#more than 13 years ago

[kirk-goes-to-gallifrey]

we are SHINee we are five.

Happy 15th shineeversary to all 🎂🥳💎

#months ago I decided to go back to listening to my favorite childhood group after years without being able to #so I texted my friend who first introduced me to them #back when we where 15 #more than 13 years ago #and he asked me if I had noticed in the atlantis mv #the part in the choreo where taemin is leaning on a shoulder that isn't there #after we both cried a bit I had the idea for this drawing #but never really found the inspiration to carry it out until now #it seems fitting that today would be the day I finally got it out of my head and onto paper #it didn't turn out exactly how I imagined it (it was supposed to be a painting) #but I'm happy #and I love them so much #shinee #ThatGoodOldArtTag #shinee shenanigans

[scary-monsters]

im not religious or spiritual so idk if i believe in a heaven but, if one exists, i hope dad is up there bowling a bunch of perfect 300 games and subjecting everyone to genesis at full volume. meanwhile i'll continue to carry on his legacy of dad jokes and good music taste 🫡

#he passed 13 years ago today.. that's insane #not looking for sympathy btw. im at peace with it and i don't really wanna talk abt it besides this post #i just wanted to acknowledge him bc i've been missing him a lot lately. more than i have in years

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

scene of all time

#cant believe i wrote a fic where holodoctor helps yaz save her literally like 10 months ago #also started a fic the other day where yaz tries out how adaptive the hologram in 1903 really is by kissing her #have not finished that one yet but i do feel very validated rn #anyway how do you think an ai doctor based on All Doctors would differ from any individual doctor #i mean we can sorta see right but i mean like. #i guess my question is more like how much of those 2000 years does any individual regeneration have access to/is based on #bc like 13 is way more reacting to like s10 than s4 or smth you know what i mean #but in this ai s10 and s4 would weigh equal maybe? #unless you make it so that the further back it is the less it counts but idk if you'd WANT to do that #bc like it reacts to tegan and ace as 5 and 7 so should way more be based on that than like any more recent stuff #so it like. uses certain memories based on certain triggers #im not smart enough for this which is why i just spend my time thinking about yaz kissing the hologram #i think it'd feel like warm and buzzy like a tv what do you think #i think it'd be fun

[gammija]

ok. tijd om te emigreren 🥲

#dutch #joos yaps #i mean its not the official numbers but in practice they only differ 1 chair; occasionally 2 #not. >5 #to be clear for the english-speakers; PVV is alt-right and was for a long time one of the most racist parties here until recently. #they didn't get less racist we just got worse parties (: #so say goodbye to freedom of religion. european cooperation. support for ukraine. any chance of any acknowledgement of justice for palestin #his fucking 'wah wah im nice now' talk fucking worked #people are so goddamn naive #make no mistake; this is as much the fault of vvd as it is wilders' 'milder tone' #'yeah lets really frame migration as the biggest issue thats causing the housing crisis. not our crap policies from 10 years ago coming #home to roost. also yeah sure we'll work together with the pvv if he gets big ^^' #oh oops looks like people didn't want to vote for the same party going on 13 years now that everything is getting shittier. and pvv is eve #n harsher than we are on immigration. oopsee daisy #ugh christ im gonna have to see his fucking swollen bleached head so much more now

[edwardos]

I didn't make this, but we all HAVE to make sure this historic picture stays in circulation. That is why I am posting it now.

#Minecraft #Minecraft Classic #a piece of history #I forgot why this is important BUT IT JUST IS; OKAY? #0.0.23a_01 #Minecraft multiplayer #Minecraft Classic servers were crazy #I don't know the year #Easily more than 13 years ago

[aria0fgold]

Also Alec and Ray's supposed "theme songs" are just songs I played which resulted or aided in the creation of them cuz honestly Alec's one DOESN'T FIT HIM AT ALL! But alas... it is the song that started it all, so... Until I find one that Actually Fits, he's stuck with his creation song as his theme song.

#aria rants #ariaoc #its ''look at me now'' by charlie puth btw. alecs creation song. specifically it was... an amv of inuyasha to that song #i watched that video YEEAAARRS! ago. like at least i was around 13-16 smth. and ever since then alec has gotten major #rewrites that the song doesnt even apply to him anymore now. but it was the beginning of it all so it just stays anyway #for ray its ''make it up'' by sam tsui. not really a creation song cuz i alrdy had ray made when i found it but it DID help #with writing the initial drafts of rays personality and everything and it still Somewhat applies to him so it stays too #mel has one as well! its ''broken'' by william black and fairlane and this is actually fits him cuz i found the song AFTER #i was pretty done and satisfied with his newer drafts and the song helped put mel into perspective a bit #so yea hes the only one with a theme song that actually fully fits him. well-- rays one fits him too but i feel like i could #find one that fits a lil more than the one he has rn but alas! hes gonna wait for years cuz im bad at finding songs

[nylarac]

many thoughts in my head

#thinking about how everyone assumes i am fresh out of high school when i am nearly 30 #and the fact that i can't really connect w any of my classmates bc they're so much younger than me #most of the ppl my age (and younger) are faculty but i can't really connect w them either since i'm a student #and i don't really want to connect w any of them anyways since none of them wear a mask #feeling v directionless i went back to college bc i was sick of working low paying garbage dead end jobs #but i still don't know what i want to do #and i know most ppl change majors multiple times and i have plenty of time #but in my new student class for all of the assignments lately i have to choose but i still have no idea so it's v discouraging #the more i look into my options the more i am like i don't want to do any of these actually #or i don't feel capable/it would take too long #today is day 3 of my new job on campus is v laid back and only 13 hours a week but i still feel like i have such little time now #i am tired and lonely #also feeling p bad about my appearance i keep feeling like i wish i was still cute #but i also thought this years ago and i am sure i will think the same thing about my current self in a few years #sigh

[maddy-ferguson]

just saw someone say that because he was 12 in season 1 mike probably didn't understand how serious it was TO DIE

#in the tags of that poll asking if he knew he was gonna die jumping off the cliff #it's from like two weeks ago or maybe one and i voted yes he knew but like the answer is literally in the question. 'jump off a cliff' COME #ON #in season 2 ted literally says so if your friend jumps off a cliff you're gonna jump off a cliff too. he says this to his 13-year-old child #because even though he doesn't know his 13-year-old child has actually jumped off a cliff in the past the words evoke danger and #death! a concept you've grasped when you're 13. and even when you're 12. and 11 too #idk how old you have to be to know that jumping off that cliff could kill you but TWELVE is definitely old enough to know😭 #they're literally written realistically for their age they don't feel like caricatures of children who don't know anything why do people #make them out to be more clueless than they are in canon lmao #and like i say: brf slt

[krispiecake]

My first dog, my childhood pet, Lupus passed yesterday. He was 16, or 112 in dog years. A very very old man, especially for a dalmatian! He was born to be a family pet, he’s been with us through all 6 of our childhoods and a total of 4 toddlers, plus his own 11 puppies for a few very stressful months. He wasn’t very smart, couldn’t walk on hard wood floor or he would slip like bambi, would drip slobber on the floor if you were making anything in the kitchen, once nearly gave us carbon monoxide poisoning in his quest to get the sunday dinner roast chicken left of the back of the hob (he and our other dog who passed did in fact pick that chicken clean and we had to get fish and chips on the way back from the hospital after blood tests), and ultimately, was the perfect dog.

I remember the way he would climb on the sofa, stepping on me several times before settling down and sitting with me every night I couldn’t sleep. He would always be so excited to greet me when I came back to visit after I moved out. He had happy tail for like two years straight. He never barked or growled or bit even when my sister played dot to dot on him with felt tips in the 5 minutes she spent unsupervised, or when my other sister practically hung off his neck in a somewhat violent hug before she was pried off. He was kind of a wimp and our other dog who passed a couple of years ago was definitely in charge, and once when we tried them in separate beds, she kicked him out into the small one and he just tried to fit with no argument (the middle picture in the top row). He was so sweet and so stupid and he was the perfect dog. I miss him so much already, I miss him and Skylo, our other dalmatian who passed, and honestly I’m a little mad that he decided to die right now bc I have exams and a million other things and its kind of inconvenient but he always was - sometimes, he would just stand in your way until you had to move him yourself bc he had no idea he was in your way.

#its alright hes not in any pain now #but i wish i had a little more time #maybe this sounds a little weird but when I moved out 5yrs ago i think i missed my dogs more than my family? #because I could call my family and talk to all of them and still hang out with them like that #but obviously its not like i could stroke my dogs through a phone screen #and we hung out so much especially once i was out of school and so isolated even from my family #for a while i was basically nocturnal so i would come down at night and spend all night with those two #sometimes one dog on each side with both their heads in my lap #so i would lay down in a sort of s shape and one would sit behind my legs and one against my chest #honestly there were so many nights i really dont think i would have survived if i hadnt been trapped on the sofa by two massive sleeping #dalmatians who refused to be woken up ever #i miss them #it feels so weird to think that i dont have any dogs at home now #we had him for 16years #skylo for 13 #moving out was what was best for me but i only get to go home a few times a year #and i didnt spend enough time with them #i regret that a lot. i wish id taken them out on longer walks and brought treats and snuck them onto the sofa again

[cawsmik]

watched the new dnpg video bc im cringe and still keep up w them and i realized in the time between their last video and this one i 1) came out as transgender 2) started high school 3) graduated high school and 4) moved across the country and started hrt and college. it literally felt like their last video was 2 years ago tops. what the fuck.

#dnp #dnpgames #text #i dont even wanna look at when the last pinof was cause i think if it was more than 3 years ago i will turn into dust #what do you mean im not 13 and “cishet” and frantically texting my friend about the new dnp video while im coming home from school. god. #literally a huge chunk of my life happened without dnpg which feels so weird to think about #bc they were such a big part of my life for so long

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

yaz, somewhere between 25 and 30 years old she lost track a while ago, watching from a distance as 10 tries to impress a 20-year-old, the moment hes sent her away and rejoins yaz: shes too young for you mate

#heard 10 identify one of the mars colonists as 'mia bennett biologist. youre only 27 years old :(' and i was like HM #and sure that tone was bc shes gonna die today #bUT #yaz in retrospect being like OH MY GOD YOU WERE RIGHT #I WAS YOUNG #having got over the most painful of the 13 pining as shes been travelling with 10 but in this moment wanting MORE THAN ANYTHING #to just call her to say 'you were right you were so right i respect your choices' #'also you a millennia ago was a dumb loser and i like him SO much' #god can you imagine #leaving a voicemail for 14 like #oh my goddddddd #yaz&10 #anyway 10 is like wot. what do you want me to do? im 900 #shes like well get a timelord then #echoing missy a thousand years early fghkghjghg #everything else is cradlesnatching

[autistic-katara]

i need to read some fanfiction before i actually kill myself

#cant even get into why bcz holy fuck #this is way more complicated than it needs to be and no one’s told me anything except the person whos supposedly in the wrong #god i hate mentally ill 13 year olds theyre the worst ppl to be around #and i’m saying that as someone who was one a couple years ago #no one’s telling me anything but whatever the fucks going on here’s making you assholes mentally worse on all sides #and jesus fuck none of u r communicating with eachother either and all i’m hearing is one side of the story but apparently there’s more tha #i’m not being told for some reason #and i really wish i could stay out of this but i can’t bcz one of the ppl involved is my sibling the other is either the problem or being #gaged up on depending on who u ask and the other others trying to kill themself over this and i had to be the dick who called their mum at #10pm and just jesus christ guys what r ur fucking problems every one of u get therapy bcz u seriously need it #ok i guess i did get into it nvm #cw suicide #vent #(?) #what was this post about again? #oh yeah gonna go read fanfic to try nd calm myself down after my go-to unhealthy coping mechanism didn’t work #then maybe i can FINALLY finish writing #ryan shut the fuck up

[assmaster-8000]

Those were all hallucinations because if you're patient rook he'll be the best lover anyone could have he'd take you out to the sweetest dates they feel like you're living a fairy tale, as soon as 12 am hits on your anniversary he'll be awake, just to kiss your face and hold you tightly, it's important to him even if he knows you don't realize it's happening, and once you do wake up you wake up to the sweetest man to ever exist he won't leave your side at all in that day he couldn't bear to do so, that's why he makes sure to clear up everything in his schedule two weeks before. he'd want to travel the world by your side, take you to experiences he knows you'll never forget and cherish forever he wants you to be by his side at all times of his life he can't imagine how he'd be had you not stayed by his side despite his flaws

ur so sweet aster it'd almost be inconceivable if there were ever a situation else wise 😵

for realsies though i may be an easily irritated person, im very patient in dealing with people and emotionally tense situations so me and rook? we gang fr we tight like a booty hole in here 🤭 im a very heavy sleeper so unless rook shakes me by the neck to give me a kiss i would NAWT gaf 🔥🔥🔥

#not the most mature person in the world; i still have a lot to learn about myself and others #but i will say i have a surprising amount of emotional intelligence? #i say surprising because i don't think i give that vibe off #and when i was 12-13 i used to have many faults in conflict with friends #i mean that's 5 years ish ago so obviously id have changed #when i was 14-16 i had several conflicts with close friends too but i was more of bystander involved than particularly INVOLVED involved #and i usually keep my cool and communicate/listen well during then #though i can't say the same for afters #ive had a lot of opportunities to learn from people who are... how to say. hot and cold? the cold shoulder types i guess #and ive waited. months and years for friends. #still waiting for a few of them #im patient in that i can give time and space to people and work it out with them #but i also get irritated if you talk to me with the wrong intonation for the day so its a win lose thing 😿 #i don't know if you wanted to hear me talk about myself so i left it in the tags #but i like hearing about my moots. like who they really are behind the silly acoustic account #and sharing things about myself as well #honestly i think people like him and vil are the best types of people. not just characters. but people #for people like you. he's very attentive and observant and tenacious and passionate and i think that's what you need #˗ˋˏ ♡ ˎˊ˗ asterisk #˗ˋˏ ♡ ˎˊ˗ asks

[neverendingford]

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#tag talk #told my brother about how I trimmed my sublingual frenulum and he explained to me how apparently I'm a 12 on the weird scale #he was like “at least it wasn't the dick one” and I had to tell him that yeah I already got that one like.. two years ago. #I think I'm now a 13 on the weird scale in his eyes #idk. it's always an isolating experience to meet people who are like “yeah I'm so weird I'm a freak!” and then I start talking and they just #the slow horror creeps across their face and suddenly I'm the freak again. #and here's the thing. yeah it's mixed up in mental instability but it's rooted in a genuine view that my body is just an object #I feel better than I've ever felt and I've been thinking about how I don't like that part of my body. so I changed it. simple as that. #it's not self harm it's self actualization. I'm creating something. #this is my gripe with mental health professionals. they view it as pathology. view it as a problem. #was me piercing my ears an act of self harm? I would say no. but deliberately sticking a needle into your body could be extrapolated as such #idk. just because I'm not like everyone else doesn't make me a freak. doesn't make me bad. doesn't make me abhorrent. #I like the fact that I'm becoming more confident in my weirdness. owning it. if anyone doesn't like it they can leave. I am who I am. #I still want some sort of wing design across my back and shoulder blades but I think I'll actually have to get that done professionally. #some day. not soon for sure. but eventually #my back is relatively bare compared to my front since my arm reach is limited so you know. #but like. a dragon wing design kinda like the red dragon Hannibal-style #wouldn't that absolutely fuck severely? #I think it would #I don't want more far out body mods like split tongue or piercings on less practical body parts #though actually ngl after bottom surgery I would actually totally get some sort of labial piercing maybe. #that would actually be sick as hell I think. #zero desire to pierce my dick cause I don't want it at all so the less attention it gets the better #anyway. done rambling for now.

[fisherfurbearer]

Hey! I hope you don't mind the message - I just wanted to say, your tags made me cry. I'm so happy that our makin silly lil creatures over here could mean something to you all these years later. You absolutely can do what you want, and make a living at it, and more people need to hear that. Everyone in our lives told us we couldn't - we were just too stubborn to listen. I sincerely thank you, I'm going to look at these tags anytime I feel discouraged, and I hope we can make you a monster one day. <3

OH MY GOODNESS!!!! I didn't see this originally and finally checked my inbox and saw this.

Now I'm feeling teary eyed ... I genuinely think it was artists like you both, Melissa Curphy (@missmonstermel), and Allison Theus (@crispyfishsticks) who showed me at a young age you CAN make awesome monsters and be wonderfully successful and HAPPY doing so.

I'm not joking at all when I say I found your DeviantArt over 10 years ago and it stuck with me ever since. I've kept up with Homemade Horrors since then on multiple platforms. It was always a dream of mine to have a custom monster made by you both, and now that I have an actual career position (transgender healthcare, which still doesn't feel real! That this is happening and it's Real!!) I may be able to afford that someday. ❤️

For reference this is the post and tags and if you like the looks of this gorgeous creature you should DEFINITELY give them a follow!!!!! Homemade Horrors are AMAZING and everything Worms and Bones make together is always so full of love and creativity.

#so emotional rn #there are artists ive kept up with for... oh man #yeah holy shit 11-13 years ago now #from back in middle school if not earlier than that since i think i found other artists #before then in 5-6th grade #so somewhere between 11-16 years!! #theyre like. part of my normal internet/art world exposure #and knowing theyre Real people and watching life improve and art grow and change and them become more well known and successful #(in any definition of the word) #well thats just the coolest thing ever!! c: #worms n bones in particular were and ARE so important to who i am as an artist and a person #i think theyre one of the first times i EVER saw anyone go by they/them and it was a very Huh... thats neat! moment #AND NOW LOOK AT ME... #top surgery was last Tuesday (its now Sunday!) and im 2 weeks into a career in transgender healthcare #been going as Fisher for a year now #my job ONLY calls me Fisher (Chosen Lastname) and its just. amazing #being unashamed of who you are and doing what you want to do. thats so freeing. and seeing happy successful adults doing awesome things #from a young age REALLY makes a difference ❤️

[adventures-in-poor-planning]

Month of May, everybody’s in love

Then the city was hit from above

And just when I knew what I wanted to say

A violent wind blew the wires away

We were shocked in the suburbs!

#from one hail-shocked may to another... #also jesus christ nothing makes me feel more like the cryptkeeper than realizing The Suburbs came out 13 years ago #i think i aged into dust like the guy from indiana jones #thirteen fucking years!!!!!!! #Youtube