safe, but I also don’t want to be alone, after knowing your friendship.”

“...Ichi...?” Rachel slowly sat back down, this time on their legs, hands on their knees as they looked between him and ESP Kitty uncertainly. He’d explain it after this, but...right now, his heart was beating wildly. Honestly, he was pretty sure that if he tried to explain what was going on, he might die. (Or get horrible stomach pains again, so. Either wasn’t a pleasant idea.)

“You make my heart race,” the cat continued. “I’ve never felt so strongly about someone before... That’s what love is, isn’t it?” Ichimatsu’s face burned as he pointedly looked away, Rachel staring at him with a blush growing over their face. “I feel like I’m not worth your time or attention or kindness...but you’re the person I love the most. Equal to cats~!

“Ah...but is that kind of love from someone like me okay? You deserve better, don’t you? Can I be someone worth your time? A NEET like me...?” Ichimatsu looked back just in time to see Rachel close, unconsciously leaning forward to the two. W-Within....kissing distance......

“...Rachel, I love you,” Ichimatsu and ESP Kitty say at the same time, seeming to stop time in that little alleyway they’ve been tucked into all the while. The quite after that confession is deafening, but somehow...feels a little less nerve-wracking? Maybe because- despite the surprise- they don’t seem as scared or disgusted as Ichimatsu always imagined they’d be....

.......Well, until the silence kept dragging on. Then he started getting worried.

“L-Look, you don’t have to be-”

“I-I love you, too.” Ichimatsu froze. Stared at their knees. Then to Rachel’s face.

“............Ah?”

“Ichi....I’ve liked you all this time,” they confessed, laughing a little as tears rose back in their eyes. “You silly... I thought you could actually do better than me!! I’m not much, you know.... If anything, I’m pretty plain.”

“You’re gorgeous! How could you say that about yourself when I’m the plain piece of garbage?! Your kindness, your love of cats... You’re way better than a NEET like me deserves.”

“Wh-What?! Ichi, I used to be a NEET before I moved to Japan! I only got out of that because I wanted to move here so badly....and I got to meet you because of that... Being a NEET isn’t all bad, ‘long as you can figure out what you want to do someday.” They hesitated, then offered their hand to him, palm up. Ichimatsu stared at it like it was some kind of alien tech......then slowly slipped his hand into their own, blushing brightly at how soft their hand was. Better than he’d ever imagined, that’s for sure. Still so kind, too...

“...So you’re fine...with trash like me being your boyfriend?”

“Only you’re okay with having a trash partner~” Ichimatsu glared at them as they gave a smug look, tightening his hold slightly.

“You’re not trash,” he snapped.

“I won’t say it anymore if you won’t~!” He stared at them, glare getting worse...then sighed, pouting. Softening his glare by quite a lot. “Heheh, I figured. We’ll work on it together, ‘kay?”

“...You’ll help me?”

“Mhm. I promise it,” they assured gently, scooting closer. “Hey.... Ichi?” As he turned to look at them, they leaned forward enough to gently, quickly peck his lips, smiling softly. Heat spread from head to toe, barely suppressing a shiver as it clicked in his head: that was...his first kiss. A messy way to get to this point, but get there they did and ahaha holy shit, this was officially the best day of his life.

“Ichi...I love you.” He had to bluescreen a little longer, processing the kiss before nodding slowly, his eyes hesitantly meeting theirs all over again.

“...I-I...love you, too.” He stared a little longer, glanced down, and then back up. “....I hope you still will...when you find out what I like......”

“Oh...? In what way, I wonder~?” Ichimatsu could only grin darkly at the mischievous look on Rachel’s face. Heh, seems like they might already know...and he looks forward to testing that.

Not today, oh no!! That’d be too much for one day and his stomach would surely fuck up the moment. But someday. For sure.

#Anon #Aki answers #Aki Stories #okay so Ichi being edgy is up to interpretation but #I went with more 'who's the mofo who's gonna make this SAD and ANGSTY AF??'#and the answer ofc #was gonna be Ichi #and what a trainwreck the confession was #so here we are!!!

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