#might I just state

[intotheelliwoods]

I present to you a little timeline :)

I have been having dreams about this story since way early march and im so happy I finally have the guts to go through with it all lmaooo no matter how wild it is

"hey ell what happened to this being a hurt/comfort comic" can you pretty please trust me when I say that everything comes full circle, the hurt comfort comics will return! I just want to have some fun first!

Anyways uhh expect a time skip next update!

#the discord got to see this early #hello discord I love you discord peoples #btw if anyone can actually guess whats going down #kudos #no one has guessed whats happening yet #kicks feet #my dream ideas be so wild no one can see them coming #I would put in foreshadowing.... #but I would rather give everyone a big week long fish slap #the “WHAT.” is probably going to be another week long event #but hey after that its all just fun happy healing until I get bored of the comic #might I just state #I have the ending planned #along with a few inbetween scenes #but outside that I just have fun making stuff up ahaaa #honestly though making stuff up as I go/get inspired is the best way for a comic imo #keeps you entertained the whole time instead of following some rigid storyline #idk #whoops big ass tag ramble #nonsense #2 arms left #anyways about that timeskip.... #cannon little leo beans. #they are coming

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

[pachix]

https://www.geoguessr.com/vgp/3007

#map quiz #europe map quiz #tumblr survey #europe quiz #please don't make me regret putting vanilla extract as show results #i did this because i saw USA states one #knowing my luck this just might get like 3 notes while you can still anwser survey

[nonasuch]

I’m not going anywhere with this but it’s a thought I had.

#game of thrones #tortall #an meme #i just think that in order to do ethical fantasy feudalism you might need an eldritch box that judges your fitness to wield state power

[vierdz]

WIP, I find myself coming back to this one often

#even though the tundra's butt is mostly hidden and that looks weird #so i might fix that but i dunno #this is also my excuse to use the blendy brushes i've developed #flight rising #flight rising art #i'm about to move to a new state tomorrow so i'm just posting this before i break everything down lol

[mochasucculent]

Yet another Owl House drawing I never finished (of which there are many lol)

It was a dual redraw of/homage to my first ever fanart from the day the pilot episode aired (below the cut), but this time done right after the show ended and with Eda's updated look! Though I lost steam fast I kinda like it this way lol, one of those things that probably would have lost its energy if I tried to line it yknow

#the owl house #eda clawthorne #edalyn clawthorne #toh #eda the owl lady #fanart #watching and dreaming #toh spoilers #the owl house spoilers #redraw #kinda #dana terrace actually retweeted my old one when i first did it :) #was preddy cool #i have been in a state of wanting to draw but not having the energy to for like. weeks lol #so might as well just bring out some stuff from the proverbial disney vault (my computer hard drive) #love that her staff is 100% behind her in the original from 2020 #girl is sitting on thin air #shes doing that gymnastics move they do on the pommel horse

[ruporas]

[ TW: child harm ]

collection of old drabbles

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #id later #can i call it that. i know its not term accurate but sometimes i just have an idea of a comic but its more #driven emotionally as opposed to anything concrete to make into a full comic... these are exactly that #many of these are old as stated . especially the 1st and 3rd one those were from like.. march probably?? #they make me a little nostalgic bc NOT to say im no longer insane over vw but these were the core times i think... #it was like everyday i just kept thinking about them obsessively lmfao they would not let me REST!!! #as always i enjoy their inbetween moments and gathering the passing thoughts they might have when next to someone so important #dear and precious moments they'd never experience with anyone else it's like hrggjh... #theyve both loved others but never quite like this. no matter under romantic or platonic pretenses i really think what they had #with each other was just special #ruporas art

[sensiblereblogifposts]

Hi.

I'm going to break my very strict format for once because I need your help. For the past 9 years, the irl human behind this blog has been involved in the effort to save a museum from incompetent and money hungry executives.

The museum is filled with precious objects, telling the story of the history of technology, and how it relates to art and society.

Many of these are objects are large, but delicate and have been in place for over 30 years.

No one within the museum's community trusts the CEO, who was appointed by a hostile former government, and prefers renting out museum spaces for business functions over educating the public.

In a few days, the museum is set to close down for renovations. Yet none of the staff or volunteers have been given any clear details about these plans. All we know is displays which have inspired generations will be torn down, likely never to be restored.

We have a petition asking the new government to step in and stop the closure:

If you could sign this, you'd be doing the human behind this blog a massive favour.

#i do not like when themed or gimmic blogs break character. you might even have noticed i almost never do it #so i won't be spamming this. please sign this one there will probably only be one reblog #If you are Australian especially from the state of NSW and have the energy to do so - please contact your local state parliamentarian #just a short message most of them have websites for this #but just signing and sharing the petition alone is a huge help - international support helps a lot too #powerhouse museum

[mipmoth]

(#now I am imagining them finding out the undella bay ruins can be accessed#and Ingo RUSHING to get his stuff before the treasure hunter historians get they grubby mitts on it)

My thoughts exacly and the way you phrase that makes it seem like Ingo will fight them himself if needed

#submas #twin dragons au #emmet is sarcasticly stating the obvious of not killing half the bay population with electricity #no hat/coat submas jumpscare #also i think most divers would need breathing gear but there are benefits to being subway masters #i just googles the signs for them so might be used inaccurately

[oseike]

"This person, who not so long ago searched for herbs with me so earnestly....

"It's too sudden. There's so much everyone wants to say, wants to hear.

"If only he could open his eyes one more time..."

If funerals are for the living, what of one's final moments? For whom do they exist? Is it okay to force wakefulness one more time, even if it should cause pain?

EDIT: @keidokusha has translated this to Vietnamese:

Many thanks to them!

#orv #orv spoilers #lee seolhwa #there really isnt much about her written originally or in fanart that I've seen #i would imagine as his state becomes more precarious the usual drugs or methods don't work on him as well #and some substances might not be available anymore #so this is lsh testing out something that might wake him up #she does it at night so no one else is around just in case the result is bad #the party shouldnt see him in danger or in pain #but that also includes lsh too #her own helplessness in the face of kdj's situation must be crushing #to see the party expecting her to save him and not be able to answer those hopes #she's supposed to be the best!! #between her and aileen what problem could they not fix? #and when she fails the party can walk away but she must stay and watch him disintegrate #i feel that would have some hard repercussions on a person #oseiart #vietnamese translation

[backlogbooks]

you know the thing about The Menu (2022) is that so many people came out of it being like "haha eat the rich" and yeah, sure, but really the chef's issue wasn't with the rich people, I mean he hated them and wanted them dead yes, but his issue was that he had let the world of ambition take him so far from the joy of cooking that he once felt, from the art that he loved to make, because he let himself chase status and exclusivity, when really he could have been making his art for everyone, at a certain point he did not need to be cooking for rich people he could have found people who appreciated his food because they loved food, he could have leaned into the art he loved instead of the art he was expected to make with the set dressing he was expected to make it in, and that is a critique of capitalism, but it's not an "eat the rich" type critique, it's not just rich people who have had their relationship to art changed by capitalism, we all have in one way or another, think about the phrase "consuming content", we are consuming, not savoring, and what does it mean to be an artist when being an artist means being a content creator, being consumed, and what artistic principles can you really afford to have when you need to make money to live, but what principles will you forget to pick back up when you have the money, how far gone from yourself do you have to be to no longer be able to go back? What does it mean when you haven't cooked a burger for yourself, for your friends, for someone who loves a burger, because you're always, only cooking for those who can afford you? What do you cook for yourself? Do you savor it? What art do you make when no one's watching? Can you still make art when no one's watching?

but the other thing about The Menu (2022) is that they literally don't eat the rich people. Look at me. They do not eat the rich people they are all burned alive, guests and staff, and that's Different

#mary emma talks #the menu #the menu 2022 #you might think from this that I recently rewatched the menu but actually i just saw one gifset and went into a fugue state #so if any of this is wrong remember it's based on me watching it in the theatre which was what #a year ago? over a year ago?

[coolnonsenseworld]

(to know more about the story and the calendar on pre-order check out previous posts!)

May time! May is time for friends. They take their group of friends to the lake - anyone who was free to go - and then those who couldn’t too. They can be very persistent together if they want to. They rent a small cottage and have a tent pulled up (Keith and Lance get kicked out to the tent on the first night, it’s a given). They spend time swimming, laughing, accidentally setting things on fire and Keith and Lance end up trying to one up each other in who can breakdance better on the grass (none of them, they just start flirting).

At the end of the day Hunk is the last one to tell them goodnight, but they would still sit around engrossed in each other, cooing like a newlywed couple.

Pidge walks out of the cottage to remind them to keep it quiet at night. Keith and Lance start laughing, until Shiro adds it’s not a suggestion. Then they laugh so hard, they end up dragging one another away from the house.

#klance #laith #ill be honest one of #my biggest issues with dance au is the fact they are in america and im not #and for me doing technical research absolutely cant compare to real life stories and experiences sometimes #and at times i consider dance au to be happening in united states of europe or something #just dont ask me where they are #paradise or something #but still when you start a violent fight you might get sued #which might be a big downside if you are keith kogane

[koddlet]

happy taipril (taissa april)... just kidding.... unless?

#might clean this up at a later date cuz i got thoughts #i honestly don't know if i'll go through with taipril but IN THEORY it would be fun. just like vanuary #anywayyyy thats MY state senator! #taissa turner #yellowjackets #yellowjackets fanart #digital art #(not that i completed that one in the end :P) #taipril

[here-there-everyfuckenwhere]

Hmmmmmmm

Feel free to explain your answer in the tags and rub for sample size

#ray rants and junk #personal #my polls #I’m just asking because she’s in my city atm and she’s EVERYWHERE #I always thought of myself as somewhat neutral (and if not a mild hater just due to the fact that her music is overplayed) #but I think I might be coming around on her music #idk how I feel about the carbon emissions however… #but anyway #let’s see what yall think lol #Taylor Swift #please don’t fight in the comments/tags btw just politely state your opinion and leave everyone else to theirs :)

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Thinking, sniffing, snooping

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#Poorly drawn MDZS #MDZS #wei wuxian #wen ning #It is very funny to me how wwx just starts sniffing around #distracted by being in your handsome frienemy's room by thoughts of another man and distracted again by your frienemy's lingering perfume #He's just a creature really. They call it The Untamed to describe the natural state of the deuterogonist #someone might think the additional components in the liquor stash is a visual gag but #I have a plan. As much as this whole series appears to follow a 'straight ahead' principal of planning...I do have things purposefully set #there's a punchline coming i promise #If you want to imagine the bunnies as figures or real is up to reader discretion

[wekillitwithfire]

#this is a joke poll #but also i genuine question i asked myself in the shower today #i feel like i got an early start on the whole. horrid terrifying mental state thing #and then i was able to pull myself out of it pretty early too #(based on what other people said. i had gotten out of the worst of it by the time most people like. Start the Bad Years) #(broad generalization) #and then highschool was spent trying to move on from it. but like i didn’t Really move on i was just ignoring it #and pretending it never happened? #and now i’m like. man i didn’t plan this far #and i think i might feel this way for a long time #idk life is full of uncertainties and i think it’s ultimately useless to try and plan it all out #let’s get through this #alright deeply personal post OVER