#my immortal demon way

[shrimpchipsss]

origin story

#my immortal demon way #you know luo binghe the chuunibyou but have you heard of luo binghe the mary sue #i listened to my emo kid throwback playlist while working on this stream ascendead master by versailles #bingge is my favoritest boy actually #shang 'hamster wheel on this rat race' qinghua #airplane shooting towards the sky #shang qinghua #sqh #luo binghe #bingge #lbh

[zeb-z]

demon girl tina who shaves her horns down, who tries to be everything a demon isn’t. never angry, never pressed, sweet and easygoing. perfect in every sense of the term. who’s traumatized from purgatory, who’s afraid of losing what she loves as much as she’s afraid of being shunned by who she loves for what she is. for all the imperfections that fracture her perfect image. who craves trust, a place to belong, the secret of who she is just bubbling under the surface, shaved down and hidden just underneath the cat ears she wears.

human girl bagi who embraces imperfection, who loves with loyalty and longevity. who would go to the ends of the earth for her loved ones, knowing their worst sins, their terrible crimes, and going I will love you anyway. I will be there for you anyway. who’s best friend is a demon, who she knows is a demon, who she met at his worst, and wouldn’t let him go through it alone. who understands the importance of secrets, which means she knows the value of honesty, and is ready to lay out all her truths once she cares about someone enough, trusts them enough.

tina getting flighty and nervous when she’s told that it’s love what bagi feels - not because she doesn’t feel the same, but because she does, and it’s all she’s ever wanted, and isn’t that just terrifying? because she doesn’t think she fully deserves it. not yet at least! and she doesn’t want to lose it. imperfect, clumsy, secretly a demon tina, still processing purgatory and everything that came before, so afraid because she believes she can’t measure up. once she’s worked on herself, once she’s perfect, she says. once she stops panicking at purgatory flashbacks, once she stops losing her temper, once she can provide stability, once she’s shaved her horns and they stop growing back - then she’ll be ready. as soon as she’s made herself into something easily lovable.

bagi listens to tina as she spills some of this to her, under the moonlight along the beach. not quite all her worries, but some, just like she had given not quite her whole heart, but a part of it, in that room that represents bagi’s mind. and bagi doesn’t press for more than what she’ll give, because she cherishes what has been given already, because she’s in no rush and has no where else to go, because above all else, she’s in love and willing to wait. and in the meantime, she’ll reassure tina that she doesn’t want perfection - she just wants tina the way she is.

#dude the build up to this date didn’t disappoint holy shit #the comedy of bad and dapper. the way some of that transitions into more serious moments because of tina hiding her demon nature #tina wanting to give bagi perfection and bagi just wanting tina. bagi wanting to give tina the world and tina just wanting bagi. Man #and the silly little play pretend with Richas that ended up being poetry. their secret is they love eachother. that they’re terrified of #losing this. of losing eachother. of not giving enough. the moon will keep this safe #and. tina promising to protect bagi for the rest of her life. knowing she’s effectively immortal and bagi….isn’t #also smth about how it’s human mortal bagi willing to wait for demon tina. idk something is there #there’s poetry and rhymes and endless things to take from this date tonight tbh but I can’t connect it all rn #but my god they cooked #mcyt #qsmp #q!tina #q!bagi #teaduo #z speaks

[livelaughliushen]

Real shit guys:

I understand the appeal of Shen Yuan having a shrine of Luo Binghe merch however it is cannon that he read PIDW in 20 days then died.

So I question the validity of him being able to accumulate large amounts of merch(and have time to set it up) in his already rigorous reading schedule (which was anywhere from 580wpm to 725wpm a for 23 hours every day factoring in ONE SINGLE HOUR A DAY for him to do anything other than read)

So idk guys, Binghe merch shrine just might it be feasible, unless Shen Yuan somehow has 48 hours in a day.

#svsss #bringing back to good old PIDW calculations #isn’t there someone who’s entire blog is dedicated to things like this? #anyway #sorry to burst any bubbles #I burst my own tbh #proud immortal demon way #Bingqiu #ren zha fanpai zijiu xitong

[saccharanth]

bingge may not have his shizun but at least he has his 3000 weed smoking wives

#if you saw me post this before #tumblr ate it #rip #luo binghe #luo bingge #lbh #ning yingying #liu mingyan #sha hualing #proud immortal demon way #pidw #svsss #scum villain's self saving system #scum villain #scumbag system #ren zha fanpai zijiu xitong #svsss shitpost #my art <3 #shitposts <3 #posts <3

[cowboy-robooty]

does anybody else ship pretty boy flizzy x tom from da boondocks. Anybody. Anybody wanna hear my episode ideas?

#fucking hate the shit that i will get invested in #because ill reading fucking chainsaw man and ship NOTHING #at most angel x aki but everyone thinks aki semes so fuck that noise #LMV was like robooty if u want good yaoi just watch good shows and be delusional #I DONT SHIP YAOI IN SHOWS WHEN THEYRE GOOD #AND THEN THE YAOI I DO SHIP IS FUCKING PRETTY BOY FLIZZY X TOM FROM THE BOONDOCKS #OR STEDE X EIGTHMASTER FROM PIRATES BY INTERNET HISTORIAN #NOBODY IS SMOKING WHAT IM SMOKING AAUAGHWJSJE #I NEED TO LIKE KLANCE OR SOMETHING BUT I DONT. I JUST DONT #me when i dont even have a jujutsu kaisen ship #like if u put a gun to my head id say uhhh.... megumi x yuji #but im not invested idk i just dont ship anything i like yujis awesome adventures #actually no i ship rika x yuuta but aint nobody on that shit except me #same way that i started reading 2ha and i prayed the yaoi WOULDNT happen #me when i read a yaoi novel and go this would be so good if there was no yaoi #BECAUSE THAT FUCKING NOVEL IS PROUD IMMORTAL DEMON WAY EXCEPT IN OUR WORLD #I #no #im not going to talk about 2ha #i saw what happened to shen qingqiu in svsss #i literally am like shen qingqiu towards proud immortal demon way except its me towards 2ha #im not going to talk about it online cuz next thing i know imma wake up and go 'what the... im..... shi mei....?' #IM NOT TRANSMIGRATING INTO 2HA I CANT DO IT THAT WOULD BE MY LAST FUCKING STRAW IM NOT GOING TO BE SHI MEI #anyways tho i got volume 1 of 2ha in mint pristine condition and i want to sell it off because i dont want to own a physical copy of pidw #in fact id prefer having an actual copy of proud immortal demon way 1000x more than fucking 2ha #so if anybody wanna buy it from me dm and ill even put on my moms lipstick and give a page a big fat red robooty kiss

[monards]

i know hoyo is setting up rhine to have good intent and whatever in her trying to 'save' khaneri'ah or whatever; but i REALLY hope they stay with the cruel persona thats been built up for her. because it would be so wonderful to see a character who had good intent in the beginning just get absolutely corrupted; with the inability to ever go back to that prior state purely because of what had happened. also because there is NO way in her turning back after all that shit

#sorry. i dont think theres any good and plausible explanation for rhine to still be a kind or gentle person in general #she can (and SHOULD) have her moments. but it'd make so much more sense (and be much more impactful) for her to be inherently cruel #because look at all the stuff thats happened #i love the indomitable human spirit trope. dont get me wrong. #but rhine has that in the way she WONT stop her research till shes either dead or murdered. she is not gonna be gentle kind and optimistic #she watched all her kids (that she was SHOWN to care for) get very brutally murdered. #had to then go and kill her next creations that she didn't consider perfect (which most certainly fucks a women up. no matter what you say) #made the 'perfect creation' and the way she treated him was obviously a HUGE contrast to how she was before (being gentle and nuturing) #and left him (albeit with what we can guess was good intent) with NO goodbye just #a recommendation letter. a text. and his final mission #she could have good intent #and still care for others #dont get me wrong!!!!!!! #but shes. human??? #humans can be (as much as i hate to say it) a tad selfish when it comes to survival #and being antagonized demonized AND shunned by teyvat and even her own people. having to survive multiple gods wrath #isn't. gonna be good for the human psych #and it isn't gonna be something fixable #look at how furina progressively faltered over a hundered years WHILE being adored #she already started waning in her ethics and morals (as someone immortalized as a human WOULD) #with exposing lyney and all of that when it was VERY clearly the morally wrong thing to do (which her as a human would know) #and being relatively pessimistic and clearly spiralling #(no hate. i love furina with all my heart.) #if thats how FURINA started going #imagine rhine who has nobody (save maybe alice. but i doubt she'd be constant given her spontaneous nature and refusal to sit still) #shit man. even I'D go crazy and be horrible. #its okay and natural to be bitter #and its not as if anybody was there to help #hexenzirkel has a ton of women who survived their own nations falling yes #but not ONE of them (from what we know) has had circumstances any where near rhine's

[waywardsalt]

i made this a few months ago for a discord and i figured i might as well share it here too

#loz #legend of zelda #phantom hourglass #bellum #bellum is kind of a nothing villain but i like him #this image is basically the framework for how i write bellum's relationship with linebeck a lot of the time #the severity and seriousness of 'ruined your life' varies between aus n shit #ironically post-ph is one of the ones where 'ruined your life' is a bit hyperbolic #im in a talkative mood rn so im gonna have a little tag tangent going on #bellum is fun and like with this image you can take him many different ways depending on your own tastes and readings n stuff #recently i pinpointed some character i mightve accidentally based my take of bellum on and it escapes me rn #but i like to have him come off as a sort of brash young god sort of thing whos been very gung-ho about what hes been created to do and #represent and ive def leaned into him acting differently in different aus but backing it up with the idea that. hes immortal and thinks its #fun to try different things hwne he earnestly interacts with and among mortals. like in my crimson king au (the uh. one where he has a #homoerotic relationship with linebeck) his purpose behind masquerading as human and settling for a decidedly slower and more complicated #method of obtaining food and taking control is because he wants to challenge himself after years of just smashing through and taking what h #wants and because hes more interested in the more minute details of mortal interaction and how he could play along for a while #hes a bit more... whimsical? laid-back? something for the most part with linebeck because he's used to being a fuckin demonic god whos #mostly just playing around and not making attachments bc fuck it if he gets bored he can just eat these people and this one guy gets his #mercy and support because he's interesting and useful as a tool (and eventually as a source of genuine friendship. a common theme i seem to #have with bellum [perhaps as an accidental parallel or smth to the spirits n oshus] is him stumbling into finally understanding why #relationships are worth it? like a lot of the time his interactions with linebeck give him a new understanding of humans and he learns to #care about linebeck despite starting off seeing him as just an interested subject to watch or tinker with idk how to describe it #like in post-ph [ig post ph spoilers] as the fourth member of the main cast his main arc is abt kinda being forced to mingle with mortals #and ends up really caring and supporting these people and considering his own role and place in the world after kind of isolating and #surrounding himself with effectively a literal hivemind and loyal monsters and just reacting to outside forces with the intent to consume #and eradicate all danger so ig theres some parallel with linebeck too? bellum is a work in progress he's kinda a weird oc at this point? #when does an existing character stop being that and starts becoming an oc idk. its a weird line here bc bellum has minimal characterization #) anyways. funny meme or whatever. the discord seemed to like it im not used to sharing memes or whatever. #my post

[gifti3]

If solomon asked me to be a defender of humanity, i dont think i could look him in the eye and say yes

#talking about obey me once again #hmmm....its like asking a gnat to be the defender of bug kind or something #or maybe a fly #like sorry solomon but...dont have that type of grace in my body #mc is supposed to be a character that sees the good in everyone so ig it makes sense in their case #but at the same time i feel like this conflicts with the way they behave sometimes #when i think of someone who always sees the good in ppl #tohru honda is one of the first ppl to pop into my head #and shes very VERY kind #and very very forgiving #to the point of being a doormat #not to say that u cant be an assertive person and also see the good in people at the same time #but u cant be unnecessarily cruel u know #and mc sometimes is an asshole just because #so thats where im like...contradictions #ANYWAYS i just always thought about that ever since solomon asked the mc to help him defend humans #and i was just like...idk man #and it didnt really have to do with me wanting to always be on the brothers side or anything #its just......can i care about people at a regular human level??? #i dont wanna make 500 pacts and play mind games with demons to help lmao #it feels like im sticking my neck out for a world that would most likely not do the same for me you know?? #maybe if i were immortal like sol then id sing a different tune? #i feel like if u live long enough u youll either really like humans or really hate him

[gingerbreadmonsters]

wip blah blah blah im late on tags its not even wednesday haven't posted in ages ccau taking forever thank u zo @zozo-01 dying of dance disease so much uni work fed up w discourse just shut up and let me tell u about kissing boys

under the cut: its me writing gavin you already know whats happening here

-

He hops up onto the counter with his pilfered mug of chocolate milk, legs swinging idly, inspecting the bloodbath of mixing bowls and ingredients that seems to happen every time you make this damn cake. “Hope you’re not expecting me to wash this up, my deviant. The amount of magic I’d need… Ugh, you’d positively exhaust me.”

“Really? And here I thought you liked it when I did that,” you say, crouching down to slide your cake tin into the oven and shut the door. “Don’t tell me you’re tired already.”

“Absolutely shattered,” he moans, taking another slurp of chocolate milk. “No energy left whatsoever - I really don’t know how I’ll stay awake all evening at this rate.”

“I must not be taking very good care of you, then,” Hoisting yourself back up to standing, you settle yourself between his legs where he’s sitting next to the microwave - he must catch your drift, if the interested look he gives you over the top of the penguin mug is any indication. “Letting my darling wear himself out so much… It’s just not fair.”

“Glad to see my plight being recognised.” The Pingu mug is promptly abandoned on top of the microwave, Gavin now much more interested in running his hands up and down your sides, and you shiver as he hooks his legs around your waist to pull himself closer to the edge of the counter. Yeah, he knows where this is going. “Though I can think of a way or two you could make it up to me…”

He gives you that big, pretty smile, lovesick and scheming all at once, and you’d be a fool not to give in.

#redacted asmr #HOPEFULLY i can finish this by the end of the week but no promises #i am so fuckin BUSY #also i don't think 'absolutely shattered' sounds right in gavin's accent #but it makes sense to me in MY accent so u will just have to live with it #when i write the first priority is that it makes sense to ME #then i go back and change anything that's WAY too far out of the realm of plausibility for the character #however this man is immortal and also a demon so as far as im concerned nothing is off limits #and what i say goes hehe #ginger writes

[happy10thousandyears]

I love freaky non romantic dynamics it’s crazy !!!!! When one party is a freak and the other party is normal but tolerants the first guys freakishness

#THE B&B YAYYYYY #dubcon but it’s dubcon hugging. dubcon existing within intimate distance . like there is that thing of being inherently different bc one is #a monster (she didn’t want to exist that way) and one is a hero(who want to be able to become a mother through magic. tgirl swag) #seeking a transformation #bs is trans in all of my headcanons tbh but in canon 🪞got her surgery as fuck #🪞 became a demon lord through the last demon lord 🚬 #basically how it works is when the hero slays the demon lord the hero’s consciousness gets transferred into a random person near by (a #sacrifice) along with the demon powers and curses #so when 🔥 eventually killed 🚬 #🔥’s consciousness gets fuzed into the body of an unfortunate nearby 🪞(who was .normal) along with 🚬’s demon powers #and 🔥/🪞 becomes the new demon lord and 🚬gets to finally rest in peace #perks of ​a demon lord include being able to transform your body at will to appear alluring to others and getting to be immortal/unkillable #which is . not great. if you have a guilty conscience or you got tired of feeding off other people’s life energy forcibly #with that being the only thing that can sustain you as the course of your life reshaped itself around this goal alone #and of course heros vs demon lords are a ploy of the kings/lords to distract the people from internal affairs #by having the demon lords become the symbol of all civil discontent and fear #basically genetically engineered scapegoats #🚬and 🔥 are the last generation of demon lord and hero #while 🪞and bs are this generation’s #and they are gonna break the cycle !! #wow everyone are trans/nonbinary in this except 🚬. hm! #🪞kinda agender #I have like a fuckton of thoughts on this au I’m gonna properly write posts one day #😈au #also bs is bi she have a husband but is infertile in this au #I like themes of motherhood and fertility and weird relationships with the ‘female’ gender what it means to be a girl/woman/mother etc

[livelyleaflet]

"Amidst disheveled hair and a face drenched in blood, a single eye shone brightly, a white fire glowing in the dark night."

"Threads of blood unfurled, extending outward. Right before they should have converged into one, they passed each other by."

#svsss #scum villains self saving system #pidw #proud immortal demon way #shen jiu #blood #svsss extras #a love that last sentence #have i mentioned that angst is my favorite tag #i mean like hurt no comfort no happy ending angst

[florizzia]

[Pt-Br] - Eu acabei de parar para pensar e cheguei a conclusão de que preciso de uma Fanfic focada no Shen Qingqiu (Shen Jiu) ao som de "Can't Catch Me Now". Talvez eu deva escrever?????

[Eng - Google, not mine... I should stop think at the 1 am...] - I just stopped to think and came to the conclusion that I need a Fanfic focused on Shen Qingqiu (Shen Jiu) to the tune of "Can't Catch Me Now". Maybe I should write?????

#scum villian self saving system #proud immortal demon way #svsss #pidw #shen qingqiu #shen jiu #o que estou fazendo da minha vida??? #what am i doing of my life???

[roobylavender]

i don’t really agree with the idea that ra’s can be swapped out for talia in terms of damian’s upbringing and nothing would change about the story bc he’d be near exactly as abusive as morrison wrote talia to be like.. no.. that’s just misunderstanding ra’s as a character which frankly a lot of people do. ra’s is emotionally abusive but there are still specific patterns to that behavior. he wants the people at his side to genuinely believe in his vision and abide by it and act upon it, it’s far more complex than him being a physically abusive person who would brutally train a child with no remorse or regard for that child’s well being. current canon esp in the last year has led to this belief that talia grew up cold and pressured to take upon the role and be the perfect weapon but she didn’t. she and ra’s were implied to have a relatively fine relationship as she grew up and things only began to shift once bruce entered the picture and became an influence on talia and her loyalties

when the idea of losing talia to bruce began to veer into reality, ra’s became more possessive and insistent in what he wanted talia to do to ensure she would remain on his side. but even then when she ultimately left him for good to move to metropolis the retaliation that ra’s took out wasn’t on her, it was on bruce. he respected her attempts to break out and do something on her own terms, and that’s not to absolve him, i’m simply pointing out how he’s capable of respecting the people he cares about so long as they don’t go directly against him. so when you toy with the idea of ra’s killing damian’s adoptive parents (which is something i believe he would do. they’re an obstacle to his family after all) and thereby choosing to raise him on his own you have to remember that damian is ultimately a child who will possess little to no tangible worldview with respect to what ra’s is preaching (unless his parents are conveniently environmentalists and he’s a genius child which personally is a boring cop out)

so damian is this relatively unexposed kid whose parents suddenly die only for a man to present himself as his grandfather. ra’s pulls the strings to let it all show in the paperwork and damian goes home to one of his bases. and i think the first thing ra’s would do is teach damian about the world. about the way he views it but in the simplest terms understandable to a child. and he would pull damian into this world of scholarship and travel and athleticism not out of cruelty but out of love. bc there is genuine love that ra’s has for bruce and talia even if he eventually abused it. he was overjoyed when they were going to have damian. and he can still be overjoyed and engrossed in the idea of having a grandson to call his own and to teach his philosophy to even if ultimately what he would be doing is projecting his own desires onto damian. he can hope for damian to be the one person in his family who stands by him and understands him and follows him and it can be tragic bc we know his worldview is ultimately wrong and what he’s done isn’t right and damian needs to be rescued asap. but it would all be punctuated by love that would frankly be so much more interesting to explore bc the real crux of ra’s as a character is that he is incredibly proud and lonely and loving in all of the most heartbreaking and potentially unforgivable ways possible. he holds onto people too tightly without understanding why they might want to let go. and there’s no better person to explore the breaking point of that behavior through than a completely unaware damian who ends up on his doorstep and genuinely believes he’s going to live with a grandfather who loves him in all of the right ways. and love him ra’s does. just without telling damian all of the ugly truths it took to get him there

#ra’s al ghul #personal essays #i am genuinely. a gazillion times more interested in exploring ra’s as the emotionally manipulative person he is #than as some crazy guy obsessed with immortality and body swapping and beating a child into obedience #like he genuinely is character assassinated a lot and it’s not brought up nearly enough when the storylines with him could be so cool #bc again i keep emphasizing it but i DO think he would love and adore and poor everything of himself into damian #but it wouldn’t change the fact that it would all be backed up by a lie #it wouldn’t change the fact that he would be hiding damian from his own parents #it wouldn’t change the fact that rather than trying to make amends with bruce and talia he would look to a child to give him solace #it wouldn’t change the fact that when damian finally found out the truth he would be devastated #bc ra’s could be someone he genuinely grows to love. and all of it would be mired in lies #idk it’s just. way way juicer to me than your standard omg let’s train damian to be a super soldier 🤪 shtick #damian in general to me is boring sorry we’ve already established this he really is just my oc atp #i should clarify i mean this as a concept like who he was created to be. it’s boring it’s racist it doesn’t capitalize on the lore etc #but i mean i have no regrets about that bc my take on him is informed by what the al ghuls are actually like. not character assassination ☺️ #the al ghuls are genuinely so cool and people’s criticism of morrison should extend to the way their lore was bastardized as a whole #if we are being real. like everything he did with utterly bland utterly boring utterly unimaginative #and i want batman fans to FREE themselves. go back pick up a book from the 70s or 80s it’s just #so much more fun and anointed with depth. bride of the demon literally apex of ra’s characterization #along with that one batman chronicles issue eight story the prison #he’s soooo complex like do i think he /deserves/ forgiveness no but bruce and talia do ultimately pity him in some form #and if there was a way to make him powerless and keep him alive and change him they would pursue it #anyway i am getting away from the point here ig what i am trying to say is the al ghuls are packed with so much love and more writers #ought to explore it. instead of making up fucking. demon magic lore or whatever the fuck #like they’re already fucked up in so many ways idk i genuinely don’t believe you need to add to the pit lore to explore them as people #i just realized the stories i recced for ra’s characterization are from the 90s lmao. oh well. they still banged #talia al ghul #damian wayne #dc

[drawing-way-outside-the-lines]

#Still my favorite pic of these two together #the tenderness #the depth and length of their relationship #the way the demon calms the Alpha #Akin Lupei #Alpha #Raven McKinney #Brandubh McKinney #demon #Irish demon #immortal #supernatural #ts3 #sims3 #sims 3 #simblr #inbetweendreams

[singsofecho]

Gremlin Airplane holds a special place in my heart

(pls ignore my 汉字 i know its awful i swear i write better on actual paper)

#shen yuan #airplane shooting towards the sky #shang qinghua #shen qingqiu #尚清华 #沈清秋 #沈垣 #向天打飞机 #luo binghe #proud immortal demon way #peerless cucumber #绝世黄瓜 #my art stuff #i love airplane ok #hamster brat

[cowboy-robooty]

i go on novel updates i find something that fucking sucks i read 300 chapters of it and i quit before the ending that i read the entire thing for (it ends at chapter 304) then repeat. sisyphus grindset

#robooty hellworld #robooty lifestyle #robooty kun #WHY DO ALL OF THESE FUCKING NOVELS SUCK BALLS #SUCK BALL #CHINA WAS RIGHT #SUCK BALL!!!!!!!! #ITS LIKE IF EVERY PIECE OF MEDIA WAS ONE PIECE EXCEPT IT DOESNT GET GOOD AT CHAPTER 407 THEY ALL LIED #svsss is my only babygirl i swear to god that shit was the only novel ever created that was Good. #mo dao zu shi is only consumeable as a manhua because nobody fucking knows whats happening ever #its colors on a screen like a fever dream with bits of solid scenes and then theres the whole story with #babygirl xiao xingchen thats for some reason just a wholeass nother story put in the middle of mdzs and then its back to mdzs fever dream #wont lie did like it tho was good 👍 #dont even get me started on husky and white cat shizun tho #literally the real life equivalent of proud immortal demon way #i dont wanna post abt it bc im scared imma shen qingqiu and wake up one day as mo ran #but its good its just everyday i dread the yaoi actually happening. i be reading 2ha yaoi praying the yaoi wont happen Stop Being Yaoi #just be the crazy adventures of mo ran pls