#mey bb <3

[pvnks0ul]

the way dom chewed mfs up on insta today I ain’t expect that 😭😭

No cause she really been whacking them ! 😭😭

But then again it's crazy she even has to deal with all of that in the first place..

#marvel fans are mad weird #will be defending her with my life when Ironheart actually drops idc #domiiiii #ʚ 𝚔𝚒𝚠𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚗𝚋𝚘𝚡 ɞ 📮 #mey bb <3

[best-type-moon-couple]

Hello everyone following this blog!

Sorry for not updating you all sooner, there were things in my personal life that are keeping me from fully starting the tournament right now (including some preparation I still need to finish) and I feel terrible for not letting you all know the situation of this tournament.

However, as compensation for making you wait, I will now announce our competition during this tournament!

Meet the 32 couples that I chose from your submissions:

1. Gilgamesh x Enkidu (Fate)

2. Nero Claudius x Hakuno Kishinami (Fate/Extra)

3. Shiki Ryougi x Mikiya Kokutou (Kara no Kyoukai)

4. Medea x Souichirou Kuzuki (Fate/Stay Night)

5. Kirei Kotomine x Claudia Hortensia (Fate/Stay Night)

6. Akiha Tohno x Kohaku (Tsukihime)

7. Sakamoto Ryouma x Oryou (Fate)

8. Arthur Pendragon x Ayaka Sajyou (Fate/Prototype)

9. Tamamo-no-Mae x Hakuno Kishinami (Fate/Extra)

10. Yu Mei-ren x Xiang Yu (Fate)

11. Leonardo da Vinci x Romani Archaman (Fate/Grand Order)

12. Sion Eltnam Atlasia x Riesbyfe Stridberg (Melty Blood)

13. Hakuno Kishinami x BB (Fate/Extra CCC)

14. Ozymandias x Neferati (Fate)

15. Saber x Miyamoto Iori (Fate/Samurai Remnant)

16. Rama x Sita (Fate)

17. Artemis x Orion (Fate)

18. Brynhildr x Sigurd (Fate)

19. Ritsuka Fujimaru x Mash Kyrielight (Fate/Grand Order)

20. Iskander x Waver Velvet/Lord El-Melloi II (Fate/Zero and Case Files)

21. Rin Tohsaka x Artoria Pendragon (Fate/Stay Night)

22. Kirei Kotomine x Gilgamesh (Fate/Stay Night)

23. Shinji Matou x Shirou Emiya (Fate/Stay Night)

24. Sieg x Astolfo (Fate/Apocrypha)

25. Gilgamesh x Hakuno Kishinami (Fate/Extra CCC)

26. Shirou Emiya x Sakura Matou (Fate/Stay Night)

27. Ayaka Sajyou x Richard the Lionheart (Fate/Strange Fake)

28. Kadoc Zemlupus x Anastasia Nikolaevna Romanova (Fate/Grand Order)

29. Solomon x Queen of Sheba (Fate)

30. Canaan x Maria Oosawa (Canaan)

31. Mash Kyrielight x Morgan (Fate/Grand Order)

32. Ritsuka Fujimaru x Jeanne d’Arc Alter (Fate/Grand Order)

I’m sorry if your pick didn’t make it in, I unfortunately couldn’t choose all of them with the amount there were and some pairs had to be cut for reasons.

I can’t say when the tournament will be ready to start, but I’ll give a heads-up the day before.

Finally, I leave you all with the current tournament layout right now (any complaints about the background color will be directed at my sister who helped set this up):

That’s all for now. Currently the plan is to start this sometime soon, but I’ll let you know if this changes. Just keep your eyes out for any updates!

#a couple’s battle #tournament preparation #couple tournament #fate apocrypha #fate extra #fate grand order #fate go #fate prototype #fate samurai remnant #fate stay night #fate strange fake #tsukihime #kara no kyoukai #fate/zero #case files #melty blood #fate series #type moon #nasuverse #canaan #the tournament is almost here just hold on for a bit longer

[silviakundera]

Empresses in the Palace ep 15

Oh I knew she was gonna get SCREWED. just didn't know how they'd do her.

Some insightful remarks on the YouTube channel (i know! but 4 real) but my fav was the analysis that what the emperor is truly disappointed with here is that he expected Mei Zhuang to be able to play the game. He had invested time and attention in her to be a force in the harem. It doesn't matter that she was framed -- that's beside the point. Either she did something that dumb or she was so easily framed up and taken down. He throws her away not just cause of the baby but because he doesn't see her as useful anymore to take over management of the harem and counterbalance Hua Fei. If she was truly useful, she wouldn't be disposible.

After consideration, I have to say I agree with this take. When he rages that she deceived him and the empress, I think it's also her failure to live up to the plan he had for her.

Note that he gets pissed and cuts off the mention of someone trying to throw his bb Huan Huan in there. It's cause he's not truly worried about a fake pregnancy conspiracy so he's not gonna lose sleep about his babygirl's theoretical involvement.

But the faction he was counting on hasn't materialized so he's irked with ZH too and punishes her a while. Bad dog! No biscuit!

Almost perfect execution by my girl Hua Fei but needs better minions. Being all dramatic with that knife, how hard is it for 3 guys to just come out of the dark and stab Liu Ben in the kidneys? smh

I can't entirely blame Ling Rong for looking out for herself. Zhen Huan and Mei Zihuang loved each other first and LR was never an equal in their hearts, they like her but as close coworkers. Yet she's so short-sighted. She only reacts to what's in front of her.

The head palace eunuch seems to really have some sympathy for good girl Zhen Huan. Though it remains to be seen if he'll still care when she's inevitably out of favor.

Poison! (gasp) it's getting real at the Summer Palace

Zhan Huan is really finding her niche in the soft, mild, and obediently trusting young girlfriend to Hua Fei's firey, passionate & boundary pushing mistress and mature & proper Empress wife. It's clearly a role that works for him. Oh, this sweet flower who only has me to depend on! 😌 Well played.

I love how quick the turnaround is, where Hua Fei's minions are slighting team ZH without consequence and then the next day, boom! Huang Guiquan demoted. (the fact that Hua Fei even HAS relatives in the palace staff is a display of her power & connections)

#cdrama #empresses in the palace #legend of zhen huan

[what-a-creative-user-nana]

LMK ep 3 review

Warning- Spoilers for s1 ep3 under cut

Banger intro as always

Lol Mei's a video game queen I stan

Uh WHY is she nervous around her mom??? Is she mean?? LEMME AT HER

Uhhhhh Mei hiding her nerves under positivity?? Angstyyyy- also NOT GOOD WHAT'S WRONGGGG

YeAH BOI Accompany her to her Parent's Houseee

Ahh the MERCH- ALSO THE STUFFY <333

AWW LOOK AT MY BB

Ignoring the "~Dragon house...Secret dragon stuff~" guy for just a sec-

WHY DOES MEI LOOK SO WORRIED ;n;

UH did this LOSER JUST PULL UP HER ENTIRE LIFE LIKE A CREEPP (also bby Mei <333)

Oh yeah i 4got DBK needs rare stuff- wait THEY GON TRY TO STEAL MEI'S FAM'S THING?? AH HECKK NAH

UH /SRS U GUD BBG

Aww strict parents? can relate ;n;

UHM *CONCERN*

Mei just *shrugging off* all her fam's riches <33

UH STAWP MESSING W/ HER FAM'S STUFF

Uhh Angy Mei- better listennn

YOU LEFT THE DOOR OPEN YOU DUMBS

The tour: Fancy cars, Pretty gardens, Long hallways, Ancient cool stuff

My beDROOm:

*whispers* - goalsss

The FanBoyFace™ only to be used by the most dedicated/dorkiest fanboys

Love him <333

*cough* FSM *cough*

The adorableness of this pic v

Mei w/ an indoor arcade 👍

Mei- "Off to get some SNACKS~ Don't break anything while I'm gone~

Mk 4.87 seconds later-

Never Pause LMKK- ALSO THIS LOSER IN HER HOUSE

This guy better RUuUuN

Meanwhile: Mk & Sandy tryna fix the pinball machine

Uhh i mean they tried??

*cackles*

THIS GUY DESTROYING HER PARENTS HOUSE v

UUH that man BETTER START DRIVING FASTER BC v

OH MY GOD RUN- v

UUH creepy draGONS!!

ALSO THIS vv

I AM MEI: DESENDANT OF THE GREAT DRAGON OF THE WEST SEA! THIS IS MINE! THIS IS MY POWER!!

MY QUEEN AAHAHHHAH <3333

WOAH I LOVE HERRR EVEN MORE vv

And ofc... we end w/ these Boyfails vv

ALr i got to the 30 pic limit soo BYEE

#NankieKid #lego monkie kid spoilers #Lego Monkie Kid #OMG I LOVED THIS EP #episode review #how do i tag this

[adanseydivorce]

top 5 diviners characters!

Sorry I took a while with this anon I just wanted to write out my thoughts properly since I don’t get to talk about my Diviners bbs often :). #1-2 and #4-5 are basically tied in terms of my feelings for them so I just differentiated rank based on how satisfied I was with their arcs/overall stories especially based on my reread last winter break because reading them back to back rather than as they were being published threw some of that into relief for me.

Theta Knight — I Adore this girl, have since day one and on reread especially she has my favorite arc of any of these characters, I love how her learning to accept her powers works in tandem to her de-learning the feelings of guilt she has from her abusive childhood and marriage. She also has such cool powers not just the fire but I also love that she’s the diviner who is given the title of Witch specifically in BTDBY in a way the others don’t, and how she ends up kind of claiming it. She’s also so deeply loving as a person yet at the same time unwilling to put up with bs, very stubborn frank and down to earth about the things that matter which makes her dynamics with others great to read about especially this makes her friendship with Evie Really fun because I love Evie but she does need that type of tough-love-mixed-with-support from someone. I of course love her friendship with Henry they’re very Margo-and-Eliot coded bi girl (I mean I know that’s not technically canon for Theta but I’m convinced) gay man found family friendship <3 and her relationship with Memphis is lovely very few of those love-at-first-sight-instant-connection ships work for me but they’re one of the exceptions and the way the maturity and growth of their relationship develops over the course of the books is really something. 

Ling Chan — girl who is me. Excellent INTP representation for once and she’s brown and wlw too I stay winning :). Ling is such an important character to me personally I really relate to the way she thinks, her being very logical and skeptical by nature but also finding beauty in tradition and the theme of being caught between worlds in different senses. I also love her powers I find dream powers fascinating and imo this verse handles them the best in terms of explaining them and keeping them interesting  (and I say this as someone who’s favorite series is the raven cycle lol). She has such great dynamics with other chars I loved her toxic romantic friendship in the dream world with Wei-Mei and her friendship with Henry and Memphis and Theta I have mixed at best feelings about Jericho but he’s by far the most entertaining to me in his dynamic with her in the last book, and her clashing with Evie was handled pretty well and I liked her arc around internalized misogyny but I do think she got very little to do in the last book and she peaked in the middle books, which is why she’s slightly bellow Theta. She’s so special to me though. 

Evie O’Neill — she’s just an excellent protagonist so three dimensional and interesting while also being very charming and fun, and the right amount of frustrating at times but you still love her. She’s ‘swell :).I also was pleasantly surprised by some of the notes on mental health and grief that got touched on in her storyline. 

Memphis Campbell — the Diviners men rank pretty close for me but like with Theta the fact I was most satisfied with his arc overall solidifies his ranking. King of Crows is my least favorite of the four books (I’m a huge believer that middle book syndrome is fake and those are often the best/most interesting books in especially characters driven series and that’s true here) although I still have love for it but the full circle of his poems as the voice of tomorrow was top tier and I loved the growth in his confidence and his relationship with Isaiah. 

Henry Dubois — he’s only last because he got precious little to do in books that weren’t Lair of Dreams which is where he shone, but I love him his friendships with Theta and Ling are honestly my favorite dynamics in the group And I just, have a real soft spot for the guy similar to how I feel about Eliot from the magicians. 

honorable mention to Sam Lloyd who I also am v affectionate towards! Funnily enough I did not like him much my first time reading book 1 but I had a quick turn around on him and Samevie in lair of dreams (I. Love their fake dating plot in that book it’s the best ever). So yeah, he’s a good. 

#asks #anon #the diviners #s speaks #for all that I tried I actually didn’t fully manage to articulate my thoughts that well… but this has been in notes for a while time to rep #reply

[dazzlerazz]

Hey friend I am thinking of watching Black Butler and wondered if you’d like to hype it up for me hehehe :3

(No need to be comprehensive or anything, obv I can google it myself I just wondered if there’s anything I should be especially excited for)

aiugfpiudfhgpuihdfgpiuhdgpoPOUIHSDGPIUHDFGIPUOHSD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fair warnings: Black Butler has nsfw and implied nsfw (nothing really sensitive is shown but you can hear things if I'm honest, and it does get worse in Book of Circus but only for a short time), it's gorey, it's bloody, it's questionable, it has suicide mentions, and has lots of transphobia, all of these things I've said in the past, I wouldn't blame you if you couldn't finish it. It also deals with HEAVY themes of abuse, like EXTREMELY heavy, human trafficking, and kidnapping. You WILL see some extremely questionable and even gross and appalling stuff watching Black Butler. I want to stress this because while I was personally warned of some of these things, a lot of it hit me like a freight train. Please be careful. It is definitely an adult series and you shouldn't go into it expecting sunshine and daisies.

The good stuff: Sebastian does some KICKASS stuff tbh! And Grelle is the best character I love her so much <333 I really watched it for Grelle and Grelle only, that's how I was introduced to BB but the rest of the show is amazing! There's another part of BB (I think it's called book of murder?) which is my favorite where the viewer is a stand-in for a character and there's like a murder mystery going on, I LOVE that type of stuff hehe >:3c It's enjoyable with its atmosphere and its story about revenge, and the side characters are so adorable I love them so much! You'd ADORE Mey-Rin I just KNOW it!!! It has have a lot of episodes that are just good fun and amazing, I love those ones and rewatch them from time to time!!!

Also in Book of Circus they have a character whose whole theme is Snakes so I'm biased uwu

I haven't rewatched the series in a while so I could be forgetting some trigger warnings so again please be careful! I hope you enjoy BB as much as I did and continue to do 💙💜💙💜

#askbox #appiebox #mutual tag #suicide mention #razz watches things

[sakuravulpes]

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ღ The cherry blossoms are blooming at Sakura Matsuri festival, everything is beautiful! My background decor has some gorgeous exclusive items. By Half Deer, the Mini Lantern Sakura Vase is perfect to give your place a touch of spring and elegance, including small, big and tall versions and combined with their matching Wooden Slat Display Table it looks wonderful! Also, the Zen Light Set by Mixtape is the perfect detail for any japanese style. Comes with sculpture tower, statues, panting for the wall and a stone. And to give even more detail to my scene I added the delicious Sakura Spring Display by Ishiku, it's a super cute sake decor with cups and accessories.

I'm also wearing the Sakura accessories by Schelm. Earrings are the most delicate and beautiful jewerly ever! Kanazashi is a cherry blossom hair accessory that comes in L and R versions, with different details to match. And single flower is an accessory for your mouth and also comes with one blossom for the hair.

I'm holding the stunning Sakura by Maru Kado. It comes with L and R versions with hold pose, and also resizer and decor version.

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★⸝⸝ -NOID- Mei skin [Fatpack]

ღ DollHolic opens tomorrow! Full of exclusive cute items you're gonna adore! I'm wearing the new Mei skin by Noid. This skin is for Lelutka EvoX and Velour compatible, you will find it in Chantily, Cloudy, Blush, Frost, Glam, Icy and Porcelain in BOM layers with brows and browless versions, also comes with shape for Avalon head and Legacy/Ebody, brows shape also included.

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ღ My beautiful dress is Yelan by Mewsery. The pack includes dress and panty, and the hud for the fatpack comes with tons of stunning extra textures in solid colors and oriental patterns, rigged for Legacy, Maitreya, Reborn and Waifu.

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[zeravmeta]

Top 5 Fate blorbos NOT including Limbo.

this one made me laugh bc like, yeah limbo is my special little princess but also he is one of my many special little princesses, like i love limbo but im not The Limbo Guy, if that makes sense (i have many guys)

That said there are simply too many fate blorbos i have and no easy way to list them in a perfectly objective top 5, so I shall do something fun instead, listing them in tiers. As expected, the list expands as it goes on (not every servant listed obvs)

5. Characters who I am passively aware of. This is for characters who are somewhat relevant enough for me to like. think about

Gilles Saber, Caesar, Paris Hektor, Circe, Lu Bu, Spartacus, Eric Bloodaxe

4. Characters who I have a light inclination towards. Maybe they were useful for farming or I read their profiles and was satisfied

Jason, Billy The Kid, Oda Nobukatsu, , Tristan, William Tell, Medusa Lily, Janta Lily, Tawaru, Achilles, Wu Zetian, Cleopatra, Darius III, Kiyohime

3. Characters who I just like. I look at them and go "its the guy :)"

Senji Muramasa, Fergus, Robin Hood, Leonidas, Enkidu, Nezha, Anne-Bonny & Mary Read, Bartholomew Roberts, Red Hare, Scheherazade, Anastasia, Kyokutei Bakin, Charles-Henri Sanson, Assassin Emiya/Kerry, Ushiwakamaru, Gray, Huyan Zhuo, Penthesilea, Kijyo Koyo, Asterios

2. Characters who I love. This one is a substantial jump upwards in quality and they only have like 1-2 things missing (to me) that prevent them from being numero uno

Altera, Bedivere, Okita, Beni Enma, Sigurd, Saito Hajime, Artemis-Orion, Emiya, Atalante, Baobhan Sith, Cu Chulainn, Romulus (and Quirinus), Caenis, Vritra, Melusine, Boudica, Marie Antionette, Mandricardo, Habetrot, Dobrynya Nikitich, Hans Christian Andersen, Mata Hari, Charlotte Corday, Katou Danzo, Koyanskaya of the Light, Tezcatlipoca, Sen no Rikyu, Kriemhild, Koyanskaya of Darkness

My special little princesses. Play this song while reading

Mash Kyrielight number one forever, saber classes artoria pendragon nero claudius siegfried void shiki miyamoto musashi ibuki douji barghest archer classes david arjuna oda nobunaga artoria pendragon archer swimsuit james moriarty tomoe gozen calamity jane nightingale santa sei shounagon zenobia lancer class scathach artoria pendragon lancer artoria pendragon lancer alter brynhildr tamamo no mae lancer minamoto no raikou lancer swimsuit ereshikigal elizabeth bathory rider class medusa francis drake artoria pendragon santa alter astolfo sakata kintoki rider quetzalcoatl artoria pendragon rider alter swimsuit leonardo da vinci rider murasaki shikubu rider swimsuit caster class mephistopheles cu chulainn caster tamamo no mae nursery rhyme helena blavatsky xuanzang sazang nero claudius swimsuit nitocris leonardo da vinci shuten douji caster ascelpius chen gong artoria caster assassin class phantom of the opera jack the ripper mysterious heroine x ryougi shiki assassin shuten douji scathach assassin first hassan nitocris assassin osakabehime okada izo yu mei-ren kama berserker class sakata kintoki vlad III caligula tamamo cat nightingale cu chulainn alter minamoto no raikou mysterious heroine x alter hijikata toshizo atalante alter jeanne d'arc alter berserker swimsuit xiang yu arjuna alter mori nagayoshi salome miyamoto musashi swimsuit brynhildr swimsuit morgan sei shounagon swimsuit ibuki douji swimsuit ruler class jeanne d'arc saint martha swimsuit sherlock holmes qin shi huang quetzalcoatl samba santa artoria pendragon swimsuit ruler himiko leonardo da vinci swimsuit james moriarty lily iyo avenger class edmond dantes jeanne d'arc alter angra mainyu gorgon antonio salieri demon king oda nobunaga space ishtar kama avenger swimsuit nitocris alter alter ego class meltryllis passionlip sessyoin kiara okita souji alter ashiya douman xu fu larva tiamat mooncancer class bb bb summer sessyoin kiara swimsuit archetype earth foreigner class abigail williams katsushika hokusai mysterious heroine xx voyager van gogh mysterious idol x alter kukulkan pretender class oberon beast class draco nero

#zerav responds #thanks. i went a little silly goofy with this one

[postsofbabel]

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#posts of babel

[pvnks0ul]

HEYYYY KIWIIIII

HIII MY BABYYYY

#What are we doing today? 🙆🏾‍♀️ #mey bb <3 #ʚ 𝚔𝚒𝚠𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚗𝚋𝚘𝚡 ɞ 📮

[dimpledpran]

8 Shows to Get to Know Me

I was tagged by the lovely @talays-portkey and @i-got-the-feels​ !

1. Ghost Whisperer (2005-2010) I think this was the first show that i actually tried to watch as it was airing. I still remember waiting for 10pm every Friday, whether everyone else was awake or not. I think I watched all the way from Season 1-4, until it stopped airing on our local channel. 

2. Glee (2009-2015)  Honestly this was my introduction to the English music scene. I did not grow up listening to English songs, so my initial playlist was basically Disney Channel artists and Glee covers. As a music lover, I just enjoyed listening to their takes of the songs. I think I stopped watching somewhere during Season 3, and only did the Cory tribute episode after that.

3. Teen Wolf (2011-2017)  This was the first show that I started reading fanfics for. Well I started reading before I watched it, but Sterek stole my heart. I was very into the series, to the point that I watched Season 3B in one night because I had to find out what happened. Dumb me thought it was a good idea to start a new season at 8pm at night. I stayed up through the night, and texted my friend at 6am to yell about the whole thing. And they replied that it is too early to be awake to scream about it. “What do you mean wake up and watch it. I haven’t slept yet” So yeah. Stiles is my baby, and I will protect him with my life.

4. The Untamed (2019)  My friend recommended this to a few of us during covid lockdown, and I am very glad she did. It really opened me up to a whole new world. This show had such a grip on me. To the point that I started a new side blog for it, and learnt how to make edits for it. I got to know so many incredible people through the network cos of this show. It was such a brilliant show! The plot is so intricate! It has angst and heartache and amazing costumes and stunning sets and a cast who honestly killed it. Definitely a show that I would recommend to everyone. 

5. Bad Buddy (2021-2022)  Obviously I can’t go without talking about BB here. Have you seen my blog URL? Till BB, I never watched a show as it was airing. I usually wait for it to end and then binge, or start watching it just in time for the finale. But I kept seeing gifs on tumblr and it made me want to check it out. And boy am I glad I did it. It was such a fun experience to watch it live and scream on a weekly basis. For some reason the hold that this show has on me seems to be lifelong? I have no complaints though. I am still enjoying all the BB brainrot. Pran is my baby. I have never related to a character as much as I relate to him. He is so precious to me. And this show just blends angst with humour and a touch of reality so well. I am making it my personal mission to read through every Patpran fic on AO3. This show made me want to try writing. I cannot explain how much this show means to me. A definite must-watch as well!

6. Arivaan (2019-2020)  So my sister told me that this is my kind of show and made me watch it. I started it while she was halfway through, and finished it way before her. It was right up my alley. The whole premise is about trying to identify a serial killer who has been murdering women, and leaves an origami paper crane behind. There is a police officer who manages to find these clues and tries to identify him, but the killer disappears and due to personal issues he end up leaving the force. Years later the killer is back and he somehow gets roped into it again, but his partner is now leading the case, and is finding out things that he doesn’t really want to. And I really enjoyed the way it was taken, and the I am really hoping that there will be a Season 2 for this. 

7. Paava Kadhaigal (2020)  Honestly no show has made me as mad as this has, and that is totally the point. (Although I am totally gonna be ignoring the second episode. That does not exist to me) It is an anthrological series, with 4 3 episodes touching on different hard topics/issues prevalent in society. The way it was taken , the music, THE CAST, EVERYTHING WAS BRILLIANT!! I had to pause it and just scream on twitter to release all the frustration that this brought up. Which means it really did its job well. I have not watched this series  since the first time, but trust me when I say I remember every detail because it has such a lasting impact. Especially the first and the last. I was bawling.  NOTE: This can be very highly triggering, so please do check out the synopsis before you watch it. Or feel free to hit me up with any questions, or just scream about it if you do check it out. 

8. 3 Will Be Free (2019)  Insane plot with amazing characters with so much depth. Loved that each character was so complex. There is no character that is purely good or bad, like it was so real, and you feel for them all equally. This really set a standard that no other show has reached so far. I need another series like this. And of course anyone who put Tay Tawan in funky suits gets a plus from me. Also more female characters need to have guns!!

Honorary Mentions: Mindhunter: This would have been number 8, if it wasnt cancelled!! The casting directors for this deserve all the bonuses for how creepily identical the actors look to the actual serial killers! It was so interesting to try and get into the head of the serial killers and understand why they did what they did. LOVED IT!!! Until We Meet Again: This used to be my favourite BL series until Bad Buddy took over. I loved Fluke’s effortless acting. He is brilliant. And I love the whole concept of reincarnation and finding you soulmate. And this did it so well with the angst and touch of humour and romance. And of course TeamWin stole my heart. 

Theory Of Love: Honestly, wasn’t that much of a fan the first time I watched it. But the redemption arc is so goood, that I felt so much for Khai the second time I watched it. That train station scene just lives in my head. So for rewatch factor, this deserves a honorary mention.

The Good Place, Word Of Honor, We Best Love, Stranger Things, RE:Mind

Tagging: @highwarlockkareena , @eohachu , @markpakin , @fangrui , @fuujiikaze , @gege @seawherethesunsets @gaiamochi (no pressure)

#tag game

[dougshathaway]

Er for all the show/fandom asks, Doug/carol, top 10 tb shows? <3 ilyyyyyyyy 💗💕💞🥰💖

Sara bb ilyyyyyy <33333

otp : Doug/carol ❤️❤️

favourite canon pairing: luka/Abby

worst pairing ever: Susan/carter (idk wtf they were thinking but noooooo)

guilty pleasure pairing: jing-mei/Greg

a pairing you want to see more: Sam/tony

that pairing everyone likes but you’re like “lol no”: I honestly don’t know bc I ship almost the entire list of pairings on the show lmao

favorite non-romantic pair: mark/doug

favorite male character: John carter

favorite female character: Abby Lockhart

least favorite character: Kerry weaver (I don’t hate her but she has a superiority complex)

favorite ship: Doug/carol

favorite friendship: carter/Benton

favorite quote: “you set the tone” is ICONIC and was passed down to mark then carter than Archie, it defines the show

worst character death (if any): Lucy

saddest moment: on the beach, the whole episode

favorite male character: John carter

favorite female character: Abby Lockhart

least favorite character: Kerry weaver

prettiest character: carol Hathaway

funniest character: Archie morris

favorite season: oh my god I can’t even choose a favorite group of characters lmao s5-10 tbh because it’s sooooo hard to choose

favorite episode: I’m gonna go for comedy and say “secrets and lies”

favorite romantic ship: Doug/carol

favorite family ship: mark/Elizabeth/Ella

favorite friend ship: Abby/Kerry (switching it up a little lol)

worst ship: Susan/carter bc tbh they were like brother and sister!

top ten tv shows (lmao you’re killing me)

ER

Full house

Gilmore girls

Dawson’s creek

fresh prince of bel air

charmed (the original)

Nashville

the x-files

Friends

supernatural

I’m naming 11 bc I forgot one and I hate myself for it lmao

Buffy

#ask #SARA BB #userbettycooper

[wanderingaldecaldo]

Tagged by @impishbiscuit! Thanks bb <3

Relationship status: married for a third of my life now 😳

Favourite colour: blue or green and anything in between

Favourite food: Tex-Mex

Song stuck in your head: "Step", Vampire Weekend

Last thing you googled: "elliot page car meme generator"

Time: 1:54pm

Dream trip: Thailand

Last book you read: Parable of the Sower, Octavia Butler

Last book you enjoyed reading: it was dark but I enjoyed it

Last book you hated reading: Cryptonomicon, Neal Stephenson

Bonus:

Favourite thing to cook/bake: Cooking -- pad thai, any low and slow meats; baking -- Moosewood brownies

Favourite craft to do in your spare time: fanfic, VP, modding, just started drawing... too may

Most niche dislike: when people say The Beatles are overrated

Opinion on circus(es) now and in history: Keeping Biscuit's answer bc it's perfect: Exploitative of animals and of people with physical differences. I appreciate that moves have been made to make them more ethical nowadays, at least.

Do you have a sense of direction and if not what is the worst way you ever got lost: Once I have been somewhere long enough, yes. If I've just moved or am visiting for a couple of days, I am prone to getting lost. Worst was after an awesome show in another city, we took the train in the wrong direction, stuck in a car full of Jimmy Buffet concert goers returning from Margaritaville. When we finally realized we were going the wrong direction, we decided to take an Uber back to the hotel and had the weirdest experience with a guy who was having an existential crisis.

Tagging (with zero pressure as always): @noirapocalypto, @drunkchasind, @dustymagpie, @shippinin, @starsandskies, @halkvonn, @cinnamon-mey (and any mutuals who want to do this should and tag me)

#tag meme #impishbiscuit #biscuit my beloved #personal #about me

[dehaeajeueneesteyea]

Cerita Adek

Ditulis: April 2023

Sebenernya telat 5 bulan mau ceritain Adek. Maaf yah dek ;D

Jadi awal cerita bulan November 2022 yg lg sibuk2nya Dinas Luar plus akhir bulan MCU. Hasil MCU kurang baik sehingga niatan mau perbaikin pola makan dan hidup sehat. FYI, sy sdh lepas KB pertengahan tahun lalu. Memang rencana setelah S2 baru mau punya Adek. Tapi memang dibawa santai tanpa program.

Desember 2022 lagilagi dinas luar. Dan untungnya masih sekitaran Bandung dan Bogor. Pas banget pak suami bisa ngikut mau ketemu bapak di Bandung. Nah disini sy dn pak suami olahraga bareng dr hotel ke arah gedung sate. Bener2 memang niat hidup sehat laaah. Sampe pas plg ke rmh pun niat beli sepatu olga baru biar makin semangat kaan. Loh ternyata sy telat haid :D

17 Desember sy pulang dari mall sengaja beli testpack yg murah aja dulu. Ternyata sudah 2 garis jelas. 18 desember habis anter kakak les renang beli testpack bagusan tetep sama 2 garis jelas. Akhirnya 20 desember baru ke dokter dan memang ada kantung.

Jalanin trisemester 1 lebih berat dibandingkan pas hamil kakak. Disini badan lebih gampang capek, tapi dituntut untuk prima kerja. Maklum sy belum ngabarin siapa2 dikantor. Paling hanya 1-2 teman terdekat yg bs keep silent. Jadilah tetep dinas lagi dinas lagi. Puncaknya diakhir trisemester 1 sy flek paska kegiatan konsinyering 3 hari yg sampe mlm hari. Akhirnya bedrest 2 hari. Dan ijin cuti ke atasan. Dan akhirnya beberapa rekan kantor jd tau :D. Lucunya sblm itu ada rekan kantor yg udah lama gak ketemu, pas sy sapa dengan lantangnya bilang.. "Lg hamil yah dek" haha sy cuman bisa senyum2 aja. Jadilah beberapa yg denger jd tau.

Masuk trimester 2 sudah mulai agak mendingan. Sempet awal bulan ke 4 batuk pilek. Tetep dinas tipis2 dan ngikut begadang juga. Untung adek kuat yah deek ;D

(Lanjut nulis Mei 2023)

Bulan ke-5 dan ke-6 udah mulai enakan. Makan juga lancar aja cuman gbs banget pedes. Masak juga udah bisa. Bersih2 rumah pun udah bisa. Nyabutin rumput taman aja udah bisa haha. Jadilah berat badan yg tdnya turun 2-3 kg jd naik lagi sampe 5 kg (dari BB turun yah haha). Cuman tidurnya aja gak nyenyak. Pas tidur malem pun sering bangunnya pusing. Pas cerita ke dokter katanya sebelum tidur makan yg manis2 haha jd kesempatan deh nyemil malem2.

Awal trimester 3 adek di usg 4d sm dokter fetomaternal persis yg dilakuin pas hamil kakak. Bedanya lebih cepet 2 minggu. Untungnya masih ada catatan pas kehamilan kakak jd tau mesti banyak nanya pas lg di usg. Knp spt itu? Karena setelahnya gak ada sesi diskusi buibuu. Langsung aja disuruh nunggu diluar. Jd yaaa nanyanya pas lg di usg itu. Mana skrg selisihnya hampir 1juta lebih.. tp ya gpp demi liat perkembangan adek lebih detil :) Lebih bagus juga skrg gedungnya, lebih eksklusif juga.

Alhamdulillah kondisi adek sehat. Nilai AFI yg sy takutkan ke ulang di adek alhamdulillah normal. Cuman karena riwayat lahiran BB bayi kurang (malah dikira prematur pas ditanya) jadilah ditulis dicatatan hasilnya. Pas dikasih ke dokter biasa kontrol jadilah PR makan telur 4x sehari ;)

Oiyah, sejak adanya covid ternyata layanan untuk ibu hamil makin bisa dijangkau yah. Haha maklum pas hamil masih serba konvensional kayak pijet hamil, pijet anak mesti antri ditempat, sampe senam hamil pun harus dtg ke RS. Sekarang? Wah.. reservasi bisa via wa, layanannya bisa ke rumah, sampe senam hamil pun bisa via zoom.

Sebelum lebaran berhubung gak pulkam akhirnya memutuskan pesan paket pijat bumil dan anak. Lumayan bisa ngilangin pegel2.. cuman tetep kangen pijetannya almh bu mariyamah. The best bisa sampe tidur.

Sama nyoba ikut kelas online di bidankita. Ambil kelas exploring gymball. Yg selama ini sy cuman tau goyang2 panggul aja ternyataaa sy salah.. haha. Lumayan ngebantu masalah punggung sampe kaki bengkak. Gayanya pun macem2 kayak squat dan kayang pun bisa dilakuin bumil pake gymball hehe.

Di bulan ke-7 ini adek banyak gerak alhamdulillah. Dari nonton YT nya bidankita (selain nonton drakor yah) sy jd paham posisi adek lagi dimana. Kayak klo ada tendangan itu berarti kaki tangannya disitu, kalo ada bagian perut yg keras berarti punggung adek lagi disitu hihi. Yg sebelumnya di sebelah kanan terasa tendangan, sekarang udah bisa pindah dimana2. Pernah terasa disebelah kiri, tangan bapaknya diarahin kesana lah pindah dia kekanan wkwk. Malah lebih mau nunjukin tendangan ke kakaknya haha. Yg akur yaah anak2 solehnya bunda bapak ;)

*Nitip* Rangkuman Kelas Gym Ball:

siapin gym ball, pastiin pas panggul, lutut, tangan. Badan tegak. kaki dibuka kanan kiri

pernafasan perut [1menit]: gosokkan kedua tangan. tempelkan kedua tangan lebar di depan pusar. inhale pernafasan tarik keluar. exhale pernafasan kempesin.

pernafasan diafragma [1menit]: taruh tangan di bawah PD. inhale kembangin diafragma. exhale kempesin diafragma.

pemanasan kepala: inhale kepala naik, exhale tundukin kepala. tangan dijaring taro belakang kepala, inhale kepala naik, exhale nundukin kepala sampe dagu nyentuh kepala. miringkan ke kanan, siku kiri diangkat lurus sebadan. ulang sebaliknya

pemanasan tangan[10x kanan kiri]: tangan kiri pegang bahu. putar ke depan inhale. puncak keatas tarik (tempel ke telinga). exhale ke belakang. ulang sebaliknya

pemanasan kaki: kaki dikedepankan. tangan taro belakang. badan tegak. majuin kaki kanan dulu baru kiri. telapak kaki tarik (jaga keseimbangan). tonggeng - masuk untuk bokong

pemanasan panggul: buka kaki. goyang kanan kiri, panggul yang gerak. bikin angka 8

Siapin selimut tebal buat alas lutut. Duduk bersimpuh. Pastiin selimut nutupin tulang kering dan lutut.

Lebarkan lutut selebar selimut. Kaki belakang bertemu. Ambil gymball pegang dengan ujung jari. Dorong gymball kedepan (pastiin bokong gak ngangkat, jaga perut jgn sampe drop rib-nya). Pandangan ke bawah matras. kemudian ke belakang

Posisi lutut masih sama. Dorong gymball ke depan semaksimal mungkin. Tangan dilebarkan, pegang samping gymball. Goyang ke samping kanan kiri. Pandangan ke bawah

Posisi berlutut. Sikut taro di gymball. Lakuin inhale tonggeng-exhale masuk. Tumpuan di tulang kering

Duduk biasa. Pegang samping gymball. inhale up gymball diangkat sampe atas kepala (perut maju, paha lurus). exhale turun. pelan-pelan. Pertama cepet, Kedua ritmenya pelanin

Tangan kiri lurus pegang gymball (telapak nempel). Tangan kanan lurus di matras. Kaki kiri tekuk (jadi tumpuan tulang keringnya). Kaki kanan lurus kebelakang. Naik turunin kaki kanan. Kepala turun hadap matras. Ulangi, ganti posisi.

Posisi tangan di matras. Lutut dimatras. Kaki kiri sejajarin ke tangan. Angkat badan. Lurusin kaki kiri. Ambil bola bawa ke depan. Inhale majuin pake ujung jari (kaki kiri tekuk, kaki kanan lurus, dorong jauh), exhale tarik. Ulangi beberapa kali. Tangan kiri pegang pinggang, kaki kiri luruskan, telapak kaki diangkat. Majuin gymball, tarik kebelakang

Singkirkan selimut

Posisi squat/jongkok. Tangan pegang gymball depan. Jinjit kaki kiri, arahkan lutut ke kiri. Gantian kanan

Berdiri. Telapak kaki selebar matras-paralel arah jam 12. Bola dorong ke depan pake ujung jari (kyk rukuk). Tarik ke belakang. Kepala lihat bawah.

(Lanjut nulis bulan Juli 2023)

Engingeng.. ga terasa udah menginjak 8 bulan. Alhamdulillah.. berat makin bertambah, baju makin sempit, jalan makin ngosngosan. Dinikmatin aja yah buuu..

Pekerjaan juga makin banyak.. bahkan sempet diminta DL yg kemudian sy baru mulai itung minggunya adek sudah masuk 8 bulan. Bakalan ribet naik pesawat yg mesti ada surat dokter dllnya. Bener2 beda yaah ternyata anak pertama kedua.. tp insyaAllah sayangnya sama semua yah mas, adek :)

Di bulan ke-8 ini PR nya masih sama, makan banyak daging sm makan es krim. Alhasil naik lah BB ini.. sampe kepala 7 haha. Dan sy baru ngeh kalo kakak lahir direntang 36-37 yg artinya bulan Juli ini dong bisa2 lahirannya. Bismillah yah dek.. lahir cukup bulan dan sakitnya pas ada bapak yah dek..

Sudah mulai 2 mingguan periksa. Per hari ini (8 Juli) hasil dari dokter ternyata plasenta adek pengapuran.. yg artinya waktu kelahiran udah makin dekat. Dokterpun udah menyarankan istirahat 2 minggu lagi. Pas sih sebenernya kyk waktu kakak lahir. Moga2 lancar, sehat, normal yah deeek. Yuk kita berjuang bersama.

Untuk air ketuban masih cukup, tapi tetep mesti rajin minum. Makan juga disuruh daging2, sama makan es krim. Suplemen sama seperti sebelumnya calgae, lactafar, vit.D, onoiwa.. ada tambahan susu juga jdnya. Trus setelah konsul diminta CTG dulu.. alhamdulillah normal. Cuman jd mellow gini.. gara2 CTG nya di kamar bersalin yg ngingetin waktu kakak lahiran.. yg artinya bentar lagi bakal dateng lagi ke tempat itu. :')

Oiyah, mumpung keingetan.. sy sempet curhat kalo akhir2 ini suka sesak nafas sm kaki bengkak terus2an. Yg biasanya dibawa tidur bs kempes.. ini bangun tidur masih bengkak. Sampe akhirnya dokter menyebutkan pre eklampsia. Nah itu yg sy takutkan. Untungnya dokter menggunakan analogi yg menurut sy logis, "jgn dibalik dek ngecek gejala preeklampsia baru cek tensi, tp cek tensi dulu kalo udah 140/90 baru dicek gejala bengkak dllnya". Iya juga sih.. sy ngumpulin dulu gejalanya, takutnya, baru ngetensi. Alhamdulillah selama ngetensi msh di 120. Nah tips dr dokter, tensinya jgn pas terasa gejala langsung tensi, atau hbs jalan pusing langsung tensi.. tapi diistirahatin dulu baru deh tensi. Kalo tensi masih tinggi mesti langsung ke UGD. Siap dok!

Pas CTG juga sy jadi curhat sama bu bidannya. Jadilah sy dapat refresh ilmu lagi.. kalo pergerakan bayi dicek 1 jam sekali minimal 5 gerakan. Kalo gak gerak, coba dirangsang dr mulai minum, makan, sampe digoyang2 perutnya. Kalo masih gak gerak juga segera ke UGD. Sampe sy dikasih nomor kamar bersalinnya. Aaah pertanda sudah dekat :')

Yak mumpung angetanget baru kontrol per 2 minggu (nulis ini tgl 22 juli). Saya udah ngeri2 sedap pengalaman kakak lahiran terulang yg kejadian cek dalam - pendarahan - lahiran. Dan pas periksa.. bener aja plasenta udah 'jelek' tapi karena BB adek baru naik 200gr jadilah mesti nunggu sampe minimal 2,5kg. Dokter menyarankan minggu depan udah lahiran.. Bismillah. InsyaAllah tetap normal tapi akan di induksi. Alhamdulillah pas CTG adek masih aktif. PR bunda naikin BB adek yah nak 🙂

Update per 26 Juli 2023.

Seharian masih rapat dan diskusi. Maklum belum cuti tapi ngajuin WFH. Kontraksi jalan terus (penting banget ini dicatet biar tau intervalnya) yang tadinya bisa hanya sekali sehari, makin kesini 1 jam sekali. Akhirnya memberanikan diri wa dokternya. Dan bener aja disuruh periksa. Ditungguin sm dokternya sampe di wa udah dimana.. hehe ngepas jam pulang kantor jd macet 😆.

Bismillah.. moga2 dikuatkan, dilancarkan, dinormalkan.

Sama dokter dibolehkan pulang. Pagi disuruh jalan2 dulu makan.. baru ke rs. Rasa2 kyk mau sesar yah.. padahal rencana normal tp diinduksi 🫠 . Soalnya plasenta sdh ga bagus dan air ketuban udah batas minim. Jadi kata dokter gak ada mules pun besok dilahirkan yah dek (siap bu dok). Alhamdulillah kepala adek udah turun banget.. dan pas dicek ternyata udah pembukaan 1. Bismillah bismillah bismillah

Update 27 juli 2023

Alhamdulillah wa syukurillah

Adek lahir dini hari jam 00.55. MasyaAllah.. berlangsung cepat dan malah tanpa induksi. Memang rencana Allah SWT lebih indah :)

Jadi.. setelah diminta plg aja sm dokter kontraksinya meningkat. Ke punggung, pinggang, dan bagian bawah. Jam 9 - 10 dipantau dari aplikasi kontraksi msh jeda 20an menit. Makan kwetiau abang samsul pun cuman setengah habisnya. Jam 11 mau tidur intervalnya udah 6-7 menitan. Inget rumus 511 akhirnya 11.30 mutusin ke rumah sakit. Diperjalanan ampun2an nyerinya tp untung msh inget atur nafas. Sampe akhirnya udah mau masuk rs ketuban pecah. Ternyata gini rasanya.. berasa pecah balon di dalem trus tiba2 udah rembes. Akhirnya sampe rs di bawa satpam pake kursi roda langsung ke ruang bersalin. Di ruang bersalin pun kontraksinya makin menjadi.. udah mau ngeden gak dibolehin dan pas cek dalem ternyata sdh pembukaan 9. MasyaAllah.. tantangan banget harus nahan gblh ngeden. Sampe gemeter kaki saya untuk nahan. Untung bidannya (makasih bidan puji) sabar dan ngingetin atur nafas. Sampe akhirnya dokter dateng dan dibolehin ngejan. Lucunya dari mulai sy wa dokter dan wa kamar bersalin minta petunjuk perlu ke rs apa engga, sampe akhirnya sy inisiatif ke rs aja dan baru dibales bidan pas udah di rs. Bidannya sampe bingung karena saking cepetnya naik pembukaan. Pas mengejan pun sangat berbeda dengan pas lahiran kakak yg sampe perut dibantu dorong dari bidan dan kaki nangkring di pundak dokter(sy sampe wanti2 suami).. tapi pas lahiran adek meluncur saja. Pak suami malah hanya megang tangan saya dan mengingatkan atur nafas. Tapi tetep.. ada robekan dan mesti di jahit. Bedanya lagi dgn lahiran kakak.. yg alat2nya 1 per 1 disiapkan, di lahiran adek semua serba spontan. Di kamar bersalin ada 3 bidan, tapi hanya bidan puji-lah yg mengarahkan sy atur nafas sambil mengarahkan 2 bidan menyiapkan ini itu. Sy pun belum sempat ganti baju bersalin rs yg warna pink itu.. baru dipake pas udah lahiran wkwk.

Alhamdulillah satu per satu doa dikabulkan oleh Allah SWT. Bener bener dipermudah, dilancarkan, dan prosesnya cepat. Pas nunggu kamar, sayangnya lagi penuh.. yg tdnya di asuransi bisa dpt kamar utama yg 1 bed sendiri.. jadi ke kelas 3 saking penuhnya. Pas saya dtg pun tinggal sisa 2 bed dari 4 bed di kamar kelas 3. Suami pun sampe pesen ke bagian administrasi untuk diinfokan jika ada kamar lain yg kosong. Untungnya kamarnya satu lantai dgn kamar bersalin dan kamar anak. Beda pas kakak lahir yg mesti naik turun lift. Karena masuk kamarnya dini hari.. jd sy baru bisa ketemu adek pas paginya. Sy dan suami tidur.. tp ditengah tidur sering kebangun karena bed sebelah anaknya room in dan nangis. Pas udah lelap pun, sy malah gemeteran kedinginan.. penting banget ini bawa selimut yg tebal. Total sy hanya 2 malam di RS. Pas hari ke 2 ditawarkan kamar.. kok nanggung besoknya udah plg . Jdnya milih tetep di kelas 3 sampe keluar. Soalnya tinggal sendiri.. jd berasa kelas utama hihi

Adek pun paginya setelah lahiran sudah bisa room in. Belajar lagi menyusui, belajar lagi gendong anak, bener2 mulai update lagi soal newborn. Alhamdulillah adek golongan darahnya sama.. jd aman gak kuning dan gak perlu sinar. Sehat sehat yah anak soleh bapak bunda :*

[apakahdiluarsudahgelap]

Scripting 2024

Bismillah

Meniatkan memvisualisasikan tahun ini.

Cawu 1 (Januari - April)

Fokus nyari sekolah --- fixed dapat LOA.

Membangun bibliografi untuk persiapan sekolah ---- minimal 40 bahan bacaan tersimpan

Beres-beres laptop --- 2 laptop bersih rapi, terutama foto2 dan dokumen administrasi

Beres-beres rumah, decluttering --- baju dan buku

Membangun habit olah raga dan makan sehat --- BB 60 kg pada April

Anak-anak bisa skill: renang dan/atau naik sepeda

Ngecek 2 sekolah untuk persiapan Asa Hayu, yang pakai english

Letting go and release negativity

Cawu 2 (Mei - Agustus)

Kantor pasti lagi sibuk2nya

legalitas persiapan berangkat: surat tugas belajar, visa segala macam beres

Badan sehat, BB stabil

Anak-anak siap, sekolah baru, rencana sebelum berangkat fiks

Keseimbangan antara persiapan berangkat dan kerjaan kantor sesuai

Cawu 3 (September - Desember)

Berangkat

Supervisorku baik, konstruktif, supportif dan sefrekuensi

Dapat teman sefrekuensi

Nabung (target beli properti sehabis pulang sekolah)

Persiapan anak2 nyusul

Natal dan tahun baru di Paris atau Saint Malo

Amin. Amin.

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Tertanggal 28 November 2023...

Hai... Maaf sudah lama tidak berkunjung kesini.. biasanya aku bercerita di awal tahun, kali ini diakhir taun... Berarti sudah 2 tahun tak terceritakan. Ya Ampun. Kenapa? Mari kita bercerita, dimulai dari awal tahun 2022...

Yap.. Januari 2022

Mari kita ingat ingat ada kejadian apa saja.... Pada akhir tahun 2021.. aku dan suami memutuskan untuk membeli tanah, untuk nanti kita bangun rumah bersama... Awal tahun ini aku dan keluarga berlibur bersama, kami kemping di ciater.. seruu.. kali ini ditambah personil baru yaitu suamiku... Aku masih tetap bekerja di klinik Izzatul, tapi ternyata aku semakin tidak betah bekerja disana, rasanya aku seperti bukan bidan, melainkan perawat, bahkan aku tidak melakukan skill skill kebidanan.. ilmuku rasanya tidak terpakai..

Bulan Februari... Aku jadi sering menangis, ntah karna apa. Sudah 6 bulan aku menikah belum juga hamil. Ibu sudah suruh resign. Sampai akhirnya suami juga suruh resign saja. Kalau ga resign, ga akan hamil hamil katanya. Akhirnya aku memutuskan untuk berhenti kerja di bulan ini. Belum lagi memang ada isu akan dikurangi pegawai dan lain lainnya...

Bulan Maret.. aku beristirahat di rumah, hanya melakukan perkerjaan rumah, tidak ada yang spesial..

Bulan Mei.. masuk bulan Ramadhan, bulan puasa pertama bersama suami, harus menyiapkan saur dan buka puasa. Tapi aku lupa, aku melakukannya seperti apa, soalnya sekarang saja aku jarang memasak hehe... Dan MasyaAllah... Yang ditunggu tunggu akhirnya datang di bulan yang suci.. tepat 3 hari sebelum lebaran, aku positif hamil. Alhamdulillah.... Masih di bulan Mei, pertama kali aku untuk USG mengecek kehamilan ku, dan sudah terlihat kantung, Alhamdulillah...

Bulan Juni.. aku menjalankan hari hari seperti biasanya. Sekarang aku menjadi ibu hamil. Hamil muda. Mulai muncul mual muntah, Alhamdulillah nya tidak terlalu parah.

Bulan Juli.. masih dengan kondisi hamil, sudah tidak mual, aku aktif membantu kaka untuk menjadi panitia sekolah pra nikah, sampai di usia kehamilanku 5 bulan.

Bulan Agustus.. aku mulai mencoba untuk berolahraga, jalan kaki tipis tipis di treadmill, berujung ke kontraksi palsu, akhirnya ku stop, takutnya malah lahir prematur..

Bulan September.. aku batuk pilek, sampai hilang penciuman, ku pikir aku terserang covid, tapi tak di cek juga, ntahlah.. Alhamdulillah tidak ada masalah pada kehamilan ku.

Bulan Oktober.. aku mulai olahraga kembali karna usia kehamilanku sudah besar.. aku rajin jalan pagi bersama suami, treadmill, sebagai upaya untuk lahiran normal..

Bulan November.. aku sudah menunggu nunggu gelombang cinta datang.. tak kunjung datang hehe

Bulan Desember... Alhamdulillah akhirnya anak pertamaku lahir pada tanggal 14-12-22, BB 3,4 PB 49 laki-laki... Aku resmi menjadi seorang ibu... Lahiranku juga Alhamdulillah, Allah mudahkan... Aku tidak terlalu lama kontraksi, lahirannya juga mudab Alhamdulillah... Mulai aku beradaptasi menjadi seorang ibu, menyusui, mengurus bayi, begadang, dan banyak lagi, ternyata tidak mudah...

Yoooo semangat di tahun 2023..

Kita lanjut di postingan selanjutnya yaaaaa....